I don’t know what to write, I really don’t have any idea of what I’m writing now. I just feel like I need to push on the keyboard, I honestly enjoy the letters when I make them show up on my laptop’s screen. I feel empty, I’m not sad at all, but I’m not happy either. I feel empty inside me. The problem is I have no problem to solve it, I think it’s just my moment to stop thinking, to stop doing anything..just Relax ! yes, I need that so hard. I need a refresh for my life before I begin the studies at college.. and before I’ll face the whole stress coming up. Sometimes I feel sraced, scared of many things, I’m scared if I won’t pass the exams very well, I’m scared if won’t realize my dreams, I’m scared if I’ll become a victim and not a victor ! I really can’t imagine that, this expression « what if » makes me afraid all of the time. Whatever, I still believe in God, I know that if I work hard, He will not let me lose my life, He is with me as long as I trust him. GOD is my power so I’ll do it