My Poems

Aimless Arrow Prick your ears and hear to me human, you're the matter of this subject! understand this theme - nothing can! Yet you can feel the object ! For this cursed world you're born and like a new mail from a postman, into this Earth you're thrown ! So, remember there's always death - the ban! All you can do is study a whole, and for money - start an endless run, marry another soul and have some children ! What else you think you can do? Write your name in the Guiness book? and bag the Noble prize too? So what? who's gonna take a look? You can dance and give me a glee, only if you know what'll happen after you die, "I'll make history : World will remember me !" You can't say so, for you'll never know where you're about to lie!! So, Mark my words, ye mortal thing! You're bound to Merry, Worry and Sorrow !! You're Just like a bird without a wing and like shot into a desert - an Aimless Arrow !

That Day When I Died I remember that day, a Sunday, Just as I had finished my diary entry, It was pouring outside and dogs barking, a black day, 12 : 00 PM, they were asleep, the country ! I don't remember the cause or the force that made me to do it yet, I had a piece of memory, for Then, Candles I lit ! I wrote a letter, maybe, in a language now unknown to me,

My hands did quickly flee, to finish that letter 'cause the night was eerie ! I took a rope and made a tie on the fan that was hanging in the ceiling ! Just now, as I wonder why, I stood up on a chair with a lame feeling.. Maybe this was the moment.. When my soul was dug.. The Knot did a terrible torment in my neck and I silently hung ! I, now, maybe a ghost, a ghoul, A body so frightening to Humankind, Yet I do have feelings and a soul, For I remember that day, when I died !

A Very Merry Christmas Here Comes the man with his white beard; Here comes he, with bag full of gifts; A Loud laughter "Ho! Ho!" is heard! Oh my god! Here is Santa! Here is Christmas!! An Hour full of carols, another full of play in the thick, pearlish snow ball! and as the kids dream of 'morrow, while they lay He.. starts at the north pole!! Traveling through fog and mist; Taking and singing with his reindeer. while the whole world is in night's fist, He's just about to begin Christmas that year! As he enters the town, the wise old man, pulls out a way-too-long list too! He looks at it, it's too far from dawn, Who's name is in it? Who's is not? Who? A mischievous smile lights up his face, He bends on the reindeers, and makes a pat!! The reindeers rush about, taking a pace! Oh! He's inside that house? now he's not!

The Socks inside houses begin to fill, with gifts, chocolates and toys, He jumps inside many a chimneys - Oh! Will will his laughter go down - His Voice? As all the kids have got their gift, He is ready to go back; I must confess His good old reindeer is ready to lift, He flies off crying "Very Merry Christmas" on his lips!

Lightless Nights Lightless Nights in my house.. they're not that boring.. A feeling of being let loose, after all that day's choring ! Some unknown organism sings, and wind adds his voice from a height.. you'll never get to have these feelings, unless you're in a lightless night.. Perfect silence everywhere.. somewhere near voices of a baby crying.. Nothing, not even money could spare.. such a night! Yes, it's not available for buying.. All of a sudden a kitten jumps from atop the wall and rushes away! I feel sorry for it's feet bumps In the Paved way ! Candles and Emergency lights are found Some houses have generator, they're losing this joy of hearing to the howling hound.. alas! a lack of candles would've been better! Everyone blame the wall clock.. whilst i speak with the moon.. I wish i could go out for a walk Yes! Lightless nights are temporary boon! Some Neighbors have already slept and my family is on the verge of doing so.. still I play with the garden trees kept Mom reminds me of snakes - Deadly Foe!

"Power will be back in a thrice" Power station people report.. What is the amount that I'll have to pay? What price? To get back another lightless night?

Kill My Mother Too Kill my mother too, bhaia, I Don't Know who you are, but, if you're to kill me for sure, kill my mother too, bhaia ! She's my body, my soul, my everything, I Don't want to see her crying, As I watch my mother praying, kill my mother too, bhaia ! Who am I to make her Sad?, Why shall I be so very rude? So, I guess you understand, kill my mother too bhaia ! What will happen after death.. What will happen to my soul, I Don't know, I'm a fool, Kill my mother too bhaia ! Rise up that gun you have, and with one clean shot, shoot me dead, and don't forget, kill my mother too bhaia !

Bleeding Arrow They came around and stood gapingly staring at each other.. they went on, for no good, until the leader cried "attack, together" !! It is said that "it's calm before a storm" and it seemed to be so.. blades, swords, arrows, harm time feared and became slow!

Like water from a toppled bottle, human blood flew from hearts sword-knit.. it would last forever : the battle! or will it end this very minute? cries unanswered and pleas rejected! chaos took over, made it worse.. from their ribs : poor hearts ejected.. do or die : there was no remorse! An arrow came out flying, struck a soldier’s heart, surely, I’m not lying, he still fought ! suddenly, realizing something, he dropped and cried "war, no more" no one heard him, not even the king! he died, unable to bear the gore!! The Heart in the bleeding arrow tried to speak, Alas! it could not even pry! a message was told by blood drops that leak, To know the truth, you'll have to die!

Ode to Michael Jackson Michael Jackson - They Told Me It Was Him Racing Through My Mind Was His Music Flowing out of My Heart's Rim Was His Words - More Than Magic!! ’Beat it’ Made Me His Fan ’Billie Jean’ Made Me His Lover ’Thriller’ - Through My Heart Terror Ran MJ - I'm Addicted To This Man! Long Hair Bearing a Black Cap, Adorable Shoulder with Grand Coat Gloves are What Hands Do Keep! Shoes are Blessed to Cover His Feet! Somebody Asked Me "How 'bout His Voice?" Great, Awesome, Best - It's Your Choice! Proverbs Say Voices Could Melt Rocks! See, Rocks Would Evaporate at MJ's Noice!

MoonWalk Master - Someone Yelled! Nah! 360, Sister! - Someone Spelled! MJ's Dance Was All They Held! I Watch MJ Dance, My Worries Expelled! I Doubt That He has a Mystic Pen Inherited from The God of Literature! The Lyrics Mesmerized Men, Women, and Every Little Earth Creature! Altogether He is a legend, So, He is The Pioneer of all The Art! He'd Be Second in the List of Apollo, Just Beneath the Phenom, Mozart!! These Not Only The Reasons! Nope! 'cause he's also the king of human nature He's One of a Kind in Past, Present and Future! He Stands on top - The King Of POP!

Guilty, For No Reason Sometimes, I Feel Guilty Suddenly.. No Reasons as to why!! emotions drowned in Me, Oh, Often I Do Cry!! Is it due to a sin unknown, or truths so very untold! I Nearly Die When I'm Alone.. there are mysteries to be unfold! The Street dog I left alone, Injured.. The baby I refused because he was dark! The beggar I stabbed with words.. Form within me they all Embark!! is my heart beating?? or may be it just acts to be so? I just can't walk around the world, sweating.. It's Worse - I'm My Foe!! I can still tell you this, well "be careful with your action!!"

or you'll experience the same hell.. which kills you everyday for no Reason!!!!!

A New Dawn The Time has finally come, the happiest moments are upon!! Partying, fun and frolic throughout home, As the time ceases with the night, there will be a new dawn! A day to cherish a new beginning ! and the end of sorrows of the past ! So, as you see the dark of the moon giving in These are the seconds that are the last! Get ready for a new year, a new future, forget all the dark days of the year that's gonna die, A hell lotta things are awaiting you - to nuture; Hold your fingers cross, for, this year is to fly!! Tick - Tock - Tick - Tock : Hearts pound and sink like quick sand! Every pair of eyes glancing at the clock! The Pressure is on the second - hand!! It's past 3, It's beyond 6.. Crossing 7 and nearing 9 ! Oh! at twelve the lovely clock ticks Happy new year and Prosperous 2009!!!

Cry This Once Will you be doing this? Just this time, for a better tommorow! will you please cry this once? To wipe away all your sorrow!! Please Hear to me now, Careful! Think of some old sorrow or something very hurting and dull Do it! You'll know what's it for! Close your eyes and open your mind! Think of every possible sin and wrong, cheatings, stealings and similar things you may find! Later think of a sad melancholy - a song! Hold your eyes shut - Its not done! Cry to your heart that you feel sorry Say that those are done and gone! Now, let tears flow! Don't worry!

Don't pause till you're clean in your heart! While you cry, don't loose your balance! You know that Tears have a big part In replenishing; If you will cry this once!

Avoid Those Eyes If you had seen what I had, you will probably know this. In through my heart it scarred! Yet, I thought it gave me bliss.. Watching me all the time, Shaped like an ellipse.. I've had enough to tell you this line "Whatever you do, Avoid those eyes!!" At every moment of my life I'd felt the power in them They may give you an endless strife your heart will beat like a muffled drum! They know everything about you Your happiness sorrows, fears and secrets! Maybe they know your future too, So, please digest this news without regrets!! Just after you tell a lie, Inside you - They eyes, you may find! They may give you a brain shock - a power too high! But, when you're true, they seem to be kind!! When you're upto some sin, A dark body with eyes amidst, Appears with an unworldly grin, you'll feel that you're a sack of dust! The cause why I give you this wit, is that I'd been shocked lately, Rather, I was afraid of it! Those pair hurt greatly!! I Once thought of finding them, For i thought it was someone's - Someone Wise! The answer may seem mad and I dunno where it came from They may be god's own eyes!!!!! Thus, I conclude with this again "Whatever you do, Avoid those eyes!" Lest, you will bear all the pain Like Acid Rain in a heavenly Paradise!

O Rain !! O Rain, You’re Tempest to Me! Little drops of joy and Delight! I love the very presence of thee! You Pour over the Earth and Enlight! Thy arrival is told by the clouds, Thunder adds a music to the air – When I lean out of my house, You drench my Hair! Just like the smile of a child – Like the chirp of an Unknown bird, You conquest my mind for a while – And make me the happiest in the world! I look and laugh at those Who hide away from you! That’s what they chose – You sound and share glee with Me too!! When Thy Run Over My Skin, I feel pure and perfectly complete! I think I’m out of every sin, I continue to admire your fleet!! There is a rainbow of colors seven ! Unlike all those who gaze at the rainbow, I Feel for the death of this heaven! For, When it comes, you will go! So, before this relationship between you and me could end, Tell me a word, Tell it aloud, lovely rain! Tell me when will you return, Little Friend? When shall we chat like this, again?

The Last Of Me What should I do, at this time? I’m lying in my bed, eyes closed. Everyone else is crying with a rhyme! I ain’t got a clue, I’m Chaosed !! Thinking of my old days is nice, But, is this the moment for this act? I cannot conclude which is wiseYet I could hear my thumping heart!

Smile, Must I? Or Cry, I’m Ought To? I look at those empty, gaping faces! Who shall I think about? Who? Oh! My mind runs back to those old phases! The doctor checks my pulse in vein! There is no escaping this time, Maybe.. I smile though I bear a gore of pain! I’m experiencing the last of me! Childhood days, school near my house, Lovely Spouse and an Unfaithful friend, Flash before, as the Pain grows, And I close my eyes to the inevitable end!

O! Great Human! Fall in yourself, O! Great Human! Find you in you – That you can! Round and Round your mind goesDay by Day, your Kind Grows! Start your run – Go! Go! Go! Push your boat - Row! Row! Row! Refresh your body, Enrich your soul, Never cease to chase your goal! Never seek help from the others Have you seen Birds borrowing Feathers? Do good to your home, people and country! The world shall hail at thy entry! Lying is a job of a thief – Be true, You’re a Chief! Wade through your fear and sorrow! Lave footprints for other to follow! Help the needy, Hug the poor! For thou hands, heaven is near! Work until your last breath!! You will live after your death!!

Seconds Before A Suicide I close my eyes and drown in the emptiness, Darkness doesn’t haunt me anymore ; At least not now! Regular and organized rhythm – My heart Beats, The Unknown feeling in me takes time to grow!

A Sip of the chill wine burns down my Esophagus ; I try to digest the sadness with the wine! Blood in my veins charges, with a force ! Life could’ve been nice to me ; A bit Fine! A list of failures flash before my eyes – Education, Job and all the hell ! Life is bad and Fate is not so nice! A Spell must’ve been cast at me – A Dark Spell! All those loathable voices echo in My Mind! A Mental reaction goes on – My Memories’ Fusion! A Numb, Sad Feeling Gets Me Temporarily Blind! I’m can’t stand it; I need a solution! This Vile Tablet is enough to end my life! A Gulp Of Wine and A Night’s Sleep in my Bed! I wish I could say something to life : “You Can’t Hurt Me, I’m Already Dead”

Let The Beast Slumber Deep Inside Me, There’s Something That Lies! The One Which is Lothable and Unfair ! With Every Act Done, It Makes a RiseIt’s Sharp Eyes and Vicious Teeth Glare! A Beast That Feeds On My Mind, It’s Feast is on My Beating Heart! Panting Across – You May Find – There’s No Way I Can Thwart! I’m a Thief, A Burglar, I’m No Good! The Beast Knows This – That’s What I Fear! How Can I Stop It? What Should? I Can See It Grinning, It’s Eerie Rear! It Guards My Mind, Body, My Whole! Warns Me, Not To Do Wrongs and Sins! As You May See, It Lives On My Soul! Punishment For Sins – It Hints! It Pounces Over My Soul with It’s Open Paw – And Hits Right Through – It Gives Pain – Just To Realize That I’ve Gone Off It’s Law! I Try To Stop It.. In Vein.. !

And Now, I’ve Changed Into A Human, So, – It Sleeps In My Soul – It’s Chamber! Don’t Disturb It – I Say – Let Go! I’ve Changed – Let The Beast Slumber!

Solar Downpour I, Waiting for someone, Darker than night – the dawn! I, Drowning in Solidarity, Unknown Feelings Are Upon! I, Looking Down The Bridge, Deeply Thinking Of, Nothing! I, Throwing Stones at The Pond, Stones Sinking! Songs Of Birds Brush My Ears, Burn Down My Heart, A Feeling Of Being Imprisoned, Some Of It’s Sort! Absolute Nothingness, Indifference, in My Eyes, Ignoring These Lame Feelings May Be Very Wise! Seeking A Hand To Hold, Needing A Lap To Be On, When Will My Dark Feelings Be Long Gone? Tears Of Anguish, Pain and Helplessness Flow! My Thoughts are the Catalysts For Them, To Grow! Let Me Think For A Moment, Let Me Think, Please! Let Me Digest That Dreaded Feeling Down and Ease! Failures are Not Always, All Are A Part Of Life’s Race! So, “Cheer Up and Gear Up, Man!”, My Heart Says! This is it, This is it, The End Of it, The Solution, I’m Clear Now – Than Ever Before, No Illusion! And God, If You Exist, Accept My Apology and Thanks! For I’m Out With Wings To Climb Higher Ranks! I, Standing Up, Smiling At The Birds, Enjoying The Cold, I, Being Clear, Strolling Down The, Greenish, Old, Road! I, Arising Out, Becoming Anew, , Now , Myself, I Adore! I, Look Through The Dark Sky, There Was Solar Downpour!

The Window Thief I Was Browsing the net , late at midnight, Howl of a hound gave a terrible fright! My Weary eye glanced at the wall – When - I had to heed to nature’s call!

When I was returning to my room – Something was wrong! Or did I assume? No, There was something in the window with a torch – Light From it, at my sleeping family, did scorch! My Foot were stuck firmly to the ground – My Mouth, Despite my Try, Made no sound! My Sweat Came out with a nonsense smell – I was afraid as if I were in the midst of hell! “Wake Up Dad!” – My Voice was clear! Alas! But My Dad Couldn’t Hear! As I advanced to the window stealthily – All it did was – Pull Out and Flee! I woke up everybody as quick as a Gale – And told them all – the eerie tale! Neighbors came out in a thrice In the blowing air – there was spice! Questions, Excitement and Fear all around – That Stupid old hound, still did sound! All The Neighborly investigating Crewmen Were convinced that he was just a human! As everyone went to sleep – I was not! My mind was deep inside a thought! Why did I fear a cowardly Thief? Why were I under an unknown grief? Shouldn’t I have shouted at him loud? Why were I like the Magellanic cloud? I was brave enough a boy – everyone did say! But, I was cowardly than the thief who ran away!!

Song Of The Unknown I was walking up the Hill at some dark night, Thunder was Ferocious and wind did howl! Clear Light Around Me Dimmed with every Sight! I was Shook to Death with cry of The Owl! Adding Fear to My Spine Were The Dogs’ Bark, Endless and Gothic Was The Nature’s Gong! I Assumed Something was awaiting me in the Dark – When Suddenly, There was a Sweet Song!

It Was Soothing Enough For My Ears To Heal – It Seemed To Lay Down My Fear Outgrown! No Remorse, Fear or Darkness did I Feel! But, It Was Still The Song Of The Unknown! It Was No Birds’ Nor No Beasts’ For I Know Them All By My Mind! On My Bare Chest – Rain Did Feasts – What Was It? I Couldn’t Find! Rhyming and Rhythmic – The Song Waded! The Rumbling Rain Did Not Haunt Me Now! With Every Successive Step – It Faded – That One Song in My Life, I Truly Love! A Hand in My Deepest Despair – An Angel it was – Or Some Of It’s Sort! Stop To Hear It – I Would Not Dare, All I Could Do Was Trap it in my Heart! As My Walk Was Almost Over – I Heard The Song From Far Away! I Wanted The Unknown Doer! In The Midst Of Rain, I Did Pray! I Did Not See That One I Wished For – I Had Returned To My Cottage Uphill – Lying Down On The Wet, Chill Floor – I Do Hear That Pleasant Song Still!