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aBOut mOi,. eow there.. im yvet!.. and welcome to my blog.. nweiz.. im 17 now but turnin 18 on december 19.. nothin much to say.. til next tym..

.,lIKeziEs,. violet, red, blue, green.. movies: 13 going on 30, 50 first dates, a lot like love, a wedding singer, american pie, anastasia, blue moon, bring it on, cheaper by the dozen & 2, close to you, curiosity of chance, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, exorcism of emily rose, fly away home, finding nemo, freaky friday, get over it, going the distance, harry potter, ice princess, just like heaven, legally blonde, lilo & stitch, lizzie mcguire, mean girls, mona lisa smile, mulan, my sassy girl, narnia, princess diaries, romeo+juliet, scary movie, shark tale, sky high, spiderman, the big green, the family stone, the incredibles, the little mermaid, the mighty ducks, the notebook, the parent trap, the sound of music, troy, under the tuscan sun, x-men .. tv shows: amazing race, america’s next top-model, as told by ginger, charmed, csi, desperate housewives, full house, jack and jill, love hina, lizzie mcguire, mars, mtv, myx, oh! my goddess, pixel perfect, sassy girl choon hyang, smallville, sweet18, ufo baby, young americans .. celebs: ashton kutcher, ben affleck, brad pitt, dan radcliffe, dean cain, freddie prinze jr., hugh jackman, keanu reeves, michael rosenbaum, rain, robert carmine, ryan gosling, seann william scott, steven strait, tad hilgenbrink, tobey maguire, tom welling.. anne hathaway, amanda peet, dakota fanning, danielle panabaker, drew barrymore, elisha, cuthbert, halle berry, han chae young, hilary duff, jennifer garner, katherine moennig, kirsten dunst, kristin kreuk, lindsay lohan, michelle trachtenberg, rachel mcadams, song hye kyo, spencer redford.. music: 3 doors down, 6 cycle mind, aerosmith, alamid, all-american rejects, aqualung, avril lavigne, bamboo, black eyed peas, blink 182, bon jovi, boysIImen, brownman revival, mariah carey, kelly clarkson, creed, cueshe, dashboard confessional, dicta license, eraserheads, evanescence, fall out boy, five for fighting, freestyle, good charlotte, goo goo dolls, green day, hale, i-axe, imago, incubus, jojo, kamikazee, lifehouse, linkin park, matchbox twenty, mayonnaise, menaya, mojofly, my chemical romance, mymp, new found glory, nickelback, nsync, orange and lemons, paparoach, paramita, parokya ni edgar, puddle of mud, pupil, rivermaya, rocksteady, rooney, shamrock, simple plan, soapdish, southborder, spongecola, stagecrew, stonefree, sugarfree, system of a down, the calling, the click five, the killers, the speaks, the used, third eye blind, justin timberlake, train, tribe, usher, charlie wilson, yellowcard.. bookz: paradise (judith mcnaught), flipped (wendelin van draanen), legend (jude deveraux), little women, little men (louisa may alcott), rogue's lady, cypress moon, hidden passion, (nora roberts), (sidney sheldon).. net: anime lyrics, anime music videos, friendster, google, multiply, myspace, photobucket, punk lyrics, xanga, yahoo, youtube.. and evrything nice.. heeheehee..

.,HAteSIes,. things that crawl (eeww!).. litanya from either my father or my mother.. plasticz..

.,wISh liST,. well.. since my 18th bday is nearly at the end of this year.. i'd really love to go abroad with my family and tour places i want to see.. heehee.. that would be really so much fun..

Ultimate Survey (377 questions long),. ,,Tuesday, August 15, 2006,, 6:18 pm time started: full name: yvette torres santos nickname(s): yvet, betty.. birthday: december 19, 1988 where were you born: sacred heart hospital, malolos, bulacan ;p zodiac sign: sagittarius height: 5'3" weight: 45 kg. (100 lbs.) hair color: black eye color: blue..wish ko lng.. ahihi.. black.. shoe size: 7 ring size: may ganun b??.. skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): fair skin blood type: naku.. i dont know grade: passing?? GPA: uuhhmm.. siblings: younger brother.. aj tattoos: none piercings: one in each ear.. hobbies: everything favorite color: violet, blue, green food: junk foods, chicken, beef.. candy: lahat.. type of cheese: cheddar?..ahahaha pizza topping: pepperoni.. salad dressing: i dont like salad.. sandwich: burger.. cereal: koko crunch.. fruit: apple.. vegetable: green leafy.. berry: strawberry..cherry.. cake: chocolate..mocha.. book: flipped..paradise.. movie: high school musical..serendipity,. magazine: witch..candy.. newspaper: philippine star..inquirer.. tv show: KAPUSO.. website: youtubne...friendster...blogger radio station: yes FM.. font: times new roman..

cartoon character: hello kitty..anime.. artist (painter): aq??..ahhihi.. actor: tom welling.. actress: kirsten dunst..drew barrymore.. cd: avril..BEP....burn cds song: without you.. music group: MCR, fall out boy.. music type: pop, rock, alternative, indie.. day of the week: friday.. month: december.. season: winter.. holiday: christmas.. shampoo: pantene.. conditioner: pantene.. number: 7..10..15..19..3.. phrase: xoxal... store: herbench.. weather: cloudy.. restaurant: max's..ahihihi channel: channel xete.. teacher: hndi terror..comedy.. weekend activity: lakwatsa with friends.. hangout: under a tree.. house color: blue.. sport to watch: basketball.. sport to play: badminton..volleyball.. animal: bird..cat..fish..ahihihi.. flower: not rose.. guy's name: matthew.. girl's name: meredith.. board game: scrabble.. party game: trip to jerusalem.. story from childhood: cinderella.. body part: face.. have you ever been on a train: yup.. been on a plane: nope.. been in a car accident: nope.. caused a car accident: never!!... run into a wall: kinda.. burned a potato chip: i think so.. almost burned the house down: nyayzz..yup.. ;c smoked: yup.. been drunk: YAP..ahahahaha.. been high: never.. broken the law: i dont think so..shoplifting??..well.yes.. burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): ahahaha...owtei.. kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes.. kissed someone of the same sex: yes.. frenched an animal: huh??.. made out: nope... had cyber sex: never tried.. gotten engaged: nope... had an online relationship: yes..ahahaha.. been rejected by a crush: well..i dont think so.. loved: yes.. made yourself cry to get out of trouble: yyes... cried in public: i think so.. cried over a movie: of course.. fallen asleep in a movie theater: not yet.. given someone a bath: yes... been to a boarding school: nope... been home-schooled: never.. lost a valuable item: yes..

bungee jumped: not yet.. skied: nope.. met the president: nope.. met a celebrity: ahihi..yes.. gotten a cavity: nope.. shopped at abercrombie & fitch: nope.. made a prank call: yes... skipped school: yes.. faked sick to get out of school: nope.. purchased something that you knew didn't fit: yes... climbed a tree: yes..loved it.. fallen from a tree: nope.. broken a bone: nope... sprained anything: i dont think so.. passed out: yes.. made yourself pass out: nope... been to disney world: not yet.. been to a theme park (not disney): yes..enchanted.. said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): not personally.. made a model volcano (working model): nope.. made a clover leaf with your tounge: cant.. past what did you do yesterday: arranged things..went to manila.. memory you miss the most: high school..vacation.. memory you want to forget: none... something you regretted after it was done: uuhhmm..maybe none.. the last song you heard: breaking free.. cd you bought: pussycat dolls.. thing you said: bubye..yngatz.. time you cried: last night..while i was praying.. movie seen in a theater: pirates of the caribbean 2.. thing you ate: breaded chicken... person who called: mommy.. nail polish shade worn: violet.. time you showered: a while ago.. person who complimented you: tin.. at this moment what are you listening to: daa daa daa.. what are you wearing: uniform.. what are you thinking: wat im gonna type.. what are you scared of most: death... how many people are on your buddy list: cant count it.. future occupation: nurse.. marriage site: barasoain church.. honeymoon: abroad.. place to live: america.. kids: 3.. car: an average one.. what are you doing tomorrow: pe..volleyball.. do you think george bush will be reelected: no.. will there be a wwIII: i think so.. will politics ever be truthful: nope.. will humanity snuff itself out: yes.. can the gov. be changed: nope.. friends best friend: majoy..fudtripperz..since first year.. funniest: tin bautista.. silliest: ate nica.. loudest: tropang mucho.. quietest: ericka.. craziest: ahaha..LAHAT... calmest: ida..

skinniest: ala...ahehehe..aq ksi eh.. best secret keeper: God.. worst secret keeper: jillian.. the one you have but don't want: ala.. smartest: ate lorie.. preppiest: panu un.. peppiest: huh??.. most hyper: queenie.. hottest: lahat kame..xmpre kasali aq.. weirdest: tin narciso.. biggest pervert: no one.. most annyoing: no one.. shyest: hhmm..ala..puro walanghiya eh... most religious: lesley.. do you believe in heaven: yes.. hell: yes.. angels: yes.. devil: yes.. god: YES.. buddha: yes.. aliens: nope.. ghosts: yes.. spirit (soul): yes.. soulmates: yes.. reincarnation: yes.. love at first sight: nope.. karma: yes.. love in general: yes.. luck: yes.. yourself: yes.. crush who and when was your first crush: marco..elementary.. any now: lots of them.. a celebrity crush: tom welling..zac efron..many more.. who do you want to be with right now: ahihi..cleo gonzales.. whos number do you want: his.. who do you want to kiss: many..wahahaha.. what is something you dont understand about the how they love.. opposite sex: if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it tom welling.. be: on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 7.. first thing noticed about the opposite sex: face.. what do you look for personality-wise: uuhh..well.. biggest turn on: crying guy.. biggest turn off: malibog.. something thay weat that turns you on: scent.. something they wear that turns you off: bling bling.. the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: proposal.. the most romantic thing that has happened to you: uuuhhh... what do you wear on a coffee date: simple.. is it right to flirt if you're taken: no... is cyber cheating: nope.. are eyes the passegeway to the soul: of course.. who would you like to take to the prom: cleo.. do you want to hug somebody right now: yes.. do you know what an aphrodisiac is: hhhmmm..it's somewhere in my mind.. describe mellow: senti..dim light.. melancholy: toxic.. the perfect date: PERFECT... the perfect mate: PERFECt.. how m&m's are made: a nut..then coated with chocolate..and some hard coating..then a coring..ahahaha..

why manhole covers are round: for...ahahaha..uo nga noh.. one or the other coke/pepsi: pepsi.. sprite/7-up: sprite.. boxers/briefs: boxers.. gold/silver: silver.. vanilla/chocolate: chocolate.. flowers/candy: candy.. book/magazine: book.. tv/radio: tv,. glass half empty/half full: half full.. democrat/republican: republican.. colored pencils/markers: markers.. coffee/tea: tea.. sun/moon: moon.. day/night: night.. hot/cold: cold.. dog/cat: dog.. button/zipper: button.. cotton/feather pillow: cotton.. blue/purple: purple.. plumber/trashman: plumber.. jeans/shorts: jeans.. long distance relationship/none: long distance relationship.. mechanical/regular pencil: regular.. matt/ben: matt.. that 70's show/simpsons: that 70's show.. kelso/eric: kelso.. donna/jackie: donna.. bart/lisa: bart.. romeo/juliet: juliet.. romantic comedy/thriller: romantic comedy.. nsync/bsb: nsync.. peanut butter/jelly: peanut butter.. waffles/pancakes: waffles.. letter/email: email.. florida/california: california.. pizza/burgers: pizza.. hat/visor: hat.. football/rugby: footbal.. iceskating/blading: iceskating..... movie at home/in theater: movie at theater... first thing you think of when you hear yellow: sunshine.. red lipstick: hot.. socks: smelly.. cowtipping: huh??.. moulin rouge: the movie.. greenland: second to the largest island.. iceland: ICE... harry potter: daniel redcliffe....weeee... red: blood.. blackberry: strawberry.. rose: xota.. rooster: sabong.. taxes: money.. bill clinton: america.. whipped cream: yyuuummm,,, george w. bush: politics.. lollipops: chupa chups.. dreams: high stairs.. love: hard to find.. guys: match.. south park: circles..

boy bands: music.. pengiuns: cute.. girls: pretty.. thong: liberated.. death: scary.. spoons: stainless.. junk mail: trash.. dairy: milk.. panties: small.. your father: at sea.. pizza: greenwich.. britney spears: pregnant.. vitamin: centrum.. are you happy: yes.. sad: yes.. religious: yes.. bitchy: dont think so.. crazy: yes.. messy: yes.. mad: nope.. slacker: uuhhh.. nerd: ahaha..no.. bookworm: yes.. jock: nope.. preppy: yes.. selfish: yes.. giving: yes.. obsessive: yes.. violent: nope.. calm: ahihi... peaceful: no.. mellow: yes.. eccentric: yes.. caring: yes.. untrustworthy: kinda.. loyal: yes.. patriotic: no.. perverted: well..no.. colorful: yes.. artistic: no.. miscellanoues what color is your jacket: maong.. do you shave: yes.. where: legs... what color is your razor: pink.. what size is your bed: singles.. what color crayon would you be: purple.. what are the last four digits of you phone number: 9672.. feelings on abortion: against... how lond does it take you to shower: 30 miutes.. what does your screenname mean: uuhh.. thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: pretty.. who so you trust the most: God.. is cussing a necessity in life: cussing??..cursing??.. how about coffee: yes..for some.. is the world screwed: very much.. what something you cant live without: family..friends... what time did you fall asleep: 12am.. know what 69 means: sex position.. how about 143: i love you.. can you live without a microwave: yes.. what do think about death: end of everything in life.. where and when do you want to be married: here in malolos..about mid-twenties..

do you want to drop out of school: nope.. why is the sky blue: reflection of the waters,. what is a good trait about yourself: patience..loyalty.. what do you always think about: studies..internet.. what is wrong with your school: organization.. what is right with your school: me.. ;p how do you react to change: at first shocked..theni got used to it.. do you talk to yourself: of course.. what is your opinion on love: hard to find.. can you afford to lose weight: no!.. what color would you dye your hair: red.. best thing anyones told you: ur special to me.. what is your reaction to someone telling you you're ouch!.. hot: does being psycho appeal to you: a little.. if you wrote a book, what would it be about: about life... what would you change your name to: meredith... longest crush lasted how long: 4 years.. tme finished: 7:27 pm Take this survey Find more surveys You've been totally Bzoink*d

.,feeling magical love @ 7:33:00 P

,,Tuesday, July 11, 2006,,

" Never let someone be your priority, while allowing yourself to be just their option. "

.,feeling magical love @ 5:48:00 PM,.

.,Barbie,. ,,Friday, July 07, 2006,, in Nutcracker

"anything is possible."

as Swan Lake "you're braver than you think." as Rapunzel

"love and imagination can change the world."

as the Princess and the Pauper "live your dream." in Fairytopia in Mermaidia

"what makes you different, makes you special."

"trust your true self." and the Magic of Pegasus

"there is always hope." .,feeling magical love @ 7:55:00 PM,.

.,e.e. cummings,. ,,Thursday, July 06, 2006,, i carry your heart with me i carry it in my heart. i am never without it. anywhere i go, you go, my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling. i fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet. i want no world, for, beautiful, you are my world, my true. here is the deepest secret no one knows. here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky of a trre called life. which grows higher than the soul can hope, or mind can hide. it is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. i carry your heart. i carry it in my heart. .,feeling magical love @ 4:37:00 PM,.

.,haay..la n tlga pag-asa..ahahaha,. ,,Wednesday, July 05, 2006,, haaayy..as the title says..la n tlg pag-asa..aion..ahahaha..ksi diba nagburtdei nga si kenet nung jun30..hndi ko binati s friendster..tsaka hndi rin nmn kme ganon kaclose..e knina..nkita nmen ni tin sila lovely..at nabanggit nya na kita q daw b ung gurprend ni kenet s friendster.. maganda nga daw.. haaayy.. parang may konting guhit aqng nrmdaman..ahahahaha..my ganong efex..kya aion tinignan ko..andon nga silang dalawa..jhoylyn ang name..chinita..well..di ko xa type..ahehehe..pwo ngeon..pag naalala ko na kinda ngng dahilan xa ng isang bese kong pagluha..(ahahahaha)..natatawa nlng aq..grabe..kya un.. tapos n ang pagkahibang ko sknya.. ahahahaha... .,feeling magical love @ 8:30:00 PM

my name is kim sam soon,. ,,Thursday, May 18, 2006,,

Episode 1 Life is just like a box full of liquor-filled chocolates Sam Soon follows her cheating boyfriend on Christmas Eve to a hotel. She fumbles when she saw him coming out of the room and he catches her spying on him. They have a chat at the hotel lobby and he goes on to break up with her and she is devastated that she is once again dumped. She cries her heart out in the toilet only to realize that she had entered the gents instead of the ladies. Her awkward situation was witnessed by Jin Heon, who just so happen to be sitting behind Sam Soon in the lobby when she was breaking up with her boyfriend. Jin Heon sees Sam Soon with her streaked mascara and un-buttoned shirt with half her bosom showing. Jin Heon was sitting behind Samsoon eavesdropping on her breakup and laughing at the entire situation although he was on a matchmaking date with another girl. He is distracted by the exchange that is transpiring behind him but his date is pissed with him and throws a glass of water on him. Which is why he had to go to the toilet only to find Sam Soon there. Jin Heon owns a restaurant and his mother owns the very same hotel that Sam Soon followed her boyfriend to. He goes to work to find out that his pastry chef had resigned suddenly. He looks for his mother at her hotel to ask for her help to tie him over. Instead he gets a drilling from his mother for foiling his last match making appointment. Jin Heon is pressured by his mother to get married, but he is resisting it although she beats him up along the way. Meanwhile, Sam Soon was interviewing for a job as a pastry chef at the hotel but is turned down because she is overqualified for the job. She takes a peep at the pastry kitchen on her way out and bumps into Jin Heon who was looking for the head pastry chef to help him in his restaurant. They have an episode where Sam Soon's hair was caught in Jin Heon's jacket button. Sam Soon in a fit of anger because Jin Heon cut her hair to unwind her from his jacket, threw the mango mousse cake, which she baked for her interviewer in his face. Jin Heon tastes the cake that was smashed on his face and runs after Sam Soon. He offers her a job in his restaurant, and Sam Soon says she will think about it. She goes for the interview and made some samples for tasting. She passes the interview but she has only one condition to accept their offer. She asked to be introduced as Kim Hee Jin instead of Kim Sam Soon. Jin Heon agrees to introduce Sam Soon as anything but Hee Jin. But Sam Soon insists and Jin Heon relents. On a plane, Hee Jin is on her way home. She is seated next to Sam Soon’s elder sister Yi Young. She is looking forward to coming home after being in the States for 3 years. Favourite scenes ============ 1)Sam Soon's break-up, and telling her boyfriend to put things across to her simply. 2) Jin Heon catching Sam Soon in the gents with her streaking mascara and half buttoned shirt. 3)Sam Soon's dream at the match making agency, how she claims she is 100% a'l naturale and plastic surgery free, and how she rebuted the matchmaker about men being shameless with their fat saggy bellies going after younger women. 4) Sam Soon's interview with Jin Heon 5) Sam Soon and Jin Heon on why should she be called Kim Hee Jin and not Kim Sam Soon. Episode 2 Let's try falling in love Sam Soon starts work at "Bon Appetite" and is introduced by Jin Heon as Kim Hee Jin. Sam Soon finds out that all the girls in the restaurant has a crush on Jin Heon. The restaurant held a welcome party for Sam Soon. She fantasize about doing a seductive dance but instead pulled of a silly act on stage. Sam Soon's mother sets Sam Soon up on a date. Jin Heon happens to be set up on a date as well at the same hotel cafe where Sam Soon had broken up on Christmas eve with her ex-boyfriend. Jin Heon could not believe that Sam Soon is so quick to jump back into another relationship and plays a prank on her and ruin her perfect date by claiming to be Sam Soon's boyfriend. Sam Soon is very upset with what Jin Heon had done promptly resigns on the spot. Jin Heon realises what he did was wrong. He follows Sam Soon the entire day as she goes to different places to cheer herself up, to try and convince Sam Soon to change her mind about resigning.

Sam Soon ends up drowning her sorrows and passes out. Jin Heon takes her to his apartment to clean her up.Jin Heon's mother finds out about Jin Heon walking out on his date with another girl called Sam Soon. She visits Jin Heon the next morning and finds Sam Soon in Jin Heon's apartment. Jin Heon's mother thought that Sam Soon is Jin Heon's girlfriend. She tells Jin Heon to bring Sam Soon home for a formal introduction. Jin Heon propose to Sam Soon : Let's try falling in love. Sam Soon spits her food on Jin Heon's face when she hears Jin Heon's proposition. Featured dessert : Marquis Glace Trivia : This is the episode where Jin Heon wins the Piggy for Sam Soon at the carnival. My Favourite scenes =============== 1) Jin Heon asking his date which part of her face did she have plastic surgury done, and told her not to do her breasts as he likes small breast women. 2) Jin Heon pretending to be Sam Soon's boyfriend and dragging Sam Soon away from her date, and Sam Soon getting hysterical with Jin Heon's prank. 3) Drinking with Jin Heon and telling him what kind of a man she wanted. 4) At the ATM where she threw up and they both gets trapped when the alarm went off. 5) Jin Heon piggy backs a very heavy Sam Soon as she whacks him with the Piggy for what he did to her in the afternoon. Episode 3 Teach me how to write a love contract Jin Heon wants Sam Soon to pretend to be his girlfriend so that he can stop going for match-make dates by his mother. Sam Soon refuses but Jin Heon is unmoved by her rejections. Sam Soon meets an old acquaintance CR and realise that CR was getting engaged to her ex-boyfriend. CR wants to hold her engagement party at "Bon Appetite". And Jin Heon insisted that Sam Soon bakes the engagement cake without knowing that it was her exboyfriend's engagement. Yi-young shows up at the family home. She has just divorced her husband and is back in South Korea. She has come back to live with Sam Soon and her mother and face the music from her mother about her divorce. Bad news seem to come together as Sam Soon's mother finds out that her husband had been a guarantor for someone who had defaulted on his loan. The bank is claiming the money from Sam Soon's mother as Sam Soon's father has passed away. In order to save her family home, Sam Soon approaches Jin Heon and agrees to be his pseudo girlfriend for KRW 50 million. Jin Heon quickly agrees and immediately takes Sam Soon out and annouce to the rest of the staff that they are dating. This incurrs the jealousy of the other girls as Sam Soon has taken their Prince Charming from them. Hee Jin receives a video from Dr Henry Kim who confesses his love for her. He admits that he loved her from the moment he met her, and although he knows she loves someone else, he can't get Hee Jin from her head. Jin Heon takes Sam Soon and introduce her to his family. Sam Soon meets Jin Heon's niece, Mijoo who is a pretty 7 seven year old who refuses to speak. Jin Heon plays the piano for Mijoo, and Sam Soon requests for "Over the Rainbow" which Jin Heon flatly refuses to play. Secretary Yoon then tells Sam Soon that the song was Jin Heon's ex-girlfriend's favourite tune. Sam Soon and Jin Heon gets into an argument about Jin Heon's behaviour to Sam Soon over the song. Both decide to draft their "dating contract" on the coasters of the restaurant which they just had their argument. Love Contract ========== 1) Stay together as a couple until 31 Dec 2005 2) No physical contact to KSS 3) No physical contact with HJH 4) Don't ask too HJH any questions, and don't ask a question twice 5) KSS disallowed to meet other men during the period of this contact 6) Do not fall in love

Favourite scenes ============ 1) Meeting Jin Heon's mother and her response about her parent's "profession", and Jin Heon laughs (for the first time!) 2) Sam Soon says "I love you" and almost throws up in the toilet. 3) Nah Sanjag says Sam Soon looks like expired bread 4) In the bus where Sam Soon was crying over her lost love and then the bus driver jams his brakes and Sam Soon yells at the driver to drive carefully as she is still single 5) In the bar Sam Soon claims she will return the money with her organs. Jin Heon comments whether there is anything that's worth any money on her. Oh yes, you can make babies maybe. Favourite lines ========== --SS crying in the bus thinking about all the ridiculous things her ex just told her: "I didn't realise how ridiculous his promises were to me then. If he didn't make them, I might be feeling better now. Even though I knew it was a lie, I hate myself for believing his lies. Looking at his heartless eyes, I hate myelf for yearning for him. And I hate my self reproaching. Losing love is like losing your self repect." --Jin Heon's description of SS: "She is a girl who uses her own hands to realise her dreams. She is different compared to those other dumb girls who only knows how to spead their parents hard earned money to doll themselves up.....And she knows where she stands. In this world what she should do and she should be doing to survive. She's got good values and healthy outlook, a smart girl. " Episode 4 Over the Rainbow Jin Heon gives Sam Soon a bouquet of flowers in front of all his staff during lunch so as to convince his mother's spy that he and Sam Soon are really dating. Sam Soon and Jin Heon goes to the best bake shop to try out their food and bumps into CR and HW. Jin Heon remembers HW to be Sam Soon's ex-boyfriend. To spite HW, Jin Heon acts intimate with Sam Soon and tells CR and HW that they are dating. CR goes ballistic as she has always considered Jin Heon as her first crush and could not believe what could Jin Heon see in Sam Soon. Jin Heon apologises to Sam Soon that she has to bake HW's enagement cake. Sam Soon says it is ok, furthermore she has already decided the design. Jin Heon's leg starts to hurt because he had to stand in the subway. Sam Soon takes Jin Heon to a private cinema so that he can rest his legs. Sam Soon finds out that Jin Heon injured his leg in an accident a few years ago, and that was the reason why he has phobia against driving. They have another discussion about love and relationship. And Sam Soon suggests that Jin Heon may be gay or impotent from his accident which explains his disinterest in women. Jin Heon to prove a point, corners Sam Soon as though he was going to kiss her. Then he backs off with his tease. Sam Soon loses sleep over what happened at the cinema and gets up early to give herself baking healing therapy. Jin Heon checks in early as well as he was woken up by Mijoo earlier, and he sang Mijoo a song to put her to sleep. A customer comes in a started a racquet as she caught her husband having a meal with his girlfriend. To console the woman, Sam Soon ordered Jin Heon to play a tune for the lady. The customer requests for "Over the Rainbow". As Jin Heon plays this painful tune, Hee Jin walks in. Jin Heon and Hee Jin are sitting in a cafe. Jin Heon is bitter about Hee Jin walking out of his life 3 years ago. She had not contacted him all this time. Hee Jin tries to explain but Jin Heon is too angry to listen to her. He walks out of the cafe. Jin Heon drinks alone in the restaurant after everyone's gone. Sam Soon drinks with Jin Heon and asks whether Hee Jin is his ex-girlfriend. Jin Heon does not reply. Then Sam Soon asks what is Hee Jin's surname. Jin Heon utters Yoo Hee Jin and passes out. Featured pastry : Sam Soon throws Jin Heon a bread called Bask in the dessert shop

Favourite lines ========== Sam Soon baking therapy: "The body ask the heart, if I am in pain the doctor will cure me, but if you are in pain, who is going to cure you? The heart replies, only I can cure myself. Maybe that is why, every person has their own way of healing the pain in their hearts. Drink, sing, throw a tantrum, cry, laugh, talk to a friend, travel, run a marathon. The worst thing to do is to ignore the pain in the heart. My healing therapy is to wake up at dawn like this, bake a cake and make cookies. When my father passed away suddenly, and my once fiery love ended, when I felt put down, I will always bake at dawn in the kitchen. And console myself with the wonderful smell. Is there any more beautiful therapy than this in the world? " Episode 5 Love is childish Sam Soon tends to a drunk Jin Heon and ends up lock in bed with Jin Heon. Jin Heon calls out Hee Jin, and Sam Soon asks which Hee Jin and then pray to god not to test her. Please. Then Sam Soon looks around and asks a sleeping Jin Heon "Have u been shutting yourself in here, waiting for her." Hee Jin visits Jin Heon in the morning to explain why she left Jin Heon 3 years. But she sees Sam Soon in Jin Heon's apartment. Jin Heon refuses to listen to Hee Jin, and insists Sam Soon's presence as his girlfriend to listen to what Hee Jin has to say. Shocked at learning about their relationship, Hee Jin leaves. Sam Soon is pissed that Jin Heon made use of her to get rid of Hee Jin. Sam Soon screams at Jin Heon to chase Hee Jin but he shouts back and tells Sam Soon she has no idea how cruel Hee Jin was to him. Sam Soon rebuted that it is no way to treat a girl. Sam Soon threatens to break the contract as she is upset that Jin Heon made use of her to spite Hee Jin. Yi-young looks for Sam Soon at the restaurant but ends up in an argument with the head chef because she returned all her food, untouched. Sam Soon has another fight with Jin Heon over his treatment of Hee Jin in the restaurant. Jin Heon shouts back at Sam Soon's relentless hammering and breaks the glass of a painting behind Sam Soon with his bare fist. Hee Jin calls Sam Soon out to meet her and to find out about her relationship with Jin Heon. Hee Jin asks Sam Soon to back off from Jin Heon and Sam Soon in turn asks for the same from Hee Jin. Sam Soon invites Mijoo over to the restaurant to bake some cookies. Sam Soon says that Mijoo is like MoMo from the book of the same name. The three gets into a flour fight and Jin Heon laughs for the first time and everyone in the restaurant could not recognize it was Jin Heon’s laughter as no one has ever heard the sound of his laughter. Hee Jin waits for Jin Heon in his place but is chased out by Jin Heon who accused Hee Jin of leaving him for another man. Hee Jin leaves hurt by Jin Heon's words, before she could finish telling Jin Heon what she wanted to say. Jin Heon regrets his action and follows Hee Jin to her apartment only to witness Hee Jin sobbing in Henry's arms. Favourite lines ========== Sam Soon to Hee Jin's reapprearance after disappearing for 3 years: "Memory is just memories. Memory has no power." Favourite scene =========== 1) Jin Heon dreaming about fooling around with Hee Jin in class and Sam Soon appears 2) Hee Jin and Sam Soon's exchange in the café Episode 6 The calories of a kiss, the calories of love HW comes to see Sam Soon the day before his engagement. He asks Sam Soon to break off with Jin Heon and come back to him. He wants to start over with Sam Soon, yet he was still going to go ahead with his engagement. He gets beaten up and chased away by Sam Soon. He is unrepentent and vows to make Sam Soon his woman again. Sam Soon bakes a beautiful engagement cake for CR and HW. She hides in a corner and shed tears of pain as she witness their engagament ceremony. Jin Heon sees Sam Soon's pain from the whole episode.

Sam Soon sits by the piano after closing hours, drowning her sorrows with liquor. Jin Heon consoles Sam Soon. Sam Soon tells Jin Heon why she likes the name Hee Jin. Jin Heon tells Sam Soon that it is over between him and Hee Jin. They shares an intimate moment, and then Sam Soon kisses Jin Heon. Jin Heon apologies to Sam Soon about the kiss stating that it was his mistake. Sam Soon apologies as well, becos she claims that she kissed him first. Both agree that they are on the same waveline about the kiss, that it was a mistake and that they should forget about it. Jin Heon asks Sam Soon to prepare to go to Jeju Island with him for his family's new hotel opening. Hee Jin also reads about the opening of a new hotel by Jin Heon's family on Jeju Island and decides to go there with Henry. Favourite lines ========== --As she witness HW' engagament, she remembers the first time she kissed him: "A cup of coffee has 5 kilo calories, which is the same energy used for a 5 min kiss. For the 3 years we kissed, how many calories is that? Love calories, all that energy, where did it all go to?" --Captain Jang going through the reasons why there are no men out there: "No 1 Nice men...are ugly No 2 Good looking men...are jerks No 3 Good looking and nice men...are married No 4 Good looking, nice and unmarried men...are useless No 5 Good looking, nice, unmarried and rich men...are not interested in us No 6 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us....are flirts No 7 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful...are gay No 8 Good looking, nice, unmarried, rich men who are interested in us and faithful and heterosexual and would not lose interest in us even if we are the one who make the first moves...these men must be crazy!" Favourite scene =========== 1) Sam Soon beating HW with an umbrella and HW asks Sam Soon what is she doing with an umbrella when it is not raining. 2) As Sam Soon flushes the chilli powder which she had initally intended to add into the cake and choked with the chilli, she coughs and cries 3) The kiss of course! 4) The witty exchange between Sam Soon and Jin Heon as they both shove and take on the blame for the kiss. Henry moment ========== Hee Jin and Henry bought a traditional Korean dress for Henry's mother. Hee Jin asks Henry what did Henry's mother have to say about his visit to Korea. Henry replies that his mother told him to be careful of Korean girls H:If they see me, they will fall over mesmerized by my gorgeous look HJ: (pretends to pass out) I'm falling H: (pretend to fall too) You see, I have that same effect on myself. Episode 7 Madeleine...In Search Of Lost Time At the cocktail reception of the hotel opening in Jeju, Sam Soon runs into HW and CR again. HW tries to give Sam Soon a necklace and is caught by Jin Heon. Jin Heon gets into a fight with HW while as Sam Soon and CR got embroiled in a catfight of their own as well. In the room Sam Soon treats Jin Heon's wound and Jin Heon tells Sam Soon only to listen to him and no one else. Jin Heon also admits that he does not like her to look at other men or talk to other men. Jin Heon lies on Sam Soon's belly and start to tell her about his accident and why he has no right to be happy. He felt he was responsible for his brother and sister-in-law's death. Then at the same time, Hee Jin left him too. He had to go through 5 operations and physical therapy to walk again. Jin Heon climbed the Hanllyu mountain after he recovered so that he will appear strong in front of Hee Jin when she comes back.

He tells Sam Soon again not to be with another man becos he dislikes it. But Jin Heon emphaise it does not imply that he likes her. Hee Jin appears at the hotel and asks to speak with Jin Heon. Sam Soon refuses to let Jin Heon go and tells him not to look at another woman or listen to another woman except her. She takes Jin Heon away but Jin Heon gets off the taxi to return to the hotel to look for Hee Jin. Sam Soon tries to stop Jin Heon and admits that that she likes him, but Jin Heon leaves anyway and Sam Soon is left stranded on the highway. Jin Heon finds Hee Jin in the hotel and finds out from Henry that Hee Jin left Jin Heon because she found out she had gastric cancer. She could not bear to break the news to Jin Heon after his family tragedy which is why she chose such a lame excuse to leave and seek treatment in the States and Henry was her doctor. In Seoul, Yi Young runs into another episode with Chef Lee again and tore her skirt in the process. Chef Lee lends her his jeans. Sam Soon goes back to the hotel to look for JH after hitching a hike from a truck that was ferrying pigs. She runs into Henry at the lobby and is stalled by Henry there. Sam Soon leaves for the airport alone and leaves a voice message on Jin Heon's mobile thanking him for telling her about his story and tells him about her father. Featured dessert : Madeleine Favourite Henry moment ================= Henry goes around Jeju with Hee Jin and asking Hee Jin to consider him as a boyfriend as he is a really nice guy. Favourite scenes ============ 1) Jin Heon lyin on Sam Soon's belly telling her about his past 2) Sam Soon and Henry's conversation at the lobby 3) Sam Soon leaving a voice message on Jin Heon's mobile and ending her message with "THANK YOU" Episode 8 Daddy, why is my journey of love so tough? Jin Heon does not show up for work for 3 days and does not answer his mobile. Sam Soon is upset and worries to death about him. She makes him something one morning and cycle to Jin Heon's house only to find Hee Jin there as well. Sam Soon is upset and vented her anger at Jin Heon, asking him why did he lead her on. Jin Heon admits that he has gotten back with Hee Jin and is willing to terminate their contract but he really meant it when he said he wanted to climb Hanlyu Mountain with Sam Soon. Sam Soon is very upset and leaves the apartment. She falls down because she was so tired she did not sleep the last few nights waiting for Jin Heon. Jin Heon sends Sam Soon to the hospital. As she lays there asleep, he checks his voice messages and hears all the messages Sam Soon left him. Hee Jin finds out from Yi Young about Jin Heon and Sam Soon's dating contract. Hee Jin visits Jin Heon's mother to tell her that she is back and she is completely cured and healthy. But Jin Heon's mother turns Hee Jin away as she does not want a sick daughter-in-law. Favourite lines ========== Sam Soon sees her father and laments to him about her yet again failed relationship: "I thought I wouldn't cry over a man again. I thought I wouldn't have to do this after I turned 30. I wouldn't feel my heart skip a beat, or stay up all night to wait for a call, do you know how tiring that is? I just want to find a man who likes me, and not break my heart, I just want to lead a simple life that's all. What is going on, I feel this chill. I am falling for a man again. If only if my heart is a little stronger dad." Episode 9 You made a mockery out of my heart SS pees outside on her way home from drinks and at the same time receive a call from Jin Heon's mother, who invites Sam Soon over to attend Jin Heon's brother's death anniversary. Jin Heon's mother wants to make use of Sam Soon to get rid of Hee Jin. Sam Soon meets Manager Oh at the service and found out that her son was also involved in the accident. Sam Soon gives Jin Heon her resignation letter, and Jin Heon takes it and drives off without offering Sam Soon a ride.

She takes the bus home and sees Jin Heon waiting for her at her place with a bouquet of flowers. Sam Soon makes him kneel down to beg her not to quit. Jin Heon kneels and Sam Soon accepts the bouquet yet she does not guarantee that she will not quit. Sam Soon continues to behave love lorn at home and is finally cornered by her mother to tell her what happened. Sam Soon's mother is furious over what happened and goes to the restaurant to kick up a big fuss with Jin Heon. She give Jin Heon the deeds to her house and demands that Sam Soon leaves her job immediately. Favourite scene =========== Jin Heon and Sam Soon in the toilet scene: Type A Patient and introvert - wait for cleaning lady to help Type B Full of confidence, believed that he can solve anything with 2 fingers Type AB Pick used toilet paper from the bin Type O Just walks out SS says she will use her socks Episode 10 My name is Kim Hee Jin Jin Heon finds Sam Soon's note book in the kitchen and starts to read her notes. He misses Sam Soon and text her to come back by promising her a raise. Sam Soon ignore his messages and throws away the dress Jin Heon gave her and bury the bouquet he gave her in the garden. Jin Heon starts to hear Sam Soon's voice in is apartment. He tries to get rid of the Piggy but to no avail. He accidentally calls Hee Jin Sam Soon when they were out on a date with Mijoo. Hee Jin is disturbed by Jin Heon's action. Sam Soon decides to start her life anew by changing her name. She gets her mother's approval and goes to the registry to apply for a name change. She dolls herself up for her match make date. Chef Lee manage to secure a date with Yi Young by insisting that she returns him his pair of jeans. Their date ends up in a one-night stand. CR and HW sees Sam Soon on a date at the hotel and promptly calls Jin Heon to tell him how quick Sam Soon is in getting herself a new man. Sam Soon's date does not go well and her date leaves. Coincidentally her previous match made date which was thwarted by Jin Heon was also at the hotel on another unsuccessful match made date. Sam Soon cannot believe her luck and is happy that her life is turning for the better by changing her name. Jin Heon goes over to the hotel and again dragged Sam Soon out from her date . Sam Soon is very upset with what Jin Heon did and told him that her date may be the last man and the last chance for her. Jin Heon tells Sam Soon that she is attractive, but it is just that she doesn't know it. Favourite scenes ============ 1) Chef Lee asking Yi Young to sleep with him 2) Jin Heon telling Sam Soon that she is attractive Episode 11 Don't say it's a slip up, because this is the second kiss Jin Heon tells Sam Soon again that he hates seeing her with other men. Sam Soon tells Jin Heon that it's over between them, but Jin Heon says it is not until Sam Soon returns him the KRW 50 million. HW overhears Jin Heon asking Sam Soon to return him the KRW 50 million, and end up in a fight in front of Sam Soon's house. Sam Soon orders Jin Heon to leave and never to see each other again. Then she tries to chase HW away as well, but he tries to kiss her and Sam Soon calls for her mother claiming that there's a pervert. That worked and HW runs away. Yi Young plans to return the money to Jin Heon by selling the house her ex-husband gave her and use to remainder of the cash to start a shop with Sam Soon. Jin Heon can't get Sam Soon out of his head.

He calls her in the middle of the night and insists that Sam Soon take her bicycle back. Sam Soon asks Jin Heon whether he likes her and he flatly denies it. Chef Lee asks Yi Young out again and they ended up with another one-night stand. HW takes Sam Soon out for a drink at Jin Heon's mother's hotel. They bump into Jin Heon. HW asks Sam Soon to marry him, but Sam Soon refuses unless he calls it off with CR. Jin Heon intercepts Sam Soon and HWs' drinks and drags a screaming Sam Soon away. Jin Heon takes Sam Soon into the gents and kiss Sam Soon. He confesses that he likes her and can't get her out of his head. Episode 12 So what? I am only 30 years old! Sam Soon asks Jin Heon what is he going to do about Hee Jin. He says he is still thinking. Sam Soon is upset as she hatees two-timers. She tells Jin Heon to sort it out with Hee Jin before he comes looking for her. She also tells Jin Heon that she has filed to change her name. Jin Heon is shock and orders her not to do it. Sam Soon tells Jin Heon that a two-timer like him has no right to tell her what to do. Jin Heon says it is Kim Sam Soon he likes not Kim Hee Jin. Sam Soon is adamant as changing her name is the first objective in her life. Hee Jin looks for Sam Soon to tell her not to disturb him. Sam Soon denied any wrong doing and firmly states that she has no interest in breaking them up but if Jin Heon chooses her, she will not turn him away. Sam Soon starts to learn the piano.Hee Jin asked Henry whether she should have left. Henry said he would have stay and fought through together, no matter what. HJ regrets her decision now she is mad with her choice. Sam Soon receives te money from her sister and see Jin Heon to repay him the KRW 50 million. Jin Heon tears up Sam Soon's cheque, and replied that and told her to cancel her name change request. SS is pissed at how lightly he did with her money. JH says he view SS more than the money. SS received notice that her name change is approved yet she feels lost. Hee Jin and Jin Heon had an unhappy date. Hee Jin seek solace with Henry again while as Jin Heon goes to his mother's place and spends the night reading to MiJoo. Sam Soon decides to climb the Hanllu mountain on her birthday as a gesture to end it with Jin Heon there. She swears all her way up and was surprise to see Jin Heon at the top waiting for her. The storm was so strong she thought she was hallucinating. Favourite lines ========== Responding to Hee Jin's request to stop distracting Jin Heon: "Yoo Hee Jin si, I have never distracted him. Furthermore, you have no right to give me any orders.....I have never coveted for things that are not mine, nor have I taken anything that is not mine. But if he comes to me, I will take him in." Favourite scene =========== 1) Sam Soon on piano and seducing Jin Heon scene. Didn't I told you to lose some weight? Didn't you say that you like this belly. 2) Sam Soon thought of going to look for Henry scene. 3) Swearing up her hike, and then meeting Jin Heon at the top Episode 13 Ways to break up with her... At the top of the top, Jin Heon proposes anotherdating contract and he will pay Sam Soon KRW 100 million for a contract with no expiry and physical contact allowed. Sam Soon refuses Jin Heon flatly. But she gets hungry and asks Jin Heon for some food. Jin Heon gave her chocolate cake and seaweed soup in celebration of her birthday. Both spent the nite in the same room but Sam Soon refuses Jin Heon's advances until she lose at least 10 kg. Jin Heon tries to force his way and ends up getting beaten up by Sam Soon. Sam Soon shows Jin Heon her application approval for her name change which Jin Heon promptly tears up. Sam Soon goes hysterical over what he did and beat Jin Heon until he nose bled.

Hee Jin goes to visit the palace with Henry and tries to contact Jin Heon. Hee Jin teases Henry to get her some carps from the pond. And told him he is allowed to do so in the palace pond. Henry took her seriously and tried to do so with Hee Jin pulling him back laughing that she was just joking. Sam Soon starts to looks for a shop space with her sister to start her own business. Jin Heon's mother finds out about Jin Heon spending the night with Sam Soon and decides to visit Sam Soon's mother where she found out that Jin Heon had actually entered into a love contract with Sam Soon to escape marriage pressure from her. Jin Heon looks for Henry to play basketball and swim. He picks a fight along the way with Henry. He was trying to test Henry to find out what kind of a guy Henry is. Chef Lee asks Yi Young out again and ask her to date him exclusively. Yi Young flatly refuses and tells him that he is not her type. CR looks for Sam Soon and threw flour at her for breaking her engagement. Sam Soon takes CR to the sauna and told her that she did CR a favor. On her way home after that, she sees HW at her door. HW confesses his love again to Sam Soon her. Sam Soon grabs him at his crouch and told that her mother had always warned her about men like him, once a cheat always a cheat. Jin Heon goes over to Hee Jin place and breaks up with her. Favourite scene =========== 1) Sam Soon and Jin Heon at the top of the mountain and in the room 2) Henry playing basketball. Episode 14 The foundations of falling in love Jin Heon's mother calls Jin Heon to beat him up over his dating contract with Sam Soon. Jin Heon remains emotionless to his mother's hysterical reaction. Sam Soon goes to look for Jin Heon at his apartment and takes care of him. She finds out that Jin Heon has broken up with Hee Jin. Jin Heon asks Sam Soon how long must he wait for her to lose weight. Sam Soon says 2 months. Jin Heon says what is he to do for the time being. Sam Soon replied that are lots to do, and as her boyfriend there are at least.. ..7 things she wants to do with him: ======================== 1. Hold hands and walk down the street 2. Have a picture of her boyfriend in her cell phone 3. Drink beer and go all the way to pecan 4. Boyfriend to say "I love kimheejin" in public (to other people) 5. Watch a movie together...and make out... 6. Buy a couple rings 7. Meet her family Hee Jin stopped eating after her breakup. Henry brings her food and tells her a story about his mother making him porridge when he was sick. Hee Jin is coached by Henry into eating. Yi Young bumps into her sister as she was making out with Jin Heon in the cinema while she was on a date with Chef Lee. She asks Sam Soon what is going on and in turn Sam Soon asks Yi Young what is happening between her and Chef Lee. Jin Heon visits Sam Soon's mum and brings a dog as a gift. He is grilled by Sam Soon's mother about his intentions and sincerity towards Sam Soon. He finally wins her over after a few drinks and a karaoke session. Hee Jin gets admitted to the hospital for eating problems. Jin Heon visits her in the hospital and is upset abput her condition. Hee Jin wants to be discharged immediately and Jin Heon agrees provided if she agrees to stay at his place for the night for him to look after her. Sam Soon fails to get in touch with Jin Heon and decides to look for him at his apartment. She runs into Jin Heon holding Hee Jin in the elevator of his place.

Favourite scenes ========== 1)Jin Heon and Sam Soon doing the 7 things which Sam Soon wants to do when she dating 2)Jin Heon planting a man at the registry to foil Sam Soon's attempts to lodge her application to change her name Episode 15 The old rules of being in love Jin Heon explains to Sam Soon that Hee Jin is ill and will be staying just for the night. Although Sam Soon is unhappy with Jin Heon's continued association with Hee Jin, she let Hee Jin stay and she promise to make porriage for Hee Jin the next day. Sam Soon makes porridge for Hee Jin and brings it to Jin Heon's apartment the next morning only to find out that Hee Jin had already left. Sam Soon delivers the porriage to Hee Jin's apartment but Hee Jin refuses her porridge. Sam Soon admits that she feels guilty towards Hee Jin. Hee Jin still refuses to accept Sam Soon's kindness. The 2 girls get into a catfight, and Henry comes in. Sam Soon tries to teach Henry how to play Korean cards while Hee Jin is on the drip. Hee Jin can't bear to see Henry lose and joins the game although she detests the presence of Sam Soon, and manage to win the game for Henry. Hee Jin decides to go back to the States and asks Jin Heon to accompany her back as a last favor from him. Sam Soon and Jin Heon takes Mijoo to the acquarium. They go back to Jin Heon's apartment and Sam Soon reads the MoMo story to Mijoo. Mijoo falls asleep and Jin Heon tells Sam Soon about his trip to the States with Hee Jin. Sam Soon is upset and they got into an argument. Mijoo wakes up from their fighting ans started to cry. She spoke for the first time in many years, and it left Sam Soon and Jin Heon shocked. Sam Soon and Jin Heon are on a cold war over the trip. Sam Soon goes to see Hee Jin and asked her what is going on. Hee Jin returns the canister, which was used to hold the porridge. S he tells Sam Soon that it is a break-up trip for Jin Heon and herself. Chef Lee asks Yi Young to marry him but she refuses as she does not want to get married again. Sam Soon finally agrees to let Jin Heon go to the States with Hee Jin and Jin Heon agrees to let Sam Soon change her name. At the registry, Sam Soon, decides to tear up her name change application and not to change her name. Favourite Henry moment ================== Henry asks Hee Jin whether she feels anything when she is with him. Hee Jin flatly denies it and Henry says: "Have you noticed that everyone else seems to be moving forward and you seem to be stuck in the past. You are like a frozen clock. You need me to change you batteries. What kind do you take? Alkaline? Energizer? Nice Pass...." Favourite scene ========== 1)Sam Soon talks to her dog and told it never to fall in love. Then she receives a call from Jin Heon and she tells the dog that she changed her mind, it is nice to fall in love. And she will find the dog a partner. 2)Sam Soon playing cards with Henry 3)Jin Heon's expression when Mijoo spoke Episode 16 Love, like you have never been hurt before Jin Heon left for the States but did not return in 1 week as he had promised. Sam Soon thought she is dumped once again as she does not hear a word from him. Her business is not exactly doing well either. She bumps into the same guys she was match made with twice and both times her dates were ruined by Jin Heon. She agrees to catch a movie with the guy only to be hijacked by Jin Heon who appeared out of nowhere. Jin Heon decided to take a trip on his own after he sent Hee Jin home. He has been sending postcard to the wrong address which is why Sam Soon did not hear from him. He didn't want to call as he was afraid that he may just come home when he hears Sam Soon's voice. Sam Soon spends the night with Jin Heon. She wants Jin Heon to say "I Love You" which he refused as he has never done that before.

Sam Soon manages to manhandle Jin Heon into doing it but insists the next time he must be sincere and forthcoming with his "I Love You'. Jin Heon tries to snuggle up to Sam Soon, but Sam Soon insists that Jin Heon gets protection as she does not want to be a pregnant bride. Hee Jin calls Sam Soon from the States when Jin Heon was away searching for "protection". Hee Jin thanks Sam Soon for letting Jin Heon go to the States with her. Then Sam Soon told Hee Jin never to call her again. Henry tells Hee Jin that he is going to volunteer at MSF in Africa. Hee Jin begs him to stay until she graduates so that she can go with him, and Henry kisses her and she has this blissful look on her face. Jin Heon comes back from his trip to purchase "protection" but finds that Sam Soon has fallen asleep. Jin Heon takes Sam Soon home and ask for permission to be married. He lies to his mother that Sam Soon is pregnant. Jin Heon's mother does not believe Jin Heon and asks for Sam Soon to see a doctor with her.Jin Heon and Sam Soon finally gets laid to make babies. They did it until it was dark and both had tissue stuck in their nose. As she lays in bed with Jin Heon she dreams of talking with her father. She shares her happiness and her insecurities with her father and her father congratulate her in her dreams. Sam Soon did not get pregnant but she realizes one small dream - playing "Can't Help Falling in Love" on the piano for Jin Heon. Although their relationship still faces strong objection from Jin Heon's mother, and her business is still struggling but Jin Heon and Sam Soon remains firmly in love as they live each day as though there's no tomorrow. Favourite lines ========= "The babies fairy did not visit us that night, and Jin Heon's mum is still against our marriage. But we are very much in love, we still fight, but then we make up. Laughing and crying as we date. Sometimes the thought of breaking up crosses my mind. But that is what dating is all about. But there is nothing to be afraid of becos now I understand what I am suppose to do. That is to work hard at my baking, and my love like it was the end of the world like I have never been hurt before. Just like I learn to love Kim Sam Soon more." Love like you've never been hurt before Dance like no one is looking Love like you've never been hurt before Work like you don't need the money Sing like no one is listening Live like today is the last day .,feeling magical love @ 7:40:00 PM

juz emptying something from inside,. ,,Thursday, April 13, 2006,, well its about iana.. my niece by ate glez.. its juz that i hav this inferiority complex wen im around her.. coz she's pretty and tall and more matured now at her age.. and i dont know.. maybe the selfish/envious me is surfacing.. but really dont like her attitude.. she's kinda physical u know.. wen our discussion is heating up, she's ready to slap our arms.. yup,, not juz me.. all of us.. and the worst thing is NAMBABATOK xa.. duh.. hampasin mo n q sa lahat wag mu lng aq batukan.. bka mag-init ang ulo q at isubsob kita sa lupa e... ahehehehe.. bglang ngtagalog noh.. nweiz.. its so hard to be with her.. its lyk ur really left out by her,.. all the people would only see her and appreciate her.. tpos echepwera ka na.. ganon b.. .,feeling magical love @ 12:25:00 AM,.

.,an encouraging msg,. ,,Tuesday, April 11, 2006,, " dont focus on what went wrong in the past, rather than gear up for the challenge that is facing you. you need to bounce back from failures. build up your self-esteem and do your best next time. learn to deal with setbacks and pull yourself up. be an expert at self-motivation because it's unrealistic to constantly expect others to your rescue and pick you up. learn to put behind your failures, then success beyod your expectations will be yours. " ~excerpt from People by Bob Garon .,feeling magical love @ 10:34:00 PM,.

quotes i want to share,. ,,Tuesday, March 14, 2006,, every artist dips his brush into his own soul, and paints his own nature into his picture - as he does in living life.

.,the paintbrush,. ,,Tuesday, March 07, 2006,, I keep my paintbrush with me wherever I may go, In case I need to cover up, so the real me doesn't show. I'm so afraid to show you me; afraid of what you'll do, I'm afraid you'll laugh or say mean things; afraid I might lose you. I'd like to remove all the layers, to show you the real, true me, But I want you to try to understand; I need you to like what you see. So if you'll be patient and close your eyes, I'll remove the coats real slow, Please understand how much it hurts, to let the real me show. Now that my coats are all stripped off, I feel naked, bare and cold, And if you still find me pleasing, you are my friend, pure as gold. I need to save my paintbrush though, and hold it in my hand,

I need to keep it handy in case someone doesn't understand. So please protect me, my dear friend, and thanks for loving me true, And please let me keep my paintbrush with me, until I love me, too. taste berries for teens

.,feeling magical love @ 3:39:00 PM,.

.,i try,. ,,Monday, March 06, 2006,, macy gray

Games, changes and fears When will they go from here When will they stop I believe that fate has brought us here And we should be together But we’re not I play it off but I'm dreamin of you I'll keep it cool but I'm fiendin. I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here I may appear to be free But I'm just a prisoner of your love I may seem alright and smile when you leave But my smiles are just a front I play it off but I'm dreamin of you I'll keep my cool but I'm fiendin I try to say goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Here is my confession May I be your possesion Boy I need your touch Your love kisses and such With all my might I try But this I can't deny I play it off but im dreamin of you (the bold part was said by 'jake pratt' in young americans episode 4)

.,everything,.

.,feeling magical love @ 1:13:00 PM,.

,,Sunday, March 05, 2006,,

lifehouse (heard it in smallville)

Find me here and speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light that's leading me to the place Where I find peace again You are the strength that keeps me walking You are the hope that keeps me trusting You are the light to my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this You calm the storms and you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fold You still my heart When you take my breath away Would you take me in take me deeper now And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause you're all I want You're all I need You're everything.. everything You're all I want And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this

.,tomorrow,. ,,Saturday, March 04, 2006,, opening song by Mikuni Shimokawa Together we searched for a place to hide As we ran in the rain Even if I loose something There's one thing I must protect That's the meaning of my birth in this world I'll go search with you even if it maybe painful While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us The prism reflected the orange of The sunset when the breeze slips through my fingertips I wish I could devote myself to you so I want to become more gentle for you Even if I collect the light which fills this world Within my pair of hands it'll light up the darkness So I won't get lost as it shines in the long continuous journey. That's the meaning of my birth in this world I'll go search with you even if it's painful While clinging onto the fresh scenery around us

.,feeling magical love @ 11:47:00 PM,.

Let's travel further away

.,feeling magical love @ 4:32:00 PM,.

.,i guess that's love,. ,,Friday, March 03, 2006,, Fumoffu Opening Song by Mikuni Shimokawa Even if there are days when the tears roll down my cheeks I want to have your back all for myself, but because kindness is also cruel sometimes I lose sight of the answer the more I search for it If you can see the rainbow in the town after the rain let's start walking now, something is about to begin Because I have you, because I have tomorrow because I can't live on all alone I feel you so close by me, I guess that's love Because you know how much pain tears can bring I want to find a smile in your transparent eyes as I search for a definite meaning in them Although it'd be good if these feelings found their way into your heart without me needing to speak a word, The colour of the town changes little by little but see, our memories have again increased by one Because now I can embrace every word that you said I'm sure that we'll come closer to each other I guess that's love Even if a tomorrow that nobody knows is waiting for us it's all right, don't cry anymore we'll join hands and keep walking on forever It isn't something that builds up in an instant but a feeling that grows a little at a time, the feeling called love Because I have you, because I have tomorrow because I can't live on all alone I feel you so close by me, I guess that's love Because you know how much pain tears can bring I want to find a smile in your transparent eyes as I search for a definite meaning in them

.,feeling magical love @ 4:12:00 PM,.

.,from Princess Diaries,. ,,Thursday, March 02, 2006,, Courage is not the absence of fear but rather the judgment that something is more important than fear. The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all. .,feeling magical love @ 7:01:00 PM,.

.,is my life meaningless?,.

a woman's letter on April 15, 2003, perforated from her journals, when she was 28 years old, she writes on the meaningless of life:

Dear God, im extremely desperate. i have made a repetition of invocation only to resound the same prayer which i believe i would be inclined to speakof many times and even increasingly till my last breath. you know that till now i have not actually recovered from my dented heart. my bruises have reached the level of excruciating pain that i want my life ended now. i no longer see any bright future. my will has totally surrendered to the trials of life. i dont wanna see myself an old beggar - beggar for love, company, or even money. i have not lived a happy life, thus i cannot say that i have lived a good life. im no longer the person then years back. my present predicament is the taste of what real life is. i discovered that life is a useless passion. what does wait for me is a lonely tomorrow. my heart is a total wreck. my breaking heart or should i say "broken" has disconcerted my perspective of the future. i think a good profession is not all that is needed in a turbulent life. truth is, when a person is wretched at the heart, he is unmindful of any career anymore though it makes the noblest profession on planet's face. if you'd ask me now what i need to be happy, i would be curt to reply "please repair my broken heart." but you seem not to have granted any of my supplications even as i fell on rivers of tears. you seem not to have listened at all. how can i appreciate everything that people may comment as blessings from you when the very vessel or container of my being's happiness has winded itself to death. what do you expect me to do now if not to end my damned life. i continue living not because i love life or appreciate its uniqueness, or even hope that someday, in the vaguest future, my longing for happiness, or repaired heart, will finally unfold. Lord, my God, i no longer have any hope of recovery. how many months or years or decades do you have to see me like this? i no longer want to learn any lesson for what is there to learn. to love and get hurt and to love and get hurt ad infinitum? not Lord, please get your child. this is the only way you can salvage my pained existence. i envy those people who continue to believe that there is light at the end of the tunnel. no, Lord. i have an endless tunnel. so how do i expect a light at the end of it? im seeking your forgiveness. Lord, please forgive me on this day and in eternity when i finally take my life to my hands. my passion has ended. my life needs to meet its end. i wish i was never born. my exposure to life is not good to my journey. i dont want to continue my travel anymore, please Lord. .,feeling magical love @ 11:05:00 AM

fortune cookie,. ,,Tuesday, February 28, 2006,, me, jill, and te clang went to chowking coz we craved for halo-halo a while ago.. then i noticed at the counter a bowl of fortune cookies.. so i bought one which cost me 5 bucks., nweiz, it was worth it., hehehehe... "you are shining light to every life that you touch daily. keep it up." "before you proceed with what you have in mind, stop and think on it for a while." "the greater the effort you put into your work, the more capabilities you gain." "God wants us to meet a few wrong people so that we will be grateful when we meet the right one." .,feeling magical love @ 9:20:00 PM,.

.,wow.. its been a year,. ,,Sunday, February 19, 2006,, its been a year now since i started blogging.. and i kinda felt that its one of my achievements.. ni know.. all i post are just nonsense to you.. but for me.. its kinda my life preserving it.. hihihihi.. knowing that im not really good at writing then having a blog with all my thoughts and favorites relaxes me.. its kinda cool for me.. hehehe.. til hir.. .,feeling magical love @ 3:17:00 PM,.

.,hapi hearts day,. ,,Tuesday, February 14, 2006,, is this a special day?.. well i think for some people.. who have chuva.. hihihi.. but not for us.. i think we're not that ready for a relationship.. or no one is making a move toward us.. but we're juz fine.. doing normal stuffs.. still have time for friends.. bonding with them.. well.. after waking up and realizing that its some kinda hearts day,. well.. i contacted rejh and ida to celebrate this occasion.. in a different way of corz.. so after english.. i went to rejh's dorm and rest for a while.. then we took off for sm san lazaro.. we have no idea what to watch.. so we kinda had a little prob for that.. we ended up with FUN WITH DICK AND JANE.. starring jim carrey and tea leoni i think.. hehehehehe... .,feeling magical love @ 8:10:00 PM,.

.,lovapalooza,. ,,Saturday, February 11, 2006,, ..well the first thought that comes to my mind whenever i heard lovapalooza.. well of corz loverz doing sweetums and smooching with your partner.. hihihihi.. and i juz contented myself watching the news featuring this big february event.. but now that im in manila and read in a magazine that there's a single's booth.. well.. im single.. and i could go there too with my friends.. me and my rum8 agreed to go there .. and enjoi being there for the first time.. hihihihihihi.. but fridays.. i must go home in bulacan.. so yesterday i went home.. and jill and ate clang did all their best to envy me that they will go to baywalk, where the event will gonna take place.. and they succeeded.. as im watching the tv then this news about lovapalooza appeared.. well waaaaaaahhhhhhh,.. i wish i was there.. im satisfied being without a partner.. just being there for the first time.. its some kinda great experience for me.. you know.. hihihihihi.. and i could meet someone nice.. juz hanging out too with his friends.. jowkz...jowkz.. i know.. who would want to got there without their partner.. who would want to be out of place.. hihihihi.... .,feeling magical love @ 10:09:00 PM

-Henry Ward Beecher .,feeling magical love @ 4:32:00 PM,.

.,geli's bday..,.

,,Saturday, January 28, 2006,, so much fun...

.,feeling magical love @ 11:08:00 PM,.

.,Bamboo at FEU.,. ,,Friday, January 27, 2006,, first tym i went to a concert.. and it was free.. had so much fun.. so much ROCKIN.. yeah... first me. ate clarize, ate lorie and ate anne were kinda far from the stage and may pagkagilid..(tagalog nlng hehehehe).. pwo mxdo pang maaga...kumain muna kami ng dinner.. den bumalik n kami s dating pwesto and by that tym knda may kasikipan na...madami ng tao.. and napancn ko n napliligiran kmi ng mga guys.. hehehe.. unfortunately lang cute.. nweiz.. maya maya alng ngsimula n ang program.. and mostly feu students ang hosts and ngpeperform.. den maya maya lang umulan na.. and knda tumigil muna sila... den tumila..balik sa dati..perform ulit.. maya maya ulit umulan n nmn.. oh did i mention olredy n wala kming payong.. hehehehe,.. yup.//nagpaulan tlga kmi.. hehehehe.. so nafeel n nmen n yaw ng panahon s mga singers ng feu.. ang saya pla.. lalang.. may kumanta p nga na Ulan ng cueshe.. dhil ng nman nung concert ng cueshe e umulan din.. hehehe.. den the tym has come and..irra stepped up the stage and waved at us.. and it was so amazing.. he's so gwapo... gosh... i could ryt at that moment.. heheheh.. then, bamboo had a grand entrance.. he started singing.. oops forgot wat he sang first.. bu doesnt matter coz i was shouting, yelling, cheering. watever.. basta tili aq ng tili.. tinitignan nga aq ng mga nsa harapan ko.. hehehe.. care nila.. bsta aq sigaw aq.. and hyper aqng mga panahon na un.. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.. .,feeling magical love @ 10:37:00 PM,.

.,nina's bday..,. ,,Friday, January 20, 2006,, eiun.. bday ngeon ni nina and she treated us to CHef d' angelo in sm san lazaro.. and there was mitzi and dhia who i really missed.. hehehehe.. nweiz.. so much fun afterwards coz we rented a room for videoke.. and we were only allowed to have 10 songs i think.. and i sang so slow by freestyle and guess wat.. i got a score of ten-tenen-en-tenen.. 100.. hahahahaha.. cant believe it?.. same here.. hehehehe.. nasiyahan nlng aq s kinalabasan.. hehehehehe... .,feeling magical love @ 9:30:00 PM,.

.,friday the 13th,. ,,Friday, January 13, 2006,, Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh.. langya nmn.. akalain mu.. Friday the 13th.. nyahahahaha., Nktabi ko lang nmn si PhiLipP J. GaBA sa jip..xmpre siksikan i2... wahahahaha.. Ksi xmpre its Friday.. and I wne thome in malolos.. past 6 na q nkrting sa bayan.. den nung pagpunta q ng sakayan.. nkta ko isang gaba.. I thought it was kuya mark coz xa lagi kong nkkta s skayan,.. then naicp ko din parang iba ngeon si kuya mark kya naicp ko naku bka si philipp nga un.. intay ng susunod n jip..

at nkpagsiksikan aq sumaky.. hnggang s dulo ko maupo.. dalawa nlng ang kailangan at aarangkada na.. hnggng sa may sumiksik sa tabi ko.. at pagkita ko… waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh… si philipp nga.. grabe.. ang laki n nya. Hehehehe.. edi after elem.. 2nd yr ko n xa ulet nkita pero nsa jip aq nun at nahagip lang xa ng paningin ko.. puro xa pimples non.. nxt kita ko ba.. intrams b un or academy na.. nung 3rd yr na ata un or 4th yr. bsta un.. aba.. kuminiz at gumwapo.. well xmpre nagging crush ko.. hnggng sa mabalitann ko na chinuchuva nya si ronicka godoy, mpgbigay,… at ngrereview sila pareho s “don’t know” for UP entrance examinations… back to present.. ktbi ko nga xa at hndi nya q pinapancn..ewan q kung yaw nya or hnd p rin nya ko nkklala..hehehehe.. pero hndi tlga ang unang babati sknya.. hahahahaha… kc b nmn tlgng sken p tumabi pwd nmn sa isa ktpat.. pwo masnkkhiya yun kung sbgay.. hehehehe.. edi un nga.. patigasan kmi… lang imikan..unahan s pagbati.. ngbayad na q.. hnggng sa pumara q.. aba.. ngulat pa q.. “ui, yvet!”, with a great big smile and sparkling white teeth,… hehehehe. At last binati nya q.. “ui, kaw play an, ge, bye!” say q..tumayo n q baba ng jip at umalis.. hehehehe.. wahahahaha,.. success.. xa unang bumati sken.. pwo syang at hndi kme nkpgusap..hehehe.. naunahan xmpre q ng hiya.. bka icpin non crush q p rin xa n nghahabol sknya nung 4th yr na lagi nlng xa tntxt at nirereplyan nya lagi ng “hu u”..e sa tuwing tatanungin nya q ng ganun sinasabi ko nmn ang name q… duh…. Haaayyy naku… kung yaw nya isave ang number q edi wag.. as if.. hhmmpp!!!! .,feeling magical love @ 6:00:00 PM,.

.,new year..,. ,,Sunday, January 01, 2006,, well its all about my cousin now jaykah..then, jeka.. and her love of her lyf, erik... and i juz dont know why she fell in love with him.. na pumatol xa don n lam nmn nya n kinda panakip butas.. or tlgng nging hopeless nlng xa at gmwa xa ng mga move to erik.. a basta... katuwa na nakakainis xa.. and to hell with erik.. pinagmumuka nyang tanga ang pinsan ko.. .,feeling magical love @ 3:23:00 AM,.

christmas day,. ,,Sunday, December 25, 2005,, happy christmas to everyone... i slept over iana's house coz ate mache checked in the hospital coz she started having labor.. and coz naluluha n sa sakit.. heheheh edi un.. xmpre kawawa nmn si iana kung iiwan ko xa mg1 para alagaan ung tatlo kya un nandon lang kmi s hauz..dhil sila tita tani and tito freddie went with them and we were left to take care of the three little cuties.. ngpapilit nga muna q ksi xmpre its christmas kinabukasan kya yoko matulog don.. pwo nung sinabi na ni tita tani na samahan ko si iana and maginternet kmi hnggng gusto nmen.. auon.. pumayag na q...hehehehe.. and we search for super rated videos.., heehee.. but anime.. hentai.. that's it.. hehehehe.. and it took ages for a video to download.. but we were patient.. heehhehehe..

disney nude pictures.. so much fun.. kinda.. then i realized it was almost 3:00 am.. an im dead.. MY EYES... watelse... then we got to bed.. but six am i must get up.. so i got up at about 6:30 and went home.. took a bath and attended mass.. and of course i wore my new pink blouse and pants... im so pretty.. hehehehe... then all day we juz babysat again the three little angels ..and my tita said that ate mache gave birth about past twelve..so Wayne Emmanuel was born on December 25, 2005.. heehhehe....that's why emmanuel is his second name.. coz they chenged their really first name for their baby.. heheehhe ...we visited them in the afternoon and he was so cute.. and i have another nephew.. .,feeling magical love @ 6:54:00 PM,.

.,leslie's debut...,. ,,Thursday, December 22, 2005,, we had a surprise party for her.. marjo txted me that we're going to leslie's house and kinda celebrate her 18th bday.. .,feeling magical love @ 8:48:00 AM,.

.,msg from daddy,. ,,Monday, December 19, 2005,, Praise the Lord Hallelujah. happy birthday to u my dear. just kip holding on to Him all the time. Trust Him in everyway you want it. He won’t forsake. He’ll be there to guide you in all your endeavors. He’ll give you strength, knowledge, wisdom. As a loving father, im here to protect you, to give you happiness in life, to give you good education. Finish your studies/course, pursue your career, earn for your living. That’s it.we’re happy for you. Forgets muna about lovez. When you finish school, you can choose the best and more responsible among them. Be confident. Put your best foot forward. Show them that you are mighty. That you are a Montessori girl. Keep a straight posture. Act smartly. You were scholar and you will be. Confide with us whatever it is. We as your parents love and care for you. Do your part in return. Count us down. You are our flesh and blood. Pray hard for His Glory. God bless and loves you. Happy birthday. .,feeling magical love @ 7:56:00 PM,.

.,duh.. bday q ba to?...,.

haaayyy lang kakwentang kwenta bday q ngaun... paggising ko knina.. nagreday aq for simbang gabi.. and un.. xmpre dami tao s simbahan kya s labas lang kmi.. nkatayo kmi buong misa.. pero hu cares nmn diba?.. eiun nga.. pero hndi p rin aq masaya.. ewan ko b.. bsta feeling ko ksi.. kulang tlga.. basta un.. edi hndi p q nbabati ni mommy. inintay ko noh.. pero ntapos ang bday q hndi aq bnbati.. hehehehe.. tpos..si daddy.. tinext aq..aiun.. xmpre emotional tlga q pag kay daddy. at bnbasa q lang ang msg nya ay naluha n q. e basta type ko nlng maya.. hehehehe.../ .,feeling magical love @ 6:10:00 PM,.

.,uh wat a day,. ,,Tuesday, December 13, 2005,, hehehe., kinda npansin ko puro kachuvahanang pinaglalagay q dito s blog q., hehehe., ge n nga., e tlgng nhihirapan m gmwa ng kung anu ilalagay q dito., lam q nmn n mgkukuwento lng., pwo prng di nyo nmn aq kilala., magulo aqng mgkwento., hehehe., nweiz., first day n ng prelims nmen ngaun., but it doesnt feel lyk prelims unlike before., tlgng npressure aq nung 1st sem but now parang mga long test lang., hehehehe., tpos kinda maluwag p ung mga prof q ngeon., xcept lng s chem lec., grabe., hehehe., npagalitan n q nun e., dumadaldal daw aq., hehehehe., ksi nung last week thurz., bglang kanta ng avril lavigne ung seatmate q., e xmpre sinabayan q nmn., tpos pinapakanta q sknya ung "my world"., e knda hnd nya lam., e aq nmental block nmn aq., kya un., tpos nung naalala q na., lumapit aq sknya tpos knantahan q xa., e xmpre ngdidscuss ung prof nmen., aq tuloi prin kc di q lam nktingin n pla sken., hehehe., tpos sinuway n q nung kinakantahan q., tuloi p rin aq., hahahaha., tpos nung ntapos q n ung chorus tska lang aq ntigil., hehehe., harap n q s prof nmen., aba., at nkatingin pla saken ung prof nmen., nyahahaha., edi xmpre bigla n qng kinabahan., para knda gumaan loob q., s icp q kinakanta q ung my world ult., tpos naglilipsync aq., nyahahaha., pasaway., mtgal ding natingin sken., tpos tnwag aq., ask nya q kung wats my name., hehehehe., tpos pinalipat aq s unahan., nyahahahaha., ang saya., ge., til hir nlng., dtalyado b mxdo???...nyahahaha... .,feeling magical love @ 6:50:00 PM

threesome at robinsons,. ,,Wednesday, November 23, 2005,, hi there..galing.. ngpunta kme knina ni jill, raymond and me sa robinsons manila.. unti unti ng lumalawak ang aking kapaligiran..ahahaha.. aion.. actuali ang main reason nmen.. mggala.. 2nd lang ung pagbili ng gift for our early upcoming christmas exchange gift.. ahehehe.. at ang nabunot ko daw ay si ate lorie.. at sa blue magic nlng aq bumile.. we also watched a movie.. "the exorcism of emily rose.. at ang lamig daw don.. ahahaha.. its a wonderful movie actuali.. religious.. suspense.. ahehehe.. all in all.. masaya ang araw na itoo.. ;p .,feeling magical love @ 9:58:00 PM,.

.,ouch., it hurts.,,. ,,Saturday, November 12, 2005,, uh., i know its weird., but nahurt tlga q., e1 q b tlga., kc khpon., hbang kumakain kmi s BK ksbay nmen ni rona si luvlyn., e iniinggit q c luvlyn xe nkita q c keneth nung 10., e lam nyo nmn aq pag nkta q crush ko e 2do s tuwa diba., kya un., kilig n kilig aq., as in., den sbi ni rona., natatawa daw xa., kc daw my gf n daw ung tao., bah., ngulat nmn aq non., e xmpre NGSB xe si keneth., tska la nmn me nbblita n my pinopormahan nga xa., tpos ntigilan n q., sbi nung last sem p un., e xmpre., nainis nmn aq kagad kx hndi man lang cla ng abala n sbihin sken last sem., naazar n q., xmpre hndi ko pnpkita sknla., tpos nung umakyat n kmi s klasrum., para bng sasabog n ung dibdib q., pumunta qng cr and bigla labas ng luha q., la aqng pkialam kht tmtngin sken ung janitress., bsta aq nahihikbi hikbi p q., azar tlga., sakit., una., lam n pla ng mga fwends q n knda la n pla tlga q pag asa., knda ngmukha aqng tanga sknla., pnglwa., aq nmn c tanga n umaasa n tlgng gusto din me ni kenth., kya tlgng di q npigilan srili q n umiyak., lam q nmn n hnd

dpt iyakan ang mga lalake., pwo mskit pla tlga., kya kylanagn din minsan umiyak., kht n lalaki p ang dahilan., .,feeling magical love @ 1:54:00 PM,.

.,bye bye.. KaYe,. ,,Friday, November 11, 2005,, Kaye, my other rum8 from cavite.. well she is now on her way to California where she will continue her studies.. its kinda sad coz its only few months that we shared., nearly 4 months.. and I want to know her better.. but its okei.. its for her own good nmn and there’s friendster nman… Nweiz.. she wanted us to hatid her to the airport.. me and jill made a letter.. and I was kinda problematic coz im not good at writing letters.. so I juz wished kaye liked it and got it.. coz its so magulo.. nweiz.. the three of us, me, jill and josa (bestfriend of kaye!) would go meet kaye and her family at coastal mall and we would go to the airport with them.. at the airport.. its kinda early for her to check in herself so we ate dinner at the parking lot and shared stories, reminiscing the past with kaye.. feeling sad that kaye have to migrate.. well i know thats lyf., well i feel really sad coz we dont have more time together.. and i want to cry but there was no teardrop.. i juz really feel bad,.. about josa that she will be away from her bestfriend.. and to all of uz...then the time has come for kaye to check in.. and i was so shocked to see JILL, the ever pilya, maldita, sutel gurl that i didnt imagined can cry, CRIED., yup.. with tears and red eyes and everything.. so unlike of her.. hehehehe.. nweiz.. josa dont want to cry.. and i want to comfort her.. heehheee.. i really feel sorry for her,.. i know it will be hard missing a really good friend.. nweiz.. before she went.. its picture taking first.. hehehehe... remebrance of kaye... mish her so much na... waaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh..... .,feeling magical love @ 10:52:00 PM,.

.,1st tym at Baywalk,. ,,Tuesday, November 08, 2005,, was my first tym at baywalk. In the past years I juz pass it by wenever we go to the airport.. it was our first week in second semester and my second day at PJAC.. and of course.. as it is again the first week of classes.. it only orientation.. and nothing else to do.. so its tuesday.. and jill and i dont have classes tomorrow,, i dont know who initiated the idea of going there but i guess its ate mieth, ate eds or ate kwini who popped the idea.. so we were all in the room and hurried to get dresses.. jill invyted raymond to go with us.. and he was the only boy.. heehee.. i got panicked pa nga coz i didnt brought an extra tshirt for lakwatsa so pinagtyagaan ko nlng ung mr.lee tshirt.. tis so simple p nmn.. on our way to the gate.. jill who was oweiz pilya, kinda introduced me to raymond.. and i noticed he's kinda cute pla.. heeheehee.. and of cors i got so conscious.. and i did sumthin n parang its obvious n nhiya aq.. heehehee. nweiz.. we juz rode a jip and mgkatabi kami ni raymond.. kc b nmn si ate eds umalis p sa tabi ko..tpos sila ate meith umusod plpit sken at siniksik kme ni raymond.. haaayyy... pigil n pigil lang tlga emosyon ko ng mga panahon n un.. heehehehe.. lalang.. nweiz xmpre jip kya knda bumpy yon. hehehehe. lalang. getz mu n b?.. hehehehe.. then we unload the jip.. walked a few blockz.. and its so far.. i didnt almost make it.. so few but big.. ang layo ng binabaan nmen.. and then.. i already catch a glimpse of the post lights along baywalk.. and i got so excited.. and i juz cant hide it.. i walk-run to it wid te eds.. and most of us is our first tym there,.. me, jill, te eds, raymond, te clarizze, and te anne... hehehehe.. and as i reached and looked at the bay.. tis so beautiful.. with the moon on the other side.. but just dont look down coz ull only get disappointed with the trash and evrything.. but so fun there.. we went in the middle of the baywalk (i think!) and we jus ordered CAli..te lorie and te clang nestea.. and jill and raymond sanmig light... hehehehe... qt... there was a band and played alternative music.. but they were finished and the next band it played reggae style.. and its juz not my taste.. but somehow,.. its groovy.. hehehehe.. past nine we headed our way back to the dorm coz 9:30 is the curfew (hate curfews!!)..

.,feeling magical love @ 11:05:00 PM,.

.,introducing another man in my lyf... hehehehe,.

Wel since we went to baywalk I noticed na the cuteness of raymond.. his charismatic smile.. his smiling eyes… but not the voice.. its not matured low voice.. but overall.. he is really cute.. And I remembered one time. After kaye left.. we didn’t left the airport immediately.. me, jill, josa, and josa’s friend sat at a nearby chuva.. kwentuhan nmn kami ni jill,, until I opened the topic about raymond.. so jill shared to me that raymond is dyahe to talk to me coz we’re on the same place, a.k.a. PJAC.. tkot s tuksuhan ever.. another thing is that I need daw a matino guy bka daw aq malihis ng daan.. kse nga nag-aaral nga nmn daw aq.. tsaka he is babaero.. as in babaero.. hehehehe.. kya un,.. e aq nmn xmpre.. nkarinig aq ng ganun jata’y hindi aq kiligin.. xmpre inicp nya n he’s not the right guy for me and concern xa sken.. hehehehe.. sweet noh.. hihihihihihihihi … .,feeling magical love @ 6:03:00 PM

.,turned out a bad day.,,. ,,Friday, October 14, 2005,, gosh., ngsona nnmn ang seaman qng dad., pgdating ko s hauz from d debut of dhia naabutan q mom q n kausap s fone dad q., and xmpre lam nya ang pnaggagawa ko nung 1st sem., una., ngcucuting daw aq., pwo sbi q minsan lng nmn un., 2nd., ung piercing q s dila., 3rd., mababa daw grades ko., o diba., as in., mababa b ung 2.00., ang taas nmn ng xpctations nya kung inaasahan nya n flat 1 ang mkukuha q., hndi nmn aq ganon ktalino., may ktmaran p nmn aqng tagaly., gwabe., tinry q lng nmn ang thrills ng colege lyf a., as if hndi nya ngawa un., helo., anu b xa., santo b xa., bkt hndi nya mkta n kbataan aq n hndi nya kageneration., as in ganun n b tlga kalaki ang age gap nmen., pati icp nla laging mkaluma., duh., azar kc un., hndi b nla q maintindihan., puro nlng ata mali ung nkkta nla n gngwa q., akla b ng dad q n xa lang ang nghihirap ngeon., bkt hndi nya iopen ung mind nya n may posibilidad n subukan q ang mga hndi q p nararnasan., ok fyn., namamali aq ng choices., pwo helo walang diretsong daan noh., laging may choice., may left and right., hnd q nmn lam n either s dalawa ang pwdng mgdulot sken ng mgnda or satisfaction., pwo cguro nga mali ung mga napipili q., cguro mjongrerebelde nga aq., pwo hndi ko nmn kinakalimutan mga payo nla or paalala sken., my gosh., taun taon ata un ang cnsbi sken noh., hnd ko nmn knklmutan n ngwo2rk xa 4 my.. our.. future., n mhirap ang trabaho nya at mpalayo smen., pwo bkt nmn oweiz nlng ung wrong syd q ung pnpncn nla., pwd rin nmn cgro n mgpasalamt cla n wla aqng bgsak., n 2.00 lang lowest q., pwd rin nmn n mgsabi cla ng job wel done or buti nkyanan mu ung 1st sem ng 1st year mu s colege., pwo anu., ang nrinig q lng sknla.. pinagbutihan mu b?.. my nanliligaw n b seo.. my bf knb.. bkt my dos ka., my skolar bng my dos.. my skolar bng ngcucuting clas.. hnd mu b lam n nghihirap aq ngeon... GRRAABBEE., bkt ganun mparents q., kung lalaki lng wla sila prob don., ilag nga q s mga guyz., kulang nlng wag n q mkpgusap sknla e., ., pwo bkt nlng puro sumbat ang nttnggap q., uhaw n tlga q s words of appreciation., wwaaaaaaahhhh.., ang skit n kya s puso., pag naman ngsalita aq bka kung anu lng msbi q., sbhin p nila n smsgot n q., e pucha nu b tlga gusto nila mrnig sken., n isusubsob q mukha q s pagaaral., n lagi mataas ang grades q., grrabe., hndi nmn aq nbiyayaan mxdo ng ganung talino noh., bkt b nla pngpipilitan n mtlino q., tntmad p tuloi aq., ang hrap n tlga ng klagayan q., pwo lam q nmn n para sken din nmn ang lahat pwo hndi q tlga kaya xpctations ni daddy., haaaayyy., minsan 2loi., naiicp q nlng n bkt kya cla ngng mgulang ko?., lam q di q dpt iniicp 2 dahil cla bigay ni God., at ang npili nya n gbyan aq., cguro

nga ganun lang tlga ugali ni daddy., siguro nasanay xang mataas din ang xpctations ni lolo sknya., pinagdarasal q n nga lng n sana hnd kme gn2 ng fututre children q., .,feeling magical love @ 2:20:00 AM

kachat ko xa..,. ,,Monday, September 19, 2005,, kenjots_15: :-P jerkette07: oist... kenjots_15: heheh jerkette07: tagal ng bakasyon mo wah... jerkette07: hehehe kenjots_15: hehe kenjots_15: na ospital kc me eh kenjots_15: :( jerkette07: bkt... kenjots_15: nagka typhoid kc me eh kenjots_15: ngaun lng ako nakalabas ng ospital jerkette07: tlga.. jerkette07: kawawa ka naman... jerkette07: tapos paglabas mo ng ospital internet kagad... jerkette07: hehehehe kenjots_15: uu kenjots_15: parang wala lng nga eh kenjots_15: hahaha jerkette07: edi lalu kang pumayat... jerkette07: hehehe kenjots_15: uu kenjots_15: pero ung kacutan ko d nag bago!! kenjots_15: bwahahaha :)) jerkette07: talaga... jerkette07: di rin.. jerkette07: hehehe kenjots_15: hahaha kenjots_15: cge kenjots_15: gtg na kenjots_15: ligo muna ako kenjots_15: 4 days n akong d naliligo eh kenjots_15: hahahahah jerkette07: hahaha... jerkette07: sige... jerkette07: byerz... kenjots_15: ok kenjots_15: :x (smile with a heart) hehehe. lav yah.. mwah.. .,feeling magical love @ 5:04:00 PM,.

.,im back...,. ,,Friday, September 16, 2005,,

haaay, buhay nga naman.. sobrang hirap.. to the max... grrabe.. hahaha.. nalulutang n ko ngaun pang malapit n ang finals.. azzzar... hehehe.. pinipilit ko n nm\ga sarili ko n mgadvance reading weh.. lalu n s nat sci... hahaha... sige gotta go na.. malel8 n me sa eco.. byerz... .,feeling magical love @ 2:41:00 PM,.

.,at last..,. ,,Thursday, September 15, 2005,, haay.. to all.. sowee kung ngeon lng me nkpg post.. lam q nmn n ten years me hnd nkkpgpost.. hehe.. hectic tlga sched q.. college life.. my gosh.. ang hirap hirap as in.. grabe.. di ko akalain n ganto pla dinaranas ng mga kolehiyala.. pag nkkta mo sila prng hndi nla ko ktaulad n sobrang nprepressure ng college.. grrabe tlga.. minsan tlga gusto ko n mg give up.. as in.. ksi nmn.. kakaiba tlga.. walang walang s mga subjects and requirements noong high school.. mxdo nlang pngdidiinan n college n us.. we are young adults na.. ung mga ganung bgay b.. azzar tlga.. well.. pramis.. mgpopost n me regularly.. hehehe.. sige til hir.. .,feeling magical love @ 5:17:00 PM,.

.,major changes..,.

nyahaha.. i like my new blog now.. it's more gurly and it has stars in it... hehehe it's kinda relaxing to see how beautiful (for me) my blog turned out to be.. hehehe... after so many hours in the e-lib and enduring the coldness of the room.. my hard work paid off... hehe... hope yuo'll like it too..oh by the way... i love it n pala hehehe... mmwwaahhh.. .,feeling magical love @ 4:31:00 PM

really???...,. ,,Wednesday, April 27, 2005,,

"It is every girl's dream to be swept off of her feet by her prince charming!"

.,feeling magical love @ 3:28:00 PM,.

.,better plans...,. ,,Wednesday, April 20, 2005,, When I got the results from the UST and told me that I was failed in Nursing, I certainly lost hope. I really wanted to study in UST coz of its reputation and it is my dream school. I envied my classmates and friends who passed in there. I couldn’t help myself but cried while a teacher was talking. I don’t know. I really felt depressed at that time. I couldn’t stop my tears from showing and falling until my classmates started asking why. Hehe. And after that, I keep telling myself that, “God has better plans for me.”.. And there was FEU..so I went there to apply and the ambiance was so good that I became so excited. The entrance test was just fine coz it’s kinda easy and hard. Hehe and so for a time, I really doubted that I would pass the exam. But I did..i did pass the exam and I already have a student no. wahahaha. And have now a school for college. And I am now a bona fide member of the FEU family. And now truly, “God has better plans for me.”

"When God closes a door, He opens a window!"

.,feeling magical love @ 4:03:00 PM,.

.,why do we always FALL in love?..,. ,,Monday, April 18, 2005,, I wonder… one falls down steps, off ladders, into rivers and down mountain. If love is so wonderful, why don’t we soar in love,.. or climb in love,.. or fly in love,.. etc… etc…? .,feeling magical love @ 5:49:00 PM,.

.,wish upon a star..,. ,,Saturday, April 16, 2005,, Remember when I said I wont miss you; the truth is that I do; I never stopped thinking about you; we are meant together the two of us are bound; now it seems like forever; I cant get you off my mind; if I could wish upon a star; then I would hold you in my arms; and I know we could love once again; if I could turn the hands of time; then you would love me; and you’ll still be mine; baby, I would be right where you are; if I could wish upon a star; if everyone can see; that baby you and I are truly meant to be; my life turns out right; if only I could make you realize; if only time will give us just another chance; I’ll prove it all to you; if I could wish upon a star; if I could turn the hands of time; then I would be in your arms again…

"Love and imagination can change the world!" ~~Barbie .,feeling magical love @ 3:22:00 PM,.

.,so sad but true...,.

,,Thursday, April 14, 2005,, I've been searching for you I heard a cry within my soul I've never had a yearning quite like this before Now here you are walking right through my door. All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again A sacred gift of heaven For better, worse, wherever And I would never let somebody break you down Or take your crown never All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again I've searched through time I've always known That you were there upon your throne A lonely queen without her king I've longed for you my love forever All of my life Where have you been I wonder if I'll ever see you again And if that day comes I know we could win I wonder if I'll ever see you again I wonder if I'll ever see you again... I wonder if I'll ever see you again... I wonder if I'll ever see you again... I wonder if I'll ever see you again... I wonder if I'll ever see you again... .,feeling magical love @ 4:35:00 PM,. ,,Sunday, April 03, 2005,,

"Love is not a mere feeling but is based on will and volition that you can even sacrifice your life..."

.,feeling magical love @ 3:30:00 PM,.

.,slipover at nina's...,. ,,Saturday, April 02, 2005,, well.. its my first time to really bond with gail, dhia, rejh, mitzi, nina, and lovely..but sad to say we were not complete..(kelan nmn kya nkumpleto?).. its so cute.. its also our first get-together not in gail's house.. and since first year.. because after first year,.. ngkawatak watak n rin kmi.. ngkron n ng ibang circle of friends..hehehehe .. un.. punta kmi don.. isang oras ata ang byahe.. sket n ng puwet q s jip la p kmi don.. nung

nkrating n kmi s bayan ng hagonoy.. nglakad lakad s palengke.. maya maya . sumisingit n kmi s iskinita.. at VOILA! ayon n ang mgndang bahay ni nina.. at ang isang libo nyang mamahalin n mga aso.. hehehehe.. (exag ng konti!)..un.. nkilala nmin ang mom ni nina.. at kamukha niya.. si moca the dog, nkita q nakakulong.. hehehehhe.. at lumabas ulit kmi at pumasok s katapt n gate at bahay.. mas maliit to kumpara s haus nila.. sabi nga ni nina.. iun daw ay pinagburulan ng kanyang lola ata.. or nanay ng nktira don dati.. kya un.. nang gumabi na.. pumasok ulit kmi s haus nila at kinuha ang mga pagkain, luto ng kanyang mommy.. ang sarap nga e.. hihihihihihihi.. tpos.. nghanda n kmi para matulog pero xmpre.. hndi p kmi matutulog.. aun.. konting nuod ng dvd.. tv.. picture picture,.. at kwentuhan.. tanung-sagot.. masaya.. hehehehe.. xmpre naopen nmn ung kay aaron.. pero okei n rin aq.. hehehehehe.. saya nga e... sana maulit noh.. .,feeling magical love @ 9:31:00 PM

.,without you...,. ,,Tuesday, March 29, 2005,, it feels like a lifetime a thousand days have passed by since I held you close to me if i could see that smile from my friend i know that i could live again i need you here with me heaven knows what to say even though for right now you’re so far away i hope and i pray somewhere in your heart i’ll always stay girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you never noticed what it feels like to be without you feels like I took my last step and my last breath and my life ending had to say just what I was feeling, girl coz my sun doesn’t shine sun doesn’t shine without you this is more for me than for you girl, i finally see there’s no substitute for what we have do you know how much I love you? and what we shared i cant forget girl a love like yours ill never let just break just promise that you'll stay heaven knows what to say even though for right now you’re so far away gonna tell you and show you do whatever i can do to get back to you girl, lately my sun doesn’t shine without you never noticed what it feels like to be without you feels like i took my last step and my last breath and my life ending had to say just what i was feeling, girl coz my sun doesn’t shine, sun doesn’t shine have you ever seen a flower that never bloomed? seen a starless sky without the moon? well thats me without you so come back and turn my night into day girl, lately my sun doesnt shine without you never noticed what it feels like to be without you feels like i took my last step and my last breath and my life ending had to say just what i was feeling girl coz my sun doesnt shine sun doesnt shine....

without you...

.,feeling magical love @ 6:25:00 PM,.

.,slipover at marjo's...,.

we had so much fun last night..but unfortunately.. i was sad.. very sad.. and i really really really wanted to cry but.. no tearwas falling down my cheek.. nweiz.. marjo's mother let us drink some vodka.. hehehehe. and it was so delicious and strong.. after 3 shots.. i was kinda dizzy olredy.. but i liked.. first tym.. hihihihi... it was really late na when we slept.. we had so much fun together.. we layed some games.. but i thinkit was only one.. truth or dare.. hehehehe... modified of cors.. when the bottle points at you.. you would answer a question given to you.. hehehehe... and its kinda fun coz we learned more about each other. and of corz.. the question for me was how was i?.. of corz i told them n nalulingkot nga aq and i really want to cry.. but all i did was make sounds... hahahha.. and oh by the way to our school for some gathering.. i dont know.. i stopped by at rejh's coz sabay kami punta don.. den un nga... don aq naiyak ng konti lang.. and i know i expected too much kc i expect n ihuhug nya q.. but.. xmpre.. parang hindi tipo ni rejh ung ganong kdramahan,.. hehehehe... but i know deep inside n true friend ko xa and handa xang icomfort aq.. tska.. dont expect things... juz hope.. hehehehhe.. kya i hope n kei n si aaron.,.. .,feeling magical love @ 5:31:00 PM,.

.,wwaaahh..it's our graduation day..sniff..sniff..,. ,,Saturday, March 19, 2005,, Haay buhay.. it’s our graduation day na.. halu-halo ung mga nafifeel ko.. im excited coz at last I’ll be entering a new stage of my life and that’s college life.. hehe.. i’ll have a new surrounding, bigger, maybe more exciting and more fun.. nervous also coz there will be many people who will witness our celebration.. but most of all I feel so sad.. coz.. wwaaahhh..sniff..sniff.. ill be separated na with my loving, generous, funny, energetic, wacky frndzzz…I really don’t like it.. don’t know what to do.. nakakainiz naman oh.. why do we really need to be separated from each other?.. don’t know what to do.. they are the only ones who are guiding me through thick and thin… they are really there beside me if I need them… hndi nla tlga me pnpbyaan..e venthough they saw my worst side, they are still there.. .kya I hate myself sometimes coz I feel that im juz taking them for granted..san pa ko makakahanap ng ganun diba… tlgng kakaiba ang high school.. so many things will happen to us..prng eto ung stage na we’ll know many thingz.. siguro nga,.. where we change and start to discover ourselves… where we know who can be your true friend..w here we find the rarest treasure.. TRUE FRIENDZ.. haaay… i feel so lucky coz God helped me find my ture friendz… I only wish that eventhough we’re gonna be separated, taking different roads.. reaching for our dreams,. walang kalimutan.. pinapanalangin ko tlga yun.. .,feeling magical love @ 9:03:00 PM,.

.,tomorrow...graduation day....,. ,,Friday, March 18, 2005,, oh gosh…our graduation is already tomorrow…and I really don’t like to end my high school life…coz after this I will not see him always….bka mamatay lng me coz of my depression… it’s not that I love him already..but I don’t know..maybe…no…im not in love noh..duh…whats that kind of thing…I don’t fall in love..i always become obsessed…that’s what..hahaha…I don’t

know…if I love him, it will be hard for me to get over him..it’s hard for me to forget him…I don’t like that kind of thing either…duh…if I’m just obsessed with him, coz I see him always… before june arrives, I have forgotten him…and I’ll juz remember him as “one of my crushes”… wehehe..that’s what…oh my gosh..i really don’t like to end like this…panu n me…wat ggwn ko…ayko p tlga….pero siguro nga tlgng crush lang nya me noon…siya pa…eh hnd nmn ata naiinlove un…kya laging basted weh…pero siguro tlgng idedevelop nya muna feelings nya noh…siguro ang ugali nya…when he likes a girl, he befriends her, and he will be open with that girl, saying he likes her…then here comes the courting..but when will he fall in love?..ksi parang hndi p sya naiinlove weh..prng bsta gusto nya, liligawan n nya,… e ganun nmn tlga ata ung mga lalaki weh…konti lng tlga ung ngseseryoso..ung tlgng gusto nila ung girl tapos mamahalin n nla…haay bilang n bilang ko ung mga lalaki na tlgng mahal nila ung girlfriend nila…pero sa tingin ko lng nmn un..ung tlgng prng seryoso tlga sila sa gurl na un…hehehe…im so redundant na… til hir… .,feeling magical love @ 8:57:00 PM,.

.,what did i expect?..,. ,,Tuesday, March 15, 2005,, ang mga lalaki nga naman.. hndi mo sila maintindihan.. nakakainiz pa ung mga pinaggagawa nila.. akala mo makakapal ang mukha.. mga mukha-babae rin naman,. mahihiyain din.. isnabero.. haaay.. kya hirap pag babae u.. hndi mo lam ggwin mo.. pag ngng friendly u.. may mgiisip na kakaiba bout u.. kya hirap tlga pg kaugali ko.. lgi iniisip ung iniisip ng ibang tao.. kainiz noh.. e ayko kc ng may mssbi bout me.. i hate it.. duh.. prng pinakekealaman ko life nla diba?.. kya ms mgnda n rin ung wla u gngwa or konti lng.. kainiz.. edi nga kahapon, march 14, monday.. ngkchat us.. grabe,.. im so kilig to the bones.. to the point na i cant breathe.. oweiz naman weh.. hehe.. akala ko my mgbbgo na sa u-know-what-I-mean.. wla pla.. hhaaayy.. bkit nga pla me umasa?.. as if naman na gusto p rin nya me noh?.. edi nga hndi kmi ngbabatian.. kainiz.. asar.. tapoz ngaun.. praktis namin ng grad sa AVR.. e kming dlwa nkpwesto sa high school side.. edi pag entrance march, dadaan me s harap nya.. edi mkkta nya me.. e lalang.. as in nahihiya me pag mlpt lng xa.. ewan ko ba.. kya tlgng nllman ng mga crush ko weh.. kainiz.. im so obvious.. pramis.. asar noh..e hnd ko tlga nppglan feelings ko.. nag ooverflow tlga sa loob ko kya nailalabas ko nlng nga ganun na sobra pla tlga.. e wla me mggwa.. I try to control it nmn.. ewan k b tlga.. haaay.. edi praktis n nga ng bow.. e ung pwesto p ng bow weh.. tapat nya.. e xmpre mababa lng ung stage sa AVR.. tapos mejo mlayo sa first line.. e nsa first line p nman xa.. prng katapat nya tlga ung place na pagbobowan.. getz?..wel un n nga un.. sobrang asar.. edi me naman.. i get so conscious to the maximum level.. then when I bowed.. i looked at the audience and at the wrong place.. coz I looked at him.. i was looking at him.. and you know what.. HE WAS LOOKING AT ME.. his position p nga weh.. cross legs tapos nakapangalumbaba.. but his face.. so serious.. prng ang lalim ng iniisip.. SO HANDSOME.. so I really freaked out when I saw that he was looking at me.. pumasa kya me.. haay.. ang dami ko naisip nung mga time naun..una.. nahiya me.. bka hndi maayos hair ko.. tapos kung okei lng ung bow ko.. as in hbng ngbobow me I was looking at him.. edi tlgng ngtama paningin naming noh.. hahaha.. gosh.,IT WAS LIKE HEAVEN.. hehehe.. jowkz.. hndi namn.. pero tlgng nhiya me.. well what ba bago dun diba.. as if naman na hndi me lagi nhihiya.. then simula non.. ayko n tlgng tumingin sknya.. iniiwas ko n tlga paningin ko.. mjo natuturn-off n me.. ayko n tlga.. crush ko lng nmn xa weh.. hndi ko nmn xa mahal weh.. tska alam nyo nmn ugali ko.. mdli me mbliw s mga crush ko kya.. cgro infatuation lng to, ryt?.. panu nmn me maiinlove?.. e hndi ko nga alm kung panu mainlove weh.. weheheh..m aobsess alam ko..a ko pa.. lgi me obsess sa lahat ng mga gusto ko.. lalu na pag lagi ko nkkta.. pag tlgng gusto ko.. haaay buhayy.. ewan ko b tlga s pagkatao ko.. confusing din.. annoying pa.. npkawirdooo.. kya nga lalu ko hnd naiintindihan ang iba png kumplikadong bgy dahil ako mismo kumplikado.. hahaha.. pero ayko p tlga grumadu8.. hndi ko n xa mkkta.. nakakainiz tlga.. pero kaya ko to.. kakayanin ko to.. makakaya ko to.. kailangan isantabi ko muna xa..pag tlgang kami wel… mggng kami… pero siguro la na tlga pag-asa… asa pa ko noh?.. duh... kailangan din makapagmove on n me.. xmpre xa.. dati pa nkpgmove on.. duh..kainiz tlga..asar..bwisit… tapos…nung ngchat kmi…nlgyan tlga nya ng “nxt tym nlng”…haay…magpaasa daw b..asar sobra..edi nga ngonlyn ako ngaun..at umaasa na sna nakaonlyn xa..as if naman na tlgng knbksn ang “nxt tym nlng” nya diba..?…ako tlga…bwisit..laging umaasa…nabubuhay sa asa…

edi nga hndi xa nkaonlyn..at wala akong kchat ngaun…haay…kainiz..wlng kbuhay-buhay ang buhay ko d2..sobra.. sa uwian naman, nagugutom si rejh..gusto dw nya ng burger..edi kay ka-fred nya blak bumili..e kaso..luminaw ang mata ko..at nkta ko sya sa area na un..aaaahhhhh…ayko nga pumunta ron..bka isipin p nya, pacute ako..duh…pro hndi ko n kailangan mgpacute..cute n me..pero kung sbgy ako lng nmn ang nagiisip ng kung anung pwedeng isipin nya weh..ang isip ko tlga..lging ngiisip ng kung anu-ano..kya hndi me tumataba weh..nauubos ko ang mga vitamins and minerals na utak ko lng ang nkkgmit..haayy..sobrang hiya ko tlga ky rejh dahil hinayaan ko xang magutom dahil s srli kong kahiyaan..kainiz noh..nguilty daw tlga me…kya nga tomorrow mgsusumbong si rejh kay lovely and ida…hahaha..kakatuwa…pero tlgng nguilty me.. tapos nung pauwi na us may napulot sila monchit na letter sa basurahan ni kafred…nklgy sa envelope weh “’Aaron”..at tiningnan naman daw nila ung sulat…tapos tinapon n nla ulet..kmi naman ni rejh ngtititnginan..wehehe..xmpre ung subject kakaiba…tapos gusto naming kuhanin na hindi obvious..ngpplano kami ng kung anu-ano pra lng mkha ung letter…tapos si rejh din ung kumuha..bigla lng nya kinuha..wehehe..tapos binasa nga naming galing sa isang first-year student na may crush sa crush ko rin…kya un…binasa namin..kaso..mjo sumama loob ko kc tinapon lng nya ung letter nung first year…kainiz noh…tinapon tapon lng nya…haay…bwisit xa… kya me hndi me mgbbgay ng letter sknya…bka itapon lng nya noh…wag na..duh…pghihirapan ko un tapos babalewalain nya…asar…ang sakit non..hahaha…waaah….pero sbi naman ni gail..sa lht daw ng boyz s section nla..xa daw pinakambait..aaawwww…how sweet…lalang… pero ayko n tlga sknya..period…hahaha.. eiun….Jowkz lng…. .,feeling magical love @ 7:26:00 PM,.

.,hahaha.... ang saya.,.. mgkachat kami...,. ,,Monday, March 14, 2005,, violet na alternating ung kulay ung gamit ko.... fave nya kc un weh.... fave ko din.... saya noh.... xa unang ngmsg sakin wahaha... and xa lang ung pede kong mkchat.... kami lng nakaonlyn...wahaha... aaron_kel: ei aaron_kel: mzta? yvet_nyntin23: okeish lng... yvet_nyntin23: kaw? aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: gnda nman color aaron_kel: hehe yvet_nyntin23: xmpre...lalang.... yvet_nyntin23: kanina k p jan..? aaron_kel: mjo aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: lpt n grad aaron_kel: 4 dys n lng yvet_nyntin23: bkt lagi may hehe?..... yvet_nyntin23: oo nga weh... yvet_nyntin23: la pa rin me skul.. yvet_nyntin23: kaw? aaron_kel: huh? aaron_kel: wat la p rn u skul? yvet_nyntin23: e iun... yvet_nyntin23: la p me skul...up uste...failed.... yvet_nyntin23: nursing kc kunin ko weh... aaron_kel: kya

aaron_kel: hrap nun eh aaron_kel: mktpos mn u aaron_kel: sa borad aaron_kel: naku hrap yvet_nyntin23: oo nga weh... yvet_nyntin23: kya iniisip ko magcom sci nlng sa uste... aaron_kel: hehe yvet_nyntin23: kung pwede... aaron_kel: me hrm n lng knha q yvet_nyntin23: san? aaron_kel: bka mpnta p me brko aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: sa state aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: bulacan state university yvet_nyntin23: yabang... aaron_kel: hehe yvet_nyntin23: aaahhh..... aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: o kya catering aaron_kel: pd rn nog aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: hlg dn kc me luto eh yvet_nyntin23: oh... yvet_nyntin23: anu na ung mga kya mong lutuin...? aaron_kel: dmi na yvet_nyntin23: ngbblk din me mg hrm kso... yvet_nyntin23: ayko mgluto.. yvet_nyntin23: hirap... aaron_kel: hotdog, longganisa, itlog aaron_kel: lhat ng prito yvet_nyntin23: magmememorize ng mga recipes.. aaron_kel: jowk aaron_kel: yvet_nyntin23: kung sbgy.... aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: jok ;lng aaron_kel: bsta dmi na yvet_nyntin23: dun ka na tlga? aaron_kel: yup aaron_kel: dun lng me kmha test aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: yko manila aaron_kel: lau aaron_kel: hrap aaron_kel: mhal yvet_nyntin23: bkt... yvet_nyntin23: ayaw mo nun lumaki din kht papanu ung environment mo..? aaron_kel: yko tlga aaron_kel: gsto q p dn d2 malolo2 aaron_kel: gsto q p dn d2 malo2s aaron_kel: hehe aaron_kel: pra mura aaron_kel: mdli aaron_kel: lpt lng yvet_nyntin23: eiun... yvet_nyntin23: lalang... aaron_kel: ei aaron_kel: ge aaron_kel: gtg na aaron_kel: nxt tme n lng yvet_nyntin23: okei yvet_nyntin23: bye.. aaron_kel: kain p me eh aaron_kel: byerz aaron_kel: hehe

aaron_kel: bye yvet_nyntin23: pkbusog ka... sign out na xa.... bwisit... nagsisimula plng me tinapos n nya..... ..kainiz....... nka 20 mins lang kmi... pero okei lng..... naenjoi ko......... kilig n kilig me.... sobra.... grabe....haay....sarap mbuhay.... at least marami me natuklasan about him....hahaha.... .,feeling magical love @ 8:19:00 PM,.

.,i dont know what to do.....help!!!!,. ,,Friday, March 11, 2005,, gosh.. i dont know what to do.. now that he knows.. edi sobrang hiya na ko.. den i remembered what rejh told me.. so i asked her again.. e ayaw nga nyang sbhn.. sbi, kay nina ko raw itanong.. sbi rin nya walang kwenta rin daw un.. so in recess, i asked nina.. tapos xmpre si nina pa.. kya sobrang pasuspense xa.. tska sbi din nya.. malulungkot lng daw me.. edi un n ngaun.. hanggang sa abutin me ng hapon ng hindi ko p rin nllman.. edi sa huli si rejh n rin ang ngsbi skn na.. :(( .. nung sweet song na daw ung pinapatugtog.. sinabihan ni Miss Amor ung mga boyz na last chance na nla un kya isayaw na ang mga gurls n siguro ung gusto nla.. tapos nkta daw ni nina na nktayo sa table namin si aaron,. umm.. prng ang ibig sbhn non.. may posibilidad na isayaw nya daw me.. wwwaaahhhh.. duh..k ainiz noh.. he will invite me to dance with him.. aaaawwww.. at bakit.. dahil lam nya may crush me sknya?!. dahil lam nya i have feelings for him?!. dahil ba dun.. nakakainiz naman oh.. eh kung hindi xa inaya sa circle namain hndi nya me iinvyt na sumayaw at iba na kung sinu sino lng na kaclose nya.. ganun ba ha.. sabihin nyo nga sakin.. ganun b ung iniisip nya.. ganun.. bakit.. bakit ganun ang mga lalaki?. pero kung sbgay hndi naman lahat diba.. ok sabihin ko nlng.. bakit ganun xa?. bkit hindi xa ngpursige nung 3rd year kami.. bkt tinigilan nya ko.. pero kung sbgy ulet pra crush lng nmn diba.. pero bkt ganun.. bkt kailangan ko png mgkron ng feelings for him ngaun png huli n ang lahat.. ngaun png konti nlng ang oras n mkkta ko xa.. ngaun png meron n xang iba.. ngaun png wala n me halaga sa knya.. ngaun png.. ngaun png.. haay buhay.. nakkainiz tlga xa... ipagdasal nyo naman n sana mgkita ulet kmi..ipagdasal nyo naman na sana magkrus pa ang landas namin.. ipagdasal nyo naman na sana hndi pa rin nwwla ung feelings nya for me.. haaaaaa salamat sa lahat waaahhh.... .,feeling magical love @ 10:30:00 PM,.

.,Seniors' Ball....,. ,,Wednesday, March 09, 2005,, we had our Seniors' Ball.. it's like our last gathering together in the school.. it started at 5pm but we were already in the school for a whole day.. i wore a white top with a very low neckline.. juz above my you know.. but it's not that plunging.. i still look decent.. and a tangerine floral skirt.. and it's my first time to wear a skirt in high school.. i juz half-clamped my hair.. coz my fwends told me that it really suits me..it went fine.. my friends and I danced the night away.. but not all seniors came at the dance floor to have their time.. maybe it's the songs that was bothering them.. it also bothered me and my friends.. coz it was always those

songs.. HIM.. he wore a pink polo which suited his complexion.. he really looked good and fine and so handsome and so fresh.. all through the night he was texting and texting and some more texting.. it really annoyed me.. he did not let go of his cellphone..i juz ignored him for a while.. i tried not to look at him.. but who am i kidding?.. it's our last days na.. why would i not look at him?.. he will soon juz be a memory to me right?.. then one time.. his friends and he was close to our circle and my friends noticed it and told me.. so i juz danced getting closer to him.. and of corz his back was facing me.. and of corz he was holding his cellphone and.. duh!.. texting.. and i started getting nervous..of corz he's near so i started to know not a thing..and then suddenly, geena told our friends to invyt him in our circle and dance and they were planning to get us together something like that.. and what will i do?.. i simply disagreed.. what will be the effect of that.. of corz he'll know that i have a crush on him.. AND I DONT LIKE THAT.. but of corz juz for the fun.. one of my fwendz invyted him in our circle.. and then.. i dont know what to do na.. i juz moved with the music and clapping my handz.. then suddenly, someone's pushing me INTO the center WITH HIM.. i dont know what to do.. they kept pushing me until everyone's enjoying it na.. and i was still shrieking.. and he was juz smiling.. aaaaahhhhhh.. i was so cold.. my mind was so blank.. and i stared shrieking that i dont want and NO.. and of corz.. HE KNEW NA..duh..kainiz noh.. so annoying.. and still he was holding his cellphone.. so much.. and now all the people in that circle knew that i have a crush on him.. not juz my friends whom i personally said to them.. my friends' friends and classmates.. but it's fine with me.. we're kinda close naman.. BUT HIM.. and his friends.. wwwaaaahhh.. and so after that happening.. i was weak.. so i went to our table myself.. and i told another fwend of mine about it.. gosh.. and so after that hndi na kami ngkta nun.. ung bang hndi n us tlga ngkabanggaan.. u know what i mean.. and so i spent my time afterwards with my frends.. comforting my close fwend coz she's hurting.. and we ended our ball with the song WITHOUT YOU..!!!!!!! duuhh..nananadya b tlga cla..bwisit..kainiz.. .,feeling magical love @ 11:21:00 PM

.,LAST YEAR... :'c,. ,,Saturday, February 19, 2005,, Last year, i didn't know you you were just a boy i know by face then suddenly you talked to me and all i can do is just smile. you greeted me at the hallway i blushed we smiled at each other that's all we do and from there i know there is something. i walked away from you i don't know what to do i am not ready for this feeling so i ignored you. and now, i still see you but you don't greet me anymore and suddenly, i want your attention back.

I WANT LAST YEAR!!! wwaaaahhhh...... :'c .,feeling magical love @ 10:14:00 PM