Past

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI

Our mind is amazing; this is not a fabricated logic to discuss. This is neither a fantasy talk. Mind is in own place. Yet! It keeps being active all the times. The past is extremely great in many views. Past is greatest of all time, be it present or futures; these two can’t enroll with the hardship of the past. What I think, this is what happening within us, in the world and the world is progressing only with the present of the past tense. It shows, that we ‘have missed the present just we keep on engulfing the past. May be it is by the acts and not by the ideas that people live; this is the reason why we keep on living. For the futures and the present we got to pay little sympathy and considerations this is I was perhaps thinking all the time. The future is yet to come. Of course skeptical minds where it can find out the answers to every question, Normal mind too can find perhaps little effort is what required. To every thinking, there is an authority in it within high issues. Apart from sustainable thinking, still the past come in between and after the present and the futures. The past is great and will remain great all the times. Without thinking there wouldn’t be a past or the present or the futures, only our act of thinking makes a tense. Our act and the ideations made difference here, where none of us could reach to that level, and next level. Where there is past; there is also future and the present which makes a greater sense in the grammatical manner. Past which is also the prime concern of ours is the main source of discovery and the inventions too. I think it’s our duty and responsibility to find out or to discover. Our ideas, set formula, ideation, religions, and principals all are based in these circumstances. Only the past has been a source guide for the discovery and the inventions of all times. Let us look at the past and the true nature of the past what it has in and out of it. Without full investigation, skeptical mind mechanism, and pure negations and to comprehend the past, present and the futures won’t let us know well. The viability is the active thinking and the actions which absolutely differs a lot from top to bottom activities in the life achievement. Our experience, past memories, thought, assumptions, and avenue to the future is the root cause of the past. Without, or with none of us, I think can survive in this world. Don’t the whole world live a life in the set formulas, set thought, generations after generations same and the similar principles have been followed up to now. Ideations, idealism, all are the set laws for the human destructions and will surely destroy us. Imaginations, dreams, renovations, all are the superficiality in us which is present in 1

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI us, since our birth, this is the side effects that we have still now. Past is the master of all times in our lives and will be too. Past being the good side of the human experience both good and bad, has become a best friend of all times. Let us investigate the past in relations to the present and to the futures. Those aren’t separated things but goes all together. With the skeptical mind all of us need to pounder in to the present, past and the futures, which is really significant to all of us, which certainly means a time. Negative thinking is what pure thinking is, about the past. The present is competing with the past and the future is sole in charge of being competent to the past. The ambitions of the past is always to be at the top in the historical knowledge, though both present and futures becomes jealous, class conflict exist, more squabbles do exist in them. The past being the supreme in between the present and the futures, is also proud. Full of vanity, virtues, ready to be at the top most part of the history. There are suppressions; sublimation and substitution which are absolute conflict in them itself. Prejudice, utopia, turmoil, all exist in the present and the futures. Though both present and the futures knew well, that they can’t be competitive to the past, still they try hard to stimulate themselves. Compulsion is there in the present and the futures, which is inevitable. There are so many conflicts in the world. They are nothing then useless squabbles in the world. So these conflicts are so meaningless to the world of the past and the futures in order to bring the past in the lowest positions. The characteristic of the past is really logic full and reasonable for everything. Thesis and anti-thesis and of course synthesis are not separable. And the conflict of the present with the past is not at all, reasonable and logic full. The struggle of the futures too is not meaningful for the past, because they are unknown to us. Conflicts of the anti-thesis and synthesis is inevitable and necessary, otherwise it won’t last long enough in the world. Present and the futures perverts manner to size the power from the past. Look at the natures of the past, don’t we think that it’s great and inevitable and comfortable? It may be petrifying for the present and the future which is always and every second jealous about the past. All those scientific theories which are base on the past, does great work to discover the new ideas, principle, laws and of course inventions too. How do we find out the history of the universe and the human itself? Only by the past tense and which is supreme. It is also there right that through anti-theism there is growth, progress and over all self- development. To every steep past is a head and those two present and the future are in the behind of the past. Past destiny is to be a supper power in the context of the grammar, basically, in the mind of the humans. There aims, there jealousy, sorrow, what made them so disintegrated to each other, that they act like an enemy of all times. Where as past is calm & cool, passion and listening, attentive and magnificent Synthesis & optimistic, thinking of being more active. There is no hurriedness in the past, no need to culminate the Everest. They have an enormous disintegration with past & present & the futures. Is it not because of the ambitions & aim, to be like that 2

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI and not to like that, which is ridiculous? Present and the future is ambitious, purposed full and always want to achieve it and to over come the past. Present and the futures don’t really have concrete decisions in comparison to the past. It’s like you know hanging garden and the pendulum which keeps on oscillating all the time. It’s not easy for both future and the present to live like that, just in front of the past; it shows sham fullness in them. Let me put the famous words by myself “Past is happy that future is yet to come! Present’s obligation is to keep the future away”. I feel like to get more indulgence with the term tense. Which I often think that only by the means of time, all are in this manner. What a struggle, pains sorrows, utopias, have both the present and the futures both biologically and the mentally. How can they forget that the past is the ruling body of the tense, and the whole grammatical structures? There is no ways or the path to hide themselves from the past then to comprehend with the past and the past itself. This is not easy topic that I choose to write. To write is easy perhaps to edit is absolutely difficult pattern. More over like a monotonous work; is not the knowledge past? All our knowledge brings us nearer to our ignorance. Each and everything is past related and which is prime cause of ours to be on top. “I know not with what weapons world war iii will be fought, but world war IV will be fought with sticks and stones”. Albert Einstein The futures might have become excited and full of joy fullness. Albert Einstein who predicated the world war iii and IV which he thought by his consciousness only; nevertheless, I can’t oppose it. It may happen or may not happen. By the activities that I have seen in the politics, it shows that itcan happen as Mr. Albert Einstein predicted. At lest one person in the world have supported the futures tense; because every one knows about the past; and not known about the present. It’s not an easy task for us to do, only with the good sense of humor can think about the futures. We are the one who disintegrated the tense by the name of the past & futures and the present. Otherwise, there would have been only present tense; not that of past or the futures. None of us are sure about the futures and the present. Simply what is present and what is a future are unknown to us. This is the true fact and in case if we have a doubt, generally all of us can find out what are these issues to be known. Past or the future or even the present doesn’t have any relations to the life. Be it past or the present I don’t see any kind of affairs in them for being a separated integral in them. How Mr. Albert Einstein made his theory and that was used for the past, present & the futures too. His theory of relativity is being implemented for all the tense. Only his theory of relativity is the perfect theory I have ever seen in the science. Let me not so much elaborate this theory so much, I can’t directly extract the conclusions, suppositions and predictions about the past, because the past is enormous subjective to the man kind. For this reliable authority & verifications, experience & examples, inferences & self –reverence, self knowledge are the prime concern of my side to know about it. Is not the knowledge past? Yes, it’s a past and it keeps on changing in accordance with the time and the situations. We will have knowledge about the past and some time about the present, perhaps not that of the futures. The neutrons and the electrons too in the process of dragging each other down all the times, which is similar to the past, present and the futures of his/her own racism. To read, write, to learn the technique which is called the education and the knowledge. The religions, the politics, the knowledge, the education and all the 3

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI materials and mentality of the humans have made us disintegrations in the world. A man who consumes high educations only knows certain fact or the techniques and he dies. Is not the education and the knowledge past than what? If it is not a past than it can’t be futures nor it can be the present too. So educations too don’t have any value and the meaning of both education & the knowledge except to write and to read. To accumulations of the knowledge is not knowledge of the wisdom that we gain. In fact educations, knowledge and the wisdom have become rewarding process for the humans.“There is no wealth like knowledge and no poverty like ignorance”. Buddha So, I was only thinking about the past but not to anything related. Till now the past have been guiding us all the time through out our life times. This isn’t any exceptional to the past. There is an authority ships in the past, not in the present and the futures. They can’t hold that characteristics in them, because they aren’t in this process. The psychological side of the past is not a simple one and can’t be assumed by us, they are known with the unknown characteristics. What I even think that is that past have prevented the present and the futures, which is the fact behind. Am I living in the circumstance of the past? Generally all of us are living in the past and both present and the futures are being dominated, only by us. The concern issue is that we are the creatures of the past and not of the present or of the futures. Why can’t we live in the futures or the present? These are the inquiries that I always had in the mind and in the heart. To this question I didn’t find the perfect answer up to now. Only to make a predictions or to assuming is not to be called futures activities. There has to be matures futures which will lead the world in the different angle and not that of the triangle or the rectangle. Neither in the straight line, which doesn’t change the line by the junctions or the by pass, it‘s not like this and will not happen again. If there would have been a complete negation by the present and the futures towards the past, they would have become super tense in the grammar back ground. Negation toward the futures and the present would have even brought grater histories in the human kind. Past neither can a false nor true or both can it be. To see the truth as false and the false in the fathom of the truth do exist in the futures. Perhaps this is not a theory or factuality of my own. Problem is not that how we think, but how we do act is very much related in case of the past, present or the futures. “Study the past if you would define the futures”. This topic is paramount significance for us to know well. Without defining the past; we won’t be able to define the present and the futures which are out of our imaginations. Just to bring some logics and the reason won’t help us either, without concrete which can be suitable best suitable for practical and the theoretical too. Past itself is not great, rather we made it great by our commonsense and the ridiculous mind mechanism. May be our commonsense didn’t work or we didn’t know what the past and present and the futures too. It can be like this that we at all didn’t understand what these tenses really are. We all know that there is paranoia in past, present and the futures; they have been competing all the time. As we have been struggling all of our lives; right from our birth to death. The parameter for the past & present and the futures is to stop thinking and to act all the times. Pejoratively (to castigate) what all of us, can think is simple to comply with the tenses and not to be worried. If there had been such a tense which could be implemented and complicated one is, onlythe past. Which one else, it can be except the past, when it have, had or has the different personalities in it. All things have both positive and negative, but if we can negate them it would be great to know about. A positive wouldn’t have any crucial meaning if there had not been a negative. Triplets have or have to go all together in order to keep check & balance in between them. To acknowledge and to pertain simply is not a basic course to know it, which is very much puzzling for all of us. The 4

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI fundamentally what, I or every one of us can think and act is not much different than what I expected, which is again a manner of knowledge and the experiments. Past, of course an empirical fact which is very much related to day to day lives of ours. This is only the methodological to understand and to know what is the past made it simple and simplest for us. Those ideas, principle, laws all are vividness and neither does constructive nor destructive to any one. It doesn’t mean that I acknowledged all my imagination is useless or unworthy fullness, nothing of this case. Our mind automatically determines, past is the validity not that of the present or the futures. It can be compared and contrasted in many reasoning. Just to deny or to affirm is a not in a sense of mature mindless but in a ridiculous ways of measuring and deducing the empirical feelings of the topics. The constituents elements for all triplets are, surely and certainly not as we expected to be, perhaps something else is happening in the world, which we all of us need to keep an eye in to it. There aren’t like indeterminate or predictability may be not even this side to think. Probabilities are not that it will happen but it may or may not, which is not sure of it. In defining of our existence, mental and physical constituent are present in which we do exist. Since our misunderstanding of the body and the mind have differ a lot generations to generations. All the theories be it general relativity or the exclusion principle or the theory of quantum physics or the biology or the chemistry don’t rely up the mechanism of the time arrows or the time mechanism. The time is an obstacle to the developments and the growth. There are always principles of formations, expansions and destructions which is not we create it, but by the nature itself. A phenomenon is that once it is created it has to be destroyed so that it will again regain its shape and size. Otherwise it’s useless and unnecessary of creating and of course discovering the things one after another. Can the time be like this way? Or else, it has something other dissimilar phenomenon, which can be implemented by the nature itself. As we all know that, we never made the time perhaps we certainly made the tense which would define the time. In terms of sciences, philosophies, mathematics, economically all we are doing is defining the past and the present and surely the futures which are uncertain to us, aversions to the past. There are no exceptions that we can’t define the time or the past or the time phases, we can. Logically, all of us are correct and rarely do we make a mistake in debating. A whole wouldn’t be existing without a part and part wouldn’t have any validity without the present of the whole. There aren’t really independent existences of the past without the present and the futures. They all are interconnected and interrelated too much intertwined to each others. Basically, general impulse is that spatial understanding of the part or the whole make a sense in us. These are conceptions and pre- conceptions and perceptions do offend our sense of understanding what the reality is. Nothing could exist without the part and the whole which is also the principle of cause and effect can’t be neglected by any means. Manifestations are those which are there and can’t be discarded by the nature itself. Discovery over the technology and the science have made us so, advanced in each of our lives. We do often forget the futures and the present and live a life of past. Though the sciences have achieved so much for us and can’t be denied either. Our understanding the theories and its implications will only governs us in a right track. It is an axiomatic that past can survives of its own engraves. Though it is so long we, we have known the past most probably and still it remains enigmatic (mystery) in our case. Is it fair for the past and some time we often cursed it. This is not a justice to the past 5

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI and present and the futures too. This is a schematic (presentations) of the past & present, the futures which is most probably good idea to have within the time and it’s both finite and infinite in its nature’s. There is nothing to compare and to contrast about the past & the present and the futures. These are axiomatic and can’t be denied rather it has to be affirmed by all of us. The idea, the principle, the laws and the way we live our life is all based on the past, present and the futures. The pragmatic side is that we seventy percent live a life wit the past and rest fifty-fifty to the future’s and to the present. So, how can there be a contrast, unless if we schematically have understood them. We knew that we always have a war with the words and with our lives too. “The Present is the key to the past” this is also the truth which is justified by the uniformitarian principle (the principle of nature). Our ideas, principle and the laws are over lapping and some time reducing themselves. Have deep observations in to those valuable manifestations and axioms which have been trying there best to adjust themselves to each other logical facts. This is a good reasoning and even best to contract them. Our beliefs, our faith, our dogmas, utopias, pain and struggle have always accompanied us in our lives in whatever the situations. What I even think is that only our mind which is devil not that of the Soul; that’s why the people are only full of revenge, utopias, pain, struggles. Our individual’s aims, ambitious mind, glory, vanity, all have made this world an aimless place to live. Regarding this issues, usually what we can say is individuality interest, enthusiasms, our mind is full of agony and in a great pain. Not because of the past or the futures or because of the present simply by our aims, ambitious mind and vanity. Of course the present is the key to the past, how does it determines it, become an inquiries for me. If the past could determine the present and the future can control the past and the present, then and than what it remains is the futures have no place to determine and to control. This isn’t unfair to the futures and the present. Successfully, the past have reached to the utmost part of the history. This is perhaps not a hypothesis history, and can’t deny up on it. There isn’t any kind of distaste in writing about the past or the present; rarely do we bring issues of the futures. These are the elemental phenomenon of the world and can’t deny up on. What else, does each of us have to do so? When each of us, are struggling so much in this life, what can each individuals expect from this life? I have no answer to these questions and only questions are what hunting me all the times. Hunted by the questions and there aren’t any specific articulations in me which, perhaps going to find the relief from these pains. The flesh, the bones, and the blood are as old as the days, years, months are. There aren’t any changes in them, whole circulations is going on. There aren’t any chances of stopping these circulations in the life. However one can articulate and express his personal felling about it and nothing else lies behind it. What lies behind us and what lays just to the utmost side our life is unknown to us; This is not an actions that I am laying here but a full of idealism which I had in my mind and most probably in the body, as if they were stains in the body and in the mind. Bones with the blood makes a greater sense and not the dry bones. We all know about it, these are common side of the mind and the body. Calcium and the proteins is the manufacturing agent to the bones itself. This is not an idea or the predictions of mine. Every one of us likes to learn from their own mistakes and the experience. Actually, the experiences have nothing to teach us and nothing to learn about it. This is the race of the humans some one will lose and someone will win this is the elemental phenomenon. However the past can’t be forgotten and remains like that of fresh and the pure blood. 6

PAST UPENDRA NEPALI As I thought that past keeps on multiplying each and every time. What I even thought is simpler than usual one than other does. Past is what actually making everything active and inactive. Most probably the past won’t anything inactive rather it would happen to make it active. We can’t get free from the past, present and the future most sensitively we can’t be a part from the past activities. As our life is only based on the thought, not in the actions and the re-actions. If we could see, that life exist in this world not by the intellectuality or by the life of past. Pragmatically, lives need to be known not by the past experiences. What one decides now will certainly be leading in the future and the in the past, which is crucial for all of us to think ideally and pragmatically all the time. The present is multiplied by the future and the future is divided by the past, which is not of reductionisms perhaps of being more eternity of the past itself. The entire present & the future are in the frustrations, despair, self motives and what else, which is not in our hand to think too. Always wanting to be something important and extraordinary of the past, this is self incentive, cultivated virtues, have had been lasting since it’s time to origin. Is this not the struggle of both present and the futures? To which they both liked to be compared to the past, there is only one past that have or had handled the world. One and only one past have or had been ruling the world; to which none of us can deny. Self anxieties, self fears, have made the present and the future in a greater dilemma. After all the present and the future have there own identifications in them, still they are competing with the past, which is not only a nonsense but of greater ridiculous too. A future can’t be a past, neither a past become the future, where as present can be past, not that of the future. The past, the future and the present have been adjusting to each other all the times, which is perhaps not of a word with the pragmatically. All of these are continuously going on in our mind and the body, which I think is a monotonous task that they have been performing through out there existence. So, there isn’t end to these bigger concepts, as we all knew about it. The past have there own rituals, ceremony, hormones, tranquility, peace fullness, to proceed for only its existence. All of these are so much dependence to each others, which grammatical psychology can’t deny. Past which is dependence to the present and to the future, however the past isn’t sure what will happened in the future and the present. I don’t what is dependence and what are the reasons they depend up on. To be dependence is to give full feelings of the mind. Psychologically we depend up on parents, up on the nation, leaders, economy and many more side which we may not consider so much. They are inexorably interrelated and intertwined and nothing else. Intellectually to think about the past and the future and the present do offers us greater avenues to the world, which is to be a part of these tenses and to be continued all the times. Past revolves in its own axis and the rest two rotates in the opposite’s directions. Only all of us can hope with the past , present and the future can’t run the life cycles of the humans with the soul and the self enlightens.

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