Ayumi Hamasaki - (miss) Understood

english:

(miss) understood i said to myself "i'm ok" and showed my usual smile i didn't feel in desperation but in a kind of defiance i hid my trembling hand because their sympathy was so hollow i don't get warmed by the half-hearted and artificial warmth i rather want them to shut their eyes until i break into pieces without a trace i don't want to hear nor speak the fine words any longer the pain will be getting worse so i just accept it the air is awfully clear the calm before a storm what do those people really want to know with seemingly kindness hiding a sharp knife of curiosity behind their gentle looking eyes? what do you really want? what do you really wish? where do you really aim for? and with whom? it's the first and the last time for you to live just as yourself you should draw your own way after spreading a big map

romaji:

(miss) understood daijoubu da tte iikikasete tokui no egao ni kirikaeru nageyari da tte iu n ja naku te hirakinaotta tte iu kankaku

furueru te o kakushita no wa doujou ga samu sugiru kara chuutohanpa de misekake dake no nukumori nanka ja atatamara nai sore nara isso minai furi shite atokata mo naku kudakechiru made imasara kireigoto da nante kiku tsumori mo iu tsumori mo nai itami wa fueru ippou darou nara ba uketomete iku made sa kowai kurai sunda kuuki wa arashi ga kuru mae no shizukesa shinsetsu sou na ano hitobito wa hontou wa nani o shiri tai no darou yasashige na me no oku ni surudoi kouki to iu na no naifu kakushite kimi wa kimi wa kimi wa soshite

ittai nani ga hoshii no ittai nani o negau no ittai doko o mezasu no soko e wa dare to mukau no

kimi ga kimi de ikirareru no wa saisho de saigo kono ichido dake ookina chizu o hirogeta ato wa kimi dake no michi o egake ba ii