c‡_i Av‡jv (cÖv_wgK I MYwk¶v welqK Rxewš—Kv)
mgqmxgvt 7 wgwbU 15 †m‡KÛ
PwiÎ gvmy`, PvPv, wkDwj, ev‡iK, †Pqvig¨vb
cÖ_g `„k¨ gvmy` t Avm&mvjvgy AvjvBKzg PvPvRx| PvPv t AAvjvBKzg Avm&mvjvg| Av‡i gvmy` †h, e‡mv e‡mv evev ev‡mv| I n¨v- H †PqviUvq e‡mv| gvym` t Rx ewm| PvPv t Zv †Zvgvi covïbvi wK Lei? gvmy` t n¨v fv‡jv| PvPv t †kl K‡i‡Qv? gvmy` t Rx, Gevi dvBbvj w`‡q Gjvg| PvPv t Zv GLb wK Ki‡e e‡j †f‡eQ? gvmy` t GB wKQy w`b MÖv‡g _vK‡ev| PvPv t †Kb? PvKwi-evKwi wKQy Ki‡e bv? gvmy` t fvewQ| Z‡e PvPvRxPvPv t Ab¨ wKQy fve‡Qv? gvmy` t (†n‡m) Rx| Avm‡j †jLvcov †kl K‡i mevB‡Zv PvKwii †Póv K‡i| Avwg Aek¨ †mUv Ki‡ev bv| PvPv t Zvn‡j Kx Ki‡e? gvmy` t Avwg mgvR Dbœq‡bi Rb¨ wKQy Ki‡Z PvB PvPvRx| PvPv t ZvB! mvevk! †Zvgvi K_v ï‡b Lye fv‡jv jvM‡jv gvmy`| gvmy` t Avwg cÖ_‡g Avgv‡`i MÖv‡gi Awkw¶Z eq¯‹ †jvK‡`i †jLvcov †kLv‡ev| c‡_i Av‡jv / 1
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t fv‡jv, fv‡jv, LyeB fv‡jv| †Zvgvi wm×vš—Uv cÖmskbxq| GKUv K_v n‡”Q evevmva¨vbyhvqx †Póv Ki‡j †h †Kv‡bv KwVb KvRI Kiv m¤¢e| Avwg †`vqv Kwi evev| Avi GKUv K_v n‡jv- †Zvgv‡`i †h‡nZz mvsmvwiK Ae¯’v fv‡jv, wcQyUvb †bB, G R‡b¨ ZzwgB cvi‡e mgvR Dbœq‡bi KvR Ki‡Z| Avgv‡`i meviB DwPr mgvR Dbœq‡bi Kv‡R GwM‡q Avmv| Z‡e evev Avš—wiKZvi Afve _vK‡j Pj‡e bv| t Rx, Avwg Avš—wiKfv‡eB Ki‡ev| Zv PvPvRx wkDwj‡K †`LwQ bv †ht Av‡Q, †fZ‡iB Av‡Q| Avwg I‡K †W‡K w`w”Q| (D”P¯^‡i) wkDwj- wkDwjt (†bc_¨ †_‡K) Rx evev, AvmwQ| t (D”P¯^‡i) †`L †K G‡m‡Q| t (cÖ‡ek K‡i Ges †n‡m) Av‡i, gvmy` fvB †h! †Kgb Av‡Qb? t (†n‡m) AvwQ fv‡jvB| †Kgb Av‡Qv Zzwg? t fv‡jv| kn‡i †_‡K Zv G‡Kev‡i Ab¨iKg n‡q †M‡Qb| t †Kgb? t GB †h M¤¢xi M¤¢xi fve| t Zv evev †Zvgiv Mí K‡iv| Avwg †Zvgvi PvPx‡K bv¯—vi K_vUv ewj| t bv bv PvPvRx| Avcbv‡K Kó Ki‡Z n‡e bv| bv¯— vi †Kv‡bv `iKvi †bB| t ZvB wK nq evev? KZw`b c‡i G‡j| [cÖ¯’vb] t †Kgb Rvwb Avcwb ci n‡q †M‡Qb gvmy` fvB| t wK iKg? t GB †h G‡Zvw`b c‡i G‡jb, bv¯—v Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb bv| †Kgb Rvwb GKUv e¨¯—Zv| t Avwg Avm‡j GKUz e¨¯— AvwQ| c‡_i Av‡jv / 2
wkDwj t G‡Zv wK‡mi e¨¯—Zv? G‡Zvw`b c‡i evwo G‡jb| gvmy` t Av‡i bv- bv- wkDwj| GUv wVK bv| Avgiv G MÖv‡giB mš—vb| MÖv‡gi fv‡jv-g›` Avgv‡`iB †`L‡Z n‡e| Kv‡iv Dc‡i †Q‡o w`‡j Pj‡e bv| ZvQvov Zzwg †Zv Rv‡bv †Pqvig¨vb wK iKg gvbyl| Kvjy PvPvi me m¤úwË †Zv †Pqvig¨vb †Rvi K‡i wb‡q‡Q| VwK‡q‡Q| wkDwj t Avcwb †Zv MÖv‡gB _v‡Kb bv| G‡Zv wKQy Rvb‡jb wK K‡i? gvmy` t Kvj hLb evwo Avwm- †ij †÷k‡b Kvjy PvPvi m‡½ †`Lv| Avgvi m‡½ evwo ch©š— G‡m‡Qb| KvjyPvPv me NUbv ej‡Z ej‡Z Avgvi nvZ a‡i †Ku‡` †dj‡jb| ZvB (BZ¯—Z) Avwg GLb DwV wkDwj? c‡i K_v ej‡ev| wkDwj t bv bv DV‡eb †Kb? bv¯—v K‡i hv‡eb bv? gvmy` t AvR mgq †bB| wkDwj t Avgvi K_v †Zv wKQyB wR‡Ám Ki‡jb bv| gvmy` t I n¨v, n¨v| †Zvgvi K_v †Zv wR‡Ám KivB nqwb| Zv †Zvgvi †jLvcov †Kgb Pj‡Q? wkDwj t fv‡jvB, Gevi AvB.Gm-wm. cix¶v w`jvg| gvmy` t Zvn‡j Zzwg GLb A‡bK mgq cv‡”Qv| wkDwj t Avcbvi K_v wVK Avwg eyS‡Z cvijvg bv| gvmy` t †Kb eyS‡e bv? Avwg ejwQ- Zzwg GLb cix¶v w`‡q‡Qv, A_v©r covïbv AvcvZZ †kl| †Zvgvi nv‡Z GLb A‡bK mgq| wkDwj t n¨v, Zv wVKB e‡j‡Qb| gvmy` t Avwg PvB Zzwg G mgqUv mwVKfv‡e Kv‡R jvMvI| wkDwj t Kxfv‡e? gvmy` t Avwg †h KvR¸wj Ki‡ev, Zzwg †m Kv‡R mn‡hvwMZv Ki‡e| c‡_i Av‡jv / 3
wkDwj t KvRUv wK? gvmy` t MÖv‡gi eq¯‹‡`i- gv‡b hviv †jLvcov Rv‡b bv Zv‡`i‡K †jLvcov †kLv‡bv| Av”Qv DwV c‡i me K_v ej‡ev|
wØZxq `„k¨ ev‡iK t gvmy` fvB, K‡e AvB‡jb? gvmy` t Kvj G‡mwQ| †Kgb AvwQm ev‡iK? Zv †Kv_vq hvw”Qm? ev‡iK t GKUv mgm¨vq cBiv †MwQ gvmy` fvB| gvmy` t Kx mgm¨v? ev‡iK t Zv‡iK‡i Avcwb †Zv †P‡bbB| Avgvi †Qv‡Wv fvB| gvmy` t n¨v, wK n‡q‡Q Zv‡i‡Ki? ev‡iK t bv wKQy Aq bvB| MZ GK-†`o eQi AB‡Q evwoZ_b †M‡Q| Avi †Kvb †LvuR-Lei cvB bvB| SMov KBiv †MwQj| gvmy` t Zvici? ev‡iK t kn‡i hvBqv wK †hb GKUv Kvg cvB‡Q| †Unv cvWvB‡Q, Avi wPwW| †Unv Avwg wUc w`qv wbqv wbwQ| wKš‘gvmy` t wKš‘ Kx? ev‡iK t (BZ¯—Z K‡i) wPwWWv co‡Z cviZvwQ bv| gvmy` t (†n‡m) GB K_v, Zv wPwV wK †Zvi Kv‡Q Av‡Q? ev‡iK t n, Kv‡QB Av‡Q| gvmy` t †`, Avgv‡K †`, AvwgB c‡o w`w”Q| ev‡iK t GB jI| gvmy` t wj‡L‡Q- AvMvgx gv‡m evwo Avm‡e| I Av”Qv †kvb- MÖv‡g hviv †Zvi eqmx- gv‡b 18 †_‡K 25 ermi eqm ev ZviI †ewk, hviv G‡Kev‡i †jLvcov Rv‡b bv Zv‡`i‡K AvR we‡K‡j ¯‹z‡ji gv‡V Avm‡Z ejwe| c‡_i Av‡jv / 4
ev‡iK t K¨vb gvmy` fvB? gvmy` t Avwg †Zv‡`i‡K †jLvcov wkLv‡ev| †Zv‡`i Avi wUc mB w`‡Z n‡e bv| wPwVcÎ co‡Z Avevi Av‡iK R‡bi Kv‡Q †h‡Z n‡e bv| wb‡Ri KvR wb‡RivB Ki‡Z cviwe| ev‡iK t wKš‘ ... ... gvmy` t wKš‘ Kx? ev‡iK t (jw¾Z n‡q) Avgvi †h kig jv‡M| gvmy` t (†n‡m) Av‡i bv- bv- bv- j¾vi wKQy †bB| eo n‡q †jLvcov wkL‡Z †Kv‡bv j¾v †bB| ev‡iK t †jnvcov wkK&Lv Avwg wK wPwW co‡Z cvigy gvmy` fvB? gvmy` t n¨v, Aek¨B cviwe| wPwV, eB meB co‡Z cviwe| Avgvi m‡½ wkDwj †Zv‡`i cov‡e| AvR †_‡K ïi“ n‡e| ev‡iK t Avc‡bi K_v ûBbœv Avgvi LyDe Lywk jvMZv‡Q| Avwg A¶wY mevB‡K KB‡Z hvBZvwQ|
Z…Zxq `„k¨ †Pqig¨vb t gvmy`, gvmy` evRvRx| gvmy` t Kx Lvei, †Pqvig¨vb PvPv, Avcwb? †Pqvig¨vb t n- n- †Zvgvi Kv‡QB AvBwQ| †Zvgv‡i †Zv evev Kqw`b aBiv Lei cvVvBjvg| evev †Mjv bv| ZvB eva¨ nBqvB Avm‡Z nBj| gvmy` t Avgvi Kv‡Q G‡Zv Ri“wi! wK e¨vcvi? †Pqvig¨vb t Avwg wK `vuovBqv †Zvgvi mv‡_ K-_vgvmy` t bv- bv- emyb| Avgvi Aek¨ nv‡Z Lye GKUv mgq †bB| †Pqvig¨vb t †Zvgv‡i KqWv K_v KB‡Z AvBwQjvg evev| c‡_i Av‡jv / 5
gvmy` t Rx ejyb†Pqvig¨vb t Avwg GB BDwbq‡bi †Pqvig¨vb| GjvKvi hv fv‡jv-g‡›`i e¨vcv‡i AvwgB `xN© w`b aBiv †`BLv AvBZvwQ| gvmy` t n¨v, fv‡jv KvR Ki‡Qb †Zv fv‡jvB| †Pqvig¨vb t ïbjvg- Zzwg bvwK GjvKvq gyL© gvbyl‡`i mv‡_ Lye †gjv‡gkv KiZv‡Qv? GBWv wK KiZv‡Qv evev? GjvKvq †Zvgv‡Mv GKUv B¾Z Av‡Q| †jLvcov wkLvgvmy` t Avwg †hUv KiwQ †f‡e wP‡š— KiwQ| Avgv‡K Dc‡`k w`‡Z n‡e bv| †Pqvig¨vb t hv Kiev- fvBev wPš—vB Kiev evev| Pj&jvg| [cÖ¯’vb]
PZz_© `„k¨ gvmy` t Av‡i ev‡iK †h! wK Lei? ev‡iK t gvmy` fvB, gvmy` fvB, Avwg bv- cov wkK&Lv †MwQgvmy` t (†n‡m) ZvB bvwK? Zv LyeB Lywki Lei| ev‡iK t n- Avwg Anb eB co‡Z cvwi| wPwWI co‡Z cvwi| gvmy` fvB meB Avcbvi R‡b¨| bv nB‡j mvivRxeb AÁ _vKZvg| gvmy` t bv-bv-bv- †Zvgiv wb‡R‡`i †Póvq †jLvcov wk‡LQ| ev‡iK t fvBRvb, Avgv‡Mv evwo‡Z Avc‡b wKš‘ `ycyi †ejvq LvB‡eb| gvmy` t Av”Qv, mgq †c‡j hv‡ev| evwiK t gvmy` fvB, Avcbvi FY †Kv‡bvw`b †kva Ki‡Z cvi“g bv| Avc‡b Avgv‡Mv c‡_i Av‡jv †`LvB‡jb| [mgvß]
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‘c‡_i Av‡jv’ Rxewš—Kvi bvg Avgvi †`qv iPbv- Kvgi“¾vgvb wjUb, cÖ‡hvRbv- KvRx RvwKi nvmvb cÖPvi ZvwiLt 9/9/95 `ycyi 4-30wg: XvKv †K›`ª †_‡K
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