Life After Bhavaspandana (bsp) Program

Life after Bhavaspandana (BSP) program I attended Bhavaspandana program in Jan. 2009. Sadhguru told that he does not want to hear that BSP is good or excellent. Instead he wants us to realize the changes in our life after BSP. Attending Maha Sivarathiri at Velliangiri I returned to my place of work, Annamalai University on 25th Feb 2009. I front of our bus I saw an accident. I could not just sit inside the bus and taking my bag I ran to the accident site. A white lady was fatally injured and she was given CPR by her boy friend. Already a small crowd gathered around them. But no one was calling the ambulance or getting a vehicle. Seeing her i could feel her life ebbing slowly. I prayed sadhguru for his help and called 108 for ambulance. Getting a negative answer I ran from vehicle to vehicle asking them to give a lift to hospital. Worrying about the police case etc no one came forward. I was shell shocked. A life was dying slowly and people merely worry about give a report to police, dirtying their car seats with blood. I could understand the questions in their mind: What is the need? Why are you worrying? Are you a acting as a movie Hero to help? Is she a relative to you? She is not connected to me in any way and why should I get in trouble for an unknown person. Thing is I was unable to hate them for their attitude. I was like them for long years. Now Sadhguru has touched some thing in my life that I ran like a madman to help the victim Ms. Hollis Hawthorne. I felt that my other self was there in her. Once Ramana Maharishi was asked "While other people are working hard in their life Why are you idling your time?" he replied "There are no others". Exactly I got the same feeling when I saw Hollis bleeding from her ears and her face smeared in blood. It was not for her I ran for hep but for me. I did not get the feeling I had done some thing good on that day but that it was what I should do for any life in distress. That bearded walla Sadhguru made me alive. A person from a far off land came to see my country and was hit and dying on the road side in a small village and how callous can we be ? Why have we become so selfish? Others should help us and we can help others only after doing some calculations. If that wounded person was one of our loved ones will be behave in the same way? What has gone wrong? Is it the education? Anyhow, I thank Sadhguru for his grace he has showered in realizing my self.