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8 Sbd ArQ pdw rhwau : jgq mY JUTI....ikAw mIq]1] 1H irs[
L d[Bhnk, ;z;ko.
2H w?
L ftZu.
3H gqhfs
L ny"sh fgnko (so called love).
4H ngB/ jh L nkgDh ][dro}h tk;s/ (for ;[y selfish motives). 5H f;T[
L Bkb.
6H fenk
L eh, Gkt/._
7H dkok
L fJ;soh (spouse). go fJZE/ @dkok# dk noE e/tb fJ;soh Bjh_ b?Dk. fJ; dk noE d[gyZ h b?Dk j?. i/eo wodK B/ ;wMDk j't/ s/ noE fJ;soh pDd/ jB
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ns/ i/eo fJ;sohnK B/ ;wMDk j't/ sK noE wod pDd/ jB. pdw pihlw: myrau myrau...Acrj hY rIiq]1] 8H w/oT[ w/oT[
L w+ jh, w/oh w/oh.
9H fjs
L brkt, w'j.
10H f;T[
L Bkb.
11H pkfXU
L pZMk j'fJnk. fJZE/ @p# d/ ezB/ ~ fpzdh brk e/ T[ukoB eoBk j?, F[X T[ukoB pD/rk @pKfXT[#.
12H uhs
L u/sk Fesh.
13H pkfXU uhs
L jo tes fus dh (wB dh) fi; gk;/ fyZu j't/ Gkt fuZs dh nt;Ek T[; gk;/ pZXh j'Jh j?. wB dk o[MkB jo/e gb fJe' gk;/ bZrk ofjDk (thoughts indulged in one direction).
14H nzfs ekfb
L nyhob/ ;wÉ, nkswe woB t/b./ fJZE/ @nzfs ekfb# s'_ Gkt ;ohoe w"s Bjh_ pbfe wB[yZ fiT[_ jh ftekoK d/ tZ; g+dk j? T[; nkswe w"s dk f}eo j?.
15H ;zrh
L ;jkfJe, ;kEh.
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16H nuoi
L nB'yh, nihp. nOuoi. fJ; dk T[ukoB @n# ~ yZp/ gk;/ fJefbnK oZy e/ @uoi# ~ fJeZmk T[ukoBk j?.
17 ohfs
L b'eK dh nkds, wfonkdk.
pdw dUjw
: mn mUrK ......pRB ky gIq]2]
18H w{oy
L w'Nh pko Gkt w[V ;Zu/
19H nij{
L j[D sZe th (till today, till now).
20H f;y
L f;Zfynk (advice).
21H jkfoU
L ;wMk ;wMk e/ EZe ikDk.
22H Bhs
L jo o'}.
23H GT[ib[
L fJ; ;z;ko ftZu ftekoK dk ;w[zdo.
wZs tkbk, p[XZ h ofjs. fi; ~ pko ;wMkfJnk ikJ/ go T[j ;wM/ Bk fi; ezw s'_ o'fenk ikt/ T[; ~ w[V eû. nkgD/ wB dh rZb ~ wzB/ go frnkB ~ fco th Bk ;wM/./
24H gkfo go? L ekw:kph Bkb bzx ikDk. 25H rkt?
L rkT[d _ k j?. fJZE/ rkT[D dk noE tki/, spb/, Y'beh, S?D/ Bkb okr ;[o skb #u rkT[D ~ Bjh_ fejk frnk pbfe fJj ;wMDk j? fe wB jo ;wÉ oZp dhnK tfvnkJhnK Gkt oZph r[DK nB[;ko fiT{D
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dh X[B ftZu ofjzdk j?. T[j T[&uZ h nt;Ek fi; ftZu wB, ;[os, fus, jw/Fk ;Zu d/ frnkB nB[;ko ;[feqs eowK tZb gqf/ os j' ikt/. 26H gqG e/ rhs
L oZp dhnK tfvnkJhnK dh ftuko, oZph r[DK dh ftukoK eoe/ T[BKQ nB[;ko fiT{Dk.
Sbd ivcwr r[o{ s/| pjkdo ;kfjp tZb_' d/trzXkoh okr ftZu T[ukfonk frnk fJj Fpd ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp d/ gzBk Bzpo 536 s/ nzfes j?. fJ; Fpd ftZu pkDh dh pDso d/ ehwsh Yzr ~ ;wMD tk;s/ i' nyho s/ frDshnK fbyhnK rJhnK jB T[BKQ dh ftuko eoBh ;kvk ;G dk co} pDdk j?. n;h_ d/yd/ jK fe fJ; Fpd ftZu “jgq mY JUTI dyKI pRIiq ] Apny hI suK isau sB lwgy ikAw dwrw ikAw mIq ]1] rhwau ]” ojkT[ dh gzesh j?. fJj Fpd dk gfjbk gdk j? “myrau myrau sBY khq hY ihq isau bwiDE cIq] AMiq kwil sMgI nh koaU ieh Acrj hY rIiq ]1]” ns/ “mn mUrK AjhU nh smJq isK dY hwirE nIq ]nwnk Bau j lu pwir prY jau gwvY pR B ky gIq ]2]3]6]38]47]” Fpd dk d{ik gdk j?. Gkt fJj
fBefbnk fe fJj Fpd d[gd/ dk j?. fJ; eoe/ fJ; Fpd d/ nyho ftZu fbyh frDsh dk gfjbk nZyo @@..2..##
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fbfynk frnk j?. fJ; s' pknd @@..3..## do;kT[d _ k j? fe r[o{ s/| pjkdo ih dk bVhtko fJj shik Fpd j?. fco @@..6..## do;kT[d _ k j? fe fJ; okr ftZu r[o{ okw dk; gksFkj (wjbk u"Ek) d/ S/ Fpd jB. nZr/ @@..38..## d;dk j? fe r[o{ noiB gksFkj (wjbk gzitK) d/ 38 Fpd jB. id'_ n;h_ ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ftZu_' y'i eoe/ ;fji Bkb gVQKr/ sK gsk br/rk fe d/trzXkoh okr ftZu r[o{ BkBe gksFkj (wjbk •), r[o{ nzrd gksFkj (wjbk –), r[o{ nwo dk; gksFkj (wjbk —) tZb_' e'Jh th Fpd Bjh_ T[ukfonk frnk. nkfyo ftZu @@..47..## do;kT[d _ k j? fe wjbk •, wjbk ˜ ns/ wjbk ™ d/ d/trzXkoh okr ftZu ;ko/ FpdK dk i'V 47 (3+6+38=47) j?. B'N L ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ftZu jo fJe Fpd s'_ pknd iK fiZE/ okr w[eZ dk j? fJ; soQK frDshnK fbyhnK rJhnK jB sk fe gsk bZr ;e/ fe fe; r[o{ tZb_' iK Grs tZb_' fesB/ Fpd T[uko/ rJ/ jB. ;G s'_ ehwsh rZb fJj ;wMD tkbh j? fe ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp dh pkDh fJ; seBhe Bkb fbyh j'D ekoB e'Jh th wB[yZ FpdK dh xkN-tkX Bjh_ eo ;edk. fJ; eoe/ r[opkDh F[XZ o{g (pure form) ftZu ;w[u Z h wB[yZ sk dh ofjB[wkJh bJh w"i{d j?.
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pdw rhwau : jgq mY JUTI.....ikAw mIq]1] fJ; d[Bhnk ftZu ;G dk M{mk fgnko jh d/fynk j? feT[&Ife “Apny hI suK isau sB lwgy ikAw dwrw ikAw mIq ]1] rhwau ]” ;ko/ wB[y Z nkgD/ ;[yK dh ykso fJe d{i/ Bkb i[V/ j'J/ jB Gkt/_ e'Jh fwZso GktÉ gsh-gsBh iK ;ke-;zpzXh j'D. i/eo Fpd d/ b\}h noE f;ZX/ f;ZX/ fJ; soQK b? bJ/ ikD sK fJt/_ bZrdk j? fe fJ; d[Bhnk ftZu e'Jh th gqhs ;Zuh Bjh_ j?, fe;/ Bkb gqhs gkT[Dh Bjh_ ukjhdh, ;ko/ M{m/ jB. B'N L i/eo ;wMD dk :sB eohJ/ fe fJj ;koh f;qFNh oZp ih B/ pDkJh j? s/ f;qFNh d/ }o/-}o/ ftZu i/eo oZp ih ofjzd/ jB sK oZp ih jo wB[yZ ftZu th tZ;d/ jB. r[opkDh ftZu nkT[d _ k j? @@xfN xfN w? jfo i{ p;? # # (gzBk 1427) ns/ fJj th nkT[d _ k j? “AwpIn@Y Awpu swijE AwpIn@Y ricE nwau ] duXI kudriq swjIAY kir Awsxu ifTo cwau ]” (gzBk 463) fJ; dk Gkt noE
fBebdk j? fe oZp ih pV/ ukn Bkb, pV/ fgnko Bkb nkgDh fJ; f;qFNh ftZu ofjzd/ jB. i/eo n;h_ wzBd/ jK fe oZp ih ;Zu/ jB sK T[BKQ dh pDkJh j'Jh f;qFNh th sK ;Zuh j'Jh. i/eo ;G ~ M{m wzB bJhJ/ sK nfrnkBsk tZ; n;h_ pDkT[D tkb/ eos/ (creator) ~ th M{m efj oj/ jK feT[&Ife i/ pDh j'Jh uh} M{mh j't/ sK pDkT[D tkbk th
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M{mk efjbkT[d _ k j?. fJ; eoe/ E'Vh pkoheh d/ Bkb fJj ;wMDk j? fe oZp ih ;Zu/ jB @@;'Jh ;'Jh ;dk ;u[## (gzBk 383) ns/ T[BKQ dh pDkJh j'Jh f;qFNh Gkt fJj d[Bhnk d/ b'e th ;Zu/ jB. feT[&Ife ;kfonK b'eK ~ M{mk ;wMD d/ Bkb n;h_ fe;/ th wB[yZ ftZu oZp ih ~ t/y Bjh_ gktKr/ (realise Bjh_ eo ;eKë) sK fJ; eoe/ n?;h Bhth_ ;'uDh ekoB fe;/ th wB[yZ dk fe;/ wB[yZ Bkb fgnko Bjh_ gt/rk id fe n;h_ sK ;G wB[yZ K Bkb gqw/ -fgnko eoBk j?. fJt/_ ikgdk j? fit/_ fe r[o{ ;kfjp b'eK ~ M{mk Bjh_ efj oj/ jB pbfe y'bQ e/ ;wMD bJh Bkb jh T[uko oj/ jB @@nkgD/ jh ;[y f;T[ ;G bkr/# # Gkt i/ eo e'Jh fe;/ Bkb fgnko e/tb nkgDh ][dro}h ekoB gkT[d _ k j? sK T[; wB[yZ dh gqhs M{mh j?. fJ; s'_ fJbktk fJ; Fpd d/ @ojkT[# ftZu fJj th ;wMkT[D dk :sB ehsk frnk j? fe wB[yZ d[fBnkth XB gdkoE, nkgD/ gfotko ns/ ;ke ;zpzXhnK Bkb nfrnkBsk Go/ w'j Bkb i[fVnk ofjzdk j? s/ fJj ;wMdk ofjzdk j? fe woB ;wÉ (w[;hps t/b)/ fJj w/ok ;kE d/Dr/. fJZE/ w[;hps iK woB dk noE ;ohoe Bk b? e/ ftekoK d/ ekoB ntr[D o{gh f}zdrh b?Dk j?. i' i' wB[yZ fe;h d/ Bkb y[dro}h dk M{mk fgnko eod/ jB T[j w[;hps t/b/ T[; dk ;kE SZv iKd/ jB Gkt T[; ~ ftekoK d/ ekoB nkswe nv'bsk bJh e'Jh ;jkfJsk Bjh_ eo ;ed/. nkT[ @ojkT[# d/ fJ; Gkt noE ~ b? e/ fJ; ;ko/ Fpd ~ ftukohJ/.
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pdw pihlw : myrau myrau...Acrj hY rIiq]1] jo wB[yZ nkgD/ pZfunK, ;ke ;zpzXhnK, gsh-gsBh, wksk-fgsk, XB gdkoE s/ wfjb wkVhnK, fJBQK ;G ~ úok w/ok efjzdk ofjzdk j? go @nzfs ekfb# (ekfb d/ @b# ~ f;jkoh j? fJ; dk noE j? ftekoK d/ tZ; g?D tkb/ ;wÉ ftZu i' nkswe w"s wB[yZ d/ wB T[&sZ / tkgodh j?) T[; nkswe w"s tkb/ nzs-ekb ;wÉ fJ; wB[yZ B/ fiBQK-fiBQK d/ Bkb w+-w/oh iK w/ok-w/ok eoe/ fuZs i'fVnk j'fJnk ;h, T[BKQ #u'_ e'Jh th ;jkfJsk Bjh_ eodk ns/ Bk jh eo ;edk j?. fJj ;koh d[Bhnk dh pVh nihp fijh wfonkdk j?, @nuoi y/v# j?. nuoi ohs dk Gkt noE b?Dk j? fe i/eo e'Jh wB[yZ ftekoK d/ t; g? e/ nkswe w"s wo fojk j't/ sK fiBQK d/ Bkb T[; dh geV iK w'j ;h T[BKQ @u' e'Jh th T[; dk ;kE d/ jh Bjh_ ;edk feT[&Ife XB gdkoE, wfjb wkVhnK ns/ B/V/ s'_ öV/ dk foFs/dko iK ;ke ;zpzXh ;G pkjo ofj iKd/ jB. wB[yZ d/ wB ns/ T[; d/ nzso nksw/ ftZu e'Jh th uh}, wB[yZ iK ;ke-;zpzXh dkyb jh Bjh_ j' ;edk feT[&Ife nkswe w"s wB[yZ d/ nzdo tkgodh j?. fit/_ fit/_ w+-w/oh, w'j #u yfus ;z;eko pDk e/ T[j fiT{{d _ k j? fstÉ fst/_ ftekoK dk gqGkt (attack), s{ckB T[; d/ nzdo tkgodk ofjzdk j? go w+-w/ok tkbk ;G e[M pkjo jh ofj iKdk j?. nkswe w"s dk Gkt j? fuzsk, f\eo, fSZEk g?Dk, e[pb ' p'bDk, eqX' h, ekwh (w'j #u yfus), b'Gh ns/ jzekoh j'Dk.
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pdw dUjw: mn mUrK...........pRB ky gIq]2] fJ; gd/ ftZu r[o{ ;kfjp nkgD/ wB ~ w[]kfsp eoe/ ;k~ ;wMk oj/ jB fe n? w/o/ wB ! s?~ o'} o'} f;Zfynk d/ e/ EZe frnk jK go s{z ;fsr[o d/ ;Zu/ frnkB d/ Bkb Bjh_ i[Vdk pbfe nkgDh wZs ~ ;kjwD/ oZy e/ nkgDh wo}h d/ fgZS/ uZbdk j+. go n? w/o/ wB ! i/eo s{z nkgDh wB wo}h fgZS/ ubdk oj/r _ k sK pko-pko nkswe w"s ;èVdk oj/r _ k Gkt ftekoK s'_ pZu Bjh_ ;e/r _ k feT[&Ife fJ; d[Bhnk ftZu edw edw s/ ihtB d/ jo gb ftZu ftekoK dk pj[s v{zxk (GT[ib) ;w[zdo j? Gkt ihtB d/ jo gb dh rbh ftZu ftekoK dk fuZeV jh fuZeV j?. fi; eoe/ n? w/o/ wB ! i/ s{z fJ; d[Bhnk ftZu ofjzd/ j'J/ nkgD/ rqfj;E, pkb gfotko ns/ ezweki ;zGkbfdnK j'fJnK ekw:kp ihtB fiT{Dk ukj[zdk j? sK ekw:kp ihtB e/tb pkjo'_ (Gkt rZbK Bkb) Bjh_ ihftnk ik ;edk. fit/_ nkw s"o s/ nfrnkBsk tZ; pj[sh d[Bhnk, ekw:kp ihtB T[;/ wB[yZ dk ;wMdh j? fi; B/ T[&uZ h gVQkJh eoe/ uzrh B"eoh iK XB gqkgsh, ;wki ftZu T[&uZ k nj[dk gqkgs eo fbnk j? ns/ T[; dk ihtB ;kEh th ;ohoe o{g #u ;[zdo j? ns/ XhnK-g[sZ o th jB. go nc;'; ! nfrnkBsk t; nkgD/ wB d/ fgZS/ s[oB tkbk wB[yZ EK EK s/ ftekoK s'_ wko yk e/ fvZrdk iK v[pZ dk ofjzdk j?. fJ; eoe/ n? w/o/ wB ! pkjobh ekw:kph d/ Bkb nzdobh ekw:kph oZph r[DK nB[;ko fiT{D Bkb jh
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nkT[_dh j?. fJ;/ ~ @@rkt? gqG e/ rhs## efj e/ ;wMkfJnk frnk j?. fJj fJe fe;w dk nykD (idiom) j? fitÉ e'Jh wB[yZ jo ;wÉ XB iK Xzd/ dh rZb eodk oj/ sK nkw fejk iKdk j? fe fJj sK XB dk okr jh nbkgdk ofjzdk j?. fJ; eoe/ B"t_/ BkBe ih nkyd/ jB fe n? w/ o/ wB, i/ s{z ;z;ko ftZu nzdo'_ s/ pkjo'_ ekw:kp ihtB fiT{Dk ukj[zdk j? sK oZp ih d/ r[DK dk okr nbkg. nfij/ ;cb ihtB ~ @GT[ib[ gkfo# fejk frnk j?. wB[yZ n?;h nt;Ek gqkgs eo b+dk j? fi; ftZu ftekoK o{gh ;wz[do ftZu v[pZ D dh n"yh xVh Bjh_ t/yDh g+dh. B'N L nkw s"o s/ fejk iKdk j? fe gqhs (fgnko) jh oZp j?. ;' fJ; eoe/ gqhs M{mh Bjh_ j[zdh pbfe ;Zu/ fgnko ftZu e[M th b?D dh GktBk jh Bjh_ j[zdh ns/ wB[yZ nkgDh nkswk dh nwhoh ekoB fJj ;wM iKdk j? fe @@f}zdrh ÅD bJh j? b?D bJh Bjh_.## fJ; eoe/ fe;/ T[&sZ / th N/e Bk oZy é, wB[yZ y[dw[]fsnko (self dependent) ihtB fiT{D bJh ;fsr[o d/ frnkB nB[;ko fJ; d[Bhnk ftZu ofjzfdnK ;G Bkb fgnko eofdnK ftekoK ~ ekp{ eoe/ nkswe nv'bsk tkbk ihtB fiT{{d _ k j?.