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Xs¶-¡-Xn-tIm]w ssIs¡mp ap\o-{µ\pw \nÃp-\n-Ãm-cm-Ip-¶-sX-´nXp ZpjvSm-ßmth ! sNmÃp-sNm-sÃ-t¶mSp \osb-Ãta ]c-amÀ°w hÃmsX aa cq]w ssIs¡mÄhm-s\´paqew ? \nÀÃ-Ö-\mb `hm-t\-sXmcp a-lm-]m]n ? kXy-sa-t¶mSp sNm-Ão-S-dn-tª-\tÃm Xh hr¯m´w ]d-b-mbvIn `kva-am-¡p-h-\n-t¸mÄ. sNmÃn-\m-\-Xp-t\cw Xm]-tk-{µs\ t\m¡n kzÀtÃm-Im-[n-]-\mb ImaIn-¦-c-\lw hÃm-bva-sb-Ãm-a-I-s¸-«nXp aqVXzw sImþ sÃmw \n´n-cp-hSn s]mdp-¯p-sIm-tÅ-Wta. kl-{k-`-K-\m-bn-_v`-hn¡ `h-ാ\n\n kln-¨o-SpI sNbvX ZpjvIÀ½^e-saÃmw Xm]-tk-iz-c-\mb KuX-a³ tZth-{µs\ i]n-¨m-{i-a-aIw ]p¡-t¸m-f-l-eybpw th]-Yp-]qp \nev¡p-¶Xp I-cpÄsNbvXp Xm]-tkm-¯-a-\mb KuX-a³ tIm]-t¯m-sS. IjvS-sa-{Xbpw Xh ZpÀhr¯w Zpcm-Nmtc ! ZpjvS-am-\tk! Xh kma-À°yw \¶p ]mcw ZpjvIrXsamSp§phm\nXn¶p sNmÃoSph³ \n-jvIr-X-n-bm-bp-sÅmcp ZpÀ²-c-a-lm-{hXw. Ima-In-¦cn ! inem-cq-]hpw ssIs¡mp \o cma-]m-Zm_vPw [ym\n-¨n-hnsS hkn-¡Ww \olm-cm-X-]-hm-bp-hÀjm-Zn-Ifpw klþ ¨mlm-cm-Zn-I-tfXpw IqSmsX Znhm-cm{Xw \m\m-P-´p-¡-sfm-¶p-an-hn-sS-bp-mbv hcm Im\-\-tZti aZo-bm-{ita at\m-l-tc. C§s\ ]e Znhy-h-Õcw Ign-bp-t¼mþ fns§-gp-¶-ffpw cma-tZ-h-\p-a\p-P\pw {iocm-a-]m-Zmw-t`m-P-kv]Ài-ap-o-boSpw \mÄ Xocpw \n³ Zpcn-X-§-sf-Ãm-sa-¶-dn-ªm-epw. ]ns¶ \o `àn-tbmsS ]qPn¨p hgn-s]mse \¶mbn {]Z-£n-Ww-sNbvXp Ip¼n-«p-Iq¸n \mYs\ kvXpXn-¡p-t¼mÄ im]-tam-£hpw h¶p ]qX-am-\-k-bm-bm-se-s¶bpw ip{ipjn¡mw. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp ap\n lnahÂ]mÀizw ]p¡mþ \¶p-sXm-«n-hnsS hmWo-Sn-\m-f-leybpw \n´n-cp-a-e-c-Sn-s¨-´-fnÀs¸m-Sn-tbev]mþ s\s´mcp Ign-sh¶p Nn´n¨p Nn´n-¨p-Ån k´m]w ]qp-]qp k´Xw hkn-¡p¶p kt´m-j-k-´m-\-k-´m-\ta ! Nn´m-atW ! Bcmepw Ip-Iq-Sm-sXmcp ]mjm-Wmw-Kn-bmbv tLmcamw X]-sÊm-Sp-an-hnsS hkn-¡p-¶þ {_Ò-\-µn-\n-bmb KuX-a-]-Xv\n-bpsS Ieva-j-a-ti-jhpw \n¶psS ]mZ-§-fm D·q-e-\miw hcp-¯o-S-W-an-¶p-Xs¶
\nÀ½-e-bmbv h¶o-Sp-a-l-eym-tZ-hn-sb-¶mÂ. Km[n-\-µ-\³ Zmi-c-Yn-tbm-tShw ]dþ ªmip Xrss¡bpw ]nSn-¨p-S-Pm-¦Ww ]p¡m³. D{Kamw X]-tÊm-Sp-an-cn¡pw ioem-cq-]þ at{K Im¬sI¶p Im«n-s¡m-Sp¯p ap\n-h-c³. {io]m-Zmw-_qPw sasà h¨nXp cma-tZ-h³ {io]Xn cLp-]Xn kÂ]Xn PKÂ]Xn cmtamlsa¶p ]d-ªm-tamZw ]qp \mY³ tIma-f-cq-]³ ap\n-]-Xv\nsb hW-§n-\m³. At¶cw \mY³X-s¶-¡m-Wm-bn-X-l-eybv¡pw hs¶mcm-\-µ-taXpw sNmÃm-h-X-Ã-b-tÃm. Xm]-k-t{i-jvT-\mb Iuin-I-ap-\n-tbmSpw Xm]-k-©bw \o§p-amdp tkmZ-c-t\mSpw im]-\m-i-\-I-c-\m-sbmcp tZh³ Xs¶ Nm]-_m-W-§-tfmSpw ]oXamw hkv{X-t¯mSpw {ioh-Õ-h-£-tÊmSpw kpkvan-X-h-{à-t¯mSpw {iohm-kmw-_p-P-Z-e-k-¶n-`-t\-{X-t¯mSpw hmk-h-\o-e-a-Wn-k-¦m-i-Km-{X-t¯mSpw hmk-hm-Zy-a-cu-L-h-µn-X-]m-Z-t¯mSpw ]¯p-Zn-¡p-ep-sams¡ \ndª Im´n-tbmSpw `à-hÕe³ Xs¶-¡m-Wm-bn-X-l-eybv¡pw. X¶psS `À¯m-hmb KuX-a-X-t]m-[-\³ Xt¶mSp ap¶-ap-c-sN-bvX-Xp-tamÀ¯m-f-t¸mÄ. \nÀ®bw \mcm-b-W³ Xm\nXp PK-¶m-Yþ \Àt®-mP-hn-tem-N-\³ ]ß-Pm-a-t\m-l-c³. C°-am-ß\n Nn´n-¨p°m\w-sNbvXp `àym kXz-c-aÀLym-Zn-IÄ sImp ]qPn-¨o-Sn-\mÄ. kt´m-jm-{ip-¡-sfm-gp-IoSpw t\{X-§-tfmSpw k´m]w XoÀ¶p ZWvU-\-a-kv¡m-chpw sNbvXmÄ Nn¯-Im-¼n-¦-teäw hÀ²n¨ `àn-tbm-Spþ ap°m\w sNbvXp aplp-c-RvP-en-_-Ô-t¯mSpw hyà-am-sbmcp ]pf-Im-©n-X-Km-{X-t¯mSpw hyà-a-ÃmX h¶ KZ-vK-Z-hÀ®-t¯mSpw AZz-b-\m-tbm-c-\m-Zy-Êz-cq-]-s\-¡p ktZym-Pm-Xm-\-µm-_v[n-a-á-bmbv kvXpXn-sN-bvXmÄ Rm\tlm ! IrXmÀ°-bm-tb³ PK-¶mY ! \ns¶-¡m-Wmbv h¶-Xp-ap-e-a-{X-bp-aà sNmÃmw. ]ß-P-cp-{Zm-Zn-I-fm-e-t]-£nXw ]mZþ ]ß-kw-e-á-]mw-kp-te-i-an-s¶-\n-¡tÃm kn²n¨p `hÂ{]-km-Zm-Xn-tc-I-¯m-e-Xnþ s¶¯ptam _lp-IÂ]-Im-e-am-cm-[n-¨mepw ? Nn{X-sa-{Xbpw Xh tNjvSnXw PKÂ]tX ! aÀ¯y-`m-th\ hntam-ln-¸n-¨o-Sp-¶-tXhw B\-µ-a-b-\m-tbm-c-Xn-am-bn-I³ ]qÀ®³ \yq\m-Xn-tc-I-iq-\y-\-N-e-\tÃm `hm³.
XzÂ]m-Zmw-_p-P-]mw-kp-]-hn{Xm `mKo-cYo kÀ¸-`q-j-W-hn-cn-©m-Zn-I-sf-Ãm-scbpw ip²-am-¡o-Sp-¶Xpw XzÂ{]-`m-h-¯m-etÃm kn²n-t¨-\tÃm Rm\pw XzÂ]m-Z-kv]Ài-an-t¸mÄ ! ]p Rm³ sNbvX ]pWy-sa´p hÀ®n-¸Xp sshþ IpWvT ! X¡p-WvTm-ß\mw ZpÀÃ-`-aqÀt¯ ! hnjvtWm ! aÀ¯y-\m-b-h-X-cnt¨mcp ]qcpjw tZhw Nn¯-tam-l\w ca-Wo-b-tZ-ln\w cmaw ip²-aÂ`qXhocyw kpµcw [\pÀ²cw XXz-a-Zzbw kXy-k-Ô-am-Zy-´-lo\w \nXy-a-hybw `Pn-¨o-Sp-t¶-\n\n \nXyw `ssàyh aäm-scbpw `Pn-¨oSpt¶\-Ã. bmsXmcp \m`n-X-¶n-ep-mbn hncn-©\pw bmsXmcp \maw P]n-¡p-¶nXp alm-tZ-h³ tNXkm XÕzmansb Rm³ \nXyw hW-§p-t¶³. \mc-Z-ap-\o-{µ\pw N{µ-ti-J-c³Xm\pw `mc-Xo-c-a-W\pw `mc-Xo-tZ-hn-Xm\pw {_Ò-tem-I-¯n-¦Â\n-¶-\zlw IoÀ¯n-¡p¶p Ieva-j-lcw cma-N-cnXw ckm-b-\w. Ima-cm-Km-Zn-IÄXoÀ¶m-\µw hcp-hm-\mbv cma-tZ-hs\ Rm\pw icWw {]m]n-¡p-t¶³. BZy-ന-\z-b-t\-I-\-hy-à-\-\m-Ip-e³ thZy-\Ãmcmep-sa-¶mepw thZm-´-th-Zy³ ]c-a³ ]cm-]-c³ ]c-am-ßmhp ]c³ ]c-{_-Òm-Jy³ ]c-am-\-µ-aqÀ¯n \mY³ ]pcp-j³ ]pcm-X-\³ tIh-ലÊz-bw-tPym-Xnþ ÊI-e-N-cm-N-c-Kpcp Imcp-Wy-aqÀ¯n `qh-\-a-t\m-l-c-am-sbmcp cq]w-]qp `ph-\-¯n¦e\p-{K-ls¯ hcp-¯p-hm³ A§-s\-bpÅ cma-N-{µ-s\-Ê-Zm-Imew Xn§n\ `àym `Pn-¨o-Sp-t¶³ a\kn Rm³ kzX{´³ ]cn-]qÀ®\m\-µ-\m-ßm-cm-aþ \X-n{µnb³ \nPam-bm-KpW_nw_n-X-\mbn PK-ZpÂ`-h-ØnXn kwlm-cm-Zn-IÄ sNbvhmþ \J-WvU³ {_Ò-hn-jvWp-cp-{Z-\m-a-§Ä ]qp t`Z-cq-]-§Ä ssIs¡m-smcp \nÀ¤p-W-aqÀ¯n thZm-´-th-Zy³ aa tNXkn hkn-¡-Ww. cma ! cmLhm ! ]mZ-]-¦Pw \tamkvXptX {ioabw {iotZ-hn-]m-Wn-Zz-b-]-ßmÀ¨nXw am\-lo-\-·mcmw Znhy-·m-cm-e-\p-t[ybw am\mÀ°w aq¶n-e-Im-am-{Im-´-P-KÂ{X-bw. {_Òm-hn³ Ic-§-fm £mfnXw ]tßm-]aw \nÀ½ew iwJNt{I-Ip-en-i-a-Õym-¦nXw a·-t\m-\n-tI-X\w Ieva-j-hn-\m-i\w \nÀ½-em-ß\mw ]c-am-kv]Zw \tam kvXptX PK-Xm-{i-b³ `hm³ PK-¯m-bXpw `hm³
PK-Xm-am-Zn-`q-X-\m-bXpw `hm-\-tÃm. kÀÆ-`q-X-§-fn-ep-a-k-à-\tÃm `hm³ \nÀÆn-Im-cm-ßm- km-£n-`q-X-\m-bXpw `hm³ AP-\hy-b³ `hm-\-Pn-X³ \nc-RvP-\³ hNkmw hnj-b-a-Ãm-sXmcm\-tµ-atÃm hmNy-hm-N-tIm-`-b-t`-tZ\ PK-·-b³ hmNy-\mbv htc-Wsa hm¡n\p kZm aa Imcy-Im-c-W-IÀ¯r-^-e-km-[-\-t`Zw ambbm _lp-hn-[-cq-]bm tXm¶n-¡p¶ tIh-e-sa-¶m-Inepw \n´n-cp-h-Sn-bXp tkh-I-·mÀ¡p-t]mepadn-hm-\-c-pXtÃm Xzßm-bm-hn-tam-ln-X-tNXkma-PvRm-\n\mw Xz·m-lm-ß-y§Ä t\sc-b-dn-ªp-Iq-Sm-btÃm am\tk hnizm-ßmhmw \n´n-cp-h-Sn-Xs¶ am\p-j-s\-¶p IÂ]n-¨o-Sp-thm-c-Úm-\n-IÄ. ]pd-¯p-a-I-¯p-sa-Ãm-S-hp-sams¡ \ndþ ªncn-¡p-¶Xp \nXyw \n´n-cp-h-Sn-btÃm ip²-\-Zz-b³ ka³ \nXy³ \nÀ½-e-t\-I³ _p²-\-hy-à³ im´-\-kw-K³ \ncm-Im-c³ kXzm-Zn-Kp-W-{X-b-bp-àbmw iàn-bp-à³ kXz-§-fp-Ån hmgpw Pohm-ßm-hmb \mY³ `à\mw apàn-{]-Z³ bpà-\mw-tbm-K-{]-Z³ kàm\mw `qàn-{]-Z³ kn²m\mw kn²n-{]-Z³ XXzm-[m-cm-ßm-tZ-h³ kIe PK-·-b³ XXz-Ú³ \ncq-]-a³ \njvI-f³ \nc-RvP-\³ \nÀ¤p-W³ \nÝ©e³ \nÀ½-e³ \ncm-[m-c³ \njv{In-b³ \njvIm-c-W³ \ncl¦m-c³ \nXy³ kXy-Úm-\m-\-´m-\-µm-ar-Xm-ß-I³ ]c³ k¯m-am-{Xmßm ]c-amßm kÀÆmßm hn`p k¨n³{_-Òmßm ka-kvtX-iz-c³ atl-iz-c³ ANyq-X-\m-Zn-\m-Y³ kÀÆ-tZ-h-Xm-a-b³ \n´n-cp-h-Sn-bm-b-sX-{Xbpw aqVm-ßm-hmþ bÔ-bm-bp-tÅm-cp-Rm-s\-§-s\-b-dn-bp¶p ? \n´n-cp-h-Sn-bpsS XXz-sa-¶mepw Rmt\m k´Xw `qtbm `qtbm \akvtX \tam \a: b{X Ip{Xm]n hkn-¨o-Sn-ep-sa-Ãm-\mfpw s]m¯-fn-c-Sn-I-fn-en-f¡w hcm-sXmcp `àn-bp-m-I-th-W-sa-s¶m-gn-ª-]cw Rmþ \À°n-¨o-Sp-t¶-\à \akvtX \tam \a: \akvtX ! cma ! cma ! ]pcp-jm-²y£ ! hnjvtWm ! \akvtX ! cma-cma ! `à-h-Õe cma ! \akvtX \mcm-bW ! k´Xw \tam kvXptX ka-kvX-IÀ½mÀ¸Ww `hXn Itcman Rm³ ka-kvX-a-]-cm[w £akz PKÂ]tX ! P\\-a-c-WZp:Jm]lw PK-¶mYw Zn\-\m-b-I-tIm-Sn-k-Zr-i-{]`w cmaw
Ic-km-c-k-bp-K-kp-[r-Xi-c-Nm]w Icp-Wm-Icw Imf-P-e-Zm-`mkw cmaw I\-I-cp-Nn-c-Zn-hymw-_cw cam-hcw I\-tIm-Öz-e-c-Xv\-Ip-WvU-em-©n-X-KWvUw Ia-e-Z-e-tem-e-hn-a-e-hn-tem-N\w Ia-temÂ`-h-\Xw a\km cma-ao-tU. ]pcX:ØnXw km£m-Zo-izcw cLp\mYw ]pcp-tjm-¯aw Iq¸n kvXpXn-¨mÄ `àn-tbm-sS. temtI-im-ß-P-bm-Ip-a-l-ey-Xm\pw ]ns¶ temtI-iz-cm-\p-Úbm t]mbnXp ]hn-{X-bm-bv. KuX-a-\mb Xsâ ]Xnsb {]m]n-¨p-Sþ \m[nbpw XoÀ¯p hkn-¨o-Sn-\m-f-l-ey-bpw. CkvXpXn `àn-tbmsS P]n-¨o-Sp¶ ]pam³ ip²-\m-b-Jn-e-]m-]-§fpw \in-¨p-S³ ]caw {_Òm-\µw {]m]n-¡p-a-{X-bà hcp-ssa-ln-I-kuJyw a\p-P-·mÀ¡p \q\w. `àym \mYs\ lrZn k¶n-[m\w sNbvXp-sImþ nkvXpXn P]n-¨o-Sn km[n¡pw kI-e-hpw. ]p{XmÀ°n P]n-¨o-Sn-eÀ°-hp-ta-ä-apmw. Kpcp-Xev]-K³ I\-I-kvtXbn kpcm-]mbn [c-Wo-kp-c-l´m ]nXr-am-Xrlm t`mKn ]pcp-jm-[-a-t\-ä-sa-¦n-ep-a-h³ \nXyw ]pcp-tjm-¯aw `àhÕew \mcm-bWw tNXko cmaN{µw [ym\n¨p `àym P]nþ ¨mZm-cm hW-§p-In km[n-¡p-atÃm tam£w. kZzy¯-s\-¶-mbo-Sn ]d-tb-Wtam tam£w kZy: kw`-hn-¨oSpw ktµ-l-an-Ã-tb-Xpw. /koXm-kz-bw-hcw/ hnizm-an-{X\pw ]c-am-\µw {]m]n-¨-t¸mÄ hniz-\m-b-I³ Xt¶m-So-h-®-a-cpÄsN-bvXm³:_meI-·mtc ! t]mI anYn-em-]p-cn¡p \mw Imehpw hrYm If-ªo-Sp-I-b-cp-XtÃm bmKhpw alm-tZ-h-Nm-]hpw Ip ]ns¶ thK-tam-S-tbm-²ybpw ]p¡p XmX-s\-¡m-Wmw. C¯-c-a-cpÄsNbvXp KwKbpw IS-¶-hÀ kXzcw sN¶p anYn-em-]p-c-a-Iw- ]p¡p. ap\n-\m-b-I-\mb Iuin-I³ hnizm-an-{X³ ap\n-hmSw {]m]n-¨n-sX-¶Xp tI«-t\cw a\kn \nd-sªmcp ]c-am-\-µ-t¯mSpw P\-I-a-lo-]Xn kw{`-a-k-a-\znXw ]qPm-km-[-\-§-fp-sa-Sp¯p `àn-tbm-Spþ amNm-cy-t\m-Sp-ar-jn-hmSw {]m]n¨ t\cw Btam-Z-]qÀÆw ]qPn¨m-Nmcw ]qp-\n¶ cma-e-£va-W-·m-sc-¡m-Wmbn \rt]{µ\pw
N{µ-kq-cy-·m-sc-¶-t]mse `q]m-te-iz-cþ \µ-\-·m-sc-¡p tNmZn¨p \rt]-{µ\pw:--þ IµÀ¸³ Ip hµn-¨o-Sn\ PK-tZ-Iþ kpµ-c-·m-cm-an-h-cm-sc¶p tIĸn-¡-Ww. \c-\m-cm-b-W-·m-cm-Inb aqÀ¯n-Itfm \cho-cm-Imcw ssIs¡mp ImWm-b-Xn-t¸mÄ ? hnizm-an-{X-\p-a-Xp-tI-«-cpÄsN-bvXo-Sn-\m³ hniz-kn-¨mepw aa hmIyw \o \c-]tX ! hoc\mw Zi-c-Y³ X¶psS ]p{X-·m-cn {iocm-a³ tPൃjvT-\n-h³ e£va-W³ aq¶m-a-h³þ F¶psS bmKw c£n-¨o-Sp-hm-\n-hsc Rm³ sN¶p Iq«n-s¡mp t]m¶o-Sn-t\-\n-Xp-Im-ew. ImSIw ]p¡-t\cw hs¶mcp \nim-N-cnþ XmS-I-X-s¶-sbmcp _mWwsIm-s-bvXp-sIm-¶m³þ t]Snbpw XoÀ¶p kn²m-{i-ahpw ]p¡p bmKþ amS IqSmsX c£n¨oSn\m³ hgn-t]m-se. {io]m-Zmw-_p-P-cP:kv ]rjvSnsIm-l-ey-X³ ]m]hpw \in-¸n¨p ]mh-\-bm-¡o-Sn-\m³. Nmc-ta-iz-c-amb Nm]-s¯-¡m-×m-\p-Ån ]mcam-{K-l-app \obXp Im«o-tS-Ww. C¯cw hnizm-an-{X³X-¶psS hmIyw tI«p kXzcw P\-I\pw ]qPn¨p hgn-t]m-se. k¡m-c-tbm-Ky-·mcmw cmP-]p-{X-·m-sc-¡-pÄþ ¡cp-¶n-¦Â {]oXn hÀ²n¨p P\-I\pw X¶psS kNn-hs\ hnfn¨p \ntbm-Kn-¨m³ sN¶p \o hcp-t¯-W-ao-iz-c-\psS Nm]w. F¶Xp tI«p a{´n-{]-h-c³ \S-sIm-mþ \t¶cw P\-I\pw Iuin-I-t\mSpw sNm¶m³:-þ cmP-\-µ-\-\mb _me-I³ cLp-h-c³ cmPohhn-tem-N-\³ kpµ-c³ Zmi-cYn hnÃnXp Ipe-¨p-S³ hen¨p apdn-¨o-Sn hÃ-`-\n-h³ aa \µ-\-bvs¡¶p \q\w. FÃm-aoizc-s\t¶ sNmÃ-hmsX-\n-¡n-t¸mÄ hnÃnl hcp-¯o-Sp-sI-¶-cpÄsNbvXp ap\n. In¦-c-·msc \ntbm-Kn-¨nXp a{´o-{µ\pw lp¦m-c-t¯mSp h¶p Nm]-hm-l-I-·m-cpw. kXz-c-a-¿m-bncw In¦-c-·mcpw IqSn arXyq-im-k-\-Nm-]-sa-Sp¯p sImp-h-¶mÀ. Lm-k-l-{k-a-Wn-h-kv{Xm-Zn-hn-`q-jnXw Imepw ss{Xbw-_-I-sa-¶nXp a{´o-{µ-\pw. N{µ-tiJ-c-\psS ]Ån-hn Ip cmaþ N{µ-\p-am-\-µ-apÄs¡mp hµn-¨o-Sn-\m³. hnsÃ-Sp-¡mtam ? Ipe-¨o-Smtam ? hen-¡mtam ? sNmÃp-sI-¶Xp tI«p sNmÃn-\m hnizm-an-{X³:-þ FÃm-am-am-Ip-¶Xp sNbvXmepw aSn-t¡
Ieym-W-an-Xp-aqew h¶p-Iq-So-Sp-a-tÃm. aµ-lm-khpw ]qq cmL-h-\Xp tI«p aµ-aµw t]mbv sN¶p \n¶p InXp Nm]w. Pzen¨p tXP-tÊm-Sp-sa-Sp¯p thK-t¯msS Ipe¨p hen-¨p-S³ apdn¨p PnX{i-aw. \n¶-cp-fp¶ t\c-ao-tc-gp-tem-I-§fpþ sam¶p amsäm-en-s¡mp hnkva-b-s¸«p P\w ]m«p-am-«hpw Iq¯pw ]pjv]-hr-jvSn-bp-tam-tcmþ Iq«ta hmZy-§fpw awK-e-kvXp-Xn-Ifpw tZh-I-sfm-s¡-¸-c-am-\µw ]qq tZhþ tZhs\ kvXpXn-¡-bp-a-]vk-c-kv{Xo-IsfÃmw DÕmlw ssIs¡mp hntiz-iz-c-\psS hnhmþ tlmÕ-hm-cw-`-tLmjw Ip IuXpIw ]qmÀ. P\-I³ PK-Õzm-an-bm-Inb `K-hms\ P\-kw-kZn KmVm-tÇ-jhpw sNbvXm-\-tÃm. CSn-sh-«oSpw h®w hnÂap-dn-sªm-¨-tI«p \Sp§n cmPm-¡-·m-cp-c-K-§-sf-t¸mse. ssaYnen abnÂt]-S-s]mse kt´mjw ]qmÀ. IuXp-I-ap-mbv h¶p tNXkn Iuio-I\pw ssaYn-en-X-s¶-¸-cn-Nm-cn-I-amcpw \nPþ amXm-¡-·mcpw IqSn \¶m-bn-¨-a-bn-¨mÀ. kzÀ®-h-À®-s¯-¸q ssaYnen at\m-lcn kzÀ®-`q-j-W-§-fp-a-Wnªp tim`-tbmsS kzÀ®-am-ebpw [cn-¨m-Z-cm aµw aµþ aÀt®m-P-t\-{X³ ap¼n k{X]w hn\o-X-bmbv h¶p-S³t\-t{XmÂ]-e-am-e-bpan-«mÄ apt¶ ]n¶mse hc-WmÀ°-am-e-bp-an-«o-Sn-\mÄ. amebpw [cn¨p \otemÂ]-e-Im´n t\Spw _me-I³ {iocm-a-\p-ta-ähpw hnf-§n-\m³. `qan-\-µ-\-bv¡p-\p-cq-]-\mbv tim`n-¨oSpw `qan-]m-e-I-_m-e³X-s¶-¡--hÀIfpw B\-µmw_p[nX-¶n hoWp-S³ apgp-In-\mÀ am\-h-ho-c³ hmgvsI-¶m-inbpw sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ. At¶cw hnizm-an-{X³Xt¶mSp P\-I\pw hµn¨p sNm¶m-\n-\n-¡m-e-s¯-¡-f-bmsX ]{Xhpw sImSp-¯-b-¨o-SWw ZqX-·msc kXzcw Zi-c-Y-`q-]s\ hcp-¯p-hm³. hnizm-an-{X\pw anYn-em-[n-]³Xm\pw IqSn hnizmkw Zi-c-Y³X-\n¡p hcpw-h®w \ntÈ-j-hr¯m-´-§-sf-gp-Xn-b-b-¨nXp hn{i-a-t¯mSp \S-sIm-nXp ZqX-·m-cpw. ktµiw Ip ]wàn-ky-µ-\³Xm-\p-an\n ktµ-l-anà ]pd-s¸-Sp-sI-¶p-c-sNbvXp Aán-am-\p-]m-²ym-b-\m-Inb hkn-jvT\pw ]Xv\n-bm-a-cp-Ô-Xn-Xm-\p-ambv ]pd-s¸«p IuXpIw ]qp NXp-cw-K-hm-ln-\n-tbmSpw
Iuk-eymZnI-fmb `mcy-am-tcmSpw IqSn `c-X-i-{Xp-Lv\-·m-cm-Inb ]p{X-·mcpw ]c-tam-Õ-h-tbm-Ky-hm-Zy-tLm-j-§-tfmSpw anYn-em-]p-cIw ]p¡nXp Zi-c-Y³ anYn-em-[n]³Xm\pw sNs¶-Xn-tc-äp-sIm-m³. hµn¨p iXm-\-µ³X-t¶mSpw IqsS-s¨¶p hµy\mw hkn-jvT-s\-¯-t¶mSpw IqsS-s¨¶p AÀLy-]m-Zym-Zn-I-fm-eÀ¸n¨p bYm-hn[n kev¡-cn-¨nXp bYm-tbm-Ky-apÀho-{µ³ Xm\pw cma-e-£va-W-·mcpw hµn¨p ]nXm-hns\ kmtamZw hkn-jvT-\m-a-Nm-cy-]m-Zm-_vPhpw sXmgpXp amXr-P-\-§-tfbpw bYm-{Iaw sXmgpXp {iocm-a-]mZmwt`mP-a-\p-P-·mÀ sXmgpXp `c-Xs\ e£va-W-Ip-am-c\pw sXmgpXp i{Xp-Lv\\pw e£va-W-]m-Zmw-t`mPw h£kn tNÀ¯p XmX³ cma-s\-¸p-WÀ¶n«p e£va-W-t\bpw KmVm-tÇ-jhpw sNbvXp \r]³. P\-I³ Zi-c-Y³X-¶psS ssIbpw ]nSnþ ¨\p-tam-Z-t¯m-Sp-c-sN-bvXnXp a[p-c-ambv:þ \mep I\y-I-am-cp-s-\n¡p sImSp-¸m-\mbv \mep ]p{X-·mÀ `hm³X-\n-¡p-tÃm Xm\pw BI-bm \mep Ipam-c-·mÀ¡pw hnhmlw sNþ bvXmIntem \ncq-]n-¨m-te-Xpta aSn-t¡ hkn-jvT³Xm\pw iXm-\-µ\pw Iuio-I\pw hn[n¨p aplqÀ¯hpw \mÂhÀ¡pw bYm{Iaw Nn{X-am-bn-cn-t¸mcp aWvU-]-aXpw XoÀ¯p ap¯p-am-e-IÄ ]pjv]-^-e-§Ä Xq¡n \m\mþ cXv\-a-WvUn-X-kvXw-`-tXm-c-W-§fpw \m«n cXv\-a-WvUn-X-kzÀ®-]o-Thpw h¨p `àym {iocm-a-]m-Zmw-t`mPw Igp-In-¨-\-´cw t`cn-Zp-µp-`n-ap-Jhm-Zy-tLm-j-§-tfmSpw tlmahpw Ign¨p X³]p-{Xnbmw sshtZ-lnsb cma\p \ÂIo-Sn-\m³ P\-I-a-lo-{µ\pw Xev]m-Z-XoÀ°w \nP-in-ckn [cn-¨p-Sþ \pĸp-f-Imw-K-t¯msS \n¶nXp P\-I\pw bmsXmcp ]mZ-XoÀ°w -in-ckn [cn-¡p¶p `qtX-i-hn-[n-ap-\o-{µm-Zn-IÄ `àn-tbmsS DÀ½n-f-Xs¶ th«p e£va-W-Ip-am-c\pw Imaymw-Ko-amcmw {ipX-IoÀ¯nbpw amWvU-hnbpw `c-X-i-{Xp-Lv\-·mÀ \½psS ]ßn-am-cmþ bv]c-am-\µw ]qp hkn-¨m-sc-Ãm-hcpw IpinImß-P-t\mSpw hkn-jvT-t\mSpw IqSn hni-Z-kvan-X-]qÀÆw ]dªp P\-I\pw:þ ap¶w \mc-Z-\-cpÄ sNbvXp tI«n-cn¸q Rmþ s\¶psS aI-fmb koXm-hr-¯m-´-saÃmw
bmK-`q-tZiw hnip-²yÀ°-am-bp-gp-X-t¸mþ tfIZm knXm-at²y ImWmbn I\ym-cXv\w PmX-bm-tbmcp Znhy-I-\y-I-X-\n¡p Rm³ koX-sb-s¶mcp \maw hnfn-t¨-\-Xp-aqew ]p{Xn-bmbv hfÀ¯p Rm\n-cn¡pw Ime-¯n-¦þ e{X \mc-Z-s\-gp-¶-Ån-\m-s\mcp Zn\w Ft¶mSp alm-ap\n Xm\-cpÄsN-bvXm-\n-t¸mÄ \n¶psS aI-fmb koXm-hr-¯m´w tIÄ \o:þ ]ca-m\-µ-aqÀ¯n `K-hm³ \mcm-b-W³ ]c-am-ßm-hm-a-P³ `à-h-Õ-e³ \mY³ tZh-Im-cymÀ°w ]wàn-I-WvT-\n-{K-l-¯n-\mbn tZth-{µ-hn-cn-©-cp-{Zm-Zn-I-fÀ°n-¡-bm `qan--bn kqcym-\ztb h¶-h-X-cn-¨nXp cma-\mbv ambm-aÀ¯y-thjw ]q-dn-ªmepw tbmtK-i³ a\p-jy-\m-bo-Sp-t¼m-fnXp Imew tbmK-am-bm-tZ-hnbpw am\p-j-th-j-t¯msS PmX-bm-bnXp Xh thiva\n X¡m-c-Wm kmZcw {iocm-a\p sImSp¡ aSn-bmsX C°w \mc-Z-\-cp-fn-s¨bvXp ad-ªnXp ]p{Xn-bmbv hfÀ¯nXp `àn-ssI-s¡mp Xm\pw koXsb {iocmLhs\-§s\ sImSp--¡mhq tNXkn \ncq-]n-¨m-se-§-s\-b-dn-bp-¶p. F¶-tXmÀ¯n-cn-¡p-t¼m-sfm¶p am\tk tXm¶n ]¶-K-hn-`q-j-W³ X¶-\p-{K-l-i-àym. arXypimk-\-Nm]w apdn-¨o-Sp¶ ]pam³ `À¯m-hm-Ip-¶Xp aÂ]p-{Xn-s¡-s¶mcp ]Ww Nn¯-¯n \ncq-]n-¨p- h-cp¯n \r]-·msc iàn-bn-Ãn-Xn-s\¶p ]rYzo-]m-e-I-·mcpw D²-X-`m-h-sa-Ãm-a-I-se-¡-f-ªp-S³ _p²nbpw sI«p-t]m-b-§-S-§n-s¡m-m-c-tÃm. AÂ`pX-]p-cpj\m-ap-ev]-e-t\-{X³Xs¶ XzÂ{]-km-Z-¯m-en¶p kn²n-t¨³ `mKy-h-im ZÀ¸-I-k-a-\mb NnÂ]p-cp-js\ t\m¡n ]nÂ]mSp sXfn-ªp-sN-bvXnXp P\-I\pw AZyta k^-e-ambv h¶p am\p-j-P·w JtZym-Xm-bp-X-k-l-t{km-tZym-Xcq-]-t¯mSpw JtZym-Xm-\ztb ]nds¶mcp \n´n-cp-hSn hnZyqÂkw-bp-à-amb Poaq-X-sa-¶-t]mse iànbmw tZhn-tbmSpw bpà-\m-bv¡m¬I aqew `à-h-Õe ! aa kn²n¨p at\m-c-Yw. cà-]-¦-P-NcWmt{K k´Xw aa `àn kw`-hn-t¡Ww apànbpw e`n-t¡-Ww. XzÂ]m-Zm-_p-P-K-fn-Xmw-_p-_nµp-¡Ä [cnþ ¨pÂ]-temÂ`-h³ PK-s¯m-¡th kr-jvSn-¡p¶p. XzÂ]m-Zmw-_p-P-K-fn-Xmw_p[m-cWw sImp
kÀ¸-`q-jW³ PKs¯ms¡ kwl-cn-¡p-¶p. XzÂ]mZmw-_p-P-cP:kv]rjvSn-sIm--l-eybpw InÂ_n-j-t¯mSp thÀs¸«p \nÀ½-e-bm-bmÄ. \n´ncp-h-Sn-bpsS \mam-IoÀ¯\w sImp _Ô-hp-a-I¶p tam£-s¯bpw {]m]n-¡p-¶p. k´Xw tbmK-Ø-·m-cm-Inb ap\o-{µ-·mÀ Nn´n-¡mbv htc-Wta ]mZ-]-¦-P-Zz-bw. C°-tam-tcmt¶ sNmÃn kvXpXn¨p P\-I\pw `àn-ssI-s¡mp sImSp-¯o-Sn-\m³ alm-[-\w. Icn-I-f-dp-\qdqw ]Xn-\m-bncw tXcpw Xpc-K-§-sfbpw \ÂIo-bn-\m³ \qdm-bncw ]¯n-bp-sam-cp-e£w ap¶qdq Zmkn-Ifpw hkv{X§Ä Znhy-§-fm-bp-ÅXpw _lp-hn-[w. ap¯p-am-e-IÄ Znhy-c-Xv\-§Ä ]e-Xcw {]tXyIw \qdq-tImSn Im©-\m-`-c-W-§fpw koXm-tZ-hn¡p sImSp-¯o-Sn-\m³ P\-I\pw {]oXn-ssI-s¡mp ]cn-{K-ln¨p cmL-h\pw hn-[n-\-µ-\-{]-ap-J-·mcmw ap\n-Isf hn[n-]q-ÀÆIw `àym ]qPn¨p hW-§n-\m³. k½m-\n-¨nXp kpa-{´m-Zn-a-{´n-I-sfbpw kt½m-Zw-]qp Zi-c-Y\pw ]pd-s¸-«p. Ieva-j-a-I-s¶mcp P\-I-\r-t]-{µ\pw X·-I-fmb koX-X-s¶-bp-am-tÇ-jn¨p \nÀ½e-Km-{Xn-bmb ]p{Xn¡p ]Xn-{h-Xmþ [À½-§-sf-Ãm-ap-]-tZ-in¨p hgn-t]m-se. Nn·-b³ ambm-a-b-\mb cmL-h³ \nPþ [À½-Zm-c-§-tfmSpw IqSth ]pd-s¸-«p. arZp-\m-Z-§ÄtXSpw hoWbpw Ipg-ep-IÄ irw-K-Im-l-f-§fpw a±-f-an-S-bv¡-IÄþ irwKm-c-c-k-]-cn-]qÀ®-th-j-§-tfmSpw B\-tXÀIp-Xn-c-Im-em-fmb ]S-tbm-Spþ am\-µ-tamSpw ]nXr-am-Xr-{`m-Xm-¡-tfmSpw thK-tam-S-tbm-²y-bv¡m-½m-d§p Xncn-¨-t¸mþ fmIm-i-tZi hnam-\-§fpw \nd-ªp-tX. k¶m-l-t¯m-Sp-\-S-¶o-Sp-t¼mÄ P\-I\pw ]n¶mse sN¶p bm{X-b-b-t¨m-c-\´cw sh¬sImä¡p-S-X-g-sh¬Nm-a-c-§-tfmSpw Xn¦Äa-WvUew sXmgp-am-e-h-«-§-tfmSpw sNs¦m-Sn-¡qd-IÄsIm-¦n-X-[z-P-§fpw Ip¦p-a-a-e-b-P-I-kvXpcnKÔ-t¯mSpw \S¶p hnc-thmSp aq¶p-tbm-P-\-hgn IS-¶-t\cw Ip ZpÀ¶n-an-¯-§-sf-Ãmw. At¶cw hkn-jvTs\ hµn¨p Zi-c-Y³ ZpÀ¶n-an-¯-§-fpsS ImcWw sNmÃp-sI-¶m³. a¶h ! Ipd-sªmcp `oXn-bp-m-Ip-an-t¸mÄ ]nt¶-S-a-`-b-hp-ap-m-sa-¶-dn-ªmepw.
GXpta t]Sn-t¡ \ÃtX h¶p-IqSp tJZ-hp-ap-m-tI IoÀ¯nbpw hÀ²n-¨oSpw. C¯cw hn[n-kp-X-\-cp-fn-s¨-¿p-t¶cw ]²-Xn-at²y ImWmbv h¶p `mÀ¤-h-s\bpw \oe-\o-c-Z-\n-`-\nÀ½-e-hÀ®-t¯mSpw \oe-tem-ln-X-in-jy³ _mU-hm-\-e-k-a³. {Iq²-\m-bv]-c-ip-_m-Wm-k-\-§fpw ]qp ]²-Xn-at²y h¶p-\n-¶-t¸mÄ Zi-c-Y³ _²-km-²zkw hoWp \a-kvIm-chpw sNbvXm³ _p²n-bpw-sI«p \n¶p aäpÅ P\-§-fpw. BÀ¯-\mbv ]wàn-c-Y³ `mÀ¤-h-cm-a³Xs¶ t]À¯p hµn¨p `àym IoÀ¯n-¨-h³ ]e-Xcw:þ ImÀ¯ho-cymtc ! ]cn-{Xmln amw Xt]m-\nt[ ! amÀ¯m-WvU-Imew ]cn-{Xmln Imcp-Wymw-_pt[ 1 £{Xn-bm-´I ! ]cn-{Xmln amw Pa-Z-ánþ ]p{X ! amw ]cn-{Xmln tcWp-Im-ßP ! hnt`m ! ]c-ip-]mtW ! ]cn-]m-eb Ipew aa ]c-ta-iz-c-{]nb ! ]cn-]m-eb \nXyw. ]mÀ°n-h-k-ap-Z-b-càXoÀ°-¯n Ipfnþ ¨mØbm ]nXr-K-W-XÀ¸Ww sNbvX \mYm ! Im¯p-sImÅpI Xt]m-hm-cnt[ ! `rKp]tX ! Im¯-fn-cnW Xh icWw aa hnt`m ! C¯cw Zi-c-Y³ sNm¶-Xm-Z-cn-bmsX _²-tcm-tjW hÓn-Pzme s]m§oSpw h®w. h{àhpw a²ym-ÓmÀ¡-a-WvUew t]mse Zo]vXym kXzcw {iocm-a-t\m-S-cp-fn-s¨-bvXo-Sn-\m³:þ Rms\m-gn-ªptm cma-\n-{Xn-`q-h-\-¯n-¦Â am\-h-\mb `hm³, £{Xn-b-s\-¶m-Intem \Ãp-\n-Ã-c-£-W-sa-t¶mSp bp²w-sNbv hm³ hnÃn-¦Â \n\t¡äw hÃ-`-ap-tÃm tIÄ. \obtÃm _em ssih-Nm]w JWvUn-¨-sX-sâþ I¿n-ep-smcp Nm]w sshjvWhw alm-kmcw £{Xn-b-Ip-e-Pm-X-\m-In \obn-Xp-sImp kXzcw {]-tbm-Kn-¡n \nt¶mSp bp²w sNbvhm³ AÃm-bvIn Iq«-t¯msS kl-cn-¨o-Sp-¶-Xpþ nà ktµ-l-sa-\n-s¡-¶Xp [cn-¨mepw £{Xn-b-Ip-em-´-I³ Rms\-¶-X-dn-ªote ? i{XpXzw \½n ]p-]-t-bp-s-t¶mÀ¡ \o. tcWp-Im-ß-P-t\hw ]d-tªm-c-\-´cw t£mWnbpw ]mc-sam¶p hnd¨p Knc-Ifpw AÔ-Im-cw-sIm-sms¡ adªp Zn¡p-Ifpw knÔp-hm-cn-bp-sam¶p Ie-§n-a-dn-ªnXp Fs´m¶p h-cp-¶n-sX-t¶mÀ¯p tZhm-Zn-Ifpw
Nn´-]q-p-g-¶nXp Xm-]-k-h-c-·mcpw ]wàn-ky-µ-\³ `oXnsImp th]-Yq-]qp k´m-]-ap-mbv h¶p hncn-©-X-\-b\pw {Ip²\mw ]c-ip-cm-a³X-t¶m-S-cpÄsNbvXp: sNmsÃgpw alm-\p-`m-h-·mcmw {]uVm-ßm-¡Ä hÃmsX _me-·m-tcm-Sn-§s\ XpS-§n-bm B{i-b-a-hÀs¡-t´m-¶p-ÅXp Xt]m-\nt[ ! kzm{i-a-Ip-e-[À½-sa-§s\ ]men-¡p¶p ? \n´n-cp-hSn Xncp-hp-Å-¯n-te-dp-¶-Xnþ ¶´-c-aptm ]ns¶ hcp¶p \ncq-]n-¨mÂ. AÔ-\m-bn-cn-s¸mcp _me-I-\ptm KpWþ _Ô\w `hn-¡p¶p k´Xw Nn´n-¨m-epw. £{Xn-b-Ip-e-¯n-¦-epÂ`hn-¡p-Ibpw sNbvtX³ ikvXmkv{X{]tbm-K-km-aÀ°y-an-Ãm-Xm\pw i{Xp-an-t{Xm-Zm-ko-\-t`-Z-hp-sa-\n-¡nà i{Xp-kw-l-cw-sNbv hm³ iàn-bp-an-Ã-btÃm A´-Im-´-I³ t]mepw ewLn-¨o-Sp-¶-Xà \n´n-cp-h-Sn-bpsS Nn´n-X-a-Xp-aqew hnÃn§p X¶mepw Rm\m-Intem Ipe-¨o-Smþ asÃ-¦n Xncp-hp-Å-t¡-Sp-ap-m-I-th kpµ-c³ kpIp-am-c-\n-µn-cm-]Xn cma³ IµÀ¸-I-tf-_-c³ IRvP-tem-N-\³ ]c³ N{µ-Nq-Um-c-hn-µ-a-µn-c-a-tl-{µm-Znþ hrµm-c-tI-{µ-ap-\n-hr-µ-h-µn-X³ tZh³ aµ-lm-khpw ]qp hµn¨p atµ-Xcw \µn¨p Zi-c-Y-\-µ-\³ hnÃpw hm§n \n¶-cp-fp-¶-t\-c-ao-tc-gp-tem-I-§-fpþ sam¶n-¨p-\n-d-sªmcp tXPkm ImWmbv h¶p. Ipe¨p _mW-ta-I-sa-Sp¯p sXmSp-¯mip hen¨p \nd-¨p-S³ \n¶nXp PnX-{`aw tNmZn¨p `rKp-]-Xn-X-t¶mSp cLp-]Xn tamZ-tam-S-cp-fn-s¨-bvXo-SWw Zbm-\nt[ ! amÀ¤Ww \njv^-e-ambv hcn-I-bnà aa `mÀ¤-h-cma ! e£yw Im«n-¯-¶o-S-thWw {iocm-a-h-N-\w-tI-«-t¶cw `mÀ¤-h-\pþ amcq-Vm-\-µ-a-Xn-\p-¯-c-a-cpÄsNbvXp:þ {iocma ! cma ! alm-_mtlm ! Pm\Io]tX ! {ioc-a-Wm-ßm-cma ! temIm-`n-cma ! cma ! {iocma ! koXm-`n-cm-am-\-µm-ßI ! hnjvtWm ! {iocm-a-cma ! cam-c-aW ! cLp-]tX ! {iocmacma ! ]pcp-tjm-¯a ! Zbm-\nt[ ! {iocma ! krjvSn-ØnXn{]f-b-tl-Xp-aqÀt¯ ! {iocma ! Zi-c-Y-µ\ ! lrjo-tIi !
{iocmacma-cma ! Iuk-eym-ßP ! ltc ! F¦ntem ]pcm-hr¯w tI«p-sIm-mepw aa ]¦-P-hn-tem-N\ ! Imcp-Wy-hm-cnt[ : N{I-XoÀ°-¯n-¦Â sNs¶-{Xbpw _mey-Imte N{I-]m-Wn-sb-¯s¶ X]Êp sNbvtX³ Nncw D{Kamw X]-Êp-sIm-n-{µn-b-§-sf-sbÃmw \n{K-ln-¨-\p-Zn\w tkhn-t¨³ `K-hms\ hnjvWp-tk-hn-X³ `P-\o-b-\o-iz-c³ \mY³ am[-h³ {]-km-Zn¨p aÂ]p-tcm-`mtK h¶p kmZcw {]Xy-£-\m-b-cp-fn-s¨-bvXo-Sn-\m³ D¯n-jvtTm-¯njvT {_Ò³ ! XpjvtSmlw X]km tX kn²n¨p tkhm-^ew \n\-s¡-¶-dn-ªmepw at¯-tPm-bp-à³ `hm-s\-¶-Xp-a-dn-ªmepw IÀ¯hyw ]e-Xpp `hXm `rKp]vtX sImÃWw ]nXr-l-´m-hm-Inb tll-bs\ sNmsÃgpw ImÀ¯-ho-cymÀÖp-\\mw \rt]-{µs\ hÃ-Pm-Xn-bp-a-h³ a¡-pemw-i-P-\tÃm hÃ`w [\pÀtÆ-Z-¯n-¶-h-t\-dp-atÃm £{Xn-b-hw-i-an-cp-]-s¯m¶p ]cn-hr¯n bpt² \n{K-ln¨p Imiy-]\p Zm\w sNbvI ]rYzoaWvUesam-s¡-¸n-s¶-Èm-´n-sb-{]m-]nþ ¨p¯-a-amb Xt]m-\n-jvTbm hkn-¨mepw ]ns¶ Rm³ t{XXm-bptK `qan-bn Zi-c-Y³þ X¶psS X\-b-\mbv h¶-h-X-cn-¨oSpw A¶p InSmw X½n-se-¶m-se-¶psS tXPþ Ê\yq\w Zmi-c-Yn-X-¶n-em-¡o-SpI \o. ]ns¶bpw X]-Êp-sN-bvXm-{_-Ò-{]-f-bm-´þ sas¶-tÊ-hn¨p hkn-¨o-SpI alm-apt\ ! F¶-cpÄsNbvXp ad-ªo-Sn-\m³ \mcm-b-W³ X¶n-tbm-K-§-sfÃmw sNbvXnXpw Rm\pw \mY ! \n´n-cp-h-Sn-Xs¶ h¶-h-X-cn-t¨mcp ]wàn-ky-µ-\-kp-X-\tÃm \oP-KÂ]tX ! F¦n-ep-sÅmcp alm-ssh-jvW-h-tX-P-sÊÃmw \n¦-em-¡o-Sp-hm-\m-bvX-¶nXp ic-mk\w {_Òm-Zn-tZh-I-fm {]mÀ°n-¡-s¸-«p-tÅmcp IÀ½-§Ä ambm-_-ew-sImp km[n-¸n¡ \o. km£m {io\m-cm-b-W³Xm-\tÃm `hm³ PK km£n-bm-bnSpw hnjvWp `K-hm³ PK-·-b³ C¶n-t¸mÄ k^-e-ambv h¶nXp aa P·w ap¶-s©-bvsXmcp X]-Êm-^-ey-saÃmw h¶p. {_Ò-ap-Jy-·m-cmepw Ip In«o-Sm-sXmcp \nÀ½-e-am-b- cq]w ImWmbv h¶-Xp-aqew [\y-bmbv IrXmÀ°-\mbv kzØ-\mbv ht¶-\tÃm \n¶psS cq]-ap-Ån k´Xw hkn-¡-Ww.
AÚm-t\mÂ`-h-§-sfÃmw P·m-Zn-j-Uv`m-h-§Ä kpÚm-\-kz-cq-]\mw \n¦-en-ÃtÃm t]mäo ! \nÀÆn-Im-cßm ]cn-]qÀ®-\m-bn-cn-s¸mcp \nÀÆm-W-{]-Z-\tÃm \n´n-cp-hSn ]mÀ¯mÂ. hÓn-bn [qaw t]mse hmcn-bn \pc t]mse \n¶psS alm-am-bm-ssh-`hw Nn{Xw Nn{Xw. bmhÂ]-cy´w ambm-kw-hrXw temI-tamÀ¯m XmhÂ]-cy-´-a-dn-bm-hà `h-¯-Xzw. kÕw-K-wsImp e`n-¨o-Sn\ `àn-tbmSpw XzÂtk-hm-c-X-·mcmw am\pjÀ sasÃ-sasà kz·m-bm-c-Nn-Xamw kwkm-c-]m-cm-hmcw X·-dp-I-c-tb-do-Sp-¶nXp Imew-sIm-t. XzÂÚm-\-]-c-·mcmw am\p-j-P-\-§Ä¡pþ Å Úm\w \o¡p-thmcp kÂKp-cp-e-`n-¨o-Spw. kÂKp-cp-h-c-¦Â\n-¶-t¼mSp hmIy-Úm-\þ apÄ¡m¼nepZn-¨oSpw XzÂ{]-km-Z-¯m-e-t¸mÄ. IÀ½-_-Ô-¯n-¦Â\n-¶mip thÀs]«p `hþ ¨n·-b-]-Z-¯n-¦-em-l´ ebn-¨o-Spw. XzÂ`-àn-hn-lo-\-·m-cm-bpÅ P\-§Ä¡p IÂ]-tIm-Sn-IÄsImpw kn²n-¡-bn-Ã-btÃm hnÚm-\-Úm-\-kpJw tam£-sa-¶-dn-ªmepw AÚm\w \o¡o XzÂt_m[w aa kn²n-¡-Ww. BI-bm XzÂ]m-Z-]-ß-§-fn kZm-Im-eþ amIp-ew-Iq-Sm-sXmcp `àn kw`-hn-¡-Ww. \akvtX PK-ev]tX ! \akvtX cam-]tX ! \akvtX Zmi-ctY ! \akvtX kXmw ]tX ! \akvtX thZ-]tX ! \akvtX tZh-]tX ! \akvtX apJ-]tX ! \akvtX [cm-]tX ! \akvtX [À½-]tX ! \akvtX koXm-]tX ! \akvtX Imcp-Wym_vt[ ! \akvtX Nmcp-aqÀ¯n ! \akvtX cm-a-cma ! \akvtX cma-N{µ ! \akvtX cma-cma ! \akvtX cma-`{Z ! k´Xw \tam kvXptX `K-h³ ! \tam kvXptX Nn´tb `h-¨-c-Wmw-_pPw \tam-kvXptX kzÀ¤-Xn-¡m-bn-s«-¶m k©n-X-amb ]pWyþ sams¡ \n³ _mW-¯n\p e£y-ambv `hn-¡-Ww. F¶Xp tI«p sXfn-ª-t¶cw PK-¶m-Y³ aµ-lm-khpw sNbvXp `mÀ¤-h-t\mSp sNm¶m³ :-þ kt´mjw {]m]n-t¨³ Rm³ \n´n-cp-h-Sn-bp-Ånþ ses´¶p Nn´n-¨-sX-¶m-e-h-sbÃmw Xt¶³. {]oXn-ssI-s¡mp Pa-Zán-]p-{X-\p-a-t¸mÄ kmZcw Zi-c-Y-]p-{X-\-S-cpÄ sNbvXp:þ GXm-\p-a-\p-{K-l-ap-s-s¶-¡p-dn-s¨-¦n ]mZ-`-à-·m-cnepw ]mZ-]-ß-§-fnepw tNXkn kZm-Imew `àn kw`-hn-t¡Ww
am[h ! cLp-]tX ! cma ! Imcp-Wymw-_pt[ ! CkvtXm{Xw abm IrXw P]n-¨o-Sp-¶-]p-am³ `à-\mbv XXzÚ-\m-bo-SWw hnti-jn¨pw -arXyp h¶-Sp-¡p-t¼mÄ XzÂ]m-Zmw-_p-P-kvarXn Not¯ kw`-hn-¸-Xn-¶m-b-\p-{K-ln-¡-Ww. A§s\ Xs¶-sb¶p cmL-h³\n-tbm-K-¯m Xn§n\ `àn-]qp tcWp-Im-X-\-b\pw kmZcw {]Z-£nWw sNbvXp Ip¼n«p Iq¸n {]oX\mbv sN¶p atl-{µm-New ]p¡o-Sn-\m³. `q]Xn Zi-c-Y³Xm-\-Xnk´pjvS\mbv Xm]-hp-a-I¶p XÂ]p{X\mw cma³Xs¶ KmV-am-bm-tÇjw sNbvXm-\-µm-{ip-¡-tfmSpw {]uVmßm-hmb hn[n-\-µ-\-t\mSpw IqSn ]p{X-·m-tcmSpw ]S-tbmSpw sN¶-tbm-²y-bn kzØ-am-\-k-\mbv hmWo-Sn-\m³ IoÀ¯n-tbm-sS. {iocm-am-Zn-IÄ \nP-`m-cy-am-tcmSpw IqSn sskzc-ambv can-¨p-hm-Wo-Sn-\m-sc-Ãm-hcpw sshIp-WvT-]p-cn-X-¶n {io`-K-h-Xn-tbmSp sshIp-WvT³ hmgpw t]mse cmL-h³ koX-tbmSpw B\-µ-aqÀ¯n ambm-am-\p-i-thjw ssIs¡mþ m\µw ]qp hkn-¨o-Sn-\m-\-\p-Zn-\w. tII-b-\-cm-[n-]-\m-Inb bp[m-Pn¯pw ssItI-bo-X-\-bs\ Iq«n-s¡m-§p sNÂhm³ ZqX-s\-b-b-¨Xp Ismcp Zi-c-Y³ tkmZ-c-\mbv tahoSpw i{Xp-Lv\-t\mSpw IqSn kmZcw `c-X-s\-t¸m-hm-\mbv \ntbm-Kn-¨mþ \mZ-c-thmSpw \S¶o-Sn-\m-c-hÀI-fpw. amXp-e³X-s¶-¡p `c-X-i-{Xp-Lv\-·mÀ tamZ-apÄs¡mp hkn-¨o-Sn-\m-c-Xp-Im-ew. ssaYn-en-tbmSpw \nP-\-µ-\-t\mSpw tNÀ¶p Iuk-eym-tZ-hn-Xm\pw ]c-am-\µw ]qmÄ. cma-e-£va-W-·mcmw ]p{X-·m-tcmSpw \nPþ `man-\n-am-tcm-Sp-am-\-µn¨p Zi-c-Y³ kmtI-X-]p-cn-X-¶n kpJn¨p hmWo-Sn-\m³ ]mI-im-k-\-\-a-cm-etb hmgpw-t]m-se.. \nÀÆn-Im-cmßmhmb ]c-am-\-µ-aqÀ¯n kÀÆ-tem-Im-\-µmÀ°w a\p-jym-Ir-Xn-]qp X¶psS ambm-tZhn-bm-Inb koX-tbm-Spþ sam¶n-¨p-hm-Wtbm-²ym-]p-cn-X-¶n-e-t¶. CXy-²ym-ß-cm-am-btW Dam-a-tl-iz-c-kw-hmtZ -_me-ImWvUw kam]vXw -.
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Atbm²ymImWvUw .................................................. XmÀa-IÄ¡³]p-ff Xt¯ ! hcn-sItSm Xma-k-ioea-I-tä-W-amip \o. Zmtam-Z-c³ Ncn-Xm-ar-X-an-¶n-bpþ amtam-Z-apÄs¡mp sNmÃp kc-k-am-bv. F¦ntem tIĸn³ Npcp¡n Rm³ sNmÃp-h³ ]¦-sa-Ãm-a-Iepw ]e-Pm-Xn-bpw. k¦-S-taXpw hcn-I-bp-an-ÃtÃm ]¦-P-t\-{X³I-Y-IÄ tI«o-Sn-\mÂ. `mÀ¤-hn-bm-Inb Pm\-In-X-¶psS `mKy-P-e-\n-[n-bm-Inb Pm\-In-X-¶psS `mKy-P-e-\n-[n-bm-Inb cmL-h³ `mÀ¤-h³X¶psS ZÀ¸w ian-¸n¨p amÀ¤hpw ]n¶n-«-tbm-²ym-]pcn ]p¡p XmX-t\mSpw \nPamXr-P-\-t¯mSpw [mXr-kp-X\mw Kpcp-hc³Xt¶mSpw {`mXm-¡-tfmSpw ]S-tbm-Sp-sam-¶n¨p taZn-\o-]p-{Xnbmw `man-\n-X-t¶mSpw hc-¶-Xn-tc-sämcp ]uc-P-\-t¯mSpw sN¶p alm-cm-P-[m-\n-bIw ]p¡p h¶nXp kuJyw PK-¯n\p cmL-h³þ X¶psS \m\m-Kp-W-KWw Im¬I-bm cp{Z³ ]c-ta-iz-c³ PK-Zo-iz-c³ I{Zp-kp-X-K-W-`q-j-W-`-qjn-X³ Nn{Zq]\Zzb³ arXy-RvP-b³ ]c³ `{Z-{]-Z³ `K-hm³ `h-`RvP\³ cp{ZmWnbmInb tZhn¡pS³ cmaþ `{Z-I-Ym-ar-X-kmcw sImSp¯-t¸mÄ hn{Zpa Xpeym-[-cn-bmb Kucn-bmþ a{Zn-kp-X-bp-am\µhnh-i-bmbv `À¯r-]m-Z-{]-Wm-aw-sNbvXp kw]qÀ®þ `àn-tbmSpw ]p\-tc-h-a-cp-ÄsNbvXp : \mcm-b-W³ \fn-\m-b-X-tem-N-\³ \mcn-P-\-a-t\mtaml\³ am[-h³ \mc-Ztk-hy³ \fn-\m-k-\-{]n-b³ \mc-Im-cmXn \fn-\-i-c-Kpcp \mY³ \c-k-J³ \m\m-P-K-·-b³ \mZ-hn-Zym-ß-I³ \ma-k-l-{k-hm³ \mfo-I-_m-Ôh hwi-k-ap-Û-h³
{iocm-a-tZ-h³ ]c³ ]pcp-tjm-¯-a³ Imcp-Wy-hm-cn[n Ima-^-e-{]-Z³ cm£-k-hw-i-hn-\m-i-\-Im-c-W³ km£m apIp-µ-\m-\-µ-{]-Z³ ]pam³ `à-P-t\m-¯-a-`qàn apàn{]Z³ iàn-bp-à³ ic-Wm-K-X-h-Õ-e³ hyà-\-hy-à-\-\-´-\-bm-a-b³ kàn-hn-ap-à³ hnap-à-lr-Zn-Øn-X³ \à-©-tc-iz-c-\mb Zim-ky\p apàn sImSp-¯-h³Xsâ Ncn-{X-§Ä \à-Zo]w Pohn-Xm-h[n tIÄ¡nepw Xr]vXn-hcm aa thne apàn-bpw. C°w `K-hXn Kucn atl-izcn `àym ]c-ta-iz-c-t\mSp sNm¶-t¸mÄ aµ-kvanXw sNbvXp a·-Y-\m-i-\³ kpµco ! tI«p-sImÄsI-¶-cp-fn-s¨-bvXp. /\mc-Z-cm-L-h-kw-hmZw/ F¦n-sem-cp-Zn\w Zmi-cYn cma³ ]¦-P-tem-N³ `à-]-cm-b-W³ awK-e-tZ-h-Xm-Im-ap-I³ cmL-hþ \wK-P-\m-i-\-h-µn-X³ tIi-h³ AwK-P-eo-e-]q-´:]pc-¯n-¦Â awK-e-Km-{Xnbmw Pm\-In-X-t¶mSpw \otem-ev]-e-Z-f-iym-a-f-hn-{K-l³ \otem-ev]-e-Z-f-tem-e-hn-tem-N-\³ \otem-]-em-`³ \ncp-]-a³ \nÀ½-e³ \oe-K-f-{]n-b³ \nXy³ \ncm-a-b³ cXv\m`-c-W-hn-`q-jn-X-tZ-l-\mbv cXv\-kow-lm-k\w Xt·-e-\m-Ipew cXv\-`-WvUw-]q sh©m-a-cw-sImp ]Xv\n-bm hnPn-X-\m-bXntIma-f³ _me-\n-im-I-c-^m-e-tZti ekþ ·mte-b-]-¦-a-e-¦-cn-¨-§ns\ _memÀ¡-k-¶n-`-Iu-kvXp-`-I-Ô-c³ {]mte-b-`m-\p-k-am-\-\bm kaw ? eoebm Xmw_q-e-NÀÆ-Wm-ssZy-cXnþ thew hnt\m-Zn-¨n-cp-¶-cp-fp-t¶cw Btem-I-\mÀ°w alm-ap\n \mc-Z³ `qtem-I-a-t¸m-f-e-¦-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. apKv²-i-c-¨-{µ-Xp-ey-tX-P-sÊmSpw ip²-kv]-Sn-I-k-¦m-i-i-co-c-\mbv kXz-c-aw-_-c-¯n-¦Â \n¶m-Z-cmþ ¯ss{Xh th-Km-e-h-X-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. {iocm-a-tZ-h\pw kw{`aw ssIs¡mp \mc-Z-s\¡-s-gp-t\äp kmZcw
\mco-a-Wn-bmb Pm\InXt¶mSpw ]mcn hoWmip \a-kvI-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. ]mZym-k-\m-N-a-\o-bmÀKvLy-]qÀÆ-Iþ amtZy\ ]qPn-X-\m-sbmcp \mc-Z³ aµw ap\n-h-c³ Xt¶m-S-cpÄsNbvXp: htµ ]Zw Icp-Wm-\nt[ ! km{¼Xw \m\m-hn-j-b-kw-Kw-]qp tahn\ am\-k-t¯mSp kwkm-cn-I-fm-bp-ff am\-h-·m-cmb R§Ä¡p Nn´n-¨m Úm\n-bmIpw Xh- ]mZ]t¦-cplw Ip-sImÄhm-\-Xn-ZpÀÃ`w \nÀ®bw ]p Rm³ sNbvsXmcp ]pWy-^-tem-Z-bwþ sImp It×m-\-h-Im-ihpw h¶nXp ]pWvU-co-tIm-Û-h-]p{X ! alm-apt\ ! F¶psS hwihpw P·hpw cmPy-hþ an¶p hnip-²-ambv h¶p Xt]m-\nt[ ! F¶m-en-\n-sb´p Imcy-sa¶pw ]p\þ sct¶m-S-cpÄsN-bvI-thWw Zbm-\nt[ ! Fs´mcp Imcyw \ncq-]n-s¨-gp-¶-ffn? kt´m-j-apÄs¡m--cpÄsN-bvIbpw thWw. aµ-s\-¶m-Inepw Imcp-Wy-ap-s-¦n ktµ-l-anà km[n-¸n-¸-s\-Ãm-ta. C°-am-IÀ®y cLp-h-c³X-t¶mSp apKv²-lm-tk\ ap\n-h-c\m-Inb \mc-Z\pw `à-hÕe\mw a\pþ hocs\ t\m¡n-Ê-c-k-a-cpÄsNbvXp : F´n-s\s¶ tamln-¸n-¸-Xn¶p \o k´Xw temIm-\p-Im-cn-I-fm-b-Xnþ NmXp-cy-ap-sffmcp hm¡p-I-tf-ähpw am[p-cy-tamSp sNmÃo-Sp-¶-Xn-§s\ ? apKv²-§-fm-bp-ff hmIy-§-sf-s¡mp Nn¯-tamlw hfÀt¡ cLp-]tX! euIn-I-am-bp-ff hmIy-§-sf-¶mepw temtIm-¯-a-·mÀ¡p thn-h-cp-a-tÃm. tbmtK-i-\mb \o kwkmcn Rms\¶p temtIi! sNm¶Xp kXy-at{X ZrVw. kÀh-P-K-¯n\pw Imc-W-`q-X-bmbv kÀh-am-Xm-hmb ambm-`-K-hXn kÀh-P-KÂ]n-Xm-hm-Inb \n¶psS Znhy-Kr-ln-Wn-bm-Ip-¶Xp \nÀW-bw. Cu-tc-gp-tem-Ihpw \nsâ Krl-a-t¸mÄ tNcpw Krl-Ø-\m-I-¶-sX-¶p-f-fXpw \n¶psS k¶n-[n-am-t{XW amb-bnÂþ \n¶p P\n-¡p¶ \m\m-{]-P-I-fpw. AÀt®m-P-kw-`-h-\m-Zn-Xr-Wm-´am
sbms¶m-gn-bmsX Ncm-N-c-P-´p-¡Ä. H¡th \n¶-][yw ]p\-cm-I-bmþ sem¡pw ]d-ªXp kwkm-cn-sb-¶-Xpw. C¡ temI-P-´p-¡Ä¡p kÀhZm apJy-\mIpw ]nXm-hm-bXpw \ob-tÃm. ip¢-c-àm-kn-X-hÀ®-t`Zw ]qp kXz-c-P-kvXtam-\m-a-Kp-W-{X-bþ bpà-bm-bo-Sn\ hnjvWp-a-lm-ambm iàn-btÃm Xh ]Xv\n-bm-Ip-¶-Xpw. kXz-§sfÖ\n-¸n-¡p-¶-Xp-a-hÄ kXyw XztbmàaXn-\nà kwi-bw. ]p{X-an-{Xm-À°-I-f-{X-h-kvXp-¡-fn kà-\m-bp-ff Kr-l-\m-Y³ alm-atX! temI-Xy-a-lm-tK-l-¯n\p `hmþ t\I-\m-sbmcp Krl-Ø-\m-Ip-¶-Xpw. \mcm-b-W³ \o cam-tZhn Pm\In amcm-cnbpw \obp-am-tZhn Pm\-In. kmc-k-kw-`h-\m-bXpw \o Xh `mc-Xo-tZ-hn-bm-Ip-¶Xpw Pm\-In. BZn-Xy-\sÃm `hm³ {]`m Pm\In ioXn-In-c-W³ \o tcmlnWo Pm\In BZo-tX-bm-[n-]³ \o iNo Pm\In PmX-th-ZÊp \o kzmlm alo-kpX AÀ¡-P³ \o ZWvU-\o-Xnbpw Pm\In ct£m-h-c³ `hm³ Xmakn Pm\In ]pjvI-cm-£³ `hm³ `mÀ¤hn Pm\In i{I-Zq-X³ \o kZm-KXn Pm\In cmP-cm-P³ `hm³ `mÀ¤hn kw]ÂIco koXm cmP-cm-P³ \o hkp-Ôcm Pm\In cmP-{]-h-c-Ip-amcm ! c£p-]tX ! cmPo-h-tem-N\ ! cma-Z-bm-\nt[ ! cp{Z-\tÃm `hm³ cp{ZmWn Pm\In kzÀ{Kpaw \o eXm-cq-]nWn Pm\In hnkvX-cn-s¨-´n-t\-sd-¸-d-ªo-Sp¶p? kXy-]-cm-{Ia ! kÂKp-W-hm-cnt[ ! bmsXm¶p bmsXm¶p ]pÃnw-K-hm-NIw thZm-´y-thZy ! XÂkÀh-hp-tah \o. tNtXm-hn-tam-l\ ! kv{XoenwK-hm-NIw bmsXm-¶-sXm-¡th Pm\-Io-tZ-hn-bpw. \n§-fn-cp-h-cp-sa-¶ntb asäm-¶pþ sa§pta Ioe tIĸm-\p-an-Ã-tÃm. A§-s\bp-sf-fmcp \ns¶-¯n-c-ª-dnþ sª§s\ tkhn-¨p-sImÄhq PKÂ]tX ! ambbm apSn ad-ªn-cn-¡p-s¶mcp \obsÃm \q\-a-hym-Ir-X-am-b-Xpw. ]ns¶b-Xn-¦Â \n¶p-ff al¯Xzþ
sa¶-X-Xn-¦Â\n¶p-mbn kq{Xhpw. kÀhm-ß-I-amb enwK-a-Xn-¦Â\nþ ¶pÀhn-]tX! ]p\-cp-mbv Na-ªXpw F¶-X-l¦mc_p²n ]©-{]-mWþ \n{µn-b-Pm-e-kw-bp-à-am-tbm-¶tÃm P·-ar-Xn-kp-JZp:Jm`n-I-fp-p\nÀ½-e·mÀ Poh-s\¶p sNmÃp-¶-Xpw. sNmÃm-h-X-Ãm-X-\m-Zy-hn-Zym-Jy-sbþ s¨mÃp¶p Imc-tWm-]m-[n-sb¶pw NneÀ. Øqehpw kq£vahpw Imc-W-sa-¶Xpw aqeamw Nn¯n-\p-f-tfm-cp-]m-[n-{X-bw. F¶n-h-äm hninjvSw Poh-\m-b-Xpþ a\yp-\\mw ]c³ ]c-am-ßmhp cmPoh-tem-N-\-\m-Ip¶ \ob-tÃm. \n¦Â\n-¶p-mbv hcp-¶nXp temI-§Ä \n¦Â{]Xn-jvTn-X-am-bn-cn-¡p-¶Xpw \n¦-et{X ebn-¡p-¶-Xp-sa-m¡th \n³I-fn-bm-Ip-¶n-sXm-s¡-tbmÀ¡pw-hn-[u. Imc-W-sa-Ãm-än\pw `hm³ \nÀ®bw \mcm-bW ! \c-Imtc ! \cm-[n] ! Poh\pw cÖphn¦Â kÀ¸-sa-¶p-ff `mh-\-sImp `bs¯ hln-¡p-¶p. t\tc ]c-amßm Rs\-¶-dn-bp-t¼mÄ Xocpw `h-`barXypZp:JmZn-IÄ. Xz¡-Ym-\m-a-{i-h-Wm-Zn-sIm-p-Sþ \pÄ¡m-¼n-ep-mbv hcpw {Iam `àn-bpw. XzÂt_m-[hpw a\-¡m-¼n-ep-Zn-¨nSpw `àn apgp¯p X¯z-Úm-\-ap-m-bm apànbpw h¶o-Sp-an-sÃmcp kwi-bw. XzÛ-à-`r-Xy-·m-cn-te-I-s\þ ¶ev]-Ú-\m-sa-s¶bpw Icp-tX-Wta ! amb-bm-ses¶ tamln-¸n-bmtX PKþ ¶mbI ! \nXy-a-\p-{K-ln-t¡-Wta ! Xz¶m-`n-]-¦-P-¯n-¦Â\n-t¶-Itam ap¶-ap-mbn NXpÀ½p-J³ aÂ]n-Xm. \n¶psS ]u{X-\m-bv `-à-\mbv tahn-t\mþ sas¶-b-\p-{K-ln-t¡Ww hnti-jn-¨pw. ]nt¶bpw ]nt¶bpw hoWp \a-kvI-cnþ sN¶o-h®w ]d-ªo-Sn-\m³ \mc-Z³. B\µ-_m-jv]-]-cn-¹p-X-t\-{X-\mbv hoWm-[-c³ ap\n ]ns¶bpw sNmÃn-\m³ : Ct¸m-fn-hn-tS¡p Rm³ h¶ Imc-Wþ apev]-e-kw-`-h³ Xsâ \ntbm-K-¯mÂ. cmh-W-s\-s¡m¶p temI-§Ä ]men-¸m³ tZh-I-tfm-S-cpÄsN-bvXp-Im-cWw
aÀ¯y-\mbv h¶p P\n¨p Zi-c-Yþ ]p{X-\msb¶tXm \nÝ-b-sa-¦nepw ]qPy-\m-tbmcp `hm-c-\-±-i-c-Y³ cmPy-c-£mÀ°-a-`n-tj-I-an-¡mew sN¿p-am-sd-s¶m-cp-s¼-«n-cn-¡p-¶nXp \obp-a-Xn-¶-\p-Iq-e-ambv h¶oSpw ]ns¶-±-i-ap-J-s\-s¡m-¶p-sIm-ffphmþ s\¶p-h-Im-i-ap-mbv hcm-btÃm. kXys¯ c£n¨psImf-fp-sI-s¶-t¶mSp kXzcw sN¶p ]d-sI-¶-cpÄ sNbvXp kXy-k-Ô³ `hm-s\-¦nepw am\tk aÀ¯y-P·w sImp hnkvar-X-\mbv hcpw. C¯cw \mc-Z³ sNm¶Xp tI«-Xnþ \p¯-c-am-b-cpÄ sNbvXnXp cmL-h³ : kXys¯ ewLn-¡-bn-sÃm-cp-\mfpw Rm³ Nnt¯ hnjm-Z-ap-m-ImbvIbvXp aqew Ime-hn-fw-_-\-sa-´n-s\-¶-ÃÃo aqe-a-Xn-\p-Xpw ]d-ªo-Sp-h³. Imem-h-tem-I\w Imcy-kmധyw \rWmw. Imekzcq-]-\tÃm ]c-ta-iz-c³. {]mc-_vZ-IÀ½-^-eu-L-£bw hcpþ t¶c-s¯m-gnªpamcm-h-Xn-ÃmÀ¡p-ta. Imc-W-am{Xw ]pcp-j-{]-bm-k-saþ ¶mcp-a-dn-bm-Xn-cn-¡-bp-an-Ã-tÃm. \msf h\-¯n\p t]mIp-¶-Xpp Rm³ \mfn-I-tem-N-\³]m-Z-§Ä X¶m-cW ]ns¶-¨-XpÀ±-i-kw-h-Õcw h\wþ X¶n ap\n-th-j-samSp hmWn-Sp-h³. F¶m \nimNc-hw-ihpw cmh-W³þ Xs¶bpw sIm¶p apZn-¡p-¶-Xp--tÃm. koX-sb-¡m-c-W-`q-X-bm-¡n-s¡mp bmXp-[m-\m-\z-b-\m-iw-h-cp-¯p-h³ kXy-ans-X-¶-cpÄ sNbvXp cL-p-]-Xnþ Nn¯-{]-tamtZ\ \mc-Z-\t¶cw cmL-h³Xs¶ {]Z-£n-Whpw sNbvXp thtK\ ZWvU-\-a-kv¡m-chpw sNbvXp tZh-ap-\o-{µ-\-\p-Úbpw ssIs¡mp tZh-temIw Kan-¨o-Sn-\m-\m-Z-cmÂ. \mc-Z-cm-L-h-kw-hmZan§s\ t\sc ]Tn-¡-Xm³ tIÄ¡-Xm-t\mÀ¡-Xm³ `àn-ssI-s¡mp sN¿p¶ a\p-j-y\p apàn e`n-¡p-a-Xn-\nà kwibw. tij-an¶pw IY tIÄ¡-W-sa-¦ntem tZmj-a-I-ep-hm³ sNmÃp-¶Xpp Rm³. /{iocm-am-`n-tj-Im-cw`w/
F¦ntem cmPm Zi-c-Y-t\-IZm k¦-en-Xm-\-µ-cm-½m-dn-cn-¡p-t¼mÄ ]¦-P-kw-`-h-]p-{X³ hkn-jvT\mw X³ Ipem-Nm-cys\ hµn¨p sNmÃn-\m³ : ]uc-P-\-§fpw a{´n-ap-Jy-·mcpw {iocm-as\ {]iw-kn-¡p-¶n-sX-s¸m-gpw. Hmtcm KpW-KWw I-hÀ¡p--Iþ hr²-\mbv h¶nXp Rm\p-sam-«m-I-bm ]p{X-cn tPyjvT\mw cma-Ip-am-cs\ ]r°zo-]-cn-]m-e-\mÀ°-a-`n-tj-Iþ sa{Xbpw sshImെX sNt¿-W-sa¶p Rm³ Iev]n-¨-തn-t¸m-tg-X-§n-s\-sb-¦n-eþ Xpĸq-hn-temÀ¯p \ntbm-Kn-¡bpw thWw. C{]-P-IÄ¡-\p-cm-K-a-h-¦-epþ st¸m-gpa-ä-a-tXmÀ¯p-I-o-etbm? h¶o-e-am-Xp-es\¡m×-Xn-t¶sd ap¶ta t]mb `c-X-i-{XpLv\-·mÀ. h¶p aplqÀ¯-a-Sp-¯-Zn\w Xs¶ ]pWy-a-Xoh ]pjyw \à \£-{Xw. F¶m-e-hÀ hcp-hm³ ]mÀ¡-bn-Ãn-\nþ sbm¶p-sIm-p-aXp \nÀ®bw am\-tk. F¶m-e-Xn\p thp¶ kw`m-c-§þ fn¶p-Xt¶ lX kw`-cn-¨o-S-Ww. cma-t\mSpw \n´n-cp-hSn sshImsX kmtam-Z-an-t¸mtg sN¶-dn-bn-¡-Ww. tXmc-W-]MvànI-sf-Ãm-ap-bÀ¯pI Nmcp-]-Xm-I-I-tfm-Sp-a-Xyp-¶Xw. tLmc-am-bp-ff s]cp-¼-d-\m-Zhpw ]qcn¡ Zn¡p-I-sfms¡ apg-§-th. a¶-h-\mb Zi-c-Y-\m-cm ]ns¶-Êp-a-{´sc t\m¡n-b-cpÄ sNbvXp: FÃmw hkn-jvT-\-cp-fn-sN-N¿pwh®w Ieym-W-apÄs¡m-sm-cp-¡n-s¡m-Sp¡ \o. \msf thW-a-`n-tj-I-an-f-abmbv \mfo-I-t\-{X\mw cma\p \nÀ®bw. \µn-X-\mb kpa-{´-cpÄsN-bvXmepþ hµn¨p sNm¶m³ hkn-jvT-t\m-Sm-Z-cm : Ft´m¶p thp-¶-sX-¶-cpÄsN-bvXm-epþ a´-c-sa-¶ntb kw`-cn-¨o-Sp-h³. Nnt¯ \ncp-]n-¨p-Ip kpa-t{´-tcmþ Sn°w hknjvT-ap-\n-bp-a-cpÄsNbvXp : tIÄ¡ \msf-¸p-eÀImte Na-bn¨p tNev¡-®n-am-cmb I\y-I-am-scÃmw a²y-It£y ]Xn-\m-dp-t]À \n¡Ww a¯-K-P-§sf s]m¶-Wn-bn-¡-Ww. sF-cm-h-X-Ip-e-Pm-X\mw \mevs¡m-¼þ
\mcm htc-W-a-e-¦-cn-¨-¦tW Znhy-\m-\m-XoÀ°-hm-cn-]qÀ®-§-fmbv Znhy-c-Xv\-§-fagv¯n hnNn-{X-ambv kzÀ®-I-e-i-k-l{kw ae-b-Pþ ]À®-§Ä sImp hmbvsI«n sh¨o-S-Ww. ]p¯³ ]pen-t¯m hcp-¯pI ap¶nl O{Xw kphÀ®ZWvUw aWn-tim-`n-Xw. apàm-a-Wn-am-ey-cm-Pn-X-\nÀ½-eþ hkv{X-§Ä amey-§-fm-`-c-W-§fpw kÂIr-X-·mcmw ap\n-P\w h¶nl \nev¡ Ipi-]m-Wn-I-fmbv k`m-´n-tI. \À¯-In-am-scmSp hmc-h-[q-P\w \À¯-I-Km-b-I-ssh-Wn-I-hÀ¤hpw Znhy-hm-Zy-§-tfmÃmw {]tbmKn-¡-Wþ ap\o-iz-cm-¦tW \n¶p at\m-l-cw. lkvX-y-i-z-]-¯n-c-Ym-Zn-a-lm-_ew hkv{Xm-Zy-e-¦m-c-tamSp h¶o-S-Ww. tZhm-e-§ÄtXmdpw _en-]q-Pbpw Zo]m-h-en-I-fpw thWw atlm-Õ-hw. `q]m-e-tcbpw hcp-hm³ \ntbm-Kn¡ tim`-tbmsS cmL-hm-`n-tj-ImÀ°-am-bv. C°w kpa-{´-tcbpw \ntbm-Kn¨ \oþ kXzcw tXcn¡-tcdn hnkn-jvT\pw Zmi-c-Yn-Kr-l-sa-{Xbpw `mkz-cþ amip kt´m-tjW k{¼m]y kmZcw \n¶p-Xp-t\-c-a-dnªp cLp-h-c³ sN¶p-S³ ZWvU-\-a-kvIm-chpw sNbvXm³. cXv\m-k-\hpw sImSp-¯n-cp¯o XZm ]Xv\n-tbm-Sp-a-Xn-`àym cLq-¯-a³ s]m¡-e-i-Øn-X-\nÀ½-e-hm-cnWm Xr¡m Igp-In¨p ]mZm-_vP-XoÀ°hpw D¯-aw-tK\ [cn¨p hnip-²-\mbv Nn¯-tam-tZ\ Nncn-¨-cp-fn-s¨bvXp : ]pWy-hm-\m-tb-\-Sn-b-\-Xoh tIþ fn¶p ]mtZm-Z-I-XoÀ°w [cn-¡-bmÂ. F¶n-§t\ cma-N-{µ-hmIyw tI«p \¶mbv ¨ncn¨p hknjvT-\-cpÄ sNbvXp : \¶p-\-s¶-{Xbpw \n¶psS hm¡p-Iþ sfm¶pp sNmÃp-¶n-Xn-t¸mÄ \r]m-ßP ! XzÂ]m-Z-]-¦-P-XoÀ°w [cn-¡m³ ZÀ¸-I-ssh-cnbpw [\y-\m-bo-Sn-\m³. XzÂ]m-Z-XoÀ°-hn-ip-²-\mbv h¶nXp aÂ]n-Xm-hmb hncn-©\pw `q]tX ! Ct¸mÄ alm-P-\-§Ä¡p-]-tZ-imÀ°þ aÛp-X-hn-{I-a -! sNm-¶Xp \osb-tSm. \¶m-b-dn-ªn-cn-¡p-¶nXp \ns¶ Rmþ
\n¶-h-\m-Ip-¶-sX-¶-Xp-an-s¶sSm ! km£m ]c-{_-Òamw ]c-am-ßmhp tam£-Z³ \m\m-P-K-·-b-\o-iz-c³ e£vao-`-K-h-Xn-tbmSpw [c-Wn-bnþ en¡m-ea{X P\n-¨nXp \nÝ-bw. tZh-Im-cymÀ°-kn-²yÀ°w Icp-Wbm cmh-W-s\-s¡m¶p Xm]w sISp-¸m\pw `à-P-\-§Ä¡p apàn kn²n-¸m-\pþ an°-a-h-X-cn-¨o-Sn\ {io]tX ! tZh-Im-cy-À°a-Xoh Kplyw ]p\þ tchw shjn-¨-¯n-Sm-ªnXp Rm\n-Zw. Imcy-§-sf-Ãm-a-\pjv-Tn¨p km[n¡ amb--bm ambm-a-\p-jy-\mbv {io\nt[ ! injy-\tÃm `hm-\m-Nm-cy-t\j Rm³ in£n-¡-thWw PK-²n-XmÀ°w {]t`m ! km£m Ncm-N-cm-Nm-cy-\tÃm `hmþ t\m¡n ]n{XWmw ]nXm-a-l-a\pw `hm³. kÀthjztKm-N-c-\m-b-´-cym-an-bmbv kÀh-P-K-Zy-{´-hm-lI\mb \o ip²-X-¯-hm-ß-I-am-sbmcp hn{Klw [rXzm \nPm-[o-\-kw-`-h-\m-bp-S³ aÀ¯ythtjW Zi-c-Y-]p-{X-\mbv ]r°zo-Xte tbmK-am-bbm PmX-\mw. F¶Xp apt¶ [cn¨ncn-¡p¶p Rmþ s\t¶mSp [mXm-hp-Xm-\-cpÄsN-bvI-bmÂ. F¶-Xn-ªm{X kqcym-\z-b-¯n\p apt¶ ]ptcm-ln-X-\m-bn-cp¶p apZm. Rm\pw `hm-t\mSp kw_-Ô-Imw-£-bm \q\w ]ptcm-ln-X-IÀ½-a-\p-jvTn¨p \nµy-am-bp-f-fXp sNbvXm-sem-Sp-¡¯p \¶mbv hcn-In-eXpw ]ng-b-ÃtÃm C¶p k^-e-ambv h¶p at\m-c-Yþ sam¶-t]-£n-¡p-¶p-Xpp Rm\n-¶n-bpw. tbmtKi ! tX alm-a-bm-`-K-hXn temssI-I-tam-ln\n tamln-]-¸n-bm-bvIp-ta. XzÂ{]-kw-Km kÀh-ap-à-an-t¸m-fn-Zþ a{]-h-àhyw abm- cma ! Ip{X-NnÂ. cmPm Zi-c-Y³ sNm¶-Xp-Im-cWw cmPo-h-t\{X ! ht¶-\n-hn-tS¡p Rm³. D-`n-tj-I-a-Sp-¯-\m-sf-¶Xp Ip sNmÂhm-\m-bp-g-dn-h-t¶-\-lw. sshtZ-lntbmSp-a-ു]-hm-khpw sNbvXp taZn-\n-X-¶n ib-\hpw sN¿-Ww. {_Ò-N-cy-t¯m-Sn-cn¡ Rmt\m-tcmtcm IÀ½-§Ä sN¶-s§m-cp-¡p-hm³ sshIm-sX. h¶o-Sp-j-Ên\p \osb¶-cpÄ sNbvXp
sN¶p tXcn Itcdn ap\n-t{i-jvT-\pw. ]ns¶ {iocm-a\pw e£va-W-\³X-t¶mSp ¶t\ Nncn-¨-cpÄsNbvXp cl-ky-ambv : XmX-s\-\n-¡-`n-tj-I-an-f-a-bmbv tamtZ\ sN¿p-a-Sp-¯-\mÄ \nÀ®-bw. X{X \nan-¯-am{Xw Rm\-Xn-s¶mcp IÀ¯m-hp \o cmPy-t`m-àhpw \ob-t{X. hÕ ! Xzw aa _ln:{]mW-\m--Ibmþ epÕ-h-¯n\p tIm¸n-«p-sImÄImip \o. aÕ-a-\m-Ip-¶Xpw `hm³ \nÝbw aÕ-cn-¸m-\n-Ãn-Xn¶p \t½m-Sm-cpw. C¯-c-tam-tcm-¶-cpÄsN-bvXn-cn-¡p-t¼mÄ ]r°zo-{µ-tKlw {]hn-iy-h-kn-jvT\pw hr¯m-´-saÃmw Zi-c-Y³X-t¶mSp Nn¯-tam-Zm-e-dn-bn¨p ka-kvX-hpw. cmPo-h-kw-`-h-\-µ³ Xt¶mSp cmPm Zi-c-Y-\m-\-µ-]qÀhIw cmPo-h-t\-{Xm-`n-tj-I-hr-¯-m´§Ä ]qPm-hn-[m-t\\ sNm¶Xp tIÄ¡-bm Iuk-ey-tbmSpw kpan-{X-tbmSpw sN¶p IuXp-I-tamSp ]qPn-¨nXp e£van-sb. \mtY ! alm-tZhn ! \otb XpW-sb¶p tNXkn `àym hW§n ! hmWo-Sn-\mÄ. /A`n-tj-I-hnLv\w/ kXy-k-Ô³ \r-]-ho-c³ Zi-c-Y³ ]p{Xm-`n-tjIw Ign-¨o-Sp-sa-¶p-ta. tII-b-]p-{Xo-h-i-K-X-\m-I-bmþ emIp-e-ap-f-fn hf-cp-¶n-tX-ä-hpw. ZpÀt¤ `K-hXo ZpjvIrX\m-in\o ! Imap-I-\tÃm \r]Xn Zi-c-Y³ Iman\n ssItI-bo-Nn-¯-sa-´o-izcm ! \Ã-h®w hcp-t¯W sa¶n-§s\ sNmÃn hnjm-Zn-¨n-cn-¡p-¶-Xp-t\cw hm\-h-sc-Ãm-cp-sam¯p \ncq-]n¨p hmWo-`-K-h-Xn-X-t¶m-S-t]-£n¨p : temI-am-Xmth ! kc-kzXo ! `mcXo ! thKm-e-tbm-²y-sb-¡-gp-¶-f-fp-I-th-Ww. cmam-`n-tj-I-hnLv\w hcp-¯o-Sp-hmþ \ma-h-cmcpw aänà \ncp-]n-¨mÂ. sN¶p-S³a-Ù-c-X-¶psS \mhn-t·Âþ ¯s¶ hkn-¨-h-sf-s¡mp sNmÃn¨p ]ns¶ hnc-thmSp ssItI-bn-sb-s¡m-pþ Xs¶ ]d-bn-¨p-sImp apS-¡-Ww. ]ns¶-bn-t§m-s«-gp-¶-ffmw aSn-¡-cpþ sX¶-a-c-·mÀ ]d-tªm-c-\-´cw
hmWnbpw aÙ-c-X³ hZ-\m-´tc hmWo-Sn-\mÄ sN¶p tZh-ImcymÀ°-am-bv. a¶-h³ Nm]-_m-W-§fpw ssIs¡mp X¶psS ssk\y-k-taXw tXcn-te-dn-\m³. \nt¶m-Sp-Iq-Sth hn®n-e-Iw-]q¡p k¶-²-\mbv sN¶-kpctcmtSän-t¸mÄ On¶ambv h¶p cYm-£-Ioew t]mcnþ se¶-X-dn-ª-Xp-anà Zic-Y³. kXzcw Ioe-c-{Ô-¯n-¦Â \n¶p-sS. i{Xp-¡tf h[w sNbvXp- ]r-°o-{µ\pw bp²-\n-hr-¯-\m-tbmcp Zim-´tc \n³ sXmgn IXn kt´m-j-apÄs¡mp sN´-fnÀta\n ]pWÀ¶p ]pWÀ¶p-S³ ]p©n-cn-]qp ]d-ªnXp `q]\pw: \n³ NcnXw \¶p-\¶p \ncq-]n-¨m cp hcw Xcmw \osbs¶ c£n-¨þ sIm-Xp-aqew hcn-¨p-sIm-mepw \o.`À¯r-hmIyw tI«p \nb-Xa-t¶-c¯p Nn¯-k-t½m-Zw-I-eÀ¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ: Z¯-am-tbmcp hc-Zzbw kmZcw \ykvXw `hXn abm \r]-Xo-izc ! Rms\m-c-h-k-c-¯n-¦-e-t]-£n-¨mþ eq\whcmsX Xcn-sI-¶tX thp.F¶p ]d-ªn-cn-¡p¶ hc-Zz-bþ an¶-t]-£n-¨p-sIm-tf-fWw aSn-bm-sX. Rm\pw ad-¶p-In-S-¶nXp ap¶ta am\tk tXm¶o _em-eo-iz-cm-Ú-bm. [oc-X-tbm-Sn\n £n{]-ant¸mÄ t{Im[mþ Kmcw {]hniy tImt]\ InS¡ \o. B`-c-W-§fpw s]m«n-s¨-dn-ª-Xnþ tim`-]q-tmcp ImÀIq-´-e-gn-¨n«p ]qta-\nbpw s]mSn-sIm--§-Wn-ªnl `qan-bn¯t¶ aen-\mw-_-c-t¯mSpw I®p-\o-cmte apJhpw ae-I-fpw \¶mbv \\¨p Ic-ªp-I-c-ªp-sImþ À°n¨psImÄI hc-Zzbw `q]Xn kXyw ]d-ªm-ep-d-¸n¨p am\kw aÙc sNm¶-t]m-te-b-Xn-t\-Xp-samþ c´cw IqSmsX sN¶p ssItI-Inbpw ]°y-an-sXm-s¡-¯-\n-s¡¶p Iev]n¨p Nn¯-tam-tl\ tIm]m-ebw tahn-\mÄ. ssItIbn aÙ-c-tbmSp sNm¶mfn\n cmL-h³ Im\-\-¯n\p t]mthm-fhpw Rm\n-hn-sS-¡n-S-¶o-Sp-h, \Ãm-bvIn {]mW-t\bpw If-ªn-Sp-h³ \nÀ®-bw. `q]-cn-{Xm-WmÀ° an¶p `c-X\p
`q]Xn sNbvXm-\-`n-tj-I-sa-¦n Rm³ thsd \n\¡p t`mKmÀ°-ambv \ÂIp-h³ \qdp tZi-§-f-Xn-\nà kwibw GXp-an-Xn-s¶m-cn-f¡w hcm-bvI-b-Xn \o tNXkn Nn´n¨ Imcyw hcpw ZrVw. F¶p ]dªp t]mbo-Sn-\mÄ aÙc ]ns¶-b-Æ-®-a-\p-jvTn¨p cmÚn-bpw. [oc-\m-tbäw Zbm-\zn-X-\mbv KpWmþ Nmc-kw-bp-à-\mbv \oXn-Ú-\mbv \nPþ tZin-I-hm-Iy-Øn-X-\m-bv kp-io-e-\mþ injvS-\m-bp-f-f-h-s\-¶-§n-cn-¡epw ZpjvS-kw-Kw-sImp Imem-´-c-¯n-\m kÖ-\-\n-µy-\mbv h¶p-IqSpw ZrVw. ZpÀÖ-\-kw-kÀ¤-ta-ä-a-Ieth hÀÖn-¡-thWw {]b-Xvt\\ kÂ]p-am³ IÖfw ]än-bm kzÀ®hpw \njv{]-`w. F¦ntem cmPm-Z-i-c-Y-\m-Z-cm ]¦-P-t\-{Xm-`yp-Z-bw-\n-an-¯-ambv a{´n-{]-`r-Xn-I-tfmSpw ]d-ªp-sImþ ´x]pc-a-Iw-]p-¡cpfo-Sn\m³. At¶-c-am-ß-{]n-b-X-a-bm-Inb X¶psS ]Xv\n-sb-¡m-Wm-bvI- Im-cWw F{Xbpw hnlz-e-\m-tbmcp `q]\pw Nn¯-Xm-cn-¦Â \ncq-]n-¨n-Xo-Zriw : aµn-cw-X-¶n Rm³ sN¶p-Iq-Spw-hn[u aµ-an-kvXw-sN-bvX-cntI hcpw ]pcm. kpµ-cn-bm-an-h-fn-s¶§p t]mbn-\mÄ aµ-am-Ip-¶n-Xp-t·-j-ss·m\tk. sNmÃp-hn³ -Zmkn-Itf ! `h-Õzm-an\n Iey-W-Km{Xn asä§p t]mbn-Sn-\mÄ? Ghw \c-]Xn tNmZn-¨-t\-c¯p tZhn-X-¶mfnamcpw ]d-ªo-Sn-\mÀ : t{Im[m-ebw {]th-in-¨n-X-Xn-·p-Jþ taXp-a-dn-ªoe R§tfm a¶h ! X{X KXzm \n´n-cp-hSn tZhn-X³ Nn¯-a-\p-k-cn-¨o-SpI sshIm-sX. F¶Xp tI«p `tb\ alo-]Xn sN¶-§-cn-I-¯n-cp¶p kkw-{`aw aµ-aµw Xtem-Sn-¯-temSn {]ntb kpµco sNmÃpsNmsÃ-´nXp hÃt`! \mtY ! shdp-\n-e-¯p-ff s]mSn-b-Wnþ ªmX-¦-tam-Sp-In-S-¡p-¶-sX´p \o ? tNtXm-hn-tam-l-\-cqt] ! KpW-iote ! tJZ-a-m-b-sX-s´-t¶mSp sNmsÃtSm. aÂ{]-Pm-hr-µ-am-bp-f-f-h-cm-cpta
hn{]n-bw- sN-bvI-bp-anà \n\-s¡-tSm. \mcn-Itfm \c-·mtcm `h-Xn-tbmþ Smscmcp hn{]nbw sNbvX-Xp- h-Ãt` ! ZWvUy-s\-¶m-Inepw h²y-s\-¶m-Inepw ZWvU-sa-\n-¡-Xn-\nà \ncp-]n-¨mÂ. \nÀ²-\-s\-{X-bp-an-jvS³ \n\-s¡-¦nþ eÀ°-]-Xn-bm-¡n-sh-t¸-\-hs\ Rm³. h²ys\ \q\-a-h²y-\m-¡o-Sp-h³ h²y\m-¡o-Sm-a-h-²ys\ thp-InÂ. \q\w \n\-¡-[o\w aa Poh\w am\n\n tJZn-¸-Xn-s\´p Imc-Ww. aÂ{]m-W-t\-¡mÄ {]nb-X-a-\m-Ip-¶þ Xnt¸m-sf-\n¡p aÂ]p-{X\mw cmL-h³ A§-s\-bp-ff cma³ aa \µ-\³ awK-f-io-e\mw {iocm-a-\msW Rm³ AwK-\m-c-Xv\ta ! sNbvh³ Xh lnXþ an§s\ tJZn-¸n-bm-bvI amw hÃt`! C°w Zi-c-Y³ ssItI-bn-X-t¶mSp kXyw ]d-ªXp tI«p sXfn-ª-hÄ I®p-\ocpw XpS-¨p-°m-\hpw sNbvXp a¶-h³X-t¶mSp aµ-apcsNbvXmÄ : kXy-{]-Xn-Ú-\m-bp-ff `hm³ aa kXyw ]d-ªXp t\sc-¦n-se-¶psS ]°y-am-bp-f-f-Xn-s\-¸-d-ªo-Sp-h³ hyÀ°-am-¡o-SmbvI kXys¯ a¶h! F¦ntem ]p kpcm-k-pcmtbm[t\ k¦Sw XoÀ¯p `£n-t¨³ `hms\ Rm³. k´p-jvS-]n-¯-\m-b¶p `hm³ aa Nn´n¨p cp hc-§Ä \evIo-etbm ? thp-¶-\m-f-t]-£n-¡p-¶-Xp-s¶p thpw hc-§Ä Xcn-sI¶p sNmÃn Rm³ sh¨n-cn-¡p¶p `hm-¦-eXp cpþ anÑ-bp-n¶p hm§o-Sp-hm³ `q-]tX! F¶-Xn-sem¶p cmPym-`n-tjIw `hmþ \n¶p `c-X\p sNt¿-W-sa-¶Xpw ; ]ns¶ atäXp cma³ h\-h-k-¯nþ \n¶p-Xt¶ Kan-t¡-W-sa-¶p-f-fXpw. `q]-Xn-ho-c³ PSm-h-e-v¡ew ]qp Xm]-k-thjw [cn¨p h\m-´tc Imew ]Xn-¶m-ep-h-Õcw hmg-Ww aqe-^-ehpw `pPn¨p alo-]tX ! `qan ]men-¸m³ `c-X-s\-bm-¡Ww cma-\p-jkn h\-¯n\p t]mI-Ww. F¶nh cp hc-§fpw \evInþ en¶p ac-W-sa-\n-¡nà \nÀ®-bw. F¶p ssItIbn ]d-tªm-c-\-´cw
a¶-h³ tamln¨p hoWm-\-h-\n-bn h{P-ta-ä{Zn ]Xn-¨-t]mse `qhn kXz-ctN-Xkm hoWnXp `q]-\pw. ]ns¶ aplqÀ¯-am{Xw sN¶-t\-c¯p I®p-\oÀ hmÀ¯p hnd¨p \r]m-[n-]³, ZpÊ-l-hm-¡p-IÄ tIÄ¡m-b-sX-´t¿m ! ZpÊz-]v\-am-l´ ! Im¬Itbm aa Nn¯-{`aw _em-ep-m-Itbm aa arXyp-k-a-b-ap-]-Øn-X-am-Itbm InwIn-ta-X³IrXw i¦c ! ssZhta ! ]¦-P-tem-N\ ! lm ! ]c-{_Òta ! hym{Lnsb-t¸mse kaot] hkn-¡p¶ aqÀJ-a-Xn-bmbv ssItI-bn-X-·pJw t\m¡n-t\m-¡n-_v`bw ]qp Zi-c-Y³ ZoÀK-vLambv hoÀ¯p-ho-Àt¯-h-ap-c-sNbvXp F´o-h®w ]d-bp-¶Xp `t{Z \oþ sb´p \nt¶mSp ]ng-¨Xp cmL-h³ ? aÂ{]m-W-lm-\n-I-c-amb hm¡p \oþ bnt¸m-fp-c-sN-bvh-Xn-s\´p ImcWw ? Ft¶mSp cma-Kp-W-§sf hÀ®n¨p ap¶-saÃmw ]d-ªn-cp¶, \n\þ ¡n¶nXp tXm¶p-hm-s\-s´mcp ImcWw ? \n¶psS ]p{X\p cmPyw Xcm-atÃm [\y-iote ! cma³ t]mtIWsa¶ptm ? cma-\m-teXpw `bw \n\-¡p-mIm `qan-]-Xn-bmbv `c-X-\n-cp-¶m-epw. F¶p ]dªp Icªp Icªp t]mbv sN¶p-S³ Ime-¡Â hoWp alo-]m-e-\pw. t\{X-§fpw Nph-¸n¨p ssItI-bnbpw [m{Xo-]-Xo-iz-c-t\mSp sNmÃo-Sp-t¼mÄ: {`m´-s\-¶m-Itbm `qan-]tX `hm³ {`m´n-hm-Iy-§Ä sNmÃp-¶-sX-´n-§s\ tLmc-§-fmb \c-I-§-fnÂs¨¶p tNcp-a-k-Xy-hm-Iy-§Ä sNmÃo-Sn-\mÂ. ]¦-P-t\-{X\mw cma-\p-j-Ên\p i¦m-hn-lo\w h\-¯n\p t]mIm-bvIn F¶psS Pohs\ Rm³ If-ªo-Sp-h³ a¶-h³ap-¼n \n¶n-sÃmcp kwi-bw. kXy-k-Ô³ `qhn cmPm Zi-c-Yþ s\{X-bp-sa-¶p-ff IoÀ¯n c£n-¡-Ww. km[p-amÀ¤s¯ shSn-ª-Xp-Im-cWw bmX\mZp:Jm\p-`q-Xn-bp-m-t¡-. cmtam-]cn `hm³ sNbvX i]-Yhpw `qan-]tX ! hrYm anÀ°ybm¡osSmem. ssItIbnX-¶psS \nÀº-Ô-hm-Iyhpw cmL-h-t\mSp hntbmKw hcp-¶Xpw
Nn´n¨p Zp:Jk-apt{Z \na-á-\mbv k´m-]-tamSp tamln¨p hoWn-Sn-\m³. ]ns¶-bp-WÀ¶n-cp¶pw InS¶pw aI³þ Xs¶-tbmÀ¯pw Ic-ªpw ]dªpw kZm cma-cm-taXn cmtaXn {]em-t]\ bman\n t]mbnXp hÕ-c-Xp-ey-bm-bv. sN¶-c-p-tWm-Z-b-¯n\p kmZcw hµn-IÄ Kmb-I-·m-sc-¶n-h-sc-Ãmw. awK-f-hm-Zy-kvXp-Xn-P-b-i-_vtZ\ kwKo-X-t`-Z-§-tfm-¶n-h-tä-s¡mpw ]f-fn-¡p-dn-¸p-WÀ¯o-Sn-\m-c-t¶-cþ apf-fn-ep-mb tImt]\ ssItI-bnbpw £n{]-c-hsc \nhm-c-Whpw sNbvXmÄ ; hn{`aw ssIs¡mp \n¶m-c-h-ÀIfpw. At¸m-f-`n-tj-I-tIm-em-l-emÀ°-ambv XÂ]p-c-sams¡ \nd-ªpP\-§-fmÂ. `qan-tZ-h-·mcpw `qan-]m-e-·mcpw `qan-kv]rtim hrj-emZn P\-§fpw Xm]-k-hÀ¤hpw I\y-Im-hyµhpw tim`-tX-Sp¶ sh¬sImä-¡pS Xg Nmacw Xme-hy´w sImSn tXmcWw Nmao-I-cm-`-cWmZye¦m-chpw hmcW hmPn-c-Y-§Ä ]Zm-Znbpw hmc-\m-co-P\w ]uc-P-\-§fpw tla-c-Xvt\m-Öz-e-Zn-hy-knwlmk\w tla-Ipw-`-§fpw imÀ±q-e-NÀ½hpw aäpw hkn-jvT³ \ntbm-Kn-¨-sXm-¡th Ipä-sam-gn-ªmip kw`-cn-¨o-Sn-\mÀ. kv{Xo_me-hr-²m-c-h[n ]pc-hm-kn-Iþ fm_-²-Iu-Xp-l-em_v[n \na-á-cmbv cm{Xn-bn \n{Zbpw ssIhn«p am\tk NoÀ¯ ]c-am-µ-t¯mSp tahn-\mÀ. \½psS Poh\mw cma-Ipamcs\ \nÀ½-e-c-Xv\-In-co-S-a-Wn-ªXnþ cay-a-I-cm-bn-X-a-Wn-Ip-WvU-eþ k½p-Kv²-tim-`n-X-K-Þ-Ø-e-§fpw ]pÞ-co-I-Ñ-Z-tem-N-\-`w-Knbpw ]pÞ-co-Im-cmXn aWvU-e-Ip-Þhpw N{µnImkpµ-c-a-µ-kvan-Xm-`bpw Ipµ-ap-Ipf kam-\-Z-´-§fpw _Ôp-I-kq\ kam-\m-[-cm-`bpw IÔ-cm-cm-PnXIukvXp-`cXv\hpw _Ôp-cm`w Xncp-am-dp-Z-chpw kÔym-{`-k-¶n-`-]o-Xmw-_-cm-`bpw ]pt©-e-aotX hnf§n an¶o-Sp¶ Im©\-Im-©n-Ifpw X\p-a-²yhpw
Ipw`nIptem-¯-a³ Xp¼n-¡cw Ip Ip¼n«p Iq¸o-Sp-aq-cp-Im-WvU-§fpw Ipw`o-{µ-a-kvX-I-k-¶n-`-Pm-\phpw Awt`m-P-_m-W-\n-jw-Km-`-Pw-Lbpw I¼w-I-eÀ¶p Ima{]hc\pw Ip¼n-Sp-t¶mcp ]pd-hSntim`bpw Awt`mP-Xp-ey-am-aw-{Ln-X-e-§fpw Pw`m-cn-cXv\w sXmgpw Xncp-ta-\nbpw lmc-I-S-I-h-em-bmw-Kp-eo-bmZn Nmcp-X-cm-`-c-Wm-h-enbpw ]qp hmc-W-ho-c³ Igp-¯n Xnd-t¯mSp Kucm-X-]{Xw [cn-¨-cntI \nPþ e£va-W-\m-Inb tkmZ-c³Xt¶mSpw e£vao-\n-hm-k\mw cma-N{µw apZm ImWmbv hcp¶p \ap-¡n-\n-sb-¶nZw am\-b-Xm-cn sImXn¨ \ap-s¡-Ãmw t£mWo-]-cn-kp-X-\m-Inb cma-s\þ ¡mWmbv hcpw {]`mtX _X \nÀ®-bw. cm{Xnbmw cm£kn t]mIp-¶-Xn-söp NoÀ¯ hnjm-Z-tam-S-cÂkp-Iy-apÄs¡mp amÀ¯mWvUtZh-s\-¡m-Wmªp t\m¡nbpw ]mÀ¯p-]mÀ¯m-\-µ-]qÀ®m-ar-Xm-_v[n-bn hoWp apgp-Inbpw ]ns¶bpw s]m§nbpw hmWo-Sn-\mÀ ]pc-hm-kn-I-fm-Z-cmÂ. /hnÑn-¶m-`n-tjIw/ At¶-c-am-Zn-Xy-\p-ap-Zn-¨o-Sn-\m³ a¶-h³ ]f-fn-¡p-dn-¸p-W-À¶o-en-¶pw. Fs´mcp aqe-a-Xn-s\¶p am\tk Nn´n¨p Nn´n¨p aµaµw XZm a{´n-{]-h-c-\m-Ip¶ kpa-{´-cpþ a´x]pc-a-Ipw-]p-¡m-\-Xn-{Zp-Xw. cmPo-h-an-{X-tKm-t{XmÂ`qX! `q]tX! cmP-cm-tP-{µ-{]-hc ! Pb-P-b. C°w \r]s\ kvXpXn¨p \a-kvI-cnþ ¨p°m\-hpw-sNbvXp hµn¨p \n¶-t¸mÄ F{Xbpw Jn¶-\m-bv¡p-®p-\ocpw hmÀ¯p ]r°zn-bn¯s¶ InS¡pw \tc-{µs\ Nn¯m-Ip-e-Xbm Ip kpa-{´cpw kXzcw ssItI-bn-X-t¶mSp tNmZn-¨mÂ: tZh-\m-co-kta ! cmP-{]n-b-Xta tZhn ssItIbn Pb-Pb k´-Xw. `qtem-I-]m-e³ {]IrXn ]I-cp-hm³ aqe-sa-t´m¶p alm-cmP-h-Ãt` ! sNmÃp-sIt¶msS¶p tI«p ssItI-bnbpw sNmÃn-\m-fmip kpa-{´-tcm-S-t¶cw :
[m{Xn]Xo-{µ\p \n{Z-bp-m-boe cm{Xn-bn-se-¶-Xp-Xm-c-W-am-I-bm kzØ-\-ÃmsX Na-ªnXp X¶psS Nn¯-¯n-\-kz-X-{´-Xzw `hn-¡-bmÂ. cma-cm-taXn cmtaXn P]n-¡bpw cma-s\-¯s¶ a\kn Nn´n-¡p-I-bpw DZyÂ{]-Pm-I-c-tk-hbpw sNbvI-bmþ eXy-´-am-Ip-e-\m-bnXp a¶-h³. cma-s\-¡m-Wmªp Zp:Jw \rt]-{µ\p cma-s\-s¨¶p hcp-¯pI sshIm-sX. F¶Xp tI«p kpa{´\pw sNmÃn-\m³: sN¶p Ipam-c-s\-s¡m-p-h-cm-a-tÃm. cmP-h-N-\-a-\m-IÀ®y Rm\nl cmPo-h-tem-Nt\! t]mIp-¶-sX-§s\ ? F¶Xp tI«p `q]m-e\pw sNmÃn-\m³ : sN¶p \oXs¶ hcp-¯pI cmat\. kpµ-c-\m-tbmcp cma-Ip-am-c\mw \µ-\³X-·pJw sshImXw ImW-Ww. F¶Xp tI«p kpa-{´-cp-g-dn-t¸mbv sN¶p Iuk-eym-kp-X-t\mSp sNmÃn-\m³ : XmX³ `hm-s\-bp-tÃm hnfn-¡p¶p kmZcw sshIm-sX-gp-¶-f-f-I-th-Ww. a{´n-{]-h-c-hmIyw tI«p cmL-h³ amµ-X-c-a-h³ Xt¶m-Sp-sNm-Ãn-\m³ : kuan-{Xn-tbmSpw Itcdn ctYm-]cn t{]a-hn-h-i\mw XmX³ acp-hoSpw aµntc sN¶p ]nXm-hn³ ]ZZzbw hµn¨p hoWp \a-kvIcn¨nSo-\m³, cma-s\-s¨-s¶-Sp-¯menwK\w sNbvhm³ `qan-]-\mip kap-°mb kw{`-am _mlp-¡Ä \o«nb t\c¯p Zp:tJ\ tamln¨p `qan-bn hoWnXp `q]-\pw. cma-cm-taXn ]dªp tamln-t¨mcp `qan-]-s\-¡p thtK\ cmL-h³ XmX-s\-sÑ-s¶-Sp-¯m-tÇ-jhpw sNbvXp kmZcw Xsâ aSn-bn InS-¯n-\m³. \mco-P-\-§-f-Xp-I--\-´-cþ amcp-cq-V-timIw hnem]w XpS-§n-\mÀ. tcmZ\w tI«p hkn-jvT-ap-\o-{µ\pw tJtZ\ aµncw ]p¡nXp kXzcw. {iocm-a-tZ-h\pw tNmZn-¨n-X-t¶cw Imc-W-sa-t´m¶p XmXZp:J¯n\p t\sc ]d-hn-\-dn-ªhsc¶-Xpþ t\cw ]d-ªnXp tII-b-]p-{Xnbpw : ImcWw XmXZp:J¯n\p \oXs¶ ]mcn kpJw Zp:Jaqe-atÃm \rWmw.
tNXkn \o \ncq-]n-¡n-se-f-pXn\n XmX\p Zp:J\n-hr¯n hcp-¯p-hm³. `À¯rZp:Jm]-im-´n¡p In©n Xzbm IÀ¯-hy-am-sbmcp IÀ½-sa-¶mbv hcpw. kXy-hm-Zn-t{i-jvT-\mb ]nXm-hns\ kXy-{]-Xn-Ú-\m-¡o-SpI \obXp Nn¯-lnXw \r]-Xo-{µ\p \nÀ®bw; ]p{X-cn tPyjvT-\m-Ip-¶Xp \ob-tÃm. cp hcw aa Z¯-am-bn-«pp ]p \n³Xm-X-\m k´p-jvS-tN-X-km. \n¶mse km²y-am-bp-f-tfm-¶Xp cpþ an¶p Xtc-W-sa-¶-À°n-¡bpw sNbvtX³. \nt¶m-SXp ]d-ªo-Sp-hm³ \mWn¨p Jn¶-\mbv h¶nXp XmX-\-dnI \o. kXy-]m-ti\ kw_-Ô\mw XmX-s\þ ÊXzcw c£n-¸-Xn\p tbmKy³ `hm³. ]p¶m-a-amIpw \c-I-¯nÂ\n-¶p-S³ X¶psS XmX-s\-{Xm-W-\w-sN-bvI-bm ]p{X-s\-¶p-ff i_vZw hn[n¨p iXþ ]{X-k-ap-Ûh s\¶-X-dnI \o amXr-h-N-\-iq-em-`n-l-X-\mb taZn-\o-]m-e-Ip-am-c\mw cma\pw F{X-bptaäw hyYn-X-\mbv sNmÃn-\m³ : C{X-sbÃmw ]d-b-Wtam amXmth XmXÀ°ambnS«p Poh-s\-¯-s¶bpw amXm-hp-X-s¶bpw koX-sb-¯-s¶bpw Rm\p-t]-£n-t¸-\-Xn-\nà kwibw am\tk tJZ-a-Xn-\n-sÃ-\n-t¡-Xpw. cmPy-sa-¶m-Inepw XmX³ \ntbm-Kn-¡n XymPy-sa-¶m-se-¶-dnI XyPn-t¡ sNmevInepw X£Ww Rm\p-t]-£n-¸-\-dnI \o. ]mh-I³X-¦Â ]Xn-t¡-W-sa-¦n-epþ tahw hnjw IpSn-t¡-W-sa-¶m-Inepw XmX³ \ntbm-Kn-¡n-te-Xpta kwibw tNXkn sNän-sÃ-\n-s¡-¶-dnI \o. XmX-Im-cy-a-\m-Ú]vXsa¶m-Inepw tamtZ\ sN¿p¶ \µ-\-\p-¯-a³. ]n{Xm \nbp-à-\m-bn«p sN¿p-¶-h³ a²y-a-\m-bp-ff ]p{X-\-dn-ªm-epw. Dà-sa-¶m-In-ep-an-¡m-cy-sa-¶mse IÀ¯-hy-a-söp sh¨-S-§p-¶-h³ ]nt{XmÀ½-e-sa¶p sNmÃp¶ kpÖ-\þ an°-saÃmw ]cn-ÚmXw abm-[p-\m. BI-bm XmX-\n-tbm-K-a-\p-jvTn-¸mþ \mIp-e-ta-Xp-sa-\n-¡nà \nÀ®-bw. kXyw Itcm-aylw kXyw Itcm-aylw
kXyw atbm-àw- a-dn¨p cmbv hcm. cma-{]-XnÚ tIt«mcp ssItI-bnbpw cma-t\m-Smip sNmÃo-Sn-\m-fm-Z-cm : XmX³ \n\-¡-`n-tj-ImÀ°-am-bpwþ \mZ-cm kw`-cn-t¨mcp kw`m-c-§Äþ sIm-`n-tjIw `c-X\p sN¿Ww ; cmw hcw ]ns¶-sbm-¶pp thp¶-Xp. \o ]Xn-\mep kwh-Õcw Im\t\ Xm]-k-th-tjW hmgp-Ibpw thWw. \nt¶m-SXp \ntbm-Kn-¸m³ aSn-bpp a¶-h-\n-¶Xp Zp:Jam-Ip-¶Xpw F¶Xp tI«p {iocm-a\pw sNmÃn-\m³ : C¶-Xn-s\-s´mcp sshjay-am-bXp sNbvI-`n-tjIw `c-X\p Rm\n\n sshImsX t]mth³ h\-¯n\p amXmth! F´-sX-t¶mSp sNmÃmªp ]nXm-hXp Nn´n¨p Zp:Jn¸Xn-s\´p ImcWw? cmPys¯ c£n-¸-Xn¶p aXn-b-h³ cmPy-ap-t]-£n-¸-Xn\p Rm\pw aXn. ZÞ-at{X cmPy-`mcw hln-¸Xp ZÞ-sa-s¶-¡p-dn-t¨-dp-a-½bv¡p aþ t±lw-am{Xw `cn-s¡¶p hn[n-¡-bmÂ. BIm-i-Kw-K-ab ]mXm-f-tem-I¯p thtK\ sImp-sN-¶m¡n `Zo-c-Y³ Xr]vXn hcp¯n ]nXr-¡Ä¡p, ]qcphpw Xr]vX\m¡o-Sn-\m³ XmX\p X¶psS buh\w \evInÖcm-\-cbpw hm§n, Znhy-·m-cm-bmÀ ]nXr-{]-km-Z-¯n-\mÂ. Aev]-am-bp-f-tfmcp Imcyw \ncq-]n¨p aÂ]nXm Zp:Jn¸-Xn-\n-Ã-h-Im-iw. cmL-h-hm-Iy-tahw tI«p `q]Xn timtI\ \µ-\³X-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\m³ : kv{XoPn-X-\m-b-Xn-Im-ap-I-\m-sbmcp cmP-m[a\mIp-sa-s¶bpw sshImsX ]mti\ _Ôn¨p cmPyw {Kln¡ \o tZmjw \n\-¡-Xn-t\-Xp-a-I-s¸Sm. AÃm-bvIn-se-t¶m-S-k-Xy-tZmjw ]äpþ atÃm Ipamc ! KpWmw-_pt[ ! cmLh ! ]r°zo-]-Xo-{µ³ Zi-c-Y\pw ]p\þ cn°w ]dªp Icªp-Xp-S-§n-\m³ : lm ! cma ! lm PK-¶mY ! lmlm cma ! lm cmta ! lmlm aa {]mW-h-Ã` ! \ns¶-¸n-cnªp s]mdp-¡p-¶-sX-§s\ ? Fs¶-¸n-cnªp \o tLmc-a-lm-h-\wþ X¶n Kan-¡p-¶-sX-§s\ \µ\? F¶n-¯cw ]e-PmXn ]d-Ibpw
I®p-\o-tcm-teme hmÀ¯p Ic-Ibpw \¶mbv apdp-sI-apdp-sI¯-gp-Inbpw ]ns¶-¨pSp-NpsS ZoÀL-ambv hoÀ¡bpw Jn¶-\m-tbmcp ]nXm-hn-t\-¡-p-S³ X¶psS ssIbm Ifªp Pew-sImp I®Dw apJhpw XpS¨p cLq-¯-a³ BtÇ-j-\o-Xn-hm-ssKz-`-hm-Zy-§-fmþ emiz-kn-¸n-¨m³ \b-tIm-hn-Z³ XZm. F´n-s\³ XmX³ hrssYh Zp:Jn¡p-¶þ sXs´mcp ZÞ-an-Xn-¶p, alo-]tX ! kXys¯ c£n-¨p-sIm-f-fp-hm³ R§Ä¡p iàn t]mcm-bvI-bp-an-ÃnXp cn\pw. tkmZ-c³ \mSpw `cn-¨n-cp-¶o-SpI kmZcw Rm\-c-Wy-¯nepw hmgp-h³. HmÀ¡nen cmPy-`mcw hln-¡p-¶-Xn kuJy-tadpw h\-¯n-¦Â hmWo-Sp-hm³. GXpta ZÞ-an-ÃmsX IÀ½w aa amXmhp Iuk-ey-X-s¶bpw hµn¨p ssaY-en-tbmSpw ]d-ªn\n sshImsX t]mh-Xn-¶m-bv h-cpt¶s\¶-cpÄsNbvXp tZh\pw amXr-tK-lw-]q-¡-Xp-t\cw [mÀ½nIbmInb amXm kk-½Xw {_mÒ-W-sc-s¡mp tlma-]q-Pm-Zn-IÄ ]p{Xm-`yp-Z-b-¯n-\m-bvs¡mp sN¿n¨p hn¯-a-Xoh Zm\-§ÄsN-bvXm-Z-cm `àn-ssI-s¡mp `K-hÂ]mZmw-_pPw Nn¯-¯n \¶m-bp-d-¨n-cn-¡p-t¶cw sNs¶mcp ]p{X-s\bpw I-Xn-Ã-tÃm. A´ntI sN¶p Iuk-ey-tbm-S-t¶cw kt´m-j-tamSp kpan{X sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ : cma-\p-]-K-X-\m-bXp Iote `qan-]m-e-{]ntb ! t\m¡oSpsI-¶-t¸mÄ hµn¨p \nev¡p¶ cma-Ip-am-cs\ atµ-Xcw apdp-sI-¸p-WÀ¶o-Sn-\mÄ. Fs´-·-It\ apJmw-_pPw hmSp-hm³ _Ô-ap-m-bXp ]mcw hni-¡tbm ? h¶n-cp-¶oSp `pPn-¸-Xn-\mip \o F¶p amXmhp ]d-tªm-c-\-´cw h¶ timI-s¯b-S¡n cLp-h-c³ X¶psS amXm-hn-t\m-S-cp-fn-s¨bvXp : Ct¸mÄ `pPn-¸m-\-h-k-c-an-Ãt½ ! £n{]-a-c-Wy-hm-k-¯n\p t]mI-Ww. apÂ]mSp tII-b-]p-{Xn-bm-a-½-bv¡-p aÂ]nXm cp hcw sImSp-¯o-Sn-\m³. H¶p `c-Xs\ hmgn-¡-sb-¶-Xpþ sas¶ h\-¯n-¶bvbvs¡¶p atä-Xpw.
X{X ]Xn-¶mep kwh-Õcw hknþ ¨{X h¶o-Sp-h³ ]ns¶ Rm³ sshIm-sX. k´m-]-taXpw a\-Ên-ep-m-ImsX k´p-jvS-cmbv hkn-¨o-SpI amXm-hpw. {iocm-a-hm-Iy-tahw tI«p Iukey ]mcn tamln¨p hoWn-Sn-\m-fm-Ip-emÂ. ]ns¶ tamlw-XoÀ#-\-\n-cp¶p ZpxJmÀ®-hwþ X¶n apgp-In-¡cªp Ic-ªpS³ X¶psS \µ-\³X-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\mþ fn¶p \o Im\-\-¯n\p s]mbo-Sp-In Fs¶bpw sImp-t]m-tIWw aSn-bm-sX. \ns¶-¸n-cn-ªm £WmÀ²w s]mdp¡ptam ? ZÞ-Im-c-Wy-¯n-\mip \o t]mIn Rm³ ZÞ-[-cm-e-b-¯n¶p t]mbo-Sp-h³. ss]Xte thÀhn«p t]mb ]ip-hn-\pþ ffm[n ]d-ª-dn-bn-¨o-S-cp-X-tÃm. \mSp hmtgWw `c-X-s\-¶m-In \o ImSp hmtg-W-sa-¶ptm hn[n-aXw? F´p ]ng-¨Xp ssItI-bn-tbmSp \o Nn´n¡ `q]-t\mSpw Ipamcm ! _emÂ. XmX\pw Rm\p-sam¡pw Kpcp-Xzw-sImp t`Zw \n\¡p sNän-söp \nÀ®bw t]mtI-W-sa¶p XmX³ \ntbmKn-¡nÂ, Rm³ t]mI-cp-sX¶p sNdp-¡p-¶-Xp--tÃm. F¶psS hmIys¯ ewLn¨p `q]-Xnþ X¶psS hmNm Kan-¡p-¶-Xm-Intem Rm\p-sa³ {]mW-§sf XyPn-¨o-Sp-h³ am\-h-hw-ihpw ]ns¶ apSn-ªp-t]mw. X{X Iuk-eym-h-N-\-§-fn-§s\ Nn¯-Xm-t]\ tIt«mcp kuan-{Xnbpw timI-tcm-j-§Ä \ndª t\{Xm-án\m temI-§-sfÃmw Zln-¨p-t]mIpw h®w cmL-h³Xs¶ t\m¡n-¸-d-ªo-Sn-\m³: BIp-e-sa-´nXp Imc-W-ap-m-hm³ {`m´-Nn¯w PUw hr²w h[p-PnXw imt´-Xcw {X]m-lo\w iT{]nbw _Ôn¨p XmX-t\bpw ]ns¶ Rm³ ]cnþ ]Ùn-I-fm-bp-f-f-h-tc-bp-sam-¡th A´-I³ho-«n-¶-b-¨-`n-tj-I-samþ c´-cw-Iq-SmsX km[n-¨p-sIm-f-fp-h³. _Ô-an-tÃ-Xp-an-Xn¶p timIn-¸-Xnþ \´À½pZm hkn-¨o-SpI amXmth ! Bcy-]p-{Xm-`n-tjIw Ign-¨o-Sp-hm³ iucy-sa-\n-¡-Xn-\p-s¶p \nÀ®bw. Imcy-a-Ãm-¯Xp sN¿p-¶-Xm-In-emþ Nmcy\pw imk\w sNbvI-¶tX hcq.
C°w ]dªp temI-{Xbw X{Zpjm ZKv²-am-½mdp kuan{Xn \nev¡p-t¶cw aµ-lmkw sNbvXp atµ-Xcw sN¶p \µn¨p KmV-am-bm-enw-K\w sNbvXp kpµ-c-\n-µn-µn-c-hn-{K-l³ Cµo-h-cm-£-\n-{µm-Zn-hr-µm-c-Iþ hrµ-h-µymw-{Ln-bp-Üm-c-hn-µ³ ]qÀ®þ N{µ-_nw-_m-\-\-\n-µp-Nq-U-{]n-b³ hµm-cp-hr-µ-a-µm-c-Zm-cq-]-a³. /e£va-W-km´z\w/ hÕ kuant{X Ipamc \o tIÄ¡Ww aÕ-cmZyw shSn-sª-¶psS hm¡p-IÄ, \n¶psS X¯z-a-dn-ª-cn-¡p-¶Xp ap¶ta Rms\-tSm, \n¶p-f-fn-se-s¸mgpw Fs¶-¡p-dn-¨p-ff hmÕ-ey-]q-chpw \nt¶m-f-anà aämÀ¡p-sa-¶p-f-fXpw \n¶m-e-km-²y-am-bn-sÃmcp IÀ½hpw \nÀ®-b-sa-¦n-ep-sa-t¶-XnXp tIÄ¡ \o. Zriy-am-bp-f-sfmcp cmPy-tZ-lm-Znbpw hnizhpw \ntÈj Zm\y-[-\m-Znbpw kXy-sa-¶m-Inte XÂ{]-bmkw Xh kpà aX-Ãm-bvIn-se-´-Xn-\m ^ew? t`mK-§-sfÃmw £W-{]-`m-N-©ew thtK\ \jvS-am-am-bp-Êp-tamÀ¡ \o hÓn-k-´-]vX-tem-l-Ømw-_p_nµp\m k¶n`w aÀ¯y-P·w £W-`w-Kpcw N£px{ih-W-L-f-Øamw ZÀ±pcw `£-W-¯n-¶-t]-£n-¡p-¶-Xp-t]mse Imem-ln\m ]cn-{K-kvXamw temI-hpþ amtem-e-tN-Xkm t`mK-§Ä tXSp-¶p. ]p{X-an-{Xm-°-I-f-{Xm-Zn-kw-K-aþ sa{X-bp-a-ev]-Im-e-Øn-X-tamÀ¡ \o. ]mÙmÀ s]cp-h-gn-b-¼-ew-X-¶nte Xm´-cmbv IqSn hntbmKw hcp-t¼mse \Zym samgp-Ip¶ ImjvT-§Ät]m-se-bpþ sa{Xbpw N©-e-am-e-kw-Kaw e£van-bp-a-Øn-c-btÃm a\p-jyÀ¡p \nev¡ptam buh-\hpw ]p\-c-{[phw ? kz]v\-k-am\w If-{X-kpJw \rWm aev]-am-am-bp-Êw \ncq-]n¡ e£vaW ! cmKm-Zn-k-¦p-e-am-bp-ff kwkm-cþ amsI \ncq-]n-¡nÂkz-]v\-Xpeyw ktJ ! HmÀ¡ KÔ-Àh-\-K-c-k-a-a-Xn aqÀJ·mÀ \nXy-a-\p-{I-an-¨o-Sp-¶p. BZn-Xy-tZ-h-\p-Zn-¨nXp thtK\
bmZx]Xn-bn ad-ªnXp kXz-cw, \n{Zbpw h¶n-Xp-Z-b-ssi-tem-]cn hn{ZpXw h¶nXp ]ns¶bpw `mkv¡-c³. C°w aXn-{`-a-ap-f-tfmcp P´p-¡Ä Nnt¯ hnNm-cn-¸-Xnà Imem-´-cw. BbpÊp t]mIp-¶-tX-Xp-a-dnhnà ambm-k-ap-{Z-¯n ap§n-¡n-S-¡-bmÂ. hmÀ±y-I-tamSp Pcm-\-cbpw ]qp NoÀ¯-tam-tl\ acn-¡p-¶nXp NneÀ. t\t{X-{µn-bw-sImp In-cnt¡ ]p\þ tcmÀ¯-dn-bp-¶oe amb-X³ ssh`-hw. Ct¸m-fnXp ]I ]nev]mSp cm{Xnbpw ]nev]mSp ]ns¶-¸-I-ep-ap-mbv hcpw. C{]-Imcw \ncq-]n¨p aqVm-ßm-¡Ä NnÂ]p-cp-j³ KXn-tb-Xp-a-dn-bmsX Ime-kz-cq-]-\m-ao-iz-c³X-¶psS eoem-hn-ti-j-§-sfm-¶p-tam-ambvIbm Ba-Ip-`mw-_p-k-am\ ambp-Êp-S³ t]ma-tXXpw [cn-¡p-¶-Xn-Ãm-cp-ta. tcmK-§-fm-bp-ff i{Xp-¡-fpw h¶p tZlw \in-¸n-¡p-ta-h\pw \nÀ®-bw. arXyphpw IqsSm-cp-t\cw ]ncn-bmsX On{Zhpw ]mÀ¯p-]mÀ¯p-f-fn-en-cn-¡p-¶p. tZlw-\n-an-¯-a-lw-_p²n ssIs¡mp tamlw IeÀ¶p P´p-¡Ä \ncq-]n-¡pw, {_mÒ-tWmlw \tc-t{µmlamtVym-l-saþ ¶mt{a-UnXw IeÀ¶oSpw Zim-´tc P´p-¡Ä `£n¨p ImjvTn-¨p-t]m-In-emw. sh´p sh®o-dmbv Na-ªp-t]m-bo-Sn-emw. a®n\p Iogmbv Iran-I-fm-bvt]m-Inemw \¶Ã tZlw-\n-an¯w alm-tam-lw. Xz`vamw-k-c-àm-Øn-hn¬aq-{X-tc-Xkmw kt½-f\w ]©-`q-X-I-\nÀ½nXw ambm-a-b-ambv ]cn-Wm-an-bm-tbmcp Imbw hnIm-cn-bm-bp-f-tfm-¶n-X-{[p-hw. tZlm-`n-am\w\nan-¯-am-bp-mb tamtl\ temIw Zln-¸n-¸-Xn¶p \o am\-k-Xm-cn \ncq-]n-¨Xpw Xh Úm\-an-Ãm-sb-¶-dnI \o e£vaW ! tZmj-§-sfm-¡th tZlm-`n-am-\n\mw tcmtjW h¶p-`-hn-¡p-¶n-tXmÀ¡ \o. tZtlm-l-sa-¶p-ff _p²n a\p-jyÀ¡p taml-am-Xm-hm-a-hn-Zy-bm-Ip-¶Xpw tZl-a-tÃmÀ¡n Rm\m-b-Xm-ßm-sh¶p tamssl-I-l-{´n-bm-bp-f-fXp hnZy tIÄ : kwkm-c-Im-cn-Wn-bm-b-X-hnZybpw
kwkm-c-\m-in-\n-bm-bXp hnZybpw. BI-bm tam£mÀ°n-bm-In hnZym-`ym-kþ taIm-´-tN-Xkm sNbvXp thp-¶-Xpw. X{X Ima-t{Im-[-tem-`-tam-lm-Zn-IÄ i{Xp-¡-fm-Ip-¶-sX-¶p-a-dnb \o. apàn¡p hnLv\w hcp-¯p-hms\{Xbpw iàn-bp-tffm¶Xn t{Im[-a-dn-sI-tSm. amXm-]n-Xr-{`m-Xr-an-{X-k-Jn-Isf t{Im[w\nan¯w l\n-¡p-¶nXp ]qam³. t{Im[-aqew a\-kvXm]ap-mbv hcpw t{Im[aqew \rWmw kwkm-c-_-Ô-\w. t{Im[-atÃm \nP [À½-£-b-Icw t{Im[w ]cn-Xy-Pn-t¡Ww _p[-P-\w. t{Im[-atÃm ba-\m-bXp \nÀ®bw sshX-cWymJy-bm-Ip-¶Xp XrjvWbpw. kt´m-j-am-Ip-¶Xp \µ\w h\w k´Xw im´ntb Ima-kp-c`n tIÄ. Nn´n¨p im´n-tb-¯s¶ `Pn¡ \o k´m-]-sa-¶m-sem-cp-Pm-Xnbpw hcm. tZtl-{µn-b-{]m-W-_p-²ym-Zn-IÄs¡-Ãmþ aml´ tase hkn-¸-Xm-ßmhp tIÄ. ip²-kzbw tPymXn-cm-\-µ-]qÀ®-ambv X¯zmÀ°-ambv \ncm-Io-c-ambv \nXy-ambv \nhn-Iev]w ]cw \nÀhn-Icw L\w kÀssh-I-Im-cWw kÀhPK-·bw kÀssh-I-km-£nWw kÀh-Ú\o-izcw kÀhZm tNXbn `mhn-¨p-sImÄI \o. kmc-Ú-\mb \o tIÄ kpJZp:JZw {]mc-_vZ-sa-Ãm-a-\p-`-hn-¨o-SWw IÀt½-{µn-b-§-fm IÀ¯-hy-sam-¡th \nÀ½m-b-am-N-cn-¨o-Sp-sIt¶ hcq. IÀ½-§Ä kwK-§-sfm-¶nepw IqSmsX IÀ½-^-e-§-fn Imw£bpw IqSmsX IÀ½-§-sfÃmw hn[n-¨-h®w ]cþ {_ÒWn \ntXy kaÀ¸n¨p sN¿-Ww. \nÀ½-e-am-bp-sffmcmßm-hp-X-t¶mSp IÀ½-§-sfm¶pta ]äp-I-bn-sÃ-¶m Rm\n-¸-d-ª-sX-Ãmta [cn¨p XÂþ Úm\-kz-cq]w hnNm-cn¨p k´Xw am\-s¯-sbms¡ XyPn¨p \nXyw ]cþ am\µapÄs¡mp ambm-hn-tam-l-§Ä am\-k-¯n-¦Â\n-¶mip IfI \o am\-atÃm ]c-a-]-Zm-am-kv]-Zw. kuan-{Xn-X-t¶m-Sn-hÀ®a-cpÄ sNbvXp kuapJytamSp amXm-thmSp sNmÃn-\m³ : tIÄt¡-W-at½ sXfnªp \osb-¶psS
hm¡p-I-tfXpw hnjm-Z-ap-m-sIm-em. Bßm-\p-t\-Xpta ]oU-bp-m-¡-cpþ Xmßm-hn-s\-b-dn-bm-X-h-sc-t¸m-se. kÀh-tem-I-§-fnepw hkn-¨o-Sp¶ kÀh-P-\-§fpw X§-fn X§-fn eÀhZm IqSn-hm-gvsI-¶p-f-f-Xn-ÃtÃm kÀh-Ú-btÃm P\\n \o tIhew Bip ]Xn-¶m-ep-kw-h-Õcw h\þ tZti hkn¨p hcp-¶-Xp-app Rm³ Zp:J§-sf-Ãm-a-I-se-¡-f-ªp-Sþ \qÄ¡-\n-thm-Sp-a-\p-{K-ln-¨o-SWw AÑ-\-s§-´p-f-fn-en-Ñ-sb-¶m-e-Xnþ §nÑ-sb-¶-§p-d-¨o-tS-W-a-½bpw. `À¯r-XÀ½m-\p-I-cWat{X ]mXnþ {hXy-\njvTym h[q-\m-sa¶p \nÀ®bw amXmhp tamZm-e\phZn-¨o-Sp-Inþ teXpta Zp:J§sf-Ãm-a-I-se-¡-f-ªp-Sþ \pÄ¡-\n--thmSpa\p-{K-ln-¨o-SWw AÑ-\-s§-´p-f-fn-en-Ñ-sb-¶m-e-Xnþ §nÑ-sb-¶-§-pd-¨o-tS-W-a-½-bpw. `À¯r-IÀ½m-\p-I-c-W-at{X ]mXnþ {hXy-\njvTm h[q-\m-sa¶p \nÀ®bw amXmhp tamZm-e-\p-h-Zn-¨o-Sp-Inþ teXpta Zp:Jsa-\n-¡nà tIh-ew. Im-\\hmkw kpJ-ambv hcpw, Xh am\tk tJZw Ipd¨p hmWo-Sp-InÂ. F¶p ]dªp \a-kvI-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³ ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw amXr-]m-Zm-´ntI {]oXn-ssI-s¡m-s-Sp-¯pÂkwK-koav\n tNþ À¯mZ-cm aqÀ²\o _mjv]m-`n-tjIw sNbvXp. sNmÃn-\m-gm-ioÀh-N-\-§-fmip Iuþ keybpw tZh-I-tfm-Sn-c-¶o-Sn-\mÄ : krjvSn-IÀ¯mth ! hncn© ]ßm-\k ! ]pjvS-Z-bm_vt[ ! ]pcp-tjm-¯a ! ltc arXy-RvPb alm-tZh Kuco-]tX hr{Xm-cn-ap-¼mb ZnIv]m-e-I-·mtc ! ZpÀt¤ ! `K-hXo ! Zp:Jhn-\m-in\o ! kÀ¤-Øn-Xn-e-b-Im-cnWn ! NÞntI ! F·-I-\mip \SI-vIp¶ t\chpw Ievajw XoÀ¶n-cp-¶o-Sp¶ t\chpw X·-Xn-sI-«p-d-§o-Sp-¶-t\-chpw kt½m-lamÀ¶p c£n-¨o-Sp-hn³ \n§Ä. C°w {]mÀ°n¨p X³]p-{X\mw cma-s\þ º²-_mjv]w KmV-KmV-w ]pWÀ¶p-S³, Cutcgp-kw-h-Õcw Im\t\ hknþ ¨mcm hcnsI¶\p-`-hn-¨o-Sn-\mÄ.
X£tW cmLhw \Xzm kK-ZvKZw e£va-W³Xm\pw ]dªm-\-\m-Ipew : F¶p-f-fn-ep-m-bn-cp-t¶mcp kwibw \n¶-cp-f-¸mSp tI«p XoÀ¶q Xptemw. XzÂ]mZ-tk-hmÀ°-ambn ¶Sn-b\pþ ant¸mÄ hgntb hnS-sImÄhs\-¶p-ta. tamZm-e-Xn-¶m-b-\p-h-Zn-¨o-SWw koXm-]tX ! cma-N{µ ! Zbm-\nt[ {]mW-§-sf-¡-f-ªo-Sp-h-\-Ãm-bvInþ teWm-¦-Xp-ey-h-Z\ ! cLp-]tX! F¦n \o t]m¶p-sIm-mepsa¶m-Z-cm ]¦-P-tem-N-\³Xm-\p-a-cpÄsN-bvXp. sshtZ-ln-X-t¶mSp bm{X-sNm-Ão-Sp-hm³ tamtZ\ koXm-Krlw ]p¡-cp-fn-\m³. BK-X-\mb `À¯m-hn-s\-¡--hÄ thtK\ kkvan-X-ap-²m-\hpw sNbvXp Im©-\-]m-{X-Ø-amb tXmbw-sImp hmRvObm Xr¡m I-gp-In¨p kmZcw aµm-c-£-apÄs¡mp aµ-kvan-Xw-sNbvXp kpµcn aµ-aµw ]d-ªo-Sn-\mÄ : Bcp-a-I-¼-Sn-Iq-SmsX {io]m-Zþ Nmtc-W-h-¶-Xp-sa´p Ir]m-\nt[ ? hmc-W-ho-c-s\§p aa hÃt` Kucm-X-]-{Xhpw Xme-hr-´m-Znbpw Nma-c-Zz-µzhpw hmZy-tLm-j-§-fpw Nmao-I-cm-`-c-Wm-Zy-e-¦m-chpw kma-´-`q-]m-e-tcbpw ]ncn-ª-Xnþ tcmam-©-tam-sc-gp-¶-f-fn-b-sX-´t¿m C°w hntZ-lm-ß-Pm-h-N\w tI«p ]r°zo-]-Xn-kp-X³Xm-\n-a-cpÄsNbvXp X¶nXp ZÞ-Im-cyWycmPyw aa ]pWyw hcp-¯p-hm³ XmX-\-dn-sI-tSm. Rm\Xp ]men-¸-Xn-¶mip t]mIp¶p am\tk tJZ-an-f¨p hmWo-SpI. amXmhp Iuk-ey-X-s¶bpw ip{iq-jþ sNbvXp kptJ\ hkn¡ \o hÃt` ! `À¯r-hmIyw tI«p Pm\-Inbpw cmaþ `{Z-t\m-Sn-Ø-am-l´ sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ : cm{Xn-bnÂIq-sS-¸n-cn-ªm s]mdm-tXm-fþ amØ-bp-tÃm `hm-s\-¸n-Xm-hn\pw : F¶-cns¡ h\-cmPyw Xcph-Xnþ \n¶p tXm¶o-Sp-hm-s\-s´mcp Imc-Ww? a¶-h³Xm-\-Ãtbm IuXp-I-t¯m-Spþ an¶se cmPym-`n-tj-I-am-cw-`n-¨p. kXytam sNmevI `À¯mth hnc-thmSp hr¯-´-sa-{Xbpw Nn{X-tamÀ¯m-enZw
F¶-Xp-tI-«-cpÄsNbvXp cLp-h-c³ X\zo-Ip-e-au-en-am-entI tIÄ¡ \o. a¶-h³ tII-b-]p-{Xn-bm-a-½bv¡p ap¶ta cp hcw sImSp-¯o-Sn-\m³, hn®-hÀ\m-«n kpcm-kp-c-bp-²-¯nþ \\yp-\-hn-{Iaw ssIsImp t]mb-\mÄ. H¶p `c-Xs\ hmgn-¡-sb-¶-Xpþ sas¶ h\-¯n-¶-bvs¡¶p atä-Xpw. kXy-hn-tcm[w hcp-sa¶p X¶psS Nnt¯ \ncq-]n¨p t]Sn¨p XmX\pw amXm-hn-\mip hchpw sImSp-¯nXp XmX, \Xp-sImp Rm\n¶p t]mIp-¶p. ZÞ-Im-ctWy ]Xn-¶m-ep-h-Õcw ZÞ-sam-gnªp hkn¨p hcp-hm³ Rm³. \ob-Xn-t¶Xpw apS¡w ]d-sImà a¿Â If-ªp amXm-hp-ambv hmgvI \o. cmL-h-\n°w ]d-ªXp tIs«mcp cmIm-i-in-ap-Jn-Xm-\p-a-cpÄsNbvXp: ap¶n \S-t¸³ h\-¯n\p Rm³, aa ]n¶mse thW-sa-gp-¶-f-fp-hm³ `hm³. Fs¶-¸n-cn-ªp-t]m-Ip-¶-Xp-Nn-X-aþ sÃm¶p-sImpw `hm-s\¶p [cn-¡-Ww. ImIpÂØ\pw {]nb-hm-Zn-\n-bm-Inb \mtK{µKman-\n-tbmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ : F§s\ \ns¶ Rm³ sImp-t]m-Ip-¶Xp Xn§n ac-§Ä \ndª h\-§-fn tLmc-knw-l-hym-{L-kq-I-c-ssk-cn-`þ hmc-W-hym-f-`Ãp-I-hrImZnIÄ am\p-j-t`m-Pn-I-fm-bp-ff cm£-kÀ Im\-\w-X-¶n aäpw ZpjvS-P-´p-¡Ä kw-Jy-bn-Ãm-tXmfap-hm-ä-¡-m k¦-Sw-]qp `bamw \ap-s¡-Ãmw. \mco-P-\-¯n-s\Ãmw hnti-jn-¨p-samþ t«sd-bpmw `b-sa-¶-dn-ªo-sStSm aqe-^-e-§Ä ISz-¾-I-jm-b-§Ä _mte `pPn-¸-Xn-\m-Ip-¶Xpw X{X : \nÀ½-e-hy-RvP-\m-]q-]m-¶-]m-\mZn k·-[p-£o-c-§-fn-sÃm-cp-t\-c-hpw. \navt\m-¶-X-Kq-lm-K-lz-c-iÀ¡-cmþ ZpÀ½mÀ¤-sa-{Xbpw I-I-hr-µhpw t\tc s]cp-h-gn-bp-a-dn-bmhX Ãmscbpw Im×m-\p-an-Ã-dn-ªo-Sp-hm³. ioX-hm-Xm-X-]-]o-Ubpw ]mcamw ]mZ-Nm-tcW thWw \S-¶o-Sp-hm³. ZpjvS-cm-bp-f-tfmcp cm£-k-sc-¡-mþ sem«pw s]mdp-¡-bn-ÃmÀ¡p-a-dn-sItSm !
F¶psS sNmÃn-\m amXmhpXs¶bpw \¶mbv ]cn-N-cn-¨n-§ncp¶oSp-I. h¶o-SpI ]Xn-¶mep kwh-Õcw sN¶m-e-Xn-¶p-S-\n-sÃmcp kwibw {iocm-a-hm¡p tIt«mcp sshtZ-ln-bpþ amcq-V-Xm-t]\ ]nt¶bpw sNmÃn-\mÄ : \mY ]Xn-{h-Xbmw [À½-]Xv\n Rmþ \m[m-c-hp-anà asä-\n-¡m-cp-ta. GXpta tZmj-hp-anà Zbm-\nt[ ]mZ-ip-{iq-jm-{hXw apS-¡m-bvIta \n¶psS k¶n[u k´Xw hmWo-Spþ sas¶ aämÀ¡m\pw ]oVn-¨p-Iq-Sptam ? hÃXpw aqe-^-e-P-em-lm-c-§Ä h¶-t`m-Ñn-jvS-sa-\n-¡-ar-tXm-]-aw. `À¯m-hp-X-t¶mSpIqsS \S-¡p-t¼mþ sf{Xbpw IqÀ¯p-aqÀ¯p-ff IÃpw apffpw ]pjv]m-kvX-c-W-Xp-ey-§-sf-\n-¡Xpw ]pjv]-_m-tWm-]a ! \o shSn-ªo-sSm-em. GXpta ]oU-bp-m-I-bn-sÃ-·qew `oXn-bp-ta-Xp-sa-\n-¡nà `À¯mth ! IÝn ZznP³ tPymXn-Èm-{X-hn-imcZ³ \nÝ-bn-s¨-t¶mSp ]-cp-fn-sNbvXp : `À¯m-hn-t\mSpw h\-¯n hkn-¸-Xnþ s\¯pw `h-Xn¡p kwi-b-an-tÃXpw C°w ]pssch Rm³ tI«n-cn-¡p-¶Xp kXy-a-Xn-¶n-bp-sam¶p sNmÃo-Sp-hm³ cmam-b-W-§Ä ]ehpw Ihn-h-cþ cmtam-Z-tamSp ]dªp tIĸpp Rm³. Pm\-In-tbm-Sp-Iq-SmsX cLp-h-c³ Im\-\-hm-k-¯n-\p-s\¶p t]mbn-«p-ffq ? Dtm ]pcp-j³{]-I-r-Xnsb thdn«p ? cp-sam-¶{X hnNm-cn-¨p-Im¬¦n-tem. ]mWn-{K-l-W-a-{´mÀ°-hp-tamÀ¡Ww {]mWm-h-km-\-Im-e¯pw ]ncn-bptam ? F¶n-cnt¡ ]p\-sc-s¶-bp-ap-t]-£n¨p Xt¶ h\-¯n-\m-b-s¡m-p-gps¶-f-fp-In F¶p-sa³ {]mW-]-cn-Xym-Khpw sNbv-hþ \n¶p-Xt¶ \n´n-cp-h-Sn-X-¶m-sW. F¶n-§s\ tZhn sNm¶Xp tIs«mcp a¶-h³ aµ-kvan-Xw-]q-cpÄsNbvXp : F¦ntem hÃt` ! t]mcnI sshImsX k¦-S-an-¶nXp sNmÃn-bp-m-tI-m. Zm\-a-cp-Ô-Xn-¡m-bvs¡mp sNbvI \o Pm\Io ! lmcm-Zn-`q-j-W-sam-¡-th. C°-a-cpÄsNbvX e£va-W³X-t¶mSp ]r°zo-kp-tcm-¯-a-·msc hcp-¯p-Iþ
¶Xym-Z-sa-cpÄsN-bvX-t\cw ZzntPþ t{µm¯-a-·msc hcp¯n Ipam-c-\pw. hkv{X-§-fm-`-c-W-§Ä ]ip-¡-fpþ aÀ°-a-h-[n-bn-Ãm-tXm-f-am-Z-am kZzr-¯-cm-bv¡p-Spw-_n-I-fm-Inb thZ-hn-Úm-\n-Ifmw ZzntP-{µ-·mÀ¡p kmZcw Zm\-§Ä sNbvXp _lp-hn[w amXm-hp-X-¶psS tkh-I-·m-cmb `qtZ-h-k-¯-a-·mÀ¡pw sImSp-¯n-Xp. ]ns¶ \nPm´x]pc-hm-kn-IÄ¡pw aþ ä\yamw tkh-I-·mÀ¡pw _lp-hn-[w. Zm\-§ÄsN-bvI-bm-e-\-µ-a-á-cmbv am\-h-\m-b-I-\m-io-h-N-\hpw sNbvXnXp Xm]-k-·mcp ZznP-·mcpw s]bvXp-s]-bvXo-Sp-¶n-X-{ip-P-e-§f-pw. Pm\-Io-tZ-hn-bp-a-t¼m-S-cp-Ô-\nþ ¡m\-µ-apÄs¡mp Zm\-§Ä \evIn-\mÄ. e£va-W-ho-c³ kpan-{X-bm-½-sbþ ¯Â£-tW-Iu-k-ey-ssI-bn kaÀ¸n¨p hµn-¨-t\cw kpan-{Xbpw ]p{Xs\ \µn-s¨-Sp¯p kam-tÇ-jhpw sNbvXp \¶m-b-\p-{K-lw-sNbvXp X\-b\p ]ns¶-bp-]-tZ-i-hm-¡p-ap-c-sN-bvXmÄ : A{K-P³X-s¶-¸-cn-N-cn-s¨-t¸m-gpþ at{K- \-S-¶p-sIm-tffWw ]ncn-bm-sX, cmat\ \nXyw Zi-c-Y-s\-¶p-f-fnþ emtam-Z-tamSp \ncq-]n-¨p-sIm-f-f-Ww. Fs¶-Ö-\-Im-ß-P-sb-¶p-d-¨p-sImÄ ]ns¶-b-tbm-²y-sb-t¶mÀ¯o-S-S-hn-sb. ambm-hnlo\ao-h-®-ap-d-¸n¨p t]mbm-ep-sa-¦n kpJ-ambv hcnI tX. amXr-h-N\w inckn [cn-¨p-sImþ mZ-c-thmSp sXmgpXp kuan-{Xnbpw X¶psS Nm]-i-cm-Zn-IÄ ssIt¡mp sN¶p cmam-´ntI \n¶p hW-§n-\m³. X£tW cmL-h³ Pm\-In-X-t¶mSpw e£va-W-t\mSpw P\-Is\ hµn-¸m³ t]mIp-¶-t\-c¯p ]uc-P-\-§sf cmK-tamsS ISm-£n¨p IpXp-l-emÂ. tIma-f-\mb Ipam-c³ at\m-l-c³ iyma-f-c-ay-I-tf-_-c³ cmL-h³ Ima-tZ-thm-]-a³ Ima-Z³ kpµ-c³ cma³Xn-cp-hSn \m\-P-K-Z`n cma-\m-ßm-cm-a\w_pP-tem-N-\³ Imam-cn-tk-hn-X³ \m\-P-K-·-b³ XmXm-e-bw-{]Xn t]mIp¶ t\c¯p
kmZw IeÀt¶mcp ]uc-P-\-§fpw ]mZ-Nm-tcW \S-¡p-¶Xp Ip tJZw IeÀ¶p ]c-kv]cw sNmÃn-\mÀ : IjvS-am-l´ IjvSw ! ]iy ]iy ! lm IjvS-sa-´n-§s\ h¶Xp ssZhta ! tkmZ-c-t\mSpw {]W-bn-\n-X-t¶mSpw ]mZ-Nm-tcW klm-bhpw IqSmsX iÀ¡-cm-I--I-\n-avt\m-¶-X-bpX ZpÀKvL-S-am-bp-ff ZpÀ¤-amÀ¤-§fn cà-]-ß-¯n¶p ImTn-\y-ta-Ip¶ apKv²arZp-X-c-kv\n-²-]m-Z-§-fm \nXyw h\mt´ \S-s¡¶p Iev]n¨ ]r°zo-i-Nn¯w ItTm-c-amt{X Xptemw. ]p{X-hm-Õeyw Zi-c-Y³X-t¶mfw aÀ¯y-cn-emÀ¡p-an-Ãn-¶-se-tbm-fhpw C¶nXp tXm¶p-hm-s\-s´mcp ImcWw ? F¶Xp tI«p-S³ sNmÃn-\m-\-\y\pw : tII-b-]p-{Xn¡p cp hcw \r]þ t\In-\m³t]m-eXp ImcWw cmL-h³ t]mIp-¶nXp h\-¯n\p `c-X\pw hmgvsI¶p h¶p-IqSpw [cm-a-WvU-ew. t]mI \msa-¦n h\-¯n\p IqSth cmL-h³Xs¶¸ncn-ªm s]mdp-¡ptam ? C{]-Imcw ]pc-hm-kn-I-fm-bp-ff hn{]m-Zn-IÄhm¡p tIt«m-c-\´cw hma-tZ-h³ ]pc-hm-kn-IÄX-t½mSp kmtam-Z-ta-h-a-cpÄsN-bvXn-X-t¶-cw. /cma-ko-Xm-X¯zw/ cma-s\¨n-´n¨p Zp:Jnbm-bvIm-cpta tIma-f-Km-{Xnbmw Pm\-In-aqehpw X¯z-am-bp-f-fXp sNmÃp-¶-Xpp Rm³ Nn¯w sXfnªp tI«o-Sp-hn-t\-h-cpw. cma-\m-Ip-¶Xp km£m alm-hnjvWp Xma-c-km-£-\m-am-Zn-\m-cm-b-W³. e£va-W-\m-b-X-\-´³ P\-IPm e£vao-`-K-hXo temI-ambm ]cm. ambm-Kp-W-§-sf-¯m-\-h-ew-_n¨p Imb-t`Zw [cn-¡p-¶n-Xmßm ]c³. cmP-k-amb KpW-t¯m-Sp-Iq-Sth cmPo-h-kw-`-h-ambm {]]-©-Zzbw hyà-ambv krjvSn¨p kXz{][m-\-\mbv `à-]-cm-b-W³ hnjvWp-cq-]w-]qp \nXyhpw c£n-¨p-sIm-f-fp-¶n-Xo-iz-cþ \mZy-\-P³ ]c-am-ßmhp kmZ-cw. cp{Z-th-j-¯m cptam-Kp-W-bp-à-\mþ
b{Zn-Pm-h-Ã-`³ kwl-cn-¡p-¶-Xpw. sshh-kz-X³ a\p `àn-{]-k-¶-\mbv tZh³ aI-cm-h-Xm-c-a-\p-jvTn¨p thZ-§-sfÃmw lb-{Ko-h-s\-s¡m¶p th[m-hn-\m-¡n-s¡m-Sp-¯Xo cmL-h³. ]mtYm-\n-[n-a-Yt\ ]p aµcw ]mXmftemIw {]th-in-¨-Xp-t\cw \njvT-c-am-sbmcp IqÀ½m-Ir-Xn-]qp ]rjvtT Knco{µw [cn-¨Xo cmL-h³. ZpjvS-\m-tbmcp lnc-Wym-£-s\-s¡m¶n LrjvSn-bmb tXä-ta t£mWn-sb-s¸m-§n¨p Imc-W-hm-cn-[n-X-¶n¡-fn-¨Xpw Imc-W-]p-cp-j-\m-Ipao cmL-h³. \nÀ{lm-Z-tamSp \c-knw-l-cq-]-ambv {]Ëm-Z-s\-¸-cn-]m-en-¨p-sIm-f-fp-hm³ {Iqc-§-fmb \J-c-§-tfm-s¡mp tLmc-\m-tbmcp lnc-Wy-I-in-]p-X³ h£x{]tZiw {]]m-S-\w sNbvXXpw c£m-N-Xp-c\mw e£vao-h-c-\n-h³ ]p{X-em-`mÀ°a-Zn-Xnbpw `àn-]qþ °nÀ¨p kmZ-c-aÀ¨n-¡-Im-cWw F{Xbpw Imcp-Wy-tam-S-hÄX-¶psS ]p{X-\m-bn-{µm-\p-P-\m-bv]n-d-¶-Xnþ `à-\m-sbmcp alm_--en-tbmSp sNþ ¶À°n¨p aq¶-Sn-bm¡n PK-{¯bw kXzcw hm§n acp-Xzm\p \ÂInb `à{]nb\mw {Xnhn-{I-a-\p-an-h³ [m{Xo-kp-c-tZz-jn-I-fmbv P\n-s¨mcp [m{Xo-]-Xn-Ip-e-\miw hcp-¯p-hm³ [m{Xn-bn `mÀ¤-h-\m-bn-¸n-d-¶Xpw [m{Xo-h-c-\mb cmL-h-\m-an-h³. [m{Xn-bn-en-t¸mÄ Zi-c-Y-cp-{X-\mbv [m{Xo-kp-Xm-h-c-\m-bv]n-d-¶o-Sn-\m³, cm{Xn-©-c-Ip-e-sams¡ \in-¸n¨p [m{Xo-`mcw XoÀ¯p [À½s¯ c£n-¸m³. BZy-\-P³ ]c-amßm ]cm-]-c³ thZy-\-ÃmsX thZm-´-th-Zy³ ]c³ \mcm-b-W³ ]pcp-tjm-¯-a-\-hy-b³ Imc-W-am-\p-j³ cma³ at\m-l-c³ cmhW\n{K-lmÀ°w hn]n-\-¯n\p tZh-ln-XmÀ°w Kan-¡p-¶-Xn³þ ImcWw aÙ-cbà ssItI-bn-bþ Ãmcpw `yan-¡m-bvI cmPm-hp-a-Ã-tÃm. hnjvWp-`-K-hm³ PK-·-b³ am[-h³ hnjvWp-a-lm-am-bm-tZhn P\-IPm krjvSn-Øn-Xn-e-b-Im-cn-Wn-X-t¶mSpw
]pjvS-{]-tamZw ]pd-s¸-«-Xn-¶n-t¸mÄ. C¶se \mc-Z³ h¶p sNm¶m-\-h³þ Ft¶mSp cmL-h³Xm\p-a-cpÄsNbvXp : \à-©-cm-\z-b-\n-{K-l-¯n-\p Rm³ hyàw h\-¯n\p \msf-¸p-d-s¸-Spw. F¶-X-paqew Kan-¡p¶p cmL-hþ \n¶p hnjmZw If-hn-s\-Ãm-h-cpw. cma-s\-¨n-´n¨p Zp:Jnbm-bvIm-cpta cma-cm-taXn P]n-¸n-s\-Ãm-h-cpw. \nXyhpw cma-cm-taXn P]n-¡p¶ aÀ¯\p arXyp-`-bm-Zn-I-sfm-¶pta kn²n-¡p-ta-h-\p-sa-¶Xp \nÀ®-bw. Zp:Jku-JymZn hnI-ev]-§-fn-ÃmsX \njvI-f³ \nÀ¤p-W-\mßm cLq-¯-a³ \yq\m-Xn-tc-I-hn-lo-\³ \nc-Ú-\þ \m\-µ-]qÀ®-\-\vX-\-\m-Ip-e³. A§-s\-bp-ff `K-h-Õz-cq-]-¯nþ s\§t\ Zp:JmZn kw`-hn-¨o-Sp¶p ? `à-P-\m\mw `c-mÀ°-\mbv h¶p `à-{]n-b³ ]nd-¶o-Sn-\m³ `qX-te. ]Mvàn-c-Ym-`o-jvS-kn-²y-ambv h¶p ]Mvàn-I-WvT³X-s¶-s¡m¶p PK-{¯bw ]men-¸-Xn-¶m-b-h-X-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³ _men-i-·mtc ! a\pjy\mbo-iz-c³. cma-koXmclkyw aplp-co-Zr-iþ amtam-Z-]qÀhIw [ym\n-¸-hÀs¡Ãmw cma-tZ-h¦epd-t¨mcp `àn-bpþ ama-b-\m-ihpw kn²n-¡p-ta-h-\pw. tKm]-\obw clkyw ]c-ao-Zriw ]m]-hn-\m-i\w sNm¶-Xn³Im-cWw cma-{]n-b³·mÀ `hm-·m-sc-t¶mÀ¯p Rm³ cma-¯Xzw ]c-tam-]-tZiw sNbvXp. hma-tZ-h³ hnc-an-t¨m-c-\-´cw hma-tZ-h-h-N-\m-arXw tkhn¨p cmas\ \mcm-b-W-s\¶-dn-ªp-S³ ]uc-P\w ]c-am-\-µ-am-sbmcp hmcm-¶n-[n-bn apgp-In-\m-tch-cpw. Xm]hpw XoÀ¶nXp ]uc-P-\-§Ä¡pw Xm]-kt{i-jvT\pw tamZm-se-gp-¶-f-fn. /bm{Xm-cw`w/ cmL-h³ XmX-tKlw {]th-in-¨p-S³ hymIp-e-lo\w hW-§n-b-cpÄsNbvXp ssItI-bn-bm-Inb amXm-hp-X-t¶mSp : timIw If-ªm-ep-at½ a\kn tX. kuan-{Xnbpw P\-Im-ßPbpw Rm\pw
kuap-Jy-amÀ¶p t]mhm-\mbv ]pd-s¸-«p. tJZaI-se-¡-f-ªn\n R§sf XmX-\m-Pv]n¡ thXp sshIm-sX. CjvS-hmIyw tI«p ssItIbn kmZcw s]s«-s¶-gp-\o-än-cp¶p kkw-{`aw {iocm-a\pw ssaYn-en-¡p-a-\p-P\pw Noc-§Ä shtÆ-sd-\-evIn-\m-f-½-bpw. [\y-h-kv{X-§-fp-t]-£n¨p cmL-h³ h\y-No-c-§Ä ]cn-{K-ln-¨o-Sn-\m³. ]pjvI-c-tem-N-\m-Úbm hev¡ew e£va-W³Xm\p-ap-Sp-¯m-\-Xp-t\-cw. e£vao `K-h-Xn-bm-Inb Pm\Iv hev¡ew ssIbnÂ]n-Sn-¨p-sIm-m-Ip-em ]£-sa-´p-f-fn-se-¶p-f-f-X-dn-hm-\mbv X£tW eÖbm `À¯r-ap-Jmw-_pPw KqV-ambv t\m¡n-\m-sf-§s\ Rm\nXp KmV-ap-Sp-¡p-¶-sX-¶p-ff Nn´-bm. awK-e-tZ-h-Xm-h-Ã-`³ cmL-hþ \nwKn-Ú³ XZm hm§n-¸-cp-jamw hev¡ew Znhymw-_-tcm-]cn thjvSn¨p k¡m-c-am-\w-I-eÀ¶p \n¶o-Sn-\m³. F¶Xp Ismcp cmP-Zm-c-§-fpþ a\y-cm-bp-ff P\-§-fp-sam-¡th h¶ Zp:J¯m Ic-bp-¶Xp tI«p \n¶-cp-foSpw hkn-jvT-a-lm-ap\n tImt]\ `ÀÕn¨p ssItI-bn-X-t¶mSp Xmt]\ sNmÃn\ms\´nXp tXm¶p-hm³? ZpjvtS \nim-Ncn ! ZpÀhr¯-am-\tk ! IjvS-tamÀt¯mfw ItTm-c-iote ! Jte ! cma³ h\-¯n¶p t]mtI-W-sa-¶tÃm Xma-iote ! hcs¯ hcn¨p \o ? Pm\-Io-tZ-hn¡p hev¡ew \ÂIp-hm³ am\tk tXm¶n-b-sX-s´mcp ImcWw ? `àym ]Xn-{h-Xbm-Inb Pm\In `À¯m-hn-t\m-Sp-IqsS {]bmWw sNbvIn kÀhm-`-c-W-hn-`q-jn-X-Km{Xn-bmbv Znhymw-_-cw-]q--\p-K-an-¨o-Sp-I. Im\-\Zp:J\n-hm-c-WmÀ°w ]Xnþ am\-khpw can-¸n¨p kZm-Imew `À¯r-ip-{iq-jbpw sNbvXp ]ncn-bmsX Nn¯-ip²ym Ncn-¨o-Sp-sIt¶ hcq. C°w hkn-jvtTmàn tI«p Zi-c-Y³ \Xzm kpa-{´-tcm-tS-h-a-cpÄsNbvXp : cmP-tbm-Kyw- cYamip hcp-¯pI cmPo-h-t\-{X-{]-bm-Wmb kXz-cw. C°-apàzm cma-h-{àm-_pPw ]mÀ¯p
]p{X ! lm ! cma ! kuant{X ! P\-ItP ! cma ! cma ! {Xntem-Im-`n-cm-amwK ! lm ! lm ! aa {]mW-k-am\ ! at\m-lc ! Zp:Jn¨p `qan-bn hoWp Zi-c-Yþ \pÄ¡m-¼-gnªp Ic-bp-¶-Xp-t\cw tXcp-sam-cp-an¨p \nÀ¯n kpa-{´cpw {iocm-a-tZ-h-\p-a-t¸m-f-cpÄsNbvXp : tXcn Itc-dpI kotX ! hnc-hn \o t\c-an-\n-¡-f-ªo-S-cp-tX-Xp-ta. kpµcn hµn-¨p-tX-cn³ Itc-dn-\mþ fnµn-cm-h-Ã-`-\m-Inb cma\pw am\tk tJZw Ifªp P\-Is\ hoWp-h-W§n {]Z-£n-Whp sNbvXp XmWp-sXm-gp-Xp-S³ tXcn Itc-dn-\m³ ; _mW-Nm-]m-kn-Xq-Wo-cm-Zn-I-sfÃmw ssIs¡mp hµn¨p Xm\pw Itc-dn-\m³ e£va-W,\t¸mÄ kpa-{´-cm-Ip-em Zp:tJ\ tXÀ \S-¯o-Sn-\m³, `q]\pw \nev¡ \nevs-¡¶p sNm¶m³, cLp-\m-Y\pw KÑ KtÑXn thKm-e-cpÄsN-bvXnXp; \nÝ-e-am-bnXp temI-h-pa-t¶-cw. cmPo-h-tem-N-\³ Zptc ad-ª-t¸mÄ cmPmhp tamln¨p hoWnXp `qX-te. kv{Xo_m-e-hr-²m-h[n ]pc-hm-kn-IÄ Xm]w apgp¯p hne-]n¨p ]n¶mse XnjvT XnjvT {]t`m ! cma ! Zbm-\nt[ ! ZrjvSn-¡-ar-X-am-tbmcp Xncp-ta\n ImWm-bvIn-se-§s\ R§Ä s]mdp-¡p¶p ? {]mWt\m t]mbn-XtÃm hn[n ssZhta C¯cw sNmÃn {]e-]n¨p khcpw kXzcw tXcn³]n-dtI \S-sIm-mÀ. a¶-h³Xm\pw Nncw {]e-]n-¨Y sNm¶m³ ]cn-Nm-c-I-·m-scm-Sm-Ip-em : Fs¶-sb-Sp-¯n-\n-s¡m-p-t]mbv {iocm-a³þ X¶psS amXr-tK-l-¯n-¦-em-¡p-hn³. cmas\ thdn«p Pohn¨p Rm\n\n `qan-bn hmgvsI-¶-Xn-söp \nÀ®bw . F¶Xp tIt«mcp `rXy-P-\-§fpw a¶-h³X-s¶-sb-Sp¯p Iuk-ey-X³ aµn-c-¯n-¦-em-¡o-Sn-\m-c-t¶-cw, ht¶mcp Zp:tJ\ tamln¨p hoWn-Xp. ht¶mcp Zp:tJ\ tamln¨p hoWn-Xp. ]ns¶-bp-WÀ¶p Ic-ªp-Xp-S-Mvl-C-\m³, Jn¶-bm-bvta-hp¶ Iuk-ey-X-t¶m-Spw. /h\-bm{X/
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/hmevao-In-bpsS Bß-IY/ IÀ®m-arXw Xh \ma-am-lm-ß-ytam hÀ®n-¸-Xn-¶mÀ¡p-am-h-Xp-a-ÃtÃm. Nn·-b-\mb \n³ \ma-a-ln-a-bm {_Ò-ap-\n-bmbv Na-ªXp Rms\tSm ! ZpÀ½Xn Rm³ Incm-X-·mcpambv ]pcmþ \nÀ½-cn-bm-Z-§Ä sNbvtX³ ]e-X-cw. P·-am-{X-±zn-PXzw ap¶-ap-ÅXpw {_Ò-IÀ½-§-fp-sams¡ shSnªp Rm³ iq{Z-k-am-Nm-c-XÂ]c-\m-sbmcp iq-{Z-X-cp-Wn-bp-ambv hkn-t¨³ Nncw ]p{X-tcbpw hf-sc-Ö-\n-¸n-¨nXp \nkv{X]w tNmc-·m-tcm-Sp-Iq-sS-t¨À¶p \nXyhpw tNmc-\mbv hnÃpw-a¼pw [cnþ s¨{X-P-´p-¡-sf-s¡m-t¶³ NXn¨p Rm³. F{X hkvXp ]dn-t¨³ ZznP-·m-tcm-Spþ a{X ap\o-{µ-h-\-¯nÂ\n-t¶-IZm k]vX-ap-\n-IÄ hcp-¶Xp Ip Rm³ X{X thtK\ sNt¶³ ap\n-am-cpsS hkv{Xm-Zn-IÄ ]dn-¨o-Sp-hm³ aqV-\mbv a²ym-Ó-amÀ¯m-WvU-tX-P-Êz-cq-]n-IÄ \nÀ±bw {]m]vX\mw ZpjvS-\m-sa-s¶bpw hn{ZpXw \nÀÖ-\-tLm-c-a-lm-ht\ ZrjvSzm kkw-{`-a-sa-t¶m-S-cpÄsNbvXp XnjvT-XnjvT Xzbm IÀ¯-hy-a{X Inw ? ZpjvS-atX ! ]c-amÀ°w ]d-sI¶p XpjvSym ap\n-h-c-·m-c-cpÄsN-bvX-t¸mÄ \njvTq-cm-ßm-hmb Rm\p-a-hÀI-tfmþ SnjvSw aZobw ]d-tª³ \r]m-ßP ! ]p{X-Zm-cm-Zn-I-fp-s-\n-s¡-{Xbpw £pZvXrUv{]]o-Un-X-·m-cm-bn-cn-¡p-¶p. hr¯n-I-gn-¸n³ hgn-t]m-¡-tcmSp Rm³ \nXyw ]nSn¨p ]dn-¡p-am-dm-Ip-¶p \n§-tfmSpw {Kln-¨o-S-W-ta-Xm-\vþ an§s\ Nn´n¨p thtK\ h¶p Rm³. sNm¶mÀ ap\n-h-c-·m-c-Xp-tI-«p-Sþ s\s¶mSp aµ-kvanXw sNbvXp kmZ-cw. F¦n \o R§Ä sNmÃp-¶Xp tIÄ¡Ww \n³ IpSpw-_-t¯mSp sN¶p tNmZn¡ \o \n§-sf-s¨mÃn Rm³ sN¿p¶ ]m]-§Ä \n§ÄIq-sS-¸-Ip-s¯m«p hm§o-Sptam ? F¶p \o sN¶p tNmZn¨p hcp-thmfw \n¶o-Sp-a-ss{Xh R§Ä \nÊw-i-bw. C°-am-IÀWy Rm³ hop-t]mbv sN¶p aÂþ ]p{X-Zm-cmZn-ItfmSp tNmZyw-sN-bvtX³.
ZpjvIÀ½-k-©bwsNbvXp Rm³ \n§-sfþ sbms¡ `cn-¨p-sIm-Åp¶p Zn\w-{]Xn XÂ^-e-sam-s«m«p \n§Ä hm§o-Sptam ? aÂ]m-]-sams¡ Rm³ Xs¶ `qPns¡t¶m ? kXyw ]d-tb-W-sa¶p Rm³ sNm¶-Xnþ \p¯-c-am-b-h-ct¶cw sNmÃn-\mÀ:þ \nXyhpw sN¿p¶p IÀ½-Kp-W-^ew IÀ¯m-shm-gnªp aä-\y³ `pPn-¡tam ? Xm´m³ \nc-´cw sN¿p¶ IÀ½-§Ä Xm´m\\p-`-hn-¨o-Sp-sIt¶ hcq. Rm\p-a-Xp-tI«p PmX-\-nÀ-tÆ-Z-\mbv am\tk Nn´n¨p Nn´n-s¨m-tcm-Xcw Xm]-k-·mÀ \n¶-cp-fp¶ Zn¡n\p Xmt]\ sN¶p \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-ടn-t\³. \nXyXt]m[-\-kw-K-a-tl-Xp\m ip²-ambv h¶n-sX-¶´:Imc-Whpw XyIvXzm [\-pÈ-cm-Zy-§fpw Zqsc Rm³ `àym \a-kv¡-cn-t¨³ ]mZ-k-¶n[u ZpÀ¤-Xn-km-Ktc aá-\m-bo-Sp-hm³ \nÀ¤-an-¨o-Sp-sa-s¶-¡-cp-Wm-ß\m c£n-¨p-sIm-tÅ-Wta ic-Wm-K-Xþ c£Ww `qj-W-atÃm alm-ß\mw kv]jvS-an-Xyqàzm ]XnXw ]Zm-´ntI ZrjvSzm ap\nhc-·m-cp-a-cpÄsNbvXp:þ D¯njvT `{Z-ap-¯njvT tX k´Xw kzkvXykvXp Nn¯-ip-²n-Ê-ssZ-hmkvXp tX kZy: ^ew hcpw kÖ-\-kw-K-amþ ZznZ-Ö-\m\mw al-Xz-ta-Xm-Zriw C¶p-Xt¶ Xcp-¶p-sm-cp-]-tZiþ sa¶m \n\-¡n-Xn-\mte KXn-hcp. At\ym-\y-am-tem-I\w sNbvXp am\tk [\y-X-t]m[-\-·mcpw hnNm-cn¨p ZpÀ-hr¯t\äw ZznPm-[-a-\m-an-h³ Znhy-P-\-¯m-ep-t]-£y-s\-¶m-Inepw c£ ct£Xn icWw Kan-¨-h³ c£-Wo-b³ {]b-Xvt\\ ZpjvtSm]n hm. tam£-amÀt¤m-]-tZ-ti\ c£n-¡Ww km£m ]c-{_-Ò-t_m-[-{]-Zm-t\-\. C°apàzm cma-\m-a-hÀ®-Zzbw hyXy-kvX-hÀ®-cq-t]Wm sNmÃn-¯-¶mÀ. \nXyw acm-a-tc-tXyhw P]n¡ \o Nn¯-ta-Im-{K-am-¡n-s¡m--\m-c-Xw. R§-fn-t§m«p hcp-thm-fhpw ]p\þ cn§-s\-Xs¶ P]n-¨o-cp-¶nSp \o.
C°-a-\p-{Klw ZXzm ap\o-{µ-·mÀ kXzcw Znhy-]Ym Kan-¨o-Sn-\mÀ. \Xzm atcXn P]n-¨n-cp-t¶-\lw `àym kl-{k-bpKw Ign-thm-f-hpw. ]päp-sIm-s-¶p-S aqSn-¨-a-ªnXp apäpw adªp Na-ªnXp _lyhpw. Xm]-tk-{µ-·m-cp-a-s¶-gp-¶-Ån-\mÀ tKm]-Xn-am3-cp-Zbw sNbvX-Xp-t]m-se. \njv{I-an-¨o-sS¶p sNm¶-Xp-tI«p Rm³ \nc-¤-an-¨o-Sn-t\-\mip \mIp-Z-cm hevao-I-a-²y-tXm-\n¶p P\n-¡-bmþ e½p-\o-{µ-·m-c-`n-[m-\hpw sNbvXmÀ. hmevao-Inbmw ap\n-t{i-jvT³ `hm³ _lpþ ema്\m-b-th-Zn-bmbv {_Ò-Ú-\mI \o F¶-cpÄsN-bvsX-gp-¶Ån ap\n-I-fpþ a¶p-Xp-S§n Rm\n-§s\ h¶Xpw. cma-\m-a-¯n³ {]`mhw \nan-¯-ambv cma ! Rm\n-§-s\-bmbv Na-ªo-Sn-t\³. C¶p koXm-kp-an-{Xm-ß-P-·m-tcmSpw \ns¶ apZm Im×-Xn-¶-h-Im-ihpw h¶n-sX-\n¡p ap¶w sNbvX ]pWyhpw \¶mbv ^en¨p Icp-Wm-P-c-\nt[ ! cmPo-h-tem-N\w cmaw Zbm-]cw cmtP-{µ-ti-Jcw cmLhw N£pjm ImWm-b-aqew hnap-à-\m-tb-\lw {XmW-\n-]pW ! {XnZ-i-Ip-e-]tX ! /Nn{X-Iq-S-{]-thiw/ koXbm kmÀ²w hkn-¸-Xn-\m-sbmcp tamZ-I-c-Øew Im«n-¯-cp-h³ Rm³. t]m¶mepsas¶-gp-¶-Ån-\m-\-´ntI tNÀ¶pÅ injy-]-cn-hr-X\mw ap\n. Nn{X-Iq-Sm-NeKw-K-tbm-cm-´-cm3 Nn{X-am-tbm-cp-S-Pw Xoc¯p amap-\o. sX¡pw hS¡pw Ing¡pw ]Sn-ªm-dpþ a£n hntam-l-\-ambv cp imebpw \nÀ½n-¨-hn-sS-bn-cn-s¡-¶-cpÄ sNbvXp; a·-Y-Xp-ey³ P\-I-P-X-t¶mSpw \nÀ½-e-\m-Inb e£va-W³X-t¶mSpw {_Òm-ß\m acp-ho-Sn-\m³ cma\pw hmevao-In-bm \nXy]qPn-X-\m-bv kZm. ImaywKnbm-bpÅ Pm\-In-X-t¶mSpw kmZ-c-\m-Inb e£va-W³ Xt¶mSpw kmZ-c-am-\-µ-apÄs¡mp tahn-\m³ tZh-ap-\n-h-c-tk-hn-X-\m-sbmcp tZh-cm-P³ Znhn hmgp-¶-Xp-t]m-se.
/Zi-c-Ysâ Ncaw/ a{´n-h-c\mw kpa-{´-cp-ta-dn-tbmþ c´ÈpNm sN¶-tbm-²y-]p-¡o-Sn-\m³. hkvt{XW h{à-hp-am-tÑ-Zy I-®p-\oþ cXyÀ°-an-än-äp-hoWpw XpS-¨p-aþ t¯cpw ]pd-¯p-`m-K¯p \nÀ¯n-s¨¶p [oc-X-tbmSp \r]s\ hW-§n-\m³. [m{Xo-]X ! Pb hoc-aute ! Pb imk-{X-atX ! Pb iucyw-_pt[ ! Pb IoÀ¯n-\nt[ ! Pb kzman³ ! Pb Pb amÀ¯m-WvU-tKm-{X-Pm-tXm¯w kta Pb. C¯cw sNmÃo kvXpXn¨p hW-§nb `rXy-t\m-Smip tNmZn¨p hW-§nb `rXy-t\m-Smip tNmZn¨p \rt]m-¯-a³: tkmZ-c-t\mSpw P\-Im-·-P-tbm-Spþ tasXm-cp-Zn-¡n-en-cn-¡p¶p cmL-h³ ? \nÀÃ-Ö-\m-bXn ]m]n-bm-sa-t¶mSp sNmÃp-hm-s\-t´m¶p sNmÃn-b-sX-¶psS e£va-W-s\´p ]dªp hnti-jn¨p e£vao-k-a-bmb Pm\-Io-tZ-hnbpw ? lm ! cma ! lm ! KpW-hm-cnt[ ! e£vaW ! hmcn-P-tem-Nt\ _mte anYn-etP ! Zp:Jw apgp¯p acn-¸m³ XpS-§p¶ ZpjvIr-Xn-bm-sa-¶-cn-I-¯n-cn-¸m\pw a¡-tfbpw Is\n¡p acn-¸m-\pþ an¡m-e-an-Ãm-sX-h¶p kpIr-X-hpw. C°w ]dªp tIgp¶ \rt]-{µ-t\mþ Spįm-]-tam-Sp-c-sNbvXp kpa-{´cpw: {iocm-a-ko-Xm-kp-an-{Xm-ß-P-·m-scþ t¯cn-te-än-s¡mp t]mtb³ Xhm-Ú-bm. irwKn-th-cm-Jy-]p-c-k-hnt[ sN¶p KwKm-XtS hkn-¨o-Sw-Z-im-´tc Ip sXmgp-XnXp {irwKn-th-cm-[n-]³ sImp-h¶p Kpl³ aqe-^-em-Zn-IÄ. Xrss¡-IÄsIm-Xp sXm«p ]cn-{K-lnþ ¨¡p-am-c-·mÀ PSbpw [cn-¨n-Xp. ]ns¶ cLq-¯-a-s\-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\mþ s\t¶ \ncq-]n¨p Zp:Jnbmbv Imcp-ta. sNm-tÃ-W-sa-¶psS XmX-t\mSpw _emþ eÃ-ep-Å-¯n-ep-m-Im-Xn-cn-¡-Ww. kuJy-a-tbm-²y-bn-tedpw h-\-§-fn tam£-kn-²n¡pw s]cp-h-gn-bmbv hcpw. amXm-hn\p \a-k-v¡mcw hnti-jn¨p tJZ-sa-s¶-¡p-dn-¨p-m-I-cp-tXXpw ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw sNmÂI ]nXm-h-Xnþ
Jn¶-\mbv hmÀ²-Iy-]o-Un-X-\m-I-bm Fs¶-¸n-cn-ªpÅ Zp:Ja-ti-jhpw [\y-hm-Iym-arXw sIm-S-¡o-SWw Pm\-Inbpw sXmgp-sX-t¶mSp sNmÃ-n\mþ fm\-\-]-ßhpw Xmgv¯n aµw aµw A{ipIW-§fpw hmÀ¯p kK-ZvKZw iz{ip-]m-tZjp kmjvSmw-K-\-a-kvImcw tXmWn-I-tc-dn-¤p-l-t\m-Sp-Iq-Sth {]mW-hn-tbm-tK\ \nt¶-\-Sn-b\pw A¡scs¨¶n-d-§n-t¸mbv ac-pthm-fþ an¡sc \n¶p ih-i-cocw t]mse \me-©p-\m-gnI sN¶-hmsd ss[cy amew_y aµw \nhr-¯-\m-bo-Sn-t\³ X{X Iukey Ic-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\mÄ Z¯tÃm ]p ]t hc-Zzbw CjvS-bm-tbmcp ssItI-bn¡p cmPytam XpjvS-\mb \ÂIn-bmÂt]m-cm-bn-cp-¶ntXm ? aÂ]p-{Xs\¡m\\mt´ If-hXn-þ \n¸m-]n-sb´p ]ng-¨nXp ssZhta ! Gh-saÃmw hcp-¯n-¯-\ntb ]cnþ tZh\w sNbz-Xn-s\-s´mcp ImcWw ? `q]Xn Iuk-ey-sNm-s¶mcp hm¡p-IÄ Xmt]\ tI«p aµw ]d-ªo-Sn-\m³:þ ]p®n-semcp sImÅ-nh-bv¡p-¶-Xp-t]mse ]pWy-an-ÃmsX amw tJZn-¸n-bmbvI \o. {]mW-{]-bm-W-a-Sp-¯-Xm-t]m-[-\³ {]mW-hn-tbmtK i]n-¨Xp ImcWw Zp:JapÄs¡mp acn-¸m³ XpS-§psa ¶pÄ¡m-¼p-cp-¡n-¨-a-bv¡mbvI hÃt` ! tIÄ¡ \o im]-{]-Imcw at\m-ltc ! km£m X]-kzn-I-fo-iz-c-·m-c-tÃm. AÀ²-cm{Xu ic-Pm-ehpw Nm]hpw lkvtX [cn¨p arKbm hnhn-i-\mbv hmln-\o-Xotc h\m-´tc am\-kþ tamtl\ \nev¡p-¶-t\-c-samcp ap\n tZtl\ amXm-]n-Xm-¡Ä \ntbm-K-¯m kml-k-t¯m-Sn-cp-«¯p ]pd-s¸«p Ipw`-hpw-sImp \oÀtIm-cp-hm³ h¶-h³ Ipwt`\ shÅ-a³t]mSp ap¡pw-hn[u Ipw`-¯n \oc-Iw-]p¡ i_vZw tI«p Ipw`n-Xp-¼n-¡-¿n-ew-t`m-K-Z-anXn Nn´n-¨p-S³ \mZ-t`-Zn\w kmbIw kÔmb Nmt] ZrV-a-b-¨o-Sn-t\³.
lm ! lm ! ltXmkvaylw lm ! lm ! ltXmkvaylw lmtlXn tI«nXp am\p-j-hm-Iyhpw Rms\mcp-tZm-j-am-tcm-Spta sNbvXoe tI\ hm l´ ! ltXm lw hnt[ hrYm ]mÀ¯n-cn-¡p-¶nXp amXm-]n-Xm-¡-·mþ cmÀ¯n-ssI-s¡mp X®oÀ¡p Zmln-¡-bm C¯cw aÀ¯y-\m-Zw-tI«p Rm\Xn {XkvX-\m-bvX{X sN¶-¯-temSpw XZm Xm]-k-_m-eI³ ]mZ-§-fnÂhoWp Xt]\ sNmt¶³ ap\n-kp-X-t\mSp Rm³: kzman³ ! Zi-c-Y-\mb cmPmhp Rm³ ama-]-cm-[n\w c£n-¡-th-W-ta. Rm\-dn-bmsX arK-bm-hn-h-i-\mþ bm\ X®oÀIp-Sn¡pw \mZ-s\-t¶mÀ¯p _mW-sa-bvtX-\-Xn-]m-]n-b-sbmcp Rm³ {]mW³ If-bp-¶-Xp-n\n sshIm-sX. ]mZ-§-fn hoWp tIWo-Sp-sa-t¶mSp tJZw IeÀ¶p sNm¶m³ ap\n-_m-e-I³:þ IÀ½-at{X XSp-¡m-h-X-ÃmÀ¡pta {_Ò-lXym ]m]-ap-m-b-Inà tX sshiy-\t{X Rm³ aa ]nXm-¡-·m-scþ bmiz-kn-¸n¡ \otb-Xpta sshIm-sX. hmÀ²Iyta-dn-Ö-cm-\-c-bpw-]qp t\{X-hpw-Im-WmsX ]mÀ¯n-cp-¶o-Sp¶p Zmtl\ Rm³ Pew sIm§p sNÃp-hm³. Zmlw sImSp¡ \oX-®oÀ sImSp-¯n\n hr¯m´saÃm-a-h-tcm-S-dn-bn¡ kXy-sa-Ãm-a-h-tcm-S-dn-bn¡ kXy-sa-¶m-e-hÀ \ns¶bpw c£n¡pw F¶psS XmX\p tIm]-ap-m-Intem \ns¶bpw `kva-am-¡o-Sp-a-dnI \o. {]mW-§Ä t]mImªp ]oV-bp-t-ähpw _mWw ]dn¡ \o sshI-cp-tX-Xp-ta. F¶Xp tI«p iteym-²m-c-Ww-sNbvXp ]ns¶-Ê-Pew Ie-ihpw ssIs¡mp Z¼-Xn-am-cn-cn-¡p-¶-hn-tSbv¡p kw{`-a-t¯mSp Rm³ sNÃpw Zim-´tc hr²-X-tbmSp t\{X-§fpw thdp-s]þ «À²-cm-{Xn¡p hni¶p Zmln-¨tlm hÀ¯n-¡p-sa-§Ä¡p X®oÀ¡p t]msbmcp ]p{X-\p-an¶p ad-¶p-I-f-ªntXm aän-sÃm-cm-{ibw R§Äs¡m-cp-\mfpw aäpw `hm-s\m-gn-sª´p sshIn-Sp-hm³ `àn-am-t\-ähpw ap¶-saÃma-Xnþ
kzØ-\mbv h¶ntXm \o Ipamc ! _emÂ. C{]-Imcw \ncp-]n-¨n-cn¡pwhn[u aev]m-Z-hn-\ym-k-P-[zm\n tIÄ¡mbn ImÂs¸-cp-amäw aZobw XZm tI«p Xmev]-cy-tamSp ]dªp P\-I\pw :-þ sshIp-hm-s\-´p-aqew aa \µ\ ! thtK\ X®oÀ XcnI \o kmZ-cw. C°-am-IÀWy Rm³ Z¼-Xn-amÀ ]Zw `àym \a-kvI-cn-s¨-{Xbpw `oX-\mb hr¯-´-s\-Ãm-a-dn-bn-¨n-X-t¶cw ]p{X-\-Ã-Ã-tbm-²ym-[n-]-\m-Inb ]rYzo-h-c³ Rm³ Zi-c-Y-s\¶p t]À cm{Xu h\mt´ arKbm hnh-i-\mbv imÀ±q-e-apJy arK-§-sfbpw sIm¶p ]mc-¯n-cp-t¶³ \Zo-Xotc arKm-ibm Ipw`-¯n \ocIw ]p¡ i_vZw tI«p Ipw`n-h-c³ \nP-Xp-¼n-¡-cw-X-¶nþ ew`-Êp-sIm-Åp¶ i_vZsat¶mÀ¡bmþ e¼b-t¨-\-dn-bm-sX-bXpw _em ]p{X\p sIm-t\-c¯p Ic-¨n tIþ s«{Xbpw `oX-\m-bvX{X sN¶o-Sn-t\³. _me-s\-¡p \a-kvI-cn-t¨-\-Xpþ aqe-a-h-\p-sa-t¶mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :þ IÀ½-at{X aa h¶-XnXp Xh {_Ò-l-Xym-]m-]-ap-m-I-bn-sÃ-tSm. I®pw s]mSnªp hb-Êp-ta-sd-¸p¡p ]À®im-tet´ hni¶p Zml-s¯mSp ! Fs¶bpw ]mÀ¯n-cn¡pw ]nXm-¡-·mÀ¡pw X®oÀsIm-Sp-¡-sb-s¶-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\m³ Rm\Xp tI«p-g-tämSp ht¶-\n\n Úm\n-Ifmw \n§-sfms¡ £an-¡Ww {io]m-Z-]-¦-P-sa-¶ntb aänà ]m]n-bm-tbm-c-Sn-b-¶-h-ew-_-\w. P´p-hn-j-b-Ir-]m-h-i-·m-ctÃm k´Xw Xm]k]pwK-h-·mÀ \n§Ä C°-am-IÀWy Ic-ªp-I-c-ªh sc{Xbpw Zp:Jw IeÀ¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ:þ ]p{X-s\-hn-sS-¡n-S-¡p-¶nXp `hm³ Xss{Xh R§-sf-s¡m-p-t]m-bo-tSWw Rm\-Xp-tI-«-hÀX-s½-sb-Sp-¯-Xnþ Zo\--XtbmSp ap-IÀ\p-S Im«n-t\³. IjvS-am-l-´-IjvSw ! IÀ½-sa-¶-hÀ sXm«p XtemSn X\-b-i-co-chpw ]ns¶-¸-e-Xcw sNmÃn hnem-]n¨p
Jn¶-X-tbm-S-h-sc-t¶mSp sNmÃo-\mÀ :þ \obn\n \à NnX Na-¨o-SWw Xobq-taäw Pzen-¸n¨p sshIo-Sm-sX. X{X Rm\pw NnX-Iq«nt\\-t¶cw ]pt{XW kmIw -{]-th-in-¨-hÀIfpw ZKv²-Z-l-·m-cp-ambv sN¶p aqhcpw hr{Xm-cn-temIw Kan¨p hmWo-Sn-\mÀ. -hr-²-X-t]m-[-\-\-t¶-c-sa-t¶mSp ]p{X-tim-I-¯m acn-s¡¶p sNmÃn-\m³. im]-Imew \ap-¡m-K-X-am-bnXp Xm]-k-hm-Iy-a-kXy-ambpwhcm. a¶-h-t\hw ]dªp hnem-]n¨p ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw tIWp-Xp-S-§n-\m³ lmcma ! ]p{X ! lm ! kotX ! P\-ItP ! lmcma ! e£vaW ! lm lm ! KpWmw-_pt[ ! \n§-tfmSpw ]ncn-sª-·-cWw ]p\þ cn§-s\-h-¶Xp ssItI-bn-kw-`-hw. cmPo-ht\-{Xs\¨n´n¨p Nn´n¨p cmPm Zi-c-Y³ ]p¡p kpcm-e-bw. /\mco-P-\-hn-em]w/ Zp:Jn¨p cmP-\m-co-P-\hpw ]p\þ scms¡ hmhn«p Ic-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\mÀ. h£kn XmUn¨p tIgp¶ tLmj-§Ä X£Ww- tI«p hkn-jvT-ap-\o-{µ\pw a{´n-I-tfm-Sp-ap-g-dn-Ê-kw-{`-aþ a´:]pc-aIw ]p¡-cp-fn-s¨bvXp:þ ssXe-a-b-t{Zm-Wn-X-¶n-em¡p [cmþ ]e-I³X-¶p-S tISp-h-¶o-Smbv hm³. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp ZqZ-·m-sc-bpw-hn-fnþ ¨n¶p-Xt¶ \n§Ä thtK\ t]mI-Ww. thKta-doSpw IpXnc-tb-dn-s¨¶p tII-b-cm-Py-a-Iw-]p¡p sNmÃpI amXp-e-\mb bp[m-Pn-¯n-t\m-Sn-\nþ tbXpta Imew If-bm-X-b-¡Ww i{Xp-Lv\-t\mSpw `c-X-s\-sb-¶-Xnþ hn{ZqXw sN¶p sNmÂsI-¶-b-¨o-Sn-\m³. kXzcw tII-b-cm-Wy-a-Ipw-]p¡p \Xzm bp[m-Pn-¯n-t\mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ:þ tIÄ¡ \rt]{µ ! hkn-jvT-\-cpÄsNbvX hm¡p-IÄ i{Xp-Lv\-t\mSpw `c-Xs\ GXpta sshIm-X-tbm-²y-bv¡-b-bvs¡¶p ZqX-hmIyw tI«-t\cw \cm-[n-]³ _me-I-·m-tcmSp t]msI¶p sNmÃn-\m³ Imte ]pd-s¸-«nXp Ipam-c-·mcpw
GXm-\p-a-s§m-cm-]-¯-I-s¸-«nXp XmX-s\-¶m-Inepw {`mXm-hn-\m-Inepw F´-I-s¸-«n-sX-¶p-Ån ]e-Xcw Nn´n¨p Nn´n¨p amÀt¤ `c-X\pw. k´m-]-tam-Sp-a-tbm-²ym-]p-cn-]p¡p kt´m-j-hÀÖnXw i_vZ-lo\w XYm {`jvS-e-£vaoIw Pt\m-Zv_m-[-hÀÖnXw ZrjvSzm hnK-tXm-Õ-hw cmtPy-sa-´nZw tXtPm-hn-lo-\-a-Iw-]p-¡n-Xp-sN¶p cmP-tKlw cmP-e-£-W-hÀÖnXw ZrjvSzm hnK-tXm-Õhw cmPy-sa-´nZw tXtPmhn-lo-\-a-Iw-]p-¡n-Xp-sN¶p cmP-tKlw cmP-e-£-W-hÀÖnXw X{X ssItI-Sn-sb-¡p Ipam-c-·mÀ `àym \a-kvI-cn-¨o-Sn-\m-c-´n-I. ]p{X-s\-¡p kt´m-tjW amXm-hpþ ap°mb KmV-am-enwKy aSn-bnÂhþ ¨p¯-amwtK apIÀ¶mkp tNmZn-¨nXp `{Z-aÃo aÂIp-e-¯n-¦-sem-¡th ? amXm-hn\pw ]nXr-{`m-Xr-P-\-§Ä¡pþ taXpta Zp:Jan-ÃÃo ]dI \o C¯cw ssItIbn sNm¶-t\-c-¯-Xnþ \p¯-c-amip `cX\pw sNmÃn-\m³:--þ tJZ-ap--Ñ-s\-¡m-Wm-sª-\n-¡p-Ån XmX-s\-hnsS hkn-¡p¶p amXmth ! amXm-hn-t\mSp ]ncnªp clkn Rm³ XmX-s\-¸p Im×n-sem-cp-\m-fp-sa. Ct¸mÄ `hXn Xmt\ hkn-¡p-¶-sXþ ´pĸp-hn-e-§pta Xm]hpw `oXnbpw aev]n-Xm-sh§p ]d-sI-¶-Xp-tI«p XÂ{]n-b-amip ssItI-bnbpw sNmÃn-\mÄ:þ F·-I-s\´p Zp:Jn¸m-\-h-Imiw \n·-t\m-hm-RvOn-X-sams¡ hcp¯n Rm³. Aiz-ta-[m-Zn-bm-K-§-sfÃmw sNbvXp hniz-sa-Ãm-Shpw IoÀ¯n ]c-¯nb kÂ]p-cp-j-·mÀ KXn e`n-¨o-Sn-\m³ XzÂ]n-Xm-sh¶p tIs«mcp `c-X\pw t£mWo-Xte Zp:Jhn-lz-e-Nn-¯-\mþ bv hoWp hnem]w XpS-§n-\m-s\-{X-bpw. lm ! XmX! Zp:Jkapt{Z \nbqPy amþ tasXmcp Zn¡n\p t]mbnXp `q]tX ! Fs¶bpw cmPy-`m-c-s¯bpw cmL-h³ X¶psS I¿n kaÀ¸n-bmsX ]ncnþ sª§p s]mbvs¡mp ]nXmth ! KpW-hnt[ !
R§Ä¡p-am-cp-S-tbm-cn\n ssZhta ! ]p{X-\o-h®w Ic-bp-¶-Xp-t\-cþ ap°m]y ssItIbn I®p-\ocpw XpSþ ¨miz-kn-¨o-SpI Zp:tJ\ Inw ^e aoiz-c-I-ev]n-X-sa-Ãm-a-dnI \o. A`yq-Zbw hcp-¯o-Sn-t\³ Rm³ Xh e`y-sa-Ãmsa e`n-¨-X-dnI \o. amXr-hmIyw kam-IÀWy `c-X\pw tJZ-]-c-hi tNXkm tNmZn¨p :þ GXm-\p-sam¶p ]d-ª-Xntà aa XmX³ acn-¡p¶ t\c¯p amXmth ! lm: cma ! cma ! Ipamc ! kotX ! aa {iocm-a-e-£vaW ! cma ! cma ! cma ! kotX ! P\-I-kp-tXXn ]p\:]p\þ cmXp-c-\mbv hne-]n¨p acn-¨nXp XmX\Xp-tI-«-t\cw `c-X\pw amXm-hn-t\mSp tNmZn-¨m-\-sX-´t¿m ! XmX³ acn-¡p¶ t\c¯p cma\pw koXbpw kuan-{Xn-bp-a-cn-I-¯ntà ! F¶-Xp-tI«p ssItI-bnbpw sNmÃn-\mÄ a¶-h³ cma-\-`n-tj-I-am-cw`y k¶-²-bm-b-Xp-I--t\-c-¯p-Rmþ s\¶psS \µ-\³Xs¶ hmgn-t¡Ww F¶p-]-d-ª-`n-tjIw apS-¡n-tb³ \nt¶m--SXn³{]-Imcw ]d-bm-a-tÃm. cp hcw aa X¶p Xh ]nXm ]-Xn-sem-¶n-\m \ns¶ hmgn-s¡¶p cma³ h\-¯n\p t]msI¶p atäXpw `qan-]³X-t¶m-Sn-Xp-Im-e-aÀ°n-t¨³. kXy-]-cm-b-W-\mb \c-]Xn ]rYzo-Xew \n\-¡pw-X¶p cmas\ Im\-\-hm-k-¯n\mbb-¨o-Sn¶v Pm\-In-tZhn ]mXn-{h-Xy-am-ew_y `À{Xm kaw Kan-¨o-Sn-\m-fmip kuþ an{Xnbpw {`mXm-hn-t\m-Sp-Iq-sS-t¸m-bm³. XmX-\-hsc \ne¨p hnem-]n¨p tJtZ\ cma-cm-taXn tZhm-ebw ]p¡m-\-dn-sI¶p amXr-hmIyw tI«p Zp:Jn¨p `qan-bn hoWp `c-X-\pw. tamlw IeÀ¶ t\c¯p ssItI-bn-bpþ aml´ timI-¯n-s\-s´mcp Imc-Ww. cmPyw \n\¡p k{¼m-]vX-ambv h¶nXp ]qPy-\mbv hmgvI Nm]eyw Ifªp \o. F¶p ssItIbn ]d-ª-Xp-tI-«p-Sþ s\m¶p tIm]n¨p t\m¡o-Sn-\m³ amXcw
t{Im[m-án-X-¶n Zl-¨p-t]m-a-½-sbþ ¶m[n]qo-Sn-\mÀ Ip-\n-t¶mÀIfpw `À¯m-hn-s\-s¡m-¶- ]mt] ! alm-tLmtc ! \nkv{Xt] ! \nÀ±tb ! ZpjvtS ! \nim-Ncn ! \n¶psS KÀ`-¯n-ep-Ûp-hn-t¨-s\mcp ]pWyn-ÃmsX alm-]m]n Rm\tlm ! \nt¶m-Sp-cn-bm-S-cp-Xn\n Rm³ sN¶p hÓn-bn hoWp acn-¸-\-Ãm-bvIntem Imf-IqSw IpSn-¨o-Sp-h-\-Ãm-bvIn hmsf-Sp-¯mip Igp-¯-dp-¯o-Sp-h³. hÃ-I-W-¡nepw Rm³ Rm³ acn-¨o-Sp-hþ \nsÃmcp kwibw ZpjvtS ! `b-¦cn ! tLmc-am-bpÅ Ipw`o-]m-I-am-Inb \mc-Iw-X-¶n hkn-¡p-an-Xp-aqew C¯cw amXcw `ÀÕn¨p Zp:Jn¨p kXz-cw-sN¶p Iuk-eybpw ]pWÀ¶o-Sn\mÄ I®p-\o-tcmSpw saen-ª-Xn-Zo-\-bmbv Jn¶-bm-tbmcp Iukey sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ:-þ IÀ½-tZm-j-§-fn-sX-Ãm-a-I-s¸-«nþ sX·-IÄ Zqc-¯-I-s¸« ImcWw {iocm-a-\p-a-\p-Pm-X\pw koXbpw Nocmw-_-c-P-Sm-[m-cn-I-fmbvv h\w {]m]n-¨n-sX-s¶bpw Zp:Jmw_p-cm-in-bn Xmt]\ aá-bm-¡o-Sn-\mÀ \nÀ±bw. lm ! cma ! cma ! cLp-hw-i-\m-bI ! \mcm-bW ]c-am-ß³ PK-ev]tX ! \mY ! `hm³ aa \µ-\-\mbv h¶p PmX-\m-bo-Sn-\m³ tIh-e-sa-¦nepw Zp:Jsa-s¶-¸n-cn-bp-¶o-sem-cn-¡-epþ apÄ¡m-¼n-temÀ¯m hn[n-_-eamw Xptemw. C°w Ic-bp¶ amXm-hp-X-s¶bpw \Xzm `c-X\pw Zp:tJ\ -sNm-Ão-\m³:þ BXp-c-am-\-k-bm-Im-bv¡n-Xp-sImp amXmhp Rm³ ]d-bp-¶Xp tIÄ¡Ww cmL-h-cm-Pym-`n-tjIw apS-¡n-bmÄ ssItI-bn-bm-Inb amXmhp amXmth ! Rm\-dn-ªn-«nà cmL-h³ X¶mW Rm\-cn-ª-t{X-b-sX¦ntem amXmth ! {_Ò-l-Xym-i-X-Pm-Xamw ]m]-hpþ at½ `pPn-¡p-¶n-Xpp Rm³ \nÀ®bw {_Òm-ß-P\mw hkn-jvT-ap-\n-sbbpw [À½-Zm-c-§-f-cp-Ô-Xn-X-s¶bpw JUvtK\ \n{K-ln-¨m-epÅ ]m]-hpþ sams¡-b-\p-`-hn-¨o-Sp-¶-Xp-Ip Rm³.
C§s\ \m\m i]-Y-§fpw sNbvXp Xn§n-\Zp:Jw IeÀ¶p `c-X\pw tIgp-t¶cw P\-\nbpw sNmÃn-\mÄ tZmjw \n\-t¡-Xp-an-sÃ-¶-dnªp Rm³ C°w ]dªp ]pWÀ¶p KmVw-Km-Vþ ap¯-amwtK apIÀ¶m-fXp I-hþ scms¡ hmhn«p Ic-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\mþ c¡Y tI«p hkn-jvT-ap-\o-{µ\pw a{´n-P-\-t¯m-Sp-a³t]m-sS-gp-¶Ån k´m-]-tamSp sXmgpXp `c-X\p tcmZ-\w-I--cpÄsNbvXp hkn-jvT\pw tJZw aXn-aXn tIfnXp tIhew hr²³ Zi-c-Y-\mb cmPm-[n-]³ kXy-]-cm-{I-a³ hnÚm-\-ho-cy-hm³ aÀ¯ykpJ§fmw cmP-t`m-K-§fpw `qàzാ bYm-hn[n bPvR§fpw _lpþ IrXzm _lp-[-\-Z-£n-Wbpw apZm ZXzm {XnhnjvS]w KXzm bYm-kpJw e_v[zm ]pc-µ-cmÀ²m-k\w ZpÀÃ`w hr{Xm-cn-ap-Jy-{Xn-Z-iu-L-h-µy-\mþ bm\-µ-tam-Sn-cn-¡p-¶-Xn-s\´p \o bm\\w Xmgv¯n t\{Xmw_p XpIo-Sp-¶p. ip²-\mßm P·-\m-im-Zn-hÀÖn-X³ \nXy³ \ncp]-\hyb\-Zz-b³ kXy-kz-cq-]³ kI-e-P-K-·-b³ arXyqP·mZnlo\³ PK¡m-c-W³ tZl-a-XyÀ°w PUw £W-`w-Kpcw tamssl-I-Im-cWw ! apàn-hn-tcm-[Iw ip²n-hn-lo\w ]hn-{X-a-sÃm-«pta Nnt¯ hnNm-cn¨p Im-sem-cn-¡epw Zp:Jn¸-Xn-¶-h-Im-i-an-tÃ-Xpta Zp:tJ\ Inw^ew arXyq-h-im-ß\mw XmX-s\¶mInepw ]p{X-s\-¶m-Inepw t{]X-cm-bm-e-Xn-aq-V-cm-bp-Å-hÀ amd-¯-e¨p sXmgn¨p apd-hnfn t¨sd-¯-fÀ¶p tamln¨p hoWo-Sp-thmÀ \nÊm-c-sa-{Xbpw kwkm-c-tamÀ¡ntem kwÕw-K-samt¶ ip`-I-c-am-bpÅp X{X kuJyw -h-cp-¯o-Sp-hm³ \ÃXp \nXy-am-bp-sÅmcp im´n-b-dnI \o. P·-ap-m-In ac-Whpw \nÝbw P·w-a-cn-¨-hÀ¡p-hcpw \nÀ®bw BÀ¡pw XSp-¡-cp-Xm-tXm-c-h-Ø-sbþ t¶mÀ¡-W-saÃmw kzIÀ½-h-i-hXw
XXz-a-dn-ªpÅ hnZzms\mcn-¡epw ]p{X-an-{XmÀ°-I-f-{Xm-Zn-h-kvXp\m thÀs]-Sp-t¶-chpw Zp:Jan-tÃ-Xpta : {_Òm-WvU-tIm-Sn-IÄ \ã-§-fm-bXpw {_ÒWm krjvS§fm-bXpw ]mÀ¡ntem kwJy-bn-Ãm-tXm-f-ap-n-sX-¶m £Wþ `wKq-c-am-bpÅ Pohn-X-Im-e-¯nþ ses´m-cmØm alm-Úm-\n-\m-ap-ÅXpw _Ô-sa-´o-tZ-l-tZ-ln-IÄs¡-¶Xpw Nn´n¨p ambm-KpWssh`-h-§-fpþ a´À½qZm I-hÀs¡´p kw{`aw I¼nX ]{Xm-{K-e-ámw-_p-hn-µp-h kw]Xn¨oSp-am-bp-Ê-Xn-\-iz-cw. {]mà-\-tZ-l-Ø-IÀ½Wm ]ns¶bpw {]m]vXamw tZln¡p tZlw ]pc-]nþ PoÀ®-tZ-l-§-f-Æ-®-ap-t]-£n¨p ]qÀ®-tim`w \h-tZ-l-§Ä sImÅp-¶p. ImeN{I-¯n³ `qa-W-th-K-¯n\p aqe-an-¡À½-t`-Z-§-f-dnI \o. Zp:J¯ns\s´mcp ImcWw sNmÃp\o apJy-P-\-aXw tIÄ¡ Rm\ sNmÃp-hm³ Bßm-hn-\nà P\-\-c-W-hpþ amß\n Nn´n¡ jUv`m-h-hp-an-Ã. \nXym-\-µ-kz-cq-]³ kI-te-iz-c³ imiz-X³ _p²y-Zn-km£n kÀÆmßm k\m-X-\þ \Zzb-t\-I³ ]c³ ]c-a³ inh³. C°-a-\m-cXw Nn´n¨p Nn´n¨p Nnt¯ ZrtV-am-b-dnªp Zp:J§fpw Xyàzm XpS-§pI IÀ½-k-aq-lhpw kXz-c-taXpw hn-jm-Z-apm-sIm-em. /kwkvIm-c-IÀ½w/ {ipXzm Kpcp-h-N\w \r]-\-µ-\-³ IrXzm bYm-hn[n kwkv¡m-c-IÀ½hpw an{X-`r-Xym-am-Xy-tkm-Z-tcm-]m-²ymb bpà-\m-tbmcp `c-X-Ip-am-c\pw XmX-i-co-c-sa--t¯m-Wn-X-¶nÂ\nþ ¶mZ-c-]qÀÆ-sa-Sp¯p \ocm-Sn-¨p. Znhymw-_-cm-`-c-Wm-te-]-\-§-fm kÀÆmw-K-sa-Ãm-a-e-¦-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³ Aán-tlm-{Xm-án-X-¶m-e-án-tlm-{Xnsb kwkv¡-cn-¡pw-h-®-am-Nm-cy-kw-bpXw ZXzm Xntem-ZIw ZzmZ-i-hm-ktc `àym Ign-¨nXp ]nWvUam-Z-cm thZ-]-cm-b-W-·mcmw ZznPm-h-enþ t¡mZ-\-tKm-[-\-{Km-a-c-Xv\mw-_cþ
`qj-Wm-te-]-\-Xmw-_q-e-]q-K-§Ä tXmtjW Zm\-hpw-sN-bvXp ktkm-Zcw hoWp-\-a-kvI-cn-¨m-ioÀÆ-N-\-amþ Zm\-hpw-sNbvXp hnip-²-\mbv tahn-\m³ Pm\-Io-e-£va-W-kw-bp-à-\m-bp-S³ Im\\w {]]n¨p cma-Ip-am-cs\ am\tk Nn´n¨p Nn´n-¨-\p-Zn\w am\-h-ho-c-\m-tbmcp `c-X\pw km\p-P-\mbv hkn-¨o-Sn-\m-\-±n\w \m\m-kp-lr-Ö-\-t¯m-Sp-a-\m-Ipew X{X hkn-jvT-ap-\o-{µ³ ap\n-Ip-eþ k¯-a-·m-cp-ambv h¶p k`-m´ntI AÀt®m-cp-lm-k-\-k-¶n-`\mw ap\n kzÀ®mkt\ acp-ho-Sn-\m-\m-Z-cm i{Xp-Lv\-kw-bp-à-\mb `c-Xs\ X{X hcp-¯n-b-t\-c-a-hÀIfpw a{´n-I-tfmSpw ]pc-hm-kn-I-tfm-Spþ a´-cm-\µw hfÀ¶p acp-hn-\mÀ Ip¼n«p \n¶ `c-X-Ip-am-c-t\mþ Swt`m-P-kw-`-h-\-µ-\³ sNmÃn-\m³:-þ tZi-Im-tem-Nn-X-am-bpÅ hm¡p-IÄ tZio-I-\mb Rm\mip sNmÃo-Sp-h³ kXy-k-Ô³ Xh XmX³ Zi-c-Y³ ]rYzo-Xew \n\-¡Zy \ÀIo-Sn-\m³ ]p{Xm-`yq-Z-bm-À°taj ssItI-bn¡p Z¯-am-tbmcp hc-Zz-b-Im-c-Ww. a{´-]qÀÆ-a-`n-tjIw \n\¡p Rm³ a{´nItfm-Sp-a³t]mSp sNbvXo-Sp-h³ cmPy-a-cm-P-Iamw `hm-\m-en\n XymPy-a-söp [cn¡ Ipamc ! \o XmX-\n-tbm-K-a-\p-jvSn-¡bpw thWw ]mX-I-ap--a-X-Ãm-bvIn-teh\pw Hs¶m-gn-bmsX KpW-§Ä \c-·mÀ¡p h¶p-Iq-Sp¶p Kpcp-{]-km-Z-¯n-\mÂ. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp hkn-jvT-ap-\n-tbmSp \¶mbvs¯mgpXpWÀ¯n¨p `c-X\pw C¶-Sn-b¶p cmPyw-sImp Inw ^ew a¶-h-\m-Ip-¶Xpw aa ]qÀÆ-P³ R§-f-h-\p-sS-In¦c·m-ct{X \n§-fn-sX-Ãm-a-dn-ªtÃm tahp-¶p. /`c-X-sâ-bm{X/ \msf-¸p-eÀ¡mte t]mIp-¶-Xp-Ip Rm³ \mfo-I-t\-{X-s\-s¡m-n-§p-t]m-cp-hm³ Rm\pw `h-\p-a-cp-Ô-Xo-tZ-hnbpw \m\m-]p-c-hm-kn-I-fp-a-amXycpw
B\ tXÀ ImemÄ IpXn-c-¸-S-tbm-Spþ am\-I-iw-J-]-S-l-hm-Zy-t¯mSpw tkmZ-c-{`q-kp-c-Xm-]-k-km-a-´þ taZn-\o-]m-e-I-ssh-iy-iq-{Zm-Znbpw kmZ-c-amip ssItI-bnsbmgn-ªpÅ amXr-P-\-§fpam-bn«p t]mI-Ww. cma-\n-§m-K-an-¨o-Sp-thmfw R§Ä `qan-bnÂXs¶ ibn-¡p-¶-tX-bp-Åp. aqe-^-e-§Ä `qPn¨p `kn-Xhp amte-]-\w-sNbvXp hev¡-ehpw ]qp Xm]-thjw [cn¨p PS-]qp Xm]w IeÀ¶p hkn-¡p-¶-tX-bp-Åp. C°w `c-X³ ]d-ª-Xp-tI-«-hþ sc{Xbpw \¶p-s¶¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ. Nnt¯ \n\-¡nXp tXm¶n-b-XÂ`q-Xþ ap¯-c-·m-cn-e-Xyq-¯-a-\tÃm \o. km[p-¡-tfhw ]pI-gv¯p-¶-Xp-t\-cþ amZn-Xy-tZ-h-\p-Zn¨p `c-X\pw i{Xp-Lv\-t\m-Sp-Iq-sS-¸p-d-s¸-«nXp X{X kpa-{X-\n-tbm-tK\ ssk\yhpw kXzcw cma-s\-¡m-Wm³ \S-¶nXp Nnt¯ \ndªp hgnª tamZ-t¯m-Spw. cmP-Zm-c-§Ä Iuk-eym-Zn-IÄ XZm cmPo-h-t\-{X-s\-¡m-×m³ \S-¶nXp Xm]-k-t{i-jvT³ hk-njvT\pw ]Xv\nbpw Xm]-k-hr-tµ\ kmIw ]pd-s¸-«p. `qan InfÀ¶p s]m§oSpw s]mSn-Ifpw thyma\n sN¶p ]c¶p Na-ªn-Xp. cmL-hm-tem-I-\m-\-µ-hn-h-icmw temI-c-dnªnà amÀ¤-tJ-Z-§fpw irwKnthcmJy-]pcw Kan-¨o-«p-S³ KwKm-X-tS-sN¶p \n¶p s]cp-¼S. tII-b-]p{XokpX³ ]S-tbm-S-anþ §mK-X-\m-bXp tI«p Kpl³ XZm i¦n-X-am-\-k-\mbv h¶p X¶psS In¦-c-·m-tcmSp sNm¶m-\n-X-t¶cw:-þ _mW-Nm-]mZn ikv{X-§fpw ssIs¡mp tXmWn-I-sfms¡ _Ôn¨p k¶-²-cmbv \nev]n-s\-Ãm-hcpw Rm\§p sN¶p-Iþ nt¸mÄ hcp-¶-Xp-app sshIo-SmsX A´ntI sN¶p hµn-¨m-e-h-\p-sSþ b´À¤-X-a-dn-ªo-Sp-¶-Xp--tÃm. cmL-h-t\mSp hntcm-[-¯n-s\-¦ntem t]mI-cp-Xm-cp-a-h-cn\n \nÀ®bw
ip²-sc-¶m-In IS-¯p-Ibpw thWw ]²-Xn-t¡Xpw hnjm-Z-hpw-Iq-SmsX C°w hnNm-cn-¨p-d-¨p Kpl³sN¶p kXzcw Imev¡Â \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. \m\m-hn-t[m-]m-b-§fpw ImgvN-hþ ¨m\-µ-]qÀÆw sXmgp-Xp-\n-¶o-Sn-\m³. Nocmw-_cw L\-iymaw PSm-[cw {iocm-a-a{´w P]-´-\m-cXw [ocw Ipamcw Ipam-tcm-]aw almþ hocw cLp-hcw tkmZcw km\pPw amc-k-am-\-i-cocw at\m-lcw Imcp-Wy-km-Kcw Ip Kpl³ XZm. `qan-bnÂhoWp Kptlm lan-Xyp-àzm-{]þ Wmahpw sNbvXp `c-X-\p-a-t¶-cw. D°m]y KmV-am-enwKy cLp-\m-Yþ `àw hb-ky-a-\m-a-b-hm-Iyhpw `àzm Kpl-t\mSp ]ns¶bpw sNmÃn-\mþ \p¯-a-]q-cp-tjm-¯w-k-cXv\w `hm³ Beow-K\w sNbvXp-htÃm `hms\ temþ Imew-_-\-`q-X-\m-Inb cmL-h³. e£vao-`-K-h-Xn-tZ-hn-s¡m-gnªp knþ ²n¡ptam asämcp-hÀ¡p-a-tXmÀ¡ \o. [\y-\m-Ip-¶Xp \o `qh-\-¯n-¦þ en¶-Xn-\n-sÃ-mcp-kw-ibw aÂktJ ! tkmZ-c-t\mSpw P\-Im-ß-P-tbm-Spþ tasXm-cn-S-¯p-d§o cLp-\m-b-I³ koX-tbm-Sp-IqSn \ob-hnSw apZm Im«n-¯-cn-sI¶p tI«p Kpl³ XZm hm«-an-Ãm-sXmcp kt´m-j-tN-Xkm `à³ `c-X-\-Xyq-¯-a-s\¶p X³þ NnXtX \ncq-]n-¨p-S³ \S-¶o-Sn-\m-\³. b{X KXzm Kpl³ kXzcw sNmÃn-\m-³:þ Im-ep-sa-¦n Ipim-kvXrXw koXbm sImÂhÀ®-³X³ alm-i-b-\-Ø-ew. Ip `c-X\pw apà-_m-jvt]m-ZIw sXm hnd¨p kK-ZvKZw sNmÃn-\m³. lm ! kpIpamcn ! at\m-lc ! Pm\In ! {]mkm-Z-aqÀ²v\n kphÀ®-X-ev]-Øte tImaf-kv\n-Kv²-[-h-fmw-t_-cm-kvXrtX cmtaW titX alm--kpJw km IYw? titX Ipi-ab hnjvStc \njvTqtc tJtZ\ koXm aZo-bm-{K-P-·\m at±m-j-Im-c-Wm-se-¶Xp Nn´n¨p at±-l-amip ]cn-Xy-Pn-¨o-Sp-h³.
Inev_n-j-Im-cn-Wn-bmb ssItI-bn-X³ KÀ`-¯nÂ\n¶p P\n-s¨mcp ImcWw ZpjvIrXnbmb-Xn-]m-]n-bm-sa-s¶bpw [n¡-cn-¨o-Sn-t\³ ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw P·-km-^-eyhpw h¶n-X-\p-P\p \nÀ½-e-am-\-k³ `mKy-hm-s\-{Xbpw A{K-P³ Xs¶-¸-cn-N-cn-s¨s¸mgpw hy{Kw h\-¯n\p t]mb-X-h-\-tÃm. {iocm-a-Zm-k-Zm-k-·mÀ¡p Zmk-\mþ bmcq-V-`-àn-]q-tj Rm\pw kZm \nXyhpw tkhn-¨p-sImÄh-s\-¶m hcpw aÀ¯y-P-·-¯n³ ^e-sa¶p \nÀ®-bw. sNmÃp \osb-t¶m-sS-hnsS hkXn Iuk-eym-X-\-b-\-hn-tSbv¡p sshImsX sN¶p-Rm-\n§p Iq«n-s¡m-p-t]m-cp-hþ s\¶-Xp-tI«p Kpl-\p-ap-c-sN-bvXm³:-þ awK-e-tZ-h-Xm-h-Ã-`³ X¦-enþ ¶n§-s\-bp-sÅmcp `àn-bp-m-I-bm -]p-Wy-hm-·m-cn h¨-t{K-k-c³ `hm³ \nÀ®-b-sa-¦ntem tIÄ¡ alm-atX ! KwKm-\-Zn-I-S-¶m-e-Sp-s¯-{Xbpw awK-e-am-bpÅ Nn{X-Iq-Sm-New X³\n-IptS hkn-¡p-¶n-Xp-ko-Xbm X¶psS tkmZ-c-t\mSpw bYm-kp-Jw. C°w Kptlm-àn-IÄ tI«p `c-X\pw X{X KÑm-atl io{Lw {]nb-ktJ ! XÀ¯p-a-aÀ¯y-X-Sn-\n-sb-k-k-Xzcw IÀ¯p-an-tZym-Kw kaÀt°m `hmZy \o {ipXzm `c-X-hm-Iyw -Kp-l³ kmZcw KXzm hn_p-[-\-Zn-sb-¡-S-¯p-hm³ `rXy-P-\-t¯m-Sp-Iq-sS-Ê-kw-{`aw hnkvXm-c-bpàw alm-t£-]-Wo-bpXw AÚkm Ipe-tZiw \nd-¨o-Sn-\mþ \ªq-dp-tXmWn hcp-¯n-\m³. Duä-am-sbmcp Xpg-bpsa-Sp-¯-Xnþ teäw hen-sbmcp tXmWn-bn Xm³ apZm i{Xp-Lv\-t\mSpw `c-X-t\bpw ap\nþ k¯-a-\mb hkn-jvT-t\Spw XZm cma-am-Xm-hmb Iuk-ey-X-s¶bpw D¯-abmw kpan-{Xm-tZ-hn-X-s¶bpw ]rYzo-i-]-Xv\n-amÀ aä-Å-h-scbpw `àym sXmgp-Xp- I-tcdn aµw Xpgþ ªkvX-`oXym IS-¯o-Sn-\m-\m-Z-cmÂ. D¼ÀX-Sn-sb-¡p-¼n-«-\m-Ipew
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G{X-bp-amÀ°n ssIs¡mp Iuk-eybpw ]p{X\p _mjv]-[m-cm-`n-tj-Iw-sNbvXp KmV-am-Çnjy inckn apIÀ¶p-Sþ \qV-tamZw apebpw Npc¶p XZm A\y-cm-bp-sÅmcp amXr-P-\-s¯bpw ]ns¶ \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\m-\m-Z-cmÂ. e£vao-k-a-bmb Pm\-In-X-s¶bpw KmV-am-Çnjy Iuk-eym-Zn-IÄ kamþ cqVtJZw XpS-¨o-Sn-\mÀ I®p-\oÀ. X{X kam-KXw ZrjvSzm Kpcp-hcw `àym hknjvTw kmjvSmw-K-am-½m-dp-S³ \Xzm cLq-¯-a-\mip sNmÃo-Sn-\mþ s\{Xbpw `mKy-hm³ Rms\¶p \nÀ®bw XmX\p kuJy-aÃo ? \nP-am-\tk tJZ-aptm ]p\-sc-s¶-¸n-cn-I-bm ? Fs´m¶p sNm\-\-sX-t¶mSp sNmÃo-Sp-hmþ s\´p kuan-{Xn-sb-s¡mp ]d-ªXpw ? cma-hm-Iyw-tI«p sN¶m³ hkn-jvT\pw [oaXmw t{ijvT ! XmtXm-Z-´-amip tIÄ:-þ \ns¶-¸n-cn-ª-Xp-Xs¶ \ncq-]n¨p a¶-h³ ]ns¶bpw ]ns¶bpw Zp:Jn¨p cma-cm-taXn kotXXn Ipam-tcXn cmtaXn e£va-tWXn {]em-]w-sNbvXp tZh-tem-Iw-sN¶p ]p¡m-\-dnI \o tZh-t`m-tK\ kpJn¨p k´p-jvS-\mbv IÀ®iqem`w Kpcp-h-N\w `qan-bn IÀWy cLp-h-c³ hoWnXp `qan-bn X£-W-ap-ss¨ÀÆo-em-]n-¨n-tX-ähpw e£va-W-t\mSp P\-\o-P-\-§fpw Zp:Jam-temIy aäpÅ P\-§-fpþ sams¡ hmhn«p Ic-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\mÀ. lm ! XmX amw ]cn-XyPy hn[n-h-imþ tesXmcp Zn¡n\p t]mbn-Xt¿m `hm³. lm ! lm ! ltXm la-\mtYm kvan aman\n kvt\tl\ emfn-¸-Xm-c-\p-hm-kcw tZl-an\n XyPn-¨o-Sp-¶-Xp-Ip Rm³ taml-sa-\n-¡n-\n-bnà Pohn-¡-bnÂ. koXbpw kuan{Xn-Xm-\p-a-Æ-®ta tcmZ\w sNbXp hoWo-Sn-\mÀ `qXte X±-imbmw hkn-jvtTm-àn-IÄ tI«h cpį-]-sam«p Npcp¡n acp-hn-\mÀ. aµm-In-\n-bn-en-d-§n-¡p-fn-¨-hÀ atµ-X-c-ap-Z-I-{In-bbpw sNbvXmÀ. ]nWvUw a[p-k-ln-Xw-Kp-eo-kÂ^-eþ
]nWym-I-\nÀ½n-Xm¶mw sImp-h-¨nXp bmsXm-c¶w Xm³ `qPn-¡p-¶-Xp-aXp kmZcw \evIp ]nXr-¡Ä¡p-sa-¶tà thZ-kvarXnIÄ hn[n-¨-sX-t¶mÀ¯-Xnþ -tJtZ\ ]nWvU-Zm-\m-\´cw XZm kv\m\w-I-gn¨p ]pWym-lhpw sNbvXY kv\m\m-Z-\-´cw {]m]n-¨n-Xm-{i-aw. A¶p]hm-khpw sNbvXn-sXÃm-hcpw h¶p-Zn-¨o-Sn-\m-\m-Zn-Xy-tZ-h-\pw. aµm-In-\n-bnÂIp-fn-s¨¯p kÔybpw hµn-¨p-t]m-¶m-{ita hkn-¨o-Sn-\mÀ. /`c-X-cm-L-h-kw-hmZw/ At¶-c-amip `c-X\pw cma-s\þ s¨¶p sXmgpXp ]d-ªp-XpS§n\m³:þ cma ! cma ! {]t`m ! cma ! alm-`mK ! ama-I-hmIyw sNhn-X¶p tIÄ-¡Ww D-Sn-b-\-`n-tj-I-kw-`m-c-§Ä sImp-h-¶n-«-Xp-sIm-n-\n-ssh-ImsX sNbvI-th-W-a-`n-tj-I-kw-`m-c-§Ä sImp-h-¶n-«-Xp-sIm-n-\n-ssh-ImsX sNbvI-th-W-a-`ntj-Ihpw ]me\w sNbvI cmPyw Xh ss]{Xyw bYm-Nn-Xw. tPjvTamw [À½w {]Pm-]-cn-]m-e\w Aiz-ta-[m-Znbpw sNbvXp IoÀ¯bm Nncw hniz-saÃmw ]c-¯n-¡p-e-X-´th ]p{X-tcbpw P\n-¸n¨p cmPyw \nPþ ]p{X-¦-em¡n h\-¯n-\p-t]m-I-Ww. Ct¸m-f-\p-Nn-X-at{X h\-hm-kþ aÂ`q-X-hn-{Ia ! \mY ! {]koZ ta. amXm-hp-X-¶psS ZpjvIrXw XmhI tNXkn Nn´n-¡-cpXp Zbm-\n-t[ ! {`mX-hp-X-¶psS ]mZmw-_pPw incþ kymZmb `àn-]q-n-°-acpÄsNbvXp. ZWvU-\-a-kvIm-chpw sNbvXp \n¶nXp ]WvUn-X-\mb `c-X-Ip-am-c\pw D°m]y cmL-h-\p-Õw-K-am-tcm]y Nn¯-tam-tZ\ ]pWÀ¶p-sNm-Ão-Sn-\m³. aZzm-Iy-a-{X-tI-«mepw Ipamc ! \o b¯z-tbmàw abm X¯-ssYh {ipXw XmX-s\-s¶-¸-Xn-¶mep kwh-Õcw {]oX-\m-bv¡m-\\w hmgvsI¶p sNmÃn-\m³ ]nXm \n\¡p cmPyw amXr-k-½Xw Z¯-ambo ]p\-sc-¶-Xp-I-cWw tNXkm ]mÀ¡n \ap-¡n-cp-hÀ¡p-anþ
¯m\-\n-tbm-K-a-\p-jvTn-¡bpw thWw. bmsXm-cp-¯³ ]nXrhmIys¯ ewLn¨p \oXn-lo\w hkn-¡p-¶nXp `qXte Poh-ßr-X-\-h³ ]ns¶ \c-I-¯n tahpw acn-¨m-ep-an-sÃmcp kwibw BIbm \o ]cn-]m-en¡ cmPyhpw t]mI Rm³ ZWvUIw X¶n hmWo-Sp-h³. cma-hm-Iyw-tI«p sNm¶m³ `c-X\pw Imap-I-\mb XmX³ aqV-am-\-k³ sNm¶ hmIyw {Kmly-aà alm-atX ! a¶-h-\mbv `hm³ hmgvI aSn-bmsX F¶p `c-X-hm-Iyw-tI«p cmL-h³ ]ns¶bpw aµ-kvan-Xw-sNbvXp sNmÃn-\m³:þ `qan-`À¯m ]nXm \mco-Pn-X-\à Iman-bp-aà aqVm-ßm-hp-aà tIÄ. XmX-\-k-Xy-`-bwsImp sNbvX-Xnþ t\Xpta tZmjw ]d-b-cp-tXmÀ¡ \o. km[p-P-\-§Ä \c-I-¯n-ep-a-Xnþ `oXn-]q-n-Sp-a-k-Xy-¯n am\tk F¦n Rm³ hmgv h³ ht\ \n´n-cp-hSn k¦-S-sa-¶ntb cmPyhpw hmgpI tkm-Z-c-\n°w ]d-ª-Xp-tI-«-Xnþ kmZcw cmL-h³Xm-\p-a-cpÄsNbvXp:--þ cmPyw \n\-¡p-sa-\n¡p hn]n-\hpw ]qPy\mw XmX³ hn[n-¨nXp ap¶-ta. hyXy-b-am-b-\p-jvTn-¨m \ap-¡Xp kXy-hn-tcm[w hcp-sa¶p \nÀ®-bw. F¦nÂRm\pw \n´n-cphSn]n-¶mse In¦-c-\mbv kpan-{Xm-ß-P-s\-s¸mse t]mcp-hm³ Im\-\-¯n-¶-X-cp-sX-¦n tNcp-hm³ sN¶p ]c-tem-I-amip Rm³. \ntXym-]-hm-tk\ tZl-ap-t]--£n-¸þ \ntXym-h-am-ß\n \nÝ-bn-¨-´ntI ZÀ`-hn-cn¨p Ing¡p Xncn-ªp-\nþ ¶t¸mÄ shbn-e¯p ]p¡p-`-c-X\pw \nÀº-Ô-_p²n I-t¸mÄ cLp-h-c³ XÂt_m-[-\mÀ°w \b-\m-´-kw-Úbm sNm¶m³ Kpcp-hn-t\m-S-t¸mÄ hkn-jvT\pw sN¶p-ssI-tI-bo-kp-X-t\mSp sNmÃn-\m³:þ aqV-\m-bo-sSmem tIÄ¡-\o-sb-¦ntem KqV-am-tbmcp hr¯m´w \r]m-ßP ! cma-\m-Ip-¶Xp \mcm-b-W³ ]c³
Xma-c-tkmÂ`-h-\À°n¡Im-cWw `qan-bn kqcy-Ip-e-¯n-e-tbm-²y-bn `qan-]m-em-ß-P-\m-bn-¸n-d-¶n-Xp. cmh-W-s\-s¡m¶p [À½s¯ c£n¨p tZh-I-sf-¸cn ]men-¨p-sIm-Åp-hm³ tbmK-am-bm-tZ-hn-bm-bXp Pm\In t`mKo-{]-h-c-\m-Ip-¶Xp e£va-W³ temI-am-Xmhpw ]nXmhpw P\-IPm cmL-h-·m-sc-¶-dnI hgn-t]m-se. cmh-W-s\-s¡mÂh-Xn¶p h\-¯n\p tZh-Im-cymÀ°w ]pd-s¸«p cmL-h³. aÙ-cm-hm-Iyhpw ssItI-bn-Nn-¯þ \nÀº-Ôhpw tZh-Ir-X-sa-¶-dnI \o. {iocm-a-tZ-h-\n-hÀ¯-\-¯n-¦-epþ Åm{Klw \obpw ]cn-Xy-Pn-¨oSpI. Imc-W-]q-cp-jm-\p-Úbm kXzcw \o cmP-[m-\n¡p t]mI aSn-b-sX. a{´n-I-tfmSpw P\-\o-P-\-t¯m-Spþ a´-an-ÃmX ]S-tbm-Sp-an-s¸mtg sN¶-tbm-²ym-]p-cn-]p¡p hkn¡ \o h¶o-Sp-a-{K-P³ Xm\p-a-\p-P\pw tZhn-bp-ao-tc-gp-kw-h-Õ-cm-h[u cmh-W-´s¶ h[n¨p k]p-{X-Iw. C°w Kpcqàn-IÄ tI«p `c-X\pw Nnt¯ hf-À-s¶mcp hnkvabw ssIs¡mp `àym cLq-¯-a-k-¶n[u kmZcw KXzm aplpÀ¶-a-kvIrXzm ktkm-Zcw ]mZpImw tZln cmtP{µ ! cmPym-btX ]mZ_p²ym aa tkhn-¨p-sIm-Åp-hm³. bmh-¯-hm-K-a\w tZh-tZh ! ta Xmh-tZ-hm-\m-cXw `Pn-¨o-Sp-h³. C°w `c-tXm-àn-tI«p cLq-¯-a³ s]m¯m-c-Sn-I-fn tXÀ¯ saXn-bSn `àn-am-\mb `c-X\p \ÂIn-\m³ \Xzm ]cn-{K-ln-N-No-Sn-\m³ X¼n-bpw. D¯-a-c-Xv\-hn-`q-jn-X-]m-Zp-Imþ ap¯-amwtK tNÀ¯p cma-\-tc-{µt\ `àym {]Z-£nWw IrXzm \a-kv¡-cnþ ¨p°mb hµn-¨p-sNm-¶m³ kK-ZvKZw a\z-_vZ-]qÀt® {]Y-a-Znt\ `hm³ h¶-Xn-söp h¶o-Sp-In-ev]ns¶ Rm³ A\y-Zn-h-k-ap-jkn Pzen-¸n¨ hÓn-bn¨mSn acn-¡p-¶-Xp--tÃm. F¶-Xp-tI«p cLp-]-Xnbpw \nPþ
I®p-\o-cpw-Xp-S-¨p-S³t]mSp sNmÃn-\m³. A§-s\-X-s¶-sbm-c-´-c-an-Ã-Xnþ \§p-Rm-\¶pX-t¶-hcpw \nÀ®-bw. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp hnS-bpw-sIm-Sp-¯nXp [\y³ `c-X³ \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. ]ns¶ {]Z-£n-W-hpw-sNbvXp hµn¨p atµ-Xcw ]pd-s¸«p `c-X\pw amXr-P-\-§fpw a{´n-h-c-·mcpw {`mXm-hp-am-Nm-cy\pw alm-tk-\bpw {iocm-a-tZ-h-s\-t¨-Xkn tNÀ¯p-sImþ mcq-V-tam-tZ\ sImp-t]m-bo-Sn-\mÀ. irwKn-th-cm-[n-]-\mb Kpl-s\bpw awK-e-hmNm ]d-ª-b-¨o-Sn-\mÀ. ap³]n \S¶p Kpl³ hgn-Im-«p-hm³ ]n³t] s]cp-¼-Sbpw \S-sIm-n-Xp. ssItI-bn-Xm\pw kpXm-\p-h-Zw-sImp timI-a-I¶p \S¶p aI-\p-ambv KwK IS¶p Kplm-\p-hm-tZ-\ \m ewK-¸-S-sbmSpw IqsS-¡p-am-c-·mÀ sN¶-tbm-²ym-]p-cn-]p¡p cLp-h-c³ Xs¶bpw Nn´n¨p Nn´n-¨-\p-Zn\w `àym hnip-²-_p²ym ]pc-hm-kn-IÄ \nXy-kp-tJ\ hkn-¨n-sX-Ãm-hcpw Xm]k-thjw [cn¨p `c-X\pw Xmt]\ i{Xp-Lv\\pw {hX-t¯m-Sp-S³ sN¶p \µn-{Km-a-a³t]m-Sp-]p-¡nXp h¶n-Xm-\µw PK-Zzm-kn-IÄs¡Ãmw. ]mZp-Imw-h¨p knwlm-kt\ cmL-hþ ]mZ-§-sf¶p k¦-ev]n¨p kmZcw KÔ-]p-jv]m-Zy-§ÄsImp ]qPn-¨p-sImþ ´ntI tkhn-¨p-\n-¶m-cn-cp-hcpw \m\m-ap-\n-P-\-tk-hn-X-\m-sbmcp am\-h-ho-c³ at\m-l-c³ cmL-h³ Pm\-In-tbm-Sp-a-\p-P-t\mSpw apZm am\-km-\µw IeÀ¶p Nne-Zn\w Nn{X-Iq-Sm-Nte hmtWm-c-\-´cw Nnt¯ \ncq-]n-¨p-sImp cLp-h-c³ an{X-hÀ¤-§-f-tbm-²y-bnÂ\n¶p hþ s¶¯p-an-hn-sS-bn-cp-¶m-en-\n-bp-S³ kXzcw ZWvU-Im-c-Wy-¯n-\m-bvs¡mp _²-tamZw Kan-¨o-Sp-I-th--Xpw. C°w hnNmcy [cn-{Xo-kp-X-bp-aþ Xyq¯-a-\mb kuan-{Xn-kp-am-bvXZm XXymP Nn{X-Iq-Sm-New cm-L-h³ kXy-k-Ô³ \S-sIm-m³ h\m-´-tc.
/A{Xym-{i-a-{]-thiw/ A{Xn-X¶m{iaw ]p¡p ap\o-{µs\ `àym \a-kv¡-cn-¨p cLp-\m-Y-\pw. cmtam laZy [t\ym kvan alm-apt\! {ioaÂ]Zw Xh ImWm-b-Im-c-Ww. km£m alm-hnjvWp \mcm-b-W³ ]c³ tam£-Z-s\-¶-X-dnªp ap\o-{µ\pw ]qPn-¨n-XÀLy--]m-Zym-Zn-IÄsImp Xw cmPo-h-tem-N\w {`mXr-`m-cym-\zn-Xw. sNmÃn-\m³ `q]m-e-\-µ-\-·m-tcmSp sNmsÃ-gp-sa-¶psS ]ßn-bp--{X-tIÄ. F{Xbpw hr²-X-]-kzn-\n-am-cnÂhþ ¨p¯-a-bmb [À½Úm Xt]m-[\m ]À®-im-hm-´À Krtl hkn-¡p-¶nXp sN¶p-I-mepw P\-I-\r-]m-ßtP ! F¶-Xp-tI«p cmam-Úbm Pm\In sN¶-b-kq-bm-]-Z-§Ä hW-§n-\mÄ. htÕ! hcn-I-cntI P\-Im-·tP ! kÂkw-Kaw P·-km-^-ey-tamÀ¡-\o. htÕ ]nSn-¨p-tNÀ¯m-enw-K\w sNbvXp XÕz-`mhw sXfnªp ap\n-]-Xv\nbpw hniz-Iv½m-hn-\m \nÀ½n-X-am-tbmcp hniz-hn-taml\amb ZpIpehpw IpWvU-e-hpw-aw-K-cm-K-hp-sa-¶nh aWvU-\m-À°a\-kqb \evIo-Sn-\mÄ. \¶p ]mXn-{h-Xy-am-{inXy cmL-h³ Xt¶m-Sp-IqsS \o t]m¶-Xp-ap-¯-aw. Im´n \n\¡p Ipd-bm-bvsIm-cn-¡epw im´-\mIpw Xh hÃ-`³X-t¶mSpw sN¶p alm-cm-P-[m\n-b-Iw-]p¡p \¶mbv kpJn¨p kpNncw hkn¡ \o. C°-a-\p-{K-lhpw sImSp-¯m-Z-cm `À¯p-ct{K Kan-s¡-¶-b-¨o-Sn-\mÄ. arjvS-ambv aqh-tcbpw `qPn-¸n-¨Y XpjvSnIeÀ¶ Xt]m-[-\-\-{Xnbpw {iocm-a-t\m-S-cpÄsNbvXp `hm-\tlm \mcm-b-W-\m-b-X-dn-tª-\lw \n·-lm-ambm PK-{¯-b-hm-kn\mw kt½m-l-Im-cn-Wn-bm-bXp \nÀ®bw. C¯-c-a-{Xn-ap-\o-{µ-hmIyw tI«p X{X cm{Xu hkn¨p cLp-\m-Y-\pw. tZh-\p-am-tZ-hn-tbm-S-cp-fn-s¨-bvXnþ tXh-sa-¶mÄ Infn-ss¸-X-e-¡m-e-ta.
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\n¶psS Nmcpcq]-§Ä ImWmbv hcnþ sI¶psS I®p-IÄsImp \nc-´cw IÀ®-§Äs¡mp tIÄ¡mbv htcWw kZm \n¶psS Nmcp-N-cnXw [cm-]tX ! a¨-c-W-Zzbw k©-cn-¨o-S-Wþ aNyp-X-t£-{X-§ÄtXmdpw cLp-]tX ! Xzev]m-Z-]mwkp XoÀ°-§-tf-ev¡m-I-Wþ sat¸m-gp-aw-K-§ÄsImp \nXyw `h-ev]-Zw. `àym \a-kvI-cn-¡mbv htcWw aplpþ cp¯-amw-Kw-sImp \nXyw `h-ev]-Zw. C°w ]pIgv¶ kp{K-hs\ cmL-h³ Nn¯w IpfnÀ¯p ]nSn¨p ]pevIo-Sn-\m³. AwK-kw-Kw-sImp Ievajw thcä awK-em-ßm-hmb kp{Ko-h-s\-¯Zm ambbm X{X tamln-¸n-¨n-X-t¶cw Imcy-kn²n¡p Icp-Wm-P-e-\n-[n. kXy-kz-cq-]³ Nncn-¨-cp-fn-s¨bvXp kXy-at{X \o ]d-ª-sXtSm ktJ ! /_men-kp-{Ko-h-bp²w/ _menbs¨¶p hnfn¡ bp²-¯n\p Imew If-b-cp-tX-Xp-an-\n-sbtSm ! _men-sb-s¡m¶p cmPym-`n-tj-Iw-sNbvXp ]m-e\w sNbvXp-sImÄh³ \ns¶ \nÀ®-bw. AÀ¡m-ßP\Xp-tI«p \S-¶nXp InjvIn-Ôbmw ]pcn t\m¡n \ncm-Ip-ew. AÀ¡IptemÂ`-h-·m-cmb cma\pw e£va-W-ho-c\pw a{´n-IÄ \mÂhcpw an{X-P³ sN¶p InjvIn-Ôm-]p-c-Zzmcn bp²-¯n-\mbv hnfn-¨o-Sn-\m³ _mensb ]rYzo-cp-lhpw adªp \n¶o-Sn-\mÀ an{X-`m-th\ cmam-Zn-I-f-t¶-cw. {Ip²\mw _men-b-e-dn-h-¶o-Sn-\m³ an{X-X-\-b\pw h£kn Ip¯n-\m³. hr{Xm-cn-]p-{X\pw an{X-X-\-bs\ ]¯p-\q-dmip hen-¨p-Ip-¯o-Sn-\m³. _²-tcm-tjW ]c-kv]cw X½nse bp²-a-Xoh `b-¦-c-am-bn-Xp. cà-a-Wn-tª-I-cq-]-[-c-·m-cmbv iàn-I-eÀ¶-]hscm¸w s]mcp-t¶cw an{Xm-ß-P-t\Xp hr{Xm-cn-]p-{X-t\þ Xn°w Xncn-¨-dn-bm-h-sÃm-cp-¯\pw an{X-hn-\m-im-\mi¦bm cmL-hþ \kv{X-{]-tbm-Khpw sNbvXo-e-Xp-t\-cw. hr{Xm-cn-]p-{X-ap-jvSn-{]-tbmKw sImp
càhpw OÀ±n¨p `oX-\m-tbm-Sn-\m³ an{X-X-\-b\pw kXz-c-amÀ¯-\mbv hr{Xm-cn-]p-{X-\p-am-ebw ]p¡nXp. hn{X-kvX-\mbv h¶p an{X-X-\-b\pw ]rYzo-cp-lm-´ntI \n¶-cp-fo-Sp¶ an{Xm-\z-tbmÂ`q-X-\m-Inb cma-t\mþ sS{X-bp-amÀ¯ym ]cp-j-§Ä sNmÃn-\m³:þ i{Xp-hn-s\-s¡mp sImÃn-¡tbm Xh Nn¯-¯n-temÀ¯-X-dn-ªoe Rm\t¿m ! h[y-s\-¶m-In h[n-¨p-I-f-ªm-eþ akvt{XW amw \n´n-cp-hSn Xm³ Xs¶ kXyw {]am-W-sa-t¶mÀt¯-\Xpw ]p\þ sc{Xbpw ]mcw ]ng¨p Zbm-\nt[ ! kXy-k-Ô³ `hm-s\¶p Rmt\mÀ¯Xpw hyÀ°-a-t{X-i-c-Wm-K-X-h-Õe ! an{Xm-ß-tPm-àn-I-fn-¯-c-am-Ip-em {ipXzm cLq-¯-a-\p-¯cw sNmÃn-\ _²m-{ip-t\-{X-\m-bm-enw-K-\w-sNbvXp Nnt¯ `b-s¸-Smbv tIXpw aa ktJ ! AXy-´-tcm-j-th-K-§Ä IeÀs¶mcp bp²-at²y `hm-·m-sc-¯n-cn-bmªp an{X-Lm-Xn-Xz-am-i¦y Rm\-t¶cw apà-hm-\m-b-Xn-Ãkv{Xw [cn¡ \o Nn¯-{`aw hcmbv hms\m-c-S-bmfw an{Xm-ßPm ! \n\-¡p-m-¡p-h-\n\n i{Xp-hm-bp-sÅmcp _men-sb-Ê-Xzcw bp²-¯n-\mbv hnfn-¨mepw aSn-bmsX hr{X hn\m-i-\-]p{X\ma-{K-P³ arXyp-h-i-K-X-s\-¶p-d-¨oSp \o kXy-an-Z-alw cma-s\-¶m-Intem anYy-bmbv h¶p-IqSm cma-`m-jn-Xw. C°w kam-izky an{Xm-ßPw cmaþ `{Z³ kpan-{Xm-ß-P-t\mSp sNmÃn-\m³:-þ an{Xm-ß-P-Ktf ]pjv]-am-eys¯ \o _²zm hnc-thm-S-b-bv¡p¶ bp²-¯n-\mbv i{Xp-Lv\-]qÀÆ-P³ ameyhpw _Ôn¨p an{Xm-ß-Ps\ tamZm-e-b-¨o-Sn-\m³. /_menh[w/ hr{Xm-cn-]p-{Xs\ bp²-¯n-\m-bvs¡mp an{Xm-ß-P³ hnfn-¨o-Sn-\m³ ]ns¶bpw {Ip²-\m-bv\n¶p InjvIn-Ôm-]p-c-Zzmcn IrXzm alm-knw-l-\mZw chn-kp-X³ _²-tcmjw hnfn-¡p¶ \mZw XZm {ipXzm-Xn-hn-kvan-X-\m-sbmcp _menbpw
_²zm ]cn-Icw bp²mb kXzcw _²sshcw ]pd-s¸-t«mcp t\c¯p `À¯p-ct{K sN¶p _²m-{ip-t\-{X-bmbv at²y XSp¯p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ Xmcbpw:-þ i¦m-hn-lo\w ]pd-s¸-«-sX-s´mcp i¦-bp-p-Ån-s\-\n-¡Xp tIÄ¡ \o hn{K-l-¯n-¦Â ]cm-Pn-X-\m-bvt]mb kp{Ko-h-\mip h¶o-Sp-hm³ ImcWw F{Xbpw ]mcw ]cm-{I-a-ap-sÅmcp an{X-a-h-\pp ]n´pW \nÀ®-bw. _menbpw Xmc-tbm-Smip sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ _mte ! _em-semcp i¦-bp-m-sImem I¿-b-¨oSp \o sshI-cp-tX-Xpta \osbmcp Imcyw [cn-t¡-W-tam-ate ! _Ôp-hmbm-cp-Å-tXmÀ¡ kp{Ko-h\p _Ôan-sÃ-t¶mSp sshc-¯n-\mÀ¡pta _Ôphmbp--h-t\-I-s\-¶m-Intem l´-hy-s\-¶m-e-h-\p-a-dnI \o i{Xp-hm-bp-Å-h³ h¶p Krlm-´ntI bp²-¯n-\mbv hnfn-¡p-¶nXpw tI«p-S³ iqc-\m-bpÅ ]pcp-j-\n-cn-¡ptam ? `ocp-hm-bpÅneS-¨Xp sNmÃp \o. sshcn-sb-s¡m¶p hnc-hn³ hcp-h³ Rm³ [ocX sIms¡m-n-cn¡ \o hÃt` ! Xmcbpw sNm¶m-f-Xp-tI-«-h-t\mSp hoc-in-Jm-atW ! tI«m-ep-sa-¦n \o Im\-\-¯n-¦Â \mbm-«n\p t]mbnXp Xmt\ aa kpX-\w-K-Z-\-t¶cw tIt«mcpZ´-s\-t¶mSp sNm¶m-\Xp tI«n«p tijw btYm-NnXw t]mI \o. {iocm-a³ Zi-c-Y-\m-a-tbm-²ym-[n-]³ cma-s\-¶p--h³X-¶psS \µ-\³ e£va-W-\m-Ip-a-\p-P-t\mSpw \nPþ e£vao-k-a-bmb koX-tbmSpah³ h¶n-cp-¶o-Sn-\m³ ZWvU-I-Im-\t\ h\ym-i-\-\m-bv¯-]-Êp-sN-bvXo-Sp-hm³ ZpjvS-\m-bp-sÅmcp cmh-W-cm-£-k³ I«p-sIm-m\-h³ X¶psS ]Xv\nsb e£va-W-t\m-Sp-a-h-sf-b-t\z-jn¨p XÀ£-W-ar-iy-aq-Im-Nte h¶nXp an{Xm-ß-P-s\bpw X{X IoSn\m³ an{X-ambv hmgvI-sb-¶-t\ym-\y-sam-¶n¨p kJyhpw sNbvXp-sIm-m-c-án-km-£n-bmbv
Zp:Jim-´n-¡-§n-cp-h-cp-am-bp-S³ hr{Xm-cn-]p-{X-s\-s¡m¶p InjvIn-Ô-bn an{Xm-ßP ! \ns¶ hmgn-¸-s\-s¶mcp kXyhpw sNbvXp-sIm-Sp-¯nXp cmL-h³. kXz-c-aÀ¡-X-\-b-\p-a-t¶cw At\z-j-Ww-sN-bvX-dnªp koXm-tZhn Xs¶bpw Im«n-¯-cp-h-s\¶pw X½n At\ym-\y-tahw {]Xn-Úbpw sNbvXnXp h¶n-Xn-t¸m-fXp If-ªmip kp{Ko-hs\ sskzc-ambv hmgn-¨p-sImÄI-bn-f-a-bmbv bmln cmaw \o ic-W-ambv thtK\ ]mln amaw-KZw cmPyw Ipew-N-tX. C§ns\ sNmÃn-¡-cªp Imepw ]nSnþ ¨§s\ Xmc \a-kv¡-cn¡pw hn[u hymIp-e-lo\w ]pWÀ¶p ]pWÀ¶-\pþ cmK-h-ti\ ]d-ªnXp _menbpw:þ kv{Xokz-`m-hw-sImp t]Sn-bm-bvtI-Xpta \mkvXn `bw aa hÃt` tIÄ¡ \o {iocm-a-e-£va-W-·mÀ h¶-sX-¦ntem tNcp-sa-t¶m-Sp-a-h-sc¶p \nÀ®bw cmas\ kvt\l-sa-t¶m-f-an-ÃmÀ¡pta cma-\m-Ip-¶Xp km£m alm-hnjvWp \mcm-b-W³ Xm\-h-X-cn¨p `qanþ `mc-l-c-WmÀ°-sa¶p tIĸpp Rm³. ]£-t`Zw `hm-\nà \nÀ®bw \nÀ¤p-W-t\-I-\m-ßm-cm-a-\o-iz-c³ X¨-c-Wmw_ptP hoWp \a-kv¡-cnþ ¨nÑbm Rm³ Iq«n-s¡m-n§p t]mcp-hm³ aÂKr-l-¯n-¦-ep-]-Im-c-hp-tadpw kp{Ko-h-s\-¡m-fp-sa-s¶-s¡-tmÀ¡ \o. Xs¶ _v`Pn-¡p-¶-h-sc-_v`-Pn-¨o-Spþ a\y-`mhw ]c-am-ßm-hn-\n-Ã-tÃm. `àn-K-ay³ ]c-ta-iz-c³ hÃt` ! `àntbm ]mÀ¡n-se-t¶m-f-an-ÃmÀ¡pta Zp:Jhpw \o¡n hkn¡ \o thiva\n ]pjvI-c-tem-Pt\ ! ]qÀ®-Kp-Wmw-_pt[ ! C°amizmky hr{Xm-cm-Xn-]p-{X\pw {Ip²-\mbv kXzcw _²zm ]cn-Icw \nÀ¤-an-¨o-Sn-\m³ bp²mb kXzcw \n{K-ln-¨o-Sp-hm³ kp{Ko-hs\ {Ip[m. Xmc-bp-a-{ip-I-W-§fpw hmÀ¯p-hmþ À¯mcq-V-tJ-Z-a-I¯p ]p¡o-Sn-\mÄ. ]Ãpw-I-Sn-¨-e-dn-s¡mp _menbpw \nÃp-\n-sÃ-¶-W-tªm-cp-t\cw XZm
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\ns¶ h[n-¨nXp Rm³ taml-_-²-\mbv \ns¶ \o tbXp-a-dn-bm-ª-Xp-satSm ! ]p{Xo `Kn\n ktlm-Z-c-`m-cybpw ]p{X-I-f-{Xhpw amXm-hp-ta-Xpta t`Z-an-sÃ-¶tÃm thZ-hm-Iy-aXp tNXkn tamlm ]cn-{K-ln-¡p-¶-h³ ]m]n-I-fnÂh-¨p-taäw alm-]m]n Xm]ahÀ¡n-Xn-\mse hcp-a-tÃm. acymZ \o¡n \S-¡p-¶-hÀIsf iucy-tadpw \r]--·mÀ \n{K-ln-¨Y [À½-ØnXn hcp¯pw [c-Wo-Xte \nÀ½-emßm \o \ncq-]n¡ am\-tk. temI-hn-ip²n hcp-¯p-hm-\m-bvs¡mp temI-]m-e-·mÀ t]mIm-bvIp-h-tcm-SnXpw ]m]-¯n-\mbv hcpw ]m]n-IÄt¡-ä-hpw. C°-a-cpÄsN-bvXp-sXm-¡th tI«mip Nn¯-hn-ip²n `hn¨p I]o-{µ\pw cmas\ \mcm-b-W-s\-¶-dn-ªp-S³ Xma-k-`m-h-a-I¶p kkw-{`aw `àym \a-kvIrXym hµn¨p sNmÃn-\mþ \n°w aam-]-cm[w £an-t¡-W-ta. {iocm-a-cma ! alm-`mK ! cmLh ! \mcm-b-W³ \n´n-cp-hSn \nÀ®bw. Rm\-dn-bmsX ]d-ª-sXÃmw Xh am\tk Imcp-Wy-tamSp £an-¡-Ww. \n´n-cp-ta-\nbpw Ip-I-mip \nþ ¶´ntI Xmh-I-amb ic-taäp tZl-ap-t]-£n-¸-Xn¶p tbmKw h¶þ തml´ ! `mKy-sa-s´m¶p sNmÃm-hXpw km£m alm-tbmKn \ma]n ZpÀÃ`w tam`-{]Zw Xh ZÀi\w {io]tX ! \n´n-cp-\maw acn-¡m³ XpS-§-t¼mÄ k´m]apÄs¡m sNmÃpw ]pcp-j\p tam£w e`n-¡p-¶-Xm-I-bm-en¶p ta km£m ]pc:ØnX-\mb `K-hms\ Ip-I-³t]mSp \n¶psS kmbIw sImp acn-¡m-\-h-Im-i-an-¡mew Dm-sX¶psS `mKym-Xn-tc-I-anþ Xptm ]eÀ¡pw e`n-¡p-¶-Xo-izc : \mcm-b-W³ \n´n-cp-hSn Pm\In XmcnÂam-Xm-hmb e£vao-`-K-hXn ]wànIWvT³Xs¶ \n{K-ln-¸m-\mip ]wàn-c-Ym-ß-P-\mbv P\n¨p `hm³ ]ß-P³ ap¶-aÀ°n-¡-bm-se-¶Xpw
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Xm-cnÂam-Xn-s\-¡-oe \mw Ziþ IWvT-t\bpw Ip-In-«oe I{X-]n kp{Ko-h\pw Xo£vW-Z-Þ-\t{X Xptemw \n{K-ln-¨o-Sp-ah³ \s½ \nÀ®-bw. {Ip²-\m-bp-ff kp{Ko-h³ h[n-¡-bn \ntXym-]-hm-tk\ arXyp `hn-¸Xp apàn¡p \Ãp \ap¡p ]mÀt¯mfsaþ ¶n°w \ncq-]n-¨p-d¨p I]n-Ipew ZÀ` hncn¨p InS-¶n-sX-Ãm-hcpw Iev]n-¨-Xn-§s\ \s½-sb-t¶mÀ¯-hÀ. /k¼m-Xn-hmIyw/ At¸mÄ atl-{µm-N-te-{µ-Kp-lm-´-cm Kr{²w ]pd¯p ]Xp-s¡-¸-p-d-s¸«p hr²-\m-bp-f-tfmcp KrZv{[{]h-c\p ]r°zo-[-c-{]hm-tcm-¯pw-K-cq-]-\mb ZrjvSzm ]c-s¡-¡n-SvIIpw I]n-I-sfþ ¯pjvSym ]d-ªnXp Kr{²-I-em-[n-]³ ]£-an-Ãm-X-tXm-sc-\n¡p ssZhw _lp `£Ww X¶Xp `mKy-atÃm _emÂ. ap¼n ap¼n {]mW-lm\n hcp-¶Xp kw{]o-Xn-]qp `£n-¡m-\p-Zn\w Kr{²-hm-Iyw-tI«p aÀ¡-SuLw ]cnþ {XkvX-cm-b-t\ym-\y-amip sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ : A{Zo-{µ-Xp-ey-\m-tbmcp Kr{²m[n-]³ kXzcw sIm¯n-hn-gp-§p-sa-Ãm-sc-bpw. \njv]ew \mw acn-¨o-Sp-am-dm-bnXp Iev]n-X-amÀ¡pw XSp-¡-cp-tX-Xp-ta. \½m-sem-cp-Im-cyhpw IrX-am-boe IÀ½-tZmj§Ä ]d-bm-e-sX-´tlm ! cma-Im-cy-s¯bpw km[n-¨-Xnà \mw kzman-bpsS lnXhpw h¶-Xn-Ã-tÃm. hyÀ°anh-\m acn-s¡¶p h¶-Xpþ sa{Xbpw ]m]n-I-fm-I-X-s¶ hbw. \nÀ½-e-\mb [À½mßm PSm-bp-X³ ¶a-tbmÀt¯mfw ]d-bm-h-X-Ã-tÃm. hÀ®n-¸-Xn¶p ]Wn-bp-m-h-\psS ]pWy-tamÀ¯m asäm-cp-¯À¡p In«ptam ? {iocm-a-Im-cym-°-am-iD acn-¨-h³ tNcp-am-dm-bnXp cma-]m-Zmw-_ptP ]Xv£n-sb-¶m-Inepw tam£w e`n-¨nXp ]£o-{µ-hm-l-t\m-\p-{Klw hnkvabw hm\-c-`m-£nXw tI«p k¼m-Xnbpw am\-km-\µw IeÀ¶p tNmZn-¨nXp : IÀ®-]o-bq-j-k-am-\amw hm¡p-IÄ sNm¶-Xm-cn¶p PSm-bp-sh-¶n-§s\ ?
\n§-fm-sc-´p-]-d-bp-¶n-X-t\ym-\yþ an§p hcp-hn³ `b-s¸-Sm-bvtI-Xp-sa. D¼ÀtIm³ ]u{X-\p-a-t¼m-SXp tI«pþ k¼m-Xn-X-¶psS ap¼n-em-½m-dp-sNþ ¶wt`m-P-tem-N-\³ X³ ]mZ-]-¦Pw kw`mhyx kt½m-Z-apÄs¡mp sNmÃn-\m³. kq-cy-Ip-e-Pm-X-\mb Zi-c-Yþ \mcy-]p-{X³ alm-hnjvWp \mcm-b-W³ ]pjvI-c-t\-{Xamw cma³Xn-cp-hSn e£va-W-\mb ktlm-Z-c\pw \nPþ e£vanbmw Pm\-In-tbmSpw X]-Ên-\mþ bv]p¡nXp Im\\w XmX-Úbm ]pcm. I«p-sIm-o-Sn-\m³ X¡m-e-sa-{Xbpw ZpjvS-\mbpff Zi-ap-J³ koX-sbþ e£va-W\pw Ia-te-£-W\pw ]ncnþ ªt£m-Wo-]p{Xn apd-bn-«Xp tI«p X£Ww sN¶p XSp¯p bp²w-sN-bvXmþ \£-W-Zm-Nmct\mSp- P-Sm-bphmw ]£n-{]-h-c,\Xn-\m he-sªmcp ct£m-h-c³ \nPN{µ-lm-kw-sImp ]£hpw sh«n-b-dp,-¯m-\-Xp-t\cw ]£o-{µ\pw ]Xn-¨m³ [c-Wo-Xte `À¯m-hn-s\-¡p hr¯m´-sam-¡th kXyw ]d-sªmgnsª¶pta \n¶psS arXyp-h-cm-sI-¶-\p-{K-ln-¨mÄ [cmþ ]p{Xn-bpw, XÂ{]-km-tZ\ ]£o-{µ\pw cma-s\-¡p hr¯m-´-a-dn-bn¨p cma-km-bqPyw e`n-¨nXp `mKy-hm³. AÀ¡-IptemÛh-\m-Inb cma-\pþ aÀ¡-P-t\m-S-án-km-£n-Iamwh®w kJyhpw sNbvXp-S³sIm-¶nXp _mensb; kp{Ko-h-\m-bvs¡mp cmPyhpw \ÂIn-\m³ hm\-cm-[o-kz-c-\mb kp{Ko-h\pw Pm\-In-sb¯n-c-ªmip Io-Sp-hm³ Zn¡p-IÄ\m-enepw t]mIm\b-¨nXp e£w I]n-h-c-·m-sc-tbmtcm Znio. Z£n-W-Zn-¡n\p t]m¶nXp R§fpw ct£m-h-c-s\bpw I-Xn-sçp-ta. ap¸Xp \mfn-\-I¯p sN¶o-Sm-bvInþ et¸m-f-hsc h[n¡pw I]n-h-c³. ]mXm-f-aĸp¡p hmkcw t]mb-Xpþ taXp-a-dn-ªo-e, R§-f-Xp-sImp ZÀ` hncn¨p InS¶p acn-¸-Xnþ ¶t¸mÄ `hm-s\bpw Ip-In«n _emÂ. GXm-\p-ap--dn-ªn«p \osb-¦n-temko-Xm-hn-tijw ]d-ªp-X-tc-W-ta.
R§fptS ]c-amÀ°-hr-¯m-´-§þ fn§-t\-bp--sffm¶p \ob-dn-ªo-sS-tSm. Xmtc-b-hm-¡p-IÄ tI«p k¼m-Xn-bpþ amco-V-tam-Z-a-h-t\mSp sNmÃn-\m³. : Cjv-S\mw {`mXm-sh-\n¡p PSm-bp, Rmþ s\m«p-\m-fp--h-t\mSp ]ncn-ª-Xpw. C¶-t\-Im-bncw hÕ-cw-IqSn Rmþ s\¶psS tkmZ-c³hmÀ¯ tI«o-Sn-t\³. F¶psS tkmZ-c-\m-bp-Z-I-{Inb bvs¡t¶sb-Sp¯p Pem-´ntI sImp-t]mbv \n§Ä sN¿n-¸n-\p-Z-IÀ½m-Zn-I-Ä; \n§-Ä¡p hmIvk-lmbw sNbz-\mip Rm³. At¸m-f-h-s\-sb-Sp¯p I]n-I-fpþ a_v[n-Xo-c¯p sh¨o-Sn-\m-cm-Z-cmÂ. XÕ-ente Ifn-¨-RvP-enbpw \evIn hÕ\mw {`mXm-hn-\m-bvs¡mp kmZ-cw. kzØ-\mbv k¼mXn Pm\-In-X-¶psS hr¯m-´-amip ]d-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\m³ : XpwK-am-boSpw {XnIq-Sm-N-tem-]cn e¦m-]p-cn-bpp at²y kap-{Z-am-bv. X{X almtimI-Im-\t\ Pm\In \à-©-co-P-\-at²y hkn-¡p-¶p. Zqcsamcp-\qdp tbmP-\-bp-Xp t\tc \ap¡p ImWmw Kr{²-\m-I-bmÂ. kmaÀ°y-amÀ¡Xp ewLn-¸-Xn-¶-h³ `qan-X-\q-P-sb-¡p hcpw {[phw. tkmZ-c-s\-s¡m¶ ZpjvS-s\-s¡m-tÃ-Wþ tasXm-cp-Pm-Xnbpw ; ]£-hp-anà ta. bXvt\\ \n§Ä IS-t¡-W-amip t]mbv cXv\m-Icw ]ns¶ h¶p cLq-¯-a³ cmh-W³X-s¶bpw \n{K-ln¡pw £Wmþ teh-an-Xn¶p hgn-sb¶p \nÀ®-bw. cXv\m-Icw iX-tbm-P-\-hn-kvXrXw bmXvt\\ NmSn-¡-S¶p e¦m-]p-cwþ ]q¡p sshtZ-ln-sb-¡p ]d-ªp-Sþ \n¡-c-¨m-Sn-¡S¶p hcp-¶Xpw X½n \ncq-]n-¡\m sas¶m-cp-an¨p X½n-e-t\ym\yw ]d-ªp-Xp-S-Mvl-C-\mÀ. k¼m-Xn-X-¶psS ]qÀh-hr-¯m-´-§þ ft¼mSp hm\-c-·m-tcmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ : Rm\pw PSm-bphmw {`mXm-hp-ambv ]pcmþ amt\\ ZÀ¸n-X-am-\-k-·m-cp-ambv thK-_-e-§Ä ]co-£n-¸-Xn-¶-Xnþ thKw ]d-¶nXp taevt]m«p R§fpw. amÀ¯m-WvU-a-WvU-e-]-cy-´-apÂ]-Xnþ ¨mÀ¯-cmbv h¶p ZnI-c-civan-bmÂ.
X£tW Xobpw ]nSn-¨n-X-\p-P\p ]£-]p-S-§-fn-e-t¸m-f-hs\ Rm³ c£n-¸-Xn-\p-S³ ]n¶n-em-¡n-Sn-t\³. ]£w Icnªp Rm³ hoWnXp `qan-bnÂ. ]£-Zz-b-t¯mSp hoWm-\-\p-P\pw ; ]£n-IÄ¡m-{ibw ]£-atÃm \nPw. hnÔym-N-te-{µ-in-ckn hoWn-Sn-t\³. {]mW-ti-j-¯m-ep-WÀt¶mcp t\c¯p ImWm-bnXp NndIpw Icn-ªn-§-s\. ZnKv{`-aw-]qp tZi-§-f-dn-bmªp hn{`m-´-am-\-k-\m-bp-g-¶-§s\ sNt¶³ \nim-I-c-Xm-]-k³X¶psS ]pWym-{i-a-¯n\p ]qÀ®m-`m-tKym-Z-bmÂ. Ip alm-ap\n sNmÃn-\m-t¶mSp ]p Ip-tffm-c-dn-hp-\n-an-¯-ambv ; F´p k¼mtX ! hncq-]-\m-bv h¶-Xnþ s\´p-aq-e-an-Xm-cm-e-I-s¸-«Xpw ? F{Xbpw ià-\m-tbmcp \n\-¡n¶p ZK-²-am-hm-s\´p ]£w ]dI \o. F¶Xp tI«p Rms\-¶psS hr¯m-´þ sams¶m-gn-bmsX ap\n-tbmSp sNmÃn-t\³. ]ns¶bpw Iq¸n-s¯m-gpXp tNmZn-¨nXp k¶-ambv h¶p NndIpw Zbm-\nt[ ! Poh-\-s¯-²-cn-t¡-p-ap-]m-b-anþ t¶h-sa-t¶mSp sNmÃn-¯-tc-W-ta ! F¶Xp tI«p Nncn-¨p-a-lm-ap\n ]ns¶-±-bm-h-i-\m-b-cp-fn-sNbvXp ; kXy-am-bp-f-fXp sNmÃp-¶-Xpp Rm³ IrXyw \n\-s¡m-¯-h®w Ipcpjz \o. tZlw-\n-an-¯ao Zp:Ja-dnI \o tZl-tamÀ¡n IÀ½-kw-`hw \nÀ®-bw. tZl-¯n-ep-tfm-c-lw-IrXn IÀ½-§Ä sN¿p-¶p. anYy-bm-bp-tffmhnZym-k-ap-Û-hþ hkvXp-hm-bp-tffm¶lw-Im-c-tamÀ¡ \o. NnÑm-b-tbmSp kwbp-à-ambv hÀ¯tX X]vX-am-bp-tffmcbx]nÞ-h kZm. tX\ tZl-¯n¶p XmZmßytbmtK\ Xms\mcp tNX-\-hm-\mbv `hn-¡p-¶p. tZtlm-l-tam-¶p-ff _p²n-bp-mbvhcpþ aml´ \q\-am-ßm-hn\p amb-bm. tZtlm-l-assZ-hyh IÀ½-IÀ¯m-l-anþ Xyml´ k¦ev]y kÀhYm Poh\pw IÀ½-§Ä sNbvXp ^e-§-fm _²-\mbv kt½m-l-amÀ¶p P\-\-a-c-Wamw kwkm-c-ku-JymZpxJmZn-IÄ km[n¨p lwk-]-Z-§Ä ad¶p Na-bp-¶p.
taevt]m-«p-amip Iogvt]m«pw {`an-¨Xn XmÂ]-cy-hm³ ]pWy-]m-]m-ßI kzbw F{Xbpw ]pWy-§Ä sNbvtX³ hfsc Rm³ hn¯m-\p-cq-t]W bÚ-Zm-\m-Zn-IÄ ZpÀ¤Xn \o¡n-Êp-Jn¨p hkn-¡Ww kzÀ¤w Kan-s¨¶p Iev]n-¨n-cn-¡th arXyp `hn¨p kpJn¨p hmgpw-hn[u D¯-amwKw sImff hogp-a-t[m-`q-hn. ]pWy-sam-Sp-§n-bm-en-µp-X·-WvUte sN¶p ]Xn¨p imeym-Zn-I-fmbv `hnþ ¨mtam-Z-apÄs¡mp hmgpw Nnc-X-cw. ]ns¶-¸p-cp-j³ `pPn-¡p¶ t`mPy-§Äþ Xs¶ NXpÀhn-[-ambv`hn¡pw _emÂ. F¶-Xn-sem¶p tcX-Êmbv Na-ªXp sN¶p koa-´n-\o-bn-embv hcpw. tbm\n-c-à-t¯mSp kwbp-à-ambv h¶p Xmt\ Pcm-bp-]-cn-th-jvSn-X-hp-amw. GI-Zn-t\\ IeÀ¶p Ie-eam taIo-`-hn-¨m-eXpw ]ns¶-sa-Ãmth ]©-cm-{X-sImp ]ns¶ bYm-{Iaw amwk-t]-inXzw `hn-¡p-a-Xn-¶Xp amkmÀ²-Im-te\ ]ns¶bpw saÃth t]io-cp-[n-c-]-cn-¹p-X-am-h-cpþ amip Xkym-a-¦-tcmÂ]-¯nbpw hcpw ]ns¶-sbmcp aq¶p-am-tk\ kÔn-Iþ fwK-§ÄtXmdpw {ItaW `hn-¨o-Spþ awKp-eo-Pm-ehpw \mep-am-k-¯n-\mÂ. Z´-§fpw \J-]Mvànbpw Kplyhpw kÔn¡pw \mkn-Im-IÀ®-t\-{X-§fpw ]©-am-kw-sIm-p, jjvT-amtk ]p\x In©-\-t]mepw ]ng-bmsX tZln\mw IÀ®-tbm-ivOn{Zw `hn-¡p-a-Xn-kv^p-Sw. ]ns¶ tamt{Um-]-Ø-\m`n ]mbp-¡-fpw k]vXta amkn `hn-¡pw, ]p\-c]n ]pjvS-am-boSpw Pmc-Ø-em-´-tc, H³]Xmw amtk hfcpw Zn\w-{]Xn; I¼w Ic-N-cm-Wm-Zn-IÄ¡pw hcpw. ]©ta amkn ssNX-\y-hm-\m-bv -cpþ aRvPkm Poh³ {ItaW Znt\-Zn-t\. \m`n-kq-{Xm-ev]-c-t{ÔW amXm-hn-\m kmt]-£-amb `pàm-¶-c-k-¯n-\m hÀ²tX KÀ`-K-amb ]nWvUw aplqÀþ arXyp-hcm \nP IÀ½-_-e-¯n-\mÂ. ]qÀh-P-·-§fpw IÀ½-§fpw \nPw kÀh-Imew \ncq-]n¨p \ncq-]n¨p ZpxJn¨p PmT-c-h-Ón-{]-X-]vX-\mþ
bvX¡m-c-W-§Ä ]dªp-Xp-S-§n-\m³ : ]¯p-\q-dm-bncw tbm\n-I-fn P\nþ s¨{X IÀ½-§-f-\p-`-hn-t¨-\-lw. ]p{X-Zm-cm-°-_-Ôp-¡Ä kw_-Ô-hpþ sa{X \qdm-bn-cw-tImSn Ign-ªn-Xp. \nXy-Ip-Spw-_-`-c-ssW-I-k-à-\mþ bvhn¯-a-\ym-b-am-bmÀÖn¨n-X-\zlw. hnjvWp-kva-c-Whpw sNbvXp-sIm-oe Rm³ IrjvW-Ir-jvtWXn P]n-¨n-tem-cn-¡-epw. XÂ^-e-sa-Ãm-a-\p-`-hn-¨o-Sp-¶nþ Xnt¸m-fn-hn-sS-¡n-S¶p Rm\n-§-s\. KÀ`-]m-{X-¯nÂ\n-s¶¶p _mly-Øte sIevt]m-sS-\n¡p ]pd-s¸-«p-sIm-f-fmhq ? ZpjvIÀ½-sam-¶pta sN¿p-¶Xnà Rm³ k¡À½-Pm-e-§Ä sN¿p-¶-tX-bp-f-fq. \mcm-b-W-kzm-an-X-s¶-sbm-gnªp aþ ämscbpw ]qPn-¡-bnà Rms\-¶p-ta. CXymZn Nn´n-¨p-Nn-´n¨p Poh\pw PmX\mw tbm\n-c-t{ÔW ]oUm-\znXw ]mey-am-t\m]n amXm-]n-Xm-¡-·m-cm _meym-ZnZpxJ§sf´p sNmÃm-hXpw ! buh-\ZpxJhpw hmÀ²-IyZpxJhpw kÀh-hp-tamÀt¯m-teXpw s]mdm ktJ ! \n¶m-e-\p-`q-X-am-bp-f-f-sX-´n\p hÀ®n¨p Rm³ ]d-bp¶p hrYm _em ? tZtlm-l-sa-¶p-ff `mh-\bm almþ tamtl\ kuJyZpxJ§-fp-m-Ip-¶p. KÀ`-hm-kmZn ZpxJ§-fpw P´p-hþ t¤mÀÛ-h\mihpw tZl-aqew ktJ ! Øqe-kp£vam-ß-I-tZ-lZz-bm ]cw tate-bn-cn-¸-Xmßm ]c³ tIh-e³. tZlm-Zn-I-fn aa-Xz-ap-t]-£n¨p taml-a-I-¶m-ßÚm\nbmbv hmgvI \o. ip²w kZm im´-am-ßm-a-hybw _p²w ]c-{_-Ò-am-µ-a-Zzbw kXyw k\m-X\w \nXyw \ncp-]aw XXz-taIw ]cw \nÀKvKpWw \njvIfw k¨n-·bw kI-Xm-ß-I-ao-iz-cþ aNypXw kÀh-P-K-·bw imizXw ambm-hn\nÀ½pà-sa-¶-dn-bp-t¶cw ambm-hn-tam-l-a-I-ep-sa-Ãm-h\pw {]mc-_v[-IÀ½-th-Km-\p-cq]w `qhn PmX-\m-boSpw Zi-c-Y-]p-{X-\m-bv. \à-©-tc-{µs\ \n{K-ln-¨-t¼mSp _à-P-\-¯n\p apàn hcp-¯p-hm³ ZÞ-Im-c-Wy-¯n hmgpw hn[u _emÂ
NÞ\mbp-ff Zim-ky\mw cmh-W³ ]pÞ-co-tImÂ`q-X-bm-Inb koXsb ]Þn-X-·m-cmb cma-ku-an-{Xn-IÄ thÀs]-«n-cn-¡p-¶-t\-c¯p h¶p Xþ ¶m]¯n-\m-bv¡m-«p-sImpt]mw amb-bm. e¦-bnÂs¡mp sh¨oSpw Zim-´tc ]¦-P-tem-N-\-sb-¯n-c-ªo-Sp-hm³ aÀI-S-cm-P-\n-tbm-Km I]n-Ipew Z£n-W-hm-cn[n Xoc-tZti hcpw. X{X kam-Kaw \nt¶mSp hm\-cþ s¡À¯p-samcp \nan-t¯\ \nÊw-i-bw. F¶m-e-htcmSp sNmÃn-s¡m-Sp¡ \o X\zwZn hmgp¶ tZiw Zbm-h-imÂ. At¸mÄ \n\¡p ]£-§Ä \h-§-fmþ bpÛ-hn-¨o-Sp-a-Xn-\nà kwi-bw. Fs¶-¸-dªp t_m[n-¸n-¨n-Xn-§s\ ap¶w \nim-I-c-\mb alm-ap\n. h¶Xp Im×n³ Nnd-Ip-IÄ ]p¯-\mþ sbt¶ hnNn-{Xtc !\¶p-\-s¶-{X-bpw. D¯-a-Xm-]-k-·m-cpsS hmIyhpw kXy-a-ÃmsX hcn-I-bn-sÃ-¶p-ta. {iocm-a-tZ-h-I-Ym-ar-X-am-lm-ßyþ amcm-ep-tamÀ¯m-e-dn-bm-h-X-tÃ-Xpw. cma-\m-am-arX¯n¶p kam-\-amþ bvamatI am\tk aäp tXm¶n-etlm ! \ÃXp tat·Â htc-Wta \n§Ä¡p IeymWKm{Xn-sb-¡-p-In-t«-Wta ! \¶m-b-Xn-{]-bXv\w sNbvIn-eÀ®-hþ an¶p-Xs¶ IS-bv¡m-bzcpw \nÀ®-bw. {iocm-a-\m-a-kvar-Xn-sImp kwkm-cþ hmcm-¶n-[n-sb-¡-S-¡p-¶n-tX-h-cpw. cma-`m-cym-tem-I-\mÀ°-ambv t]mIp¶ cma-`à·mcmw \n§Äs¡m-cn-¡epw kmK-c-s¯-¡-S-¶o-Sp-hm-t\Xpsamþ cmIp-e-ap-m-I-bn-sÃm-cp-Pm-Xn-bpw. F¶p ]d-ªp ]d¶p adªnXþ Xyp¶-X-\mb k¼mXn hnlm-b-km. /kap-{Z-ew-L-\-Nn´/ ]ns¶-¡-]n-h-c-·mÀ IuXp-t¯m-Spþ at\ym-\y-amip ]d-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\mÀ, D{Kw alm-\-{I-N-{I-`-b-¦-cþ at{K kap-{Z-am-temIy Ip]n-Ipew F§s\ \man-Xo-s\-¡-S-¡p-¶-hmþ sd§pw adp-Ic Im×m-\n-an-Ã-tÃm. Bh-Xn-Ãm-¯Xp Nn´n¨p tJZn¨p
Nmh-Xn-s\-´m-h-Imiw I]n-Itf! i{I-X-\-b-X-\q-P-\m-aw-K-Z³ aÀ¡-S-\m-b-I-·m-tcmSp sNmÃn-\m³: F{Xbpw thK-_-e-ap-ff iqc-·mÀ iànbpw hn{I-ahpw ]mc-ap-tÃm \n§-sf-Ãm-hÀ¡p, sa¶m-en-h-cn shþ ¨o§p-h-s¶-t¶m-sSm-cp-¯³ ]d-b-Ww. Rm\n-Xn-\m-sf-¶-htÃm \½psS {]mWs\ c£n-¨p-sIm-f-f-D-¶Xpw ZrVw. kp{Ko-h-cm-a-ku-an-{Xn-IÄ¡pw _lp hy{Kw Ifªp c£n-¡p-¶-Xp-a-h³. AwK-Z-\o-§s\ sNm¶Xp tI«-hÀ X§-fn X§-fn t\m¡n-\m-tc-h-cpw. H¶pw ]d-ªo-sem-cp-¯-cp-aw-K-Z³ ]ns¶bpw hm\-c-·m-tcmSp sNmÃn-\m³ Nnt¯ \ncq-]n¨p \n§-fpsS _ew {]tXy-I-ap-NyXm aptZym-K-]qÀh-Iw. NmSm-sa-\n¡p Zi-tbm-P-\-hgn NmSm-an-cp-]-sX-\n-s¡-s¶mcp I]o. ap¸Xn NmSm-sa-\n-s¡-¶-]-c-\pþ a¸Sn \mÂ]-Xm-sa¶p atä-h-\pw. A³]-X-dp-]-sX-gp-]-Xp-am-sa¶pþ sa¬]Xp Nmbm-an-\n-s¡-s¶m-cp-h-\pw. A³]-Xp-]-sX-gp-]-Xp-am-sa-¶pþ sa¬]Xp NmSm-an-\n-s¡-s¶m-cp-h-\pw. sXm®qdp NmSp-hm³ ZWvU-an-tÃ-I-s\þ ¶hÀ®-htam \qdp tbmP-\-bp--tÃm. C¡ \½n-emÀ¡pw IS-¡mhXþ Ãn¡-S aÀ¡-S-ho-ctc ! \nÀ®-bw. ap¶w {Xnhn-{I-a³ aq¶p temI-§fpw O¶-\mbv aq¶-Sn-bm-b-f¡w hn[u buh\Imte s]cp-¼-dbpw sIm«n aqth-gp-h«w he¯p sh¨o-Sn-t\³. hmÀ²-I-{K-kvX-\m-tb-\n-Zm\ow ehþ Wm_vZn IS-¸m-\p-anà thKw aa. Rm\n-cp-]-s¯m-¶p-h«w {]Z-£nWw Zm\-hm-cn¡p sNbvtX³ Zi-am-{X-bm. Ime-kz-cq-]-\m-ao-iz-c³X-¶psS eoe-I-tfm-t¯m-f-a-ÛpXsa{X-bpw, C°-a-Pm-ß³ sNm¶Xp tI«-Xnþ \p¯cw hr{Xm-]n-]u-{X\pw sNmÃn-\m³ : At§m«p NmSm-sa-\n-s¡¶p \nÀ®-bþ ant§m«p t]mcp-hm³ ZWvU-ap-m-In-emw. kma-°y-anà aämÀ¡p-sa-¶m-Inepw kmaÀ°y-aqp `hm-\n-Xn-s\-¦nepw `rXy-P-\-§-f-b-bv¡-bn-sÃ-¶pta
`rXy-cn-te-I-\p-m-sa-¶tX hcq. BÀ¡p-ta-bnà kma-cv°y-a-\-i-\w. Zo£n-¨p-Xs¶ acn¡ \Ãp hbw Xmtcbt\hw ]d-tªm-c-´cw kmc-k-kw-`-h-\-µ³ sNmÃn-\m³ : F´p PKÂ{]m-W-\-µ\ \n§s\ Nn´n-¨n-cn-¡p-¶-tXXpw ]d-bmsX ? IWvT-\mbv¯s¶-bn-cp-¶p-I-f-Itbm ? Ioe \ns¶-sbm-gnªp aäm-tc-bpw. Zm£m-b-Wo-KÀ`-]m-{X-Ø-\m-sbmcp km£m alm-tZ-h-lo-P-atÃm `hm³. ]ns¶ hmXm-ß-P-\m-I-bp-ap-p, h³þ Xt¶mSp Xpey³ _e-th-K-tamÀ¡n-tem. tIkcnsbs¡m¶p Xm]w If-sªmcp tIk-cn-bm-Inb hm\-c-\m-Y\p ]p{X-\m-b-RvP\ s]äp-f-hm-sbmcp kXz-Kp-W-{]-[m-\³ `hm³ tIh-ew. ARvP-\m-KÀ`Nyp-X-\m-b-h-\o-bnþ eRvPkm PmX-\mbv hoW-t\cw `hm³ Aªqdp tbmP\ taevt]m«p NmSn-bþ Xpw Rm\-dn-ªn-cn-¡p-¶Xp am\-tk. NÞ-In-c-W-\p-Zn¨p s]m§p-t¶cw aWvU-ew-X-s¶-¯p-sS-¡p \o ]Iz-sa-t¶mÀ¯p `£n-¸m-\p-\-Sp-¡-bm i{I-\psS h{P-taäp ]Xn-¨-Xpw. Zp:Jn¨p amcp-X³ \ns¶bpw sImp-t]m-bvþ ]q¡nXp ]mXm-f-a-t¸mÄ {XnaqÀ¯n-IÄ ap¸-¯p-ap-t¡mSn hm\-hÀX-s½m-Spþ apev]e-kw-`-h-]p-{X-hÀ¤-s¯mSpw {]Xy-£-ambv h¶-\p-{K-ln-¨o-Sn-\mÀ arXyp hcm temI-\miw hcp-s¼m-gpw Iev]m-´-Im-e-¯p-anà arXn-sb¶p Iev]n-¨-Xn-¶n-f¡w hcm \nÀ®-bw. Bav\m-b-km-cmÀ°-aqÀ¯n-IÄ sNmÃn \mav\m l\q-am\nhs\¶p kmZ-cw. h{Pw l\p-ho-¦-teäp apdn-I-bmþ e¨-cn-{X-§Ä ad-¶ntXm am\tk ? \n³ ssI-bn-Ãtem X¶Xp cmL-hþ \wKp-eo-b-Xp-sa-´n-s\-t¶mÀ¡ \o. XzZv_-e-ho-cy-th-K-§Ä hÀ®n-¸-Xnþ \n{]-©-¯n-¦-emÀ¡p-am-a-sÃ-tSm. C°w hn[n-kp-X³ sNm¶-t\cw hmbpþ ]p{X-\p-ap-°mb kXzcw {]oX-\mbv {_Òm-Þ-amip Ipep-§p-am-sdm-¶-h³. k½-Zm ! knwl\mZwsNbvXp-cp-fo-\m³. hma-\-aqÀ¯n-sb-t¸mse hfÀ¶-h³
`qan-[p-cm-Im-c-\mbv \n¶p sNmÃn-\m³ : ewL\wsNbvXp kap-{Z-s¯bpw ]ns¶ e¦m-]p-c-s¯bpw `kva-am¡n £Wm cmhWs\-¡p-e-t¯m-Sp-sam-Sp¡n Rm³ tZho-t\bpwsImp t]mcp-h-\n-s¸m-tg. AÃm-bvIntem Zi-I-WvT-s\-º-Ôn¨p saÃth hma-I-c-¯n-se-Sp-¯p-S³ IqS-{X-b-t¯mSp e¦m-]p-c-s¯bpw IqsS he-¯p-I-c-¯n-em-¡n-s¡mp cmam-´ntI sh¨p ssIsXm-g-p-Xo-Sp-h³ cmamw-Kp-eo-b-sa³ I¿n-ep-m-I-bmÂ. amcp-Xn-hm¡p tIt«mcp hn[n-kp-Xþ \mcq-V-Iu-XpIw sNmÃn-\m³ ]ns¶bpw : tZhn-sb-¡p Xncn-tb-h-cnI \o cmh-W-t\m-sS-XnÀ¯o-Sp-hm³ ]ns¶-bmw. \n{K-ln-¨oSpw Zim-kys\ cmL-h³ hn{Iaw Im«p-hm-\t¶cam-atÃm ]pjvI-c-amÀt¤W t]mIpw \n\-s¡mcp hnLv\w hcmbvI ! IeymWw `hn¡ ! tX. amcp-X-tZ-h-\p-ap--cntI Xh {iocm-a-Im-cym-À°-am-btÃm t]mIp-¶p. BioÀh-N-\hpwsNbvXp I]n-Ip-eþ amip t]msI¶p hn[n-t¨m-c-\-´cw thtK\ t]mbva-tl-{µ-¯n³ apI-tfdn \mKm-cn-sb-t¸mse \n¶p hnf-ªn-\m³. C°w ]dªdn-bn-t¨mcp X¯bpw _²-tam-Z-t¯m-Sn-cp-¶n-X-¡m-e-ta. CXy-²ym-ß-cm-am-btW Dam-a-tl-iz-c-kw-hmtZ InjvIn-Ôm-ImÞw kam-]vXw. ....................................................
kp-µ-c-ImWvUw .- .................................................... lcn : {ioK-W-]-Xtb \a : Ahn-L-v\-a-kvXp. kIe ipI-Ipe hnae Xne-InXItf-_tc kmcky ]obpj kmc kÀÆ-kzta IYb aa IYb aa IY-I-f-Xn-km-Zcw ImIp-Ø-eo-e-IÄ tI«m aXn-h-cm. Infn-a-I-sfm-S-Xn-k-c-k-anXn cLp-Ip-em-[n-]³
IoÀ¯n tI«o-Sp-hm³ tNmZn-¨-\-´cw If-sam-gn-bp-a-g-In-s\mSp sXmgpXp sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ. Imcp-Wy-aqÀ¯n-sb-¨n-´n¨p am\-tk. lna-in-J-cn-kp-X-sbmSp Nncn¨p KwKm-[-cþ s\¦ntem tI«p-sImÄsI-¶-cp-fn-s¨bvXp:þ eh-W-P-e-\n[n iX-I-tbm-P-\m-hn-kvXrXw ewLn¨p e¦-bn sNÃp-hm³ amcpXn a\p-P-]-cn-hrV Nc-W-\-fn-\-bp-Kfw apZm am\tk Nn´n-¨p-d-¸n¨p \nÝew I]n-h-c-scm-S-an-X-_-e-k-ln-X-ap-c-sN-bvXnXp Ip-sImÄhn³ \n§-sf-¦n-se-Ãm-h-cpw. aa P\-I-k-Zr-i-\-l-a-Xn-N-]-e-aw-_tc amt\\ t]mIp-¶n-Xm-i-tc-im-etb AP-X-\-b-X-\-b-i-c-ka-a-[n-I-km-l-kmþ essZyh ]iyman cma-]-Xv\o-a-lw. AJnePK-Z-[n-]-s\mSp hnc-shm-S-dn-bn-¸-\nþ §Zy IrXmÀ°-\m-tb³ IrXmÀt°m kvaylw {]W-X-P\ _lp-P-\-\-a-c-W-lc \maIw {]mW-{]-bm-W-Imte \ncq-]n-¸-h³ P\n-a-c-W-P-e-\n-[nsb hnc-shmSp IS-¡p-aþ Ö·\m Inw ]pkvXky ZqtXm kvaylw. XZ\p aa lrZn k]Zn cLp-]-Xn-c-\m-cXw Xkymw-Kp-eo-b-hp-app inckn ta Ina]n\ln `b-ap-Z-[n-k-]Zn XcnXpw \n§Ä Ioi-{]-h-ctc ! tJZn-bm-bvtI-Xp-ta. CXn-]-h-\-X-\-b-\p-c-sNbvXp hmepw \nPþ taä-ap-bÀ¯n-¸-c-¯n-¡-c-§fpw AXn-hn-]p-e-K-f-X-e-hp-amÀÖn-h-am-¡n-\nþ ¶mIp-©n-Xmw-{Ln-bm-bqÀ²z\-b-\-\mbv ZihZ-\-]p-cn-bn \nP lrZ-b-ap-d-¸n¨p Z£n-W-Zn-¡p-am-temIy NmSo-Sn-\m³. ]X-K-]-Xn-cnh ]h-\-kp-X-\Y hnlm-bkm `m\p-_nw-_m-`bm t]mIpw Zim-´tc /amÀ¤-hnLv\w/ Aa-c-k-ap-Z-b-a-\n-e-X-\-b-_-e-th-K-§þ fmtemIy sNm¶mÀ ]co-£-amÀ°w XZm kpc-k-sbmSp ]h-\-kpX kpJ-KXn apS-¡p-hm³ XqÀ®w \S-¶nXp \mK-P-\-\n-bpw. Xzcn-X-a-\n-e-P-a-Xn-_-e-§-f-dn-ª-Xnþ kq£va-Zrim hcn-sI-¶Xp tI«-hÄ KK-\-]Yn ]h-\-kpX Ph-KXn apSp-¡p-hm³ KÀtÆW sN¶p XÕ-¶n[u tahn-\mÄ. ITn\Xc-a-e-dn-b-h-f-h-s\m-Sp-c-sN-bvXnXp
Io-etbm t`hm-s\-s¶-¡-]n-hc ! `b-c-ln-X-an-Xp-hgn \S-¡p-¶-hÀIsf `£n-¸-Xn¶p amw Iev]n-¨n-Xo-iz-c³. hn[n-hn-ln-X-a-i-\-anXp \q\-a-Zy-Xzbm hoc ! hni-s¸-\n-t¡-ä-ap-tmÀ¡ \o. aa hZ-\-Ip-l-c-a-Xn hnc-hn-s\mSp ]qI \o asäm-¶p-tamÀ¯p Imew If-bm-bvsItSm ! kc-k-anXn c`-k-X-c-a-X\p kpc-km-Kncw kml-km tI«-\n-em-ß-P³ sNmÃn-\m³:þ Al-a-Jn-e-P-K-Z-[n-]-\-h-c-Kp-cp-im-k-\mþ emip koXm-t\z-j-W-¯n¶p t]mIp¶p Ahsf \nin-N-c-]p-cn-bn hnc-hn-s\mSp sN¶p-Iþ Zyhm tizhm hcp-¶-Xp-app Rm³. P\-I-\-c-]Xn ZplnXr Ncn-X-a-Jnew {ZpXw sN¶p cLp-]-Xn-tbm-S-dn-bn¨p Rm³ Xh hZ-\-Ip-l-c-a-Xn-e-]-K-X-`-bm-Ipew Xmev]-cy-apÄs¡mp h¶p ]p¡o-Sp-h³ A\r-X-a-I-X-fn-cn-sem-cp-s]m-gp-Xp-a-dn-ho-e-lþ amip amÀ¤w tZln tZhn ! \tam kvXptX. XZ\p I]n-Ip-e-h-c-t\m-S-h-fp-ap-c-sN-bvXnXp Zmlhpw £p¯pw s]mdp-¡-cp-tX-Xpta a\kn Xh kpZr-V-anXn bZn k]Zn kmZcw hm ]nfÀ¶o-sS¶p amcpXn sNmÃn-\m³. AXn-hn-]p-e-ap-S-ep-samcp tbmP-\m-bm-a-amþ bmip-K-\-µ³ \n¶Xp I-hÄ. AXn-e-[n-I-Xc hZ-\-hn-c-sam-S-\m-Ip-eþ aÂ`p-X-am-b©p tbmP\m-hn-kvXrXw ]h-\-X-\-b-\p-a-Xn\p XvUSnXn Zi-tbm-P-\mþ ]cn-anXn IeÀ¶p ImWm-tbm-c-\-´cw \nP-a-\kn Kpcp-Ip-Xp-I-samSp kpc-kbpw XZm \n¶m-fn-cp-]-Xp-tbm-P-\-hm-bp-am-bv. apJ-Ip-l-c-a-Xn-hn-]p-e-anXn IcpXn amcpXn ap¸-Xp-tbm-P\ h®-ambv tahn-\m³. Aea-e-an-X-b-a-a-e-\-cpXp Pb-amÀ¡p-saþ ¶³]Xp tbmP\ hm ]nfÀ¶o-Sn-\mÄ AXp-s]m-gpXp ]h-\-kp-X-\Xn Iri-i-co-c-\mþ bwKp-jp-Xp-ey-\m-bpĸp-¡-cp-fn-\m³. XZ\p eLp-X-c-a-h-\p-ap-cp-X-c-X-t]m-_-em X{X ]pd¯p ]pd-s¸«p sNmÃn-\m³:þ {irWp kpapJn ! kpc-kp-J-]tc ! kpctk ! ipt` ! ipt² ! `pPw-K-am-Xmth ! \tam kvXptX ! ic-W-anl Nc-W-k-c-kn-P-bp-K-f-tah tX imt´ ! ictWy ! \akvtX \tam kvXptX !
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\nXykzcq-]n-Wn-sb-Ip amcpXn hnS-]n-h-c-in-ckn \n_n-U-Ñm-Zm-´À¤-X³ hnkva-bw-]qp ad-ªn-cp-¶o-Sn-\m³. Znh-k-I-c-Ip-e-]Xn cLq-¯-a³ X¶psS tZhnbmw koX-sb-¡p I]n-h-c³ IaeaI-f-Jne PK-Zo-iz-cn-X-¶p-S It³ IrXmÀt°m kvaylw IrXmÀt°m kvaylw Znh-k-I-c-Ip-e-]Xn cLq-¯-a³Im-cyhpw Zo\-X-sb-¶ntb km[n-¨n-Xn¶p Rm³ /cmh-Wsâ ]pd-¸mSv/ CXn-]-e-hp-a-I-X-fn-cn-temÀ¯p I]n-h-cþ \n¯ncn t\c-an-cn¡pw Zim-´tc Akp-c-Ip-e-hc \ne-b-¯n³ ]pd-¯p-\nþ ¶mip Nne tLmj-i-_vZ-§Ä tIÄ¡mbn. Inan-X-anXn k]Zn Ink-e-b-Nb \neo-\-\mþ bv¡oS-h-t±lw ad¨p acp-hn-\m³. hn_p-[-Ip-e-cn]p Zi-ap-J³ hc-sh-{Xbpw hkva-b-t¯mSp Ip I]n-Ip-RvP-c³ Akp-c-kpc \ni-Ncm hcmw-K-\m-hr-µ-hpþ aÂ`p-X-am-bpÅ {iywKm-c-th-jhpw Zi-h-Z-\-\-\-h-c-X-a-I-X-fn-cn-epp X³ tZl-\miw `hn-¡p-¶-sX-¶o-izc ! kIe PK-Z-[n-]Xn k\m-X-\³ k·-b³ km£m apIp-µ-t\bpw Ip-Ip Rm³ \ninXXc ic-i-I-en-Xmw-K-\m-bvt¡-hte \nÀ½-e-amb `K-h ]mZmw-_ptP hc-Z-P-\-a-cp-a-ar-Xm-\-µ-]qÀ®amw sshIp-WvT-cm-Py-sa-\n-s¡¶p In«p¶p ? AXn-\p-_X ka-b-an-Z-anXn a\kn IcpXn Rmþ \wt`m-P-]p-{Xn-sb-s¡mp t]m¶o-Sn-\m³. AXn-\p-samcp ]cn-`-h-sam-Sp-gdn h¶o-e-hþ \mbpÀÆn-\m-i-Imew \ap-¡m-KXw. inckn aa enJn-X-anl ac-W-k-abw ZrVw Nn´n¨p Im-e-Xn-\nà N©ew Ia-e-P-\p-a-dn-b-cpXp Icp-Xp-a-f-th-Xpta Ime-kz-cq-]-\m-ao-iz-c³ X·-Xw. kX-X-a-I-X-fn-cn-enh IcpXn cLp-\m-Ys\ kzmß\m Nn´n¨p Nn´n-¨n-cn-¡th I]n-IÄIp-e-h-c-\-hn-sS-bmip sNÃpw apt¼ InXp cm{Xn-bn kz]v\w Zim-\\³. cLp-P-\-\-Xn-e-I-h-N-t\\ cm{Xu hcpw IÝn I]n-h-c³ Ima-cq-]m-\zn-X³ Ir]-sbmsSmcp Iran-k-Zri kq£va-i-co-c-\mbv IrÂkv\w ]pc-h-c-a-\znjy \nÝew
Xcp-\n-I-c-h-c-in-ckn h¶n-cp-¶m-Z-cm XmÀa-IÄX-s¶bpw Ip cmtam-Z´w AJn-e-a-h-sfm-Sp-_X ]d-ª-S-bm-f-hpþ amip sImSp-¯p-S-\m-iz-kn-¸n¨p t]mw AXp-s]m-gp-Xn-e-h-\-dn-h-Xn¶p Rm³ sN¶p-Iþ m[nhfÀ¯p-h³ hmMva-bm-kv{X-§-fm cLp-]-Xn-sbm-S-Xp-a-h-\-ti-j-a-dn-bn¨p cma-\p-an§p sIm]n-¨p-St\ hcpw cW-in-ckn kpJ-a-c-W-a-Xn-\n-in-X-am-bpÅ cma-i-c-ta-sä-\n¡pw hcpw ZrVw. ]c-a-K-Xn-h-cp-h-Xn\p ]c-sam-cp-]-tZ-iamw ]Ùm-hnXp aa ]mÀ¡-bn-tÃ-Xp-ta. kpc-\n-h-l-a-Xn-_-e-h-im kXy-ambv hcpw kz]v\w NneÀ¡p Nne-Im-e-sam-¡Ww. \nP-a-\kn ]e-hp-anXn hnc-shmSp \ncq-]n¨p \nÝnXy \nÀ¤-an-¨o-Sn-\m³ cmh-W³. I\I aWn-h-e-b-I-S-Imw-K-Z-\q-]pc Im©o-ap-Jm-`-c-Wm-cm-h-a-´ntI hnh-i-X-c-lr-Z-b-samSp tI«p t\m¡pw-hn[u hnkva-b-am-½m-dp-Ip ]ptcm-`phn \n_p-[-cn]p \nin-N-c-Ip-em-[n-]³X³ hcþ sh{Xbpw `oX-bmbv h¶nXp koX-bpw. Dc-kn-P-hp-a-cp-Xp-S-I-fm ad-¨m-[n-]qþ p¯-amwKw Xmgv¯n th]-Yp-Km{Xnbmbv \nP-c-a-cW \ncp-]-a-i-cocw \ncm-Ipew \nÀ½ew [ym\n-¨-cn¡pw Zim-´tc Zi-h-Z\\bp-K-ic ]c-h-i-Xbm kaw tZho-k-aot] sXmgp-Xn-c-¶o-Sn-\m³. /cm-h-Wsâ CÑm-`wKw/ A\p-k-cW a[p-c-ck hN-\-hn-`-h-§-fmþ em\-µ-cq-]n-Wn-tbmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :-þ {irW kpapJn ! {]koZ {]koZ ta. \nJn-e-P-K-Z-[n-]-c-kp-tc-i-am-temIy amw \n¶nte \o ad-sª-´n-cp-¶o-Sp-hm³ ? Xzcn-c-a-Xn-Ip-Xp-I-sam-Sp-sam¶p t\m¡oSp amw XzZvK-X-am-\-k-s\-¶-dn-sIs¶ \o. `hXn Xh ca-W-a]n Zi-c-Y-X-\q-P-s\þ ¸mÀ¯m NneÀ¡p ImWmw Nne-s¸m-sftSm ]e-k-a-b-a-Jn-e-Znin \¶m-bv¯n-c-Inepw `mKy-h-Xm-a]n Ip-In«m ]cw. kpapJn ! Zi-c-Y-X-\-b-\m \n\-t¡Xpta kpµcn ! Imcy-an-söp [cn¡ \o. Hcp s]mgp-Xp-a-h\p ]p\-scm-¶n-ep-am-i-bnþ tÃmÀ¯m-semcp KpW-an-Ã-h-t\m-ate !
kpZr-V-a-\-h-c-X-ap-]-Kp-l\w sNbvInepw kq{Zp kpNn-c-a-cntI hkn-¡nepw Xh KpW-k-ap-Z-b-a-en-shmSp `pPn-¡nepw Xm-ev]-cnbw \n¶n-en-Ãm-h-t\-Xp-am. ic-W-a-h-s\m-cp-h-cp-sam-cn-¡-ep-an-Ãn\n iàn-hn-lo-\³ hcn-I-bp-an-Ã-tÃm. Ina]n \ln `hXn Ic-Wobw `h-Xn-bm IoÀ¯n-lo-\³ IrX-Lv\³ Xptemw \nÀ½-a³. aZ-c-ln-X-\-dn-b-cpXp Icp-Xp-a-f-hmÀ¡pta am\-lo-\³ {]ntb ! ]WvUn-X-am-\-hm³. \nJn-e-h-\-N-c-\n-h-l-a-²y-Øn-X³ `riw \njvIn-©-{]n-b³ t`Z-lo-\m-ß-I³ iz]-N-\p-sam-c-h-\n-kpc hc-\p-a-h-s\m-¡p-anþ iz¡fpw tKm¡fpw t`Z-an-tÃ-Xp-ta. `h-Xn-sb-bp-samcp i_-c-I-cp-Wn-tbm-bp-am-ß\m ]mÀ¯p-I-m-e-h-\nà t`Zw {]ntb ! `h-Xn-sb-bp-a-I-X-fn-cn-e-h-\nl ad-¶nXp `À¯m-hn-s\-¸mÀ¯ncp¶Xn\n aXn. Xzbn hnap-J-\-h-\-\n-i-a-Xn\p \ln kwibw Xz±m-k-ZmtkmlaZy `Pkz amw Ic-K-X-sam-c-a-e-a-Wn-h-c-ap-S-\p-t]-£n¨p ImN-s¯-sb´p Imw£n-¡p-¶n-tXm-ate ! kpc-Zn-XnP Z\pP: `pP-Km-]vktcm KÔÀÆ kpµ-co-hÀ¤w ]cn-N-cn¡pw apZm \nb-X-a-Xn-`-b-k-ln-X-a-anX _lp-am-t\\ \o aev]-cn-{K-l-ambv hcp-ho-Sp-I-fn If-b-cpXp ka-b-anl sNdpXp shdptX aa Imt´ ! If-{X-ambv hmgvI \o k´-Xw. If-sam-gn-IÄ ]e-cp-anl hnSp-]-Wn-IÄ sN¿p-aþ ¡me\pw t]Sn-bp-ss¶ at\m-ltc ! ]pcpjKpWnl a\kn IcpXp ]pcp-lq-X-\m ]qPy\mw ]pWy-]p-am-s\-¶-dnI amw kc-k-a-\p-kc kZ-b-abn Xh him-\pKw kuP-\y-ku-`m-Ky-km-c-kÀÆ-kzta ! kc-kn-cp-l-apJn ! Nc-W-I-ae ]Xnt\m kvaylw k´Xw ]mln amw ]mln amw ]mln amw. hnhn-[-anXn Zi-h-Z-\-\-\p-k-c-W-]q-ÀÆIw hoWp sXmgp-Xp-t]-£n-t¨m-c\´cw P\-I-P-bp-a-h-s\m-S-Xn-\n-S-bn-sem-cp-]p-evs¡mSn PmX-tcmjw \pÅn-bn«p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ!þ khn-Xr-Ie Xne-I-\n-e-Xoh `oXym `hm³ k\ym-kn-bmbv h¶n-cp-hcpw ImWmtX k`-b-aXn hn-\-b-samSp ip\oh lhn-c-²ytc kml-k-t¯mSp amw I«p-sIm-o-etbm ? Zi-h-Z\ ! kpZr-V-a-\p-Nn-X-anXp \n\bv¡p \o
XÂ^ew \oXm-\-\p-`-hn¡pw {ZpXw. Zi-c-YP \nin-X-ic Zen-X-h-]pjm `hm³ tZlw hn\m ba-temIw {]th-in-¡pw. cLp-P-\-\-Xn-e-I-s\mcp a\p-P-\nXn am\tk cm£-k-cmP ! \n\¡p tXmäw _em eh-W-P-e-\n-[nsb cLp-Ip-e-Xn-e-I-\-{iaw ewL\w sN¿p-a-Xn-\nà kwi-bw. eh-k-a-b-samSp \ninX hninJ ]cn-]m-tX\p e¦bpw `kva-am-¡o-Sp-a-c-£-WmÂ. kl-P-kpX kNn-h-_e ]Xn-I-sfmSp IqSth k¶amw \n¶psS ssk\yhpw \nÀ®bw Ah-\-h\ \n]p-W-`-c-\-h-\n-`-c-\m-i-\³ AZy [mXm-h-t]-£n-¨Xp ImcWw Ah-X-cWa-h-\n-X-e-a-Xn-e-Xn-Z-bm-]-cþ \mip sNbvXo-Sn-\m³ \ns¶-sbm-Sp-¡p-hm³ P\-I-\r-]-h-c\p aI-fm-bv]n-d-t¶-\lw sNt½-b-Xn-s¶mcp Imc-W-`q-X-bm-bv. AdnI Xh a\kn ]p\-cn\n hnc-hn-t\m-Sp-hþ ¶mip amw sImpt]mw \ns¶bpw sIm¶-h³. CXn anYn-e-\r-]-Xn-a-IÄ ]cp-j-h-N-\-§ÄtIþ t«ähpw {Ip²-\m-sbmcp Zim-\³ AXn-N-]e Ic-`phn Icmfw Ic-hm-fþ amip`q]p-{Xn-sb-s¡m-Ãp-hm-t\m-§n-\m³. AXp-s]m-gn-Xn-e-Xn-I-cp-W-sbmSp ab-X-\q-P-bpþ amß-`À¯mcw ]nSn-¨-S-¡o-Sn-\mÄ. Hgn-sIm-gnI Zi-h-Z\ ! irWp aa htNm `hmþ s\mÃmX Imcy-tam-cmbvI aqV-{]t`m ! XyP a\p-P-X-cp-Wnsb sbmcp-S-b-h-cp-sa-¶ntb Zo\-bmbv Zp:Jn¨-Xoh Irimw-Kn-bmbv ]Xn-hn-cl ]c-h-i-X-sbm-Sp-anl ]cm-etb ]mÀ¯p ]mXn-{h-Xy-am-ew_y cmLhw ]I-en-chp \nin-N-cn-IÄ ]cp-j-h-N\w tI«p ]mcw hiw sI«n-cn-¡p-¶n-Xp-an-hÄ Zpcn-X-an-Xn-e-[n-I-anl \ln \ln kpZpÀ½tX ! ZpjvIoÀ¯n tNcptam hocy-]pwkmw hnt`m ! kpc-Z-\pP `pP-Km-]vktcm KÔÀÆ kpµ-co-hÀ¤w \n\¡p hi-h-Xw. Zi-ap-J-\p-a-[n-I-P-f-\mip aWvtUm-Z-coþ Zm£n-Wy-hm¡p-IÄtI«p ke-Ö-\mbv \nin-N-cn-I-sfmSp kZ-b-a-h-\p-ap-c-sN-bvXnXp \n§Ä ]dªp hi¯p hcp-¯p-hn³. `b-P-\\ hN-\-a-\p-k-cW hN-\-§fpw `mh-hn-Im-c-§ÄsImpw _lp-hn[w Ah-\n-a-I-f-I-X-fn-c-gn-s¨-¦-em-¡p-hnþ
\³t]mSp cp-amkw ]mÀ¸-\n-¶n-bpw. CXncP\n-N-cn-I-sfmSp ]p¡p tahn-\m³. AXn-I-Tn\ ]cp-j-Xc hN-\-i-c-ta-ev¡-bmþ emßmhp t`Zn-¨n-cp-¶nXp koXbpw A\p-Nn-X-an-X-e-a-e-a-S-§p-hn³ \n§-sfþ ¶t¸mÄ {XnP-S-bp-amip sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ :þ irWp- h-N-\-anXp aa \nim-N-c-kv{Xo-Itf ! ioe-h-Xnsb \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-Sp-hn³. kpJ-c-lnX lrZb-sam-Sp-d-§n-t\-s\m«p Rm³ kz]v\-am-l´ It-\n-Zm\ow ZrVw AJne PK-Z-[n-]-c-`n-cm-a\mw cma-\pþ ssacmhtXm-]cn e£vW-ho-c\pw ic-\n-Ic ]cn-]-X\ Zl-\-I-W-Pm-te\ i¦m-hn-lo\w Zln-¸n¨p e¦bpw cW-in-ckn Zi-a-pJs\ \n{K-ln-¨-{iaw cm£-k-cmPyw hn`o-j-W\pw \evIn aln-jn-sb-bp-a-g-In-s\mSp aSn-bn h¨m-Z-cm am\n¨p sN¶-tbm-²ym-]pcw tahn-\m³. Ipen-i-[-c-cn]p Zi-ap-J³ \á-cq-]n-bmbv tKmab-amb alm-{lZw X¶nte Xne-c-k-hp-ap-S apgp-h-\-en-hn-s\m-S-Wn-ªp-S³ [rXzm \f-Zameyw \nP-aqÀ²\n \nP-k-lP kNn-h-kpX ssk\y-k-ta-X-\mbv \nÀ½-á-\m-bv¡p hnkvabw tXSn-t\³. cP-\n-N-c-Ip-e-]Xn hn`o-j-W³ `à-\mbv cma-]m-Zm-_vPhpw tkhn¨p tahn-\m³. IepjXIÄ If-hn-\nl cm£-k-kv{Xo-Itf ! Ip-sIm-Åm-anXp kXy-at{X ZrVw. Icp-W-sbmSp hb-a-Xn-\p-I-Xn-]-b-Zn\w apZm Im¯p-sIm-tÅ-W-an-hsf \ncm-a-bw. cP-\n-N-c-bp-h-Xn-I-fnXn {XnP-Sm-h-tNmþ coXn-tI-«Â`q-X-`oXn ]qn-Sn-\mÀ. a\kn ]c-h-i-X-sbm-Sp-d-§n-\m-tc-hcpw am\tk Zp:Jw IeÀ¶p sshtZ-ln-bpw. /l\paÕo-XmkwhmZw/ Djkn \nin-N-cn-I-fn-h-cp-Sep aa `£n-¡pþ apä-h-cm-bn-s«m-cp-¯-cp-aà ta ac-W-anl hcp-h-Xn-\p-sam-cp-I-gnhp Ioe am\-h-ho-c-\p-sas¶ ad-¶nXp Ifh-\nl hnc-hn-s\mSp Poh-\aZy Rm³ ImIpÂØ\pw Icp-Wm-lo-\-s\-{X-bpw. a\kn aplp-cnh ]c-Xp-tamÀ¯p kt´m-t]\ aµ-a-µ-sa-gp-t\-äp-\n-¶m-Ip-em Xc-f-Xc lrX-b-samSp `À¯m-c-tamÀt¯mÀ¯p
XmWp InS-s¶mcp inwi-]m-im-Jbpw k`-b-]-c-h-i-X-c-f-amew_y _mjv]hpw k´Xw hmÀ¯p-hn-em]w XpS-§n-\mÄ. ]h-\-kp-X-\nh ]e-hp-am-temIy am\-tk]mÀ¯p ]Xp-s¡-¸-c-ªp-Xp-S-§n-\m³ :þ PK-Z-a-e-\-b-\-h-cm-tKmt{X Zi-c-Y³ PmX-\m-bm-\-h³ X¶psS ]p{X-cmbv cXn-c-a-W-Xp-ey-cmbv \mep-t]-cp-nXp cma-`-c-X-ku-an-{Xn-i-{Xp-Lv\-·mÀ cP-\n-N-c-Ip-e-\n-[-\-tlXp `qX³ ]nXp cmÚbm Im\-\w-X-¶n hmWo-Sn-\m³ P\-I-\r-]-kp-X-bp-a-h-c-P-\p-ambv kmZcw P\-Io-tZ-hn-sb-¯{X Zim-\-\³ I]-S-b-Xn-th-j-am-bv¡m-«p-sIm-o-Sn-\m³ ImWmªp ZpxJn¨p cma\pw X¼nbpw hn]n-\-`qhn hnc-shmSp Xncªp \S-¡p-t¼mÄ hoWp InS¡pw PSmbphn-s\-¡p ]c-a-KXn ]p\-c-h\p \ÂIn-b-½m-ey-hXv ]ÀÆ-X-]mÀiz \S¡pw hn[u XZm XcWnkpX-s\mSp k]Zn kJyhpw sNbvXnXp kXzcw sIm¶nXp i{I-kp-X-s\bpw. Xc-Wn-X-\-b-\p-aY I]o-{µ-\mbv h¶n-XpX {]Xyp-]-Im-c-am-ip- kp-{Ko-h\pw I]n-h-csc hnc-hn-s\m-Sp \mep-Zn-¡n¦epw Ip-h-cp-hm-\-b-t¨m-c-\-´cw ]p\-c-h-cn-sem-cp-h-\-l-a{X h¶o-Sn-t\³ ]pWy-hm-\mb k¼m-Xn-X³ hm¡n-\mÂ. Pe-\n-[n-bp-samcp iX-I-tbm-P\m hvÊrXw sNt½ IpXn¨p NNm-Sn-¡-S-¶o-Sn-t\³. cP-\n-N-c-]p-cn-bn apgp-h³ Xnc-tª-\lw cm{Xn-bn-e-{X-Xm-Xm-\p-{K-l-h-imÂ. Xcp\n-I-c-h-c-a-cnb inwi]mhr£hpw X·q-e-tZti `h-Xn-tbbpw apZm I\n-hn-s\mSp Ip IrXmÀ°-\m-tb-\lw Ima-em-`m IrX-Ir-Xy-\m-bo-Sn-t\³. `K-h-Z-\p-N-c-cn-e-l-at{Kkc³ aa `mKy-atlm ! aa `mKyw ! t\m kvXptX. ¹h-tK-Ip-e-h-c-\nXn ]d-ª-S-§o-Sn-\m³ ]ns¶-bn-f-I-Xn-cp-¶m-\-c-£-Ww. InanXn cLp-Ip-e-h-c-N-cn{Xw {ItaW ta IoÀ¯n-¨n-Xm-Im-i-amÀt¤ at\m-l-cw. ]h-\-\pcp Ir]-sbmSp ]d-ªp-tIĸn-¡tbm ? ]m]n-bm-sa-¶psS am\-k-{`m-´ntbm ? kpNn-c-X-c-sam-cp-s]m-gp-Xp-d-§msX Rm\nl
kz]v\tam Im×m-\-h-Im-ian-Ã-tÃm. kc-k-Xcw ]cn-N-n-X-amip IÀ®m-arXw kXy-ambv h¶n-Xmhq aa ssZh-ta. Hcp ]pc-pj-\nXp aa ]d-ªp-sh-¶m-In-eþ Xyp¯a³ ap¼n ta ImWmbv htc-W-ta. P\-I-\mYZpln-Xr-h-N-\w-tI«p amcpXn PmX-tamZw aµ-a-µ-an-d-§n-\m³. hn\-b-sam-Sp-a-h-\n-a-IÄ Nc-W-\-fn-\m-´ntI hoWp \a-kvI-cn-¨m³ `àn-]qÀÆIw sXmgpXp sNdp-X-I-se-b-h-\mip \n¶o-Sn-\m³ XpjvSym Ie-]nwK Xpey-i-co-c-am-bv. ChnsS \nin-N-c-]Xn heo-ap-J-th-j-amþ sbs¶ tamln-¸n-¸-Xn¶p hcn-Itbm inh-inh InanXn IcpXn anYn-e-\r-]-]p-{Xn-bpw. tNXkn `oXn-I-eÀ¶p acp-hn-\mÄ. IpkrXn Zi-ap-J\p s]cp-sX¶p \ncq-]n¨p Ip¼n-«n-cp-¶Xp Ip I]o-{µ\pw ic-W-anl Nc-W-k-c-kn-P-a-Jn-e-\m-bntI ! i¦n¡ th Ipd-sªm-¶p-sas¶ \o. Xh kNn-h-\-l-anl XYm-hn-[-\-Ãtlm Zmtkm kvan tIm kte-{µky cmaky Rm³ kpapJn I]n-Ip-e-Xn-c-I-\mb kqcym-ß-P³ kp{Ko-h-`r-Xy³ PKÂ{]m-W-\-µ\³ I]-S-sam-cp-h-scm-Sp-sam-cp-s]m-gp-Xp-a-dn-bp-¶oe IÀ½Wm hmNm a\-km]n amXmth ! ]h-\-kpX a[p-c-Xc hN-\-aXp tI«p-S³ ]ßm-e-bm-tZhn tNmZn-¨n-Xm-Z-cm :þ EXar-Öp-ar-Zp-Øp-S-hÀ®-hmIyw sXfnþ ªn§s\ sNm¶-hÀ Ipdbpw Xptemw kZ-b-anl hZ a\pP hm\-c-Pm-Xn-IÄ X§-fn kwKXn kw`-hn-¨o-Sp-hm³. Ien-X-cpNn Kl-\-`phn Imc-W-sa-s´tSm Imcp-Wy-h-cm-¶nt[ : I]n-Ip-RvPc ! Xncp-a-\kn `hXn s]cnsI t{]a-ap-s-¶þ sXt¶mSp sNm¶-Xn³aq-ehpw sNm\oÃp {irWp kpapJn \nJn-e-a-Jn-tei {iocm-a-tZ-h-\mW kXy-tam-ate ! `hXn ]Xn-h-N-\-a-h-ew_y cw-K-amþ bm{i-bm-i-¦-ep-am-{i-a-¯n-¦epw acp-hn-\Xp s]mgp-Xn-semcp I\-I-ar-K-am-temIy am\n-\p-]nt¼ \S¶p cLp-]Xn \nin-X-Xc hnin-J-KW N]-hp-ambv sN¶p \oN\mw amco-N-I-s\-s¡m¶p cmL-h³
DS-\p-S-ep-ap-esb aplp-cp-S-P-`phn h¶-t]mþ Xpm-b-hr-¯m-´tam ]d-bm-htXm ? DS-\-hn-sSb-hnsSbS-hn-bn-e-Ssb t\m¡n-bpþ sam«p Icªp Xncªpgepw-hn[u Kl-\-`phn KK-\-N-c-]Xn Kcp-U-k-¶n-`³ tIWp-In-S¡pw PSm-bp-hn-s\-¡p Ah-\p-aY Xh Ncn-X-a-Jn-e-a-dn-bn-¨-fþ hmip sImSp-¯nXp apàn ]£o-{µ-\pw. ]p\-c-S-hn-I-fn-e-h-c-tP\ kmIw {ZpXw ]p¡p Xncnªp I_-Ô-KXn \evIn. i_cn acp-hn\ ap\n-h-cm-{ita sN¶p-S³ im´m-ß-I³ apànbpw sImSp-¯o-Sn-\m³. AY i_-cn-hn-a-e-h-N-t\\ t]m¶r-iy-aqþ Im{Zn-{]-hc-]mÀiz \S¡pw hn[u Xc-Wn-kp-X-\n-cp-h-sc-bp-a-gIn-s\mSp I-Xnþ Xmev]-cy-apÄs¡m--b-¨n-sXs¶¯Zm _X chn-Ip-temÂ`-h-·m-cpsS k¶n[u {_Ò-Nm-co-th-j-am-ew_y sN¶p Rm³ \r]-Xn-Ip-e-h-c-lr-Z-b-a-Jn-e-hp-a-dn-ª-Xnþ \mÀ½-e-·msc Npa-en-se-Sp-¯p-S³ Xc-Wn-kpX \nI-S-`phn sImp-sN-¶o-Sn-t\³ kJyw ]c-kv]cw sN¿n-¨n-Xmip Rm³. Zl-\-s\-bp-a-g-In-s\mSp km£n-bm-¡ns¡mp ZWvU-an-cp-hÀ¡p-amip XoÀ¯o-Sp-hm³ X]\kpX-Kr-l-nWnsb _em-e-S-¡n-s¡mp Xmcm-]-Xnsb h[n¨p cLp-h-c³ Znh-k-I-c-X\-b\p sImSp-¯nXp cmPyhpw tZhn-sb-bm-cmªp Im×m³ I]o-{µ\pw ¹h-K-Ip-e-]-cn-hr-Vsc \mep Zn¡n-¦epw {]tXy-I-ta-ssI-I-e£w \ntbm-Kn-¨m³. AXp-s]m-gpXp cLp-]-Xn-bp-a-en-shm-S-cntI hnfnþ ¨wKp-eobw aa I¿n \ÂIo-bn-\m³. CXp P\-I-\r-]-Xn-a-IÄ I¿n sImSp¡ \o F¶psS \mam-£-cm-\znXw ]ns¶bpw k]Zn Xh a\kn Kp-cp-hn-iz-k-kn-²tb kmZcw sNm¶m-\-S-bm-f-hm-Iy-hpw. AXp `hXn Ic-X-fn-cn-en\n hnc-hn \ÂIp-hþ \mtem-I-bm-tem-I-bm-\-µ-]qÀÆ-Iw. CXn a[p-c-X-c-a-\n-e-X-\-b-\p-c-sN-bvXp-Sþ \nµn-cm-tZ-hn-X³ Ib-bn \evIo-Sn-\m³. ]p\-c-[nI hn\-b-samSp sXmgp-Xm-Z-cmþ ev]nt¶m-¡n hm§n hW-§n-\n-¶o-Sn-\m³. anYne \r]-kp-X-bp-aXp InXn {]oX-bmbv tat·semgp-Ip-am-\-µ-_m-jv]m-Ip-em ca-W-anh \nP inckn I\n-hn-s\mSp tNÀ¯nXp
cma-\m-am-¦n-X-aw-Kp-eobw apZm. ¹h-K-Ip-e-]-cn-hrV ! alm-a-Xn-am³ `hm³ {]mW-amXm aa {]oXn-Imcn ZrUw. `K-hXn ]cm-ß\n {io\n[u cmLth `àn-\-Xoh hnizm-ky³ Zbm-]-c³. ]e-Kp-W-hp-ap-S-b-h-sc-sbm-gnsI aäm-scbpw `À¯m-h-b-¡-bp-anà aÕ-¶n[u. aa-kp-J-hp-a-\pZn\ancn¡pw {]Im-chpw aev]n-cn-Xm-]hpw Ip-htÃm `hm³. Ia-e-Z-e-\-b-\-\-I-X-fn-cn-en\n amw {]Xn Imcp-Wy-apmw ]cn-N-dn-bn¡ \o. cP-\n-N-c-h-c-\-i-\-am-¡p-sa-s¶-s¡mp cp-amkw Ign-ªm-se¶p \nÀ®bw AXn-\n-S-bn hcp-h-Xn\p the sNbvXoSp \o A{X-\mfpw {]mW-sc-²-cn-¨o-Sp-hm³, Xzcn-X-anl Zi-ap-Js\ \n{K-ln-s¨-¶psS Zp:Jw Ifªp c£n-s¡¶p sNmÃp \o. A\ne X\-b\p aJn-e-P-\\n hN-\-§Ä tIþ «mIp-ew-Xo-cp-hm-\mip sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ Ah-Xn-]-Xn-kp-X-s\m-S-Sn-b³ `h-ZzmÀ¯-Iþ f§p-WÀ¯n¨p-Iq-Sp-¶-Xn³ ap¶ta Ah-c-P-\p-a-Jne I]n-Ip-e-_-c-hp-ambv apXnþ À¶mip hcp-a-Xn-\n-sÃmcp kwibw kpX-k-Nnh kl-P-k-lnXw Zi-{Ko-hs\ kqcym-ß-Pm-e-b-¯n-¶-b¡pw £WmÂ. `h-Xn-sb-bp-a-Xn-I-cp-W-a-g-In-s\mSp hop \n³ `À¯m-h-tbm-²y-bvs¡-gp-¶-Åp-am-Z-cmÂ. CXn ]h-\-kp-X-h-N-\-ap-S-a-sbmSp tI«-t]mþ Xnµn-cm-tZhn tNmZn-¨-cp-fo-Sn-\mÄ. ClhnXX Pe-\n-[nsb \nJne I]n-tk-\-tbmþ tSsXmcp PmXn IS-¶p-h-¶Xpw a\p-P-]-cn-hr-V-\nXn hnNm-cn¨ t\c¯p amcpXn ssaYn-en-tbmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :-þ a\p-P-]-cn-hr-V-s\-bp-a-h-c-P-s\-bp-a³s]mSp aäpÅ hm\-c-ssk-\y-s¯bpw £Wm aa Npa-en hnc-hn-s\m-sS-Sp¯p IS-¯p-h³ ssaYneo ! Inw hnjmZw hrYm am\tk eLp-X-c-a-anX cP-\n-N-c-Ipe ati-tjW e¦bpw `kva-am-¡o-Sp-a-\m-Ip-ew. {ZpX-a-Xn\p kpX\p ! aa tZly-\p-Úm-an\n t{Zlw hn\m Kan-¨o-Sp-h-t\m-ate hncl Iep-jnX a\kn cLq-h-c\p amw {]Xn hnizm-k-amip h¶o-Sp-hm-\mbv apZm XcnI kc-`-k-sam-c-S-bm-fhpw hmIyhpw XmhIw sNmÃp-hm-\m-b-cpÄsN-¿-Ww.
CXn ]h-\-X-b-h-N-t\\ sshtZ-ln-bpþ an¯n-cn-t\cw hnNm-cn¨p am\tk NnIp-c-`-c-a-Xn acp-hp-a-ae NqUm-aWn Nn·bn amcp-Xn-ssI-bn \evIo-Sn-\mÄ. {irWp X\bn ]p\-scm-c-S-bm-f-hmIyw `hm³ {ipXzm [cn¨p IÀt® ]d-ªoSp \o. k]Zn ]p\-c-Xp-s]m-gpXp hniz-m-k-sa-¶psS `À¯m-hn-\p-mbv hcp-sa¶p \nÀ®bw. Nnc-a-anX kpJ-sam-Sp-cp-X-]kn _lp-\n-jvTbm Nn{XIq-Sm-N-e-¯n-¦Â hmgpw hn[u ]e-e-aXp ]cn-Nn-s\m-Sp-W-¡p-hm³ Nn¡n Rm³ ]mÀ¯Xpw Im¯n-cp-¶oSpw Zim-´tc Xncp-ap-Sn-bp-a-g-Ins\mSp aSn-bn aa h¨p-S³ XoÀ°-]m-Z³ hc-shm-Sp-d-§o-Sn-\m³. AXp-s]m-gp-Xn-eXn N]-e-\mb i{Im-ß-Pþ \mip ImIm-Ir-Xn-]qp h¶o-Sn-\m³ ]e-s]m-gpXp ]e-e-i-I-e-§Ä sIm¯o-Sn-\m³ `£n-¨p-sIm-Åp-hm-s\-t¶mÀ¯p Rm³ XZm ]cp-j-X-c-ap-S-\p-S-s\-s¯-dn-ªo-Sn-t\³ ]mjm-W-Pm-e-§Ä sImXp-sIm--h³ h]pjn aa inX-N-c-W-\-J-c-Xp-WvU-§-fm hmbvt]mSp Iodn-\m-t\-sd-¡p-]n-X-\mbv ]c-a-]p-cp-j-\p-S-\p-WÀ¶p-t\m¡pw hn[u ]mcsam-en-¡p¶ tNmc-I-m-Ip-em XrW-i-I-e-a-Xn-Ip-]n-X-\m-sbSp-¯-{iaw Znhym-kv{X-a{´ P]n-¨-b-¨o-Sn-\m³ k`-b-a-h-\-Jn-e-Znin ]mªp \S-¶nXp k¦Sw XoÀ¯p c£n¨p sImo-Sp-hm³ Aa-c-]Xn Ia-e-P-Kn-coi apJy-·mÀ¡pþ amh-X-sÃ-¶-b-t¨m-c-h-Øm-´tc cLp-Xn-e-I-\-Sn-a-e-cn-e-h-i-samSp hoWnXp c£n¨p sImtÅ-W-sa-s¶-¡r-]m-\nt[ ! A]-c-samcp ic-W-anl \ln \ln \tam kvXptX B\-µ-aqÀt¯ ! icWw \tam kvXptX. CXn k`-b-a-Sn-a-e-cn hoWp tIWo-Sn-\mþ \n{µm-ß-P\mw Pb-´-\p-a-t¶cw khnXr Ipe-Xn-eI\mY kkvanXw sNmÃn-\m³ kmbIw \njv^-e-am-Ip-I-bn-sÃ-¶pta AXn\p Xh \b-\-a-Xn-sem¶p \mw t]mw \nÝ-bþ \´-c-anà \o s]mbvs¡mÄI \nÀ`-bw. CXn kZ-b-a-\p-Zn-k-sas¶ c£n-¨-hþ \n¶p-t]-£n-¨-sX-s´-¶psS ZpjvIr-Xw. Hcp-]n-g-bp-sam-cp-s]m-gp-Xn-h-s\mSp sNbvXoe Rmþ t\mÀ¯m-en-sX-¶psS ]m]ta Imc-Ww.
hnhn-[-anXn P\-I-\r] Zpln-Xr-h-N\w tI«p hoc\mw amcp-X-]p-{X\pw sNmÃn-\m³:-þ `hXn ]p\-cn-hnsS acp-ho-Sp-¶-tX-Xpta `À¯m-h-dn-bmbvI sImp-h-cm-ªXpw XvUSnXn hcp-an\n \nin-N-cu-Lhpw e¦bpw imJm-ar-Km-hen `kva-am¡pw ZrVw. ]h-\-kp-X-h-N-\-anXn tI«p sshtZ-lnbpw ]mcn¨ tamtZ\ tNmZn-¨-cp-fn-\mÄ:þ A[nI Iri-X-\p-cnl `hm³ I]n-ho-c-cpþ aoh-®-ap-Å-h-c-Ãtbm sNmÃp \o. \nJne \ninNcc-N-e-\n` hn]p-e-aqÀ¯n-IÄ \n§-f-h-tcm-sS-XnÀ¡p-¶-sX-§s\ ? ]h-\-P-\p-a-h-\n-a-IÄ hN-\-aXp tI«p-S³ ]ÀÆ-X-Xp-ey-\mbv \n¶m-\-Xn-{ZpXw. AY anYn-e-\r-]-Xn-kp-X-tbmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\mþ \Rv\-\m-]p-{X³ {]`-RvP-\-\-µ-\³:-þ CXp Icp-Xp-I-I-a-e-cn-en-§-s\-bp-Å-hþ cn§n-cp-]-s¯m¶p shÅw ]S-h-cpw. ]h-\-kp-X-ar-Zp-h-N-\-an-§s\ tI«p-S³ ]ß-]-{Xm-£nbpw ]mÀ¯p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ :þ AXn-hn-a-e-\-an-X-_-e-\m-i-c-hw-i-¯nþ \´-I³ \ob-Xn-\-´-an-sÃtSm ! cP\n hnc-shmSp Ign-bp-an-\n-bp-g-dp-sI-¦n \o cm£-k-kv{Xo-IÄ ImWmsX \ncm-Ipew Pe-\n-[n-bp-a-Xn-N-]-e-ant¶ IS-¶§p sN¶p cJp-h-c-s\-¡m¬I \µ\ ! aa Ncn-X-a-Jn-e-a-dn-bn¨p NqVm--cXv\ amip Xr¡-¿n sImSp¡ hncsb \o. hnc-hn-s\mSp hcnI chn-kp-X-\p-ap-cp-ssk-\yhpw ho-c-]q-am-·m-cn-cp-h-cp-abv `hm³. hgn-bn-semcp ]ng-bp-ap-]-tcm-[-hp-sa-¶ntb hmbp-kpX ! t]mIp \Ã-h®w {[phw. hn\-b-`b-Ip-XpI `àn-{]-tam-Zm-\znXw hoc³ \a-kvI-cn-¨o-Sn-\m-\-´n-tI. {]nb-h-N-\-k-ln-X-\Y temI-am-Xm-hn-s\þ ¸ns¶bpw aq¶p he-¯p-h-¨o-Sn-\m³ hnS-X-cnI P\\n ! hnS-sImÄhm-\-Sn-b\p thtK\ tJZw-hn\m hmgvI k´-Xw. `hXp ip`-a-bn-X-\b ! ]Yn Xh \nc-´cw `À¯m-cm-amip hcp-¯o-Sp-I{X \o. kpJ-sam-Snl PKXn kpNncw Poh Poh \o A\n-e-X-\-b-\p-a-Jn-e-P-\-\n-sbmSp kmZcw BioÀÆ-N-\-am-Zmb ]n³hm-§n-\m³.
/e¦maÀ±\w/ sNdp-X-I-se-sbmcp hnS-]n-in-J-c-hp-a-aÀ¶-h³ Nn´n-¨p-I-m³ a\kn PnX-{i-aw. ]c-]p-cn-bn-sem-cp-\r-]-Xn-Im-cymÀ°-am-b-Xnþ ]mS-h-ap-sÅmcp ZqXw \ntbm-Kn-¡n kzb-a-Xn-s\m-c-gn-\n-e-sbmgnªp km[n-¨Y kzkzm-an-Im-cy-¯n-\-´-c-sa-\-\ntb \nP-lr-Zb-NXpcX-sbm-S-]-c-sam-cp-Im-cyhpw \oXn-tbmtS sNbvXp-t]m-a-h-\p-¯-a³. AXn\p aplp-c-_-a-Jn-e-\n-in-N-c-Ip-te-is\ b³t]mSp Ip ]dªp t]mbo-tSWw. A\nXp s]cp-h-gn-bp-anXn kpZr-U-anXn Nn´-sNþ bvXmcm-a-sam-s¡-s¸m-Sn-¨p-Xp-S-§n-\m³. anYn-e-\r-]-a-IÄ acp-hp-a-Xn-hn-a-e-inw-i-]mþ hr£-sam-gn-ªp-Å-sXm-s¡-¯-IÀ¯-h³ Ipkp-a-Z-e-^-e-k-ln-X-Kp-eva-a-Ão-X-cpþ ¡q«-§Ä s]m«n-b-edn hogpw hn[u P\-\-\n-hl `b-P-\\ \mZ-t`-Z-§fpw PwK-a-Pm-Xn-I-fmb ]X-{Xn-IÄ AXn-`-b-sam-S-Jn-e-Znin Znhn Jep ]d-¶p-S³ BIm-i-sam-s¡-¸-c-s¶mcp i_vZhpw cP-\n-N-c-]pcn XvUSnXn Iogvta adn-¨nXp cmaZq-X³ alm-hocy ]cm-{I-a³. `b-sam-S-Xp-s]m-gpXp \ninN-cn-I-fp-ap-WÀ¶nXp ]mÀ¯-t\cw I]n-ho-c-scm-¡m-Wm-bn. Ch-\-an-X-_-e-k-ln-X-\n-Sn-\n-\-Z-sam-¨-bpþ sas´m-cp-P-´p-\n-sX-´n\p h¶Xpw ? kpapJn ! Xh \nI-S-`phn \n¶p hnti-j-§Ä kpµcKm{Xn ! sNmÃo-etbm sNsÃmtSm ! a\kn `b-a-[n-I-an-h-s\-¡p R§Ä¡p aÀ¡m-Sm-Imcw [cn-¨n-cn-¡p-¶Xpw. \nin Xakn hcp-¶-Xn\p Imc-W-sa´p sNm \ob-dn-ªo-etbm sNmÃn-h-\m-sctSm ? cP-\n-N-c-Ipe cNnX amb-I-sfm-¡th cm{Xn-©-c-·mÀs¡m-gn-ª-dn-bm-htXm ? `b-an-hs\ \nI-S-`phn Ip-a-·m-\tk ]mcw hf-cp-¶-sX-´m-h-Xo-izc ! Ah-\n-a-I-f-h-scm-SnXp sNm¶-t\-c-¯-hþ cmip et¦-iz-c-t\mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\mÀ:-þ Hcp hn]n\Nc-\-an-X-_-e-\-N-e-k-¶n-`þ \pZym-\-sam-s¡-s¸m-Sn¨p If-ªnXp s]mcp-h-Xn\p Icp-Xn-b-h-\-h-K-X-`-bm-Ipew s]m«n-¨nXp ssNXy-{]m-km-Z-sam-¡th. apk-e-[-c-\-\n-i-aXp Im¡p-¶-h-scbpw
apevs]«p X¨p-sIm-¶o-Sn-\m-{i-aw. `h-\-X-a-Xn-sem-cp-h-sc-bp-a-h\p `b-an-Ãtlm t]mbo-e-h-\n-hn-Sp-¶n-\n-bpw {]t`m ! Zi-h-Z-\-\nXn cP-\n-N-cn-IÄ hN-\w-tI«p Zµ-iq-tIm-]-a-t{Im-[-hn-h-i-\mbv Ch-\n-hnsS \nin Xakn `b-sam-gn-sb-h-¶-hþ t\Xpsafn-b-h-\-söp \nÀ®bw. \nin-X-t]m-Imip \qdm-bncw hoc-·mÀ \nin-N-c-Ip-em-[n-]m-Úm-I-c-·m-c-Xnþ \nÀ`bw sNmÃp-¶-Xp-Ip amcpXn inJ-cn-Ip-e-sam-Sp-a-h-\n-ap-gp-h-\n-f-Ipw-h®w knwl-\mZw sNbvXXp tI«p cm£-kÀ k`-b-X-c-lr-Z-b-aY tamln¨p hoWnXp kw{`-a-t¯m-S-Sp-¯o-Sn-\mÀ ]ns¶-bpw. inX-hn-in-J-ap-J-\n-Jne ikvX-Pm-e-§sf io{Lw t{]mtbm-Kn¨ t\cw I]o-{µ\pw aplpcp-]cn hnc-hn-s\m-Sp-bÀ¶p PnX-{iaw apÂKcwsImp XmUn-s¨m-Sp-¡o-Sn-\m³. \nbpX \nin-N-c-\n-[-\-\n-i-a\ Zim-´tc \nÀ`cw {Ip²n¨p \à-©-tc-{µ\pw. AJn-e-_-e-]-Xn-h-c-cn-sse-h-ssc-s¨-Ãp-sIþ ¶Xy-´-tcm-tjm \ntbm-Kn¨\´cw ]ca cW-\n-]p-W-s\m-sS-XnÀ¯p ]©-Xzhpw ]©-tk-\m-[n-]-·mÀ¡p `hn-¨Xp XZ\p Zi-h-Z-\-\p-ZnX {Ip[m sNmÃo-\m³ XÂ_-e-aÂ`pXw aÂ`-tbmÂ`q-Xn-Zw. ]cn-`-h-sam-S-an-X-_-e-k-ln-X-a]n sNs¶mcp ]©-tk-\m-[n-]-·mÀ acn-¨o-Sn-\mÀ. Chs\ aa \nI-S-`phn QSnXn kl-Po-ht\mþ Sn§p _Ôn¨p sImz¶p h¨o-Sp-hm³ alnX aXn-_e kln-X-sa-gp-h-scm-cp-\n-¨p-S³ a{´n ]p{X-·mÀ ]pd-s¸-Sp-hn-³ `riw. Zi-h-Z-\-h-N-\-\n-i-a-\-_-e-k-a-\znXw ZWvU apke JUvtKjvT Nm]m-Zn-IÄ ITn-\-X-c-a-edn \nP Ic-a-Xn-se-Sp-¯p-S³ IpÀ_p-tc-{µ-·m-c-Sp-¯mÀ I]o-{µ\pw `ph-\-X-e-ap-esb aplp-c-edn acphpw hn[u `qcn-ikv{Xw {]tbm-Kn-¨m--c\p-£Ww A\n-e-P-\p-a-hsc hnc-thmSp sIm¶o-Sn-\mþ \mip teml-kvXw-`-Xm-U-\-¯m-etlm ! \nP-k-Nn-h-X-\-b-sc-gp-h-cp-a-anX ssk\yhpw \nÀÖ-c-temIw Kan-¨Xp tIÄ¡-bm a\kn Zi-ap-J-\p-apcp Xm]hpw `oXnbpw am\hpw tJZhpw \mWhpw tXSn-\m³.
C\n-sbm-cp-h-\n-h-s\mSp Pbn-¸-Xn-\n-Ã-aþ än§s\ Ioe aäp Rm\m-scbpw Ch-scm-cp-h-sc-Xn-cn-Sp-In-e-kp-c-kp-c-Pm-Xn-Iþ sf§pta \nev¡m-dnà PK-{¯-tb. AhÀ ]c-ep-samcp I]n-sbm-tSäp acn-¨n-Xþ §t¿m ! kpIrXw \in-¨nXp ama-Iw. ]e-hp-anXn Icp-Xn-sbmcp ]c-h-iX ssIs¡mp ]mcw XfÀs¶mcp XmX-t\m-Sm-Z-cm hn\-b-samSp sXmgn-Xn-f-b-a-I-\p-ap-c-sN-bvXnXp hoc-]pw-km-anZw tbmKy-a-tÃ-Xp-ta. Ae-a-e-\n-X-dn-I-e-\p-Nn-X-a-Jn-e-`q-`r-Xmþ amß-tJZw ss[cyiucytX-tPm-lcw Acn-h-cs\ \nan-j-anl sImp-h-cp-h-s\þ ¶£-Ip-am-c\pw \nÀ¤-an-¨o-Sn-\m³. I]n-h-c-\p-a-Xp-s]m-gpXp tXmc-W-ta-dn-\m³. ImWm-bn-X-£-Ip-am-c-s\-Ê-¶n[u ic-\n-I-c-i-I-enX ico-c-\mbv h¶Xn imJm-arKm[n-]³ Xm\p-a-Xp-t\cw ap\n-hn-s\mSp KK-\-`phn \n¶p XmWm-ip-X³ aqÀ²\n apZvKcw sIms-dn-ªo-Sn-\m³ ia-\-]pcn hnc-hn-s\mSp sN¶p ]p¡o-Sn-\m³ ià-ama-£-Ip-am-c³ taml-c³. hn_p-[-Ip-e-cn]p \nin-N-cm-[n-]³ cmh-W³ hr¯m-´-am-l´ tI«p Zp:JmÀ¯m-\mbv Aa-c-]-Xn-Pn-X-a-an-X-_-e-k-ln-X-am-ß-Pþ amß-tJ-Z-t¯m-S-W-¨p-sNm-Ão-Sn-\m³ :þ {]nb-X-\mb ! irWp hN-\-anl Xh ktlm-Z-c³ t{]Xm-[n-]m-ebw ]p¡Xp tI«ote ? aa kpXs\ cW-in-ckn sIm¶ I]o-{µs\ amÀ¯m-WvU-Pm-e-b-¯n-¶-b-¨o-Sp-hm³ Xzcn-X-a-l-a-Xp-_-e-samSp t]mSo-bp-h³ XzÀ¡-\n-jvtTm-ZIw ]ns¶ \ÂIo-Sph³. CXn P\-I-h-N-\-a-en-thm-Sp-tI-«m-Z-cmþ en{µn-Pn¯pw ]d-ªo-Sn-\m³ X£tW :þ XyP-a-\kn P\I Xh timIw alm-atX ! XoÀ¯p-sImÄh³ Rm³ ]cm-`-h-sam-¡th ac-W-hn-c-ln-X-\-h-\-Xn-¶nà kwibw asäm-cp-h³ _em-e{X h¶o-Sptam ? `b-a-h\p ac-W-Ir-X-an--söp Im¬In Rm³ {_Òm-kv{X-sabvXp _Ôn-¨p-sIm-o-Sp-h³. `ph-\-X-e-a-Jn-e-a-c-hn-tµmÂ`-hm-Znbpw ]qÀÆ-tZ-hm-cn-IÄ X¶ hc-¯n-\mÂ.
he-a-Y-\-a]n bp[n Pbn¨ \t½m-sSmcp hm\-c³ hs¶-Xn-cn-«-Xp-aÂ`pXw ! AXp Icp-Xp-a-f-hn-enl \mW-am-sa-{Xbpw l´p-a-itIym ]n Rm\-hn-fw-_nXw IrXn-`n-c]n \nIr-Xn-`n-c]n Oß-\m]n hm IrOvtdW Rm³ Xz akot] hcp-¯p-h³ k]Zn hn]-Zp-]-K-X-anl {]a-Zm-IrXw k¼-Zzn-\m-i-Icw ]cw \nÀ®bw kkp-J-anl \nhk abn Pohn-XXzw hrYm k´m-]-ap-m-¡-cpXp IcpXp amw. CXn P\-I-s\mSp \b-ln-X-§Ä kqNn-¨p-Sþ \n{µ-Pn¯pw ]pd-s¸«p k¶-±-\mbv cY-I-h-N-hn-in-J-[-\p-cm-Zn-IÄ sIms¡mp cma-ZqXw tPXp amip sN¶o-Sn-\m³ Kcp-U-\n-`-\Y KK-\-ap-ev]-Xn-¨o-Sn-\m³ KÀÖ-\-]qÀÆIw amcpXn hocy-hm³ _lp-a-Xn-bp-a-I-X-fn-cn h¶p ]c-kv]cw _mlp-_-e-ho-cy-th-K-§Â Im¬I-bmÂ. ]h-\-kp-X-in-ckn ic-a-©p-sIm-s-bvXnXp ]mIm-cn-Pn-¯mb ]©m-ky-an-{I-a³. AY k]Zn lrZn hnin-J-sa-«p-sIm-s-bvXp aämdp _mW-§Ä ]Z-§-fnepw XYm inX-hn-in-J-a-[n-I-X-c-sa¶p hmÂta-sebvXp knwlm-\m-tZ\ {]]©w Ipep-¡n-\m³. XZ\p I]n-Ip-e-Xn-e-I-\-¼p-sIm-À¯-\mbv kvXt`\ kqX-s\-s¡m-¶nXp kXzcw Xpc-K-bp-X-c-Y-hp-aY XvUSnXn s]mSn-bm-¡n-\m³ Zqc¯p NmSn-\m³ taL-\n-\m-Z-\pw. A]-c-samcp cY-a-[nI hncp-sXm-Sp-S-t\-dn-hþ ¶kv{X-i-kv{Xu-L-h-cnjw XpS-§n-\m³ cpjn-X-aXn Zi-h-Z-\-X-\b ic-]m-tX\ tcma-§Ä \¶mep Iodn I]o-{µ-\pw. AXn-\p-sam-cp-sI-Sp-Xn-b-h-\n-söp Im¬I-bmþ ewt`m-P-kw-`t-th-_m-W-sa-bvXo-Sn-\m³ A\n-e-P-\p-a-Xns\ _lp-a-Xn-sbm-Sp-S-\m-Z-cnþ ¨ml´ taml¨p hoWnNp `qX-te. Zi-h-Z-\-kp-X-\-\n-e-X-\-bs\ \n_-Ôn¨p X³]n-Xm-hn³ ap¼nÂh¨p hW-§n-\m³. ]h-\P\p a\-kn-sbmcp ]oU-bp-m-boe ]p tZh·mÀ sImSp¯ hc-¯n-\mÂ. \fn-\-Z-e-t\-{X\mw cmav Xncp-hSn \mam-arXw P]n-¨oSpw P\w kZm Aa-e-lrZn a[p-a-Y\ `àn hnip-²cm bRvPm-\-IÀ½-IrX_Ô\w £WmÂ.
kpNnc hnc-Nn-X-a]n hnapNy ]cn-]Zw kpØncw {]m]n-¡p-an-sÃmcp kwibw cLp-Xn-eI Nc-W-bp-K-a-I-X-fn-cn hs¨mcp cma-Zq-X¶p _Ôw `hn-¨o-Sptam ? ac-W-P-\n-a-b-hn-IrXn _Ô-an-Ãm-tXm-c¡p aäpÅ _Ô-\w-sIm-s´p k¦Sw ? I]-S-a-Xn-I-en-X-I-c-N-c-W-hn-h-iXzhpw Im«n-¡n-S-¶p-sIm-Sp-t¯m-c-\-´cw ]e-cp-aXn IpXp-I-samSp \nin-N-c-c-W-ªp-S³ ]mi-JWvtU\ _Ôn-¨Xp ImcWw _e-an-b-ep-a-a-c-cn]p sIm«n-¡n-S-s¶gpw {_Òm-kv{X-_-Ô\w thÀs]-«n-X-s¸m-tg. hyY-bp-a-h-I-X-fn-cn-en-Ã-sb-¶m-Inepw _²-s\-¶pÅ `mhw If-ªo-e-h³ \nin-N-c-sc-Sp-¯p-sIm-mÀ¯p-t]m-Ipw-hn[u \nÝe\mbv InS-¶m³ Imcy-Ku-c-hmÂ. A\n-e-Ps\ \nin-N-c-Ip-em-[n-]³ ap¼nÂhþ ¨mZn-tX-bm-[n-]m-cmXn sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ AanX \ni-N-c-h-csc cW-in-ckn sIm¶-hþ \mip hncn-©m-kv{X-_-²-\m-bo-Sn-\m³ P\I ! Xh a\kn kNn-h-·m-cp-am-bn-\nþ s¨t½ hnNmcy Imcyw \o hn[o-b-Xmw. ¹h-K-Ip-e-h-c-\-dnI kmam\y\-Ãn-\³ {]XyÀ°n-hÀ¤-¯n-s\-Ãm-sam-c-´-I³. \nP-X-\mb hN-\-anXn tI«p Zim-\-\³ \nev¡pw {]l-kvX-t\m-tSmÀ¯p sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :þ Ch-\n-hnsS hcp-h-Xn\p Imc-W-sa-s´-¶pþ sa§p-\n-¶{X hcp-¶-sX-¶p-ÅXpw D]-h-\-hp-a-\n-i-samSp Im¡p-\-\-h-sc-bpþ aqt¡mSp aäpÅ à©-c-sc-bpwþ Xzcn-X-a-Xn-_-e-samSp XIÀ¯p s]mSn-¨Xpw cpa-tbm-Sm-cpsS ZqX-s\-¶p-ÅXpw Ch-s\m-Sn\n hnc-hn-s\mSp tNmZn¡ \osb-¶pþ an{µmcn sNm¶Xp tI«p {]l-kvX\pw ]h-\-kp-X-s\mSp hn\b\-b-k-ln-X-am-Z-cm ]{]Ñ \o bmc-b-¨p-h¶q It] ! \r]-k-Zkn IY-b-aa kXyw alm-atX ! \ns¶-b-b-¨p-hn-Sp-¶pp \nÀ®bw `b-a-In-e-a-I-X-en-cn \n¶p Ifªmepw {_Ò-k-`-bvs¡m-¡p-an-Ê` ]mÀ¡ \o A\r-X-h-N-\-hp-a-e-a-[À½-IÀ½-§-fpþ a{X et¦-i-cm-Py-¯n-¦-en-sÃtSm ! \nJne \nin-N-c-Ip-e-_-em-[n]³ tNmZy-§Ä \oXn-tbmSp tI«p hmbp-X-\-b\pw
a\kn cLp-Ip-e-h-cs\ aplp-c]n \ncp-]n¨p aµ-lm-tk\ atµ-Xcw sNmÃn-\m³:-þ kv^pS-h-N-\-a-Xn-hn-i-Z-anXn irWp Pf{]t`m ! ]qPy\mw cma-Zq-X³ Rm\-dnI \o `qh\-]Xn aa ]Xn ]pc-µ-c-]q-Pn-X³ ]pWy-]p-cp-j³ ]pcp-tjm-¯-a³ ]c³ `qP-K-Ip-e-]-Xn-i-b-\-\-a-e-\-Jn-te-iz-c³ ]qÀÆ-tZ-hm-cmXn `qàn-ap-àn-{]-Z³ ]pc-a-Y\ lrZ-b-aWn \ne-b\ \nhm-knbmw `qtX-i-tk-hn-X³ `qX-]-©m-ß-I³ `qP-K-Ip-e-cn]p aWn-c-Y-²z-P³ an[-h³ `q]Xn `qXn-hn-`q-jW k½n-X³ \nP P\-I-h-N-\-aXp kXym-am-¡o-Sp-hm³ \nÀ½e³ Im\-\-¯n¶p ]pd-s¸«p P\-I-P-bp-a-h-c-P-\p-ambv acp-hp¶ \mÄ sN¶p \o Pm\-In-sb-¡-«p-sIm-ote ? Xh ac-W-anl hcp-h-Xn-s¶mcp ImcWw Xma-c-tkmÂ`-h-I-ev]nXw tIh-ew. XZ\p Zi-c-Y-X-\-b\pw aXw-Km-{ita Xmt]\ X¼n-bp-ambv Kan-¨o-Sn-\m³ X]-\-X-\-b-s\m-S-\-e-km-£n-bmbv kwJyhpw Xmev]-cy-apÄs¡mp sNbvtXm-c-\-´cw Aa-c-]Xn kpX-s\-sbmcp _mtW\ sIm¶p-Sþ \À¡m-ß-P¶p InjvIn-Ôbpw \ÂIn-\m³ ASn-a-e-cn-e-h-\-a-\-a-g-In-s\mSp sNbvXphþ ¶m[n-]Xyw sImSp-¯m-[n-XoÀ¯o-Sn-\m³. AXn-\-h-\p-a-h-\n-X-\-bm-t\z-j-W-¯n-\mþ bmi-IÄtXmdp-ta-ssII \qdm-bncw ¹h-K-Ipe ]cn-hr-Usc eLp-X-c-a-b-¨-Xnþ teI-\-l-anl h¶p-I-o-Sn-t\³. h\-P-hnS]n-I-sf-bp-S-\p-S-\nl XIÀ¯Xpw hm\-c-hw-i-{]-Ir-Xn-ioew hnt`m ! CI-en \nin-N-c-h-c-sc-sbms¡ apSn-¨-Xpwþ sas¶ h[n-¸-Xn-\mbv h¶ ImcWw ac-W-`-b-a-I-X-fn-cn-en-Ã-bmsX `phn asämcp P´p-¡-fn-söp \nÀ®bw. Zi-h-Z\ ! ka-c-`phn tZl-c-£mÀ°-ambv XzÂ`r-Xy-hÀ¤s¯ \n{K-ln-t¨-\lw Zi-\n-bpX iX-h-bkn PoÀ®sa-¶m-Inepw tZln-IÄt¡äw {]nbw tZl-tamÀ¡ \o. Xh-X-\b Ic-K-fnX hn[n-hn-in-J-]m-ti\ X{X Rm³ _Z-v[-\m-tb-s\mcp Im£Ww Ia-e`hapJ kpc-hc {]`m-th\ ta Imb-¯n-t\-Xpta ]oU-bp-mbv hcm.
]cn-`-h-hp-sam-cps]mgpXp ac-W-hp-a-I-s¸Sm _²-`m-th\ h¶o-Sn-t\-\{X Rm³ AXn-\p-samcp s]mgp-Xn-semcp Imc-W-app tIþ fZy lnXw Xh hàp-ap-Zyp-à-\mbv AI-X-fn-cn-e-dnhp Ipd-bp-¶-hÀt¡-ä-hpþ ÅÚm-\-sams¡ \ot¡Ww _p[-P-\pw. AXp PKXn IcpXp Icp-Wm-ß\mw [À½--saþ ¶mtßm-]-tZ-i-a-Úm-\n\mw tam£-Zw. a\kn Icp-XpI `ph-\-K-Xnsb hgntb `hm³ aá-\m-bo-sSmem taml-a-lmw-_p[u XyP a\kn Zi-h-Z\ ! cm£kow _p²nsb ssZhow KXnsb kam-{i-bn-¨oSp \o. AXp P\-\-a-c-W`-b-\m-in\n \nÀ®-bþ a\y-bm-bp-ÅXp kwkm-c-Im-cn-Wn. AarXL\ hna-e-]-c-am-ß-t_m-t[m-Nn-Xþ \Xyq-¯-am-\z-tbmÂ`q-X-\tÃm `hm³ IfI Xh lrZn k]Zn XXz-t_m-t[\ \o Ima-tIm-]-tZz-j-tem-`-tam-lm-Zn-IÄ Ia-e-`-h-kp-X-X-\-b-\-µ-\-\m-I-bm IÀ_p-c-`mhw ]cn-{K-ln-bmbvI \o Z\p-P-kp-c-ap-P-J-K-ar-K-`p-P-K-t`-tZ\ tZl-ß-_p-²n-sb-Ê-´y-P-¨oSp \o {]IrXnKp-W-]-c-h-i-Xbm _²-\mbv hcpw {]mW-tZ-l-§-fm-ßm-h-Ã-dn-sItSm ! Aar-X-a-b-\-P-\-a-e-\-Zz-b-\-hy-bþ \m\-µ-]qÀ®-t\-I³ ]c³ tIhe³ \ncp-]-a-\-ta-b-\-hy-à³ \ncm-Ip-e³ \nÀ¤p-W³ \njvI-f³ \nÀ½-a³ \nÀ½-e³ \nK-a-hc \ne-b-\-\-´-\m-Zy³ hn`p \nXy³ \ncm-Im-c-\mßm ]c-{_mÒw hn[n-l-cn-l-cm-Zn-IÄ¡pw Xncn-bm-X-h³ thZm-´-th-Zy-\-th-Zy-\-Úm-\n\mw kI-e-P-K-Zn-Z-a-dnI ambm-abw {]t`m k¨n-·bw kXy-t_m[w k\m-X\w PU-a-Jn-e-P-K-Zn-Z-a-\n-Xy-a-dnI \o P·-P-cm-a-c-WmZn Zp:Jm\znXw Adn-h-Xn\p ]Wn ]c-a-]p-cpj andn-am-b-§þ fßm-\-am-ß\m Ip sXfnI \o. ]c-a-KXn hcp-h-Xn\p ]c-sam-cp-]-tZ-ihpw ]mÀ¯p tI«oSp sNmÃn-¯-cp-¶pp Rm³. A\-h-c-X-a-I-X-fn-cn-e-an-X-l-cn-`-àn-sImþ mß-hn-ip²n hcp-sa¶p \nÀ®bw AI-a-e-cp-a-L-a-I-ep-a-f-h-Xn-hn-ip-²-amþ bmip XXz-Úm-\-hp-ap-Zn¡pw ZrVw.
hna-e-X-c-a-\kn `K-h-¯-¯-h-nÚm\þ hnizktIh-em-\-µm-\p-`q-Xn-bm cP-\n-Nc h\-Z-l\ a{´m-£-c-Zz-bw cma-cm-taXn kssZh P]n-¡bpw cXn-k-]Zn \nP-lrZn hnlmb \nXyw apZm cma-]-Z-[-\ym-\-ap-Ån-ep-d-bv¡bpw Adn-hp-sN-dp-X-I-X-fn-cn-semcp ]pcp-j-\p-s-¦nþ eml´ thp-¶-Xm-I-bm-emip \o `P `h-`-bm-]lw `à-tem-I-{]nbw `m\q-tIm-Sn-{]`w hnjvWp ]mZmw-_pPw a[p-a-Y\ Nc-W-k-c-kn-P-bp-K-f-amip \o auVyw Ifªp `Pn-¨p-sIm-o-sStSm ! Ipkr-Xn-I-fp-an\n a\kn I\n-shmSp Ifªp sshþ IpWvtT-temIw Kan-¸m³ hgn t\m¡p \o. ]c-[-\-I-f-{X-tam-tl\ \nXyw hrYm ]m]-amÀÖn¨p Iogv t]m«p hoWo-sSm-em. \fn\Z-e-\-b-\-a-Jn-te-izcw am[hw \mcm-bWw ic-Wm-K-X-h-Õew ]c-a-]p-cpjw ]c-am-ßm-\-a-Zzbw `àn-hn-izm-tk\ tkhn¡ k´Xw ic-W-anXn Nc-W-I-ate ]Xn-¨o-sStSm ! i{Xp-`m-hs¯ XyPn¨p k´p-jvS-\m-bv. Iep-j-a-\-h[n XvUSnXn sNbvXn-s\-¶m-Inepw Imcp-Wy-ao-h-®-anà aämÀ¡p-ta. cLp-]-Xnsb a\kn Icp-Xp-In-e-h\p `qXte cm-a-Xp-m-I-bnà P·w ktJ ! k\-I-ap-J-ap-\n-IÄ hN-\-§-fn-tXmÀs¡tSm kXyw atbmàw hncn-©mZn k½-Xw. Aar-X-ka hN-\-anXn ]h-\-X-\-tbm-Zn-Xþ aXy-´-tcm-tjW tI«p Zim-\-\³ \b-\-an-cp-]-Xn-ep-aY I\ÂNn-X-dp-am-dp-S³ \¶m-bp-cp«n angn¨p sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ Xne-k-Zr-i-a-h-s\-bn\n sh«n \pdp-¡p-hn³ [n¡m-c-an{X Ioe aäm-À¡p-ta. aa \nI-S-`phn hSn-shm-sSm-¸-an-cp¶p amw asämcp P´p-¡-fn-§s\ sNmÃptam ? `b-hp-samcp hnb-\-hp-an¶p Im×m-\nà ]m]n-bm-tbmcp ZpjvSmßm iT-\n-h³. IYb aa IYb aa cma-s\-¶mcp sNm ? Im\-\-hmkn kp{Kohs\¶m-sctSm ? Ah-sc-bp-a-\-´cw Pm\In sImÃp-h³. Zi-h-Z-\-\-N-\-anXp tI«p tIm]w-]qp Z´wISn¨p I]o-{µ\pw sNmÃn-\m³ : \n\hp Xh a\kn s]cp-sX-{Xbpw \¶p \o
\nt¶m-sS-Xn-scmcp \qdp-\q-dm-bncw cP-\n-N-c-Ip-e-]-Xn-I-fmbv sRfn-ªp-sÅmcp cmh-W-·m-scm-cp-an-s¨-XnÀ¯o-Snepw \nb-X-anXp aa sNdp-hn-cev¡p t]mcm ]ns¶ \osb´p sN¿p-¶-sX-t¶mSp Iivae ! ]h-\-kp-X-h-N-\-anXp tI«p Zim-ky\pw ]mÀiz-Øn-X-·m-scm-Smip sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ ChnsS \nin-N-c-scm-cp-h-cm-bp-[-]m-Wn-bmþ bnÃtbm IÅ-s\-s¡m-Ãp-hm³ sNmÃp-hn³. AXp-s]m-gp-Xn-sem-cp-h-\-h-t\m-S-Sp-¯o-Sn-\mþ \t¸mÄ hn`o-j-W³ sNmÃn-\m³ saÃth :þ Acp-X-cpXp Zpcn-X-anXp ZqX-s\-sIm-Ãp-sIþ ¶mÀ-¯Sp¯p \r]·mÀ¡p sNmÃo-Sp-hn³ ? Chs\ \ാan-hnsS hnc-thmSp sIm¶o-Sn-\mþ se§-s\-b-§-dn-bp-¶nXp cmL-h³ AXn\p ]p\-cn-hs\mc-Sbmfap-m¡n \mþ a§-b-t¡-W-a-XtÃm \rt]m-Nn-Xw. CXn kZkn Zi-h-Z\ kl-P-h-N-t\\ Xmþ s\¦n-e-X-§s\ sNbvsI¶p sNmÃn-\m³. /e¦m-Z-l\w/ hZ-\-a]n Ic-N-c-W-aà iucym-kv]Zw hm\-c-·mÀ¡p hmÂta iucy-am-Ip-¶p. hb-a-Xn\p ഝSnXn hk-t\\ hmhv thjvSn¨p hÓn sImfp-¯n-¸p-c-¯n-se-Ãm-Shpw cP-\n-N-c-]-cn-hr-V-sc-Sp¯p hmZyw sIm«n cm{Xn-bി ht¶mcp If-f-s\-¶n-§s\ \nJn-e-Znin ]e-cp-anl tIÄ¡p-am-dp-¨-¯n \otf hnfn-¨p-]-dªp \S¯p-hn³. Ie-l-X-I-\n-h-\-dnI \nkvtX-P-s\¶p X³þ Iq«-¯nÂ\n¶p \o¡oSpw I]n-Ipew. Xne-c-k-Lr-Xm-Zn-kw-kn-à-h-kv{X-§-fm Xo{hw sXcp-sX-sc-¨päpw Zim-´tc AXp-_-e-\-N-e-X-c-a-hnsS acp-ho-Sn-\mþ \Xym-b-XØeam-bnXp hm XZm. hk-\-K-W-a-Jn-e-hp-sam-Sp-§n-¨-a-ªnXp hmep-a-Xoh tijn-¨nXp ]ns¶-bpw. \nJn-e-\n-e-b-\-\n-ln-X-]-«mw-_-c-§fpw \osf-¯n-c§p sIm-h¶p Npäo-Sn-\mÀ. AXp-ap-S-s\m-Sp§n hm tijn-¨p-I--fþ h§p-an§pw sN¶p sImp-h-¶o-Sn-\mÀ. Xne-P-Kr-X-kp-kvt\-l-kw-kn-à-h-kv{X-§Ä Znhy-]«mwiqIPm-ehpw Npän-\mÀ. \nIrXn s]cp-Xn-h\p hkp-\-§-fn-sÃm-¶n\n
kvt\l-hp-sa-Ãm-a-Sp-§o-X-ti-j-hpw. Ae-a-e-an-X-a-e-\n-h-s\-{Xbpw Znhy-\nþ XmÀ¡p tXm¶o hn\m-i-¯n-s\-¶mÀ NneÀ. Ae-anl hk-\-anXn \\-e-an\n hme-[nþ bv¡mip-sIm-fp-¯p-hn³ sshI-cp-tX-Xp-ta. ]p\-c-h-cp-a-Xp-s]m-gpXp Xo sImfp-¯o-Sn-\mÀ ]pÑm-{K-tZti ]pc-µ-cm-cm-Xn-IÄ _e-k-ln-X-a-_-e-anh cRvPp-JÞwsImp _²zm ZrU-Xcw [rXzm I]n-hcw InX-h-a-Xn-I-fp-an-sXmcp If-f-s\-¶n-§s\ IrXzm ch-acw KXzm ]pc-hcw ]d-I-sf-bp-ap-S-\p-S-\-d-ª-d-ª-§ns\ ]Ýn-a-Zzm-c-tZti sN¶\´cw ]h-\-P-\p-a-Xn-Ir-i-co-c-\m-bo-Sn-\m³ ]mi-hp-a-t¸mÄ inYn-e-ambv h¶nXp _e-sam-S-h-\-Xn-N-]-e-a-N-e-\n-`-Km-{X-\mbv _Ôhpw thÀs]«p taevt]m«p s]m§o-\m³. Nc-a-Kn-cn-tKm-]p-cm{K hmbp-th-tK\ NmSn-\m³ hml-I-·m-scbpw sIm¶-h³. DSp-]-Xn-sbm-Sp-ckpaS-hp-b-c-an-b-ep¶ cþ Xvt\m¯pw-K-ku-[m-{K-tadn taho-Sn-\m³. DZ-h-kn-X-\n-I-c-ap-S-\p-]cn thKtam Sp¹p-Xy-]n-s¶-bp-ap¹Xy kXzcw I\-I-a-Wn-a-b-\n-e-b-a-Jn-e-a-\n-em-ß-P³ I¯n¨p I¯n¨p hÀ²n-¨n-X-án-bpw. {]Ir-Xn-N-]-eXsbmS-h-\-N-e-tamtcm aWnþ {]mkm-Z-Pm-e-§Ä Np«p-Xp-S-§n-\m³, KP-Xp-c-K-c-Y-_-e-]-Zm-Xn-IÄ ]MvàXnbpw Kay-§-fm-bp-ff cay-lÀ½y-§-fpw. A\-e-io-J-I-fp-a-\n-e-kp-X-lr-Z-bhpw sXfnþ ªml´! hnjvWp-]Zw Kan¨p XZm. hn_p-[-]-Xn-sbmSp \nin-N-cm-ebw sht´mcp hr¯m-´-sa-Ãm-a-dn-bn-¨p-sIm-f-fp-hm³ Al-a-l-an-Im-[nbm ! ]mh-I-Pzm-e-Iþ fw_-c-t¯m-f-ap-bÀ¶p sN¶q apZm. `ph-\-X-e-K-X-hn-a-e-Zn-hy-c-Xv\-§-fm `qXn-]-cn-]qÀ®-am-bp-ff e¦bpw ]p\-c-\n-e-kp-X-\nXn Zlp-¸n-¨-sX-¦nepw `qXn-]-cn-]qÀ®ambv h¶n-X-Ûp-Xw. Zi-h-Z-\-k-l-P-Krl sa¶ntb aäp-ff tZhm-cn-tK-l-§Ä sh´p-IqSo Phw. cLp-Ip-e-]-Xn-{]n-b-`r-Xy\mw amcpXn c£n-¨p-sIm-m³ ho`o-j-W-a-µncw I\-I-a-Wo-a-b-\n-e-b-\n-I-c-aXp sht´mtcm Iman-\n-hÀ¤w hnem]w XpS-§n-\mÀ. NnIp-c-`-c-h-k-\-N-c-Wm-Zn-IÄ sh´mip
Poh\pw thÀs]«p `qau ]Xn-¡bpw DS-ep-cp-In-bp-cp-In-bp-S-\p-g-dn-b-e-dn-¸-mªpþ ap¶-X-amb ku[-§-fn-te-dnbpw Zl-\-\p-S-\hnsSbp-Sp-¯pa Zln-¸n¨p Xmg¯p hoWp ]nSªp acn-¡bpw aa ! X\b ! caW ! P\I ! {]mW-\mY ! lm ! amaIw IÀ½-at¿m ! hn[n ssZhta ! ac-W-ap-S-\p-S-ep-cpIn apdpIn hcn-sI-¶Xp amäp-hm-\m-cp-an-Ã-tbmb inh inh ZpcnXanXp cP\nNc-h-c-hn-c-NnXw ZrVw asämcp Imc-W-an-Ãn-Xn-t\-Xp-ta. ]c-[-\-hp-an-a-X-]-c-Zm-c-§fpw _em ]m]n Zim-ky³ ]cn-{K-ln-¨m³ Xptemw. Adn-In-e-\p-Nn-X-aXp atZ\ sNbvXo-Smbv hoþ \mcp aXnsâ ^e-anXp \nÀ®-bw. a\p-P-X-cp-Wn-sb-sbmcp alm-]m]n Iman¨p aäp-f-f-hÀ¡p-am-]-¯m-bn-Xn-§s\. kpIr-X-Zn-cn-X-§fpw Imcy-a-Im-cyhpw kq£n-¨p-sN-bvXp-sIm--tffWw _p[-P-\w. aZ-\-i-c-]-c-h-i-X-sbmSp N]-e-\m-bn-h³ amlm-ßy-ap-ff ]Xn-hv]-c-X-am-scbpw Ic-_-e-sam-S-\p-Zn-\-a-Wªp ]nSn¨-Xnþ Imao Nmcn-{X-`wKw hcp-¯o-Sn-\m³. AhÀa-\kn acp-hn\ Xt]m-a-b-]m-h-Iþ \Zy cmtPy ]nSn-s]-«nXp tIh-ew. \oin-N-cn-IÄ _lp-hn-[-sam-tcmt¶ ]d-Ibpw \nev¡pw-\n-e-bnte sh´p acn-¡bpw ic-W-anl InanXn ]e-h-gn-bp-ap-S-t\m-Snbpw imJn-IÄ sh´p apdn-ªp-S³ hogvIbpw cLp-IpehtcjvSZqX³ {Xnbm-am-N-cþ cmPy-a-gp-¶q-dp-tbm-P-\bpw £Wm kc-_-lp-hn-`-h-bp-X-t`m-P\w \evIn-\m³ k´p-jvS-\m-bnXp ]mh-I-tZ-h\pw. eLp-X-c-a-\n-e-X-\-b-ar-X-\o-[n-X-¶nte emwKp-ehpw X¨p Xo s]men-¨o-Sn-\m³. ]h-\-P\p Zl-\]n Np«-Xn-tÃ--Xpta ]mh-I-\n-jvS-k-Jn-bm-I-Im-c-Ww. ]Xn-\n-c-X-bm-Inb Pm\-In-tZ-hn-bm {]mÀ°n-X-\m-I-bmepw IpWm-h-imÂ. Ah-\n-X-\-bm-Ir-]m-ssh-`-h-a-Ûp-Xþ aXy-´-io-X-f-\m-bnXp hÓn-bpw. cP-\n-N-c-Ip-e-hn-]n-\-]m-h-I-\m-Inb cma-\m-a-kvar-Xn-sImp alm-P\w X\-b-[-\-Zm-c-tam-lmÀ¯-sc-¶m-Inepw Xm]-{X-bm-\-e-s\-¡-S-¶o-Sp-¶p. XZ-`n-a-X-Im-cn-bm-bp-ff ZqX¶p kþ
´m]w {]Ir-Xm-\-te\ `hn-¡ptam? `h-Xn-bZn a\p-P-P-\\w `qhn km{¼Xw ]¦-P-tem-N-\-s\-_v`-Pn-¨o-Sp-hn³. `ph-\-]Xn `pP-K-]-Xn-i-b-\-`-P\w `qhn `qX-Zu-hm-ß-kw-`q-X-Xm-]m-]-lw. XZ\p I]n-Ip-e-h-c-\p-a-h-\n-X-\-bm-]Zw XmWp-sXm-gpXp \a-kvIrXy sNmÃn-\m³ : Al-an-\n-bp-ap-gdn \S-sIm-f-fp-h-\-¡-scþ bv¡mÚm-]-bmip KÑman cmam-´n-Iw. cLp-h-c-\p-a-h-c-P-\p-a-cp-W-P-\p-ambv {ZpXþ amK-an-¨o-Sp-a-\-´-tk-\m-k-aw. a\kn Xh sNdpXp ]cn-Xm-]-ap-m-sImem aÛcw Imcy-an-\n-Ö-\-Xm-ßtP ! sXmgp-X-an-X-hn-\-b-an-Xn-sNm-¶-h³X-t¶mSp Zp:JapÄs¡mp ]d-ªnXp koXbpw : aa ca-W-N-cn-X-ap-c-sNbvX \ns¶-¡p am\-k-Xm-]-a-I-¶nXp amaIw IY-an-\n-bp-a-l-anl hkman timtI\ aÂþ ¡m´-hr-¯m´{ih-W-ku-Jyw-hn\m P\-I-\r-]-Zp-ln-Xr-Ko-c-§ns\ tI«-h³ PmXm-\p-I¼w sXmgpXp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³: IfI ipN-an\n hnc-l-a-e-Nn-\p-S³ aa kvIÔ-am-tcm-l-£-tW\ Rm³ sImp-t]mbv Xh ca-W-k-hn-[-ap-]-Kay tbmPn-¸n¨p Xm]-a-ti-j-a-ZssZyh XoÀ¯o-Sp-h³. ]h-\-kp-X-h-N-\-anXn tI«p sshtZ-lnbpw ]mcw {]km-Zn¨p ]mÀ¯p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ: AXn\p Xh Ipc-Xp-a-f-hn-sÃmcp Z®-saþ ¶mßn\n h¶nSp hnizm-k-aZy ta. ip`-N-cn-X-\-Xn-_-e-sam-Smip Znhym-kvt{XW timj-W-_-Ô-\m-ssZy-c]n kmKcw I]n-Ip-e-_-te\ IS¶p PK-Xv{X-bþ I-I-s\-s¡m¶p sImp-t]m-Imip amw. adn-shm-sSmcp \nin clkn sImp-t]mbm-eXp ahv{]m-W-\m-Y-IoÀ¯n¡p t]mcm ZrVw. cLp-Ip-e-P-h-c-\n-hnsS h¶p bp²w sNbvXp cmh-W-s\-s¡m¶p sImp-s]m-bvs¡m-f-fp-hm³ AXn-c-`-k-abn X\b! the-sN-bvXoSp \oþ b{X-\mfpw [cn-¨o-Sp-h³ Poh-s\. CXn kZ-b-h-s\m-S-cpÄsN-bvX-b-¨o-Sn-\mþ fnµn-cm-tZ-hn-bpw, ]ns¶ hmXm-ß-P³ sXmgp-X-Jn-e-P-\-\n-sbmSp bm{X hg-§-n¨p XqÀ®w almÀ®hw Ip NmSo-Sn-\m³. /kap-{Z-ew-L\w/ {Xn`p-h-\-hp-ap-esb aplp-scm-¶-e-do-Sn-\m³
Xo{h-\mZw tI«p hm\-c-kw-L-hpw, Icp-Xp-hn-\n-sXmcp \n\-Z-amip tIÄ¡m-bXpw Imcyam-l´ ! km[n¨p hcp-¶nXp. ]h-\-kp-X,-\-Xn\p \ln kwibw am\tk ]mÀ¯p-Im¬sIm-¨-tI-«m-e-dn-bm-a-Xpw. I]n-\n-h-l-anXn _lp-hn[w ]d-bpw-hn[u ImWm-bn-X-{Zn-in-ckn hmXm-ß-Pw. I]n-\n-h-l-hoctc ! InXp koXsb ImIpÂØ-ho-c-\-\-]-{K-l-¯m-elw \nin-N-c-h-cm-Zz-b-am-Inb e¦bpw \ntÈ-j-ap-Zym-\hpw Zln-¸n-¨n-Xp. hn_p-[-Ip-e-ssh-cn-bmIpw Zi-{Ko-hs\ \nkva-b-am-½mdp Ip ]d-ªnXp. ÕSnXn Zi-c-Y-kp-X-s\m-Sn-¡Y sNmÃp--hm³ Pmw_-h-Zm-Zn-Itf ! \S-¶o-Sp-hn³. AXp-s]m-gpXp ]h-\-X-\-b-s\-bp-a-h-cm-Z-cnþ ¨menwKy KmVamNpw_y hmem-©ew IXp-I-samSp I]n-\n-N-b-a-\n-e-Ps\ ap¶n«p Iq«-an-«mÀ¯p-hn-fn¨p t]mbo-Sn-\mÀ. ¹h-K-Ip-e-]-cn-hr-V-cp-ap-gdn \S-sImp t]mbv {]{k-h-Wm-New Ip taho-Sn-\mÀ. Ipkp-a-Z-e-^-e-a-[p-e-Xm-X-cp-]qÀ®amw Kpeva-k-am-hrXw kp{Ko-h-]m-enXw £p[n-X-]-cn-]o-Un-X-cmb Ip]n-Ipew £pZzn-\m-imÀ°-amÀ¯ym ]d-ªo-Sn-\mÀ. ^e-\n-I-c-k-ln-X-anl a[p-c-a-[p-]q-chpw `£n¨p Zmlhpw XoÀ¯p \msam-¡th Xc-Wo-kp-X-k-hn-[-ap-]-Kay hr¯-´-§Ä Xmakw ssIhn-«p-WÀ¯n¡ kmZ-cw. AXn-\-\p-h-Zn-¨-cp-tf-W-sa-¶m-i]qþ wK-Z-t\m-S-t]-£n-t¨m-c-\-´cw AXn-\-h-\p-a-h-scm-Sp-S-\m-Ú-sb-s¨-bvI-bmþ emip a[p-h\w ]q¡n-sX-Ãm-h-cpw. ]cn-sNm-SXn a[p-c-a[p-]m-\hpw sNbvX-hÀ ]Iz-^-e-§Ä `£n¡pw Zim-´tc Z[n-apJ-\p-a-\n-iaXp ]me-\w-sN-bvX-nXp ZWvU[-c-·m-c-Sp¯p XSp-¡-bm ]h-\-kp-X-ap-J-I-]n-IÄ apjvSn-{]-lm-tcW ]mtªmÀ `b-s¸-«-h-cp-a-Xn-{Zp-Xw. Xzcn-X-aY Z[n-ap-J-\p-amip kp{Ko-h-s\þ ¯qÀ×-am-temIy hr¯m-´-§Ä sNmÃn-\m³ : Xh a[p-h-\-¯n\p `wKw hcp-¯n-bmÀ Xmtc-b-\m-Zn-I-fmb I]n-_-ew. kpNn-c-aXp Xh Icp-Wbm ]cn-]m-en¨p kpØn-c-am-[n-]-tXy\ hmtW-\-lw. hevaY-\-kp-X-X-\-b-\m-ZnIsfm¡th
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I\n-hn-s\mSp It-\lw tZhn-sb-¯{X IÀ_p-tc-{µm-etb k¦-S-sa-¶n-tb. Ipi-e-hp-ap-S³ hnNm-cn-¨Xp XmhIw IqsS-Êp-an-{Xm-X-\-b\pw kmZcw. inYn-e-Xw-Nn-I-p-c-sam-S-tim-I-h-\n-I-bn inwi-]m-aq-e-tZti hkn-¨o-Sn-\mÄ. A\-i-\-sam-SXn Iri-i-co-c-bm-b-\z-lþ ami-c-\m-co-]-cn-hr-X-bmbv ip]m AgÂs]-cpIn apdpIn _lp-_m-jv]hpw hmÀ¯p hmÀ¯t¿m ! kZm cma-cm-taXn a{´hpw aplp-c]n P]n¨p P]n¨p hnem-]n¨p apKv²mwKn tahp-¶-t\-c¯p Rm³ XZm AXn-Ir-i-i-co-c-\mbv hr£-im-Jm-´tc B\µapÄs¡m-n-cp-t¶-\-\m-Ip-ew. Xh Ncn-X-a-ar-X-k-a-a-Jn-e-a-dn-bn¨Y X¼n-tbmSpw \n´n-cp-h-Sn-X-s¶mSpw sNdp-Xp-S-P-`qhn cln-X-bm-bva-cphpw hn[u sN¶p Zim-\-\³ sIm-§p-t]m-bXpw khn-Xr-kp-X-s\mSp QSnXn kJy-ap-m-bXpw kw{I-µ-\m-ß-P³ Xs¶ hn[n-¨Xpw £nXn-Zp-ln-Xp-c-t\z-jmÀ°w I]o-{µ-\m IoiuL amip \nbp-à-am-bo-Sn-\mÀ. Al-a-h-cn-sem-cp-h-\n-hn-tS¡p h¶o-Sn-t\þ \À®hw NmSn-¡-S-¶Xn hn{Zp-Xw. chn-X-\-bkNn-h-\-l-am-ip-K-\-µ-\³ cma-Zq-X³ l\q-am-s\¶p \ma-hpw. `h-Xn-sb-bp-anl QSnXn Ip-sIm-t-\tlm `mKy-am-l´ ! `mKyw ! IrXmÀt°m-kvaylw ^en-X-a-Jnew aamZy {]bmkw `riw ]ß-Pm-tem-I\w ]m]-hn-\m-i-\w aa hN-\-aoXn \nJn-e-am-IÀWy Pm\In aµwaµw hnNm-cn-¨Xp am\tk : {ih-W-bp-K-fm-arXw tI\ ta {imhnXw? {ioa-Xm-a-t{K-k-c-\-h³ \nÀ®bw aa \b-\-bp-K-f-]-Y-am-bmXp ]pWy-hm³ am\-h-ho-c-{]-km-tZ\ ssZhta ! hN-\-anXn anYn-e-X-\-tbm-ZnXw tI«p Rm³ hm\-cm-Im-tcW kq£va-i-co-c-\mbv hn\-b-samSp sXmgp-X-Sn-bn hoWp-h-W-§o-t\³ hnkva-b-t¯mSp tNmZn-¨nXp tZhnbpw : Adn-h-Xn\p ]dI \obm-sc-¶-sX-t¶mSn XymZn-hr-¯m´w hnNm-cn-¨-\-´cw IYn-X-a-Jnew abm tZh-hr-¯m-´-§Ä IRvP-Z-fm-£nbpw hniz-kn-¨o-Sn-\mÄ. AXp-s]m-gp-Xn-e-I-X-fn-cn-e-gp If-h-Xn¶p Rmþ \wKp-eobw sImSp-¯o-Sn-t\-\m-Z-cmÂ.
Ic-X-fn-cn-e-Xns\ hnc-thmSp hm§n-¯Zm I®p-\oÀsImp Igp-In-¡-f-ª-pS³ inckn Zrin Kf-`qhn aqe-¯-S-¯n-¦epw io{L-a-W¨p hnem-]n-¨n-tX-ähpw : ]h\-kpX ! IYb ! aa ZpxJsaÃmw `hm³ ]ßm-£-t\m-Sp, \o In-XtÃm ktJ ! \nin-N-cn-I-f-\pZn\ap-]-{Zhn-¡p-¶Xpw \ob§p sN¶p sNmÂsI¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\mÄ. Xh Ncn-X-a-Jn-e-a-en-thm-Sp-WÀ¯n¨p Rm³ X¼n-tbmSpw I]n-tk-\-tbmSpw {ZpXw hb-a-h-\o-]-Xnsb hnc-thmSp Iq«n-s¡mp h¶p Zim-ky-Ip-ehpw apSn-¨p-S³. kI-Xp-I-a-tbm-²ym-]pcn-¡mip sImp-t]mw. k´m-]-ap-f-fn-ep-m-I-cp-tX-Xpta. Zi-c-Y-kp-X¶p hnizm-kmÀ°-am-bn\n tZln ta tZlo ! NnÓw [\y-am-Z-cmÂ. ]p\-scm-S-bm-f-hm¡pw ]d-ªo-SpI ]pWy-]p-cp-j\p hnizm-k-kn-²-tb. AXp-a-h-\n-kp-X-sbm-S-l-an-§s\ sNm¶-fþ hmip NqUm-c-Xv\-am-Z-cm \evIn-\mÄ. Ia-e-apJo I\n-hn-s\mSp Nn{X-Iq-Sm-Nte Im´-\p-ambv hkn-¡p-¶m-sfm-cp-Zn\w ITn-\-X-c-\-J-c-\n-I-tcW ]oUn-s¨mcp ImI-hr-¯m-´hpw sNmÂsI¶p sNmÃn-\mÄ XZ\p ]e-X-c-anh ]dªpw Ic-ªp-apÄþ ¯m]w IeÀ¶p acphpw Zim-´tc _lp-hn-[-h-tNm-hn-`m-th\ Zp:JwXoÀ¯p _nw_m-[-cn-tb-bp-amiz-kn-¸n¨p Rm³ hnS-bp-ap-S-\-g-sImSp hg-§n¨p t]m¶nXp thtK\ ]ns¶ asäm¶p sNbvtX-\-lw. AJn-e-\n-in-N-c-Ip-e-]-Xn-¡-`n-jvSm-kv]-Zþ amcm-a-sam-s¡m-e-sN-bvtX-\-kw-Jy-Iw. Zi-h-Z-\-kp-Xs\ aplp-c-£-Ip-am-c-s\þ ±Þ-[-cm-e-b-¯n-¶-bn-¨o-Sn-t\³. AY Zi-ap-Jm-ß-P-{_-Òm-kv{X-_-²-\mþ bmi-cm-[o-i-s\-¡p ]dªp Rm³. eLp-X-c-a-tijw Zln-¸n-¨Xp _X Z¦m-]pcw ]ns¶bpw tZhn-X³]Zw hnK-X-`-b-a-Sn-bnW hW§n hm§n-t¸m¶p hopw kap-{Zhpw NmSn-¡-S¶p Rm³ Xh Nc-W-\-fn-\-a-[p-ss\h hµn-¨nXp Zmk³ Zbm-\nt[ ! ]mln amw ]mln -amw. CXn ]h-\-kp-X-h-N-\-am-l´ ! tI«-fþ hnµn-cm-Im-´\pw {]oXn-]q-n-\m³. kpc-P-\-kp-Zp-jvIcw Imcyw IrXw Xzbm kp{Ko-h\pw {]km-Zn-¨nXp tIh-ew.
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tam£-Z\mw \n´n-cp-h-Sn-X-s¶bpw aqÀJ\mw Rms\-§-s\-b-dn-ªo--Sp-¶p. aqÀJ-P-\-§Ä¡p k·mÀ¤-{]m-]-Iþ tamÀ¡n {]`qWmw lnXw ZWvU-am-bXpw ZpjvS-]-iq\mw bYm eIpSw XYm ZpjvSm\pim-k\w [À½w `hm-Zrim. {iocm-a-tZhw ]cw `à-h-Õew Imcp-W-]q-cpjw Imcp-Wy-km-Kcw \mcm-bWw icWyw ]pcp-tjm-¯aw {iocm-a-aoiw icWw KtXmkvan Rm³. cma-N-{µm-`bw tZln ta k´Xw cma ! e¦m-amÀ¤-amip ZZman tX. C°w hW§n kvXpXn¨p hcp-W-t\mþ Sp¯-a-]q-cp-j Xm\p-a-cpÄsNbvXp :þ _mWw aZo-b-a-tam-L-a-Xn-¶nl thW-samcp e£y-sa-´-Xn-¶p-ÅXpw hm«-an-Ãm-sXmcp e£y-a-Xn¶p \o Im«n-¯-tc-W-sa-\n¡p hmcm-¶nt[ ! AÀ®-h-\m-Y\pw sNmÃn-\m-\-t¶-cþ a\yq-\-Im-cp-Wy-kntÔm ! PK-ev]tX ! D¯-ckymw Znin a¯o-c-`q-Xte Nn{X-{Zp-a-Ip-ey-tZiw kp`n-£-Zw. X{X ]m]m-ßm-¡-fpp \nim-N-cþ sc{Xbpw ]mc-ap-]-{Z-hn-¨o-Sp-thmÀ thKm-e-hn-tS-bv¡-b-¡p _mWw Xhþ temtIm-]-ImcIam-aXp \nÀ®-bw. cma\pw _mW-a-b-¨m-\-Xp-t\-cþ amabw tXSo-Sp-am-`o-c-a-WvUew FÃmsam-Sp¡n thtK\ _mWw t]m¶p saÃth XqW-chpw ]p¡n-Xm-Z-cm B`o-c-a-WvU-e-sams¡ \in-¡-bm tim`-\-ambv h¶p XÂ{]-tZkw XZm XÂIq-e-tZ-i-hp-a-¶p-sXm-s«-{Xbpw apJy-P-\-]-Z-ambv h¶n-Xn-s¸m-gpw. kmKcw sNmÃn-\m³ kmZ-c-a-t¶cþ amIp-e-sa-¶ntb aÖte kXzcw tkXp _Ôn¡ \f\mw I]n-h-cþ t\Xp-a-h-s\mcp ZWvU-ap-mbv hcm. hniz-IÀ½mhn·I-\-h-\m-I-bm hniz-in-ev]-{In-bm-X-ev]-c-s\-{Xbpw hniz-Zp-cn-Xm-]-Im-cn-Wn-bm-bvX-hþ hniz-saÃmw \nd-ªo-Sp¶ IoÀ¯nbpw hÀ²n-¡p-sa¶p ]dªp sXmgp-Xp-Sþ \_v[nbpw sasà ad-ª-cp-go-Sn-\m³.
k´p-jvS-\m-sbmcp cma-N-{µ³ XZm Nn´n¨p kp{Ko-h-e-£va-W-·m-tcmSpw {]mÚ-\m-boSpw \fs\ hnfn-¨p-Sþ \mÚ-sb-s¨-bvXnXp tkXp-_-Ô-t\. X£tW aÀ¡-S-ap-Jy-\mIpw \f³ ]pjvI-c-t\-{Xs\ hµn¨p kXzcw ]ÀÆ-X-Xp-ey-i-co-cn-I-em-In\v ZpÀÆm-c-ho-cy-an-b¶ I]n-Ifpw kÀÆ-Zn-¡n-¦epw \n¶p kc-`kw ]ÀÆ-X-]m-jm-W-]m-Z-]-Pm-e-§Ä sImp-h-cp-¶h hm§n-s¯-cp-sXsc IpWvT-hn-lo\w ]Sp-¯p-Xp-S-§n-\m³. t\tc iX-tbm-P-\m-b-X-am-bp-Sþ \oc-©p-tbm-P\ hnkvXm-camw h®w. C°w ]Sp-¯p-Xp-S§pw hn[u cmaþ `{Z\mw Zmi-cYn PK-Zo-iz-c³ thyma-tIiw ]c-ta-izcw i¦cw cmta-iz-c-sa¶ \ma-a-cpÄ sNbvXp tim`-\-amb aplpÀt¯\ kwØm]y ]m]-l-cmb {Xntem-I-ln-XmÀ°-ambv ]qPn¨p hµn¨p `àym \a-kvIrXy cmPo-h-tem-N-\-t\-h-a-cpÄsNbvXp :þ bmsXmcp aÀ¯y-\n-hnsS h¶m-Z-cm tkXp-_Ôw Ip cmta-iz-c-s\bpw `àym `Pn-¡p-¶n-X-t¸m-f-h³ {_Òþ lXymZn ]m]-§-tfmSp thÀs]«-Xnþ ip²-\mbv h¶p-IqSw aam-\p-{K-lm apànbpw h¶o-Sp-an-sÃmcp kwi-bw. tkXp-_-Ô-¯n-¦Â aÖ-\hpw sNbvXp `qtX-i-\m-Inb cmta-iz-c-s\bpw Ip hW-§n-¸p-d-s¸«p ip²-\mbv IpWvTX ssIhn«p hmcm-Wkn ]p¡p KwK-bn kv\m\hpw sNbvXp PnX-{iaw KwKm-k-en-ehpw sImp-t]m-\-\m-Z-cm cmta-iz-c-\-`n-tj-Ihpw sNbvXY {ioaÂk-apt{Z Ifªp XZv`m-chpw aÖ\w sN¿p¶ aÀ¯y-s\-t¶mSp kmþ bqPyw hcp-a-Xn-\n-sÃmcp kwi-bw. F¶-cpÄ sNbvXnXp cma³ Xncp-hSn \¶mbv sXmgpXp tkhn-¨n-sX-Ãm-h-cpw. hniz-IÀ½m-ß-P\mw \f\pw ]ns¶ hnizm-k-tamSp ]Sp-¯p-Xp-S-§n-\m³ hn{Zp-X-a-{Zn-]m-j-W-X-cp-¡-fmþ
e±nt\ XoÀ¶p ]Xn-\mep tbmP\ XoÀ¶n-Xn-cp-]Xp tbmP\ ]ntä-¶mÄ aq¶mw Zn\-an-cp-]-s¯m¶p tbmP\ \memw Zn\-an-cp-]-¯n-c-m-b-Xpþ t]mse-bn-cp-]-¯n-aq-¶p-a-©mw-Zn\w A©p-\mÄsImp iX-tbm-P-\m-bXw N©-e-sa-¶ntb XoÀt¶m-c-\-´cw tkXp-hn-t·te \S¶p I]n-I-fpþ amX-¦-lo-\w-I-S-¶p-Xp-S-§n\mÀ. amcp-Xn-IWvtT Itcdn cLq-¯-a³ Xmtc-b-IWvtT kpan-{Xm-X\b\pw Bcply sN¶p kpt_-em-N-eapIþ tfdn-\mÀ hm\-c-tk-\-tbmSpw {ZpXw e¦m-]p-cm-tem-I-\m-ibm cmL-h³ i¦m-hn-lo\w kpt_-em-N-tem-]cn kw{]m]y t\m¡nb t\c¯p InXp Pw`m-cn-X³ ]pcn-s¡m¯ e¦m-]p-cw. kzÀ®-a-b-²z-P-{]m-Im-c-tXm-c-Wþ ]qÀ®w at\m-lcw {]mkm-Z-kw-Ipew ssIem-k-ssi-te-{µ-k-¶n-`-tKm]pc Pme-]-cn-L-i-X-Lv\o-k-a-\znXw {]mkm-Z-aqÀ²v\n hnkvXoÀ®-tZti apZm hmk-h-Xp-ey-{]-`m-th\ cmh-W³ cXv\-knw-lm-kt\ a{´n-`n-Ê-¦pte cXv\-Z-WvUm-X-]-ss{X-cp-]-tim-`ntX Be-h-«-§fpw sh©m-a-c-§fpw _me-¯-cp-Wn-a-m-sc-s¡mp hobn¨p \oe-ssi-em`w Zi-In-co-tSm-Pzew \oe-ta-tLm-]aw Ip cLq-¯-a³ hnkvabw sIms¡mp am\n¨p am\tk kkvanXw hm\-c-·m-tcmSp sNmÃn-\m³:-apt¶ \n_-²-\m-tbmcp ipIm-kp-c³ Xs¶ hnc-thm-S-bbv¡p aSn-bmsX sN¶p Zi-{Ko-h-t\mSp hr¯m-´-§þ sfms¶m-gn-bm-sX-b-dn-bn¡ sshIm-sX. /cmh-W-ipI-kw-hmZw/ F¶-cpÄ sNbvXXp tI«p sXmgp-X-h³ sN¶p Zim-\-\³ Xs¶ hW-§n-\m³. ]wàn-ap-J-\p-a-h-t\mSp tNmZn-¨mþ s\´p \o sshIp-hm\ ImcWw sNmÂsItSm ! hm\-tc-{µ-·m-c-dnªp ]nSn-¨-`nþ am\-hn-tcm[w hcp-¯n-bmtcm ? Xh £oW-`mhw IeÀ¶o-Sp-hm³ ImcWw
am\tk tJZw Ifªp sNmÃo-sStSm ! cm{Xn-©-tcm-àn-IÄ tI«p iqI³ ]cþ amÀ¯w Zim-\-\-t\mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :þ cm£-k-cm-P-{]-hc ! Pb -Pb tamt£m-]-tZ-i-amÀt¤W sNmÃo-Sp-h³ knÔp-X-¶p-¯-c-Xo-tcm-]cn sNs¶mþ c´sa-¶ntb Rm³ Xh hmIy-§Ä sNm¶-t\-c-¯-h-sc-s¶-¸n-Sn-¨p-S³ sIm¶p-I-f-hm³ XpS§pw Zim-´tc cma-cm-a-{]t`m ! ]mln ]mloXn Rmþ \ma-bw-]qp Icª \mZw tI«p ZqX-\-h-[y-\-b-¸-\-b-¸n-s\þ ¶mZ-c-thm-S-cpÄsNbvXp Zbm-]-c³ hm\-c-·m-cp-a-b-¨m-c-Xp-sImp Rm\pw `bw XoÀ¶p \osf \S-¶pS³ hm\-c-ssk-\y-saÃmw Ip s]m¶nXp am\-h-ho-c-\-\p-Úbm kmZ-cw. ]ns¶ cLq-¯-a-s\-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\m³ sN¶p \o cmh-W³X-t¶mSp sNmÃpI koXsb \ÂIo-Sp-sIm-¶p-In-en-Ãm-bvInþ teXpta sshIm-sX-bp²w XpS-§pI cn-ep-sam-¶p-g-dn-s¨-bvXp-sIm-ÅWw cpw-I-W-s¡-\n-s¡¶p ]d-bWw F´p-_-ew-sImp koX-sb-¡-«p-sImþ Ô-\mbv t]m¶n-§n-cp-¶p-sImp `hm³ t]mcp-a-Xn\p _e-sa-¦n-se-t¶mSp t]mcn-\m-bvs¡mp ]pd-s¸-Sp-Im-ip\o e¦m-]p-chpw \nimN-c-tk-\bpw i¦m-hn-lo\w ic-§-sf-s¡mp Rm³ Hs¡-s¸m-S-s]-Sp-s¯-¶p-Ån h¶n§p ]pt¡m-cp-tcm-j-hp-amip XoÀ¯o-Sp-h³ \à-©-c-Ip-e-t{i-jvT³ `hm-s\mcp isà-¶m-In ]pd-s¸-Sp-Imip \o. F¶-cp-fn-s¨-bvXn-cp-¶-cp-fo-S-n\m³ \n¶psS tkmZ-c³ Xt¶mSp IqSth kp{Ko-h-e-£va-W-·m-tcm-Sp-sam-¶n¨p \n{K-ln-¸m-\mbv `h´w cWm-¦tW Ip-sIm-m-ep-a-kw-Jy-_ew Ziþ IWvT-t{]t`m ! I]n-]pw-K-h-]m-enXw ]ÀÆ-X-k-¶n-`-·m-cmb hm\ccpÀÆn Ipep-§-th- KÀÖ-\hpw sNbvXp kÀÆ-tem-I-§fpw `kva-a-¡o-Sp-h³ KÀÆw IeÀ¶p \nev¡p-¶nXp \nÀ`-bw.
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F¶p kuan-{Xnbpw sN¶n-c-¶o-Sn-\m³ a¶-h³Xm-\p-a-cpÄsN-bvXn-X-t¶cw :þ hr{Xm-cnbpw t]m-cn hn{X-kvX-\mbv hcpw \à-©-tc-{µ-t\m-tS-äm-e-dnI \o amb-bp-app \nim-N-cÀt¡-ähpw \ymb-hp-an-Ãn--hÀ¡mÀ¡p-sam-cn-¡epw N{µ-Nq-U-{]n-b-\m-I-bp-ap-n-h³ N{µlm-km-Jyamw hmfp-ap-m-bp[w FÃmw \ncq-]n¨p Nn¯-ap-d-¸n¨p sNÃ-W-atÃm Ie-l-¯n-s\-s¶Ãmw in£n-¨-cpÄsN-bvX-b-t¨m-c-\-´cw e£va-W\pw sXmgp-Xmip hn hm§n-\m³. Pm\-Io-tNm-c-s\-¡-tm-cp-t\-c¯p hm\-c-\m-b-I-\m-Inb amcpXn tXÀ¯-Sw-X-¶n IpXn-¨p-ho-Wo-Sn-\mþ \mÀ¯m-\mbv h¶p hnim-N-c-\m-Y\pw Z£n-W-l-kvX-hp-tam-§n-¸-d-ªnXp ct£m-h-c-t\mSp acp-X-]p-{X\pw :þ \nÀÖ-c-·m-scbpw Xm]-k-·m-scbpw kÖ-\-am-bva-äpapÅ P\-s¯bpw \nXy-ap-]-{Z-hn-¡p¶ \n\¡p hþ s¶¯pam]¯p I]n-Ip-e-¯m-setSm ! \ns¶-b-Sn-¨p-sImÂhm³ h¶p-\n¡p-t¶mþ scs¶-b-Sn-¨p-sImÂ\m³ h¶p-\n-ev¡p-t¶mþ ses¶-sbm-gn-¨p-sImÄ hoc-s\-¶m-In \o. hn{I-a-ta-dnb \n¶psS ]p{X-\mþ a£-Ip-am-c-s\-s¡m-¶Xp Rms\tSm ! F¶p ]d-sªm¶Sn¨m³ I]o-{µ\pw \¶mbv hnd¨p hoWm³ Zi-I-WvT\pw ]ns¶-bp-WÀ¶p sNm¶m-\n-hn-tS-¡n¶p h¶ I]n-I-fn \Ã-\tÃm `hm³ \·-sb-´m-b-sX-\n-¡n-¶n-Xp-sImp \½psS XÃp-sIm-m asäm-cp-h\pw arXyp-h-cmsX Pohn-¸-h-cn-ÃtÃm arXyp-h-¶oe \n\-¡-Xp-sImp Rm³ F{Xbpw ZpÀ_-e-s\-¶p-h¶p \½nþ en¯n-cn-t\-c-an¶pw s]mcp-Xo-S-Ww. F¶-tX-c-s¯m-¶-Sn-¨m³ Zim-\\³ ]ns¶ tamln¨p hoWm³ I]o-t{i-jvT\pw \oe-\-t¶-cw-Ip-Xn-sImp cmhWþ t·te Itc-dn-¡n-co-S-§Ä ]¯nepw hnÃp-Xt·epw sImSn-a-c-¯n-t·-epþ apÃm-k-tamSp aIp-S-§Ä ]¯nepw NmSn {ItaW \r¯w XpS-§n-\m³ ]mSn-¯p-S-§n-\m³ \mc-Z\pw XZm.
]mh-Im-kv{Xw-sImp ]mh-I-]p-{Xs\ cmh-W-s\-bvXp-S³ XÅn-hn-«o-Sn-\m³ X£tW tIm]n¨pe-£va-W³ thtK\ ct£m-h-c-s\-s¨-dp-¯m-\-Xp-t\cw _mW-K-Ws¯ hÀjn-¨m-cn-cp-hcpw Ima-cp-XmsX Na-ªnXp t]mÀ¡fw hnÃp-ap-dn¨p If-ªnXp e£va-Wþ \àapgp-¯p-\n¶p Zi-I-WvT\pw. ]ns¶ ab³sImSpt¯mcp th kuan-{Xnþ X¶psS amdn-em-½mdp Nm«o-Sn-\m³. Akv{X-§ÄsImp XSp-¡-cp-Xmªp kuþ an{Xnbpw iàn-tb-ämip ho-Wo-Sn-\m³. BS-temsS hoW Ipam-c-s\s¨-s¶-Spþ ¯oSp-hm-\mip `mhn¨p Zim-\-\³ ssIe-k-ssi-e-sa-Sp¯ Zim-ky\p _me-i-co-c-an-f-¡-cp-Xm-ªn-Xp. cmL-h³X-¶psS Kuc-h-tamÀ¯-Xnþ emLhw ]qnXp cmh-W-ho-c-\pw. Ip-\n-ev¡p-s¶mcp amcp-X-]p-{X\pw an-b-W-sªm-¶-Sn-¨m³ Zim-kys\ tNmcbpw OÀ±n¨p tXcn hoWm-\-h³ amcp-Xn-Xm\pw Ipa-c-s\-¯Â£tW ]pjvk-am-\-sa-Sp-¯p-sIm-m-Z-cm NnÂ]p-cp-j³ap-¼n h¨p-h-W-§n-\m³. amdpw ]ncnªp Zi-ap-J³ I¿n-emþ ½mdp ]p¡p ab-Z-¯amw iànbpw ss{Xtem-Iy-\m-b-I\m-Inb cma\pw ]ue-kvXy-t\m-Sp- bp²w XpS-§n-\m³. KÔ-hm-lm-ß-P³ hµn¨p sNmÃn-\m³ ]wàn-ap-J-t\mSp bp²-¯n-s\-¶psS IWvT-ta-dn-s¡mp \n¶-cp-fn-s¡mÄI IpWvT-X-sb-¶ntb sImÂI Zim-ky-s\. amcpXn sNm¶Xp tI«p cLq-¯-aþ \mcply XÂI-WvT-tZti hnf-§n-\m³. sNm¶m³ Zim-\³X-t¶mSp cmLh³ \ns¶-b-Sp¯p I×m³ sImXn-t¨³ Xptemw C¶-Xn-\mip tbmKw h¶n-Xm-I-bm \ns¶bpw \nt¶m-Sp-IqsS ht¶m-scbpw sIm¶p PKXv{Xbw ]men¨p sImÅp-hþ s\¶psS ap¼n-e-c-£Ww \nÃp \o F¶-cpÄsNbvXp ikv{Xm-kv{X-§Ä XqIn-\mþ s\m¶n-s\m-s¶m-¸-sa-bvXm³ Zi-h-{à-\pw.
tLmc-ambv h¶nXp t]mcp-a-t¶-c¯p hmcm-¶n-[nbp-an-fIn adn-bp-¶p. amcp-Xn-X-s¶-bp-sabvXp apdn-¨nXp iqc-\m-tbmcp \nim-N-c-\m-b-I³. {iocm-a-tZ-h\pw tIm]w apgp-¯-Xnþ [ocX ssIs¡m-s-Sp-s¯mcp kmbIw ct£m-h-c-\psS h£:{]tZ-is¯ e£y-am¡n {]tbm-Kn-¨m-\-Xn-{Zp-Xw. Be-ky-am-bnXp _mW-ta-ä-t¶cw ]ue-kvXy-N-]hpw hoWnXp `qX-te. \à-©-cm-[n-]-\mb Zim-ky\p iàn-£bw Ip kXzcw cm-L-h³ tXcpw sImSnbpw IpSbpw IpXn-cbpw Nmcp-In-co-S-§fpw If-ªo-Sn-\m³. kmc-Yn-X-s¶bpw sIm¶p-I-f-ª-fþ hmcq-V-Xm-t]-\-\n¶p Zim-ky\pw cma\pw cmh-W³X-t¶m-S-cpÄsN-bvXmþ \mabw ]mcw \n\-¡pp am\-tk. t]mbm-ep-an¶p `b-s¸-Sm-bv-tI-Xpta \obn\n e¦-bn sN¶-§n-cp-¶mepw Bbp-[-hm-l-\-t¯m-sSm-cp-s¼-«p-sImþ mtbm[\¯n\p \msf htcWw \o. ImIpÂØ-hm-¡p-IÄ tI«p `b-s¸«p thK-¯n-e§p \S¶p Zim-\-\³ cmL-hmkv{Xw XpS-sc-¯p-SÀ¶p-s-s¶mþ cmIpew ]qp Xncn-ªp-t\m-¡n-¯p-temw. th]-Yp-Km-{X-\mbv aµncw {]m]n¨p Xm]-ap-m-bXp Nn´n¨p tahn-\m³. /Ipw`-IÀ®sâ \oXn-hmIyw/ am\-th-{µ³ ]ns¶ e£va-W-\-X-s¶bpw hm\-c-cm-P-\m-aÀ¡m-ß-P-s\bpw cmh-W-_m-W-hn-Zm-cn-X-ßm-cmb ]mh-I-]p-{XmZn hm\-c-·m-scbpw kn²uj[-sImp c£n¨p X¶psS kn²m-´-sa-Ãm-a-cpÄsNbvXp tahn-\m³ cm{Xn-©-tc-{µ\pw `rXy-P-\-t¯mSp t]À¯pw \nPmÀ¯n-I-tfmÀ¯p sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ \½psS hocy-_-e-§fpw IoÀ¯nbpw \·-bp-aÀ°-]p-cp-j-Im-cm-Znbpw \jvSambv h¶n-sXm-Sp§n kpIr-Xhpw IjvS-Imew \ap-¡m-KXw \nÝ-bw. th[m-hp-Xm-\p-a-\m-c-Wy-`q-]\pw th-Z-h-Xnbpw alm-\-µn-tI-i\pw cw`bpw ]ns¶ \f-Iq-_-cm-Znbpw
Pw`m-cn-ap¼mw \nen-¼-h-c-·mcpw Ipwt`mÂ`-hm-Zn-I-fmb ap\n-Ifpw iw`-{]-W-bn-\n-bm-Inb tZhnbpw ]pjvS-t]m-_ew ]qp ]mXn-{h-Xyþ \njvTtbmtS acp-hp¶ kXn-Ifpw kXy-ambv sNmÃnb im]-h-N-Êp-IÄ anYy-ambv h¶p-Iq-Sm-sb¶p \nÀ®-bw. Nn´n¨p Im×n³ \ap-¡n-\nbpw ]p\þ scs´m¶p \Ãq Pbn-¨p-sImÄhm--\tlm ! Imem-cn-Xp-ey-\mIpw Ipw`-IÀ®-s\þ ¡mew If-bm-Xp-WÀ¯pI \n§Ät]mbv Bdp-amkw Ignsª-¶n-bp-WÀ¶o-Spþ amdnà ap¶-ap-d-§o-«-h-\p-anþ s¶m¼Xp \mtf Ign-ª-Xp-Åq \n§þ ft¼m-SpWÀ¯p-hn³ hà {]Im-c-hpw. cm£-k-cm-P-\n-tbm-tK\ sNt¶mtcm cm£-k-sc-Ãmsamcp-s¼-«p-WÀ¯p-hm³ B\-I-Zp-µp-`n-ap-Jy-hm-Zy-§-fpþ am\ tXÀ ImemÄ IpXn-c-¸-S-Ifpw Iqw`-IÀt®m-ckn ]mªp-amÀ¯pw PKÂþ I¼w hcp-¯n-\m-sc-s´mcp hnkvabw ! Ipw`-k-l{kw Pew sNmcn-ªo-Sn-\mÀ Ipw`-IÀ®-{i-h-Wm-´tc ]ns¶bpw Ipw`n-h-c-·m-sc-s¡mp \mkm-c-Ôvdþ kw{`q-X-tcmaw ]nSn¨p-h-en-¸n¨pw Xp¼n-¡-c-a-ä-e-dn-bp-am-\-IÄ Pw`m-cn-ssh-cn¡p I¼-an-tÃ-Xp-ta. Prw`m-k-am-cw-`-tam-Sp-ap-WÀ¶nXp kw{`-an-t¨m-Sn-\m-cm-i-c-ho-c-cpw. Ipw`-k-l{kw \nd-¨pÅ aZyhpw Ipw`-k-l{kw \nd-¨pÅ càhpw kwt`m-Py-a-¶hpw Ip¶p-t]mse Ismþ cn¼w IeÀs¶gp-t¶-än-cp-¶o-Sn-\m³. {Ihy-§-fm-Zn-bmbv aäp-]-Po-h-\þ {Zhy-saÃmw `pPn-¨m-\-µ-Nn-¯-\mbv ip²m-N-a-\hpw sNbvXn-cn¡pw hn[u `rXy-P-\-§fpw h¶p hW-§n-\mÀ. Imcy-§-sf-Ãm-a-dn-bn-¨p-WÀ¯nb Imc-W-hpw-tI«p ]wàn-I-WvTm-\p-P³ F¦ntem sshcn-I-sfm-s¡m-e-sNbvXp Rm³ k¦-Sw-XoÀ¯p hcp-h-s\-¶n-§s\ sNmÃn¸pd-s¸« t\cw atlm-Z-c³ sasÃ-s¯m-gpXp ]d-ªm-\-Xp-t\cw :þ
tPyjvTs\-¡p sXmgpXp hnS-hm§n hm«w hcmsX s]mbvs¡m-ÅpI \ÃXp Ghw atlm-Z-c³ sNm¶Xp tI«-h³ cmh-W³ Xs¶bpw sN¶p hW-§n-\m³. Km-V-am-bm-enw-K\w sNbvXn-cp-¯n-\mþ \qV-tamZw \nP tkmZ-c³X-s¶bpw Nnt¯ [cn-¨-Xn-tÃmÀ¡ \o Imcy-§Ä hr¯m-´-sa-¦ntem tI«m-ep-an-s¶tSm :þ tkmZcn X¶psS \mkm-Ip-N-§sf tÑZn-¨-Xn¶p Rm³ Pm\-Io-tZ-hnsb {iocm-a-e-£va-W-·m-c-dn-bmsX Iþ mcmakoav\o sImz¶p h¨o-Sn-t\³. hmcn-[n-bn Nnc-sI-«n-¡-S-¶-h³ t]mcn\p hm\-c-tk-\-bp-ambv h¶p sIm¶m³ {]l-kvXm-Zn-I-sf-¸-e-sc-bpþ sas¶-bp-sabvXp apdn-¨m³ PnX-{i-aw. sImÃmsX sIm¶-b-¨m-\Xp Imc-Wþ aàapgp¯p Rm³ \ns¶-bp-WÀ¯n-t\³. a¶-h-·m-scbpw hm\-c·m-scbpw sIm¶p \osbs¶ c£n-¨p-sIm-tÅ-W-ta. F¶XptI«p sNm¶m³ Ipw`-I-À-®\pw \¶p-\-s¶-{Xbpw \ÃtX \Ãp-tIÄ \ÃXpw XobXpw Xm\-dn-bm-X-hÀ \Ã-X-dnªp sNmÃp-¶-hÀ sNmÃp-IÄ \Ã-h®w tI«p-sIm-Åp-Inepw \¶þ XÃm-X-hÀ¡ptm \Ã-Xp-m-Ip¶p ? koXsb cma\p \ÂIpsI-¶n-§s\ kmZ-c\³ sNm¶m-\-Xn¶p tIm]n¨p \o B«n-¡-f-ªnXp \¶p \t¶mÀ¯pIm¬ \m«nÂ\n-¶mip hm§o KpW-sam-¡th \Ã-h-®w-hcpw Ime-a-sÃ-¶Xpw sNmÃm-a-Xp-sIm-Xpw Ipä-a-sÃtSm ! \Ã-sXm-cp-¯-cmepw hcp-¯m-h-Xþ Ãàhcp-¯p-am-]-¯-W-bp¶ \m Ime-tZ-im-h-Ø-Ifpw \b-§fpw aqehpw sshcn-IÄ Imehpw hocyhpw i{Xp-an-{X-§fpw a²y-Ø-]-£-hpþ aÀ°-]p-cp-j-Im-cmZn t`Z-§fpw, \mep-]m-b-§-fp-amdp \b-§fpw taen hcp-¶-Xp-sams¡ \ncq-]n¨ ]Yyw ]d-bp-a-am-Xy-\p-s-¦ntem `À¯r-kuJyw hcpw IoÀ¯nbpw hÀ²n¡pw C§-s\-bp-sÅm-c-am-Xy-[À½w shSnþ
sª§s\ cmPmhv \njvT-sa-¶m-eXp IÀ®-kpJw hcp-amdp ]d-ªp-sImþ \z-l-am-ßm-`n-am-\hpw `mhn¨p aqe-hn-\miw hcp-amdp ]d-ªp-sImþ \z-l-am-ßm-`n-am-\hpw `mhn¨p aqe-hn-\miw hcp-amdp \nXyhpw aqV-cm-bp-tÅm-c-am-Xy-P-\-§-fn \ÃXp ImtIm-f-sa-¶Xp sNmÃp-thmþ cÃÂhn-j-ap--hÀs¡-¶n-bn-Ã-tÃm. aqVcmw a{´n-IÄ sNmÃp-tI-«o-Sp-In \mSp-w a-\Êpw Ipehpw \in-¨p-t]m. \mZ-t`Zw tI«p tamln¨p sN¶p tN À¶m[n-ap-gp¯p acn¡pw arK-Ipew Aán-sb-¡p tamln¨p ie-`-§Ä aá-cm-b-án-bn hoWp acn-¡p¶p aÕy-§fpw ck-¯n-¦Â tamln¨p sNþ ¶¯Âs¸-Sp¶p _fniw {Kkn-¡-bm B{K-l-sa-¶n-¦-te-dn-bm-em-]¯p t]m¡p-hm-\-Ãm-X-h®w hcpw. \½psS hwi-¯n\pw \à \m«n-\pþ ap³aq-e-\miw hcp-¯p-hm-\m-btÃm Pm\-In-X-¶n-sem-cm-i-bp-m-bXpw Rm\-d-tª-\Xp cm{Xn-©-cm-[n] ! C{µn-b-§Ä¡p hi-\m-bn-cn-¸-hþ s\¶p-am-]-s¯m-gn-ªn-söp \nc-®-bw. C{µn-b-{Kmaw Pbn-¨n-cn-¡p-¶-hþ s\m¶p-sImpw hcm-\q-\-am-]-¯p-IÄ \Ã-X-sÃ-¶-X-dn-ªn-cn-s¡-º-em sNmÃpsam¶n¦-sem-cp-¯-\-`n-cpNn ]qÀÆ-P-·mÀÖnX hmk-\-bm-e-Xnþ \mh-X-tÃ-Xp-a-Xn hi-\mbv hcpw. F¶m-e-Xn-¦Â \n¶mip a\-Ên-s\þ ¯¶psS imkv{X-hn-th-tIm-]-tZ-i-§Ä sImp hnt[-b-am-¡n-s¡m-n-cn-¸-hþ \ptm PK-¯n-¦-em-c-ap-tamÀ¡ \o ? ap¶w hnNm-c-Imte Rm³ `hm-t\mSp Xs¶ ]d-ª-Xntà `hn-jyÂ^ew ? Ct¸m-fp-]-K-X-ambv h¶-Xo-iz-cþ Iev]n-X-amÀ¡p XSp¡ hX-Ã-tÃm. am\p-j-\à cma³ ]pcp-tjm-¯-a³ \m\m-P-K-·-b³ \mcm-b-W³ ]c³ koX-bm-Ip-¶Xp tbmK-am-bm-tZhn tNXkn \o [cn-¨o-Sp-sI-¶n-§s\ \nt¶m-Sp-Xs¶ ]dªp X¶o-etbm
a¶h ! ap¶-ta-sb-´-tXm-cm-ªXpw ? Rms\mcp-\mÄ hnim-ebmw bYm-kpJw Im\-\mt´ \c-\m-cm-b-Wm-{ita hmgp-¶-t\-c¯p \mc-Z-s\-¸-cnþ tXmtjW Ip \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-bn-t\³. GsXmcpZn-¡n \n¶m-K-X-\m-bn-sXþ ¶mZ-c-thm-S-cpÄsNbvI alm-apt\ ! Fs´mcp hr¯m-´-apÅq PK-¯n-¦þ e´cw IqSm-X-cpÄsN-bvI-sb-s¶Ãmw tNmZn-¨-t\-c¯p \mc-Z-s\-t¶mSp kmZcw sNm¶m-\p-Z-´-§-sfm-¡-th. cmh-W-]o-V-n-X-·m-cmbv Na-sªmcp tZh-Ifpw ap\n-am-cp-sam-cp-an¨p tZh-tZ-th-i\mw hnjvWp-`-K-hms\ tkhn-¨p-WÀ¯n¨p k¦-S-sam-¡th ss{Xtem-Iy-I--I-\m-Inb cmh-W³ ]ue-kvXy-]p-{X-\-Xoh ZpjvS³ Je³ R§-sf-sb-Ãm-ap-]-{Z-hn-¨o-Sp-¶nþ sX§p-an-cn-¡-cp-XmsX Na-ªn-Xp. aÀ¯y-\m-se-¶ntb arXyp-hn-sÃ-¶-Xpþ apàw hncn-©-\m ap¶ta Iev]nXw aÀ¯y\m-se-¶ntb arXyp-hn-sÃ-¶-Xpþ apàw hncn-©-\m ap¶ta Iev]nXw aÀ¯y-\m-bvXs¶ ]nd¶p `hm-\n\n kXy-[À½-§sf c£n-¡-th-W-ta. C°-ap-WÀ¯n-¨-t\-cw-ap-Ip-µ\pw Nn¯-Im-cpWyw IeÀ¶-cp-fn-s¨bvXp :þ ]rYzn-bn Rm\-tbm-²ybw Zi-c-Yþ ]p{X-\mbv h¶p ]nd-¶n-\n-Ê-Xzcw \à-©-cm-[n-]³ Xs¶bpw \n{K-lnþ ¨¯Â XoÀ¯o-Sp-h-\n-{X-tem-I-¯n-¦Â kXy-k-¦-ev]-\m-ao-iz-c³ X¶psS iàn-tbmSpw IqSn cma-\mbv h¶Xpw \n§-sf-sb-Ãm-sam-Sp-¡p-a-h-\n\n awKew h¶p-IqSpw PK-¯n-¦-epw. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp adªp alm-ap\n \¶mbv \ncq-]n¨p sImÄI \o am\tk. cma³ ]c-{_-Ò-amb k\m-X-\³ tIma-f-\n-µo-h-c-Z-f-iym-a-f³ ambm-a-\p-jy-thjw ]qp cma-s\þ ¡mtb\ hmN a\km `Pn¡ \o. `àn-I-m {]km-Zn¡pw cLq-¯-a³ `àn-btÃm alm-Úm-\-am-Xm-shtSm !
`àn-btÃm kXmw tam£-{]-Zm-bn\n `àn-lo-\-·mÀ¡p IÀ½hpw \njv^-ew. kwJy-bn-Ãm-tXm-f-ap--hXm-c-§Ä ]¦-tP-{X\mw hnjvWp-hn-s\-¦nepw kwJym-hXmw aXw sNmÃp-h³ \n¶psS i¦-sb-Ãm-a-I-se-¡-f-ªo-Sp-hm³. cmam-hXm-c-k-a-a-Ã-sXm-¶pta \ma-P-]-¯n-\mte hcpw tam£hpw Úmkz-cq-]-\m-Ip¶ inh³ ]c³ am\p-jm-Im-c\mw cma-\m-Ip-¶Xpw Xmc-I-{_-Ò-sa-¶{X sNmÃp-¶Xpw {iocm-a-tZ-h-s\-¯s¶ `Pn¡ \o. cma-s\-¯s¶ `Pn¨p hnZz-Ö-\þ amabw \ÂIp¶ kwkm-c-km-Kcw ewLn¨p cma-]m-Z-s¯bpw {]m]n¨p \nÝ-em-\tµ ebn-¡p-¶n-X-\z-lw. ambm-hn-tam-l-§-sfÃmw If-ªp-S³ \obpw `Pn¨psImÄIm-\-µ-aqÀ¯n-sb. /Ipw`-IÀ®-h[w/ tkmZ-c-t\hw ]d-ªXp tI«-Xnþ t{Im[w apgp¯p Zim-ky\pw sNmÃn-\m³ : Úmt\m-]-tZ-i-sa-\n¡p sNbvhm-\à Rm\n-¶p-WÀ¯n hcp-¯n, bYm-kpJw \n{Zsb tkhn-¨p-sImÄI, \ob-{Xbpw _p²n-am-s\-¶-Xp-an-¶-dn-tª-\-lw. thZ-im-kv{X-§fpw tI«p-sIm-f-fm-an\n tJZ-a-I¶p kpJn-¨p-hm-gp¶ \mÄ. Bsa-¦n-emip sN¶m-tbm-[\w sNbvXp cmam-Zn-Isf h[n¨p hcnI \o. A{K-P³ hm¡p-I-fn-¯cw tI«-fþ hp{K\mw Ipw`-IÀ®³ \S-¶o-Sn-\m³. hy{Khpw ssIhn«p bpt² cLq-¯-a³ \n{K-ln-¨m hcpw tam£-sa-t¶mÀ¯-h³ {]mIm-chpw IS-¶p-¯pw-K-ssi-e-cmþ PmImctamS-e-dn-s¡m--Xn-{ZpXw Bbn-cw-`m-c-an-cp-¼p-sIm-p-ff Xþ ¶mbp-[-am-bp-ff iqehpw ssIs¡mp hm\-c-tk-\-bn ]qt¡m-cp-t\-c¯p hm\-c-ho-c-sc-Ãm-h-cp-tam-Sn-\mÀ. Ipw`-IÀ®³X³ hc-hp-I-m-Ip-em kw{`-aw-]qp hn`o-j-WÀX-t¶mSp h³]p-ff cm£-k-t\-h-\n-h³ ]dþ Ip_-c-t¯m-f-ap-b-c-ap--ÛpXw ! C°w cLq-¯-a³ tNmZn-¨-f-h-Xnþ
\p¯-c-amip hn`o-j-W³ sNmÃn-\m³. cmhWtkmZ-c³ Ipw`-IÀ®³ aaþ ]qÀh-P-s\-{Xbpw iàn-am³ _p²n-am³. tZh-Ip-em-´-I³ \n{Zm-h-i-\n-hþ \mh-Xn-ÃmÀ¡p-ta-äm Pbn-¨o-Sp-hm³. X¨-cn-{X-§-sf-Ãm-a-dn-bn¨p sNþ ¶nÑbm ]qÀh-P³ Imev¡Â hoWn-Sn-\m³. {`mXm hn`o-j-W³ Rm³ `h-àn-am³ {]oXn-]q-s-s¶-b-\p-{K-ln-t¡-Wta ! koXsb \evIpI cmL-h-s\¶p Rmþ \mZ-c-]qÀh-am-thm-f-a-t]-£n-t¨³. JUvKhpw ssIs¡mp \n{K-ln-¨o-Sp-hmþ \p{K-X-tbm-Sp-a-Sp-¯Xp Ip Rm³ `oX-\mbv \me-am-Xy-·m-cp-am-bvt]m¶p koXm-]-Xn-sb-È-c-W-ambv {]m]n-t¨³. C°w hn`o-j-W-hm-¡p-IÄ tI«-h³ Nn¯w IfpÀ¯p ]pWÀ¶m-\-\p-P-s\. ]ns¶-¸p-d¯p Xtem-Sn-¸-dªnXp [\y-\tÃm `hm-\nà IntÃ-Xp-ta. Pohn-¨n-cn¡ ]e-Im-e-aq-gn-bn tkhn¨p sImf-fpI cma-]m-Zmw-_pPw \½psS hwis¯ c£n-¸-Xn¶p \o \nÀ½-e³ `mK-h-tXm-¯-a-s\-{X-bpw. \mcm-b-W-{]n-b-s\-{Xbpw \osb¶p \mc-Z³ Xt¶ ]d-ªp-tI-t«-\-lw. ambm-a-b-an-{]-]-©-sa-Ãm, an\nþ t¸mbm-ep-sa-¦n \o cma-]m-Zm-´ntI F¶Xp tI«-`n-hm-Zyhpw sNbvX-Xnþ Jn¶-\mbv _mjv]-hpw hmÀ¯p hm§o-Sn-\m³ cma-]mÀizw {]m]y-Nn-´m-hn-h-i-\mbv {ioam³ hn`o-j-W³ \nev¡pw Zim-´tc lkvX-]m-Z-§-fm aÀ¡-S-ho-csc {Ip²-\m-sbms¡ apSn-¨p-Xp-S-§n-\m³ t]Sn-¨-Sp-¯p-Iq-Smªp I]n-I-f-pþ tamSn-¯p-S-§n-\mÀ \m\m-Zn-K-´-tc. a¯-l-kvXo-{µ-s\-t¸mse I]n-I-sfþ ¸¯p-\q-dm-bncw sIm¶m-\-c-£-WmÂ. aÀ¡-S-cm-P-\-Xp-I-smcp ae ssIs¡m-s-dn-ªXp amdn-¯-Sp-¯-h³ Ip¯n-\m³ iqe-sa-Sp-¯-Xp-sIm--Xnþ hn{X-kvX-\m-bzoWp tamln-¨n-XÀ¡-P³. At¸m-f-h-s\-bp-aq-t¡m-sS-Sp-¯p-sImþ pev]p-¶-tamZw \S¶p \nim-N-c³. bpt² Pbn¨p kp{Ko-h-s\bpwsImp \à-©-tc-iz-c³ sNÃp¶ t\c¯p \mco-P\w alÂ{]m-km-Z-ta-dn-\nþ
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Nnev]p-cp-j-{]t`m ! \n³Ir-]m-ssh-`-hþ sas¸m-gp-sa-¶p-Ån hmgvI PKÂ]X ! tIm]-Im-a-tZz--j-a-Õ-c-IÀ¸-Wyþ tem`-tam-lmZn i{Xp-¡-fp-m-I-bm apànamÀ¤-§-fn k©-cn-¨o-Sp-hm³ iàn-bp-anà \n³ ambm-_-e-h-imÂ. Xz¡Ym ]obq-j-]m-\hpw sNbvXp-sImþ pÄ¡m-¼n³ \ns¶bpw [ym\n-¨-\m-cXw XzÂ]q-P-bpw-sNbvXp \ma-§-fp-¨-cnþ ¨n{]m-]-©-¯n-¦-sems¡ \nc-´cw \n³N-cn-X-§fpw ]mSn hnip-²-\mbv k©-cn-¸m-\m-b-\p-{K-ln-t¡-W-ta. cmP-cm-tP{µ ! cLp-Ip-e-\m-bI ! cmPo-h-tem-N\ ! cma ! cmam-]tX ! ]mXnbpw t]mbXp `q`m-c-an¶p \o _m[n¨ Ipw`-IÀ®³X-s¶-s¡mÂI-bmÂ. t`mKo-{µ-\m-Inb kuan-{Xnbpw \msf taL-\n-\m-Z-s\-s¡m-Ãp-am-tbm-[t\ ]ns¶ atä-¶mÄ Zi-{Ko-hs\ _v`hm³ sIm¶p PK-{¯bw c£n-¨p-sIm-Åp-I. Rm\n\n {_-Ò-tem-I-¯n\p t]mIp¶p am\-h-hoc ! Pbn¡ Pbn¡ \o ! C°w ]dªp hW§n kvXpXn-¨-Xnþ `àn-am-\m-Inb \mc-Z\pw XZm cmLht\m-S-\p-hm-Zhpw ssIs¡mp thtK\ t]mbva-d-ªo-Sn-\m-\-t¶-cw. /AXn-Im-b-h[w/ Ipw`-IÀ®³ acn-t¨mcp hr¯m-´hpw I¼w hcp-amdp tI«p Zim-\-\³ tamln¨p `qan-bn hoWp ]p\-cp-S³ tamlhpw XoÀ¶p aplqÀ¯-am{Xw sImp ]ns¶-¸-e-Xcw sNmÃn hnem-]n¨p Jn¶\mtbmcp Zi-{Kohs\¯Zm sN¶p-sXm-gpXp {Xnin-c-Êpþ ap¶-X-\m-tbm-c-Xn-Im-b-ho-c\pw tZhm-´-I\pw \cm-´-I\pw _lpþ tchw atlm-Z-c\pw alm-]mÀiz\pw a¯-\p-ap-·-¯-\p-sam-cpan¨-Xnþ iàn-tb-dnSpw \nim-N-c-ho-c-·mÀ F«p-t]cpw ka-c-¯n-s\m-cp-s¼-«p. ZpjvS\mw cmh-W³ Xt¶mSp sNmÃn-\mÀ :þ Zp:Jn¸-Xn-s\-´p-Im-cWw R§Ä sNþ s¶ms¡ cn]p-¡-sf-s¡m¶p hcm-atÃm bp²-¯n-\m-b-b-¨o-Sp-In R§-sfþ
È{Xp-¡-fm-semcp ]oU-bp-mbv hcm. F¦ntem \n§Ä t]mbvs¨¶p bp²w-sNbvXp k¦Sw XoÀs¡-¶p-sNm-¶m³ Zim-\\³ Ip-Iq-Sm-tXm-f-apÅ s]cp-¼-Sþ bpXpw sImp s]mbvs¡mÄhn-s\-Ãm-hcpw Bbp-[-hm-l-\-`q-j-W-Pm-e-hpþ amthm-fhpw sImSp-¯m³ Zi-Ip-Ô-c³ shÅw IWt¡ ]c¶ s]cp-¼-Sþ bv¡pÅn alm-c-Y-·m-cn-h-sc¬hcpw t]mÀ¡p-]p-d-s¸«p sN¶Xp I-fþ hqt¡m-S-Sp¯p Ihn-{]-h-c-·mcpw kwJy-bn-Ãn-tXm-f-apÅ s]cp-¼-Sþ h³ ISÂt]mse hcp-¶Xp I-fþ h´-I³ ho«n-em-¡o-S-\m³ kXz-cþ sas´mcp hnkvabw sNm-Ãm-h-X-tÃ-Xpw. IÃpw aebpw Ic-§fpw sIms¡mp sNÃp-¶-ho-c-tcm-tSäp \nim-N-aÀ sImÃp-¶nXmip I]n-h-c-·m-scbpw \à ikv{Xm-kv{X-§Ä XqIn £Wm-´tc hmc-W-hmPn cY-§fpw Imemfpw Zmcp-W-·m-cmb cm£-W-ho-ccpw hoWp hcn-¨pÅ tNmc-¸p-g-Ifpw XmWm-bnXp ]e-Xm-sbm-en-¡p-¶-Xpw. A´-an-ÃmsX I_-Ô-§fpw ]eþ X´ntI \r¯-am-Sn-¯p-S§o XZm. cm£-k-scms¡ acn-¨Xp In-Xnþ cq£-X-tbm-Sp-a-Sp-¯m³ \cm-´-I³ Ip´-hp-ta-´n-¡p-Xn-c-¸p-d-ta-dnþ b´-I-s\-s¸mse thKm-e-Sp-¯-t¸mÄ AwK-Z³ apjvSn-IÄ sIm-h³ X¶p-S `wKw hcp¯n ba-]p-c-¯m-¡n-\m³. tZhm´-I\pw ]cn-Lhpambv h¶p tZth-{µ-]p-{X-X-\-b-t\m-tS-än-Xp. hmc-W-tadn {Xnin-c-Êp-a-W-ªn-Xp. aqh-tcm-Spw-s]m-cp-Xo-Sn-\mw-\w-K-Z³ tZhm-Zn-Ifpw ]pI-gv¯n-\m-\-t¶cw Ip-\n-ev¡pw hmbp]p{X\pw \oe\pw an-h-¶mip XpW-¨m-c-Xp-t\-cw. amcpXnsIm¶nXp tZhm-´-I-s\bpw hoc\mw \oe³ atlm-Z-c³ Xs¶bpw iqc-\mIpw {Xnin-c-Ên³ Xe-Isf amcpXn sh«n-¡-fªp sIm¶o-Sn-\m³. h¶p s]mcp-Xm\ alm-]mÀiz\t¶cw sIm¶p-I-f-ªm-\r-j-`³ alm-_-e³
a¯-\p-ap-·-¯\pw acn-¨mÀ I]nþ k¯-a-·m-tcm-sS-XnÀX-X-Xn-k-Xz-cw. hnssizI-ho-c-\-Xn-Im-b-\-t¶-cþ aiz-§-fm-bncw ]q«nb tXc-Xn ikv{Xm-kv{X-Pmew \nd¨p hnÃpw [cnþ ¨kv{X-Ú-\-XyÀ°-ap-²-X-Nn-¯-\mbv bp²-¯n-\mbv sNdp RmsWm-en-bp-an«p \à-©-cm-t{i-jvT-]p-{X-\-Sp-¯-t¸mÄ \nev¡-cp-Xmªp `b-s¸«p hm\-cþ scms¡ hmÂs]m-§n¨p an-¯p-S-§n-\mÀ. kmaÀ°y-ta-sd-bp-tÅm-c-Xn-Im-bs\ kuan{Xn sN¶p sNdp-¯m-\-Xp-t\-cw. e£va-W-_m-W-§Ä sN¶-Sp¡pw hn[u X£tW {]Xy-Mvap-J-§-fmbv hoWpt]mw Nn´ apgp-t¯-Xp-am-h-X-Ãm-tª-äþ aÔ-\mbv kuan{Xn \nev¡p-¶-Xp-t\cw amcpXtZh\pw am\p-j-\mbv h¶p kmc\mw kuan-{Xn-tbmSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ ]p hncn-©³ sImSp-s¯mcp I©p-Iþ apXp sImn-h-t\-ev¡-bn-Ãm-bp[w [À½s¯ c£n-¨p-sIm-Åp-hm-\n-¶n\n {_Òm-kv{X-sa-bvXn-h³Xs¶ h[n¡ \o ]ns¶ \n¶m h[n-¡-s¸-Sp-an-{µ-Pnþ ¯p¶-X-\mb Zim-\\³ Xs¶bpw sIm¶p ]men¡pw PK-{¯bw cmL-hþ s\¶p ]dªp adªp kao-c-W³. e£va-W\pw \nP-]qÀÆ-P³ X³]-Zþ apÄ¡m-¼n \¶m-bp-d-¸n¨p hµn¨p ]pjv]-I-c-kw-`-h-_mWw {]tbm-Kn¨p X£tW IWvTw apdn-¨m-\-Xp-t\cw `qau ]Xn-t¨m-c-Xn-Im-b-a-kvX-Iþ amtam-Z-apÄs¡m-s-Sp¯p I]n-Ipew cmam-´ntI h¨p ssIsXm-gp-Xo-Sn-\mþ cmabw ]qp tijn¨ ct£m-K-Ww. /C{µ-Pn-¯nsâ hnPbw/ cmh-W-t\m-S-dn-bn-¨m-c-h-Ø-IÄ lm ! hn[n-sb-¶-edn Zi-I-WvT\pw a¡fpw X¼n-amcpw acp-a-¡-fpþ apÄ¡-cp-t¯dpw ]S-\m-b-I-·mcpw a{´nIfpw acn-¨o-Sn-\m-tc-ä-hþ sc´n\n \ÃXp i¦c ! ssZhta ! C°w hnem-]n¨p t\c¯p sN¶n{µþ Pn¯pw \a-kv¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³ XmX-s\.
tJZ-ap-m-I-cp-tX-Xpta am\tk XmX\p Rm\nl Pohn-¨n-cn-¡th i{Xp-¡-sf-s¡m-e-sNbvXp hcp-¶-Xpþ ¯epw XoÀ¯n-§n-cp-¶-cp-tf-W-ta. kzØ-\mbv hmgpI Nn´bpw ssIhn«p bpt² Pbn-¸m-\-\p-{K-ln-t¡-W-ta. F¶Xp tI«p X\-b-t\bpw ]pWþ Às¶t¶ kpJta Pbn-¨p hcnI \o. h³]\mw ]p{X\pw Ip¼n«p XmXs\ X³]-S-sbmSpw \S¶p XpS§n\m³ iw`-\-{]-kmZw hcp-¯p-hm-\mbv sN¶p Pw_m-cn-Pn¯pw \nIpw-`ne ]p¡nXp kw`m-c-Pm-ehpw k¼mZy kmZcw kw`mhy tlma-am-cw-`n-¨n-X-t¶-cw. cà-am-eym-_c Kµm-\p-te-]-\þ bpà-\mbv X{X Kpcp-]-tZ-im-\znXw `àn-]q-p-Öz-en-¸n-¨-án-tZ-hs\ iàn X\n¡p hÀ²n-NvNp hcp-hm-\mbv. \à-©-cm-[n] ]p{X-\p-sa-{Xbpw hyà-hÀ®-kz-c-a-{´-]p-c-kvIrXw IÀ¯-hy-am-bpÅ Ic½w Ign-¨Y Nn{X-`m-\p-{]-km-Z-¯m-e-Zn-{ZpXw ikv{Xm-kv{X-Nm-]-c-Ym-Zn-I-tem-Sp-aþ ´À²m-\-hn-Zybpw e_v[zm \ncm-Ipew tlma-k-am-]vXn-h-cp-¯n-¸p-d-s¸«p cmam-Zn-I-tfmSp t]mcn-\m-bm-i-c³ t]mÀ¡fw ]ps¡m-cp-t\cw I]n-Ifpw cm£-k-sc-s¨-dp-¯mÀ¯-Sp-¯o-Sn-\mÀ. taL-Pmew hcn-jn-¡p-¶Xp t]mse taL\m-Z³ IW XqIn-¯p-S-§n-\m³. ]mjmW]ÀÆXhr£m-Zn-IÄ sImp `oj-W-·m-cmb hm\-c-ho-ccpw Zmcp-W-ambv {]l-cn¨p XpS-§n-\mÀ hmc-W-hmPn ]ZmXn cYn-Ifpw A´-I³X³ ]pcn-bn sN¶p ]p¡p ]pþ ¡´w hcp-¶Xp Ismcp cmhWn k´m-]-tam-Sp-a-´À²m-\hpw sNbvXp k´Xw XqIn-\m³ {_Òm-kv{X-k-©bw. hr£-{]-h-c-·mÀ hoWp XpS-§n-\mÀ. h³]cmw aÀ¡-S-·m-cpsS sa¿nÂhþ ¶¼Xpw \qdp-an-cp-¶q-dp-a-ªqdpw A¼p-IÄsImp ]nfÀ¶p sXcp-sXsc I¼w IeÀ¶p tamln¨p hoWn-Sn-\mÀ.
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taL-\m-Zm-kv{X-§-tfäp acn-s¨mcp imJm-ar-K-§-sfbpw ]ns¶ \½psS cmL-h-·m-scbpw Pohn-¨n-cp-¯p-hmþ \mIp-¶-h-cm-cp-anà \osb-¶ntb t]mI-thWw \o lna-hm-s\bpw ISþ ¶mIp-e-aäp ssIem-k-ssi-e-s¯m-fw ssIem-k-k-¶n-[n-bn-¦-er-i-`m-{Znþ taepp Znhyu-j-[-§-f-dnI \o. \mepp Znhyuj[-§-f-h-än\p \men\pw \ma-§fpw tI«p-sIm-ÅpI ap¼n hni-ey-I-c-Wn-sb-s¶m-s¶tSm ]n³]p k´m-\-I-cWn aq¶m-aXpw \à kphÀ®-I-cWn \mem-aXpw sNmÃp-h³ Rm³ arX-k-RvPo-h\n ktJ ! cp {irwK-§-fp-bÀ¶p ImWm-a-hþ cn\pw at²y acp-¶p-IÄ \nev]Xpw BZn-Xy-t\mfw {]`-bpp \men\pw thZkzcq-]-§-sf-¶-dnI \o. hmcm-¶n-[nbpw h\-§Ä ssi-e-§fpw Nmcp-\-Zn-Ifpw cmPy-§fp ISþ ¶mcm hcnI hcp-¶p-Ifpw sImp amcp-X-\-µ\ ! t]mI \o sshIm-sX. C°w hn[n-kp-X³ hm¡p-IÄ tI«-h³ `àym sXmgpXp atl-{µ-ta-do-Sn-\m³. tacp-hn-t\mfw hfÀ¶p Na-ª-h³ hmcm-¶n-[nbpw Ipe-]ÀÆ-X-§fpw e¦bpw cm£-kcpw hndbv¡pw h®w i¦m-c-lnXw Icp-t¯m-S-edn-\m³. hmbp-th-tK\ IpXn-¨p-bÀ¶w-_tc t]mb-h³ \olm-c-ssi-ehpw sshcn-©-a-WvUhpw i¦-c-ssi-ehpw t\tc [cm-\-Znbp-a-f-Im-]pcw ]n¶n«p tacp-Kn-cn-bp-arjm-`m-{Znbpw Ip amcpXn hnkva-b-s¸«p t\m¡o-Sn-\m³. /Ime-t\a-n-bpsS ]pd-¸mSv/ amcp-X-\µ\\u-j-[-¯n-¶§p amcp-X-th-tK\ s]mb-X-dn-sªmcp Nmc-h-c-·mÀ \nim-N-cm-[o-i-t\mþ Smcp-a-dn-bmsX sN¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\m³. Nmc-hm-Iyw-tI«p cm{Xn-©-cm-[n-]³ ]mcw hnNmcw IeÀ¶p acp-hn-\m³. Nn´m-h-i-\mbv aplqÀ¯-an-cp-¶-fþ h´ÀKr-l-¯n-¦Â\n¶p ]pd-s¸«p cm{Xn-bn-emcpw klm-bhpw IqSmsX
cm{Xn-©-cm-[n-]³ Ime-t\-an-K-þlw {]m]n-¨-f-h-Xn-hn-kva-bw-]q--hþ \m]qÀ®-tamZw sXmgpXp k{´-kvX-\mbv AÀLym-Zn-IÄsImp ]qPn¨p tNmZn-¨mþ \Àt¡m-Zbw hcpw-apt¼ eLp-X-cw. Cs§-gp-¶-f-fp-hm-s\-t´mcp Imc-Wþ an§s\ aäp-f-f-I-¼-Sn-Iq-SmsX ? Zp:J\n-]o-Un-X-\m-Inb cmh-Wþ \¡met\an-X-t¶mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ : C¡m-e-ssh-`-sa´p sNmÃm-h-Xpþ sams¡ \nt¶mSp sNmÂhm-\{X h¶Xpw iàn-am-\m-Inb e£va-W-s\-¶psS iàntbämip hoWn-Sn-\m³ `qX-te. ]ns¶ hncn-©pm-kv{X-sabvXp aam-ß-P³ a¶-h-·m-scbpw hm\-c-·m-scbpw sIm¶p cWm-¦-Ww-X-¶n hogv¯o-Sn-\m³. sh¶n-¸-d-bp-a-Sn-¸n-¨n-Xm-ß-P³ C¶p Pohn-¸n-¨p-sIm-f-fp-hm³ amcp-Xþ \µ-\-\u-j-[-¯n\p t]mbo-Sn-\m³. sN¶p hnLv\w hcp-t¯-W-a-Xn¶p \o. \nt¶m-Sp-]m-bhpw sNmÃm-a-Xn-s¶-tSm. Xm]-k-\mbv sN¶p amÀ¤-at²y ]q¡p ]m]-hn-\m-i-\-am-bp-ff hm¡p-IÄ sNmÃn tamln-¸n¨p Ime-hn-fw-_\w hÃ-I-W-¡nepw \o hcp-¯o-S-Ww. Xma-k-hm-¡p-IÄ tI«-t\cw Imeþ t\anbpw cmh-W³X-t¶mSp sNmÃn-\m³ kma-th-Ú ! kÀhÚ ! et¦izc kma-am-sa-¶psS hm¡p tIÄt¡-Wta ! \ns¶-¡p-dn¨p acn-¸-Xn-\n-¡m-eþ sa¶p-f-fn-teXpw aSn-bnà \nÝ-bw. amcn-N-s\-¡-Wt¡ acn-¸m³ a\þ Xmcn-se-\n-t¡-Xp-an-sÃmcp N©-ew. a¡fpw X¼n-amcpw acp-a-¡fpw a¡-fpsS \à a¡-fpw `r-Xycpw Hs¡ acn¨p \o Pohn-¨n-cp-¶n«p Zp:Jsam-gn-sª-s´mcp ^e-ap-f-fXpw ? F´p cmPyw-sImp ]ns¶-sbmcp ^eþ sa´p ^ew Xh Pm\-In-sb-s¡mpw ? l´ ! PUm-ß-I-amb tZlw sImpþ sa´p-^ew Xh Nn´n-¨p-Im¬sI-tSm. koXsb cma\p sIm-s¡m-Sp¯p \o tkmZ-c-\m-bvs¡mp cmPyhpw hÂIpI Im\-\w-X-¶n ap\n-th-jhpw ]qp am\-k-ip-²n-tbmSp IqSn \nXyhpw {]Xyp-j-kyp-°mb ip²-tXmtb Ipfnþ
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[ym\-ap-d-¸n¨p XÂ^ew {]mÀ°n¨p au\hpw Zo£n¨p tlmaw XpS-§n-\m³. thyma-amÀ¤-t¯m-f-ap-°n-X-am-sbmcp tlma-[qaw Ip cmh-W-tkm-Z-c³ cma-N-{µ¶p Im«n-s¡m-Sp-¯o-Sn-\m³ tlmaw XpS§n [im-\-\³ a¶hm ! tlmaw Ign-ªp-Iq-Sn-Sp-In-se-¶pta \ma-h-t\mSp tXmäoSpw alm-c-tW. tlmaw apSp-¡p-hm-\m-b-b-¨o-SpI kmtam-Z-amip I]n-Ip-e-ho-c-tc. {iocm-a-kp-{Ko-h-im-k\w ssIs¡mp amcp-X-]p-{Xmw-K-Zm-Zn-I-sfm-¡th \qdp-tIm-Sn-¸-S-tbmSpw alm-a-Xnþ tedn-¡-S-¶§p cmh-W-a-µncw ]q¡p ]pc-]m-e-I-·m-scbpw sIm¶p aÀ¡-S-ho-c-scm-cp-an-¨-\m-Ipew hmc-W-hm-Pn-c-Y-§-tfbpw s]mSnþ ¨mcmªp X{X Zim-ky-tlm-a-Ø-ew. hymP-m kca \nP-I-c-kw-Úbm kqNn-¨nXp Zi-{Ko-h-tlm-a-Ø-ew. tlma-Kp-lm-Zzm-c-_-Ô-\-]m-jmWþ ama-b-lo\w s]mSn-s]-Sp-¯pw-K-Z³ X{X Kpl-bn-e-Iw-]q-¡-t\-c¯p \à-©-tc-{µ-s\-¡m-Wm-bn-\vXntI. aäp-f-f-hÀI-f-pawKZm-\p-Úbm sXsä¶p sN¶p Kpl-bn-en-d-§n-\mÀ. I®p-a-S-¨p-S³ [ym\n-¨n-cn-¡p-aþ ¸pWy-P-\m-[n-]-s\-¡p hm\-cÀ XmUn¨p XmUn¨p `rXy-P-\-§-sfþ ¸oUn¨p sImevIbpw kw`m-c-k-©bw IpÞ-¯n-sem-s¡-sbm-cn-¡te tlman¨p JÞn-¨nXp eLptaJ-em-Pm-e-hpw. cmh-W³ ssIbn-en-cp¶ alÂ{kphw ]mh\n io{Lw ]nSn-¨p-]-dn-¨p-S³ XmU\w sNbvXm-\-Xp-sImp kXzcw {IoU-bm-hm-\-c-t{i-jvT³ a_m-_-e³. Z´-§ÄsImpw \J-§ÄsImpw Ziþ IÔ-c-hn-{Klw Iodn-\m-t\-ä-hpw. [ym\-¯n-t\-Xp-an-f-¡-ap-m-boe am\tk cmh-W\pw Pb-Imw-£-bm. aWvtUm-Z-cn-sb-¸n-Sn¨p hen¨p Xþ ·Þ-\-saÃmw \pdq-¡n-bn-«o-Sn-\m³. hn{k-kvX-\o-hn-bmbv I©p-I-lo-\-bmbv hn{X-kvX-bmbv hnem]w XpS§oSn-\mÄ: hm\-c-·m-cpsS XÃp-sIm-o-Sp-hm³ Rms\´p ZpjvIrXw sN¿Xp ssZhta !
\mWw \n\-¡n-Ãtbm cm£-tb-izc am\w `hm-t\m-f-anà aämÀ¡pta. \n¶psS ap¼n-en-«mip I]n-h-cþ scs¶-¯-e-apSn Nnän-¸n-Sn-s]«p ]mcn-en-g-bv¡p-¶Xpw In-cn-¸Xp t]mtc ]cn-`-h-tamÀ¡n Pf-atX ! F´n-\m-bvs¡mp \n³ [ym\hpw tlma-hpþ a´À¤Xan-\n-sb-t´m¶p ZpÀ½tX ! Pohn-Xmim tX _eo-bko am\tk lm ! hn[n-ssh-`-h-sa-{X-bp-ÛpXw AÀ²w ]pcp-j\p `mcy-btÃm `qhn i{Xp-¡Ä h¶-h-sf-¸n-Sn-s¨-{Xbpw _²-s¸-Sp-¯p-¶Xpw In-cn-¡-bn arXyp-`-hn-¡p-¶-Xp-¯-a-ta-h-\pw. \mWhpw ]Xv\nbpw thn-en-h¶p X³þ {]mW-`-bw-sImp aqV³ alm-J-e³. `mcym-hn-em-]-§Ä tI«p Zim-\-\³ [mcy-a-I¶p X³ hmgp-ambv kXzcw AwK-Z³X-t¶m-S-Sp-¯m-\-Xp-Ip XpwK-i-co-cn-I-fmb I]n-I-fpw cm{Xn-©-tc-iz-c-]-Xv\n-tb-bp-a-bþ ¨mÀ¨p-hn-fn¨p ]pd¯p t]m¶o-Sn-\mÀ. tlma-a-tijw apS¡n hb-sa¶p cmam-´ntI sN¶p ssIsXm-gp-Xo-Sn-\mÀ. atÞm-Z-cn-tbm-S-\p-k-cn-¨-t¶cw ]Þn-X-\mb Zim-ky\pw sNmÃn-\m³: \mtY ! [cn¡ ssZhm-[o-\-sam-¡bpw PmX-\m-bm acn-¡p-¶-Xn³ap-¶ta Iev]n-¨-sX-Ãm-a-\p-`-hn-¨o-tS-Wþ ant¸m-f-\p-`-h-\-an-¯cw ama-Iw. Úm\-hn-\m-i\w timI-a-dnI \o. AÚm-\-kw-`hw timI-am-Ip-¶-Xpþ aÚm-\-Pm-X-a-l-¦m-c-am-b-Xpw. \iz-c-amb ico-cm-Zn-I-fnte hnizm-khpw ]p\-c-Úm-\-kw-`-hw. tZl-aqew ]p{X-Zm-cm-Zn-_-Ôhpw tZln¡p kwkm-c-hp-a-Xp-Im-c-Ww. timI-`-b-t{Im-[-tem-`-tam-l-kv]r-lmþ cmK-lÀjmZn Pcm-ar-Xyp-P-·-§Ä AÚm-\-P-§-fJneP´p-¡Ä¡pþ aÚm-\-kz-cq-]-\mßm ]c-\-Zzb \m\-µ-]qÀ®kz-cq-]-\-te-]-I³ H¶n-t\m-Snà kwtbm-K-a-Xn¶p aþ säm¶n-t\m-Snà hntbm-K-a-cn-¡-epw. Bßm-\-an-§s\ Ip sXfn-ªp-Sþ \mß\n timIw IfI \o hÃ-`ta!
Rm\n\n {iocm-a-e-£va-W-·m-scbpw hm\-c-·m-scbpw sIm¶p h¶o-Sp-h³. AÃm-bvIntem cma-km-b-I-taäp ssIþ heyhpw {]m]n-¸-\n-sÃmcp kwi-bw. Fs¶ cma³ sIme-sN-¿p-In koX-sbþ s¡m¶p-I-f-ªp-S-s\-t¶m-Sp-Iq-Sth ]mh-I³X-¦Â ]Xn¨p acn¡ \o `mh-\-tbm-Sp-sa-¶m KXnbpw hcpw. hy{K-n¨-Xp-tI«p atÞm-Z-cnbpw Zþ i{Ko-h-t\mSp ]dªm-f-Xp-t\cw: cmL-h-s\-Ö-bn-¸m-\-cp-XmÀ¡pta temI-{Xb¯n¦-se¶p [cn¡ \o. km£m {][m-\-]p-cp-tjm-¯-a-\mb tam£-Z³ \mcm-b-W³ ama-\m-b-Xpw. tZh³ aI-cm-h-Xm-c-a-\p-jvTn¨p sshh-kz-X-a-\p-Xs¶ c£n-¨Xpw cmPo-h-tem--N\³ ap¶-sam-cp-e-£þ tbmP-\-hn-kvXr-X-am-tbmcp IqÀ½-ambv £oc-k-ap-{Z-Y-\-Imte ]pcm tLmcamw aµcw ]rjvtT [cn-¨Xpw ]¶n-bmbv ap¶w lnc-Wy-Iin-]p-X³ amdnSw ssI\-Jw-sImp ]nfÀ¶Xpw aq¶Sn a®p _en-tbmSp bmNn¨p aqtem-Ihpw aq¶-Sn-bm-b-f-¶Xpw £{Xn-b-cm-bv]n-d-t¶m-c-kp-c-·msc bpt² h[n-¸-Xn-¶mbv Pa-Z-án-X³þ ]p{X-\mbv cma-\m-a-s¯-²-cn-¨Xpw ]r°zn-]-Xn-bmb cma-\n-h³X-s¶. amÀ¯m-Þ-hw-ti-Z-i-c-Y-]p-{X-\mbv [m{Xn-kp-X-h-c-\m-Inb cmL-h³ \ns¶ h[n-¸m³ a\p-jy-\mbv `qXte h¶p ]nd-¶-Xp-sa¶p [cn¡ \o. ]p{Xhn\miw hcp-¯p-hm\pw Xh arXyp `hn-¸m-\p-ambv \ob-h-cpsS hÃ-`-sb-¡-«p-sIm-p-t]m¶q hrYm \nÀÃ-Ö-\m-I-bm aqV Pf-{]t`m ! sshtZ-ln-sb-s¡m-Sp-¯o-SpI cma\p tkmZ-c-\m-bvs¡mp cmPyhpw \ÂIp-I. cma³ Icp-Wm-I-c³ ]p\-sc-{Xbpw \man-\n-¡m-\\w hmgvI X]-Ên-\m-bv. atÞm-[-co-hm¡p tIt«mcp cmh-W³ NÞ-]-cm-{I-a³ sNm¶m-\-Xp-t\cw : ]p{X-an-{Xm-am-Xy-tkm-Z-c-·m-scbpw ar-Xyp-h-cp¯n Rmt\-I-\mbv Im\t\ Pohn-¨n-cn-¡p-¶Xp `wZn-b-sÃtSm `mhn-¨-h®w `hn-¡-bn-sÃm-¶p-ta.
cmL-h³X-t¶m-sS-XnÀ¯p bp[v[w-sNbvXp sshI-WvT-cm-Py-a-\p-`-hn-¨o-Sp-h³. /cma-cm-h-W-bp²w/ C°w ]dªpbp²-¯n-s¶m-cp-s¼«p _²-tamZw ]pd-s¸-«nXp cmh-W³. aqe-_-em-Zn-IÄ kwK-c-¯n\p XÂþ ¡mte ]pd-s¸-«p-h-¶nXp `qX-te. e¦m-[n-]¶p klm-b-ambv thtK\ kwJy-bn-ÃmX NXp-cw-K-tk-\bpw ]¯p ]S-\m-b-I-·m-cp-sam-¶n-¨p ]¯p-I-gp-¯-s\-¡q-¸n-¸p-d-s¸-«mÀ. hmcn-[n-t]mse ]c¶p hcp-¶Xp amcn-Xn-ap-¼mw I]n-IÄ Is-{Xbpw `oXn-ap-gp-¯p-hm-§o-Sp-¶Xp Ip \oXn-am-\m-Inb cma\pw sNmÃn-\m³. hm\-c-ho-ctc \n§-fn-h-tcmSp am\w \Sn¨p sNt¶-ev¡-cp-Xm-cpta Rm\n-h-tcmSp t]mÀsN-bvsXm-Sp-¡o-Sp-hþ \m\-µ-apÄs¡mp Ip-sImÄtI-h-cpw. F¶-cpÄsNbvXp \nim-N-c-tk-\-bn sN¶p NmSo-Sn-\m-t\-I-\m-ao-iz-c³ Nm]-_m-W-§fpw ssIs¡mp cmL-h³ tImt]\ _mW-Pm-e-§Ä XoIn-\m³. F{X \nim-N-c-cpp ht¶-ä-Xnþ §{X cma-·m-cp-ap-s-¶-Xp-t]mse cma-a-b-ambv Na-ªnXp kw{Km-aþ `qan-bp-sa-s´mcp ssh`-h-a-t¶-cw. Ft¶m-Sp-Xs¶ s]mcp-¶nXp cmL-hþ s\¶p tXm¶o cP-\o-N-c-s¡mÀ¡-th. ZzmZ-i-\m-gn-I-t\-c-sam-cp-t]mse bmXp-[m-\m-h-en-tbmSp cLq-¯-a³ Akv{Xw hcn-jn-¨-t\-c-amÀ¡pw X{X Nnt¯ Xncn-¨-dn-bm-b-Xn-tÃ-Xp-ta. hmk-c-cm{Xn \nim-N-c-hm-\-cþ taZn-\o-hm-cn[n ssie-h-\-§fpw t`Z-an-ÃmsX ic-§Ä \nd-ªnXp taZq-c-·m-cmb cm£-khoccpw B\bpw tXcpw IpXn-cbpw Imemfpw hoWp acn¨p \nd-ªnXp t]mÀ¡-fw. Imfnbpw Iofn-Ifpw I_-Ô-§fpw Imf-\n-io-Yn-\nbpw ]nim-N-§fpw \mbpw \cnbpw Igp-Ip-IÄ ImI-§Ä t]bpw s]cp¯p `b-¦-c-amw-h®w cma-Nm-]-¯n³ aWn-X³ \n\m-Zhpw thyma-amÀt¤ XpS-sc-¯p-S-sc-t¡«p
tZh-K-Ô-Àh-b-£m-]vkm-tcm-hr-µhpw tZh-ap-\n-{µ\mw \mc-Z\pw XZm cmL-h³Xs¶ kvXpXn¨pXpS-§n-\mþ cmIm-i-Nm-cn-I-fm-\-µ-]qÀh-Iw. ZzmZ-i-\m-gn-I-sImp \nim-N-cÀ taZn-\n-X-¶n hoWn-Sn-\m-scm-¡-th. taL-¯n-\p-f-fnÂ\n-¶À¡-_nw-_w-t]mse cmL-h³X-s¶bpw ImWm-bn-cp-t¶-cw. e£va-W³Xm\pw hn`o-j-W\pw ]p\þ cÀ¡-X-\-b\pw amcp-X-]p-{X\pw aäp-ff hm\-c-ho-ccpw hµn¨p Npäpw \nd-ªn-Xp, cmL-h-\-t¶cw aÀ¡-S-\m-b-I-·m-tcm-S-cpÄsN-bvXnþ Xn¡-Wt¡ bp²-amip sNbvXo-Sp-hm³ \mcm-b-W\pw ]c-ta-i-\p-sam-gnþ ªmcp-an-söp tIĸpp Rm³ ap¶-ta. cm£-k-cmPyw apgp-h-\-Xp-t\cw cm£-k-kv{Xo-IÄ apd-hn-fn-Iq-«n-\mÀ. XmX ! ktlm-Zc ! \µ\ ! hÃ` ! \mY ! \ap-¡-h-ew-_-\-am-ct¿m hr²-bm-tbäw hncq-]-bm-bp-f-sfmcp \à-©-cm-Zn-]-tkm-Zcn cmas\ {i²n-¨-Im-c-W-am-]-¯n-sXm-¡th hÀ²n-¨p-h-¶Xp aänà Imc-Ww. iqÀ¸-W-J-bvs¡´p Ipä-a-XnÂ]cw t¸s]cp-am-f-Ãtbm Zi-IÔ-c³? Pm\-Io-sb-s¡m-Xn-¨m-ip-Ipew aqSnþ ¨ms\mcp aqV³ alm-]m]o cmh-W³. AÀ²-{]-l-c-am-t{XW Jcm-Znsb bpt² h[n-¨Xpw hrX{Nm-cn-]p-{Xs\ arXyp-h-cp¯n hmgn¨p kp{Ko-h-s\þ ÊXzcw hm\-c-·m-sc-b-b-¨Xpw amcpXo h¶n-hn-sS-¨bp IÀ½hpw hmcn-[n-bn Nnd-sI-«n-¡-S-¶Xpw In-cnt¡ \¶p tXm¶p-¶-sX-{X-bpþ aptm hnNm-c-am-]-¯n-¦-ep-mhq? kn²m-a-Ãm-bvIn hn`o-j-W³ sNmÃn-\m³ a¯-\m-b-¶Xpw [n¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. D¯-a³ \à hnthIn hn`o-j-W³ kXy-h-{X³ taen \¶m-bz-cp-a-h³. \oN-\n-h³ Ipe-sam-s¡ apSn-¸-Xnþ \m\-N-cn-¨m-\nXp X·-c-W-¯n-\pw. \à kpX-\-am-scbpw X¼n-am-scbpw sImÃn¨p aäp-f-f-am-Xy-P-\-s¯bpw FÃm-a-\p-`-hn-¨o-Sp-hm³ ]p Xm³ hÃm-bva-sN-bvX-Xp-saÃmw ad-¶ntXm ?
{_Ò-kz-am-bXpw tZh-kz-am-bXpw \nÀ½n-cn-bm-Z-a-S-¡n-\m-t\-ähpw \m«n-en-cn¡pw {]P-I-sf-¸o-Un¨p Im«n-em-¡n-¨-a-¨o-Sn-\m³ Iiva-e³ AÀ°-a-\ym-tb\ \nXy-amÀÖn-¡bpw an{X-P-\s¯ shdp¯p Nmbv¡bpw {_mÒ-W-sc-s¡me sNbvIbpw aäp-ff [mÀ½n-I-·mÀap-X-sem-s¡-b-S-¡bpw ]mcw Kpcp-P-\-tZz-j-hp-ap-n-hþ \msc-bp-anà Ir]-bp-sam-cn-¡-epw. C½-lm-]m-]o-sN-bvtXmcp IÀ½-¯n-\m \s½bpw Zp:Jn¡p-am-dm-¡n-\m-\o-h³. C°w ]pc-kv{Xo-P-\-¯n³hn-em-]-§Ä \à-©-cm-[n-]³ tI«p Zp:JmÀ¯-\mbv i{Xp-¡-sf-s¡m-s¶m-Sp-¡p-hm-\n-¶n\n bp²-¯n-\mip ]pd-s¸-Sp-sI-¦n \mw. F¶Xp tI«p hncq-]m-£-\p-a-Xn³þ apt¶ atlm-Z-c\pw alm-]mÀiz\pw D¯-c-tKm-]p-c-¯qsS ]pd-s¸«p ikv{X-§Ä XqIn-¯p-S-§n-\m-tc-ä-hpw. ZpÀ¶n-an-¯-§-fp-m-b-X-\m-Z-cnþ ¨p¶-X-\mb \nim-N-c-\m-b-I³ tKm]p-c-hm-Xn ]pd-s¸-«p-\n-¶nXp Nm]-e-sa-¶ntb hm\-c-ho-ccpw cm£-k-tcm-S-XnÀ¯m-c-Xp-I-t-äþ aqt¡m-S-Sp¯p \nim-N-c-ho-c-cpw. kp{Ko-h\pw hncq-]m-£\pw X§-fnþ ep{K-amw-h®w s]mcp-Xm-c-Xp-t\-cw. hml-\-am-Inb hmc-W-ho-c-s\þ Êm-l\w ssIs¡mp hm\-c-cm-P\pw sIm¶Xp Ip hncq-]m-£-\p-aY sh«n-\m³ hm\-c-\m-b-I-h-£-kn. ]pjvS-tIm-]-t¯mSp aÀ¡-S-cm-P\pw s\än-ta-sem-¶-Sn-¨m-\-Xp-sIm--h³ sXsä¶p Ime-]p-cw-]q¡p ta-hn-\m³. tXcn-te-dn-s¡m--Sp-¯m³ atlm-Z-c³ tXcpw XIÀ¯p kp{Ko-h-\-h-s\bpw arXyp-]p-c-¯n-¶-b¨Xp I-Xnþ {Ip² \mbz-¶-Sp-¯m³ alm-]mÀiz-\pw. AwK-Z³ sIm¶m\h-s\-bp-a-t¶-cw. s]m§pw angn-I-tfm-Sm-icm[oi\pw t]mÀa-Z-t¯m-Sp-a-Sp¯p I]n-I-sfþ ¯mam-km-kv{Xw-sImp hogv¯n-\m-\q-gn-bnÂ. cma-\p-ssa-{µm-kv{X-sabvXp XSp-¯nSp Xmakmkv{X¯bp-a-t¸mÄ Zim-\\ - ³. Bkp-c-a-kv{X-sa-bvXm-\Xp h¶-fþ
hmXp-c-·m-cm-bn-Xmip I]n-I-fpw. hmc-W-kq-I-c-¡p-S-t{Im-jvSp-Iþ kmc-ta-tbm-c-K-ssk-cn-`-hm-b-kþ hm\-c-knwZ cpcp hrI ImI Krþ {²m\-\-ambvhcp-am-kp-cm-kv{Xm-ßIw apÂK-c-]-«-k-i-àn-]-c-iz-[þ JUvK-iq-c-{]m-k-_m-Wm-bp-[-§fpw cq£-am-bz-¶p-]-c-¶Xp I-fþ hmtá-b-a-kv{X-sa-bvXm³ a\p-\o-c-\pw. sN¦\Âs¡mf-fn-IÄ an¶Â\-£-{X-§Ä Xn¦-fp-am-Zn-Xy-\-án-sb-¶n-¯cw tPymXnÀa-b-§-fmbv sN¶p \nd-ª-fþ hmkp-c-a-kv{Xhpw t]mbva-dªq _emÂ. At¸mÄ ab³ sImSp-t¯mcp Znhym-kv{X-saþ bvXtev]-X-cm-bp[w ImWm-bn-X-´n-tI. KmÔÀh-akv{Xw {]tbm-Kn-¨-Xn-s\bpw im´-am-¡o-Sn-\m³ am\-h-ho-c-\pw. kucym-kv{X-sa-bvXm Zim-\-\-\-t¶cw ss[tcyW cmL-h³ {]Xy-kv{X-sa-bvXXpw JÞn-¨-t\-c-am-J-Þ-e-ssh-cnbpw NÞ-I-cmw-iq-k-a-§fmw _mW-§Ä ]¯p-sIm-bvXp aÀ½-§Ä t`Zn-¨-fþ hp¯-a-]p-cp-j-\m-Inb cmL-h³ \qdp-i-c-§-sfbvXm\Xp-sIm-p-S Iodn apdn-ªXp \à-©-tc-{µ-\pw. e£va-W-t\-gp-i-c-§-fm-eq-t¡mSp X£tW tIXp JÞn¨p hogv¯o-Sn-\m³. A©p ic-sabvXp kqX-s\bpw sIm¶p N©-e-lo\w apdn-¨nXp Nm]hpw Aiz-§-sf-¤-Z-sImp hn`o-j-W³ X¨p-sIm-¶m,-\-Xp-t\cw Zim-\-\³ `qXte NmSn-ho-Wmip thÂsIm--Xnþ t{Im[m hn`o-j-Ws\ {]tbm-Kn-¨n-Xp. _mW-§Ä aq¶p-sIm-bvXp apdn-¨nXp hoWnXp aq¶pw \pdp§n alo-X-te. At¸mÄ hn`o-j-W-s\-s¡m-Ãp-am-d-h³ Iev]n¨p ap¶w ab³ sImSp-t¯mcp th ssIs¡mp Nm«p-hm-tam-§nb t\c¯p e£va-W³ apev]p¡p _mW-§-sf-bvXn-Xp. \à-©-cm-[n-]³X-¶p-S-sem-¡th cà-a-Wnªp apdnªp he-Rv-D-S³ \nev¡pw Zim-\-\³ tIm]n¨p sNmÃn-\m³ e£va-W³X-t¶mSp \¶p-\o-sb-{Xbpw c£n-¨-hmdp hn`o-j-W-s\-¯-Zm. c£n-¡n \¶p \n#v-\-s\-¸p-\,-sc-¶psS iàn hcp-¶Xp Im-ep,-an-s¶mcp
ià-\m-In `hm³ JÞn¡ then-b-Xpw. F¶p-]-dªp thtK\ Nm«o-Sn-\m³ sN¶p Xd-¨nXp amd¯p iànbpw. Akv{X-§ÄsImp XSp-¡-cp-Xm-Rv-D-S³ hn{X-kvX-\m-bv¯{X hoWp Ipam-c-\pw. thÂsImp e£va-W³ hoWXp Ip-f-fn amÂsImp cma\pw \n¶p hnj-®-\m-bv. iàn ]dn-¸Xn¶mÀ¡pw I]n-IÄ¡p iàn t]mcm-ªp cLp-Ip-e-\m-b-I³ Xrss¡-IÄsImp ]nSn¨p ]dn-¨p-Sþ \pÄt¡m-]-tamSp apdn-s¨-dn-ªo-Sn-\m³. an{X-X-\-b-kp-tj-W-P-KÂ{]m-Wþ ]p{Xm-Zn-I-tfm-sS-cpÄsN-bvXn-Xm-Z-cmÂ. e£va-W³X-¶psS Npäp-an-cp-¶n\n c£n-¨p-sImÄhn³ hnjm-Zn-¡-cp-tX-Xpw. ZpxJk-a-b-a-Ãn-t¸m-f-fp-g-tämSp ct£m-h-cs\ h[-¡p-¶-Xpp Rm³. Ieym-W-apÄs¡m-]p Ip-sImÄhn³ \n§þ sfÃm-h-cp-an¶p a¡-c-Iu-i-ew. i{Im-ß-Ps\ h[n-¨Xpw thK-¯nþ eÀ¡m-ß-Pm-Zn-I-tfm-Sp-sam-cp-an¨p hmcn-[n-bn Nnd-sI-«n-¡-S-¶Xpw t]mcn \nim-N-c-·msc h[n-¨Xpw cmh-W-\n-{K-l-km-²y-am-bn-«-h³ tIh-e-an-t¸m-f-`n-ap-J-\m-bn-Xp. cme-W\pw _X ! cmL-h\p IqSn tahpI `qan-bn-se-¶p-f-f-Xn-Ãn-\o. cm{Xn-©-tc-{µ-s\-s¡m-Ãp-h³ \nÀavWbw amÀ¯m-Þ-hw-i-¯n-ep-f-f-h-\m-In Rm³. k]vXm-Zzo-]-§fpw k]vXm-_-[n-I-fpw k]vXm-N-e-§fpw N{µ-kq-cy-·mcpw BIm-i-`q-an-I-sf-¶n-h-bp-ff \mÄ t]mImsX IoÀ¯n hÀ²n¡pw ]cnNp Rm³. Btbm-[t\ Zi-I-WvT-s\-s¡mÂh-s\mþ cmbp-[-]m-Wn-sb-¶m-In \nÊw-i-bw. tZhm-kp-tcm-c-K-Nm-c-W-Xm-]-kþ tchcpw I-dn-tbWw aa _ew. C°-a-cpÄsNbvXp \à-©-tc-{µ-t\mþ Skv{X-§-sfbvXp bp²w XpS§nSn\m³. cmL-h-cm-h-W-·mÀ X½n-e-t\ym\yw taL-§Ä amWn sNmcn-bp-¶-Xp-t]mse _mW-KWw s]mgn-¨o-Sp-¶-Xp-t\cw RmsWm-en-sImp apg§n PK-Xv{Xbw. tkmZ-c³ hoWp InS-¡p-¶-tXmÀ¯p-f-fnþ em[n apgp¯p cLp-Ip-e-\m-b-I³ Xmtc-b-Xm-X-t\m-tS-h-a-cpÄsNbvXp :
[oc-X-bnà bp²-¯n-t\Xpw aa `qXte hmgvI-bn \Ã-sX-\n-¡n\n {`mXm-hp-X-t¶m-Sp-IqsS acn-¸-Xpw. hnev]n-Snbpw apdpIp¶-Xn-tÃ-Xpta sIev]p-an-ÃmsX Naªp \ap-¡n-l. \nev]m-\p-ta-Xp-a-cpXp a\-Ên\pw hn{`-ta-dn-h-cp-¶nXp taev¡p-taÂ. ZnjvS-s\-s¡mÂhm-\p-]m-bhpw Ioe \jvS-ambv h¶nXp am\hpw am\-tk. Gh-a-cpÄsN-bvX-t\cw kptj-W\pw tZh-tZ-h³X-t¶m-Smip sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ : tZl-¯n-t\Xpw \ndw ]IÀ¶o-semcp taml-at{X Ipam-c-s¶¶p \nÀavW-bw. h{à-t\-{X-§Ä¡ptaXpw hnIm-c-anþ ï XoÀ¶nt¸fpW-cp-a-h-cm-P³. F¶p-WÀ¯n-¨-\n-em-ß-P³ Xt¶mSp ]ns¶ \ncq-]n¨p sNm¶m³ kptj-W-\pw: apt¶¡Ws¡ hni-ey-I-c-Wn-bmþ Ip¶ acp-¶n¶p sImp-h-¶o-SpI F¶-fth l\q-am-\pw- hn-c-thmSp sN¶p acp-¶Xpw sImp-h¶o-Sn-\m-³. \ky-hpw-sNbvXp kptj-W³ Ipam-c-\mþ ekyhpw XoÀ¶p sXfnªp hnf-§n-\m³. ]ns¶-bpauj[-ssiew I]n-h-c³ ap¶-an-cp-¶-h®w Xs¶-bm-¡n-\m³ a¶-h³Xs¶ hW-§n-\m³ X¼nbpw \¶mbv apdp-sI-¸p-WÀ¶nXp cma\pw \n¶psS ]mc-hiyw Im¬I Imc-Wþ sa¶psS ss[cyhpw t]mbnXp am\tk F¶Xp tI«p-c-sNbvXp Ipam-c³þ sam¶p Xncp-a-\-Ên-¦-ep--mIWw kXyw Xt]m-[-\-·m-tcmSp sNbvXXpw anYy-bmbv h¶p-Iq-Sm-sb¶p \nÀ®bw ss{Xt#-tem-Iy-I--I-\m-an-h-s\-s¡m¶p ]men-¨p-sImÄI PK-Xv{Xbw sshIm-Xw. e£va-W³ sNm¶Xp tI«p cLq-¯-a³ ct£m-h-c-t\m-sS-XnÀ¯m-\-Xn-{Zp-Xw. tXcp-sam-cp-an-¨p-h¶p Zim-ky\pw t]mcn\p cmL-h-t\m-sS-XnÀ¯o-Sn-\m³. ]mcnÂ\n-¶n-£zm-Ip-hw-i-Xn-e-I\pw tXcnÂ\n-¶m-i-c-hw-i-Xn-e-I\pw t]mc-Xn-tLm-c-ambv sNbvtXmcp t\c¯p ]mc-an-f¸w cLq-¯-a-\p-s¶p \mc-Z-\m-Zn-IÄ sNm¶Xp tIÄ¡-bmÂ
]mcw hfÀs¶mcp kw{`-a-t¯m-Sp-S³ C{µ\pw amX-en-tbmSp sNm¶m³ aa kyµ\w sIm-s¡m-Sp¡ \o sshImsX {ioc-mL-h¶p lnXw hcp-amdp \o tXcpw sXfn¨p sImSp-¡-a-Sn-bmsX amX-en-Xm-\pXp tI«p-S³ tXcp-ambv `qX-ew-X-¶n-en-gnªp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³ :þ cmh-W-t\mSp ka-c-¯n-\n¶p Rm³ tZth-{µ-im-k-\bm hnS-sIm-nXp tXc-Xn-emip Itc-dpI t]mcn-\mbv amcp-X-Xp-ey-th-tK\ \S-¯p-h³. F¶-Xp-tI«p cY-s¯bpw hµn¨p a¶-h³ tXcn-em-½mdp Itc-dn-\m³ Xt¶mSp Xpey-\mbv cmL-h-s\-¡p hn®n-em-½m-sdm¶p t\m¡n Zim-\-\³ t]ag t]mse ic-§Ä XqIo-Sn-\m³. cma\pw KmÔÀÆ-a-kv{X-sa-bvXo-Sn-\m³. cm£-k-akv{Xw {]tbm-Kn-¨-Xp-t\cw cm£-k-cm-P\pw cq£-am-sb-{Xbpw {Iqc-\m-K-§-fm-a-kv{Xs¯ amäp-hm³ KmcqV-a-kv{X-sabvXp cLp-\m-Y\pw amX-en-taepw Zim-\-\³ _mW-§þ sfbvXp sImSnbpw apdn-¨p-I-f-ªnXp hmPn-IÄ¡pw ic-ta-ä-taäp ]p\þ cmPnbpw tLmc-ambv h¶p cLq-h-c³ ssIIm XfÀ¶p tXÀ¯-«n \nev¡pw hn[u ssII-ko-\-µ-\mb hn`o-j-W³ timIm-Xn-tcIw hfÀ¶p \n¶o-Sn-\m³ temI-cp-taäw hnjmZw Ie-À¶nXp. Ime-]p-c-¯n-\-b-¸-\n-\n-sb¶p iqew {]tbm-Kn-¨n-Xm-i-cm-[o-i\pw Akv{X-§Äs¡mp XS-s]m-dm-tªmÀ¯p-S³ hr{Xm-cn-X-¶psS tXcn-en-cp-s¶mcp iàn-sb-Sp-¯-b¨p cLp-\m-Y\pw ]¯p-\p-d§n hoWp X{X iqehpw \à-©-tc-{µ-\psS Xpc-K-§sf ikv{X§ÄsImp apdn-¨nXp cmL-h³ kmcYn tXcpw Xncn-¨-Sn-¨mÀ¯\mþ bv t]mcn-sem-gn-¨p-\n-¶o-Sn-\m-\-t¶cw Be-ky-sam-«-I-t¶m-cp-t\cw X{X ]ue-kvXy\pw kqX-t\mSp sNmÃo-Sn-\m³:þ F´n-\m-bvs¡mp \o ]n´n-cnªp _emþ eÔ-\mbv Rm\{X ZpÀº-e-\m-Itbm ?
IqS-e-tcm-sS-XnÀ¯m Rms\m-cp-¯-t\mþ tSmSn-sbm-fn-¨-hm-sd-¶p-Ip `hm³ ? \obà kqX-s\--\n-¡n\n cma\p \ob-Xn-_m-Ô-h-s\-¶-dn-tª-\-lw. C°w, \nim-N-cm-[oi³ ]d-ª-Xnþ \p¯cw kmcYn kXzcw sNmÃn-\m³ :þ cmas\ kvt\l-ap-m-bn-«p-aà aÂþ kzmansb tZzj-ap-m-bn-«p-a-Ãta cma-t\m-tSäp s]mcpXp \nev¡p-t¶-cþ amabw ]qp XfÀ¶Xp Ip Rm³ kvt\lw `hm-s\-¡p-dn-t¨-ä-am-I-bm taml-a-I-ep-thmfw t]mÀ¡fw hn«p Zqsc-\n-¶m-e-ky-saÃmw If-ªn-\nþ t¸mcn-¶-Sp-t¡-W-sa¶p Iev]n-¨t{X. kmc-Yn-Xm-\-dn-tbWw alm-c-Yþ ·mcpsS kmZhpw hmPn-IÄ km-Zhpw sshcn-IÄ¡pÅ Pbm-P-b-Im-ehpw t]mcn \navt\m-¶-X-tZ-i-hn-ti-jhpw FÃm-a-dnªp cYw \S-¯p-¶-hþ \tÃm \n]p-W-\m-bpÅ kqX³ {]t`m ! F¶-Xp-tI«p sXfn-ªY cmh-Wþ s\m¶p ]pWÀs¶mcp ssIh-fbpw sImSpþ ¯n¶n-\n-t¯-c-Sp-¯mip Iq«o-SpI ]nt¶m-¡-an-Ãn-\n-sbm-¶p-sIm-p-satSm ! Ct¶mSp \msf-tbm-sSm¶p Xncn-ªoSpw a¶-h-t\m-SpÅ t]msc-¶-dnI \o. kqX\pw tXc-Xn-th-tK\ Iq«n-\m³ t{Im[w apgp-¯-§-Sp-¯nXp cma\pw X§-fn-te-ä-a-Wªp s]mcp-X-fþ h§pan§pw \nd-bp¶p ic-§-fmÂ. /AK-kvXy-{]-th-ihpw BZn-Xy-kvXp-Xn-bpw/ A§-s\-bpÅ t]mÀ Ip \nev¡p-t¶c sa§-s\-sb-¶-dn-ªo-e-K-kvXy³ XZm cmL-h³ tXcn-en-d§n \n¶o-Sn-\mþ \mIm-i-tZ-im {]`m-Ick¶n-`³. hµn-¨p \n¶p cLp-Ip-e-\m-Y-\mþ \µ-an-b-¶-cpÄsN-bvXm-\-K-kvXy\pw A`yq-Zbw \n\-¡mip hcp-¯p-hmþ \nt¸m-gn-hn-tS¡p h¶nXp Rms\tSm ! Xm]-{X-bhpw hnjm-Zhpw XoÀ¶p-t]mþ am]¯p aäp-Å-h-bp-a-I-¶p-t]mw. i{Xp-\miw hcpw tcmK-hn-\m-i\w
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tate s]mgn-¨nXp cm£-k-cm-P\pw kmb-I-Pmew s]mgn-¨-hbpw apdnþ ¨mtbm-[-\-¯n-¶-Sp-¯nXpw cma\pw Gä-a-W-ªp-a-I¶pw hew-h-¨pþ taän-an-Sw-h-¨p-sam«p ]n³hm-§nbpw kmc-Yn-am-cpsS kuXy-Iu-i-eyhpw tXcm-fn-I-fpsS bp²-Iu-i-eyhpw ]p Iogn I-Xnà \mao-h-®þ apm-I-bp-an-Ãn-h-®-an\n taenÂ. F¶p tZhm-Zn-Ifpw ]pI-gv¯o-Sn-\mÀ \¶p-\-s¶¶p sXfn-ªnXp \mc-Z³. ]ue-kvXy-cm-L-h-·mÀ sXmgn Im¬I-bm ss{Xtem-Ihm-kn-IÄ `oXn ]qo-Sn-\mÀ. hmX-a-S§n ad-ªnXp kqcy\pw taZn-\n-Xm\pw hnd-¨nXp ]mc-ambv ]mtYm\n-[n-bp-an-fIn adn-ªnXp ]mXm-f-hm-kn-Ifpw \Sp-§o-Sn-\mÀ. Aw_p-[n-bw-_p-[n-tbm-sSm-s¶-XnÀ¡n-epþ aw_-c-aw-_-c-t¯m-sS-XnÀ¯o-Snepw cmL-h-cm-h-W-bp-²-¯n\pw kaw cmL-h-cm-h-W-bp-²-sam-gn-ªn-Ã. tIh-ean-§s\\n¶p ]pI-gv¯n-\mÀ tZhm-Zn-I-fp-a-t¶-c¯p cmL-h³ cm{Xn-©-csâ Xe-sbm-¶-dp-¯p-S³ [m{Xnbn-en-«m-\-Xp-t\-c-a-s¸msg IqsS-ap-f¨p ImWm-bn-X-h³ Xe IqsS-ap-dn-¨p-I-fªp cm-aXpw Dm-bn-X-t¸m-gXpw ]ns¶ cmL-h³ JWvUn¨p `qan-bn-en-«m-\-c-£-WmÂ. C°w apdn¨p \qsäm¶p Xe-Isf ]rYzn-bn-en«p cLp-Ip-e-k-¯-a³ ]ns¶bpw ]¯p-X-e-bvs¡m-cp-hm-«-anþ sÃt¶ hnNn-{Xta \¶p-\-s¶-{Xbpw C§s\ \qdm-bncw Xe t]mIn-epþ sa§p Ipd-hn-Ã-h³Xe ]¯n\pw cm{Xn©cm-[n-³Xsâ Xt]m-_ew Nn{Xw ! hnNn{Xw hnNn-{X-at{X Xptemw. Ipw`-IÀ®³ aI-cm-£³ Jc³ _men h³]cmw amco-N-s\-¶n-h-cm-Znbmw ZpjvS-sc-s¡m¶ _mW-¯n-\n-s¶-´-Xnþ \njvTq-c-\m-an-h-s\-s¡m-Ãp-hm³ aSn Dm-bn-Xn-±-i-I-WvT-s\-s¡m-Ãp-hm³ Io-ep-]m-b-hp-ta-Xp-sam-¶o-izc !
Nn´n¨p cmL-h³ ]ns¶-bp-a-±-iþ IÔ-c-s·-¿n _mW-§Ä XqIo-Sn-\m³. cmh-W\pw s]mgn-¨o-Sn-\m³ _mW-§Ä tZh-tZ-h³ Xncp-ta-\n-ta-em-thm-fw. sIm-i-c-§sf¡p cLp-h-cþ \pm-bn-Xp-Ån-semcp \n\-h-t¶cw ]pjv]-k-a-§-fmbv h¶p ic-§fpw sIev]p Ipdªp Zim-ky\p \nÀ®-bw. Ggp-Zn-hkw apgp-h-\o-h-®ta tcmtjW \n¶p s]mcp-tXm-c-\-´cw amX-en-Xm\pw sXmgpXp sNmÃo-Sn-\mþ t\Xpw hnjm-Z-ap-m-ImbvI am\-tk. ap¶-a-K-kvXy-X-t]m-[-\-\m-Z-cm X¶ _mWw-sIm-p-sImÃmw PKÂ{]t`m ! ss]Xm-almkv{X-a-Xm-b-sX-¶n-§s\ amXen sNm¶Xp tI«p cLp-h-c³ \¶p ]d-ªXp \ob-sX-s¶m-Sn\n sIm¶o-Sp-h³ Zi-I-WvTs\ \nÀ®-bw. F¶-cp-fn-s¨bvXp sshcn-©-a-kv{Xs¯ \¶m-sb-Sp¯p sXmSp-¯nXp cmL-h³. kqcym-\-e-·m-c-Xn¶p Xcw Xqh hmbphpw aµ-c-ta-cp-¡Ä a²y-ambv knizsaÃmw {]Im-in-s¨mcp kmbIw hnizm-k-`àym P]n-¨-b-¨o-Sn-\m³. cmh-W³ Xsâ lrZbw ]nfÀ¶p `qþ tZhnbpw tamZn¨p hmcn-[n-bn ]p¡p tNmc IgpIn apgpIn hnc-thmSp amcp-X-th-tK\ cmLh³X-¶psS XqWn-bn h¶n§p hoWp sXfn-thmSp _mW-hp-sa-s´mcp hnkva-b-a-t¶cw tXcnÂ\n-¶mip adnªp hoWoSn\m³ ]mcn acm-acw hoW-t]mse XZm. Iev]-I-hr-£-¸p-Xp-a-eÀ XqIn-\mþ cpev]-¶-tam-tZ\ hm\-h-tc-hcpw AÀ¡-Ip-temÂ`-h³ aqÀ²\n taev¡p-ta i{I\pw t\{X-§-sfm-s¡-s¯-fn-ªnXp ]pjvI-c-kw-`-h\pw sXfn-ªo-Sn-\mþ \À¡\pw t\tc-bp-Zn-¨m-\-Xp-t\cw aµ-ambv hobn-¯p-S-§o ]h-\\pw \¶mbv hnf§o NXpÀ±-i-tem-Ihpw Xm]-k-·mcpw Pb-P-b-i-_vtZ\ Xm]-a-I¶p ]pIgv¶p XpS-§n-\mÀ. tijn¨ cm£-k-tcm-Sn-b-Iw--]p¡p tIg-¯p-S-§n-\m-scms¡ e¦m-]ptc
AÀ¡-P³ amcpXn \oemw-K-Zm-Znbpw aÀ¡-S-ho-c-cp-amÀ¯p ]pI-gv¯n-\mÀ. A{K-P³- -ho-WXp Ip hn`o-j-W³ hy{Kn-¨-cn-I¯p sN¶n-cp-¶m-Ip-em Zp:Jw IeÀ¶p hnem]w XpS-§n-\mþ s\ms¡ hn[n-_-e-atÃm hcp-¶Xpw Rm\n-sXm-s¡-¸-d-ªo-Sn-t\³ ap¶ta am\w \Sn-s¨-s¶bpw shSn-ªo-Sn\ hoc ! alm-i-b-t\m-Nn-X-\mb \o ]mcn-eo-h®w InS-¡p-am-dm-bXpw In-sXÃmw Rm\-\p-`-hnt¡-Wsaþ ¶pp ssZh¯n\nXmÀs¡mgn-¡m-h-Xpw. Ghw Icbpw hn`o-j-W³ Xt¶mSp tZh-tZ-th-i-\-cpÄsN-bvXn-Xm-Z-cm :þ Ft¶m-S-`n-ap-J-ambv \n¶p t]mÀsNbvXp \¶mbv acn¨ alm-iq-c-\m-an-h³ Xs¶-¡p-dn¨p Ic-b-cp-tX-Xpta \¶-ÃXp ]c-tem-I-¯n\p ktJ ! hoc-cm-bpÅ cmPm-¡Ä[À½w \à t]mcn acn¨p hocy-kzÀ¤-kn-²n¡p ]mcw kpIrXn-IÄs¡¶n tbmKw hcm tZmj-§-sf-Ãm-sam-Sp-§n-Xn-h-¶n\n tij-{In-bbv¡p XpS-§pI sshIm-sX. C°-a-cpÄsNbvXp \n¶-cp-fp-t¶cw X{X aWvtUm-Zcn tIWp h¶o-Sn-\mÄ e¦m-[n-]³amdn hoWp Icªp-amþ X¦-apÄs¡mp tamln¨pw ]p\-cp-S³ Hmtcm-Xcw ]dªpw ]ns¶ aäpÅ \mco-P-\-§fpw tIWp XpS-§n-\mÀ. ]wàn-c-Ym-ß-P-t¸m-g-cpÄsNbvXp ]wàn-ap-Jm-\pP³ Xt¶mSp kmZcw :þ cmh-W³X-¶p-S kwkvI-cn-¨o-SpI ]mh-I-s\-Öz-en-¸n-¨n-\n-Ê-Xz-cw. X{X hn`o-j-W³ sNm¶m-\n-h-t\m-fþ an{X-]m]w sNbvX-h-cnà `qXte tbmKy-a-tÃ-Xp-a-Sn-b-\n-h-\p-S kwkvI-cn-¨o-Sp-hm-s\¶p tIt«-ähpw h¶ _lp-am-\-tamsS cLq-¯-a³ ]ns¶bpw sNm¶m³ hn`o-j-W³ Xt¶mSp :þ aÂ_m-W-taäp cWmt´ acn-s¨mcp ImÀ_p-cm-[o-iz-c-\-änXp ]m]-§Ä sshc-hp-am-a-c-Wm-´-sa-¶m-Ip¶nþ
tXdnb kZvK-Xn-bp-m-h-Xn¶p \o tij-{In-b-IÄ hgntb Ign-s¡m-cpþ tZmjw \n\-¡-Xn-t\-Xp-a-Is¸Sm. Nµ-\-K-Ôm-Zn-sImp NnX-bp-amþ \tµ\ Iq«n ap\n-h-c-·m-cp-ambv hkv{Xm-`-c-W-am-ey-§Ä sIm-pw XZm \à-©-cm-[n-]-tZ-l-a-e-¦-cnþ ¨mÀ¯p hmZy-§fpw tLmjn-¨p-sIm--ánþ tlm{Xn-Isf kwkvI-cn-¡p¶ hÀ®ta cmh-W-tZlw Zln-¸n¨p X¶psS ]qÀÆ-P-\m-bp-Z-I-{In-bbpw sNbvXp \mcn-IÄ ZpxJw ]d-ªp-t]m-¡n-s¨¶p {iocm-a-]mZw \a-kvI-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³. amX-enbpw cLp-\m-Ys\ hµn¨p PmX-tamZw t]mbv kpcm-ebw tahn-\m³. sN¶p \nP-\n-P-a-µncw ]p¡nXp P\ym-h-tem-I\w sNbvXp \nt¶mÀa-I-fpw e£va-W-t\m-S-cpÄsN-bvXnXp cma\pw ct£m-h-c\mw hn`o-j-W-\mbv abm Z¯-am-tbmcp e¦m-cm-Py-apĸp¡p Nn¯-tam-Zm-e-`n-tjIw Ign¡ \o. F¶Xp tI«p I]n-h-c-·m-scmSpw sN¶p tijn¨ \nim-N-c-·m-cp-ambv AÀ®-h-tXm-bmZn XoÀ°-P-e-Mvl-fm kzÀ®-I-e-i-§Ä ]qPn¨p tLmjn¨p hmZy-tLm-j-t¯mSp Xm]-k-·m-cp-amþ bmÀ¯p-hn-fn-¨-`n-tj-Ihpw sNbvXnXp `qanbpw N{µZnhmI-cm-Znbpw cma-I-Y-bp-ap-sff¶p hn`o-j-W³ kt¦-i-\mbv hmgp-sI¶p Inco-Sm-Zyþ e¦m-chpw sNbvXp Zm\-]p-c-kvIr-Xw. ]qPy-\m-tbmcp hn`o-j-W-\m-bvs¡mp cmPy-\n-hm-kn-IÄ ImgvNbpw h¨n-Xp. hm¨ IpXq-l-ew-]qp hn`o-j-W³ ImgvN-bp-sa-Ãm-sa-Sp-¸n¨p sImp-hþ ¶mØbm cmL-h³ X-³¡m-ev¡Âh-¨-`nþ hmZy-hpw-sNbvXp h\n-`o-j-W-\m-Z-cmÂ. \à-©-tc-{µ-{]-km-Z-¯n-\mbv cmaþ `{Z-\-sXÃmw ]cn-{K-ln-¨o-Sn-\m³. Ct¸mÄ Ir-X-Ir-Xy-\mtb\lsa¶p NnXv]p-cp-j³ {]km-Zn-¨-cp-fo-Sn-\m³ At{K hn\o-X-\mbvhµn¨p \n¡p¶ kp{Ko-h-s\-¸p-\-cm-enw-K-\w-sNbvXp k´p-jvS-\m-b-cpÄsN-bvXnXp cmL-h³ Nn´n-¨-sXÃmw eMn¨p \ap-s¡tSm XzÕ-lm-b-tXt\ cmh-W³ Xs¶ Rmþ
\pÕm-ltamSp h[n-¨nXp \nÝbw et¦-iz-c-\mbv hn`o-j-W³X-s¶bpw i¦m-hn-lo-\-a-`n-tj-IhpwsNbvXp. /koXm-kzo-I-cWw/ ]ns¶ l\p-ams\ t\m¡n-b-cpÄsNbvXp a¶-h³ \o t]mbv hn`o-j-Wm-\p-Úbm sN¶p e¦m-]pcw ]p¡-dn-bn-¡Ww X\zw-Kn-bm-Inb Pm\-In-tbm-SnZw \à-©-cm-[n-]-\n-{K-l-am-Znbmw hr¯m-´-saÃmw ]dªp tIĸn-¡Ww F¶m-e-h-fpsS `mhhpw hm¡p-anþ s§t¶m-Sp-h¶p ]dI \o kXz-cw. F¶-Xp-tI«p ]h-\-b-X-\-b\pw sN¶p e¦m]pcw {]m]n-¨-\-´cw h¶p \nim-N-c³ k¡-cn-¨o-Sn-\mÀ \µn-X-\m-sbmcp amcp-X-]p-{X\pw cma-]m-Zm-_vPhpw [ym\n-¨n-cn-¡p¶ `qao-kp-Xsb \a-kvX-cn-¨o-Sn-\m³:þ h{à-{]-km-Z-am-temIy I]n-h-c³ hr¯m-´-saÃmw ]d-R-ARp XpS-§n-\mÀ :þ e-£va-W-t\mSpw hn`o-j-W³X-s¶mSpw kp{Ko-h-\m-Znbmw aÀ¡-S-·m-tcmSpw ct£m-h-c\mw Zi-{Ko-h-s\-s¡m¶p Zp:Ja-I¶p sXfn-ªp-ta-ho-Sn-\m³. C°w `h-Xn-tbm-sSm-s¡-¸-d-sI¶p Nn¯w sXfn-ª-cpÄsN-bvXn-X-dn-ªm-eqw. kt´m-j-sa-{X-bp-ap-mbn koX-bvs¡þ s¶´p sNmÃm-hXp Pm\-Io-tZ-hnbpw KZvK-Z-hÀt®\ sNmÃn-\m-sf´p Rm³ aÀ¡-S-t{ijvT ! sNmtÃ-Xp sNmÃp \o. `À¯m-hn-s\-¡-p-sImÄhm-\p-]m-b-saþ s´{X ]mÀt¡-W-an-\nbpw ipssNh Rm³. t\c-¯-Xn¶p tbmKw hcp-¯nSp \o [oc-Xz-an-Ãn-\nbpw s]mdp-¯o-Sp-hm³ hmXm-ß-P\pw cLp-h-c³ Xt¶mSp ssaYn-eo-`m-jnXw sN¶p sNmÃo-Sn-\m³. Nn´n¨p cma³ hn`ojW³ Xt¶mSp k´p-jvS-\m-b-cpÄ sNbvXm³ hncsb \o Pm\-Io-tZ-hn-sb-s¨¶p hcp-¯pI Zo\-X-bp-p-t]m ImWm-bvI-sImp amw kv\m\w Ign-¸n¨p Znhm-bw-_-cm-`-cþ Wm\p-te-]m-Zy-e-¦-a-Wn-bn¨p inev]-am-tbmcp in_n-I-ta-em-tcm]y
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km£n-btÃm kI-e-¯n-\p-am-I-bm km£m ]c-amÀ°-an-¶-dn-bn¡ \o. F¶p ]d-ªp-S³ aq¶p hew-h¨p hÓn-bn¨m-Sn-\mÄ In©n `bw hn\m ZpÝy-h-\m-Zn-IÄ hnkva-b-s¸-«nXp \nÝ-e-am-bnXp temI-hp-a-t¶cw. C{µ\pw Ime\pw ]minbpw hmbphpw hrµm-c-Im-[n-]-·mcpw Ipt_-c\pw aµm-In-\o-[-c\p Xm\pw hncn-©\pw kpµ-cn-am-cm-Ip-a-]vk-c-kv{Xo-Ifpw KÔÀÆIn¶cInw]p-cp-j-·mcpw Zµ-iq-I-·mÀ ]nXr-¡Ä ap\n-Ifpw Nmc-W-Kp-lyIkn²-km-²y-·mcpw \mc-Z-Xpw-_pcp apJy-P-\-§fpw aäp hnam-\m-{K-Nm-cn-I-sfm-¡th Npäpw \nd-ªnXp cma³ Xncp-hSn \n¶-cpfpw {]tZ-i-¯n-¦-e-t¶cw hµn-¨n-sX-Ãm-h-tcbpw \tc-{µ-\pw. cmaX{µw ]c-am-ßm-\-a-t¶cw t{]a-apÄs¡mp ]pIgv¶p XpS-§n-\mÀ :þ kÀÆ-tem-I-¯n\pw XÀ¯m `hm-\tÃm kÀÆ-¯n\pw km£n-bm-Ip-¶Xpw `hm³ AÚm-\-hn-{K-l-\m-Ip-¶Xpw `hmþ \Úm-\-\m-i-\-\m-Ip-¶Xpw `hm³ krjvSnIÀ¯mhmw hnc-©-\m-Ip-¶-Xpþ ajvS-h-kp-¡-fn-e-jvS-a-\m-bXpw temI-¯n-\m-Znbpw a²y-hp-a-´-hpþ taI\mw \nXy kzcq-]³ `hm-\-tÃm. IÀ®-§-fm-b-Xp-a-izn-\o-tZ-h-IÄ I®p-I-fm-b-Xp-am-Zn-Xy-N-{µ-·mÀ ip²-\mbv \nXym-\m-b-Zz-b-\m-sbmcp apà-\m-Ip-¶Xpw \nXyw `hm-\-tÃm. \n¶psS ambbm aqSn-¡n-S-¸-hÀ \ns¶ a\p-jy-s\-¶p-Ån-temÀ¯o-Sp-thmÀ \n¶psS \ma-kva-c-W-bp-tÅm-cp-Ån \¶mb {]Im-in-¡p-am-ß-{]-t_m-[hpw ZpjvS\mw cmh-W³ R§-fpsS ]Zþ sams«m-gn-bm-sX-b-S¡n \m³ \nÀ±bw \jvS-\m-bm-\-h-\n¶p \n¶m-en\n ]pjvS-kuJyw hkn¡mw Xzev¡cp-Wbm tZh-I-fn°w ]pIgv¯pw Zim-´tc tZh³ hncn-©\pw hµn¨p hmgv¯n-\m³:htµ ]Zw ]c-am-\-µ-a-Zzbw htµ ]c-at- i-j-Øn-Xn-Im-cWw
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¶nt¸m-fn-hn-sS-bn-d§pw Zbm-]-c³. cmh-Ws\s¡m¶p tZhn-tbbpw hop tZh-I-fm-e-`n-h-µn-X-\m-Inb cmL-hs\¡p hµn¨p am\tk timIhpw XoÀ¶p hkn-¡m-an-\n-¨n-cw. C°-am-IÀWy `c-X-Ip-am-c\pw _²-k-t½mZw hnaqÀÑn-X-\mbv hoWp kXz-c-am-iz-kvX-\mb t\cw ]p\þ cp°mb KmV-am-enw-K-\hpw sNbvXp hm\-c-ho-c-in-ckn apZm ]cþ am\µ _mjv]m-`n-tj-Ihpw sNbvXn-Xp. tZthm¯-at\m \tcm-¯-at\m `hmþ t\h-s\-s¶-¡p-dn-¨n{X Ir]-sbmSpw CjvS-hmIyw sNm¶-Xn-¶-\p-cq-]-ambv XpjvSym Xcp-h-Xn-\nà atä-Xpta timIw aZobw Ifª `hm\p Rm³ temIw alm-tacp kmIw Xcn-Inepw Xpey-ambv h¶p-IqSm ]p\-sc-¦nepw sNmÃo-sStSm cma-IoÀ¯\w kuJy-Zw. am\-h-\m-Y\p hm\-c-·m-tcmSp Im-\t\ kwK-a-ap-m-b-sX-§s\ ? sshtZ-ln-sb-¡-«p-sIm--hm-d-§s\ ? bmXp-[m-\m-[n-]-\m-Inb cmh-W³ ? C¯cw tNmZn¨ cmP-Ip-am-c-t\mþ Sp¯cw amcp-X-]p-{X\pw sNmÃn-\m³:þ F¦ntem \n§-fn-¨n-{X-Iq-Sm-N-eþ ¯n¦Â\n-¶m[n IeÀ¶p ]ncnª \mÄ BZn-bm-bn-t¶m-f-ap-tÅm-c-h-Ø-Iþ fmZ-c-hpÄs¡mp sNmÃp-¶-Xpp Rm³. Hs¶m-gn-bmsX sXfnªp tI«o-SpI h¶pt]mw Zp:Jhn-\miw Xt]m-\nt[ ! F¶p ]d-ª-dn-bn-¨m-\-Jn-ehpw a¶-h³ X³ Ncn{Xw ]hn{Xw ]cw. i{Xp-Lv\-an{X `rXym-am-Xy-hÀ¤hpw Nn{Xw ! hnNn-{X-sa-t¶mÀ¯p-sIm-o-Sn-\mÀ. /Atbm-²ym-{]-thiw/ i{Xp-Lv\-t\mSp `c-X-Ip-am-c-\pþ aXym-Zcw \ntbm-Kn-¨m-\-\-´cw ]qPy\mw \mYs\gp¶-Åp-t¶-c¯p cmPy-a-e-¦-cn-t¡-W-sa-Ãm-Shpw t£{X-§ÄtXmdpw _en-]q-P-tbm-Sp-aþ XymØbm Zo]m-h-en-bp-ap-m-¡Ww kqX-ssh-Xm-fnI hµn-kvXp-Xn-]mTþ
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\nÀ¤an¨ms\m-cp-PmXn hn`o-j-W³. e¦-bn sN¶p kplr-Ö-\-t¯m-Sp-amþ X¦-sam-gnªp kpJn¨p hmWo-Sn-\m³. /{iocm-asâ cmPy-`m-c-^ew/ Pm\-Io-tZ-hn-tbm-Spw-IqSn cmL-hþ \m\-µ-apÄs¡mp cmP-t`m-Km-\znXw Aiz-ta-[m-Znbmw bmK-§-fpw sNbvXp hniz-]-hn-{Xbmw IoÀ¯nbpw s]m§n¨p. \ntÈ-j-kuJyw hcp¯n {]P-IÄ¡p hniz-saÃmw ]cn-]m-en-¨-cp-fn-\m³. ssh[hyZpxJw h\n-X-amÀ¡n-sÃmcp hym[n-`-b-hp-sam-cp-¯À¡p-an-ÃtÃm kky-]-cn-]qÀ®-btÃm [cn-{Xnbpw Zkyp-`-b-hp-sam-tc-S-¯p-an-ÃtÃm. _me-a-c-W-a-I-s¸-Sp-am-dnà Imte hcn-jn-¡p-atÃm L\-§-fpw. cma-]q-Pm-]-c-·mÀ\-c-·mÀ `qhn cmas\ [ym\n-¡p-ta-hcpw k´-Xw. hÀ®m-{i-a-§Ä X\n-¡-X-\n-¡p-f-fþ sXm¶p-an-f¡w hcp-¯p-In-Ãm-cp-ta. FÃm-h\pap--\p-I¼ am\tk \Ã-sXm-gn-sªmcp Nn´-bn-ÃmÀ¡p-ta. t\m¡p-am-dn-Ãm-cpta ]c-Zm-c-§þ tfmÀ¡-bp-anà ]c-{Z-hy-am-cp-ta. C{µn-b-\n-{K-l-sa-Ãm-h-\p-app \nµ-bp-anà ]c-kv]-c-amÀ¡p-ta. \µ-\-·m-sc-¸n-Xmhp c£n-¡p-¶þ h®w {]P-Isf c£n¨p cmL-h³. kmtI-X-hm-kn-I-fmb P\-§Ä¡p temIm-´-c-kp-J-sa-t´m-¶n-Xn ]cw? sshI-pWvT-tem-I-t`m-K-¯n\p Xpey-ambv timI-tam-l-§-f-I¶p taho-Sn-\mÀ. /cmam-b-W-¯nsâ ^e-{ipXn/ A²ym-ß-cm-am-b-Wan-Z-sa-{X-bpþ aXyp-¯-tam-¯aw arXyp-RvP-b-t{]màw A²yb\w sNbvIn aÀ¯y-\-Ö-·\m apàn kn²n-¡p-a-Xn-\nà kwi-bw. ssa{Xo-Icw [\-[m-\y-hr-²n-{]Zw i{Xp-hn-\m-i-\-am-tcm-Ky-hÀ²\w ZoÀLm-bp-c-À°-{]Zw ]hn{Xw ]cw kuJy-{]Zw kI-em-`o-jvS-km-[Iw `àym ]Tn-¡nepw sNmÂInepw X£tW apà-\m-boSpw alm-]m-X-I-§-fmÂ. AÀ°m-`n-emjn e`n¡pw alm-[-\w,
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