Broken From Loss

Broken from Loss Too much tragedy in the world leaves a soul cold and gasping for air. Even the healers struggle to place context surrounding these worldly dilemmas. What’s next? What’s the lessons that supposed to come out of such bereavement? Can this world suffer any more loss? Is the environment not stable enough to handle these subtle energies? Who is trying to get our attention? Many questions fill the air in moments of despair. It’s presumed that faith in the process and hope for a brighter tomorrow will lend its credence to a new dance. I suffice to fix my feeling on the fact that thanksgiving is the ultimate elixir for pain. I am convinced that the road I am travelling is for the hope and humanity of another soul. At times I find no comfort or solace in chaos even being informed of my purpose for existing. It’s all one big mystery pushing my soul along this path of discovery. I am wrought with a pain like no other while, even in the midst of recovering from past traumas. The grief doesn’t’ end. It just keeps coming and coming with no end in sight. Thank God for a faith in the divine and keeps my lifeline intact. Through the word of God there is a place that comforts the soul and heals the heart. Its that road we must travel daily for a fresh awakening and rejuvenation to the embers that burn slowly from our ascent into modern reality. There is a depth to my madness and one that urges me to keep to the good fight of faith. I could have given up a long time ago but, yet my maker keeps me in the game to fight another day. In this world we all face a level of discomfort in the things that we lose. Despite those life experiences it’s the journey that we can learn from and grow as human beings. I am not sure how to really process these experiences, but I will move forward granting my life the means for helping others through their times of difficulty. There is no rest for the weary. Despite all the promises of God my heart hurts, and I must live with what he wants for my life. Instead of focusing on the pain or my current situation, I will focus on God and trust that he will lead me into greener pastures. I need thee O God. Your hand must pull me out of this burning building. I am tired and ask for your hand. I am moving by faith and I trust the process. I ask that you guide me into a greater level of security and comfort like never before. I am starving to self-expression.