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Diary

March 17, 1996

Journal started in 9 March,

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Itinerariul Romanesc al verii anului 1996

AM AJUNS IN BUCURESTI IN 13 IUNIE, 1996 la 5pm. DORMIT LA INTERCONTINENTAL. ALEX A SOSIT CU DANIELA LA 6PM. EU FACEAM MASAJ LA STELICA. AMBI MASORI SANT ORBI. UN MASAJ=$13. DAT $5 tip.

Pornit spre Mamaia in 16 Iunie. La Lido ne astepta mama cu copii; s-a dus singura acolo si m-a asteptat pe mine. Bun hotel. Trei stele, acces direct la mare. Ne-am mutat totii la Rex, camerele 118, mama 116 singura da r ne vedeam des, noi familia. When we shine as one  21 spre 2 Iunie, 1996 am cumparat calculator Alex in Bucuresti. La Mamaia am facut toti bai cu namol, mama s-a tratat cu D-na dr. Belc de reumatism, iar eu am facut ionizari, bubble bath etc. Octav a facut rujeola, a stat in camera 5 zile saracul. Poze cu Strumful, adica tigrisorul. Vizitat Constanta de 2 ori, am stat la REX. Am cumparat salamuri de vara si conserve peste f. bune, unele importate din Spania “Rianxeira filetes de caballa del sur” erau f. bune facute la Boiro-La Coruna, in ulei de olive.

24 Iunie, 1996 Pornit cu aparatura spre casa. Dormit la Sibiu, la Imparatul Romanilor. Mincat peste bun.

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Pornit ziua urmatoare spre Sighet, la Pastravaria dupa Salva Viseului, Telciu si Cosbuc este FIAD (Bistrita-Nasaud considerat), cumparat 10 kg pastravi, si puieti. Pastravi frumosi. Spre Dragomiresti apoi, deal-vale. Altitudine 2400 feet. Vadu Izei, Sat Sugatag (oameni beti 3), era sarbatoarea Sinzienelor, sfintirea caselor imbracati dupa datina veche, Dragomiresti, poze. Comuna Desesti, Mara. Baia Mare met MIRCEA, FACUT CU GREU ROST DE MOTORINA (SCUMPIREA, LIPSA DE MANAGEMENT GUVERNUL incompetent ILIESCU).

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Dinspre Bucuresti, Romuli, Dealul Stefanitei, Sacel (poze batranul beat, 3 tarani), Salistea de Sus, Sfanta Manastire Dragomiresti, Bogdan Voda, Sieu (Botiza la stanga), Rozavlea, BirsanaValea Izei (foto casa nr. 348), apoi Stramtura.

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ZILE. WE HAVE INSTALLED THE CONFIGURATION (see voucher), printer with a smart guy Marian, who still helps Dana to learn Wordperfect. We have only visited Mari Vida.

La plecare din Sighet in 25 Iunie. Luni, pe Valea Marei, pe Gutin, spre Baia Mare. Stop la Mircea, ne-a ajutat la gasit motorina or Diesel=acelasi lucru. Dar Ford MAverick-ul inchiriat functiona cu acesta. Dinspre Baia Mare sant 595 Km pana la Bucuresti. Urma Recea, Buciumi, Valea Chioarului, Mesteacan (unde si cu Sandu ne-am

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oprit in 1995 cu masina noua BMW) inspre Dej, Perii Vadului (biserica de lemn 1865), sat Glod, Ungheni (Hunday- firma de masini), Cristesti (fabrica de sulf letala numita Azomures), o statie SHELL in constructie. Plecat la 11.30pm spre Tirgu Mures prin Gaesti (populatie mare tigani), Balauseri pe E60,

Chendu, Tigmandru, Nades, spatiu mioritic deal-vale, Hetiur spre Sighisoara. La 12.20pm ajuns la Sighisoara prin Albesti, Fintina

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paragina), Saschiz spre Brasov cu case sasesti (2 etaje, inalte), 1832 turn splendid. Biserica (2 poze) in CRIT. Inainte de Bunesti este Manastirea Sf. Gheorghe. La Maierus NIMS-SRL. La Rotbau sat o biserica si cetate plus bar “Coca-Cola Intotdeauna” sigla. La Feldioara Rest. non-stop, trecut riul Ialomita. Oras Sacele multi tigani - servicii dezmembrari auto?! si lumber ori scinduri multe. Circula Dacia 1310 TLX multe. Brasov spre Ploiesti via Cheia, splendida natura, padure deasa. Baba Runca bun pentru camping, in Jud. Prahova. Manastirea Cheia. Hotel Zaganu. Asfaltat cu bitum. Maneciu Pamanteni (IDM-Soiritul, vand tuica) In 25 Iunie, 1996 La iesirea din Ploiesti, inainte de Barcanesti spre Bucuresti, pe E60, este un highway. Puchenii Mosneni, Potigrafu sat, Ciolpani (“Sarmis nautic” firma de vaporase. Rest, Bachus, privatizat metoda MEDO- dau actiuni angajatilor, este al lor restaurantul. Benzina fara plumb este 750 lei.

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McDriveThrough linga Prisma Corbeanca, un mall mare Centru

Comercial de standuri ( ce pot fi inchiriate)= COB-URC, Hamburger=2000 lei Cheeseburger=2,300 lei, Big Mac= 4,500 lei Cartofi prajiti=1,800 lei (mica, medie, mare) Watch-guard security on the freeway. Primul McDrive din Romania, la intrare la Otopeni dinspre Ploiesti (In Nordul aeroportului Otopeni). Un semafor enorm. Plin de reclame. Chiar si whirlpool ori jacuzzi, Ericsson, Hyundai (masini coreene), rent si leasing. Urmeaza vilele de la Baneasa. Tel de inchiriat o vila 312 4756 (in Bucuresti): STILL- firma motostivuitoare, EPSON (distribuitor omputere) Tel. 212 0314 , Fax 212 1310 Societatea Eurofarm, Romano-Americana. Ascultat 96.5 Pro TV la radio. Masina condusa Maverick, americana tip van. Sofitelul-world trade center. TV-AMEROM ori tele-America, CIELO masini. Universitatea Romano-Americana pe B-dul General MAgheru. Centrala Sighet 991 Informatii 011 40 625 11515 Comanda? July 24-25 '96 I attended Constantinescu Emil’s Conventia Democratica’s president electoral campaign and fundraising at Mignon restaurant, and the church in Verdugo. Pictures done. Nationalist nut. To unify Moldova with Romania.

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July 26 ,1996 Dat palinka lui Gail. Dinner with Gail. Tocmai venise din Franta (Bordeaux, zona St. Emillion). Sever Muresan din Franta cu schemele lui bancare (vezi Evenimentul zilei, articol Bacanu) fundeaza centrul de Limba si Civilizatie Romaneasca (idee de la Buhoiu probabil), inclusiv scoala de televiziune, a just and good cause I think. Dar cu ce pret, a provocat falimetul bancilor de unde a scos imprumuturile. A finantat si “Universul”, ziarul romanilor de pretutindeni. Plus filmarile ce se prezentau pe cablu 3 in Los Angeles intre 1994-95. Restul de bani a fost ‘alocat’ de catre guvernul roman. Gail crede ca Iliscu e bun de presedinte, doar partidul de guv,. sa fie format dintr-o coalitie. Dar totul se schimba, nu? Arte multe misconceptii si uraste pe Ana Blandiana etc. Scandalul cu Smaranda Mezei, care a plagiat-o intr-o carte le care au lucrat impreuna :”I-a pacalit pe toti Smaranda”, a zis Gail. Vezi ce carte. Acum lucreaza la politica reproducerii in Romania in timpul lui Ceausu. Vine si fratele ei la ea. Uraste pe Emil C-tinescu si pe Ratiu Ion, din cauza caruia cica, a trebuit ca sa vina din Washington DC (stie protocolul) aici la LA. In ce calitate a avut Ratiu aceasta putere? Sotia lui, o englezoaica conduce charities pentru copiii cu leucemie din Romania. 27 Iulie, 1996 A sosit Jim din Mexico ( plus Guanajuato). Asaltat de cunostinte. Munos Ledo lives in a trailer, talks from a cellular. 29 Iunie, 1996

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Robert Gibson lieves for South Koreea to teach English; a way of getting out of an unhappy marriage. He also likes to travel, he’ll have more free time. Jerry will take the job. From ISOP. Those women misstreat him, or he feels misstreated. But he’s gonna lose all the benefits (free glasses, 100% medical bills refunded bills etc.) Discussion with Hien de forma vor anunta postul, dar nu vor accepta deliberat pe nimeni decat pe Jerry. Conexiunile interioare, o societate corupta, in special administratorii tin si minuiesc toate frinele la UCLA. Vezi si discutia cu Edward Berenson. Sylvia Dillan este protejata lui Ed Berenson, la virsta ei s-ar cuveni sa se retire. Ei se duc acolo unde sant banii. Au fost impreuna cu Gail in Romania., Ungaria si Franta din banii lui Sever, adica ai romanilor inselati. Ca tot se intreaba Mihai Bacanu ce s-a intimplat cu banii. Eu am raspunsul, in singuratatea mea. Pentru Gail toti sint mincinosi, antisemiti, se pare ca ‘badmouthing’ pe toti care nu o au in gratiile lor este her favorite pastime. Katherine Verdery si ea au fost atacate la o Conferinta ca ar fi vindute ungurilor (cica din cauza numelui Verdery, numele fiind de fapt francez). S-a imprietenit cu Sorin Radulescu, sociologul (Coruptia in Romania) Un bun confident al ei in problema plagiatului, ori furt intelectual. Enache Maria i s-a parut foarte inteligenta. Candideaza pentru senat. Exista o competitie mare pt. granturi la UCLA. Se pare ca Georgiana Farnoaga gave in leadership-ul pentru Centrul Romanesc la UCLA. Imi trimite mereu leaflets despre copii ce picteaza din Albesti, raising money. A PROPOS DE GENIUL PICTURII amerrcane care este o fata descendenta romana Alexandra Chiriac, “o reincarnare a lui

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Picasso.” De altfel sant mai multi roamni care s-au realizat aici, ca si autorul Petru Popescu, cu romanul “Almost Adam”. Am primit invitatia la ianugurare din partea Consulatului din LA, dar am fost plecata in Romania (13-26 IUNIE, apoi 26 Iunie-6 Iulie in Grecia). Alt roman Petrescu a scris “In the Amazons”. Mai este Daniel Mainea, Programming Instructor, ce preda la Advanced Computing Institute (vezi programele). Altul, Mitu cu PC-uri. Lucutz, JTPA Job developer Mi-ar place sa colaborez la revista de specialitate “Agora OnLine”. Articole despre computere, mai specific despre Macintosh. La capitolul Opinii se afla lexicul informational, in romana. Trebuie sa elucidez problema fonturilor Latin2 cu ajutorul lui Ted Lungu. 1 August, 1996 Worked all day long Elitelore issues, preparing for class. Corespondent la Agora OnLine, forum computere. Soseste in 1920 Noiembrie, 96 Payed Elcott. $1.300/month See Ted fonturi romanesti Latin2. To break new grounds. 2 August. Work, run Comstocks park MB. AM daat de pagina Politica a Romaniei run by T. M. Lutas, primul chestionar politic completat. Sint liberala100%. Ted called me; Romanian fonts for Macintosh. “Imi placi f. mult. Cred ca-ti datorez o explicatie” La inceput m-a rugat sa nu-l sun acasa la el, doar la lucru. S-a scuzat ca este de “Jury duty”, ii lasa sa mearga acasa etc. A fost lamine, i lam introdus pe Jim, era surprins. Apoi am luat prinzul impreuna la

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“Caramba” mincare mexicana: “tortilla avea gust de mamaliga luata de pe tusa”, zicea Ted. Personal cred ca este insurat si de aceea este atit de tacut. Ma intreb daca o fi avind copii? 3 August , 1996 Ziua nastere a Elenei Chiriac. Veteren 512, Ap. 102. LA. Bycicling along Venice beach where I had a nice massage by Louis. Finish my reader:” 1984 and Other Essays”, I don’t have to start fresh, he’s gonna put it for me on a disk (Jim). Massage every Saturday 3-5pm and Sunday at Venice beach. Washington Blvd. and Pacific. O iau pe Sepulveda si apoi pe stinga, in Culver City to Venice. 4 August, Venice Beach. Beverly Hills, place called Penynsula, next to Jimmy’s rest. there is BH Hilton I think, Great drink and tomatoes chips. 5 August (see anexa) Too busy fighting the cyberbugs on SCR.

16 August, lunch cu Ted. Originar din Rucar (intre Brasov si C-lung) Cadou “Rob Roy” discuri. Helped me to do the homepage on the net. De pregatit campania aici. My homepage has been finished. promite prea multe. 1. Raise money for the UCLA concentration; 2. Register the Foundation 3. Location: www.intonet/olga/index.htm

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Customers page: intonet.net/weblink.htm Fundatia pentru democratie in Romania-Los Angeles

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September 3, 1996 Sept. 2 Labour day. Mititei-sausage-like ground beef with spices (garlik, pepper, piper iute)-is sold in every street corner, fresh off the grill at $6.95 Mamaliga called here polenta topped with feta cheese and sour cream (MAmaliga cu bracola), at Dracula (5254 Ventura Blvd, Sherman Oaks.) Tel. 1 (818) 981 9425.

Sept. 4 How to make relationships work Problem solving skills in gear. Talk about things that we do not agre about. Respectful, paraphrasing (where a person clarifies that he heard what I’ve said, repeats what I said. 2. Not to attack the other person: I feel that..... Psychological Solutions. 3. Start learning how to connect. USA culture that really emphasizes appearance. Need common values and commen goals. Need a Mensh factor= a good citizen. a. likes you. b) loves me Women here are fixated on good looks and money. Drunken are abusive. Fraught with great danger, acquinted with person on the Internet. Not really good bets: Alcoholics, innappropriate people. Relation with parents it starts. A child has unresolved issues, can carry with them same problems, trace back the patterns,

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I’ll be emotionally LINKED TO THEM AND MIGHT be comfy with this, solve the ORIGINAL THING OF WHAT I COULDN’T TO IMPACIUI MY PARENTS, THIS IS VERY PRELEVANT. KIDS TRY TO REPLAY. We have to become aware of this. This isn’t working and lieve. Our vission of life isn’t the same INFIDELITY PEOPLE JUST STRAY. BUT WILL COME BACK. If the forgiveness doesn’t work. MONEY, A COMMON CLASSIC STAFF. BIG BONE OF CONTENSION. WHISKING=break into manageable units. Getting the guts to be vulnerable to smbody. Deromanicizing all the process. Manageable levels of fears. Cultural clash Feeling very clutched, to maintain a relation, have things go up. To keep it long term, even if scare, to hang in there. A therapist is a mediator, guide bound and direct them. And literrally bath the person in positive adjectives in workshop. She sits on a chair and he circles her. We need a ratio of five stroke to every n=bad comment to make the relationship work 1.Identify your problem 2. Understand why your old pattern keeps repeating 3 To find teh real problem , trace back, where did this problem started?

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4. resolve the real original problem and get out the feelings, come to the resolution 5. How to have a corrected experience. Be with someone unconditionally loving, tranfer to the outside. SEX Courses in Excel 1, 2, and 3 on Wilshire. Ted meeting.

Sept.6 Romania International started again Rom. TV news on Channel 3, in anticipation of the elections. Jim is filing for bankruptcy. Chapter 7, 13 $ He cannot pay out his credit cards. He says he can keep the car, the house (pays $5 000 a month for the loan he borrowed on the equity=value of house at present time, minus the debt. He can still keep AMEX card, if he pays it off. I Lectured today at UCLA ON MY own 1984, the student liked it a lot. Bought a chicken at farmer’s market $8,50. Apples, mandarins, eggs, cucumbers, Hungarian paprika. I usually spend $25 on average at the market. My electoral campaign on the net is great. Down with Big Brother, Ilici escu! Meeting at the church on Saturday. I like relaxing in the “bubble bath”, Jacuzzi at Doubletree, in Santa Monica, 1717, 4th Street. And floating on water. Jim is kind of sad this days, but hope things will change.

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Alex did not register yet with the business bureau. I gave him $1000 (AAdvantage Visa CD) just for that, and to fix the car, too. Lots of work on “Globalization” SUNDAY 09/08 Jim left in anger. Danced with Elena & Dan Cojocneanu (from Cluj, lives in San Jose). Cried a lot. Left to Doubletree, to relax in Jacuzzi and swim. Director’s membership @1707 Fourth Street, Santa Monica. Membership CS (800) 535 5508. Fully transferable. Monday 09/09 “Tell people what they want to hear” Lenin. PDSR politics. Announcement appeared about books edited in Micro-Magazin. 09/13 In Mexico D.F. Conference on Privatization of PEMEX and natural gas, organized by PROFMEX, led by George Baker. School begun 16 October Stafford Loan obtained. Consult with Jim. Russian Roulette dancing.

24 October, jacuzzi, work on Tables. This Psychohistory I am passionate about demands too much reading. The bust and boom economy of capitalism. The NEW DEAL intellectuals brought to power by Roosevelt, improved the socio-economic infrastructure, took the country out of depression (1930-1936). Brought in social security, Bank insurance (FDIC), gave out loans for housing for people. Even if they run up a defficit, it rebuilt the economy.

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The tax brackets=if 30.000$ salary, 27% to pay taxes on the income. If 45.000$, 40% taxes, so kept people from tryin to earn more money. CApital gains=to pay taxes on inflation which discourages long term investments (pay hight taxes). Don't let the economy overheat (Boom)=see the Chinese huge growth now. Built roads, schools, the highways, railroads, all provoked a Boom of th economy. Now the Internet, provides jobs for young people. The inflation big in Romania 1$=5.000 lei. In summer it was 3. 200 lei to 1$ Johny told on the phone. On the 3rd of November voting at the Consulat. Paper on for Tuesday, 27 Oct. 96 Talked to Dan turturica despre balcanism, read Robert Kaplan "The Balcan Ghost" Emisiune buna luni 6 pm la radio, Andrei Codrescu, emisiune "All Things Considered", 89.9 NPR FM, la 411 afla noile ore. Renner (1899-1914) 1918 book "Marxismus, Krieg and Internationale (very close in T) As the Austrian Socialist Party's leading revolutionary tactician, Karl Renner was a bridge builder, an accommodationist. Adaptation to the current political situation, coalitions, and working with the forces that be were the keynote of policy. He was constantly the spokesman for a coalition and participation in government. ready to reach out to the opposition party (Christian Socialist), empathised the political positions that would stress their bonds and provide grounds for working together. My paper's title "Polar Views of the Psychology of Adaptation" Maxim Gorki, the Head of the union of the writers, was called upon to perfect Stalin’s language machine, asking the writers not to write poorly, because writing “poorly is not to praise Stalin and his achievements.”

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One of Stalin’s theatrical “achievements” was at the Volga-Don Canal, where one of his notorious labor camps was located and where “performers” (prisoners on forced labor) were carefully orchestrated in staging penitent work as happy labor to influence the thinking of visiting writers. Thus Gorki could exclaim: “Labor sets the prisoner free.” One can recognize here the Orwellian language: “freedom is slavery.” After viewing and believing this pathetic charade (at the Volga-Don Canal), the visiting writers glorified the righteousness and decency of the Soviet justice system. Perhaps they were influenced by the fear as they had witnessed the fate that would otherwise be them. Poets, film producers, writers who resisted, opposed or doubted Stalin’s “perfection” were sent to rot in the gulags (labor camps in Ljubianka and Siberia). Therefore every word written or uttered in public was pure orthodoxy. What fear and terror does to a nation. 25 December Christmas night spent with Tina Grecu. Este sub tratament progesteron ia si s-a mai calmat. Are 40 ani.

30 Dec. New Years Eve spent at my hom,e with Jim. I gave pictures to Ted Lungu in order to create a photo gallery on the Web. Switched to netside.net my homepage to Halmu.

Spent 4 days swimming in the jacuzzi and in the swimming pool at Doubletree (DIrector's Club) with Jim. Sent out two parcels to mama

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and Alex, tots of medicines. Constantinescu has started the soc theraphy to improve the economy in Romania.

5 January, 1997 Gail needs help and knowledge for the Internet. Farnoaga Georgiana was refused return visa by the Americans. I'll try to teach Romanian at UCLA. The acting chair called me today (Slavic Languages Department) saying that they wait under the asssumption that she'll be back. She overstayed her visa. Ted Lungu has been attacked the 1st of January by his wife who barbarically squeezed his testicles because he opened up her lock, as he didn't have any privacy either and she was constantly disturbing him in Pasadena. Huge storm, they evacuated the jpl (Jet Propulsion Lab) because of the storm, trees have been uprooted.

Alex called from MARA. They'll need serious money now. My mother was happy we'll go to Hungary together by train, meet Zekany Laci and then lieve to Prague (Czechia).

Dana Botos Buda wrote. She needs a lot of material didactic. I have been with Jim in Mexico DF, from 01/01/97 to negociate for office in Mexico DF, to implement a pilot project in Torreon (nice family met) and then left for Matzatlán, splendid weather, stood at hotel Camino Real fro two days free (if bringing in a group of 80 people) for a Conference. Today 4 February I have met with Ted Lungu, Stelian Tanase AND GAIL KLIGMAN AT BORDERS. Discussed about alternative sources for funding the Romanian Center at UCLA. Created a good impression on us, S.T. analist politic at Sfera Politicii. Will meet him in Bucharest from the 1st of October. Stelian Tanase has written about Elites, wants to make research on 4.000 subiecti. needs funding from here. Goes tto Washington DC la

18 Biblioteca mare Congress si alta la STANFORD cu relatiile romanoamericane. He will lecture at Berkley (for $5000). For my research, his address is : From P-ta Universitatii, P-ta Tache Protopopescu, in spatele restaurantului Izvorul Rece, pe Strada Sfintul Stefan se afla Departamentul POLITICA in cadrul Facultatii de Stiinte Politice. Tel. acasa 1 665 2586 E-mail: [email protected] here [email protected] A. Meetingul results: La inceputul lui Martie: Un colocviu cu Stelian Tanase la Mignion, cu intrare. Adunat materiale, casete doua filme: "Starea de fapt" si Senatorul Melcilor"vizionare. Vinzare de carte, eventual. De spus de Centru ca necesita finantare participantilor, trebuie ca sa le vinzi ceva. Pur cultural. B. Romanian Community Foundation fondat cu Ted Lungu si Jim. Board of Directors: Honorary members: Petre Mihai Bacanu Financial Board Counceling Board Sent out grant propossal to ISOP for $3500 to study Globalization of Nonprofit funds

Joi, 06 FebruARIE, 1997 MEETING LA MIGNON DESPRE ROMANIAN-AMERICAN COMMUNITY FUND, CU: POPA NICU 13060 TOM WHITE WAY, #B NORWALK, CA 90650 TEL: 310 926 8658 FAX 310 926 5979 TED LUNGU s-a mutat in Altadena. BEIANU, la biserica din Verdugo, mare crismar. MINCAT DE 77 DOLARI CU JIM, FICATEI CU CEAPA, DICUTATA, NEED LAWER TO DONATE HIS TIME, LUNI 10 FEB. 97 LA 7PM INTILNIRE ORGANIZATORICA MIGNON Popa dat faliment la Mignon.

19 In Romania din 28 May pina in 30 IUNIE. Am fost la seminarul Academiei Civice in sighet din 20-23 iunie. Vezi pozele. Am investit 10 mii $ in Alexandru. Am organizat filiala AmRom din Sighet, vizitat Tisa (fam. Cucul). Jim a petrecut si el 2 saptamini cu mine. Ne-am intilnit in Bucuresti la Continental. Am stat la Mamaia, hotel Lido cu ai mei, apoi Ambasador cu Jim. Apa marii a fost calda si am innotat mult. Am stat o saptamina, facut masaje, ionizari,bai cu namol. Revenind in LA am fost la expozitia copiilor din Albesti unde am cunoscut-o pe Runa Petringenaru Jor Kline care fusese in Maramures, stia pe Pipasi si vorbeste in dialect. La Consulat pe 26 August am intilnit pe Constanteni, reprezentind companii ce cautatu investitori Americani. In sfarsit s-a vorbit de zona de comert liber Constanta Sud. Am fost cu Ted. Hramul bisericii a fost duminica August 23 (cea de pe OLYMPIC COLT CU CRESCENT HEIGHTS) Ted a divortat si o muta pe gloaba azi, duminica 31 August. Alimony cere ea, pe 17 Nov, infatisarea , Maria ii este avocata. Aranjamentul se numeste: Discutiile de pe lobyy sunt de tip Huntington (accent pe dihotomiile religioase- eclipsarea zonelor libere de economie si importantei economicului in regionalizare-globalizare) Sample: Un articol de politologul John Rocsin a declansat urmatoarea discutie: "Pe urma, integrarea asta europeana s'o intelegem doar ca joaca de aliante pe criterii de simpatie, de comunitate religioasa ori lingvistica? Nici un cuvant despre strasnicele interese economice? Despre nerezolvata problema a giganticelor transferuri de bani de la cei care au (inca, dar au tot mai putin!) catre cei care au mai putin sau deloc & viseaza cai verzi pe pereti? Nici un cuvant despre marele scepticism hranit din justificata teama fatza de crescanda concentrare a unei megalobirocratii greoaie, uniformizatoare si care innabusa asa-zisele emerging markets? >Autorul: >Azi este momentul unei Uniuni latine, cand Franta si Italia sunt pentru noi. >Cartea mare: in mana Romaniei: decat ajunsi sub plasa ortodoxiei sovietice, mai bine orietati catre Vatican. Noi fiind 20 mil. de suflete, se poate > aranja un acord favorabil Romaniei. O Orientare spre Roma ar deschide usa spre cultura si civilizatia apuseana.

20 Asta sa i-o spuie mutului de la manutantza! (Iertata-mi fie izbucnirea temperamentala.) M'am saturat ca de mere paduretze de infantilismele astea, repetate ani de zile prin grupuscule de exil romanesti ad nauseam. In primul rand, in spatiul euro-atlantic "motorul progresului" (indiferent catre ce se indreapta acest "progres") e format de tarile preponderent protestante. Gloria celor romano-catolice a cam apus demultiso. In al doilea rand, chiar daca toata natiunea s'ar converti de la o zi la alta la catolicism, datele problemei nu s'ar schimba nici cat negru sub unghie: nici Franta-Italia-Spania n'ar iubi natia rom^na mai mult, iar sansele cooptarii in Uniunea Europeana ar ramane asa cum sunt in clipa de fatza. Cooptarea in Uniunea asta (ea insasi in hainele copilariei & confruntata cu probleme interne -- unele insurmontabile chiar...) nu are nimic de a face cu ascultarea au ba de Vatican. Exista un vechi dicton "Cuius regio, eius religio" -- insa e descalificant si rusinos, tocmai din punctul de vedere religios (care vizeaza *transcendentul*), sa nazuiesti la religia cutare numai si numai in expectativa ca exponentii ei poate doar-doar te vor lasa sa te infrupti din merinde mai grase! In umila-mi opinie (si sunt departe de a fi un habotnic), conceptia aceasta se potriveste cu religiosul ca nuca in perete. >O Uniune Latina ar insemna automat membria Nato si a Uniunii Europene. "Vrabia malai viseaza, iar calicu praznicu"! >O orientare spre Apus ar fi un imbold pentru afirmarea intelectualitatii >Romane. Ehei, orientarea spre Apus are valente, conotatii si fatzete multiple -dar cu totul de alt gen, decat isi imagineaza visatorii & zvonerii si raspandacii lor sforari!... >"Fortele negative vor lucra pentru zadarnicirea oricarui plan, dar azi >avem la carma tarii un prim ministru inteligent, cult si plin de > energie care va gasi solutia cea mai buna". De parca domnului premier Ciorbea numai de sinoade si conclavuri ii arde. (Nici macar n'avem certitudinea ca-i enorias al Bisericii Unite cu Roma. >ma tem si eu ca un plan (o noua Ialta)

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Iar ii tot dam cu Ialta si cu Malta! Vesnicul complex, perpetua cautare a unor iluzorii tzapi ispasitori pentru mizeriile mari si marunte de provenienta autohtona... Celelalte tari foste bolsevizate nu cazura sub incidentza acelorasi aranjamente de la Ialta si Potsdam? Dar nu in toate s'a dezlantuit tot atat de brutal si barbar hidosul experiment bolsevic cum s'a dezlantuit in Romania!... > Dupa acest articol, urmaresc evenimentele, si prea se leaga la plan: Se leaga un car de draci baltzatzi! Elucubratii de nevropati si psihopati! E si normal ca Rusia pune la cale certe strategii si tactici. E doar o mare putere. Si inca mai are multe decenii de-acum incolo sa invetze ce-i aia joaca de-a democratia (il citez aici pe generalul Aleksandr Lebed, dintr'un interviu publicat acum o saptamana intr'un saptamanal de mare tiraj din Germania). E normal ca celelalte mari puteri sa-si incerce propriilestrategii, stratageme, tactici. Doar de aia-s puteri. Sa ne bucuram daca putem de uzantzele zilelor noastre, in care nu... dau Tatarii navala una-doua... Deci sa nu pierdem din vedere ca... "interesul poarta fesul". De cand lumea! > in R-L din Flux, 'parca Severin, Romania nu-si poate permite sa mai >neglijeze' marele urs ... care detaliaza ei, e mai aproape de ea ca Europa. Dincolo de aluziile stravezii la "ce naste din pisica soareci mananca" -adica, vezi Doamne, anumiti fosti trepadusi bolsevici sau odraslele lor fac demersuri pe $estache sa ne m^ne tzara in bratzele Ursului --, s'ar cuveni sa ne gandim o tz^ra si la pragmatismul economic: nu se poate sa neglijezi relatiile economice, schimburile comerciale, cu gigantica piatza de desfacere care e Rusia, totodata o sursa de materii prime etc. de anvergura ei. Mai ales cand Occidentalii, cu catzel si purcel, isi muta intr'acolo masinariile de facut capital, sinchisindu-se prea putin de principiile inscrise in feluritele Carte si pacte...IaltaMalta! In fine, niciodata, nicicand, relatii de vecinatate bazate pe raceala, dispretz, neintelegere n'au dat roade bune. Dimpotriva! Mai ales cand tu esti un soricel, iar megiesul ditai mastodontul!" de pe Lobby. Azi, 31 August merg la biserica la 12.30pm si revin la 2.30.

22 Cu Jim lucram la invitatii pentru Conferinta PROFMEX-ANUIES. Si e duminica , dar lucrez in fiecare zi. Oricum am un cec de $3. 000 pentru munca pe luna trecuta in fiecare zi din saptamina. 17 Nov. 97 Jimmy wanted to resign as treasurer (contains some real "explosive" material he said.) Alex installed new email. I've been sending out letters and tickets to him to come here for the Conference in Morelia too. 18 Nov. Jim has been very tender to me, caressed for hours and made love, very secure feeling. Cursurile despre globalizare sunt bune pentru antren in chestionarea la teza de doctorat (Iunie 1998) 19. Nov. Jim prepares for Mexico - to go the 20th. to meet Fausto Alzati. Jimmy wants to be treated as royalty, taken down to Morelia etc. Andrew Wainer seems to be a nice person in the seminar, smart too. Nela Mocanu nu are slujba, este la college sa-si ia MBA-ul. 8-13 December successful conference in Morelia Michoacan. Alex was there with me , met Boris Koval, incident with Carrol got the job quickly, fundraiser with her Republican wealthy people (see Forbes) Visited Pátzcuaro, vasos de cobre splendide. Josefina Orozco si demonstratie web page PROFMEX. 27 Jan 89 Ted moved in with me, oribila experienta, Jim mi-a promis ca divorteaza si se muta cu mine, Vreau sa stau intr-o casa din 1 Iulie (lease se teremina in 15 Iulie)

31 Ian, 1 Februarie spent time at the Mexican Consul’s house in Gardner 45. 000 (vecinity, portalul) on Fremont from Wilshire, house # 65. Tel. poarta to ask if he has been replaced Pescador Ozuna Jose Angel, (213) 460 6869. Project on soc. security scrambled accounts. Dog Aliman, Jenia mother of Octavio and Ana wife, 2 months pregnant. Alex m-a jecmanit de 8 ori cite $200 IN DECEMBRIE PLUS 1,600 PENTRU BILET, APOI 100 SI IAR $225 CHIAR DACA I-AM ZIS SA NU MAI IA CA MA RUINEAZA; ORIBIL GEST; NU LE MAI DUC NIMICA CIND PLEC, DACA PLEC ACASA.

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Tina si-o dat aere tot timpul, e nebuna, sa fac eu aia si cealalta. sa faca ea. JIM MA MANIPULEAZA DIN NOU, SA OBTINA FONDURI PENTRU FIUL LUI. ABOUT THE MENTORSHIP, JIM HAS TO WRITE IT AND SEND IT TO HIEN (AROUND $ 4. 000)= HOW MUCH IN TAXES? WRITE TO WEISS, DATE FOR ORALS SET 3RD OF APRIL, IN THE DIRECTOR’S OFFICE IN ISOP, 11TH FLOOR. UNUL Peter Shy stie de soc. sec. expert Centro de Derechos Umanos y Centro Constitutional in New York apara interesele emigrantilor. Un chestionar. 5 milioane de indocumentati in USA exista. Hired by UCLA, TAship awarded. Septembrie, 27 a ajuns aici Vasile cu Greyhoundul de la San Francisco. Fain baiat. Azi 29 grant Aspen necesar. March 15, 99 Mari si DoinaTataru au fost la mine de revelion. Groaznice fete, fumeaza ca turcii si beau. Mi-au purtat hainele. Real estate in MORO BAY este mult mai ieftin decit aici., linga Santa Barbara. 3 ore de condus de aici, LA. Fain in San Luis Obispo, scoli private. A loan offixer to see. Frederick Dellagatta’s nephew is there, has a real estate license/broker. Fred. E cam rece, sometimes it drops 20 grade F. Acolo $153. 000 ca s-o cumperi plus mortgage pe casa. Get into real estate! A duplex. or triplex needed. May2, 99

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In Martie 29 intilnit cu Valer, fara dinti si slab, alcoolizat. Pe elena pipas, Marie, “poate taia lemne pe ea, ca nu zice nimic (adica nu-i raspunde inapoi cum faceam eu. L-am dat in judecata. Zicea ca maninca urzici de cina si de prinz, dormea ziua la 2pm. Am fost la Vlad Teodora si am inregistrat pe toata lumea. A fost un soc pentru ei, Au zis, de ce asa tarziu?. Am cumparat de la el o carpeta “unda apei”, i-am dat vreuo 25 $ . Cred ca imi va da inapoi, cu jumatate casa. Batrinu' arata rau zice mama; bine ca l-am inregistrat pe caseta pe Valer. Cu Jim ne vom muta impreuna? Fost la Moonligh, o bomba de discoteca, obositor, ma dor ochii de la lumina. In RO am stat la Holliday Inn, foarte fain, relaxat cu esssential oils in sauna. At 12.000 points they give me a free night. I only have 3,500 points now. Copii sunt cuminti, si le fac chemare J1 de studiu. Today 08 November, 1999 We danced at Russian Roulette, international music, $250 the bill, with the 20% discount. Invited Daniela Zainea, and Lucutz Grigore. Gift from Daniela, nice perfumes. 50 days left/sunsets until 2000. My flue shot is due. Teaching at Cerritos since September. Hist 8.1. Some students are crooks, signed in before attending. Reynold is a good student, always compliments me on the way I dress. I have 24 students (started with 40) left after midterm. I adopted a cat, named Olga, pretty Siameze, blue friendly eyes. At the Pound on Olympic, 9th street, could de sac. The dogs were too big, more wolves, some sick. Horrible smell, poor animals. Have to prepare the final exam. And the Christmas in RO. Next week I'll know if I won the trial against the pipasii, of Tisa.

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Avaricious animals, destroyed my marriage, at least I took them to the court, get my furniture back. Lost, lawer did not present cassete,but won back my dulap secession 1910 dated. Been in RO in March 2 till 28. Great! Mom was happy, alone. Been in RO from July 24th, my mom haad a heart attack on the 15th of July, I took her to Fundeni, and she only lived for 6 weeks after. She died in the 18th of September at 11am in Sighet close to her bed, no clothes on her; she tried to dress up and go to the bank. Infarct miocardic cu stop respirator. Dr. Orza buried her. Alex left for RO The 23rd of September, and met Istvan Gulya in London, Doina. I have to finish my PhD Jan. 5th 2001. Today 5th of October, 00. Meet people on [email protected], with pictures. Transylvanian muse  Alex did not sold the car today, Miercuri, 9 oct. 2000. 25th of November, 2000 wrote a letter to Eugene and sent him $10. Spoke to Rodica, she thanked me for the money I sent her, called me Babci, little bab szem (Hung). Love her, she has osteosarcoma. Too bad. Thanksgiving the 23rd, spent at home eating great croatian liver pate. She died the 17th of January, sent o coroana toher. I wrote raul lomeli a letter, the 5th of Feb, 2001, what a congenital liar! It runs in his family. Today, Draga Adrian, (prieten in Bucuresti , imi face rost de un editor). Am trimis azi “elitelore” si un abstract al tezei si Capitolele 6 la numar, urmeaza imediat. Aici au fost azi 27%C. Clima s-a schimbat; dar in Iulie ne vom topi, daca urca cu constanta aceasta. Cu alese ganduri, si spune-mi cu ce te mai pot ajuta?

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Olga & Adrian Gavrilescu Str. Mamulari nr.4, Bl.C2, Sc.1, Et.1, Ap.4 Sector 3 - Bucuresti Romania

p.s. also does kissing help the pain?;) go away

-----Original Message----From: Olga Lazin [mailto:[email protected]] Sent: Saturday, February 03, 2001 5:56 PM To: [email protected] mike mittchel Subject: My Tooth/Moler GoT Infected

Dear Mark, I am really sorry but I cannot make it tonight; i have to treat myself, my face has swallen up this morning and I needed to get medication. See you next week Friday, I have left you a messag at home. I need to go to sleep now, all this Amoxicillin, Cipro, Bactrim make me very sleepy. See you next week, anxious to meeting you :-) Dear Olga, here is your horoscope for February 06, 2001. A long-awaited social event, perhaps a wedding or christening, could have you moved to tears, Olga, and as you are naturally a person who doesn't like showing her feelings, you might feel the need to get away by yourself until

27 the urge to cry for joy has passed. This should be a very happy day for you as well, and your own sense of contentment could seem almost too good to be true. It's real! Relax and enjoy it! Best wishes for today, from the Astrologers of www.astrocenter.com Catalin Mocioaca mi-a adus cele doua casete azi. I also took my American citizenship March 14th. I invite you to participate in the Hooding ceremony, at UCLA. The Department of History will hold a reception for PhDs during the first or second week of June.B e ready! This reception is for graduates and their invitees. We will keep you posted on details. your leadership skills and ability to motivate others will be especially strong this week. Speaking your mind will also come readily, especially on Tuesday and Wednesday, when Mercury squares with Pluto. If there are things that need to be communicated, these can be the perfect days to say what you need to. However, you do need to take care that you don't rip and tear while telling it like it is. Use tact and compassion to avoid causing damage to your recipients. Expect a surge in creative abilities on Wednesday, as well, as the Sun sextiles with Neptune on this day also. You will find it easy to visualize and make projects with this aspect's influence. And when it comes to problem solving, you won't have any trouble. Saturday will prove to be the best time for this kind of task, as you'll receive some help from Venus sextiling with Neptune. Just be sure that you leave a little time to give yourself some caring motivation as well. Don't pump the well dry! Spend some time relaxing or sharing with a special someone. A zis mircea ca ne casatorim pe 7 mai, 2001, cind am fost la mormintul mamei, apio in sinaia la holiday inn doua zile impreuna am

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petrecut facind dragoste si masaj, innotind. M-a dus la aeroport dragul de el, si I-am dat o bratara de argint, sa nu ma uite. Pe 11 sept. 2 arabi au atacat WTT, in NY. Ma uit la videoul facut in luna Mai, cu tine la Casa Sigheteana, dar trebuie convertit in sistem pal secam din NTSC. Pe o alta nota: Eu predau la Los Angeles Mission College, chicano studies. Economia e la pamint, doar 15% din populatie calatoreste cu avionul; toti conduc masinile mai degraba; hotelurile sunt pline though, dar nu statiunile. Eu plec in Mexico de ziua mea (4 Noiembrie) in Mexico City si voi sta mai putin de o saptamina, la o conferinta la univ. din M.C., UNAM. Referitor la germeni. Sunt vreo 10 tipuri de bacterii/germeni impotriva carora ne pregatim (Ciproxina contra anthrax, Doxycyclina etc) contra febrei hemoragica, vit. B, Calciu etc. Cred ca am cheltuit vreo $500 doar cu pregatirea in eventualitatea unui atac. Arabii au raca impotriva Hollywoodului, e la 10minute de mine Metro Goldwin Meyer si restul companiilor cinematografice. Am intilnit aici o romanca din Cluj, Adriana Baban,dr. in Psihologie, a scris o carte despre femei, de la Babes-Bolyai, la un seminar. Cu drag Olga Lily, pisica siameza, e nebuna de buiaca si fuge prin casa, chiar cind da cite un cutremuras/aftershock, la propriu. Azi ii inmorminteaza pe cei de la NY, si cinta "Amazing Grace", e f. inaltator. Europa adaposteste majoritatea teroristilor de fapt. Nu are bin laden sofisticata bomba, e doar o predictie a lui Nostradamus Michel, finalmente :-) nu crede toate ce le auzi, ori tot ceea ce citesti; bin laden e kaput si presimte asta; da cu sic din Isarlik, dar prin preajma ramadanului va fi terminat. Mai greu va fi de eradicat "celulele" de teroristi educati la scoala lui, care opereaza independent si doresc ca sa copieze pe cei care au atacat WTO; Europa de west e plina de ei, iar Sigurantele din Franta, Italia nu prea sunt dispuse sa se ajute cu informatii, in stil 'batrina Iuropa'. Acolo e pericolul adevarat. bin laden nu are dupa ce bea apa, darmite bombe atomice; a distrus Afghanistanul, l-a facut praf, multi au defectat, e inconjurat de informatori, USA a pus 5$ mil. pe capul lui, vei vedea iubire. Dar zidul protector facut de tine ma apara impotriva energiei negative a teroarei psihologice :-) Sandu inca nu a primit pasaport BRITANIC, deci nu poate si nici nu vrea sa mearga in Ro deocamdata; moartea mamei ne-a lovit greu pe amandoi, inca nu ne-am revenit. Am un film de 4 ore cu ea si ma uit la movie, dar nu ma pot impaca cu gandul. Sa tinem legatura, love Olga Ce ironie ca Anglia si USA lupta pe acelasi front  Astept info despre voi, nu aveti un cont e-mail? Vaeti acces la internet?

29 Stimata Steluta, Poti afla in legatura cu legea terorismului din tara, daca exista o lege ce pedepseste terorismul, fii buna, de la un jurist. Azi Valentine’s day 16 Feb., Mircea mi-a scris: Raspunsul meu: Draga Mirceo, vino aici atunci! Pina cind revii la mine: Am sa il anunt ca mergi. Cind mergi in Sighet, du-te te rog cu el personal; tiam zis ca este dizarmonic mintal; foarte usor manipulabil, plus nu vorbeste bine Romaneste. Are nevoie de un insotitor. Avea certificatul si i-am facut eu personal o copie; buletin nu avea si imi pare rau ca nu am avut timp suficient de el. Am fost egoista si eu. Sa vorbesc cu el si te sun. Cind sa te sun, ora RO? Cu dor sfasietor, Olga Situatia sta in felul urmator: http://www.nytimes.com/learning/teachers/featured_articles/20020311 monday.html jor/runa <[email protected]> Subject: Fw: album despre Maramures To: Olga Lazin X-Priority: 3 Draga Olguta, Am vorbit cu ei, asa ca doar sa imi spui ce am de facut si eu fac. Ei vorbesc acolo de costuri din punctul de vedere al lui Elisabeth, care vrea romane, deci fara poze. Este ieftin de tiparit la ei si sunt foarte buni, dar ei sunt de obicei sponsorizati. Cam cate copii vrei sa scoti? Elisabeth (prietena mea din Texas) a scos 5.000 din prima ei carte Cum vrei sa faci? Vrei sa faci tu rost de bani (sa investesti ori sa cauti sponsor) ori sa vorbesc cu Paidea Press sa o facem cu ei la Sempre, si atunci investesc ei, dar si profitul o sa il imparti cu ei? Atunci insa trebuie sa-i dam albumului tau o tenta Ortodoxa, pt ca ei sunt o editura de carte ortodoxa (vorbesc de Paidea Press, editura din America; Sempre, in Bucuresti, tipareste orice fel de carti de cultura, pt Rom, Italia si America). Te rog gandeste-te si la amanuntele materiale si sa vorbim. Sa facem cel putin un plan la modul ideal, dar mai amanuntit. Cand te vedem maine (duminica)? :- ) Runa si Liliana ----- Original Message ----From: <mailto:[email protected]>Nicolae Luca To: <mailto:[email protected]>jor/runa Sent: Saturday, March 23, 2002 1:44 AM Subject: Re: album despre Maramures Cu mare placere, dar costurile vor fi mult mai ridicate decat in cazul Elisabethei, din cauza hartiei, care trebuie sa fie una speciala. Va fi, insa, mult mai ieftin decat tiparirea albumului in SUA. Sa ma caute si sa spuna ce si cum doreste.

30 Si noi va sarutam, Dragii mei,Olga Lazin, maramuresanca, profesoara de studii hispanice la UCLA aici in Los Angeles, ar vrea sa publice, in limba engleza presupun, un album de poze din Maramures. M-a intrebat daca cunosc o editura buna in Bucuresti. Sa va pun in contact?Imi cer scuze pt. mesajul telegrafic, dar plange Teodosia si ma cheama datoria.Va saruta Runa Sunday, 24, march, 2002, With Jim, We ate today at Moustache, an entire Virginia Striped Seabass. Seen on Hist Channel, 70, T-34s Russian tanks helped win against the Germans. 708 1776, produced by Flashback TV. To: Mircea Moldovan <[email protected]> From: Olga Lazin Subject: El nu vrea sa vina, oricum, tata. Re: 2saptamani Cc: Bcc: X-Attachments:

Draga Mirceo,

Ce mai faci iubire? Sper ca esti in sanatate buna, in primul rand.

Merita de incercat din nou. Un fel de recurs :-)

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UNDE exact trebuie ca sa depun cererea asta? Eu vreau sa merg personal ca sa o depun, si sa am o discutie fata-in-fata cu persoana care 'faciliteaza' obtinerea dosarului. Stiu cu siguranta ca securistul care incerca sa ma racoleze pe min, este aum in Satu-Mare, pe acelasi post de secu', doar i-au schimbat si pus in alte localitati, unde oamenii nu ii stiau personal; cum ii stiam noi de ii recunosteam pe strada; iar in Sighet oamenii l-au batut pe unul mar, sefu securitatii Robu, si au pichetat Politia oamenii la revolutie. L-au dezbracat, doar la chilot si l-au marsalui pe strazi sa tie toti cum arata, si trebuia sa zica; eu sunt secutristul Robu' care a omorat atiti si atiti oameni a prejudiciat. A fost un spectacol :-) Si Robu activeaza acum, in bistrita Nasaud. Dupa umilirea publica, l-au dus putin mai departe.

'Din clipa in care am avut video ma urmareau securisti la fiecare colt de strada si m-au batut mar pentru Isus din Nazareth si mi-au confiscat toata aparatura si mi-au facut 3 perchezitii acasa etc,etc si ei imi spun acum ca nu am nici un dosar.Ce parere ai?Merita sa incerci?"

Tu ai fost inchis, ori ai record/cazier? Nu mai tin minte. Da a fost, mircea.

“Te astept cu mare dor si drag,Mircea.” Pe curind, Olga, voi suna. UNDE exact trebuie ca sa depun cererea asta?

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We left the 5th with Air Lufthansa, economy class from LA to MunichBudapest.

It was nice, Mari VIDA cooked for us LAMB, but I really liked my mother in law-s Khartalabi soup (add parsely roots, csirke mele husa, cream/tejfolbol made rantas (liszt + a levebe, visza onteni a levesbe lasan kavarni,) carrots.

Hajduszoboszlo nagyon szep menny for Szilveszter, $8.000 a house. I liked indoor thermal bath, outdoor warm swimming pool.

Mircea dezgustotor cu banii la Carpati; imi arata ca are bani; dar cand l-am rugat sa trimita/dea $100 lui Mari Vida pt. tata, in schimbul unui serviciu; so ajut pe Linda, fiica lui sa intre la UCLA in California. Am cheltuit totalul 1.800 dolari in cash a fost suficient si restul pe VISA Mic pret; dar e miop si nu vede ce mult puteam s-o ajut pt. un pret insignificativ. Masa s-a intors. Tables have changed. Ce degradant vorbea de Cica; si cica ce mult m-a ajutat cu prapaditul de fratge-meu; e josnic; am terminat cu el. Pe VISA Bank of America card, vreo $2,000, platit Hertz $1,086 pentru 9 zile. See total expenditure, tax deductible, mancare in valoare de vreo $3000. Budapesta e fff scumpa. Te inseala peste tot, see claims at BA, mai ales la hotelul din Budapesta, “Gellert”. Foster kids wrapped in duck tape, so he keep quiet (torture). The leaing man in my life was Jim Wilkie , I could command the academe, school, making me look good. I feel like Catherine Hepburn, you can sense it; society can evolve, never making a big deal about it, in a easefull way.

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The African Queen, a romantic drama. See “On Golden Pond” film. August9, 2003, in noua casa. Laci nea- prins cu Jim in casa, what are you doing here, but naked, f---ing my wife? Era sa-l loveasca, dar I-am prins mana. Ce dragoste fantastica am facut cu laci, ma saruta de la picioare la pipilica, in sus, saruta sanii si am un orgasm exploziv cu el; eu deasupra. E iubirea mea cea mare. A platit azi si jumatate chiria.

Sept. 2, terminat cu Jim, nu mai am cu el relatii s—uale. Finalmente. M-am impacat cu dana si sandu, cumpar lemne lui tata. I-am trimis azi un pachet lui tati cu 2 camasi, 0 ciocolata, vit., cit si air power, vitamine, sandale etc. expres. Sept.12.04 “Numai tata tot bea. O distruge pe mama... Nu ai ceva sa se opresca? Dar pentru slabit?” e-mail from Ela cedrechi, my answer:

Ela-toate produsele de aici exista deja si acolo, am vazut cu ochii mei, chiar mai bune, mai pure. Problema e mentala; exercitiu de vointa. E si o chestie genetica, in familia mamei toti beau. Doar el poate, prin propria vointa, sa-si faca un bine; plus sa elimine stresul dinviata, Love si tinem legatura; acum sunt si eu calica pina primesc salariul, la sfarsitul lunii si trebuie sa platesc chiria, billurile, etc, Si noi, salutari si lui Gelu si Vladut, Vioricai spune-i ca imi sad bine pantalonii si ii multumesc inca o data de primire, amandurora parintilor tai,

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PS, asta a fost si problema infamilia mea cu mama, apoi s-a apucat si tata pe la 60 de ani... si Sandu facea asta, dar acum are responsabilitate mare, conduce camioneta, deci nu mai POATE sa-si permita ca sa bea, Love

Va imbratisam si noi cu drag.

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6/15/07 Mikaela left Sunday at 2pm to malmo, Sweden. She sent me some digital pics. Very tiring experience. Shop til you drop ;-)/ 6/16 pozele. Cu crabul la house of blues.