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;kfJz;, gdkoEtkd ns/ ;kvk gotko

vkilh nwjh D;ksa \ bl ckr esa t+jk Hkh lansg ugha fd tc dksbZ O;fDr gekjs lkFk vPNk O;ogkj ;k gekjk eku&lEeku djrk gS] rc gesa cgqr izlUurk gksrh gSA ge vkerkSj ij ml O;fDr dh iz'kalk ?kj vkdj Hkh djrs gSa fd veqd O;fDr us esjs lkFk fdruk vPNk O;ogkj fd;k] ijarq vkt ,slk yxrk gS fd euq"; bl izse&ln~Hkko ls ifjiw.kZ thou ds izfr mnklhu gks x;k gSA bldk dkj.k 'kk;n euq"; dh lkalkfjd inkFkks± dks izkIr djus dh gksM+ gS ;k fQj le; dh deh ds dkj.k euq"; dh gh foo'krkA izR;sd euq"; bl deh dks eglwl dj jgk gS] og pkg dj Hkh izse&ln~Hkko dks vius thou dk vax ugha cuk ik jgk gS vkSj euq";ksa ds vkilh rkyesy ds fy, rjl jgk gSA D;k dkj.k gS fd euq";ksa esa vkilh rkyesy de gh ugha vfirq lekIr gh gks pqdk gS \ ;g dsoy fdlh ,d ifjokj] tkfr] /eZ ;k ns'k dh leL;k ugha cfYd leLr ekuo tkfr dh leL;k gSA dqN leL;k,¡ nckus ls nc tkrh gSa ;k Hkwy tkrh gSa ijUrq bl leL;k dks u rks nck;k tk ldrk gS vkSj u gh Hkwyk;kA ge lHkh bl leL;k ls ihfM+r gSa vkSj blls eq¡g eksM+uk vkx esa ?kh Mkyus ds leku gSA ,d nwljs ij nks"k yxkdj vkSj Lo;a esa eLr jgdj Hkh bl leL;k ls NqVdkjk ugha ik;k tk ldrkA vr% bl leL;k dk lek/ku bldh tM+ rd tkdj] mls Hkyh Hkkafr le>dj gh izkIr fd;k tk ldrk gSA

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vkilh nwjh D;ksa\

ge lc dk vkil esa rkyesy o O;ogkj loZizFke rks bl ckr ij fuHkZj djrk gS fd ge ftl Hkh euq"; ds lkFk lEcU/ tksM+uk ;k rksM+uk pkgrs gSa mlds izfr gekjs eu esa D;k jk; cu pqdh gSA mlds izfr yksxksa ;k Lo;a dh tks Hkh jk; gksrh gS] mlds vk/kj ij vius fnyksfnekx esa veqd euq"; dh ,d Nfo (image) cuk ysrs gSa] ijUrq ,slk vko';d ugha fd gekjs }kjk veqd O;fDr ds ckjs esa cukbZ xbZ jk; lp gh gksA fdlh dh Nfo cukrs le; ge dsoy mUgha fopkjks ij è;ku nsrs gSa] ftUgsa ge Lo;a ds fy, mfpr o lqjf{kr le>rs gSaA bldk vFkZ ;gh fudyrk gS fd ge lp ds ugha vfirq ftl ckr dks eglwl djrs gS] dsoy mlh dks ekuus yxrs gSaA euq";ksa esa vkilh rkyesy u gksus dk lcls cM+k dkj.k gh ;g gS fd ge nwljksa ds izfr viuh lksp ds vuqlkj /kj.kk cuk ysrs gSaA euq"; dh euq"; ds lkFk nwjh gksus dk ;gh igyk fpUg gSA gekjs }kjk nwljksa ds izfr iwoZfuf'pr fu.kZ; ys ysuk gh euq"; dh euq"; ds lkFk nwjh c<+us dk ewy dkj.k gSA vc ;g fopkj gekjs fnyks&fnekx esa ckj&ckj mBrk gS fd D;k ;g lEHko gS fd ge fdlh ds izfr ;k Lo;a ds izfr dksbZ jk; cuk, gh u \ ;g fdl rjg lEHko gks ldrk gSA okLro esa euq"; dh n`f"V mldh lksp dks ,d lhek esa cka/ nsrh gS vkSj ml lhek esa jgrs gq,] euq"; lp dh xgjkbZ rd igq¡p gh ugha ikrkA vr% dsoy ns[k ;k lqudj gekjk fnekx tks lksprk gS] ge mlh dks viuh /kj.kk cuk ysrs gSa] tks fd okLro esa vlfy;r u gksdj gekjh dYiuk (illusion) gh gksrh gSA dy rd ge ;g ekurs Fks fd tc rd viuh vk¡[kksa ls ugha ns[kk] dkuksa ls ugha lquk rc rd fo'okl ugha djuk pkfg, ijUrq vkt ge bl ckr ls lger gSa fd tc rd ge lp rd ugha igqap tkrs vk¡[kksa ns[kh] dkuksa lquh Hkh >wB gks ldrh gSA

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vkilh nwjh D;ksa\

izk;% ns[kk tkrk gS fd tc pksj dks pksjh dh] va/s dks vk¡[kksa dh vkSj Hkw[ks dks jksVh dh fpark gksrh gS rc mudh lksp Hkh ogha rd lhfer gksdj jg tkrh gSA fcydqy blh izdkj gesa Hkh bl ckr dks le>uk gS fd ge viuh lhfer lksp ds vk/kj ij fdlh ds izfr tks Nfo cuk ysrs gSa] mlds vuqlkj gh fu.kZ; ys ysrs gSa] ftlds vusd nq"ifj.kke gesa ns[kus dks feyrs gSaA (This means our thinking starts creating images regarding others.) nwljksa ds izfr gekjs eu esa tks Nfo curh gS] mldk dkj.k gekjh gh vPNh ;k cqjh lksp gSA vc gekjs lkeus ;g iz'u mBrk gS fd gekjh ;g lksp tks fdlh ds izfr jk; ;k fu.kZ; ysrh gS] og mitrh dSls gS\ pkgs geus lkalkfjd ;k /kfeZd fo|k izkIr dh gks ;k ugha] ijUrq geas FkksM+k cgqr Kku rks gksrk gh gS vkSj mlh ds }kjk gekjh ;kn~nk'r curh gSA ns[kk tk, rks ge lekt esa ftl izdkj jgrs gSa] mlds vuqHko ls gh gekjs Hkhrj bl Kku dk fuekZ.k lgt gh gks tkrk gSA ;k ;wa Hkh dg ldrs gSa fd cpiu ls gh gekjs Hkhrj Mkys x, laLdkj] gekjs vkl&ikl dk ekgkSy ;k fdlh ?kVuk dh xgjh Nki] tks gekjs fnyks&fnekx esa iM+ tkrh gS] gekjs Kku dk #i ys ysrh gS vkSj mlh ds eqrkfcd ge lksprs gSa ijUrq gesa izR;sd fo"k; dk lEiw.kZ Kku vius vki gks tk,] ,slk u rks gqvk gS vkSj u gh gks ldrk gSA dksbZ euq"; pkgs fdruk Hkh Kku izkIr dj ys] ijUrq ;g nkok ugha dj ldrk fd og lHkh fo"k;ksa dk Kkrk gS D;ksafd Kku dh n`f"V ls euq"; lnSo gh vifjiDo jgrk gSA ;g ckr vkSj gS fd le>nkj euq"; vius thou ds vafre iM+ko rd dqN&u&dqN lh[krs jgrs gSa vkSj vius Kku (varZKku) esa o`f¼ djrs jgrs gSaA

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vkilh nwjh D;ksa\

blfy, rks xq#ck.kh esa dFku gS fd % xqj dh efr rw ysfg bvkusAA Hkxfr fcuk cgq Mwcs flvkusAA ( xq # xz a F k lkfgc] iUuk 288) vc rd bl ys[k ds }kjk ge ;g le> pqds gSa fd nwljksa ds izfr jk; o fu.kZ;] ge viuh lksp ds }kjk gh cukrs gSa vkSj ;g lksp cpiu ls gekjs Hkhrj Mkys x, laLdkj] gekjs vkl&ikl dk ekgkSy ;k fQj fdlh ?kVuk dh xgjh Nki }kjk curh gSA blh ds }kjk gekjs Kku (cqf¼) dk fuekZ.k gksrk gS] ijUrq ;g Kku v/wjk gksrk gSA euq"; dks lEiw.kZ Kku u gksus ds dkj.k og v/wjs Kku ds vk/kj ij gh nwljksa ds izfr /kj.kk cuk ysrk gSA lhfer Kku ds dkj.k gekjh lksp Hkh lhfer jgrh gS urhtru ge ges'kk vlarq"V vkSj vr`Ir thou O;rhr djrs gSaA vlarq"V thou ds dkj.k gekjh eukso`fr lgeh] Hk; ls f?kjh gqbZ o vlqjf{kr jgrh gS vkSj gekjh lksp vPNkbZ&cqjkbZ] lq[k&nq[k] fuank&Lrqfr vkfn fopkjksa esa Q¡lh jgrh gSA thou esa vlarq"V gksus ds dkj.k gh euq"; viuk Hkfo";&Qy tkuus ds fy, mRlqd gks tkrk gS vkSj T;ksfr"kh vkfn dh 'kj.k ysrk gSA fdlh nk'kZfud dk dFku iw.kZr% lgh gS fd tks euq"; vius thou esa vlarq"V gksrs gSa ;k ftUgsa lnSo lkalkfjd lq[k&lqfo/kvksa dh Hkw[k yxh jgrh gS] og euq"; gh gLr&js[kkvksa] tUedq.Myh] xzg&u{k=k] /kxs&rkoht] ra=k&ea=k] rFkkdfFkr lk/q&lar vkfn ij fo'okl djrs gSa vkSj mu ij vkfJr gksrs gSa] ijUrq tks yksx /S;Zoku o vius thou esa larq"V gksrs gSa] og fdlh izdkj dh Hkfo";ok.kh ;k Hkfo";&Qy dh bPNk ugha djrs gSaA og u rks viuk gkFk fdlh dks fn[kkrs gSa vkSj u gh tUedq.Myh] tUei=kh vkfn va/&fo'oklksa dk lgkjk ysrs gSaA

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vkilh nwjh D;ksa\

,sls euq"; v/wjk thou O;rhr djrs gSa vFkkZr~ vlarq"V gksus ds dkj.k lnSo vr`Ir jgrs gSa] og euq"; gh lq[k ds le; vf/d fopfyr vkSj nq[k ds le; vf/d O;kdqy gksrs gSaA ,sls thou vkSj lksp ds dkj.k gh og nwljksa ds ckjs esa xyr jk; cukdj mUgsa nks"k nsus yxrs gSaA nks"k nsus dk vFkZ gS fd izR;sd ckr esa nwljksa dh xyrh fudkyukA tc euq"; ckr&ckr esa nwljksa dh xyrh fudkyrk gS] rc og Lo;a dks ij[kuk ;k voyksdu djuk Hkwy gh tkrk gS vkSj lnk ds fy, xyrQgeh dk f'kdkj cu tkrk gSA xyrQgeh dh ifjfLFkfr esa dksbZ Hkh euq"; Bhd izdkj ls lksp gh ugha ldrkA ftlds ifj.kkeLo:i mlds }kjk nwljksa ds izfr fy, x, fu.kZ; xyr gks tkrs gSaA vr% bl fopkj dk ;gh fu"d"kZ fudyrk gS fd ge nwljksa dks nks"k nsrs jgrs gSa ijUrq Lo;a dh tk¡p&ij[k ugha djrs vFkkZr~ ge vius voxq.kksa dh vksj è;ku ugha nsrsA xq#ok.kh rks gesa ;g lans'k nsrh gS fd %& nnS nkslq u nsÅ fdlS nkslq djEek vkif.kvkAA tks eS dhvk lks eS ikbvk nkslq u nhtS voj tukAA ( xq # xz a F k lkfgc] iUuk 433) ge Lo;a dks Hkwy x, gSa] vFkkZr~ ge bZ'oj }kjk fn, x, xq.kksa dks /kj.k ugha dj jgs gSa ftlds dkj.k ge lhfer Kku ds vk/kj ij gh thou O;rhr djrs tk jgs gSa vkSj gekjh lksp Hkh lhfer gh cu xbZ gSA vr% ge yksxksa ds ckjs esa lhfer gh lkspus yxrs gS vkSj mUgsa nks"kh Bgjkrs gSaA gesa le>k;k x;k gS fd %& eu rwa tksfr l:iq gS vki.kk ewyq iNk.kqAA ( xq # xz a F k lkfgc] iUuk 441)

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vkilh nwjh D;ksa\

mijksDr fopkj ls gesa ;g le>uk pkfg, fd euq"; dk euq"; ds lkFk vkilh esytksy (rkyesy) rHkh lEHko gks ldrk gS tc ,d euq"; fdlh nwljs ds izfr dksbZ Hkh iwoZfuf'pr jk; o fu.kZ; u cuk,A rRi'pkr~ le> vk tkrh gS fd %& cqjk Hkyk dgq fdl uks dgh,s lxys thv rqe~kjsAA ( xq # xz a F k lkfgc] iUuk 383) vkSj ,d uwj rs lHkq txq miftvk dmu Hkys dks eansAA ( xq # xz a F k lkfgc] iUuk 1149) izR;sd euq"; dks pkfg, fd og Lo;a dk voyksdu (introspection) djs vFkkZr~ Kku }kjk vius voxq.kksa dks igpku dj mUgsa nwj djs vkSj viuh vkfRed voLFkk dks Å¡pk djsA tc ge bl izdkj lp dks vius thou esa O;ogkfjd #i esa viuk,axs] rc gesa lHkh euq";ksa esa bZ'oj dh >yd utj vk,xh (?kfV ?kfV eS gfj tw clS)A vr% dsoy ;gh ,d jkLrk gS ftlds }kjk euq";ksa dk euq"; ds lkFk lEcU/ tqM+ ldrk gS vkSj vkilh nwjh [kRe gks ldrh gSA gekjs ikfjokfjd lEcU/ksa] dk;Z&O;ogkj] lekt vkSj thou ds izR;sd {ks=k dks u;k ltho :i nsus ds fy, bl ys[k dh fopkj dks vius thou es