Forbidden To Remeber, Terrified To Forget

FORBIDDEN TO REMEMBER, TERRIFIED TO FORGET __________________________________________ Running, Must keep running. I thought at myself. I was in "Hey hunn," one of the men slurred from behing me," C'mon buy you a drink." "Leave me alone!" I screamed at him. I didn't mean to get that drunk or out of control. I kept had to get out I had to... Out of nowhere something grabbed my arm. I yelped. "Gotcha!" The man was for sure drunk. "Let go!" I whimpered. I broke free of his iron grasp and highway.

a cold dark alley. don't leave! How 'bout I racing left and right. I

sprinted towards the

EYES WIDE OPEN _________________________ 'Alone and lost. It has been many days since of my parents death. I don't know where to go, or how to find shelter.' I wrote in my notebook I found on the side of the road. As I set down my paper and pencil-on the dirty sack beneath me- I noticed somebody waving at me from across the street. Falling for my instincts I automatically began to back away from the person. Strangley he caught up to me and helped me up. "Hello," he said in a strikingly beautiful voice," Im Jace." "Jace?" I stuttered "Yes, I see that well umm," He suddenly laughed to himself," Well that you have no home? Either that or you enjoy sleeping on potato sacks in the winter." "Im fine," I answered and tried pulling away from him but he was very strong. "You must be cold." He said eyeing my shorts and tank top. "Im fine!" I said again. "How about this. You tell me your name. You come stay at my lab for a few hours. I see if I can help you and then I either drop you off here or some place else." My eyes finally adjusted to the bright snow aroung me and Then I could really see him. He was beatiful. His haira light brown and combed back around his face. His skin was pale. Like he had never seen the sun before. "Fine." I grumbled. What did I have to lose? I had no life here. **************************************** " And this is my work office." He announced pointing to a tiny desk in the corner. he had just given me a tour of his lab. He had just given me a tour of his lab rooms. "wow." I managed to say. I stood there looking down at my feet until I heard a car from the parking lot pull in. Shoot, I thought, Don't want anyone else to see me. I started to run until a strong hand caught my shoulder and spun me around. "Will I see you again?" Jace asked, saddness plain on his face. "You know where to find me." I smiled a warm smile. I started to walkaway until he called and said," By theway, you smell wonderful." Weird... ********************************************** Finding the right highway took me hours to find. But I soon did find it. Soo when i got there and found a man standing over there, I was surpirised. He had an evil grin on his face. Was he excpecting me? "You made it very hard to find you." He stopped talking suddenly and inhaled deeply. " Mmm,he was right, you smell....amazing." He stalked towards meand I began to walk backwards. I began to say something else but he suddenly sparng at me knocking me to the ground. I screamed in agony.

He snickered, as if he were enjoying my pain. Had all my bones broken? As I watched him I noticed his eyes were a bright red. He stepped on my stomach causingbright red blood to come pulsing out. I let out one last little whimper of 'help', and drifted off. BLOOD, ROMANCE, AND BLINDNESS ______________________________________________ I awoke to a darkness surrounding me. "Im sorry did I awake you?" A dreamy voice murmmured from across the room. "Jace??" I asked baffled. "Yes,Its me." "Why is it so....dark?" "When I ran into your little friend he ran off and left you like this. I don't think he is going to quit tracking you though. He isn't like that." "Wait what? 'Tracking'? What is he part wherewolf?" I asked sarcastically. He chucled and answered,"No, This may be a bit-well maybe more then a bit- but a bit of a shock to you but...he is a vampire." I laughed," Okay as much as I'd love to hear a scary story, I really need to know what is wrong with that guy." I was silent. I gasped,"You weren't...kidding? But he looks just like you...." I gaped. "Yes we both are, now you musten't tell anyone. Anyone you hear me?"I could only nod,doubting that he could see me. "Why is it dark? What have you done to me?" I began panicking. "I haven't done anything, but we need to stay here. I don't want to risk him finding you." "what happens if he finds me?" my heart was skipping beats. He didn't speak. "Damnet! What happens if he find s me Jace!?"I yelled. "Game over. He would kill you."His voice broke. WhenI tried to sit up, a horrifying pain came to my stomach I screamed in agony again. I could suddenly feel Jace touching my stomach and crooning me. He was trying to comfort me. He lay down next to me rubbing my cheeks with his thumb. Tired as I was, I began to fall asleep. ***************************************** My dreams were suddenly inturrupted by a shrieked growl. I was not in the same room as i had been in. It looked like I was in a library, except for the fact that books were strewn all over. I lifted my head up and saw Jace was engaging someone. I froze. That someone was the same someone who had about killed me earlier. Jace suddenly kicked the other vampire into the wall and ran over to me. "What-" I was about to ask something, but he caught me off and leaned in as if to kiss me. But instead he reached my neck and bit me. I shrieked. He pulled away andpushed me into the dark room again. A pain started throughout my body. Blood was flowing out of my mouth. I feared for the one outside the doors I loved, and I couldn't see anything in this dark room. I let go to thestring I was holding onto. I couldn't take it anymore. Game over. FOREVER DEAD _______________________ 2 YEARS LATER...

I was dead. My heart was either gone or had stopped beating.Myskin had turned pale white and my eyes a once a blazing red were now a mild orange. After telling me what I was, Jace had left me alone, because I had a starnge gift. I could see the future. I thought it was just a glitchbut I guess It will stay with me forever. Now I walk the streets at night finding victims to prey on. I was alone. Forever. I shall be forever dead.... CALIGINOUS DAWN _______________________________________ As I stalked my prey I got a vision. A family. A family? The Cullens? Hmmm... Vegetarians.....animal blood....Carlilse.....Emmett...Rosalie...Esme....Edward... Move in with them? Jasper? I froze... Jasper wasn't with them yet. I would meet him....At an old cafe... ******************************************** I awaited in the Cafe for weeks. Coming in and out. Waiting for a blonde named Jasper. One day I decided that today would be the last day would wait for him. If he didn't come...then I would leave..forever. I walked into the building with a fake smile on my face. I bought a small slushy and pretended to drink it. I was about ready to go home. I was starving and my throat was burning. I got up from my chair and started to collect my things until someone walked into the room. I turned around in a flash and saw it was him. He was covered up by a hat but pieces of blonde hair were sticking out at the side. I walked up to him and he froze. "You kept me waiting a long time." I smiled warmly. He ducked his head and said," Sorry Ma'm." I chuckled and took his hand. I saw the pain and sorrow leave his eyes and we took off over the hills and rivers. POISONED DESTINY _____________________________________________ We ran for many days. Jasper and I grew to be the best of friends. As for me, I kept searching. Trying to find out as much as possible about them. I knew where e would ed up meeting; in a forrest. But when was a mystery. Jasper and I also tryed to hunt only animals, but he would cheat. When he would think I was gone he would find a helpless victim. The people he caught though, were mostly men. He would say he only captured them because of his past, but I will never really know why, will I? *********************************************** As Jasper and I ran hand in hand, I picked up a scent. Was there someone else here? It couldn't be human. No. Not that... "Vampire!" I whispered loudly to Jasper. "I know I can smell him. He must not be aware of us. It isnt scared at all...." He murmered. I let go of his hand and silently took three large steps stepping out of the wild bushes. I gasped. From seeing him in my visions I could tell it was Edward I was staring at. And because he could read minds he was staring right back at me. LISTEN UP!! xD I WILL ADD MORE ON ANOTHER SHEET LATER!!! STAY TUNED!! I SWEAR IT WILL GET DONE. xD