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This edition contains the complete text of the original hardcover edition. NOT ONE WORD HAS BEEN OMITTED. The translator is grateful to Stacy Knecht for her editorial assistance and to Nancy Forest-Flier for her translation of the poems on pages 105, 149, 234. THE DIARY OF A YOUNG GIRL: THE DEFINITIVE EDITION A Bantam Book PUBLISHING HISTORY The Diary of a Young Girl: The Definitive Edition was originally published in hardcover by Doubleday in March 1995. The Anchor Books trade edition was published in March 1996. Bantam edition/March 1997 Copyright © 1991 by The Anne Frank-Fonds, Basel, Switzerland English translation copyright © 1995 by Doubleday, a division of Bantam Doubleday Dell Publishing Group, Inc. Photographs and cover art copyright © The Anne Frank-Fonds, Basel, Switzerland All rights reserved. Library of Congress Catalog Card Number: 94-41379 No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording, or by any information storage and retrieval system, without permission in writing from the publisher. For information address: Doubleday. If you purchased this book without a cover you should be aware that this book is stolen property. It was reported as "unsold and destroyed" to the publisher and neither the author nor the publisher has received any payment for this "stripped book." ISBN 0-553-57712-3 Published simultaneously in the United States and Canada Bantam Books are published by Bantam Books, a division of Bantam Doubleday Dell Publishing Group, Inc. Its trademark, consisting of the words "Bantam Books" and the portrayal of a rooster, is Registered in U.S. Patent and Trademark Office and in other countries. Marca Registrada. Bantam Books, 1540 Broadway, New York, Now York 10036. PRINTED IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

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ANNE FRANK: The Diary Of A Young Girl Translated by Ser Sayana Edited by Youk Chhang Assisted by Eng Kokthay, Tep Meng Khean, Huy Vannak, Nguon Seroat and Prum Phalla Graphic by Sim Sopheak, Oeur Ratana and Ra Chhayrann Glossary by Ambassador Laetitia van den Assum and Wynne Cougill Cover and Book design by Youk Chhang Printed in Cambodia 2002 Copyright Preface by H.E. Ambassador Gerard J.H.C. Kramer. The Diary Of A Young Girl The Definitive Edition ANNE FRANK Edited by Otto H. Frank and Mirjam Pressler Authorized by Liepman AG, Literary Agency Maienburgweg 23, CH-8044 Zürich The Anne Frank translation project was initiated in early Spring 2000 with personal support from The Netherlands’ then-ambassador to Cambodia, Ms. Laetitia van den Assum. The publication was funded in 2002 by The Royal Netherlands Embassy in Bangkok.

mCÄmNÐlÉksarkm<úCa Searching for the truth. Documentation Center of Cambodia P.O. Box 1110, Phnom Penh, Cambodia Tel.: + 855 (23) 211-875 Fax.: + 855 (23) 210-358 Email: [email protected] Homepage: http://welcome.to/dccam

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Editor’s Note Anne Frank was born on June 12, 1929 in Frankfurt, Germany. After the Nazis began to oppress the Jewish population there, she and her family moved to The Netherlands in 1933. In May 1940 the Nazis took control of The Netherlands, and by 1942, Anne and her family were forced to go into hiding in a secret annex of her father’s office building in Amsterdam. She died in the Bergen-Belsen concentration camp between late February and early March 1945, about three months before her sixteenth birthday. Anne Frank’s diary gave her the freedom to express her thoughts, likes and dislikes, and a means to express the horror of life for the Jewish people under Nazi persecution. The Diary of Anne Frank poignantly describes the loss of innocent life under an out-of-control regime. The book helps us to understand the indiscriminate and horrific nature of genocide, the most infamous of international crimes. Reading books like The Diary of Anne Frank can help us preserve the memory of the merciless acts of which humankind is capable and spur within ourselves the realization that we alone can prevent genocide from recurring. The Anne Frank translation project was initiated in early Spring 2000 with personal support from the Netherlands’ then-ambassador to Cambodia, Ms. Laetitia van den Assum. The publication was funded in 2002 by the Royal Netherlands Embassy in Bangkok. Youk Chhang, Director Documentation Center of Cambodia Phnom Penh, November 22, 2002

PREFACE Anne Frank’s diary has touched millions of people around the world since it was first published. It is a story of hope, of courage and of the survival of the human spirit. As a young Jewish girl, Anne Frank and her family in The Netherlands in the 1940’s, tried to survive Nazi occupation. The Frank family spent several years in hiding to prevent being deported to the Nazi death camps. Ultimately, they were betrayed and sent to a concentration camp in Germany where Anne died. Of the entire family, only Anne’s father escaped death.

Anne Frank died, as did 1.7 million Cambodians. But their deaths have led to a strong resolve that the international community should do everything to prevent further crime against humanity. The Documentation Center of Cambodia (DC-Cam) has done much to ensure proper recording of Cambodia’s history under the Khmer Rouge as well as to inform Cambodians and others about what happened during those dark years. The Netherlands government has been supporting the DC-Cam since 1995. I’m proud to be associated with this latest initiative of the center to translate the Anne Frank diary into the Khmer language.

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Anne Frank’s ordeal bears resemblance to the personal history of thousands of Cambodians who have suffered a similar fate at the hands of the Khmer Rouge during the regime of Democratic Kampuchea (1975-1979). That is why I am particularly pleased that Anne Frank’s diary is now available in the Khmer language. I hope that many Cambodians will find something of relevance to their own lives and experience in this book and that it can be a source of comfort.

Gerard J.H.C. Kramer. Ambassador

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Cab;Canic© b:uEnþ´Tmøab;nwgvamin)anTal;EtesaH. ebIeyageTAtamkareRbonRbedArbs;mnusS ecHdwg ´RtÚvEtxaMmat;sgát;citþRTaMTTYlykvaTaMgGs; b:uEnþ´minGacRTaM)an. ´mincg;[eKeCr Rbmaf´edaymintbteLIy. ´nwgbgðajBYkeKfa Gan; E®hVg minEmnPøIePøImindwgGIdUcCaekμgekItBI mSilmijeT. BYkeKnwgminnwksμandl;eT ehIynwgbiTmat;d¾FMrbs;BYkeKrhUtenAeBlEdl´eFVI[BYk eKyl;faBYkeKKYrEtRbúgRby½tñnwgmaryaTpÞal;xøÜnrbs;eK CMnYs[karykcitþdak;nwgmaryaT rbs;´. BYkeKh‘aneFVIrebobenaHeTAekIt¡ vaeXareXANas;. rhUtmkTl;nwgeBlenH ´enAes¶ómcMeBaHmuxsmþIeRKatRKatxøaMg² ¬CaBiess>>>smþIPøIePøIrbs;elakRsI v:an; daGan¦. b:uEnþ enAeBlEdl´Tmøab;)annwgerOgenHkñúgeBlqab;² ´nwgsgswkKat;vijPøam dUcEdlKat;)an eFVIdak;´ edayKμanrEGgcitþeLIy BYkeKnwgbþÚrrebobniyay. etI´BitCaBi)akciBa©wm RkGWtRkTm cecs manH cg;dwgerOgeK x¢ilRcGUs .l.nig.l. dUcRKÜsar v:an; daGan fa[´etIEmneT? eT¡ BitCaminEmneT ´dwgfa ´mankMhusnigmanKuNvibtiþeRcIn b:uEnþBYkeKbMepøIs. XIFI¡ etIÉgdwg eTfa ´xwgRceLaty:agNaenAeBlB¤BYkeKeCrsþInigcMGkbBaÄWcitþ[´. vanwgminyUreT BitCadl; eBlEdlkMhwgEdl´xMRbwgTb;knøgmknwgpÞúHecjeLIg. l¥¡ ´Qb;niyayBIerOgenHehIy. ´rMxan XIFI RKb;RKan;ehIyCamYyRbvtþiénkareQøaHKña rbs;´ Et´minGacecosvagminerobrab;R)ab;ÉgBIkarRbEkkKñamYyeToteBljúaMGaharl¶acd¾ KYr[cab;GarmμN_CaxøaMg. BIerOgmYyeTAerOgmYy eKEbrmkniyayBIPaBrmTmübMputrbs; BIm mþg. PaBrmTmüenH KWCakarBitEdleKdwgeRcIn EdlsUm,IEtmnusSl¶g;exøAbMputk¾minsgS½yEdr. PøamenaH elakRsI v:an; daGan EdlEtgEteFVIxøÜn[eKcab;GarmμN_RKb;EtkarsnÞnaenaH )anlan;mat;fa ´k¾G‘ÍcwgEdr ´rmTmüxøaMgNas; rmTmüCagsVamIrbs;´eTAeTot¡ . etI XIFI Føab;)anB¤erOgNaKYr[Gs;sMeNIcEbbenHeT? RbeyaKenHqøúH[eXIjy:agc,as; fa elakRsI v:an; daGan minc,as;las;nUvGVIEdl XIFI ehAfadak;xøÜnenaHeT. elak v:an; daGan EdldwgxøÜntRmÚv[Bnül;Xøa eRcInCagsVamIrbs;´eTAeTot enaH )an eqøIytby:ags¶b;s¶at;fa ´minxMRbwgeFVIxøÜn[rmTmüGVITaMgGs;. tamkarBiesaFn_rbs;´ GUnkan; EtmanHxøaMgeLIg²ehIy . elak v:an; daGan Ebrmkrk´ ehIybEnßmfa Gan; kMueFVIrmTmü ehIy RsKt;RsKM[esaH. vanwgeFVI[ Gan; mineCOnelOneTAmuxeT . m:ak;yl;RsbnwgTsSn³enHTaMgRsug. b:uEnþdUcral;Etdg elakRsI v:an; daGan EtglUk «

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bURbúysá (Bobruysk) bulesvik (Bolshevik) b‘Ív½rvIk (Beverwijk) b‘ucqinv:l; (Buchenwald)

b‘ULÚj (Boulogne) RbÚm:ay (Bromide) büÚm:l (Biomalt)

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El,gm:N U bU lU: I (Monopoly)

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Gaeqn (Aachen) GamsÞWdam (Amsterdam) Gal;m:aGa (Alkmaar) Gal;ehÁós (Algiers) GusI Swn (Essen) G‘uyeRtt (Utrecht) GUedsSa (Odessa) GUtav:a (Ottawa) GUr:g; (Oran) GUsQVic (Auschwitz)

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Ser Sayana grew up listening to her family’s stories of the suffering inflicted on them and other Cambodians by the Khmer Rouge. Sayana lost three of her grandparents and many other relatives during the regime. Her parents were evacuated from Phnom Penh and forced into hard labor from 1975 to 1979. Born in 1981 in Phnom Penh to parents of Javanese descent, Sayana started working for the Documentation Center of Cambodia (DC-Cam) in 1998 as a volunteer and has compiled an extensive collection of poems, songs, and slogans of the Khmer Rouge. She is also assisting in the production of DC-Cam’s magazine Searching for the truth, which is distributed to villages around the country. This is her first translation of a book.

ANNE FRANK THE DIARY OF A YOUNG GIRL

Translated into the Khmer Language by Ser Sayana Edited by Youk Chhang

Translation Series No. 2

Documentation Center of Cambodia

We would like to extend our special thanks to Mr. Cees Kieft for his ongoing material and moral support, without which this translation of The Diary of Anne Frank would not have been possible.

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