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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

rdef;rvStrkef; 0if;OD;

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1

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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2

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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3

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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4

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

cH&wJUtxd twdtusygbJ? uRefawmf[mrSefacgif;xJ ra&mufcif tNrJvefUEdk;wm&,f rSefacgif; xJrSm aoqkH;ESifhNyD;&SdaewJU rdef;rysKd&JU rsufESmudk rufwdkif; rSwfrdatmif BudK;pm;ayr,fUvdkU vkH;0rrSwfrd&,f[m odyfudkxl;qef;vSygw,f? NyD;awmU xl;qef;wmwck&Sdao;w,f? uRefawmf vufOD;u ajymcJUovdk &eUH&vmwmeJU uRefawmf[m tdyfruf ruf&rSmudk aMumufNyD;]]igtdyfrufrruf&bl;...rruf&bl;}} qdkNyD; trsKd;rsKd; pdwfwif;Munfhw,f? r&ygbl;Asm? rufjzpfatmif rufNyD; pdwfarmç vlarmç usef&pf cJUwmcsnf;ygbJ..../ udk0if;OD; pdwfxJuawmU ar;csifayvdrfhr,f..../ tdyfrufxl; tdyfrufqef;qdkwm vlowÅ0gteEÅ BuKHMuawGUaeMu udpörsm;ajrmif wuúodkvf abmifrSm a,mifawmifawmif aMumifwufwuf (cspf) ausmufrSefwJU MuufxD;uav;waumif jzpfcJUbl;ygw,fcifAsm? cspfavmu cspfurÇm cspfwuúoDvmBuD;rSm uRefawmfUcspf0JoHo&m[m jyefvnfqef;ppf wGufppfMunfhvdkufwdkif;? uRefawmfrufcJUwJU tdyfruf(0g) uRefawmfrufaeqJ tdyfrufeJU pyfqdkif ,SufEG,faewmudk &ifemzG,f&mawGU&avawmU uRefawmfUb0 tqef; wMu,fudk y&dowf AdkvfyHktv,frSm idkzG,f &,fzG,f toG,foG,faom Zmwfqef;Mu,fBuD; tjzpf wifjyvdkwJU tmoDoqE´[m xdef;rEdkifodrf;r& jzpfvdkUvmygw,f....? 'gaMumifh uRefawmf udk0if;OD;qD tm;vyfcsdefuav;awG &ocdkufrSm cdk;aMumifcdk;0Suf a&;a&;xm;NyD; uRefawmfUudk apmifhMuyfMunfh&IaewJU olawG&JU tvpfrSm wHqdyfacgif;uyfNyD; ydkUvdkuf&jcif; jzpfygw,f.../ uH&[wf wywfvnfNyD; þvlUabmifrSm aeNrJwdkif; ae&tkH;r,f qdk,ifawmU uRefawmf udk0if;OD;eJU vludk,fwkdif awGUbl;NyD;? onfhxuf tao;pdwf wduswJUtaMumif;t&mawG xyfrH ajymjyEkdifygvdrfhtkH;r,fvdkU arsmfvifhrdygw,f? ckaecgrSmawmU rjzpfEkdifao;bl;ayghav? wdrfcdk; a&mifqef; wdrftmumjyifu wdrfMum;bk&ifuav;udk t&Sifzrf;r&wJU wdrfrD;cdk; ewfom;av; wyg;vdkUom uRefawmfUudk oabm xm;vdkufygawmU..../ uRefawmfUtjzpfysuf pmrlBuD;udk zwfNyD; udk0if;OD; 0wÅK&SnfBuD; a&;csifwUJpdwf rqdkif;rwG ay:aygufygapvdkU uRefawmfqkawmif; ygw,f/ uRefawmfUtaMumif;udk odMu&vdkU pm;zwfy&dowf tm;vkH; uRefawmfUudka&m um,uH&Sif tm;vkH;udkyg cGifhvTwfpdwf xm;EdkifMuygap vkdUvJ uRefawmf xyfcgwvJvJ qkawmif; vdkufygw,f..../

5

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

onfoHo&m.....onfrSm jywfygapawmU..../ b0qufqufqdkwJUpum;[m em;cg;vSygw,f? onftmvseJU onfrD;wPSmwdkU onfb0 rSmbJ csKyfNidrf;oGm;ygap... qdkwmuawmU uRefawmfUtwGuf uRefawmf qkawmif; cJUjcif; jzpfygw,f...../ udk0if;OD;\qE´ BuD;yGm;wdk;wufygap..../ xGef;Edkif wwd,ESpf? 'óeduaA' &efukefwuúodkvf/

6

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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7

wqifh

azmufonf

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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8

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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9

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udkBuD;atmifum; uruxjyKol jzpfonfhtwdkif; aexdkifpm;aomufrI t00udk pDpOf &aomaMumifh zwfoDzwfoD &SdíaeonfhtxJu uRefawmfUudk pdwfrcsEkdifbJ tNrJwap apmifhMunfhrI vpf[if;jcif;rjzpfatmif *&kpdkufvSavonf/ *&kpdkuf&ef taMumif;uvnf; &Sdyg\/ trsm;wumtwGuf &cdkifjynfc&D;onf taysmfc&D;jzpfayaomfvnf; uRefawmfUtwGufrl vGrf;c&D;jzpfí aeaomaMumifh jzpfygonf/ vGrf;c&D;b,fupí jrpfzsm;cHonfudk twdtus odolum; udkBuD;atmifjzpf\/ pdwfajyvufaysmuf c&D;xGufjzpfap&ef udkBuD;atmif zefwD;& jcif;rSm uRefawmfUtwGuf oufouf vrf;xGifay;jcif;[kyif qdk&ygrnf/ udkBuD;atmifonf þrQyif oHa,mZOfBuD;rm;vSyg\/ pifppfaomfum;- udkBuD;atmifomru wzJGUom;vkH;u uRefawmfUtay:wGif wenf;ESifhr[kwfwenf;jzifh wG,fwmrI&SdMuolrsm; jzpfayonf/ &efukef wuúodkvfodkU uRefawmfa&mufonfh aeUrSpí xdkolrsm;ESifh wa,mufNyD;wa,muf awGUqkH oduGsrf;cJU&mwGif uRefawmfU b0oHo&mwGif wu@pD yg0ifcJUMuolrsm;[k qdkvdkuqdkEdkifyg\/ odkUaomfvnf; qifqdkonfrSm eH&HBuD;ygwum;[laom tqifhrQavmufxdom xGef;Ekdif\ taMumif;udk odMuolrsm;jzpfum udkBuD;atmifuJUodkU EIdufEIdufcsGwfcsGwf odjrifMuolrsm; r[kwfacs? xdkodkUr[kwfonfESifh cifrifMuifemrIwdkUrwl uJGjym;jcm;em; avovm;[k ar;&ef &Sd\? uRefawmfUwGif cspfarT;&Sdonf[k taygif;toif;rsm;u ,lxm;csufonf b,faomtcgrS ajymif;vJwdrf;,Gif; oGm;vdrfhrnfrxifay/ (Little Boy Lost) vrf;rSm&yfvdkU rwfwwf idkaom rdcifaysmuf uav;i,fuJUodkUaom toGifo@ef&Sdonf[kqdkum uRefawmfESifh enfenf;uav; oduGSsrf;ola&m? trsm;BuD; cifrifol wdkUyg qwlrQwlcspfMuifemrIudk uRefawmf cH,l&pNrJjzpfygonf/ uRefawmfUzufurl cspfcifolwdkU tm;rvdktm;r&jzpfp&m jypfcsufBuD; wck&SdíaecJU\/ xdkjypfcsufaMumifhyif uRefawmfUudktrsm;u tif;acG;aygufuav;ESifhwlonf[k &,fyJG-zJGUMujcif;jzpf\/ tif;acG; aygufpuav;rsm;onf tjcm;acG;i,fuav;rsm;ESifhrwl? aumuf,layGUzuf ,k,onfudk oabmrus? &efp? &efaxmif a[mifwwf onfqdk\/ acgif;ykwfxdwfykwf em;&GufqGJ uefaMumufygrS cspfcifrIjyjcif;[k ,lqoabmusonf[kqdk\/ useftcsdefrsm;ü woD;wjcm; vGwfvGwfvyfvyf aeusifh&Sdojzifh uRefawmfonf vlpifppfu tif;acG;aygufpuav; jzpf&jyefavonf? ,if;rSm uRefawmfUtrIudk olwdkUcspfMuaomfvnf; uRefawmfUtaeudk olwdkUtjypfwifcsifMuaom oabmyif jzpfavonf/ olwdkUu tjypfwif &kHomwifyg\/ wa,mufaom olurlum; uRefawmfUudk tjypf,lum 'PfvSvSay;íxm;\/ 'Pfjyif;rmefwif;vSaom ol htmPmpufaMumifh puúLpMum uRefawmfAvmcsmrSm ywfcsmvnf arGU&rf;NyD; ,ckuJUodkUa&ajrjcm;odkU vGifhívm&jcif;jzpfavonf...../ þonfudk udkBuD;atmifu odí ]]rif;..... nutdyfruf rufao;vm;.....}} [k ar;jcif;jzpfavonf/

10

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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odNyD;uGsrf;usif

&Sdoljzpfí

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11

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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12

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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13

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uRefawmfonf tcspftaMumif;udk waphwapmif;atmufarhrdonfESifh pdwfawGaemufusdvmrd&m? pdwfajymif;íoGm;ap&ef tdyf&mvdyftwGif; xnfhoGif;,lvmaom uRefawmfUrSwfpkrSwf&m zdkifwJGBuD;udk aumuf,l vSefavSmrdjyefygonf/ yxrOD;pGm &cdkifoGm;rSwfwrf;[lí trnfxdk;íxm;NyD;? w&GufpESpf&Gufp pwifa&;rSwfxm;onfh rSwfwrf;qefqef pmpkukd rsufvkH;a&mufíoGm;\/ &ckdifwvTm; tESUHavQmufoGm;NyD;vQif uRefawmfUwGif rSwfwrf;wapmif aumif;aumif;a&;NyD;&Sd&rnf[k tMuHtpnf &Sdxm;aomaMumihf BudK;BudK;ukwfukwf a&;jcpfxm;jcif;jzpfonf/ yxrqkH;aeUpGJ? tOD;qkH;rsufESmwGif ]]tp}} [k acgif;pOf wyfíxm;\/ tp&SdvQif tqkH;&Sdrnfjzpfay&m? rSwfwrf;ESifhtwl uRefawmfUb0 onfvnf; qkH;cef;wdkifodkU a&mufoGm;aumif; a&mufoGm;vdrfhrnfvm; rajymwwfay..../ r*Fvm'kHavqdyfrSpwifí av,mOfBuD;aumif;uifodkU wdk;wufysHoef;vdkufonf qdkvQifyif tpaumif;raumif; rajymwwf? uRefawmfU&ifrSmum; wvSyfvSyfjzpfívmcJU\/ þc&D;udk xGufcsifolum; uRefawmf? MuHazmfMuHzuf tuGufqifay;olum; udkBuD;atmif? udkBuD;atmif rSmvnf; nDi,fav;wrQ uRefawmfUtm; cspfcifvGef;vSí uRefawmfUpdwfrsm; nUHodyf at;csrf;oGm;ap&ef MuHzefay;&onfom jzpfojzihf uRefawmfonfomvQif qE´&Sifjzpfí aeay&m? rdrdqE´wdkU jynfh0ygvQuf? aysmf&TifrIwdkU tvkH;t&if;jzifh a&mufírvmEdkifbJ vnf0 rSmomwufwkHoufwkH &SdíaeonfrSm tUHMozG,fyifjzpfygonf/ xdkUaMumifhtpc&D;onfum;]]c&D;wjzwf &ifwvSyfvSyf[k qdk&rnfjzpfygonf}} [k uRefawmf tpcsDxm;cJUyg\/ av,mOf onfppfawGodkU wdkuf&dkufysHoef;aom av,mOf jzpfaomaMumifh c&D;onfrjynfhvSbJ acsmifacsmifcsdcsdyif pD;eif;Edkif\/ uRefawmfwdkUonfvnf; tanmif;tnm ajyap&ef[lí? [dkem;'Dem; a&GUíxdkifEdkifMu\/ uRefawmfwdkUrSty tjcm;ygvmaom c&D;onfrsm;rSmvnf; vli,frsm; rsm;jym;vSonfhtwGuf aysmfaysmf&Tif&Tif qlqlnH&Sdonfudk ruefUuGufbJ vdkufavsm nDaxG tqifajyí aeEkdifMu\/ uRefawmfrSmrl pdwfwdkUonfudk,fyodkU a&muf&Sdaeoa,mif cHpm;ae&ayonf/ uRefawmfonf udk,fwGif;rSxGufí uRefawmfUudk uRefawmfjyefMunfhum tm;rvdktm;r& jzpfaeonf[laom xdodpdwf qef;qef;yif ay:íaeavonf/ aysmfaysmf yg;yg;ae&if; jAKef;ueJ idkifvQifidkifoGm;wwfaom uRefawmfUtusifhudk odonfhrdwfaqGrsm;u trIrJUtrSwfrJU xm;vdkufMuojzifh uRefawmfvnf; av,mOfjywif;rS tjyifzuf&Sd wdrf*Grf;ykH rsm;udk ai;Munfh&if; vdkufygvmrdavonf/ *XKefe*g;ykHrjcm;vS pkHrsm;vS0dyÜv’m [laom pum;&Sd\/ odkUaomfuRefawmfU rsufpdjrifuGif;üum; wdrf*Grf;ykHwdkUonf rxifr&Sm; o@efrsKd; a&maxG;vsuf&Sd&mrS wjznf;jznf;wpp qifBuD;waumif\o@efodkU ajymif;oGm;onfudk awGU&ygonf/ xdkrSwzef qiftaumif aygif;rsm;pGmonf qifpD;jrif;&H qifxdef;ygrusef qifa&;jyxGufí vmaom &Icif;udkvnf; tUHMozG,f&m awGU&\/ aumif;uif,HwGif þuJUodkU

14

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

aom ykHo@efrsKd; wBudrfwcgrQ ay:bl;onfr&Sd&um;- uRefawmf Muufaoaojzpfí aerdygonf/ uRefawmfUem;,HwGifvnf; qlnHaomav,mOfoHonf wjznf;jznf;wpp a0;í oGm;um (armifarmifa&... armifarmifa&....) [laom ac:oHatmfoH nHpDpDrsm;udk qla0pGm Mum;ívm&\/ uRefawmfU&ifxJüvnf; twdkif;rod Aavmifql vmawmUojzifh idkcsif&,fcsif ovkdjzpfrdjyefí rsufpdudkwif;wif; rdSwfypfvdkufrdonf/ odkUwdkif- qifoHjrif;oH atmfoH [pfoHrsm;um;- aysmufuG,froGm;ojzifh weifheifhweJeJ jzpfaerd\/ udkBuD;atmif\ toHjzifh ]]a[U- xGef;Edkif tdyfvScsnfvm;uG? ppfawGa&mufNyDxawmU}} [k vIyfEId;rS uRefawmfUrsufvkH; zGifhí&\/ xdktcg tu,fyif av,mOfonf ppfawGavqdyfü qif;oufqdkufa&mufvmNyDudk awGU&avonf/ taygif;tazmfrsm;yifvQif vufqJGtdwfudk,fpDqJGum qif;pjyKaeNyDjzpf\/ xdktcguvnf; wudk,fvkH; acsG;&TJum? aMumifawmifawmif jzpfíaeaom uRefawmfUudk udkBuD;atmifu- ]]rif;tdyfrufrsm; rufao;vm;[if}} [kar;ao;\/ uRefawmfacgif;cg jy&onf/ xdktaMumif;udk uRefawmfonfyxrOD;qkH; pmrsufESm wGifrSwfwrf; wifxm;vdkuf ygonf/ 'kwd,aeU/ / uRefawmfwdkUonf todrdwfaqGrsm; &SdMuaomfvnf; vGwfvyfpGm aexdkifvdkí ar,k&dyfomü wnf;ckdMu\/ a&mufa&mufcsif;nrdkU uRefawmfwdkUonf apmapmyif tdyf,m 0ifMu\/ oefaumif,HtcsdefcefUa&muf aomf- udk0if;aqG\atmfoHaMumifh uRefawmfESifhwuG tm;vkH;vefUEdk;Mu&m? udkaqG0if;u..... ]]xif;&l;yifudkMunfhprf;- xif;&l;yifudkMunfhprf;? rD;yGm; awGjzmusaewJU tvkH;BuD;udkjrif&vdrfhr,f? a[m- ajym&if;qdk&if; ysHoGm;NyD? yifv,fxJ a&mufoGm;NyD? ao;ao;av; jzpfoGm;NyD- aysmufoGm;NyD}} [k wwGwfwGwfajymNyD;? uRefawmf wdkUudkvufnId;xdk;jy\/ uRefawmfwdkUum; rnfonfh t&m0wÅKudkrQ rjrif&acs/ tusKd;taMumif; ar;Munfhaomtcg- udkaqG0if;u rdrdonf jywif;aygufwHcg;zGifhum- tdyfaMumif;? rsufESmudk aea&mifxdk;onfhyrm ylylaEG;aEG; t&omudkcHpm;&ojzifh eHeufa&mufNyD trSwfESifh rsufvkH;zGifh Munfhrd&m? uRefawmftdyfaom tdyfcef;twGif;rS &J&JeDeDaom ta&mifrsm;xGufí aeaom aMumifh....? pyfpkcsifpdwf BuD;rm;aeaomaMumifh tdyf&mrS aigufueJ- xtMunfhü uRefawmfU tdyfcef;twGif;rS rD;yGm;rsm; trQifwef;wef; jzmusaeaom tvkH;BuD;wck ysHxGufvmum rdrdtem;rS jzwfoGm;NyD;? wnf;ckd&dyfom tjyifzuf&Sd xif;&l;yifwGif csdwfíaeojzifh tm;vkH; jrifapvdkí atmfEId;rdaMumif; ajymjyavonf/ nut&ufawG cdk;aomufxm;ojzifh t&uf aMumifaMumifí awGUu&mawG ajymonf[ktrsm;u pGyfpGJMuonf/ odkUaomfordkif;vdkufpm;ol udkwifxGwfurl ]]yifv,fpkef; (Sea Witcg) qdkwm yifv,feUJ eD;wJUae&mawGrSm &SdowJUuG? oabFmom;awGvJ cPcPawGUbl;owJU? yifv,fpkef;u ]]xGef;Edkif}} vlacsmqD vmrdwfquf wmvm;rSrodwm....}} [k &,fp&majymí tm;vkH;&,f& avao;onf/ udkBuD;atmif

15

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

wa,mufom uRefawmfUudk pdk;&drfaom rsufESmjzifh vSrf;Munfh\/ uRefawmfu acgif;cg jy&jyefonf/ aemufESpf&ufcefUtawmtwGif;... ppfawGNrdKUtESUH avQmufvnfum? bk&m;rsm; zl;Mu&müum;rnfodkUrQ xl;qef;aom tjzpftysufESifh rawGGU&bJ&Sdonf/ odkU&mwGif NrdKUa[mif;odkU xGufcGm rvmrD naeapmif;u ppfawGNrdKUa'gifh ppfawG&SifrxH oGm;a&mufum? a&Tcs&müum; touf ab;ESifh eD;uyfvSaom tjzpfysufESifh yufyif;yg wdk;Mu&jyefonf/ uRefawmfwdkUonf ppfawG &SifrewfuGef; &Sd&modkU ajcvQifyif oGm;Muonfjzpf&m? xdkae&mü aea&mifuav; MunfMunf pifpifjzpfvQif ae0ifonftxdxdkifNyD;? a&mufwwf&m&m pum;rsm;ajymNyD; tcsdefjzKef;&ef &nf&G,fcsuf &SdcJUMu\/ a&TpuúLrsm; uyfjyKNyD;aemuf? uRefawmfuyift&if ausmufwkH;BuD; ajc&if;ü xdkifcsvdkufrdonf/ ]]&Sifr}} ausmufwkH;BuD;onf ukef;jrifhav;ay:wGifwnf&Sd&m? atmufajcü jrufcif;onf ql;NcKHrsm;uif;&Sif;NyD; ysUHysK;vsuf&Sdojzifh tazmfwodkufrSm udk,fvufvIyf&Sm; tm;upm;[k taMumif;jyNyD; *sK'dku&maw;awG upm;Mu\/ uRefawmfut jrifhü yJGMunfhorm; jzpfavonf/ olwdkUNydKifyJGum;..... &I;HxGuf*sL'dkjzpfav&m? ]]abxd}} qdkonfESifh "gufykHorm;udkwifOD; ydefcsdcsduav; xGuf&um? ukefjrifhay:odkU wufvmNyD; uRefawmfUab;wGif armarmESifhvm&yf&m? uRefawmfu xdkif&eftajymü ajray:wGif bk&m; xkH;okwf&mrS rwpfaumif acGaeonfjzpf&m? udkwifOD;u vuft&G,fü yg;jyifaxmifvdkufjcif; jzpfavonf/ a>rrSm xl;xl;qef;qef; qGwfqGwfjzL azG;vsuf&Sdayonf/ uRefawmfxdkifae&mESifh qdkvQifum; -,SOfvsufom;&Sd\/ a>rjzLBuD;onf yg;jyif;udkajz;nSif;pGm jyefcsvdkufNyD;aemuf? wzufodkU avsmqif; aysmufuG,f oGm;avonf/ uRefawmfwdkUvnf; arSmifpysKd;vmNyDjzpfojzifh xl;qef;aoma>rjzLtaMumif; udk olwcGef; igwcGef;ajymum jyefcJUMu\/ Mum;bl;em;0&Sdaom udkwifxGwfu yifvQif wGif;atmif;vGef;NyD; xkH;ajrESifhqufpyfaom ae&mjzpfvQif a>rwdkUonf jzLazsmUazsmU ta&mif &SdwwfaMumif; &Sif;jyavao;onf/ nOD;ydkif;ü udkBuD;atmifu uRefawmfUudk tdyfaq; vmay;ao;\/ uRefawmfraomufbJ tdyfygonf/ tb,faMumifhqdkaomf c&D;pxGuf vmuwnf;u xdkuJUodkU tjzpftysufrsKd;rsm;ESifh MuHKawGU&aomfjim;vnf; uRefawmfudk,fwkdifu rufvdrfhrnf[k arsmfvifhxm;aomfjim;vnf; uRefawmftNrJtpOfrufavh&Sdaom tdyfrufonf vkH;0ay:rvmbJ &SdíaeaomaMumihf jzpfygonf/ vlUpdwfobm0onfqef;\/ tdyfrufudk tqufrjywf rufívmcJUpOfu aemufwpfBudrfruf&rnfh ta&;udk awG;aMumufaecJUrd\/ vkH;0rrufawmUaom tcgüum;- rufygapOD;[k wrf;wrdoa,mifa,mif tlaMumifaMumif jzpfvm\/ xdkUjyifxdkodkUrQ rSefrSefrrufawmUygvQif tjcm;pdk;&drfxdwfvefUzG,f&m trIudpöwckck jzpfOD;awmUrvdkvdk pdwfu xifaerdao;\/ tawG;acgifonf[k qdkqdk pdwful,OfvGef;onf[k

16

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ajymajym c&D;tqkH;wae&müum; uRefawmfUtwGuf qef;Mu,faom jzpf&yfwckESifh MuHKawGU &vdrfhrnf[k uRefawmf,lqxm;vdkufojzifh rSwfwrf;ü pdwfcHpm;csufrsm;udk tjynfht0 a&;oGif;xm;vdkufygonf/ uRefawmfUrSwfwrf;um;-4-5 rsufESmwGifyif wydkif;wef;vef; jzpfaeavonf/ armfawmf OD;ydkif;odkU vSrf;Munfhaomtcg tzJGUonf qlqlnHnH a
17

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

NrdKUa[mif;odkU OD;wnfoGm;aom armfawmfonfum; taES;tjref wdk;jcif;avsmUjcif; r&SdbJ wtdtdom rSefrSefarmif;ESifhíae\/ jyify&Icif;wdkUrSmvn;f a&rsKd;a&EG,fopfyif aomifpG,f wdkUjzifhom NyD;ay&m? uRefawmftwGuf apmapmuavmuf pdwf0ifpm;rIr&SdawmUbJ pdwftxm usJíoGm;NyD jzpf\/ aea&miftkUHysrIum; rdk;OD;wdrfwdkufaMumifh rvSryjzpfí aeao;\/ uRefawmfonf qvifudk NrdKUa[mif;a&muf&ef tcsdefrnfrQ vdkao;aMumif; ar;jref;Munfh&m? qvifu aemufxyf wem&Dausmfausmf MumOD;rnfqdkojzifh pdwfcsvufcszdkifwJGudk tuste vSefum zGifhzwfvdkufyg\/ vufOD;yxr awGUjrif&onfum; abmorm; pHoma&T\ ]]'dkUESpfa,muf}} [laom vufa&;vSvS jzpfonf/ pHoma&Tonf pmaya&;&mü wef;raph[k ac:&rnfjzpf\/ pmwwfaywwf yk*¾dKvf [kvnf; tac:cHcsifol r[kwf....? ]]tm;upm;orm;oyfoyf a&ra&mxJu}} [k a
18

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

oli,fcsif; ESpfa,muf taMumif;qdkwmu ]a&S;oa&mtcgu jynfAm&0,f- uka#
19

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udpöwckaMumifh rif;jyefvm&w,fqdkwm od&w,f? a[m.... ajym&if;qdk&if; ig[m pmra&; wwfavawmU [dkausmfcs onfausmfcs vkyfcsifvmNyD? rif;(r)udpöuav;awG[m aemufykdif;rSm woDBuD;rdkU- cPacgufxm;vdkuf ygtkH;r,fav....? 'DvdkeJU rif;vJ wuúodkvfausmif;om; rjzpf ao;cifu wuúodkvfabmorm;awGeJU a&ma&maESmaESm abmvkH;uefusifh aeUwdkif;&vmcJUw,f? 'dkUujzifh tdk;uryl pavmif;uyl qdkovdk rif;pmar;yJGusrSmudk tylyefBuD; ylyefaerdMuygw,f? pmar;yJGus,if wuúodkvfta&muf aemufustkH;r,f r[kwfvm;? tm;upm;orm; pdwf"mwf qdkwm 'gudkac:w,fxifyg&JU? &,fp&majym&,if 'dkUwuúodkvfrSmvJ tm;upm;pdwf"mwfeJU xyfwlxyfrQ tiftm;&SdwJU tm;ay;aomy&dowftcsKdU ay:aygufaeav&JUuJGU....? eHeufcsdefcg yef;rmvmvdkU udk,fwdkUtrnfay;xm;wJU oli,frwpk[m olwdkUxJrSmjzifh txl;cRefqkH; bJaygh.....? udk,fwdkUwawG avhusifhcef;qif;NyDqdkrSjzifh olwdkUvJ tm;upm;0wfpkHawG0wfNyD; usefrma&;uGif; qif;owJUuGm? taqmifawGuae vrf;avQufxGufxGuf vmwwfMuw,f? olwdkU vrf;avQufxGufawmU usefaom ausmif;om;rsm;vJ vrf;avQuf0goemawG tBuD; tus,f ygukefMuawmUwmayghuGm? olwdkU0goemu olwdkUae&mrSmwif r&yfbJ udk,fwdkU abmvkH;uGif;rSmvmNyD; tqkH;owfwmu cufouG? vrf;avQufwJU trsKd;orD;uav;awGu tarmvJajy xdkifMuavawmU ausmif;awmfom;BuD;rsm;uvJ udk,fwdkUudk tm;ay;tkH;rS jzpfrudk; qdkNyD; vmxdkifMujyefa&m? tJ'DawmU- waeUwjcm;vlpnfwxuf pnfjyefa&m? 'DtxJrSm rif;vdk acsmacsmxGm;xGm;uav; waumifu {nfhonfawmftjzpf a&mufaejyefawmU- ydkNyD;0uf0ufuJG jzpfukefa&m/ 'dkUabmfvkH;enf;jyq&muawmU- 'Dvdkjzpfvmwmudk tm;BuD;oabmus ayghuGm? eHeufcsdefcg yef;rmvmuav;awGu [D[D-[m[meJU Mobmay;vdkuf 'dkUub0ifjrifhNyD; armygbl;armygbl;eJU eif;uefvdkufqdkawmU- avhusifhcef;rSefrSef qif;MuygvdkUawmif- ajymp&mrvdk awmUbl;aygh? 'DtxJrSm rif;[mxl;xl;jcm;jcm; wnfMuufjzpfvmwmudkawmU.... igawmfawmf tUHMordw,f xGef;Edkif.../ rif;a&mufvmNyD; aemufwaeUupvdkU igwdkUuGif;rSm y&dowf[m ESpfqwdk;cJUw,f? tJ'grif;t&yfjrifhwm&,f? rsufvkH;pdrf;wm&,feJU awmfawmfoufqdkifaew,f? rif;uawmU'dkUwuúodkvf ausmif;awmfom;BuD;awG xufawmif acgif;wvkH;ydkwJUolbJ? 'DawmUbmjzpfovJ? abmvkH;uef,if rif;udkawmU ta0;uae jrifEdkifMuw,f? ta0;ujrifawmUvJ qHyifpkwfzGm; uav;eJU rif;rsufESmuav;[m yPm&NyD; awmfawmfMunfhaumif;aeawmU y&dowf *&kpdkuf rdoaygh? 'DrSmig- eJeJajymcsifwmwck&Sdw,f? rif;odwJUtwdkif; igwdkU[m tm;upm;orm; vlqdk,if usm;qdkvJusm;? rqdkvJr yDyDoojzpf,if 'dkUuvSw,fvdkU ,lqwmbJ? a,musfm; jzpfNyD; rdef;racsm acsmae,if'dkUurBudKufbl;? rdefrjzpfNyD; a,musfm;vdk a'gif;wif armif;wif

20

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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21

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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22

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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23

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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24

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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25

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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27

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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29

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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30

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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31

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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32

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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33

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

&,fp&m armp&mtjzpf vSpfueJajymcJUrdayrJU wu,fwef;jyKvkyfwJU tcgusawmU &Sufom;uG xGef;Edkif&? 'DvlawG 'DtzJGUawGqdkwmu oGm;twl vmtwl pm;twlaecJUMuolawGbJ? wa,mufudkwa,mufvJ.... tlao;tlr acs;cg;rusef odNyD;uRrf;usif jzpfMuolawGbJ 'gawmifrS olwdkUa&SUrSm ckepfvTmu uovdk w0wfNyD;w0wf udk,fha&csKd;cef;xJrSm oDcsif;uav; wat;at;eJU ae&oavmuf atmufarhykH&w,f? rdk;uav;wpdrfhpdrfhrSm csrf;& odrfh&rSef;awmifrodbl;? ewf0wfykqdk; wdrfrD;cdk;BuD;udk awmfawmf oabmusaeykHbJ? udk,fh taetxm; tcsKd;tqufudk jyefjyefikUHMunfhae&wm tarma[U- rdk;a&aMumifh &TJ&TJpdkaeav awmU- rif;wu,fvkH;[m acsmajymifaew,f? abmvkH;avmurSm igvJ ight&yftarmif;eJUig udk,fvkH;udk,fxnf awmifhwif;ajzmifhpif;wJUolbJqdkwm rif;vJodygw,f? rif;usawmU ighxuf Munfhaumif;w,fqdkwm t0wfcRwfrS ydkNyD;od&awmUw,f/ auom avmrm qif;pHkpGmvQif MueftifjynfhxGm; abmewfom;vdkU udk,fhukdudk,f pmcsKd;&,if aumif;rvm;vdkU pOf;pm;aerd ao;w,fuG/ ]]a[U- a[U- awG;raeeJU 'dkifAifbkwfay:wuf}} abmorm;wpku 0dkif;atmfMurS- 'dkUESpfa,mufvJ NydKifyJG0ifwJU armifavmif;awGvdk 'dkifAifpifjrifhay:rSm wuf&yfvdkuf&ao;w,f? ausmif;om; qdkwmuawmU..... uyfoD; uyfowf uav;awG &SmazGaysmfarGU wwfwm[m xkH;pHygbJ xGef;Edkif? tJovdk aysmf&if; yg;&if; rxdef;Ekdif rodrf;Edkif jyef,ifvJ tvGeftuRHawGjzpfukefNyD; awmrD;avmifovdk rD;cdk;
34

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

MumMumul;vmawmU.... uefa&[m rdk;a&eJUa&mzefrsm;vdkU xifyg&JU at;wJUzufudk wajz;ajz; vkvmw,fuG/ aemufawmUigvJ oGm;csif;&kdufvmwmeJU- ]]awmfMu&atmifuGm}} vdkU ajymvdkuf rdw,f/ rif;urawmfao;bl;vdkUqdkawmU igvJ vufajrSmuft&IH;ay;vdkufNyD;? uefabmifay: wufcJU&awmUw,f/ rdk;uvJ wu,fygbJ xGef;Edkif&m? uefUvefUumBuD; ydwfqnf;xm;ovdka&rsm;rsm;udk oGefcsaewmbJuGm/ uefpyfrSm 'dkUcRwfxm;cJUwJU abmif;bD tuFsDawGuawmU&TJNyD;&if;- &TJaeawmUwmaygh....? ighrSm 0wfp&mu'gbJ&Sdw,f? 'gawGuvJ a&pdkaew,f qdkawmU- tat;ywfrSm aMumufwmeJU t0wfvJ&mae&m tcef;xJ0ifNyD; a&nSpfypf&ao;w,f/ nSpfNyD;om;t0wfeJU udk,fay:rSm&SdaewJU a&awGudkokwfvkduf? NyD;awmU- wcgjyefnSpfvdkufeJU igtvkyf&Iyfaewkef;rSm toHbvHawG Mum;ovdk&SdwmeJU tuG,futomuav; ajcmif;Munfh rdw,fuG/ [-igqdkwm OD;aESmufxJ aoG;a&mufoGm;ovm; atmufarh&atmif wkefvIyf acsmufcsm;oGm; rdw,f/ a&ul;ueforHwvif; abmifay:rSm rrar*smeJU tazmfESpfa,muf[m xD;udk,fpDeJU &yfvdkUuG/ olwdkUb,fvdkuae b,fvdk a&ul;uefxJudk rsufpdvnfa&mufvmovJ rodygbl;uGm/ rif;uawmU a&uefxJrSmbJ tdajE´rysuf ul;cwfaewmayghav....? igvJ rawmfwq t0wf tpm; vJcef;awGzuf vSnfhvmrS 'ku©qdkNyD;- abmif;bDtuFsD uref;uwef; jyef0wf& wmayghuGm/ abmif;bDwaygufxJ ajcaxmufESpfacsmif; oGif;rdvdkoGif;rdeJU awmfawmf tvkyf&Iyf oGm;w,fa[U/ 'DMum;xJu rif;wkdU&JU toHAvHawGudkvJ em;pGifh&ao;w,f/ ]]armifxGef;Edkif 'DvdkbJ a&ul;wwfovm;....}} tJ'guawmU rrar*sm&JU toHayghuGm...../ ]]......................}} rif;toHudkawmU oJoJuGJuGJ rMum;&bl;xGef;Ekdif? rif;[mrrar*smwdkUeJU a0;&m a&ul;uef wzufa'gifhrSm vnfyif;jrKyf&kHav; oGm;NyD; udk,fazmhae&if;u jyefajymw,fqdkawmU rdk;&GmwJU toHawGMum;xJu yDyDoo rMum;Edkifbl;aygh/ rif;b,favmuf a0;a0;rSm oGm;aeapumrl..... tif;vsm;uefvdkr[kwfbJ a&ul;uefa&qdkwmu MunfaewmrdkU 'Drdef;rawG rSifrysuf aeEdkif Muwmudk igawmfawmftHUMordw,f..../ ezl;awGU 'l;awGUwif ruawmUbJ ckvkdwudk,fvkH; awGUaerSawmU- rif;vJr&SufbJ b,fcHEdkifygawmUrvJ- xGef;Edkif/ rrar*smuawmU q&m0ef vddkif;awmif vdkufzdkUaumif;ygw,f? rjrif0HUaq;q&mqdkwJU pum;u &Sdw,fr[kwfvm;/ odkUaomfvJ rrar*smu b,fvkdbJ&Iwif;wif; aemufyg;u ygvmwJU tysKdruav;awG

35

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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36

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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37

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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38

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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39

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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40

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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41

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

iguvJ owdÅcJqdkawmU enf;jyq&mudkbJ tazmfvkyfNyD; a&v,frSm&SdwJU avSi,ftxd vufypful;cwf oGm;&awmUw,f/ ]]a&v,frSm oef;azmqdkuf rdat;vifaemufvdkuf....a[U rdat;vifaemufvdkuf.....}} igwdkUa&ul;aewkef; ukef;ay:uowdÅcJawGu.... oHaMumif ao;ao;uav;eJU atmfMuao; ouG? avSu *DwoHawGuawmU tem;eDJ;avav- qlnH avavaygh? taemufEdkifiH (Classics) qdkwJU *EÅ0ifoDcsif;BuD; wD;vkH;awG[m tqJGtiif tacsmuftvSefUawGuvJ w,frsm;udk; uGm....? xdwfvefUpzG,f jzpfavmufatmifudk oHpOftwuftus rsm;w,fuG? rwwfEdkifbl; av- 'dkUudk,f'dkU ol&Jaumif;vkyfvmawmU avSem;a&mufrS vSnfhjyef,if t&SufuGJrSmrdkU 'dkUvJ avStxd uyfoGm;NyD; avSay:qJGwifvdkuf&w,f? vm;vm;... ig[mtHUMoonfESifhtrQ tawmf&,fcsifoGm;w,f/ ]]bmawGUovJa[U- bmawGUovJ.....}} ukef;ay:u zdk;odcsifawGu 'dkUrvIyfr,Suf jzpfaewmudk tm;rvdktm;r& jzpfvmMuvdkU vSrf;atmf ar;Mujyefw,f/ ]]xGef;Edkifa[U .... xGef;Edkif}} ]]xGef;Edkifu bmvkyfaewmvJ....}} ]]t&ufrl;NyD; avS0rf;xJrSm tdyfaysmfaeouG? olUab;rSm x&efppöwm &Daumfwm&,f? ykvif;&,f... 'gbJ}} ]][m.... awmfawmfaemufwJUaumif aoawmUrSmbJ}} ]]raoao;ygbl;[- Zdrf&pfaewmyg? avSudkqJGzdkU rif;wkdUxJuvJ ul;vmMutkH;.....}} jzpfrSjzpf&avxGef;Edkif&,f? rif;&JUtjzpfudkawmU igpmeJUa&;jyvJ wdwdusus? tJav- acwfokH; pum;eJUqdk,if wdwdyy jzpfr,f r[kwfbl;? tJ'Dwkef;uc&rf;a&mif a&mifjcnfwyfqifxm;wJU tarSmif&dkuf uifr&m&SdvJ taumif;om;uG-? rif;&JU jzpfykHysufyHk uifyGef;NcKHudk rSwfwrf; wifxm;vdkU&rSm? ckawmU rSwfrdorQ jyefajym&r,f qdk,ifawmU- a&ul;abmif;bD uav;rSty

42

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udk,fcRwfAvmeJU rif;[mavS0rf;xJrSm pif;pif;vJavsmif;NyD; yg;pyfuav; cyf[[eJU tdyfarm usaew,f? vufxJrSmawmU rmwDeDt&ufcGufu udkif&uf qkyf&ufbJ? rif;uoaX;om; qdkawmU rmwDeDav;eJUayghuGm? &DaumfwmuvJ 'DzufuqkH;&if [dkzufudkjyefvnf? [dkzufu qkH;&if 'DzufudkjyefvnfeJU rqkH;oHo&m &Daumfwm (r[m)uav;aygh.....? avmuBuD;rSm &nf;pm;ylrdvdkU taqG;orm; jzpf&wJUtxJrSm rif;[mawmU txufwef;tusqkH;yg xGef;Edkif&m? &nf;pm;ylrdw,fvdkU igubmjzpfvdkU pGyfpGJovJqdkwmuawmU t&Sif;BuD;&,fuG? 'dkUwawGrif;&JU avSudk ]]a[;vm;-a,mufsm;}} nmoHay;NyD; urf;udkqJGvmMuawmU ,pfa&T&nf tqDuav; rukefao;cif tvsOfjywfovdk qwfueJvGefUoGm;NyD; ]]a[U- ighavSudkb,folqJGovJ? qJGcsif; qJG,ifvJ toJESvkH;r&SdwJU wdkif;jynftxda&muf atmifqJGMuyguGm? ighavSudkqJGwm a&ewforD;awG jzpfygapvdkU}} vdkU t&ufaMumifaMumifNyD; ua,mufuwrf; ajymvdkUbJuG? 'dkUuvJpdwfqdk;qdk;eJU ]]a&ewforD;awmUr[kwfbl; xGef;Edkifa&- a&ewfxD;awG[}} vdkU jyef ajym&w,f? rif;uawmU a&ewfxD;awGudkawmif ]]cspfw,f-cspfw,f}} awGvJ wzGzG ajym&JUvm; ajym&JU? awm&rf;r,fbJGU tcspfaMu;uRef avwHcGefvTwfaeawmUw,f/ ukef;ay:a&mufawmUvJ igwdkU[m ausmif;aqmiftxd rif;udkxrf;ac:cJU&w,fuG? rif;[m awmfawmfav;wJUaumifyJ xGef;Edkif? ]]a[;vm;arsmufBuD; a&SmufoD;pm;rvm;}} vdkU igwdkU i,fi,fu atmfNyD; ajcawGvufawGudk ykcufvTJovdkvTJNyD; ,laqmifwJUenf;eJU rif;udk ,laqmifcJUMu&w,f? ausmif;om;eJUt&uf[m "r®aomu qdkayrJU rif;wdkUvdk udk,fhtdrfudk,f jyefa&mufrS aomufMuwmudkawmU- 'dkUvJrwif;MuyfEdkifbl;aygh? wckawmU &Sdygw,favrif;[m toJtufaewmudk t&ufeJUqufaeNyD; aqGUaqGUckefrwwf ylpyfylavmifjzpfvdkU ,rumonfom udk;uG,f&m qdkwJUtaeeJU NrdKwmqdkUwmawmU [kwfr,f rxifbl;? 'gaMumifhvJ avSwpif;eJU oDcsif;onfvkyfwmbJ? EdkUrdkU,if-trav;As.....? tbav;As-eJU toJAvyG [pd[pd jzpfaerSmaygh- [kwfzl;vm;? at;- rif;vkyfykHuvJ wzufu awG;Munfh&if touftEÅ&,feJU tifrwef eD;pyfjyefw,f xGef;Edkif? rif;&JUavSrSm tayguftpyf uav;rsm; &Sd,if b,fhES,fvkyfyghrvJ? earmferJU EkdifvGef;w,fvdkU ac:&r,f? tJ'gudk nBuD;oefaumif rif;wa&;Edk; vmawmU igu ajzmif;ajzmif;zszs ajymjyvdkufrdw,f/ ]]tJ'gbJ xGef;Edkif&m? ausmif;om;qdkwm tcspfudpöudk 0ufowfaygufovdk oabmxm; rSayghuG? rif;bJ wcguajymbl;om;bJ aoG;om;udpöudk xrif;pm; a&aomufvdk oabmxm; w,fqdk? tcspfudpöudkvJ c&D;oGm;[efvTJ oabmxm;rSaygh? bmvkyfvkyf rSefrSefuav; at;at; uav; vkyfwwfvGef;vdkU rif;udk'dkUu xGef;(at;)Edkif vdkUawmif bJGUxl;ay;wm cHcJU&bl; ao;wmbJ[m? tckrS xGef;(yl)Edkif jzpf&w,fvdkUuGm? awmfawmfMum toJuGJvdkU raobJ a&epfvdkU aoaeyghr,f- qifjcifuG}}

43

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

igutJovdk oefaumif,H qkH;rpm rmwdum vSefvdkufawmU rif;uighudk rif;&JUrsufvkH; pdrf;pdrf;uav;awGeJU pl;pdkufMunfhw,f? rD;a&mifeJUus&if rif;rsufvkH;awG[m jruGufazmf xm;ovm; atmufarh&w,f? pdrf;MunfNyD; ta&vnfaeovdkbJ/ ]]uRefawmf a&epfvdkUraobl;? um;wdkufvdkUvJ raobl;? zsm;vdkUemvdkUvJ aorSmr[kwfygbl;udkpHoma&T& pdwfcsyg}} rif;u tJovdkajymawmU- 'Daumif aA'if,EÅ&m; av;AsKdU[ufuav;awG tenf;tusOf; avhvmNyD; vlwwfBuD;vkyfw,fvdkU xifvdkufrdw,f/ ]]atmifr,f-rif;uudkif&kdvm; buf*'ufvm; tDpwefblvfvm; bmvJ 'grSr[kwf yxrH q&modef;vm; a&SUjzpfudk twwfa[m&atmifu.........}} rif;uacgif;udk wGifwGifukyfjcpfvdkufNyD;- ]]rajymwwfbl;- uRefawmfU[m uRefawmfawmU odaeovdkbJ- 'gbJ ajymwwfw,f}} vdkU rNyHK;r&D wnfwnfajymw,fuG..../ ]]rawmfwqab;eJU raoEdkifbl;qdk,ifvJ- 'dkUeJUabmvkH;vmjyefuefygvm;....}} rif;u0rf;omtm;& acgif;ndwfjyw,f/ tJ'DnrSm- rif;udkigwa,mufxJbJ tdrftxdtazmf&atmif vrf;avQmufNyD; vdkufydkUygw,f? rif;u t&Sufr&SdwJUaumifqkdawmU t0wftpm;0wfay;wmudk vufrcHbl;? a&ul;abmif;bDwdk uav;eJUbJ wuúodkvf&dyfomvrf;rSm vrf;avQmufw,f? at;av- nOfUeufNyD;vdkU rdk;vif;vk ydkif;awmif a&mufaerSawmU b,folawGu rif;udk NyL;wl;NyJwJ vdkufMunfhtkH;rSmvJ- 'dkU ESpfa,muf wjznf;jznf;avQmufae&if;u rif;uyJ- ]]wcgwkef;u rrar*smu uRefawmfUukd jynfolydkifvrf;ay:rSm 0wfvpfpvpf avQmufEdkifwJUtcg a&muf&if- bmnmeJU Budrf;0g;bl;wm rSwfrdovm;}} vdkU pum;pvmjyefw,f/ ]]a&ul;uefwkef;u r[kwfvm;- igrSwfrdygw,f....}} ]]ckaecg avQmufvdkU &rSmayghaemf....}}

44

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

rawmfwq ywfwa&mif vSnfhvmwJU &JawGeJUawGU,if- tcsKyfcef;xJrSm wntdyf&rSmrdkU iguysmu,meJU vufawGUrvkyfvdkufzdkU awmif;yefawmUvJ rif;[m cav;av;wa,mufvdk wcpfcpf &,fjyefa&mbJ? wu,fqdk,if tJ'Dnuigom pyfpkr,fqdk,if rrar*smeJU rifh taMumif;a&m NyD;awmU -tJ-tJ-tJ'D NyD;awmUuav;eJU taMumif;a&m igawmfawmfrsm;rsm; odEdkifrSmygbJ....? rif;[m ol.rwdkUavvdkUaygh-olwdkUavvQif wu,fjrnfvdkufrJU a&Tpnf tufuGJBuD; jzpfaewmr[kwfvm;? odkUayrJU- rif;tzdkU NyD;NyD;aysmufaysmuf jzpfygapqdkNyD; igEIwfydwfa&ikH vkyfcJUwm[m ,aeUxdbJqdkwm rif;todbJr[kwfvm; xGef;Edkif/ rif;[m pdwfudk tpmauR;zdkUawmU odwwfom;bJa[U....../ aemufwaeUupNyD; 'dkUabmvkH;uGif;udk a&mufvmjyefawmUw,f? 'gayrJU vufa&G;pOfxJrSm awmU rygcsifawmUbl;qdkwmeJU jyifyt&HvlbJ taysmfwrf;upm;jcif; jyKap&w,f? tm;upm; orm; ADZqdkwm aocgrSazsmuf&r,fh ADZrsKd;yguGm? 'dkUtm;upm; orm;rsm; toJuGJ&if wa*gifa*gif w*if*iftoHawG Mum;&wwfowJU? tJ'gu bmvJqdk,if pdwfnpfnpfeJU tav;awG zdrvdkUwJUuG [J-[J-/ udkif;- ighzufu ('dkUESpfa,muf) bmom&yfudkawmU a&;om;qufoGif;vdkU NyD;NyDxifw,f xGef;Ekdif...../ aemufqkH;vkyfwJU arT;aeU- tJav- igjrefrmpmcsKdUwJUwmudk onf;cHyg? NyD;cJwJU arG;aeUyJGrSm 'dkUvl&if;awGudkbJ zdwfygw,f? arG;aeUvufaqmiftjzpf 'Dvdk 'Dvdk- pmwef;awG a&;ay;yg qdkvdkU rifhwuúodkvfed'gef;udk igawmU cyfMurf;Murf; a&;cs,fjyvdkufwmbJ? aemufvlawGuvJ olwdkU- olwdkUawG&UJ tjrifeJU tawGUawGudk rif;udk a&;jytkH;rSmqdkawmU...... rmwdumpOftwdkif; rif;zwfayawmhaygh...../ igcspfcifESpfoufwJU rsufvkH;pdrf;uav; tNrJpdrf;vef; pdkajyaeygapuGm/ oifESifhtwl a&vTmoifjzL;- ig;ysHjrL;cJUbl;wJUtr&aqmifu- "narmif pHoma&T(abm)

45

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uRefawmfonf udkpHoma&T\ ('dkUESpfa,muf)udk zwf&INyDJ;oGm;aom tcgü rsufvkH;rsm; anmif;oGm;ojzifh zdkifwJGudk acwÅydwfum? armfawmf\ 0J,modkU vSrf;Munfhrdyg\/ &IrqkH; arQmfrqkH; v,fuGif;wkH;vkH; zkH;ykH;uav;rsm;onf wvIyfvIyfESifh jcmvnfajrmum usef&pfcJU\/ tdrfajcenf;aom a&pyfrSm &Gmuav;rsm; onfvnf; wvlvljzifh tvHjzLvGifhum qD;BudK cGef;qufoa,mif awGU&avonf/ urf;ESifheD;pyfaomtydkif;wGif &GHUEGHUrsm;ü aqmUupm;aeaom uav;rsm;udk awGU&&m? armfawmftvmü uckefjrL;wl;NyD; vuf&rf;jyMuavonf/ olwdkU uav;awGonf a'otvdkuf aw;oDcsif;rsm;udkvnf; uRefawmfwdkU Mum;vdkMum;jim; atmf[pf oDqdk jyavao;\/ oJUoJUMum;&orQum;... 0JwJwJyifjzpf avonf/ ]]wcsKdUcsif;awmifu tquftEG,fawG qif;vmNyD; &GmwnfaewmawGvJ 'DzufrSm &Sdw,fAs....}} qvifonf uRefawmfUudk &ckdifvdkajymjy\/ uRefawmfu acgif;ndwfjy&onf/ ]]cifAsm;- &ckdifpum;awmU em;vnfw,f? &ckdifvdkrajymwwfbl;vm;}} qvifu uRefawmfUudk pl;prf;aomtcg..... uRefawmfvnf; 4if;xifonfh twdkif;yif jzpfaMumif;- 0efcHvdkuf&avonf/ qvifu uRefawmfUrsufESmudk wcsufrQ tuJcwfNyD;vQif acgif;wndwfndwfvkyfNyD;aemuf armfawmfudk qufarmif;jyef\/ olUEIwfu rajymaomfvnf;.... olUpdwfwGif; xifjrifcsufudkuRefawmf usufrdNyD; jzpfygonf/ &cdkifjynfwvTm;ü a&S;txuf ausmf um&Duyif rZdösrwdkif;rS vma&muf tajccsolrsm; &SdMuav&m xdktquftEG,frsm;onf uRefawmfESifh rsm;pGmwlojzifh uRefawmfUrSmvnf;.... &ckdifhaqGom; uvem; wa,muf[k txif&SdvdkufaomaMumifh olUtawG;udk oltajzay;um auseyfvdkufjcif; jzpfayonf/ ppfawGaps;twGif; a&mufpOfu txl;ojzifh ig;&GJwef;wGif axmifaxmifarmif;armif; ESmacgif; &Snf&Snf qHEG,facGjzifh wlaywmay cHEdkif&nf&Sdaom vla,mufsm;cyfMurf;Murf;wdkUudk tawmf rsm;rsm; awGUcJUbl;\/ tzJGUom;tcsKdUuyif uRefawmfUaqGrsKd;awG awGUaeNyD[k aemufajymifcJU ojzifh uRefawmf txl;wvnf rSwfíxm;vdkufrd\/ emrnfwlr&Sm; vlwlr&Sm; [louJUodkU &Sdaomfvnf; uRefawmf &ckdifpum; aumif;pGmem;vnfonfurl trsm;wumxuf em;yg; aomaMumifh[k qdk&rnfvm; rodacs/ uRefawmfUtzdkU&müum;- bk&m;ocif ay;íxm;aom oifvG,f Mum;vG,f tuif;yg;vG,faom t&nftcsif;aMumifh[k ,lqcsuf &Sdí aecJUygonf/ xdodpdwf jyif;xefaom olrsm;wGif- qXtm&kH &Sdwwfonfqdk\/ uRefawmfonf qXtm&kH orm; wa,mufayvm; rodacs..../ ppfawGodkU a&mufuxJu uRefawmfUpdwfaMu;rkHjyifonf

46

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

zdwfzdwfawmuf aeouJUokdU t&m&mudk wefjyef[yfvG,f aerdyg\/ wenf;tm;jzifh yrm cdkif;&aomf- 'Pf&mtemw& &&Sdaom ppfajrjyifrS ppfom;wa,mufudk xdk'Pf&mrS oufom&m &ap&ef bdef;ukwfuif;wdkU yg0ifaom aq;tr,f xdk;oGif;ay;xm;ouJJUodkU ayghyg;ysHUvGifhjcif; t&omudk cHpm;ae&onf[k uRefawmfUudkuRefawmf xifjrifrdyg\/ OD;ydkif;rS pHoma&TwdkUtzJGUum; a
47

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udkBuD;atmifu armfawmfyJUydkif;odkU oHyef;uefjym;udkifum- avQmufoGm;&if;- uRefawmf ai;idkif aeonfudk owdxm;rdjyefojzifh ,if;uJUodkU&yfumar;jyefrS uRefawmfvnf; oufjyif;udk [if;ueJcsvdkuf&um- ]]udkpHoma&T&JUpmwef;udk zwfNyD; jyefpOf;pm;aewmygAsm}} [k ajymvdkuf &\/ udkBuD;atmifu NyHK;vdkufavonf/ ]]zwfwmuawmU- zwfayghuGm? rif;twGuf pdwftaESmifht&Suf jzpfavmufatmif NyD;NyD;om; udpöawG jyefazmfovdk jzpfaer,f qdk,ifawmU- igu c&D;oGm;&if;rSm rzwfygeJUvdkU wm;csifw,f.}} ]]udkBuD;atmifpdwfxJrSm b,fvdk,lqvdkUvJ.....}} ]]ig[mt,lonf;wwfNyD; pdwf"mwfajymUnHUol wa,mufawmU r[kwfygbl; xGef;Ekdif? 'gayrJU c&D;xGufvmuxJu twdwferdwfqefqefawG wckNyD;wck jyaewmudkawmU ig&dyfrdw,fqdkwm rif;od&JUvm;....}} uRefawmfU ausm&kd;twGif;rS pdrfhueJjzpfoGm;oa,mif cHpm;vdkuf&ojzihf rsufpdudk rdSwfxm; vdkufrd\/ ]]aqm&D;uGm- rif;udk t&dyfwMunfhMunfh vkyfaerdawmU igvJ tawG;acgifoGm;w,f xifyg&JU? uJ-uJ- qufNyD;zwfcsifzwf? rzwfcsifvJ xrif;vdkufpm;vSnfh}} ]]uRefawmfqufzwfvdkuftkH;r,fav? uRefawmfUb0twGuf tajzr&rcsif; ydk;pdk;yufpuf rjzpf Ekdif ao;ygbl;qdkwm udkBuD;atmif pdwfcsxm;vdkufygAsm}} udkBuD;atmifonf wifxm;aom oufrudk jrSif;jrSif;csvdkufNyD; armfawmfyJUydkif;odkU ajz;nSif;pGm avQmufíoGm;avonf/ uRefawmfvnf; pdwfvIyf&Sm;vmrIudk ajypdrfhaomiSm zdkifwJGudk jyefí vSefzwfvdkuf&jyef\/ zwfvdkufaomfvnf; udkpHoma&T\ vufa&G;pif taMumif;t&m jzpfavaom a&ul;uefrS abmif;bDwdk jyefay;qJGrIBuD; tydk'fudkom tvdkvdk rsufrSef;wef;í oGm;&\/ rrESif;onf uRefawmfUudk xdkae&mwGif xdkodkUawGUí xdkES,fa'gojzpfNyD; xdkenf;jzifh csufcsif; vufiif; aumufumiifum 'Pfay;vdkufoa,mif udkpHoma&T rSwfwrf;wifxm;\/ r[kwf vdkufavjcif; udkpHoma&Ta&U..../

48

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

jyefvSefawG;NyD;- jyefvSefa&;vdkuf&ygvQif udkpHoma&T xm;csef&pfcJUaom tawG;uGufvyfwdkUü jznfhp&mawG vQHtefusukefrnf jzpfygonf/ waeUwGif uRefawmfonf xdkolrsm;\ rSwfwrf;ü ajz&Sif;csufqefqef- jznfhpGufcsufrsm;udk xnfhoGif;a&;&rnfrSm {uefjzpf\/ odkUaomfvnf; um,uH&Sifyif jzpfapumrl aomuAsmyg'wdkUjzifh vkH;csmvdkuf&vGef;aomaMumifh ,ckuxJu tao;pdwf wduspGm a&;vdkaom tcsufrsm;udk jcpfwdkUrSwfxm;ygrS oifhawmfvdrfhrnfjzpf&m? uRefawmfvnf; azmifwdefxkwfí udkpHoma&T\ pmwef;wGifyif rsOf;om;um wdkUxm;&ef [efjyifvdkuf&ygonf/

pmar;yGJatmifjrifaomaeU.... udkpHoma&Tu rrESif;ESifh uRefawmfonf abmvkH;uGif; ajcxdk;rItNyD;ü aemufxyf rawGUMu awmUbJ..... a&ul;uefusrSomvQif xyfrHawGUMuonf[k xifjrifí xm;cJUavonf/ jzpf&yfum;.... þodkUr[kwfacs/ uRefawmf pmar;yGJatmifonfhaeU (0g) atmifpm&if; xGufonfh aeUü rrESif;onf uRefawmfUxH qdkufqdkufNrdKufNrdKuf a&mufívmcJU\/ xdkaeUrSpí ,aeUxd yif rrESif;onf uRefawmfUb0udk pdk;rdk;cs,fvS,f&ef tm;xkwfqJ rdef;rwa,muf jzpfí aeygawmUonf/ uRefawmfonf i,fpOfuyifvQif wvwGif ESpfcg- okH;cg? wESpfvQif tBudrfenf;vQif 6-cg 7-cg? tBudrfrsm;vQif tcgaygif; 3-4q,fcefUrQ tdyfrufwckudk tjyefjyef rufwwfaom tusifh&SdcJUol jzpfygonf/ xdktdyfrufudk tusOf;rQ jyefvnfa&;jy&ygvQif.... yxrOD;pGm pl;&Saom&eHUwck &vm\/ xdkUaemuf..... rsufpdjrifuGif;ü tvnfvrf;zkHzkH avSum;xpfrsm; &Sdaom awmifylpmi,fwck ay:vm\/ jAKef;ueJ vufMurf;BuD;rsm;u uRefawmfUudk aemufyg;rS csKyfudkifvdkufNyD; awmifay:odkU 'vMurf; wGef;wifMu\/ awmifxdyf ajruGufvyfwGifum;- pifjrifhwck&Sdum? xdkpifjrifhay:ü tzkH;w0uf yGifh[vsuf&Sdaom rSefom;jzifh jyKvkyfxm;onfh vlaoacgif;wck&Sd\/ vufBuD;rsm;u uRefawmfUudk xdk vlaoacgif; twGif;odkU twif;xdk;xnfhMujyef\/ acgif;twGif;ü vlESpfa,muftdyfrQ us,f jyefU&mwGif wzufü 0wfqHyg yef;yGifhjzLrsm; rsufESmuav; azmf&kHrQ zkH;vTrf;xm;aom rdef;r tavmif;wavmif;&SdESifhNyD; jzpf&um;- uRefawmfonf aMumufvefUwMum;ESifh &kef;uefNyD; i,foHygatmif atmf[pfrd\/ xdktcgüyif- uRefawmftdyf rufrS vefU Edk;pNrJ jzpfav\/ ,if;tdyfrufudk uRefawmfonf rMumcP xyfwlxyfrQ jyefrufwwfavU&Sd&mwGif wpHkw&m uRefawmfUb0ü xl;jcm;rIjzpfyGm;rnfjyKwdkif; tdyfrufEId;aqmfpNrJjzpfí aeayawmUonf/

49

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

pmar;yJGatmifonfhaeU..... atmifpm&if;xGufrnfhaeUü &ifwxdwfxdwfckef&if;- uRefawmfonf tdyf&mukwifay:ü yufvufvSJum? ab;&Sda&'D,dkuav;udkzGifhNyD; atmifpm&if; ausnmrnfudk apmifhpm;vsuf &Sdygonf/ tdyfruf&Sifonf xdktcdkuftwefUuav;üyif uRefawmfUudk zdpD;acsmufvSefU ygavawmUonf/ uRefawmfum;- pl;&ScsKdtDvGef;aom &eHUudkESm0wGif &l&IdufrdonfESifh igtdrfruf ruf&awmUrSm ygwum;[k..... tvdkvdkodaeol jzpfygonf/ a&'D,dkrS atmifpm&if;rausnmrD tjcm; tpDtpOfrsm; vTifhaeonfudk em;axmifaecdkuf tdyfrufrufwdkif; a&mufvmaeus &eHUBuD;udk uRefawmf &l&Idufvdkuf&\/ uRefawmfonf rdrdudk,frdrd xk&dkufukwfzJUjcif;jzifh4if;? pdwfudk trsKd;rsdK;wif;xm;jcif;jzifh4if;? tdyfrufrruf&ef BudK;pm;xm;Munfhygao;onf? r&ay/ pyg;BuD; a>r\ nSKUdcsufe,frS &kef;rxGufEdkifaom *sDoli,ftvm; tcsdefwefaomtcg tdyfruf e,fy,fodkU vGifharsma&muf&Sd oGm;&avawmUonf/ aMumufvefUwMum; aZmacR;awGjyefNyD;.... wkef&Darm[dkufpGm jyefEdk;vmaom tcgüum; atmifpm&if;rsm; ausnmíNyD;oGm;NyD jzpfygonf/ uRefawmfvnf; rdzrsm;udk ar;jref;&ef tdrf atmufxyfodkU wkefwkef&D&Djzifh qif;cJU&\/ ]]om;-aeraumif;jyefbl;vm;[if....}} uRefawmfonf rmrmESifhygygudk tdyfrufrufaMumif;tm; pdwfylyifaomu a&mufMurnfudk pdk;ojzifh.... q,fcg&HrSwcg zGifh[ajymjyavU&Sday&m xdktBudrfüvnf; rkom;okH;vdkuf&\/ ]]aeaumif;ygw,frmrm? ygygaum....}} ]]{nfhcef;xJrSm om;&JU xl;xl;qef;qef; 'DaeUrS{nfhonfa&mufaew,fuG,f- om;eJUawGUay;zdkU rmrm vmac:wmbJom;}} uRefawmf avSum;rSqif;í {nfhcef;0a&mufaomtcgüum; rrar*sm(ac:) rrESif;onf NyHK;&TifpGm uRefawmfudk qD;BudKNyD;vQif uRefawmfvdkcsifaom pum;wcGef;udk ajymvdkufygay\/

50

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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51

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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52

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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53

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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54

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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55

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

aemufuG,fwGif aysmufuG,fíoGm;\/ ygygonf oufjyif;csum- ]]om; aeaumif;w,faemf}} [k ar;vdkufavonf/ ]]aeaumif;ygw,f....}} ygygonf rajymrNyD; rwD;rjrnf qdk&dk;pum;BuD;udkyif vufudkifoHk;vdkufNyD;rS- uRefawmfUudk qdkvdk&if;rsm;tm; wdkwdkrdrd wdwdusus ajymjyygavonf/ uRefawmf um;.... umvajymif;jyef aMumif;rwefvSonfh owif;pum;BuD;udk xifxif&Sm;&Sm;BuD; Mum;vdkuf&awmUojzifh rnfodkUrSwfcsufcs tmar#dwfjyK&rnfyif rodEdkifbJ tmap;xnfhxm;onfh tvm; aMumifí aerdygonf/ rnfolawGtwGuf cufp&mjzpfNyD; rnfolawGtwGuf &Sufp&mjzpfonfudkvnf; rajymwwfawmUyg/ onfacwfBuD;xJwGif onfuJUodkU tpDtrHrsKd; &Sdíaeonfudkyif uRefawmf tHUMoírqkH; jzpfíaeyg\/ ]]om;udk usef;rmoefpGrf;wJU vli,fuav;wa,mufjzpfatmif qdkNyD; ygygwdkUu arNrdKU ausmif;rSm ydkUxm;w,fqdkwm om;todbJ? om;[m arNrdKUausmif;rSm- abmfvkH;uef&if; abmfvkH;zrf;&if; *dk;wdkifeJUacgif;aqmifhrdvdkU arhvJoGm;awmU- aq;&kHudkydkUzdkU vrf;rSm jzwfoGm;wJU um;udk zrf;wm;NyD; ausmif;oGm;oli,fcsif;awGu tultnDawmif;&mrSm vdkufydkU wJU um;u ESif;wdkU&JUum;bJuGJU}} ygyguxdkodkU ZmwfaMumif;jyefonfESifh uRefawmfvnf;arNrdKUwGif ausmif;aepOfu tjzpf tysufrsm;udk 'ufueJjyefí owd&rdvdkufygonf? rSef\/ ygygwdkUu &moDOwk orrQwaom arNrdKUü uRefawmfUudk ausmif;xm;MupOfu uRefawmfonf vlysKdazmf0ifpt&G,f jzpfay&m trsm;wum a,mufsm;om; uav;rsm;xuf BuD;aumif0ifjcif; jrefqefvSonf[k qdk&ygrnf/ ololigig a,mufsm;&G,fuav;rsm; cE¨maA' BuD;xGm;ajymif;vJvmonfh umvü twufjref txGm;jrefonfhEIef;xuf uRefawmfu ydkítqrsm;ayonf/ rsufpdatmufwGifyif udk,fcE¨m ajymif;vJwdk;wufrI t&Sdefudk w'D'Djrifí aeonfhtvm; aeUcsif;ncsif;qdkovkd uRefawmf xGm;BudKif;í vmcJUay&m? i,fpOfu MunfhcJUMu&aom buf*'ufNrdKUom; iwufjym; Zmwfum; xJu ykvif;xJrSxGufvmaom bDvl;BuD;uJUodkU csufcsif;vufiif; BuD;vmonf[k uRefawmfU oli,fcsif;rsm;u ajymjy&,farmMuavh&Sdonf? xdktxJwGif t&G,fESifhrrQatmif pmzwf wwfaom ausmif;om;wa,mufurl trsm;wumxuf- Glands *vif;tusdwfrsm; tjzpf odkUyif a&mufapwwfaMumif; ajymjyayao;\? xdkausmif;om; ajymjyonfhaeUüyif noef;acgif ta&mufü ausmif;aqmifwckvkH; wkefvIyfoGm;avmufatmif uRefawmfxí i,foHygatmif atmfvdkufrd\/ ,if;rSmum; uRefawmfUb0wGif yxrOD;qkH;tBudrf ]]rSefacgif;

56

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

twGif;rS rdef;rysKd}} udk rufvdkufaom tdrfrufaMumifhjzpfyg\/ ausmif;tkyfBuD;u uRefawmf pdwftm;i,fatmif ajym&ygrnfvm;[k xdkausmif;om;udk qlylBudrf;armif;ao;\? odkU&mwGif uRefawmfonf uRefawmfrufaom tdrfrufESifhyufoufí rnfolUudkrQ ajymrjycJUacs? ygygESifh rmrmwdkUxHodkUom pma&;ajymjycJUayonf/ ygygutm;upm;udk wdk;oxufwdk;í vdkufpm;&ef wdkufwGef;ojzifh uRefawmfvnf; pdwftm;i,frI yaysmufap&ef upm;ckefpm;zufü tm;oGefcJUyg\/ uRefawmf\ BuD;xGm;rIrSmvnf; a'G;a&mOyg'fyg&Sufum a&SUuxuf tq rsm;pGm ydkívmcJUygawmUonf/ odkUESifhyif uRefawmfonf arNrdKUü taumifxGm;uav; waumiftjzpf emrnfwvHk;&í vmcJUum ]]abmo&J}} uav;vnf; jzpfvmcJU\/ waeUü uRefawmfonf *dk;orm;aeraumif;í *dk;tpm;0ifzrf;&m ajcacsmfNyD; *dk;wdkifESifh acgif;ESifh &dkufrdum owdarhajrmcJU&\/ uRefawmfwdkU abmvkH;orm;rsm;rSm xdkodkUtxdtcdkuf temw& &onfrSm tqef;r[kwfMuaomfvnf; rdrdudk,ftav;csdefjzifh rdrd'Pfydkydjcif; cH&wwfavh &Sdojzifh jzpfvdkufvQif uRefawmfu olrsm;xufroufrom cH&csufemwwfay&m xdkaeUu vkH;0owdr&ojzifh oli,fcsif;rsm;u pdk;&drfwBuD;jzifh vrf;ay:rSjzwfoGm;aom um;wpif;udk tultnDawmif;NyD; aq;&kHvdkufydkUMujcif; jzpfygonf/ xdkpOfu- rrESif;onf um;ay:ü ygvmonfqdk\/ rrESif;wdkUonf rEÅav;rSaeíarNrdKUodkU rdwfaqGwodkufBuD;ESifh aysmfyJGpm; xGufvmMu&m vrf;wGifawGUcJUMuaom tifMuif;yef;rsm;udkyif wum;vkH; azG;jynfhatmif cl;cJU Muonf [kqdk\/ uRefawmfUudkum;ay: ayGUwifaomtcgü ae&mvyfr&Sdojzifh tifMuif;yef; rsm; tv,fü vJavsmif;ap&av&m uRefawmfonf arharsmaevsufu ]]'DteUHawGudk uRefawmf aMumufw,f....? uRefawmf raoyg&apeJU raoyg&apeJU}} [k ua,mufuwef; ajymcJU ao;onfqdk\/ rrESif;rSm þrQvlaumifxGm;xGm;BuD; wG,f&mrJUozG,f tm;i,farharsm aeonfudk *&kPmpdwf0ifcJU&onf [kqdk\/ wzef uRefawmfUoli,fcsif;rsm;ESifh ar;jref; ajymqdk&mrS uRefawmfonf ygygrmrmwdkU\ om;jzpfaMumif; od&aomtcgüum;.... rrESif;onf uRefawmfUudk woufvHk; jyKpk,k,oGm;&ef qkH;jzwfvdkufonf qdkyg\/ ]]woufvkH; jyKpk,k,oGm;zdkU qkH;jzwfowJUvm;ygyg....? olu? olu.....}} xl;axGonfh tHU&maomf rdef;raemufydk; jzpfruJGUaemf[k rajym&kHwr,f uRefawmfu tHUMoaompum;udk qdkrd&m wcsdefvkH;Nidrfí em;axmifaeaom rmrmyifvQif NyHK;a,mifoef;í oGm;onfudk awGU&\/ ygyguvnf; ]]t[uf}} ueJ &,fvdkufavonf...../ ]]&kwfw&ufqdkawmU ighom;rSm ESif;&UJpdwfxm;aMumifh tqef;wMu,f jzpfaumif;jzpfvdrfhr,f? 'gayrJU 'Dpdwfxm;[m rifh- rmrmpdwfxm;qdk,if ydkrSefvdrfhr,fom;&JU-}} ]]cifAsm.....}}

57

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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58

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

b,f0gawG[kvnf; uRefawmfUwGifpl;prf;&ef tcsdefr&acs/ uRefawmfUezl;jyifwGif 'Pf&mrS aoG;ykyfrsm;jzifh azmif;
59

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

w,fvDzkef;&Sd&modkU xGufcJUyg\/ oli,fcsif;rsm;u uRefawmfpmar;yGJatmifaMumif;udk ajymMum;Mujcif; jzpf&m wa,mufNyD;wa,muf pum;quf ajymaevdkufMujcif;jzifh uRefawmf rrESif;tm; rsufESmvTJí aevdkufyg\/ uRefawmfonf rrESif;ESifh þodkUyifaemiftcgü a&Smifwdrf;aevdkufvQif uif;&Sif;weforQ uif;&Sif;Edkifvdrfhrnf[k xifrSwfcJU\/ vufawGUüum; xdktxifonf wufwufpifvGJrSm;í aeayawmUonf/ tb,faMumifhqdkaomf... xdkaeUrSpíyif rrESif;onf uRefawmfUemrf"mwfa&m &kyfykHvTmudkyg uRefawmfUb0wGif ,aeUxd pdk;rdk; cs,fvS,f&ef tm;xkwfqJ rdef;rwa,muf jzpfíaeaomaMumifhjzpfyg\/ udkpHoma&T\ rSwfwrf;xJuuJUodkUyif wuúodkvfa&muftNyD;ü uRefawmf onf cspfoloufxm; &Smp&m vdkawmUolr[kwfojzifh ausmif;olrsm;ESifh uif;uif;&Sif;&Sif;aecJUum ausmif; oifcef;&,f taqmif&,f abmvkH;uGif;&,fjzifh okH;ae&mxJüom &,f&,fNyHK;NyHK; vkH;vkH; axG;axG; aecJUyg\/ odkUaomfvnf; rrESif;utm;vyfvQif tm;vyfovdk uRefawmfUudk jrefrmpmjyay;rnf [laomtaMumif;jycsufjzifh tdrfa&mufvmaomtcgüum;.... uRefawmfonf awGUqkH&if;ESD;rI jyK&ao;\/ uRefawmfonf rrESif;udk Muif,mawmfavmif;wdkU\ wm0efausatmif yGefyGefarGUarGU qufqHjycJUygonf/ uRefawmf zwfzl;orQ pmtkyfawGxJrS aumufEIwfum ajymqdkusifhokH;cJUyg\/ rrESif;tvdk&SdorQ rnnf;rnL aqmif&Gufay;\/ ol&,fvQifudk,fNyHK;\/ olac:vQif ukd,foGm;\/ olpum;ajymvQif udk,fem;axmiform; tjzpf onf;nnf;cHwwf\/ odkUaomfvnf;uRefawmf rrESif;udk vufzsm;ESifhwdkU&ef pdwful; rdjcif;um; r&SdcJU/ vli,fvl&G,fwdkUbm0 rdef;rESifheD;eD;uyfuyf ae&aomtcg cspfpdwf ray:awmif wPSm&m*pdwf &Hzef&Hcg ay:wwfonfjzpf&m rrESif;ESifhusaomf xdkpdwfrsm;yif acgif;yg;íaeygonf/ uRefawmfum; rrESif;\Muif,mavmif;[laom wm0efudk wm0ef trSwfjzifh ausyGefpGm xrf;aqmifae&aomaMumifh jzpfaumif;jzpfygvdrfhrnf/ xdkUaMumifhyif ikH;qlvlrod? rrESif;wGif rcsdw&djzpfrI BuD;xGm;oxuf BuD;xGm;vmcJUonfrSm a&ul;uefü uRefawmfUudk taMumif;rJUoufouf uoduatmufjzpfatmif jyKvkyfoGm;jcif;u oufaocH av\/ xdkudpöjzpfNyD;onfh aemufüum; uRefawmfonf MumMum0g;rnfhoGm; t&dk;Munfh a&Smif&rnfudk em;vnfvmaomaMumifh rrESif;auseyfap&ef ausmif;oGm;ausmif;jyef rrESif;ESifh awGUqkHwJGoGm; jyKvkyfay;&jyefygonf/ rmrmuvnf; ]]uRefawmfUrsufvkH;om pdrf;yg? toJESvkH; uawmU rpdrf;apvdkyg}} [k &dyfzrf;oHzrf; ajymwwfí &kyfBuD;pifcif;í jyjcif;vnf;jzpfyg\/ xdkUaMumifhvnf; udkpHoma&Tu olUpmwef;xJwGif uRefawmfESifhrrESif;udk ]]txufuvSnfhí vmaom- qufoG,frIBuD;}} [k ceJUvkdufjcif;jzpfwef&monf/ rrESif;um; toJtoefvlrrmudk rsufajcjywf cHonfr&Sdyg/

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60

olemjyKuJUodkU

uRefawmfUudk

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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61

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

rrESif;\ usL;ausmfe,fcsJUrItm; a'gojzpfpdwf rjy,fao;bJ? uGif;qif;cJUaomaMumifh uRefawmf tupm;Murf;íaerdonf/ tjcm;olawG teHU&r& rajymwwfaomfvnf; uRefawmfU wudk,fvkH;wGifum; pl;&ScsKdtDaom tdyfrufxJrS yef;&eHUonf vTrf;NcKH&pfywfum touf&I Muyf rwwf jyif;xefvSay&m- &kwfw&ufrdkufueJ jzpftoGm;wGif wzuf abmfvkH;orm;ESifh acgif;csif;qdkif wdkufrdNyD;? uRefawmfacGvJus oGm;onfudkom trSwf&vdkufygawmUonf/ xdkonfhaemufüum;.... udkpHoma&T\ pmwef;xJuuJUodkUyif q&m0efBuD;rsm;\ wm;jrpfcsuf t& 2-ESpfcefU abmfvkH;ruef&[kqdkí uRefawmf wuúodkvfabmfvkH; oHo&mrS jcmvnfvGifharsm xGufcJU&ygonf..../ ,if;onfhwdkif rrar*smESifh ppfcif;íum; rqkH;EdkifcJU..../ aoaomfrSwnfh atmf- aumif;\[k zkHrIefUb0a&mufrS tvHvSJMurnf? rrar*smESifh uRefawmf wdkU\ NydKifyJGBuD;wGif uRefawmfum;... pdwf"mwfrmoxuf rmcJUygonf/ onf;yGwfrSmvnf; emoxufemcJU&\/ tqkH;usaomf pdwf"mwfESifh onf;yGwfwdkU waumifhtNrD;waumif NrdKonfh a>rqdk;wdkUuJUodkU vGifhysufausjyKef;vdrfhrnf xifygonf/ tcdkuftwHUtm;jzifhrl.... uRefawmfonf uGef;cdk&mudk &SmxGufcJUNyD;jzpf\/ pdwf\ajz&m&vQif NyD;a&m[k aomuawGudk aemufyg;wGif xm;csef&pfcJUum &cdkifwvTm; rSwfom;vSnfhvnfonfh c&D;onfBuD;toGifodkU ul;ajymif;cJU\/ rrar*smwdkU wajyw&GmwGif ra&r&m rxifr&Sm; 0dk;wdk;0g;wm; usef&pfcJUNyDvnf; jzpf\/ acwÅrQ olwdkUudk arh&OD;rnf/ uRefawmfonf('dkUESpfa,muf) pmwef;rsm; yg&Sdaom zdkifwJGBuD;udk acwÅtomcsum ae&mrSxNyD; armfawmfyJUydkif;odkU xGufcJU&yg\/ yJUydkif;wGif udkBuD;atmifenf;wl xrif;ylylavG;íaeaom tazmfokH;av;a,mufudk awGU&&m ordkif;vdkufpm;ol udkwifxGwfu xrif;yvkyfyavmif;pm;&if; NrdKUa[mif;ra&mufrSD NrdKUa[mif;&mZ0ifudk cif;usif;aeonftm; awGU&avonf..../ &cdkifbk&ifwdkU\ ajrmufOD;ac: NrdKUa[mif;ESifh a0omvDwdkU rnfodkUqufpyfcJUykH? AdóEdk; oa&cwÅ&mwdkUjzihf rnfodkUacwfNydKif jzpfcJUykHwdkUudk odrSwfxm;orQ zGifhtHíae&mwGif uRefawmfUudkjrifaomtcgü wkefíoGm;NyD; ]]xrif;qufpm;awmUAsm? 'gawGaemufrSajymawmUr,f.....}} [k ygawmydwf ajymvdkufavonf/ uRefawmfvnf; udkwifxGwf\ pum;powfykHudk rauseyfojzifh... ]] uRefawmfem;axmifawmU b,fvdktEÅ&,f usa&mufEdkfifrSm rdkUvdkUvJAs udkwifxGwf&}} [k &kwfcsnf; ar;vdkufrdavonf/ udkBuD;atmifu udkwifxGwfudk vSrf;íMunfh\/ udkwifxGwfum; pum;ajymrSm;oGm;ouJUodkU tm;wkHUtm;em jzpfíaeNyD;/ ]]atmf... armif&ifuav;u tjiif;oefvdkU udk,fr[mt&Sufawmf BuD; uGJrSmpdk;vdkU rajymwma[U - [J..... [J....}}[k avQmcsvdkuf\/

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

]]r[kwfao;ygbl;.... udkwifxGwf&? a&S;a[mif;ausmif;uefbk&m;awGeJU yufoufvm,ifuRefawmf pdwf0ifpm;wwfwmudk cifAsm;todom;eJU[m.....? bmrSr[kwfbl; uRefawmf pdwfvIyf&Sm;p&m taMumif;uav; wckckjzpfvdkU rMum;apcsifwmeJU pum;jzwfwmbJ jzpf&r,f....}} uRefawmfu rouFmpdwfudk rNrdKodyfEdkifojzifh xdkodkUajymvdkufrd&m udkBuD;atmifu cyfNyHK;NyHK; vkyfvkdufNyD;- ]]'Dvdk&Sdw,f nDav;.. a&S;a[mif;ykHjyifawGrSm azmfuGma0; Zmwfvrf;awG[m 'keJUa'; r[kwfvm;.....? vuf&Sdrif;&JU aomuawGeJU,SOfNyD; awG;rd,if rif;tvum;ae&if; pdwfraumif; jzpfrSmpdk;vdkU tpazmfray;csifwm jzpfygvdrfhr,fuGm? uJa&mU xrif;qma&mUr,f wcgxJpm;vdkuf}} [k pum;ajymajym&if; xrif;yefuef xdk;ay;ojzifh uRefawmfvnf; rdrdtawG; acgif onfudk &,foGrf;aoG;vdkuf&um &cdkfifxrif; &cdkif[if;wdkUudk vQm&if;jrufíMunfh vdkuf&ygonf/ zm;om; usyfuifESifh refusnf;&Gufudk jiKyfqD&TJ&TJESifh okwfxm;onfu wcGuf? Zif>yrf;oD;Ek uav;rsm;udk jyKwfí jiKyfpyfpyfjzifh oeyfvkyfxm;onfu wcGuf? c&kqHxdk; uav;rsm;udk [if;csKdvkyfxm;onfu wcGufjzifh [if;tr,f rrsm;vSaomfvnf; Nrdef&m[if;aumif;[k qdk&rnfhtvm; xrif;vkyfBuD;BuD; acsmueJacsmueJ 0ifEdkfifavmufatmif cHwGif;awGUrdojzifh pum;0dkif; NidrfíoGm;avonf....../ &moDOwkrSmvnf; NrdKUa[mif;zuf eD;uyfvmNyD jzpfojzifh tenf;i,f aoGUtdkufvmav&m uRefawmfUwGif w&I;&I;w&Sm;&Sm; acR;zm;vsm;usí vmrdavonf/ xdkUaMumifh xrif;qkyfxm;aom vufzrdk;jzifhyif ezl;rSacR;rsm;udk okwfypfvdkuf rd\/ xdktcg uRefawmfonf rsufESmrlt&mudk ai;íMunfhaerdavonf/ uRefawmfai;&modkU udkBuD;atmifESifh udkwifxGwfyg vSnfhíMunfhMu\? NyD;rS&,fMuum- ]]'dkUubmrsm;vJvdkUuGm.... 'DzufrSm qif&Sdwmaygh[ qef;ovm;.....}} [k uRefawmfUudk ajymMuavonf/ rSefyg\/ opfawmxlxyfaom zufrsm;wGif ]cdkif;qif} rsm; arG;jrLxm;wwfMuonfrSm rqef;yg/ jrpfurf;yg;wGif qifa&aomufqif;onfrSmvnf; rqef;yg/ odkU&mwGif uRefawmfwdkUarmfawmf aemufNrD;onf- a&,ufrsm;zGmí oGm;wwfpNrJjzpf&mwGif.... xdkqifBuD; a&qif;aomufaom ae&mrS jzwfoGm;aomtcgü a&vdIif;tdtdrsm; urf;yg;odkU &dkufcwfoGm;\/ qifBuD;onf ESmarmif;odkU xdcwfvmaom a&vIdif;vIyf&Sm;rIaMumifh a&SUwl&IodkU armfMunfh&m uRefawmfESifh tMunfhcsif;qkHí oGm;cJUonf/ xdktcgqifBuD;onf &kwfw&uf a&pyfwGif wifyg;usxdkifvdkuf NyD; a&SUajcESpfzufudk a&SUodkUqefUwef;xkwfvdkufNyD; ESmarmif;udkvnf; auG;aumufwifvdkufum *lueJ pl;pl;&S&S atmfvdkufav\/ uRefawmfUpdwfxJüum; uRefawmfUudkjrifí EIwfquforI jyKvkdufonf[k xifrSwfvdkufygonf/ ,if;onfhtjyif av,mOfay:ü pD;vmpOfu tjyifzufrS wdrf*Gr;ykHwdkU o@efajymif; jzpfay:ouJUodkUyif qifBuD;\ ab;wzufwcsufü rD;cdk;vkH;o@ef

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

tnGefUtvlrsm; w,drf;wEGJUEGJU&SdaeMuonfudk tHUMozG,f&m jrif&ygonf/ xdkUaMumifh ai;Munhfrdjcif;jzpfonf/ odkUaomfvnf; udkBuD;atmifESifh udkwifxGwfum; uRefawmfjrif ouJUokdUjrif[efrwl? qifwaumif[k omrefjrifMuojzifh uRefawmfonf MuufoD;rsm; zsef;ueJxí oGm;rdNyD; pm;vufp xrif;yef;uefudkcs? vufa&aq;NyD; OD;ydkif;odkUokwfueJ jyefxGufvmrdyg\/ uRefawmfU\ pdwfoEÅefwdkUonf rnfonfhwefcdk;&Sif\ pdwftiftm; tjcnf trQif ypfvTwfrIudk zrf;,lxdawGUí aeygoenf;/ vG,fvG,fyrmjy&ygaomf a0;vGef;vSonfh a&'D,dkrDwmvIdif;wckrS vTifhxkwfvdkufaomtoHudk tm;aumif;aompufjzifh uRefawmfwa,mufwnf; zrf;,lem;qif&ouJUodkU udk,fwa,muf wnf;twGuf rnfonfh pdwftiftm;BuD;wckonf apwodwfvIdif;rsm; xkwfvTifhaeygoenf;/ uRefawmfonf..... w'dwf'dwfckefvsuf&Sdaom ESvkH;om;wdkUudk twefi,f NidrfoGm;ap&ef acwÅrQ oufawmifhoufom xdkifaeNyD;rS xdkodkUtawG;jyefaumuf Munfhvdkufjcif;jzpfygonf/ &cdkifc&D; puwnf;u uRefawmfUwGif rHopu©KrHp em;tm&kHwdkUjzifh rjrifrMum;Edkifonfrsm;udk jrifum Mum;umjzifh pdwfvIyf&Sm;cJU&\/ ,cifh,cifu uRefawmfUb0wGif tdyfrufqef;wckudk tjyefjyeftvJvJ rufwwfonfrSvJGí twdwfqef; edrdwfqef; t&dyftjcnf cyfqef;qef; wdkUjzifh xdawGUrI[lí pdk;pOf;rQr&SdcJUyg? uRefawmfUwGif toJESvkH;udpöESifh yufoufí jzpfpOfawG wrk[kwfcsif; wrsKd;NyD;wrsKd; ajymif;vJcJUaomaMumifh pdwf\ajz&m c&D;ya'om xGufcJUjcif;om jzpfygonf/ odkUusumrS qdkcJUonfhtwdkif; tdyfrufqef;BuD;um;- ay:rvmbJ aysmufjcif;rvS aysmufíae\/ odkU&mwGif tdyfrufqef;tpm; xl;qef;aom tjzpftysufrsm;jzifhrl Z,fpuf ouJUodkU awGUBuHKae&\? wzufwGif uRefawmfUESvkH;om;udpö cspfa&;cspf&m udpöBuD; rNyD;rjywf &Sdae\/ wzufwGifum; rjrif&aom pdwfwefcdk;&Sifrsm;\ acsmufvSefUrIwdkUudk awGUBuHKae&\/ uRefawmfUOD;aESmufawG qla0í vmjyefygonf/ rnfodkU aomt"dyÜg,fygenf;/ uRefawmfonf.... armfawmf jrpfusOf;uav;xJ 0ifívmNyD jzpfojzifh vufwurf;rQ &Sdaom wzufwcsufrS &Icif;rsm;udk pdwftajymif;tvJ jzpfap&ef ai;armMunfh&Iaevdkufyg\/ oGm;ygrsm; c&D;a&muf e,fedrdwf tawmfrsm;rsm; aygufa&mufcJUNyDrdkU awmawmifobm0onf apmapmuESifhrwlbJ jcm;em;vmonfudk awGU&onf/ pdrf;opfaom &Icif;rSonf rIdif;aqG; nKdnpfaom awmykHawmifykHwdkUudk jrifívm&\/ rdk;acgifa&&Sm;a'orS awmifuwkH;rsm; ql;yif NcHyifrsm; uJUodkU t&dk;usJusJ tudkif;rJGrJG opfyifrsm;jzifhom>yrf;aom cifwef;pyf awmifaMum jywf rsm;udkom awGUívm&\/ pGefUypfíxm;aom ysufpD;,dk,Gif;íaeaom a&a[mif;ajr a[mif;\ teHUtoufonf ae&mwumwGif vTrf;NcHKíaeayonf/ Z&yftdk ausmif;tdkwdkU\

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ysif;&dzG,f&m vTrf;ajrUzG,f&m toGif@efuJUodkU jrifjrifu&m &Icif;wdkUrSm ajrUaqG;aeoa,mif &Sdvmavonf/ rMumrD NrdKUa[mif;odkU a&mufayawmUrnf? ra&mufrDuyif yx0D taetxm;onf a0;uGmcJUaom twdwf\ t&dyfxdk;rIudk jynTef;íae\/ a&S;rif;wdkU tmPmpufjy&m þajrcsmü wBudrfwcgu NrdKU&Gmwdkif;um; pnfyifom,mcJUayvdrfhrnf/ vlol AdkvfajcwdkU pm;okH;aexdkifum b0c&D;qkH;xd avQmufNyD;&if; avQmufcJUMuayvdrfhrnf/ olwdkU\ &kyfcE¨mrsm; csKyfNidrf;cJUaomfvnf; emrf"mwf0dnmOfwdkU ,aeUxd0JvSnfhaeavovm;? xdkj'yfrJU 0dnmOfwdkUonf a&S;wkef;u ykHjyifawGudk jyefajymjyEdkifrnfhtvm; uRefawmfonf pdwÅaA'orm; pdwfynmudkvnf; vkdufpm;ol wa,mufjzpf&um;.... awmifawmiftDtD ryD0dk;0g;tawG; prf;w0g;jyKrd&m tawG;MuL;vQift&l;[k onmjyKjcif;udk cH&rnfpdk;aomaMumifh awG;vufpudk jzwfypf&NyD; vSJaeusae&mwGif wzefjyefvSJvdkuf&jyefyg\/ tzJGUom;rsm;um; upm;cef;jyef0ifíaeNyD jzpfjyefyg\/ uRefawmfu zdkifwJGBuD;udk aumufudkifvkdufaomtcgwGif- ]]MuufuG- 0ufuGi&SIOfUuG}} [laom toHrsm;udk Mum;vkduf&ygonf/ þuJUodkU &kd;&dk;upm;enf;rS avmif;upm;enf;odkUul;ajymif;&ef vIHUaqmfay;olrSmvnf; udkwifxGwfyif jzpf&rnf[k- uRefawmf wGufvdkufrdygonf/ udkwifxGwf um; txdef;tudkifr&SdvQif wuJUavmif;upm;orm; wa,muf jzpfoGm;Edkifol jzpfonf/ rnfonfh taMumif;csif;wdk hESifh ywfoufonfjzpfap ]]avmif;rvm;}} [k pum;p wwfol jzpfay&m ordkif;vdkufpm;jzpfonfrSmvnf; AdóEdk;rdzk&m; wu,f&Sdr&Sd tavmif;tpm; jyKcJU&mu ponf[k qdkay\/ uRefawmfESifh udkwifxGwf pwifoduRrf; cJUonfrSmvnf; udkwifxGwf\ tavmif;tpm;xufoefrI jzpf&yfwckESifh trSwfrxif BuHKBudKufcJU&aom aMumifhjzpfonf/ xdktaMumif;udk jyefvSefajymwdkif; udkwifxGwfonf tm;&yg;& &,farmwwf\/ tjzpftysufrSmvnf; olUzufu awG;vQifawmU &,fp&myifjzpfayonf/ wdkufwdkufqdkifqdkif jzpf&aomudpördkU uRefawmfUtzdkU&müvnf; NyHK;rdp&mjzpfygayonf/ ]]ykZGefokH;aumifuGm....? [m- i&SOfUr[kwfbl;a[U- ttdyfBuD;wJU umve*g;a[U? ckxufxd udk ay:rvmawmUbl;....? olUxdk;orQt&IH;csnf;bJ aoygNyDi&SOfU&m .....}} "mwfykHq&m udkwifOD;u olxdk;aomi&SOfUudk- umve*g;ESifh ykHcdkif;vdkuf&m- uRefawmf &,fcsifí oGm;ayonf/ tavmif;tpm;orm;ESifh umve*g;wdkU wuúodkvf\ arSmifrdkufaom nwnwGif awGUMuykHudkvnf;..... &kwfcsnf; jyefowd&vdkufrdygonf/ xdkUaMumifh ('dkUESpfa,muf) pmwef;ygaom zdkifwJGBuD;udk aumufvSefvdkuf&\/ pHoma&T\

65

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

pmwef;NyD;onfhaemuf udkwifxGwfu uRefawmfUarG;aeUtwGuf a&;íay;aom ('dkUESpfa,muf) udk awGU&ayonf/ uRefawmfonf ..... udkwifxGwf\ 'dkUESpfa,mufudk zwfvdkufjcif;jzifh ypöKyÜefrS xGufajy;rd jyefyg\/ udkwifxGwf\ ('dkUESpfa,muf) um;- pHoma&T\ ('dkUESpfa,muf) ESifh uGmjcm;vS\/ udkwifxGwfonf ordkif;avhvmoljzpf&m tao;pdwfwdusrI uav;rsm;txd rSwfwrf; wifcsifykH&\/ odkUaomfvnf; oef&moa0xdk;- pmcsKd;pmcs jrefrIaMumifh olUtjrifonfvnf; olUtjrifom jzpfíaejyefyg\/ rnfodkUyif jzpfapumrl udkwifxGwf\ pmwef;onf&Ia'gifhwauGUrS tawGUtBuHKrsm;udk pDumpOfum jc,fa&;xm;onfjzpf&m uRefawmfUtwGufum; twdwf\ ay;pmrsm;tjzpf toHk;0ifvSygonf/ twdwf\ ay;pmwdkUrnfonfrSm vSyaom taMumif;t&mrsm;udk pNrHKUjyefjcif;wrsKd;[k ac:qdkEdkfifu ac:qdkEdkifyg\/ udkwifxGwfonf t&m&mudk vSvSyy jrifíxm;\/ olUrsufpdxJwGif tvSqkH;um; rrar*smyif jzpfownf;/ xGef;Edkif owd&apvdkyg\/ udk,fonf xGef;Edkifu olUarG;aeUü olESifhudk,f rnfonfhtcsdeftcgu pNyD; awGUqkHcifrif cJUonf? rnfodkUqufqHcJUMuonf? rnfodkUtwlwuG b0udkusifvnfcJUMuonf rsm;tm;.... pmyef;csDcs,fNyD;vQif vufaqmiftjzpfay;yg[k xl;xl;qef;qef; awmif;vmí tywfwukwf pmwyk'fa&;vdkuf&ygonf/ þpmudkzwfwdkif; xGef;Edkifudk,fhudk owd&apvdkyg\/ udkwifxGwfonf ol\pmwef;udk þodkUwnfwnfcefUcefUyif tpcsDvdkufayonf/ odkU&mwGif udkwifxGwfu rnfrQwnfcefUapvdkumrl taMumif;t&m ueOD;tprSmrl &,fzG,f&myifjzpf\/ udkwifxGwf\ pmwef;udk *CeP zwf&avaomf-

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

0g'udk vufudkifxm;aom tjiif;tckH oefolvnf; tjzpfBuD;jzpfvSygacs\/ udk,fuom rSefonfxifvQif tmabmiftm&if; rdk;BudK;cGif;vnf;rrIbJ twkr&Sd zdzdjyif;jyif; pum;csif; ppfxdk;&rSvnf; auseyfrdpNrJjzpfygonf/ xdkaeUu jyóemwckonf uRefawmfwdkU urm&Gwf t0dkif;BuD; vzuf&nfqdkifü ay:aygufcJU\/ xdkjyóemudk ,laqmifvmolrSm enf;jy q&mrsm;csnf; pkíaeaomtaqmifrS enf;jyaygufp zdk;om*d jzpf\/ zdk;om*donf wnoü tdyfraysmfojzifh vrf;rxGufum vrf;avQmuf\/ xdkrSwqifh- wuúodkvfwyf&if; wnf&Sd&m vrf;usOf;uav; twGif;odkU va&mifudk tazmfjyKum vSnfhcJUrd\/ va&mifatmufwGif acsmifBudKufvSonfh trdkufZmwf cif;avolrsm; awGUavrvm;[laom txifjzifh oa0xdk;jcif; [k qdkurrSm;ay/ odkU&mwGif- zdk;om*dtwGuf tacsmifvdkuf&mrS &vdkufonfh oifcPf;pm um;- vdyfjymvGifhrwwf cHpm;vkduf&aom oifcPf;pmw&yfjzpfí oGm;ayonf...../ zdk;om*d url jzLjzLBuD;[kqdk\/ jzLjzLBuD;onf- vufudkqefUwef;um arSmif&dyfwGif;rS rdrdxH xGufí vmonfqdk\/ vufOD;ü zdk;om*du ]]vmava&mUo&J- tem;usaysmufoGm;&rSmbJ}} [k BuHUBuHUcHum Munfhaeonf jzpfaomfvnf; xdkjzLjzLBuD;rSm- eD;vmavav? jrifhvmavav BuD;vmavavjzifh zdk;om*dteD;xd a&mufvmav&m zdk;om*donf wcsK;dwnf; vpfajy;cJU&onf [kqdk\/ zdk;om*du xdkodkUjrifNyD;í rnfrQrMumrD yk*Hvrf;ESifh ,cifbDtdkpDaumvdyf trnf&Sdausmif;cef;rBuD;odkUtoGm; vrf;usOf;usOf;uav;wGif- acgif;jywfo&J aomif;usef; ae aMumif;rSm wajz;ajz;wpp vlodrsm;um oljrif&onf- udk,fjrif&onf[k tjiif;yGm; Mu onftxd jzpfcJU&ayonf/ xdkaeUuvnf; o&J&Sdr&Sd jyóemudk zdk;om*d vzuf&nf0dkif;em; a&mufvmonfrSpí aqG;aEG; jiif;ckHrdMujcif; jzpfonf/ udk,furl rjzpfEdkifonfhzufu ajymrdonf/ udk,fhudkqdkvQif tjiif;oefol[k ,lqxm;Muaom wa,mufESifh trsm;qdkovkd jzpfcJU&\/ aemufqkH;ü udk,fESifh udk,fhqefUusifzuf ausmif;om;av;a,mufwdkUonf zdk;om*d ajymjyonfh oefaumifausmf wcsufwD;ü jzpfyGm;&mae&modkU- oGm;a&mufMunfh&IMurnf/ vufawGUwGif &IH;olEdkifoludk av[mjyifü xrif;t0a
67

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udk,fwdkUonf..... udk,fwdkUonf[kqdk&mü zdk;om*dum; aemufwcgrygvdk[kqdkí olUtjzpfoepfudk ajymqdkNyD;vQif NyD;csif; vzuf&nfwcGufarmUum wcsKd;wnf; jyefcsoGm;ojzifh udk,fwdkUig;a,mufom [k qdk&rnf/ xdkig;a,mufxJrS trnfrsm;udk azmfjyvdkaomfvnf; udk,fa&;rnfh ('dkUESpfa,muf)ESifh tBuHK;0ifonf r[kwfojzifh omreftm;jzifh udk,fESifholwdkU[kom qdkvdkufyg&ap/ odkUaomf vnf; olwdkUxJrS wa,muf\ trnfemrudkum; udk,fazmfjy&ef 0wÅ&m;&Sd\/ taMumif;rSm olUaMumifhomvQif udk,fESifh xGef;EdkifwdkU aemiftcgü ordkif;olawoe t&mwdkUwGif wyl;wGJwJG jzpfívmjcif;[k qdkEdkifaomaMumifh jzpfonf/ olum;.... wnifuRef;rS ]]cifvGef;}} jzpf\/ rSefyg\/ olUemrnfum;.. wu,fyif udkcifvGef;[kjzpfygonf/ odkUaomfvnf; wuúodkvf a&mufaomtcgü uAsmqHqH jzpfapvdkí cifvGef;udk- (cifvGrf;)[k pmvkH;aygif;um vufrSwf a&;xdk;avh&Sdoljzpfonf/ olaeaomae&yfum; oHvsifwGifjzpfav&m wnifuRef;u cifvGef; [líom trnfwGifavawmUonf/ xdkaeUnu t"duZmwfvdkufZmwfaqmifae&mwGif cifvGef; vnf; ygay\/ udk,fwdkUonf t0dkif;BuD;ü wnvkH;xdkifNyD; awGUu&m&Spfaomif; ajymqdkaeMuNyD;- ckESpfpOf Mu,fajymif tNrD;axmifNyD;umrS wuúodkvf&dyfom vrf;BuD;twdkif; avQmufívmcJUMuonf/ vrf;us,fBuD;wGif avQmufMupOfu vrf;rD;awG wxdefxdef&SdíaeNyD; olwcGef;igwcGef; ajym rqkH;aygif awmokH;axmifawGuvnf; rsm;cJUaomaMumifh o&JjzLBuD;ESifh eifvm;igvm; awGU&rnfhta&;udk rsm;pGmtav;rxm;vSbJ at;at;vSvS tylyifuif;í aecJUMu\/ tm;vkH; nSdíxm;bdonfhtvm; EIwfqdwfí oGm;MuayawmUonf/ avuav;rQyif rcRefawmUbJ rD;udka&ESifh owfvdkufonfhES,f tNidrfBuD;Nidrfoufum uRef;wkH;aMumifavQmuf ajcaxmufawG abmufqwfazmUeif; nSif;nSif;omomuav; jzpfukefMuonf/ vrf;uav;rSmvnf; avtvmwGif ,drf;tdrdkUqdkif;aeaom yifapmufBuD;rsm;jzifhom &Hwm;ywfNcKHvsuf&Sday&m va&mifrpdk avrcdkEdkifbJ tkHaEG;aEG;BuD;jzpfvsuf&Sdonf/ udk,fwdkUonf tat;xJrS vmMuolrsm; jzpfav&m tylaiGU"mwf&Sdae&modkU jAKef;ueJ 0ifvdkufaomtcgü yx0DaMum&IHUum MuufoD; azG;ueJ xoGm;Mu\/ udk,fESifhavmif;xm;Muaom a&Tbdkom;BuD;rsm;um; wa,muf rsufESm wa,muf MunfhvdkufMuonf[k- udk,f&dyfrdvdkufonf/ udk,fyifvQif o&JESifhywfoufí tavmif;tpm;vkyfu ab;'ku©wckckESifh BuHK&pNrJjzpfonf [laom trsm;ajymMuonfh pum;udk Mum;a,mifrdum pdwfxifhíoGm;rdao;\/ odkUaomfvnf; wuúodkvf0ifwJU ,ckusrS o&J ay:onfqdkonftm; vufrcHEdkifojzifh ]]udk,fhvlwdkU aMumuf,ifapmapmu t&IH;ay;Muaemfudk,fuawmU rsufjrif'dVawGUrS yef;ay;EdkifrSm'gbJ....}} [k ajymvdkufrdonf...../

68

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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69

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

aMumuf&if;pJGu &SdaomaMumifh opfudkif;ajcmufudk udkifvsufwef;vef;jzifh jyL;aMumifum Munfhaerdavonf/ o&Jonf qefUwef;xm;aom vufrsm;udk wajz;ajz; atmufodkU csvdkufum uRefawmfwdkUxH ',D;',dkifavQmufí vmjyefojzifh udkcifvGef;u ]]rvmeJU- r-rr-r.... rvmeJU}} [k aMumufvefUwMum; atmfvdkufavao;\/ o&Jonf &yfoGm;jyef\/ ]]uRefawmf-uRefawmf b,fa&mufaewmvJ....[if}} xdkpum;oHrSm o&JxHrSvmaom pum;jzpfavonf/ ]]Asm....}} ]]uRefawmf.... b,fa&mufaewmvJ....}} þrQESifhyif o&J&SmazGcef;BuD; NyD;qkH;íoGm;ygavownf;/ uRefawmfESifh udkcifvGef;vnf; &,fEdkifarmEdkif vmownf;....? nBuD;oefaumif vufESpfzufudk qefUwef;í tdyfrufxJ vrf;avQmufwwfoludk odk;aqmif;bmomt& (Somnambulist) [k ac:\..../ trsm;u o&J[k xifrSwfcJUMuolrSm nnxí a,mif,rf;avQmufol jzpfíaeonf/ xdkolrSmvnf; udk,fwdkU wuúodkvf abmfvkH;avmurS tem;,loGm;aom xGef;Edkifjzpfownf;/ ]]uRefawmfUemrnf- xGef;EdkifygcifAsm....}} n0wftuFsDzmvsm;jzifh tdyfcsifpdwfrajyao;aom xGef;Edkifu udk,fwdkUudk rdwfquforIjyK\? udk,fwdkUvnf; teD;uyfvmrS ykHo@mefyDovmNyD; t&yf&Snf&Snf rsufvkH;pdrf;pdrf; abmrif;om; xGef;EdkifrSef; odMuojzifh ]]awmfao;&JUAsm awmf ao;&JU....}} [k &,fyJGzJGUypfMu&ao;onf/ t&if;ppfvdkufaomtcg xGef;Edkfifonf acgif;wGif'Pf&m&NyD;aemuf abmvkH;avmurS tem; ,l&av&m abmvkH;udk tpJGtvef; BuD;vSoljzpfojzifh nwdkif; tdyfarmusaomtcgwGif a,mif,rf;xvmcJUNyD; abmvkH;uGif;zuf tdyfvsufESifh vrf;avsmufcJUjcif; jzpfavonf/ þuJUodkU (Sleepwalk) tdyfrufxJvrf;avQmufoltcsKdUonf vufudkqefUwef;í rsufvkH; ydwfum avQmufoGm;wwfaMumif;? tcsdefwefvQif rdrdtdrfrdrd qdkufqdkufNrdKufNrdKuf jyefa&muf wwfolvnf;&Sdí? wpkHwckudkjrifrS vefUEdk;NyD; tdrfjyefwwfMu&olrsm;vnf; &SdaMumif;udk udk,f pmtkyfawGxJü zwfzl;cJU\/ xpfueJjzpf o&J[k ,lqcsifpdwfjzifh eyef;vkH;ae&ojzifh xdktcsufudk arhaerdjcif;jzpfavonf/ xGef;Edkifum; t&SufBuD;&Sufaeav&m- udkf,hfudkrnfolUrS

70

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

þtaMumif;ajymrjy&ef EIwfydwfavonf...../ udk,fvnf; tjzpfrSefudk zGifhrajymvQif udk,fu tavmif;tpm;&IH;í auR;&arG;&rnfhtaMumif; ajymjy&mwGif xGef;Edkifu auR;arG;jcif;udpöudk wm0ef,lrnfqdkí acgif;ndwfvdkuf&\/ wnifuRef;u cifvGef;urlum;..... xGef;EdkfifxHrS EIwfydwfcwrsKd; awmif;avonf/ ,if;rSm- olwdkUoHvsifNrdKUwGif taysmfwrf;abmfvkH; toif; wck&SdaMumif;? xdkabmvkH;toif;udk rMumrMumvma&mufí enf;jyjcif;rsm; jyKvkyfay;&rnf jzpfaMumif;/ NrdKUe,f'dkif;BuD;&atmif vkyfay;&rnfjzpfaMumif; ta&;qdk\/ xGef;Edkifuvnf; udk,fwdkif 0ifa&mufuefjyKay;&rnf r[kwfaomaMumifh vG,fulpGm oabmwlvdkuf\/ ,if;odkUjzihf wnwGif;üyif udk,fwdkUESifhxGef;Edkifonf rdwfaqG&if;csmrsm;yrm tuRrf;w0if jzpfíoGm;Muavonf/ xGef;Edkfifu ydkUrJUydkU ulwdkUa&mufatmif ydkUygqdkí udk,fwdkUu tdrftxd vdkufoGm;Mu&jyefonf/ awmfawmfvnf; tdyfrufxJ vrf;avQmufoefaom xGef;Edkifygay/ olUtdrfa&mufumrS tdyfcef;wHcg;? tdrfa&SUwHcg;rBuD; NcH0if;*dwfwHcg;BuD; ponfwdkUudk tqifhqifhzGifhNyD; tdyfruf\ wefcdk;jzifh vrf;avQmufEdkifcJUykHrSm tHUzG,fo&Jyif jzpfay awmUonf/ xGef;Edkifonf xdknu udk,fwdkUtm;.... a&cJaowÅmxJrS &SdorQrsm;udk xkwfauR; {nfcHNyD;rS um;armif;um jyefydkUavonf/ o&JaMumufí ajy;Muolrsm;um;- rtdyfao;bJ udk,fwdkUudk apmifhaeMuav&m um;BuD;pD;í jyefvmMuaomtcgüum; tHUtm;BuD;oifhí aeMu\/ udk,fwdkUu pum;&Snfrnfudkpdk;ojzifh o&J&kwfw&uf aysmufuG,foGm;ojzifh rdwfaqGum;BuHKESifh jyefvmMuaMumif; cyfwdkwdk ajymjyvdkuf&\/ rdwfaqG rSef\/ aemufwaeUrSpí xGef;Edkifonfudk,fESifh rdwfaqGjzpfívmcJU\/ av[mjyifwGif xGef;Edkif\p&dwfjzifh udk,fu&IH;ol xrif;pm;yJG wnfcif;{nfhcHaomtcg {nfhonfawmftjzpf xGef;Edkifyg wufa&mufcJUavonf/ xdkaeUu xGef;Edkifonf abmif;bD teuf tuFsDteufjzifh wudk,fvkH; rdk;eufyrm qifjref;vmcJU&m udk,fhrSmpkef;ua0 wapä pmtkyfpmwef;rsm;xJu ]]acgpmypfaomtcgwGif acG;eufBuD;vmípm;onf}} [laom taMumif; t&mudk rSwfrdowd&í NyHK;&ao;onf..../ xGef;Edkifuvnf; xdkt"dyÜg,f&dyfrd[efwlonf...../ ]]'DaeUxrif;pm;yJG[m o&JuauR;wmjzpfavawmU- acgpmypfwJU oabmeJUuRefawmfyg tqpf 0ifpm;&wmayghvAsm}}

71

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udk,fwdkUt"dyÜg,fESifh ukd,fwdkU&,fMuonfrSm xrif;rsm;yif oD;íoGm;yg\/ odkUaomfvnf; acG;eufBuD;aemufu qHyifzm;vsm;cs rdef;rvSuav; vdkufvmonf[kum; rMum;bl;acs/ rMum;bl;aomfvnf; av[mjyifüum; tu,fyif qHyifzm;vsm;cs rdef;rysKdwa,mufonf rdk;ewfxGef;EdkifxH vdkufívm\/ udk,fwdkUESifhtwlwuG [uf[ufyufyuf &,faraeaom xGef;EdkifrSmvnf; &kwfcsnf;yif cyfwnfwnfjzpfíoGm;\/ udk,fwdkUwodkufrSmvnf; &Id;wdk; &SefUwefU jzpfíoGm;Mu\/ vdkufvmolum; rrar*smjzpfownf;/ ]]rrESif; &kyf&SifutjyefrSm... 'Dav[mjyifudk pm;p&m0if0,f&if; armifxGef;Edkif um;awGUvdkU vdkuf&SmNyD; vmawGUwmbJuG,f? taqmifudk jyefzdkUtcsdefu odyfuyfaevdkU av;bD;um; iSm;&rSmeJ huqdk aemufusrSmrdkU cPavmuf rrESif;wdkUudk vdkufydkUygvm;uG,f....}} rrar*sm\ ajympum;t& xGef;EdkifESifh rrar*smwdkU rEdkif&ifumjzpfaMumif;udk ,ckrS odMu&ojzifh udk,fwdkUrSm tawmfuav; tHUtm;oifhMu&\/ w'*FtwGif; remvdkpdwfvnf; ay:aygufrdMuao;\/ xGef;Edkifurl av;av;uefuefae&mrS xvdkufum- ]]tazmfawG trsm;BuD;ygovm;-}} [k oHrSefjzifh ar;onf...../ ]]rrsm;ygbl;- um;wpD;pmjynfh&kHbJ...? atmf-'DrSm&Sifh armifxGef;Edkifudk ESif; csufcsif;jyefvTwf vdkufygr,faemf? apmifhomaeMuyg.....}} rrar*smonf armifxGef;Edkfif\ tar;udk &Twfaemufaemuf ajzvdkufNyD;aemuf udk,fwdkUzuf vSnfhum xm;&maeap&moGm;ygonf[lonfhtvm; rdefUrSmcsufxm;vdkufum- cyfavmavm uav; xGufoGm;\/ xGef;Edkifvnf; rsufESmBuD;&JíoGm;&mrS tdajE´qnfvdkufNyD;aemuf ajcvSrf; usJBuD;ESifh aemufrSvdkufí oGm;onf/ rrar*sm &kyf&SifrS jyefvmonfqdkayaomfvnf; naecif;at;at;vlvl tifvsm;uefzuf avQmufonfh t0wftpm;jzifh uydku&dkuav;rQom &Sdavonf/ xdkUaMumifhrdkUyif qHyifudk aemufjyefNzD;xm;um zmvsm;csíxm;NyD;rS ESpfacgufjyefodrf;í zJBudK;ESifh tomt&m pnf;onf qdk&kH pnf;xm;jcif;jzpfonf/ rnfodkUyifjzpfapumrl rrar*smum; taetxm; t0wftpm; ra&G;? vSvGef;aom vSvGef;aqG jzpfygay\/ udk,fwdkUonf xGef;EdkifESifh rrar*smwdkU vltkyf Mum;xJ aysmufuG,foGm;onftxd ai;Munfhusef&pfcJUMuum rrar*sm\tvSudk NcD;tHUrqkH; tao;pdyf pHEIef;awGxifMunfh aerdMuonf/

72

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

a&MunfaomufvQifjrif&ravmufyif [laompum;udk udk,fwdkUonf ydk&efaum[k vG,fvG,f jzifh ypfy,fcJUrdMu\/ rrar*smESifhusaomf xdkcdkif;EIdif;csufudk jyefvnf,liif okH;pGJ&rnfuJUodkU &Sdíaeygonf/ avSmfopfpa&Tpiftvm; t0gom;azsmhazsmhwGif yef;aoG;uav;0ifí aomhae aom tom;ta&mifwGif ESmwHrsufvkH;? EIwfcrf;wdkUrSm wd&dusepGm yef;ykq&mu xkxGif; xm;ouJUodkU ae&mwus &SdvSayonf/ rsufvkH; rsufckH; eufarSmifí aeaomfvnf; pdkvGif awmufyrI &Sdaeojzifh obm0ta&mifpyf[yfjcif; rSefuefaeonf[k- qdk&ygrnf/ rrar*sm\ EIyfcrf;um; ESif;qDvTm[k qdkEdkifayaomfvnf; ygvsm;wif;aphíaeojzifh rme\t&Sdefonf tNrJyif xif[yfaeaMumif; xif&Sm;íaeayonf/ pum;ajymvdkufwdkif; twGif;aMum uav;rsm; vIyf&Sm;oGm;onfudk jrif&onfh vnfwdkifaMumhrSonf wudk,fvkH;txdum; zGUHoifhonfhae&mzGUH? odrfoifh onfhae&modrfum vufzsm;ajczsm;txd ]]za,mif;r,fppfygbd}} [k nnf;wGm; zG,f&m yif jzpfavonf/ rrar*sm\ tvSum;- trsm;ajymMuouJUodkU zefaygif;acsmifxJwGif xnfhíxm;NyD; Munfhae&ef aumif;aomtvSjzpfayonf/ ]]tdk..... yg;uav;avmufawmU erf;rdrSmygbJuGm.....}} wa,mufaomolu qdk\/ ]]yg;udkerf;rSawmU cg;udkvJprf;rS jzpfawmUraygh.....}} wa,mufutxGefUwuf\/ ]]oleJUawGUwdkif;idkcsifovdk &DcsifovdkjzpfaewJU armifawGursm; ajym&w,f&Sdao;....? ighMum;bl;wmuawmU...... rdef;rwa,mufudk rsufESmrSm odyfrMunfh&bl;wJU? rdef;rwa,muf&JU rsufESmtvSrSm MunfEl;wwfwJU a,mufsm;awG[m aoG;tm;enf;wJU a&m*g&SdowJU-}} wa,mufu acwfopf ]wPSKya'o} udk udk;um;umqdkrS yg;pyfaqmhrI rsm;wcPf;&yfí oGm;avonf/ udk,fhrSmrl &ifxJwGif pyfylpyfavmif jzpfíae\/ ,if;rSm rrar*smESifh ezl;awGU 'l;awGUvdkufír[kwf? xGef;EdkifjyefrvmvQif wzJGUvkH; NrdKxm;qdkUxm;orQudk ay;p&maiGtojym r&SdaomaMumihfjzpfonf/ xdkUaMumihf xGef;Edkifudkajrmf&if;- pm;zG,faomufzG,f csKdcsOfrsm; tvsOfrjywfatmif rSmum.... [efrysuf ESufíae&yg\/ odkUaomfvnf; pm;yJGay:wGif yefuefjym;rsKd;pkH ykHvmonftxd xGef;Edkifum; ay:rvmacs...../ oli,fcsif;rsm;rSmvnf; AdkufyleHum; plpumxGm;xGm;BuD;awG jzpfívmMuNyDjzpfojzifh tnf;tnf;tJtJjzifh [dk[dk onfonf rsufvkH;upm;oluupm;? vrf;ovm;vdkolu vrf;ovm;jzifh vIyfvIyf&Sm;&Sm;

73

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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74

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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75

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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76

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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77

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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78

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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79

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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80

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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81

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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82

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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83

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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84

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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85

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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86

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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87

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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88

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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89

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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90

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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91

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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92

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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93

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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94

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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95

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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96

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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97

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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98

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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99

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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100

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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101

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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102

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

omausmfa0u vufawGUaumufcsufjzifh apm'uwufygrS t&m&mudk &mZ0if
103

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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qufpyfaeaom

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104

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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105

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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106

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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107

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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xGef;EdkifoGm;&m

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108

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

aejcif;udk awGU&aomaMumifhjzpf\/ xdkywÅvm;tdrfudk xGef;Edkifu txl;pyg,f&S,frSm,lí twif;t"r®vma&mufum vufaqmifay;ygonf[k ndKuajymjyvdkufaom aMumifhvnf; jzpfonf/ udk,fhrSm xGef;Edkif\ arwÅmvufaqmif ay;ykHqef;udkMunfhum oem;*&kPmoufí oGm;rdayonf/ crsmwGif tcspfudkykHcdkif;&mü jzLpifjcif;xuf x,f0gjcif;udk wefzdk;xm;í aeavovm;..../ ]]at;uG,f- armifxGef;Edkifu bynmudkav;pm;vdkUqdkNyd; rSefpDa&Tcs ywÅvm;BuD; vufaqmif ay;wmujzifh aus;Zl;wifp&mygbJ? 'gayrJU brSmuvJ rsufpdrjrif? *DwoHpOfqdkwmuvJ &kd;&kd;ywÅvm;eJ huyJwD;wD; rSefpDa&TcseJUyJwD;wD; wD;cwfol&JU ESvkH;om;eJU ynmay:rSmom wnfwmuJGU....}} nKd\zcif bBuD;MuLu av;av;BuD;ajymjyvdkufaomtcg udk,fhrSm xGef;Edkifudk oli,fem rpifao;&efaum[k a'gorsm;yif jzpfvdkufygao;onf/ xGef;Edkifum; &Sufudk;&Sufuef;BuD; jzpfíaeavonf/ odkUaomfvnf; xGef;EdkifwGif NcD;usL;p&mrsm;vnf; &Sdyg\/ t&m&mwGif NyD;jynfhpkHonfh ol
109

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

Muavh&SdaMumif;udk xGef;Edkifvnf; oabmaygufygvdrfhrnf/ tcspfonf pdwful;,OfrI? umronf vufawGUqufqHrI wvJGqHyifaumif;aeMu aMumif;udkvnf; xGef;Edkifem;vnfNyD; &Sdygvdrfhrnf/ rdef;rESifh a,mufsm;xdrdvQif rD;yGifhoGm;rS tcspfw&m;yDjyifonf[k txif&Sd Muaom umvayrdkU xGef;Edkifcspfrdaom rdef;uav;onfvnf; (pufpm) vdrfhrnfr[kwf[k ukd,fumvom;awG; awG;vdkufrdjcif;jzpfygonf/ ,ckuJUodkU nifomodrfarGU aeMuaomtcgü &Sm;&Sm;yg;yg; awGU&aom tjzpftysufrdkU udk,fMunfEl;rdjcif;vnf; jzpfayonf/ xGef;Edkifonf tpGJtvef;BuD;aom olwa,mufvnf; jzpfonf/ nKdu r[m*DwxJrS aumif;Edk;&m&mudk.... a&G;cs,foDqdkjyaomfvnf; olUwdwf&Daumfwm twGif;odkUum;.... 'Dygat;jrudkom oGif;,lwwfpNrJ jzpfayonf/ xdkUaMumifh udk,fa&muf oGm;aom tcgü 'DygawG at;wkef;jrwkef; jzpfíaeNyD;? jyefvnfzGifhvSpfvdkufaom tcgü 'Dygat;jrawG tcsKd;aygif;pkHí aeonfudk em;aomwqifMu&ay\/ odkUaomfvnf;.... ndK\ yifudk,foHrSm tNrJtpOf em;0ifcsKdat;jraeí awmfayao;\/ þae&mwGif olUb0ol rSefpDa&TcsaecJvSaom xGef;Edkif\ trltusifhqef;uav;rsm;onf ab;vlwa,muftzdkU NyHK;p&muav;awG trsm;BuD; awGU&avonf/ xGef;Edkifonf 'Dygat;jrudk em;axmifNyD;pD;aomtcgwGif ndKurf;ay;aom yef;pnf;udk ,liifum.... bk&m;ukef;awmfay: wufíoGm;\/ ndKu udk,fwdkUudk &SufNyHK;uav;NyHK;NyD; yef;qDrdD;tarT;wdkifwdkUjzifh aemufyg;rS uyfvdkufoGm;\/ udk,fESifhudkcifvGef;u pyfNzJNzJESifh vdkufMunfhMuaomtcg &ifjyifawmfay:wGif ESpfa,muf,SOfwJGxdkifum bk&m;tm&kHjyKMuonf udkvnf; awGU&\/ aemifb0tqufqufwGif rcJGrcGm oHo&m&SnfMum&ygapvdk\ [lí &nfpl;avovm; rod/ bk&m;yef;tdk;wGif yef;rsm;udk waygif;wpnf;wnf; xdk;Muonf udkvnf; awGU&\/ NyD;aemuf ndKu bk&m;ay:rSt&ifjyefqif;\/ xGef;Edkifurl ndK\aemufodkU vdkufrvmao;bJ wzufodkUqufavQmufoGm;um &ifjyifpGef;wae&mwGif xdkifNyD;vQif pD;í jrif&aom ta0;rS yifv,f0ESifhjrpfjyifudk ai;ai;BuD;Munfhumaeonfudk awGU&avonf/ udk,fESifhudkcifvGef;u xGef;Edkiftem;wGifoGm;xdkifNyD; ]]bk&m;ay:rSmrdkUvdkU i&JBuD;rSmpdk;vdkU rawmf wmawGawmU rar;csifygbl;? rif;wkdU[mu eef;qHraebl;vm;uGm- taiGUoufoufbJ vm;...}} [k ar;rdMuygonf/ ]]uRefawmf 'Dem;rSmvmxdkifwdkif; b,fudkvGrf;rSef;rodbl;Asm..... wrsKd;BuD;bJ [dkyifv,fxJu aeNyD; avSBuD;eJU 'Dudk ul;vmbl;ovm;bmvm;vdkU pdwfa0'emwrsKd; cHpm;&w,f.....}}

110

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

xGef;Edkfifu udk,fwdkUtar;udk Mum;onf[kyif t&dyftjcnfrjybJ olajymcsif&mudk ajymwwf ojzifh rcsifhr&Jjzifh NidrfaevdkufMu&onfu rsm;ayonf/ xGef;Edkifum;- olUudk,fa&;udk,fwm udk rsm;pGmzGifh[vdkykH &aomolr[kwfojzifh udk,fvnf;aemufxyf tar;tjref;rxlawmUbJ Nidrfaevdkuf&onf/ udkcifvGef;url rjzpfnpfus,f pum;
111

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

&ufowÅwywfrQ r&Sdao;cifwGifyif ndKwdkUom;tzESifh cifrif&if;ESD; 0ifxGuf oGm;vm aeEdkif &efrSm..... aeUpOfvdkvdka&mufaerS jzpfEdkifaomudpörsKd; jzpfayonf/ xGef;Edkifonf udk,fwifBudK edrdwfzwfouJUodkU olUpydbkwfudk irdk;&dyf[k trnfajymif;vdkufykH&ay\/ irdk;&dyfudk tmPmpufjzifh Budrf&dkufac:Edkifolum;..... waeUwGif rrar*smjzpfvdrfhrnf[k xGef;Edkif pOf;pm;rdjcif; r&Sdaywum;..../ tif;vsm;rSm- qkHMupOfurl rrar*smu Budrf&dkufac:jcif; r&SdygbJvsuf xGef;Edkif a&mufí vmcJUavonf/ udk,faemufrSod&onfrSm...... xGef;Edkifonf rrar*sm\ aysmfyGJudkyg zsuf&ef (0g)tenf;i,frQ txdwfwvefUjzpfap&ef a&mufvmjcif;jzpfonf[k qdkavonf/ xdkaeUrSm we*FaEGaeUwaeUjzpfonf/ 'lbefurf;ajcwGif tif;vsm;olawGa&m.... ,aeUacwftac:ta0:t& jruRef;ndK wuúodkvf om;awGa&m (trSefpifppf wuúodkvfonf uRef;uav; av;ig;ajcmufuRef; &Sdaom tif;vsm; uefem;wGif wnf&Sdjcif;jzpfonf? uRef;BuD; pHr[kwfacs/) aESmaESm&Tif&Tifjzpfvsuf aecsdef0,f... rrar*smonfvnf; tvS{u&D[laom bJGUxl;ESifhtnD &D&DNyHK;NyHK; jrL;aysmfvdkUrqkH;Edkifatmif [dkodkUvmonfodkUoGm;jzifh tvSjyifwrf;upm;íaeavonf/ &uftm;rdkU &efukefaysmfwdkU tif;vsm;a&wGif vGef;xdk;vGef;ysH avSmfwufoHwnHnH jyKNrJjzpf&um; a[;vm;0g;vm; vkyfoGm; olawGteEÅrdkU uefa&jyifudk vspfvsL&INyD; udk,fhae&muav;wGifomudk,f uGufuGufpka0;vsuf aeMupOfwGif jzpfonf/ ]]trav; u,fawmfrlMuyg u,fawmfrlMuyg&Sif- rrar*sm a&epfaevdkU u,fMuygtkH;rrar*sm a&epfaevdkU.....}} rdef;uav;wa,muf\ pl;pl;0g;0g; i,foHygatmif atmfvdkufoHaMumifh... 'lbefwuGif;vkH;rSm vIyfvIyf&G&G jzpfíoGm;Muum toHMum;&kHrQESifh zdeyfcRwfolucRwf? t0wftpm; cGgolucGg jzpfukefMuav&m..... udk,fhrSmpdk;&drfwBuD;jzifh trsm;enf;wl tif;vsm;a&pyfodkU qif;íMunfh rdonf/ a&pyfodkUa&mufrS tlaMumifaMumifBuD;jzpfí oGm;&\/ tb,faMumifhqdkaomf ukef;ay:rSaeí ]]b,folawGb,fvdkrsm; r[kwfw&kwf aemufaeMuwmvJ ESif;u'DrSmyg.....}} [k rrar*smu vludk,fwdkif atmfajymvdkufaomaMumifhjzpfonf/ odkUatmfajymvdkufcgrS ]]u,f Muyg&Sif... u,fMuyg.. rrar*sm a&epfaevdkUyg}} [laom atmf[pfoHonf a&jyifxufrS xGufívmjyef\/ xdktcgwGif aysmfyGJpm;vmoltaygif;rSm rrar*smudkMunfhvdkuf? a&jyifudk

112

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

Munfhvdkufjzifh tlaMumifaMumifjzpfí aeMuavonf/ 'DawmUrS udk,fabmaygufvdkufygonf/ udk,fwdkU 'lbefurf;ajc teD;tem;wGif apmapmuyif &GufavSav; wpfpif;pESpfpif;p &GufvTifhíaecJUonfudk trIrJUtrSwfrJU xm;cJU&mwGif.... wpif;wnf;om usefawmUaom &GufavSay:rS xdktoHrsm; xGufay:vmjcif;jzpf\/ w&m;cHum;..... xGef;Edkifjzpfonf/ udk,fESifh twl udkcifvGef;vnf; yg&Sd&m..... udk,fhudkNyHK;í rsufpcsDjy\/ NyD;rS ]]a[h- xGef;Edkifb,frvJuG rif;vmavuGm 'Dudk.....}} xGef;EdkifonfavS0rf;wGif yufvuftdyfae&mrS rwfwufxum jyefvnfvufjyvdkufavonf/ NyD;aemuf&GufBudK;udk jyifvdkufNyD; urf;zufodkUOD;wnfívm\/ avSOD;a&pyfodkU qufonftxd xGef;Edkfif\ &Daumfwmuav;rS...... (u,fawmfrlMuyg&Sif rrar*sma&epfaevdkU) onf tquf rjywf xGufay:qJ&Sdavonf/ xdktcgusrSyif y&dowfrsm;vnf; oabmaygufoGm;Mu awmUum w[m;[m;&,fvdkufMuavonf/ rrar*smudkum;- rNyKH;r&D wnfwnfyifawGU&\/ ]]awmfawmfaemufwJhvlAsm? usKyfjzifh a&rul;wwfbJeJU vdkufq,frdrvdkU uHaumif;vdkU.....}} ]]r[m*&kPmawmf&SifBuD;udk;As- [J- [J....}} ]]tif;av...... olrdkUvdkU BuHBuHzefzefpOf;pm;rdw,f arG;aeUvufaqmif ay;wmuvJ aMumufp &mBuD; uG,faemf}} ]]pOf;pm;rdwmu xm;ygtkH; ulatmfay;0HUwJU rdef;ruvJ tHU-tHUp&myguG,f? toufuvJygygvGef;ouGJU.....}} rdef;ra,mufsm; xl;xl;jym;jym; pum;wif;qdkaeonfhMum;rS xGef;Edkifonf olUx&efppöwm &Daumfwmuav;udk yckH;wGifvG,fNyD; avSay:rSckefqif;vkufum udk,fwdkU&Sd&modkU rSefrSef avQmufívm\/ udk,fhrS.... um,uH&Sif rrar*smudkvnf;rEIwfquf? tjcm;rnfolUudkrQvnf; NyHK;rjybJ udk,fESifhudkcifvGef;wdkU&Sd&modkUom ajcvSrf;rSefrSefvSrf;ívmaom xGef;EdkifukdMunfhum? olUtpm; tm;wkHUtm;em jzpfíaerdavonf/ xGef;Edkifum; cyfwnfwnfyif ]]b,fvdkvJAs rif;avmif;
113

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udkcifvGef;u csufusvufusajymvdkufojzifh eD;em;0ef;usif wodkufvkH; 0g;ueJ &,fvdkufjyef avonf/ rrar*smyifvsif..... rodromNyHK;vdkufNyD; xdkodkUNyHK;vdkufonfudk rjrifapvdkojzifh wzufodkU vSnfhvdkufonftm; udk,frsufvkH;a'gifhpGef;rS vSrf;awGUvdkuf&onf/ odkU&,fvkduf MuonfrSm tvdkufurf;qdk;rodbJ q&maygufpyDyD q&mvkyfcsifpdwfraysmufonfh zdk;om*d onf b,facsmifuay:vmonfrod udk,fwdkUtem;odkU a&mufívmum....? xGef;Edkif\ wdwf Al;uyf &Daumfwmuav;udk ,liifMunfhvdkufNyD;vQif- ]]cifAsm; &Daumfwmuav;u w,f aumif;w,fAsm wu,fhvl atmfvdkufovm;atmifharh&w,f? oDcsif;av;bmav;rsm; xJUrvm awmUbl;vm;As? arG;aeUr*FvmwdkUbmwdkU? oli,fcsif;a& rif;pmqkwfypfvdkufNyDvdkU bmwdkU ayghuGm....}} [k ar;ar;ajymajym a&aESmvdkufavonf/ ]]tpkHawmU oGif;xm;wmbJAs zGifhMunfhav....}} xGef;Edkifu NyHK;pyfpyfjzifhajymvdkufaomtcg? ol&JjzLacsmufcH&bl;aom zdk;om*donf wu,fh ol&JjzLBuD;a&SUarSmufü a&mufaecdkufwGif xGef;Edkif\oHqdk;oHaMumifudk rSm;zGifhrdygu wufcsuf írsm; oGm;avrvm;[k udk,fwdkUpdwf0ifpm;pGmjzifh apmifhMunfhaerdonf/ odkUaomf- zdk;om*dum; uHaumif;oljzpfonf/ cvkwfrSm;íESdyfvdkufav&m ajymif;jyefvnfNyD;vQif..... atmfoH[pfoH tpm; oDcsif;oHrsm;xGufívmav\/ udk,fwdkUum; toHMum;vQifMum;csif; rnfolUoDcsif; jzpfonfudk odvdkufyg\/ ]'Dygat;jr oajynSm a&TawZm &maomif;vkH;.....}} yef;onfruav;ndK\ toHonfvnf; vludk,fwdkif vma&mufqdkjyonfhyrm Munfvif csKdat;pGm xGufay:vmonf/ xGef;Edkifum;- uAsmu,m,lí ydwfvdkuf\/ odkUaomf]]qufzGifhygarmifxGef;Edkif&JU? rrar*sm em;axmifMunfhcsifvdkUyg-}} [laom aemufyg;qDrS a&mufívmaom rrar*sm\pum;oHaMumifh wdwfacGudkqufvufí vnfapvdkuf&\/ rr ar*smonf csKdat;MunfvifNyD; xGufvmaom ndK\toHudk yDyDooMum;&aomtcgü yg;eyf aom rdef;rwOD;jzpfonfESifhtnD rnfodkUaomtaMumif;aMumifh þ&DaumfwmwGif;odkU þtoH a&muf&onfhtaMumif;tm; pl;prf;csifpdwfrsm; rsufESmwGifw&dyf&dyforf;í vmonfudk awGU& avonf/ udk,fwdkUvnf;..... rao;aomjyóemwckawmU ay:aygufavNyD[k &dyfrdvdkuf Muojzihf xGef;EdkifwdkUtyg;u toma&SmifuGif;xGufvmcJUMuavonf/ udk,fESifh udkcifvGef; onf cyfa0;a0;o&ufyifwyif\ t&dyfatmufwGif oGm;a&mufxdkifMuaomtcg enf;jyq&m zdk;om*du vdkufívmjyefum ]]olwdkU[mu wrsKd;bJAs- armifESrvdk[kwfzl;-}} [laom tlaMumifaMumif pum;xl;pum;qef;BuD;udk ajymay\/

114

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

]]at;As- cifAsm;ajymrSbJ olwdkU armifESrvdkr[kwfbl;qdkwm usKyfvJ&dyfrdawmUw,f? cifAsm; awmfawmftawG;tac:aumif;w,f BudK;pm;Asm? teD;jy&mu ta0;udkawmifjyEdkifwJU q&m jzpfEdkifw,f.....}} udkcifvGef;utjrifuyfuyfjzifh aighajymvdkufrS zdk;om*dvnf; &Suf&SufESifhjyefvnf xGufoGm; &avawmUonf/ udkcifvGef;vnf; zdk;om*doGm;&modkU vSrf;Munfh&if;rS reD;ra0;ukef;jrifhay:rS ,SOfvsuf&yfíaeMuaom rrar*smESifh xGef;EdkifwdkUqDodkU rsufvkH;a&mufíoGm;ojzifh udk,fvnf; olUrsufvkH;oGm;&modkU tvdkvdkvdkufMunfhrdonf/ toHrMum;&aomfvnf; xGef;EdkifESifhrrar*sm wpkHwckudk tajctwifajymaeonfudk cefUrSef; rdonf/ &Daumfwmudkum;- zGifhoHrMum;&awmUacs/ xdkodkUMunfhaepOfyif pum;wcGef;ESpfcGef; tNyD;owf ajymvdkufNyD; xGef;Edkifonf uRefawmfwdkUzuf cyfoGufoGufavQmufívmonfudk awGU&\/ ]]vmAsm- uRefawmfeJU &GufavSpD;vkdufcJUMuprf;yg.....}} teD;odkU a&mufvmvQifvmjcif; xGef;Edkifu xdkodkUajymí uaomuarsmqGJac:&m? vdkufonfu ta&;rBuD;vS? arG;aeU&Sifrrar*smudk wcGef;pESpfcGef;pawmU EIwfqufcJUrSaumif;rnf[k udk,fu ajymjyrdonfü? ]]rvdkygbl;Asm.... rrar*smudk,füu tdrfjyefr,fqdk,if rif;tazmfawG ac:oGm;vdkU ajymvdkufNyD;om;yg}} [k xGef;Edkifu cyfqwfqwfajymvdkufavonf/ ,if;odkUjzifh udk,fwdkUrSm avSavSmfom;rsm;b0odkU om;em;wifhw,fpGm a&mufMu&jyefavonf/ a&S;acwfu avSavSmfom;rsm;twGuf rajymwwfaomfvnf;? ,ckacwf vufusyftuFsD0wf ESpfa,muftzdkUrSmrl avSwufrudkif&bJESifh ,drf;tuoifwef; qif;aeMuavonf/ tif;vsm; a&rsufESmjyifay:rS wdkufcwfaomavonf a'gifhrrSef tpkeftqeftarTtaESmufawG rsm;vS av&m? &Gufxdef;olxGef;Edkifu &GufBudK;udkupm;onfESifhtrQ? rdrdwdkUacgif;udk &Gufcsnfwdkif &dkufrdrnfpdk;ojzihf udk,fwdkUSESpfa,mufrSm nDnDnmnm ,drf;uouJUodkU acgif;ESpfvkH;NydKifwl [dkzuf,drf;onfzuf,drf; vkyfae&avonf/ Mumaomf udkcifvGef;u ]]uJ,drf;q &m pD;csuf uav;yg ygoGm;atmif oDcsif;av;bmav;zGifhuGm .....}} [k &GJUíajymvdkufrdonf/ ]]awmfprf;ygAsm- 'D&DaumfwmtaMumif;udk? ckeubJrrar*smeJU pum;rsm;vm&wJUt&Sdef rajy ao;bl;.....}}

115

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

]]bmawGjzpfcJUMuvdkUvJ.....}} udk,fuawmfoifh&kH &dyfrdod&SdNyD; jzpfaomfvnf; jynfhjynfhpkHpkH odcsifao;ojzifh tvdkufoifh awmufprf; vdkuf&avonf/ ]]nKdUtoHudk Mum;wmupwmayghAsm-? ckeu rrar*sma&epfaeygNyDvdkU atmfwJUtoHuvJ ndKUtoHbJ r[kwfvm;wJU....}} ]]tJ'DawmU zdk;xGef;Edkifu bmjyefajymvdkufovJ..... aeygtkH;? olajymrSndKUtoHqdkwmudk udk,fwdkU od&w,f? awmfawmfem;yg;wJUrdef;rbJ? [kwfaum[kwfovm;.....}} ]][kwfw,fAs..... olUarG;aeUrSm aemufrvdkU ndKUudk uRefawmfbJoifay;NyD; oGif;,lvmcJUwm ...}} ]]ndKu bmrSrajymbl;vm;? bmrodnmrodeJU rdef;uav;wa,mufudk 'DvdkajymNyD; toHoGif; ,lw,fqdkawmU zdk;xGef;Edkiftay:rSm ouFmruif;rjzpfbl;vm;.....}} ]]jzpfwmaygh rvkyfyg&apeJUqdkNyD; jiif;vJjiif;wmaygh....? uRefawmfuausmif;uyJGtwGuf aemufcHtoHvdkvdkUyg qdkNyD;awmh..... nmnufNyD;oGif;,lvmcJU&wm .....}} ]]rrar*smuaum bmajymovJ.....}} ]]bmar;ovJvdkU ar;prf;ygAsm.......}} ]]at;at; bmar;ovJ qdkwmygbJuGm....}} xGef;Edkifonf avjyif;wpdkUESifh 'ufxdwdk;vdkuf&um;- &GufzGifhcHay;vdkufojzifh &GufavS uav;rSm t&Sdeftqwdk;um- a0gueJa&GUvsm;oGm;ojzifh pum;pjywfoGm;Mujyefavonf/ t&Sdefuav; twefi,frSefoGm;rS xGef;Edkif\ tdrfa*[m&Sd&m jruRef;omodkU OD;wnf&GufzGifh oGm;&if; pum;jyefqufMu&\/ ]]bmar;ovJqdkawmUAsm- b,folvJ? b,fuvJ? b,fwkef;uodwmvJ qdkwJU ar;cGef;BuD; okH;cGef;aygh? uRefawmfu vdrfwwfnmwwfwJU vlvJr[kwfbl;? vdrf,ifnm,ifvJ olUudk

116

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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117

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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118

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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119

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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120

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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121

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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122

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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123

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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124

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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125

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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126

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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128

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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129

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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130

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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131

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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132

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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133

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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134

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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135

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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136

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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137

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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138

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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139

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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140

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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141

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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143

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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144

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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145

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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146

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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147

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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151

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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162

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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163

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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164

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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165

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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166

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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167

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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168

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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169

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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170

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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171

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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172

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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173

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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174

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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175

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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176

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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177

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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186

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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188

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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189

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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190

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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191

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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193

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197

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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202

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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204

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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205

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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206

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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207

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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208

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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209

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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210

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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211

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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212

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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213

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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214

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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215

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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216

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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217

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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218

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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219

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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220

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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221

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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231

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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232

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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238

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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240

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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241

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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242

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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243

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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244

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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245

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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246

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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247

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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248

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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249

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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250

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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251

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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252

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253

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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254

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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255

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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256

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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257

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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267

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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270

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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272

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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274

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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276

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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277

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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278

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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279

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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280

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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281

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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282

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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283

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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289

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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291

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292

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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293

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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294

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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295

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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296

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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297

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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298

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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299

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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300

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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301

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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302

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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303

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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304

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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305

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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306

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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307

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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308

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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309

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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310

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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311

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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312

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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313

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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314

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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318

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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319

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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320

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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322

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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323

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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324

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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325

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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326

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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327

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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328

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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329

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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aMumufcrrf;vdvd

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330

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

jzpfaomfvnf; xdkUxuftqrwefBuD;rm;aom avSBuD;rsm; tjyif;vdkufívmMu\/ avSwdkif; avSwdkif;ü csyfrdefndKwefqmyvm jynfhpkHpGm0wfíxm;aom ppfom;rsm; tjynfhygvmonf udkvnf; awGU&avonf/ a&SUrS&GufavSwGifum; vli,fwa,mufESifh vlBuD;wa,mufwdkUom yg&Sd\/ vlBuD;uyJUudkifum vl&G,fu &Gufrsm;tavsmhtwif; tydwftzGifhawG jrefqefpGm jyKvkyfay;ae&onfudk awGU&avonf/ xdkol-xdkolwdkU\ 0wfpm;wefqmudk Munfhjcif;tm;jzihf rZdösrwdkif;om;rsm; jzpfykH&ayonf/ tjzpftysufum;- vGefcJUaomtESpf (800) (1000)cefUu 0wfpm;qif,OfrIwdkUjzifh yifv,fork'´&mjyifus,fudk &GufzGifhjzwfausmfaeaom vlESpfa,muf tm; ppfom;rsm;u aemufrS'vMurf;vdkufíaeaom tjzpftysufyifjzpfyg\/ rMumcP
331

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

onfrsm;udk ajzavsmUcsvdkufum tem;,lonfhoabmjzifh avS0rf;xJypfvSJcsvdkufaom vl&G,f \rsufESmudk uRefawmfteD;uyf &IjrifcGifh&vdkuf\/ xkdvl&G,fum; uRefawmfyifjzpfíaeyg\/ uRefawmfuJUodkU t&yftarmif;? uRefawmfuJUodkU rsufESmaersufESmuswdkU cRwfpGyfwlvdkuf vSonfhtjyif uRefawmfuJhodkUyif pdrf;vJUaomrsufvkH;rsm; &Sdonfjzpf&m rdrdudk,frdrd jyefí jrifae&ouJUodkU xifrSwf&ygonf/ wckomuGmjcm;\/ xkdol\ t0wftpm;rsm;um; a&S;cwf ukvm;rsm; 0wfpm;ouJUodkU jzpfaeayonf/ 4if;odkUjzihf uRefawmfu uRefawmfhudk,fuRefawmf &kyf&Sifum;uJUodkU jyefíMunfhae&onfhtvm; xl;qef;vS&mwGif xdkjrifuGif;aysmufuG,foGm;NyD; aemuf aemufxyfay:vmonfh jrifuGif;um;- yifv,furf;ajcwae&m jzpfjyefav\/ yifv,furf;ajc oJaomifjyifwGif vIdif;ykwfojzifh wifusef&pfaom avSysufteD;rS rsufvkH; pdrf;pdrf;ESifh vl&G,f (,ckrSpNyD; uRefawmf[kom ac:iifokH;pGJvdkyg\) ESifh oefrmaom vlBuD; wdkUonf arhajrmvJusae&mrS vl;vJxvmMuum ukef;jrifhydkif;odkU c&D;qufMujyefonf/ urf;ajcrS oJaomifjyifpyfodkUa&mufaomf- ausmufawmifBuD;wck umqD;xm;onfudk awGUMu& \/ ausmufawmif\ atmufajcwae&mum; uRefawmfESifh omausmfa0wdkU apmapmu trSwfrxif ajcESifheif;rd&mu awGU&onfh ausmufvrf;rBuD;\tpyif jzpfayawmUonf/ vl&Gk,fESifhvlBuD;onf xkdausmufvrf;rBuD;rSaeí tm;tifcsdeJUpGm tay:odkU wjznf;jznf; wufvmMu\/ odkUaomf- vrf;ckvyfwGif tm;jywfum arhvJacGusoGm;avonf/ rD;ckd;rsm;zkH;vTr;foGm;\/ uif;pifum Munfvifvmaomf vl&G,fESifhvlBuD;wdkUonf vufaumuf0wfESifh ajcusif;0wf wdkUwGif oHBudK;aMu;BudK;BuD;rsm;jzihf csnfaESmifxm;jcif;cH&&if;rS jrefrmrus ukvm;vnf; rqdk omaom 0wfpm;qif&ifrIrsm;&Sdaom vltkyfBuD;tv,fwGif wa&GUa&GUoGm;aeMu&onfudk awGU& av\/ xdkvltkyfBuD;onf pkvpfrRef;cRef; wefaqmif;jyom'fwdkUjzifh 0dkif;&Hvsuf&Sdaom ajrnD uGufvyftwGif;odkU a&mufvmMu\/ w&m;pD&if[efwlaom pifjrifha&SUwGif &yfvkdufMuNyD; aemuf- wpkHw&mudk apmifharQmf&IMunfhaeMuavonf/ a&Ta&mifaiGa&mifrsm;jzihf NydK;jyufvSyum uEkwfEG,fyef;cufrsm;jzihf xGif;xkwyfqifwnfaqmufxm;aom eef;awmfoP²mef taqmuf tODwdkUrSm &ckdifbk&ifwdkU\ ajrmufOD;NrdKU\&Icif;udk aqmifíae&rnf[k uRefawmf&dyfrd em;vnf NyD;jzpfygonf/ uRefawmf&Ijrifae&onfrSm ajrmufOD;NrdKUBuD; pnfum;pOfu &Icif;yifjzpfayrnf/ &aohBuD;u uRefawmfhtm; tppftrSefrsm;udk jrifaponfvm;? odkUwnf;r[kwf- olUpdwful; ayguf&mtwdkif; pdwfwefcdk;jzihf zefwD;jyoavovm;? rnfodkUyifjzpfapumrl uRefawmfESifh xyfwlxyfrQ wlvdkufvSaomolwa,mufESifh pyfqdkifonfh tjzpftysufwdkUudk wppD jrifawGU od&SdonfrSmum; rjiif;omaomtjzpf jzpfayaomaMumihf uRefawmfhtwGuf tusKd;&Sdapaom

332

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

tawGUtBuKHxl;[k ac:qdkEdkifyg\/ ppfrSefonf rrSefonfrSm y"mer[kwf? awGUjrifcGifh&orQ awGUjrifod&Sd&efom ta&;BuD;ayonf[k uRefawmf,lqygonf/

Qufvuf

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333

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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335

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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336

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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337

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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338

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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339

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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340

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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341

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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342

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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343

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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344

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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345

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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346

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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347

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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348

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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349

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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350

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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351

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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352

0if;OD;

uRefawmfvnf;.... tusKd;taMumif; armfMunfhumom aevdkuf&\/

rdef;rvStrkef;

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353

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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354

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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355

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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356

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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357

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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358

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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360

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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361

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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362

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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363

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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369

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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370

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uav;udkufum jyefajymvkdufonfu awmfygao;\/ trSefqdkaomfum; rrESif;onf wu,f awmfaom rdef;rwa,mufjzpfygayonf/ uRefawmfhudk vSrf;Munfhvdkufaom tMunfhonf rcdkUw&dkU rl[efvnf;ryg? Asmygvnf;rjy? rmewcGefxljcif;vnf;r&SdyJ (rrESif; armifxGef;Edkif&JU rdef;rjzpfNyDuG,f? rif;auseyfw,fxifyg&JU) [laom tMunfhrsKd;omjzpfayonf/ rrESif;um;.... tcsdefumvudkvkdufí xdkufoifhaomtrlt&mudk aqmifwwfoljzpfygonf/ rrESif;Munfhvdkuf aom tMunfhum; uRefawmfhpdwft[kefrsm;udk rnfonfhtrsKd;tpm;wGif jzpfapumrl vrf;ck vwfü wefU&yfapaom tMunfhjzpfavonf/ omrefa,mufsm;wOD;omjzpfurl ]ra'G;tom; cg;vSr,f rxifygbl;} [k csOfcsOfwl;wl; rl;ypfvkdufrnfrSm aocsmvSonf/ uRefawmfu &,fcsifpdwfrsm;om &ifxJrS tvdyfvdkufwuf
371

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

tHHUMowBuD; ai;MunfhaeMu\/ uRefawmfonf cyfwnfwnfESifhyif pifjrifhay:odkU wufíoGm; um rdrdtwGuf owfrSwfxm;aomae&mwGif 0ifxdkifvdkufygonf/ r*Fvmr@myftwGif;ü r*Fvmaqmifwckudk uRefawmfaemufxyf usif;y&jyefonfjzpfonf/ rnfolwdkU r*Fvmaqmifrnfenf;[lrl- uRefawmfarmifxGef;EdkifESifh yef;onfruav;ndKwdkU\ r*Fvmaqmifyif jzpfygonf/ ]]at;Asm..... udkBuD;atmifa&;xm;wJUpmwef; zwf&awmUrS uRefawmfwdkUjynfrSm vkyfavhvkyfx r&SdwJU pGefUpm;cef;wckudk cifAsm;vkyfcJUaMumif; od&awmUw,f? rdef;rESpfa,mufudk waeUxJ wcsdefxJ? wNydKifxJ ,l0HUwJUowÅdu eJwJUowÅdrSr[kwfyJ.....}} udkwifxGwfonf uRefawmf\twdwftaMumif;udk jyefvnfpOf;pm; aqG;aEG;Mu&if;rS þodkU rSwfcsufcsavonf/ ]]uRefawmfhtwGuf enf;vrf;uvJ 'gyJ&SdawmUwmudk udkwifxGwf&m? rdzpum; em;axmif&rJU wm0efu wzufu&Sdw,f/ udk,fhxuftqifhedrfhus&SmwJU cspfoltay:rSm opömrysufzdkU 0wÅ&m; uvJ &Sdjyefao;w,fqdkawmUum onfenf;vrf;udkyJ a&G;&awmUwmaygh? trsm;eJUrwlcsifwJU vl[m trsm;eJUrwlwJUZ mwfckHay:rSm ujy&rSmayghAsm? [if;-[if;.....}} uRefawmfuvnf; &,foHuav;pGufum jyefajymvdkuf&jyefonf/ xdktcg acwÅrQ uRefawmfwdkU ESpfa,muf\ pum;0kdif; NidrfqdwfoGm;avonf/ {nfha*[mwckvkH;rSmvnf; tyfusoHrQyif rMum;&yJ wdwfcsufom;aumif;íae&m ]]b,fvdkvJAs udkwifxGwf&.....? NrdKUa[mif;wNrdKUvkH; tjcm;aompMum0Vmu N*dKvfom;awGvmvdkU xGufajy;ykef;a&Smif aeMuNyDxifyg&JU}} [k &,fp&mpum;udk BuHzefí ajymvkduf&avonf/ ]]NrdKUa[mif;[m- a&S;&cdkif,Ofaus;rI tjynfht0&SdwJUNrdKUvdkU ajymw,fwJUAs? 0dkif;vkyf0dkif;pm;? 0dkif;oGm;0dkif;ul vlwef;pm;ra&G; trIudpöao;ao;BuD;BuD; wpkwa0;xJ aqmif&Gufwwfavh &SdMuw,fwJU? {uEÅ um;'&dkifbm&JU tokbrSm a&mufaeMuwmyJjzpf&r,f.....}} udkwifxGwfu rSwfcsufay;avonf/ NrdKUa[mif;....

372

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

&ckdifbk&ifwdkUpdk;pHcJU&m ajrmufOD;ac:NrdKUa[mif;...../ onfNrdKUa[mif;odkU a&mufatmifvmcJU&jcif; taMumif;&if;um; tb,fupí jrpfzsm;cHcJU oenf;[lrl- ra&SmifomwJU vrf;ajrSmifMum;wGif rdef;rESpfa,mufpvkH;ESifh wNydKifwnf; Nim;cJU rdonfh tjzpfqef;wGif pdrfhxGufa0htdkifcJUaomaMumifh jzpfygayonf/ ,ckaomfum;...... aomu yifv,fBuD;tjzpfodkU ul;ajymif;um uRefawmfhrSm.... vufyrf;usawmUrwwf ul;cwfrqkH; jzpfíaeayNyD/ ypöKyÜefrSxGufajy;csifí uRefawmfNrdKUa[mif;odkUvmcJU\/ xl;qef;aomjzpfpOf rsm;\ tqkH;owfwGif &aohBuD;ESifh qkHawGUcJU&\/ &aohBuD;u uRefawmfonf b0a[mif;u rnfodkUrnfykH txkHtquf &SdcJUonfrsm;udk jyooGm;cJU\/ 4if;b0wkef;uvnf; uRefawmfa&m ndKa&m rrESif;a&m okH;OD;pvkH;txJwGif a
373

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

udkwifxGwfonf uRefawmfhbef;pum;aMumifh pum;aMum&Snf&jyef\/

NyKH;íaeavonf/

uRefawmfqufvufí

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374

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

w,f? a&TawmifBuD;awGuvJ wtdtdNyKdMuwwfayoudk;? 'gayrJU rrESif;usawmU uRefawmfhudk olydkifqdkifvdkuf&wJU aemufydkif;rSm aMumifhMurI uif;vGef;vSw,f.....? xGef;EdkifqdkwJU rsufvkH; pdrf;eJU owÅ0gqef;udk olUvufxJuaeNyD; b,folrS aemufxyfausmhuGif;ypfNyD; zrf;Edkifvdrfhr,f r[kwfbl;vdkU ol-,lqaew,fxifyg&JU? uRefawmfhpdwfaeoabmxm; rl&if;udkMunfhjyef&ifvJ rdef;rwa,mufudk uaeU&NyD; aemufwaeUrSm azmufjyefwwfwJUvlpm;rsKd; r[kwfbl;qdkwm olpdwfcsxm;vdkU &aywmudk;cifAs? uRefawmfuvJ rrESif;eJU&NyD;wJUaemuf a,mufsm; wa,muf&JU wm0ef0wÅ&m;awG rcsKdU,Gif;&atmif txl;BuHaqmifavhusifhNyD; aecJUygw,f/ 'Djyif0wÅ&m;awG xm;vkdufawmU? tdrfaxmifrIokcqdkwJU ta&;BuD;qkH; wm0efrSmvJ uRefawmf [m rcspfayrJU atmifhumerf;rI usifvnfcJUygw,f? udkwifxGwfpOf;pm;Munfhygav? rrESif;udk uRefawmfrcspfEdkifayrJU olkeJUtwltdyfzkdUuawmU 0efav;w,fvdkUr&Sdygbll;....? vla,mufsm; wa,muftzdkU vlrdef;rwa,muf... &xm;wJUoabm xm;Edkif&if tdrfaxmifa&;tqifajyrI[m &mckdifEIef;rsm;rsm; atmifjrifEdkifwmyJ? 'DvdkajymvkdufawmU uRefawmfhudk ESvkH;om;enf;vGef;wJU a,mufsm;wa,mufvdkU ajymMurvm;rodbl;? wu,fwef;us&if a,mufsm;wa,muf[m rdef;rb,fESpfa,muftay:rSm tnDtrQ ESvkH;om; cJGa0ay;Edkifjcif;&SdvdkUvJAsm? zdkcspfrcspf qdkwm [mvJ ESpfOD;ESpfzufuvJGvdkU t&yf&SpfrsufESmeJU ESvkH;om;zvS,foifhwJU udpörSr[kwfyJ? 'gaMumifhrdkU avmut0Sef;rSm rde;freJUa,mufsm; nm;Muwm 'keJUa';&SdayrJU- ESvkH;om;csif; rqufoG,fEdkifMuyJ ydkifcsif&mydkif qdkifcsif&mqdkifMuwmawGuvJ odef;aomif;&maxmif ruyg bl;vdkU qdkMuwmygyJ? rrESif;[m uRefawmfhvkyfaqmifjyKrlcsufrsm;udk t
375

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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376

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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377

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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378

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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379

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

um; wyg;oltwGufoufouf &wufrat;orQudk EIwfrSzGifhtefjcif;om jzpfonf/ udk,fwdkif udk,fus yg0ifqifEJG&onfh um,uH&SifuJUodkU xyfwlxyfrQ pdwfvIyf&Sm;rI cHpm;&jcif; &SdEdkifrnf rxifay? odkUaomfvnf; pdwfxifhíaeNyDjzpfaom uRefawmftzdkUrSmrl- tem*gwfudk BudKwif wGufcsufrxm;rdaom rdrdudk,frdrd tjzpfrSefjrifívmojzihf pdwftaeayghyg;MunfvifrI a&mU&J&Jjzpfí vmrdygonf/ pdwftaea&mU&Jaomtcgü vJGrSm;aomtjyKtrlrsKd;udk jyKrdwwfMu onfqdk\/ uRefawmfjyKrdaomtrSm;um; oHo&mwavQmufvkH; jyifír&awmUavmufatmif trSm;BuD;rSm;í oGm;ygavawmUonf/ uRefawmfudkBuD;atmifxHrS jyefívmaomtcg nOfhv,foef;aumif a&mufvkeD; jzpfaeí tdyf&modkU wef;wef;rwfrwf0ifum vSJtdyfvdkufrdygonf/ wtdrfvkH;rSm tdyfarmusESifhNyD; &Sdí aeonf/ rrESif;rSmvnf; tif;vsm;ausmif;aqmifrS jyefa&mufvmNcif; r&Sdao;&um;-uRefawmf pdwfa&mvla&m ypfvSJtem;,lvdkufjcif; jzpfonf/ odkUaomf..... arsmufjrnf;aysmfrnfrS BuHum &Sdao;&mwGif ]]rrar*sm a&epfaevdkU u,fawmfrlMuyg&Sif- u,fawmfrlMuyg&Sif.....}} [laom atmfoHudk oJUoJUMum;&&m..... &kwfw&ufwGif rTefxloGm;rdNyD; jywif;aygufodkUxum ajy;oGm; Munfhrdonf/ tif;vsm;uefpyf (0g) uRefawmfwdkUtdrfa&SUa&pyfwGif qdkufuyfxm;aom uRefawmf\&GufavSay:rS zGifhcsnfrSdwfcsnfjzihf vufESdyf"mwfrD; tcsufjyaeonfudk uRefawmf vSrf;awGU&\/ (rrar*sma&epfaevdkU u,fawmfrlMuyg&Sif) onf xyfumxyfum jrnfí aeonf/ 4if;onfhtcgusrSyif uRefawmfvnf; t"dyÜm,fudk oabmaygufoGm;awmUum tdrfay:rS qif;cJU&ygonf/ a&pyf&Sd &GufavSay:rS vufESdyf"mwfrD;jyolum;..... rrESif; jzpfavonf/ rrESif;onf avSOD;wGifxdkifae&if;rS uRefawmfvefUEdk;vmap&ef uRefawmfh &DaumfwmrStoHjzifhyif jyefí uRefawmfhudkvSefUjcif;jzpfonf/ ]]rrESif; ckeuyJjyefa&mufw,f armifxGef;Edkif? tdyfvdkUr&vdkU nBuD;rif;BuD; &GufavSpD;Munhf&if b,fvdkaervJqdkwm odcsifwmeJU.....}} ]]uRefawmfhudk EId;w,fqdkygawmU.....}} rrESif;u acgif;ndwfjy\/ uRefawmfhrSm tcGifhta&;,l&efaum.......[k a'goaxmif;ueJ xGufvdkufrdayonf/ okdU&mwGif wOD;ESifhwOD; tMuifvifr,m;b0odkU a&mufíaeNyDjzpf&um;onf;cHvufavsmh&rnfh 0wÅ&m;u&SdaeaomaMumifh &GufavSay: vSrf;ckefwufum &GufBudK;udk jyifqifvdkuf&\/ odkUaomf avt[kefrSefuefrI r&Sdjcif;aMumifh tajy;jrefvGef;íoGm;ay&um; a&v,fwGif avSarSmufvkeD;rQ tvl;tvSdrfh rsm;jym;oGm;&ayonf/

380

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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381

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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382

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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383

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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384

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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385

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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386

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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387

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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388

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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389

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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390

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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pmwwfaywwf

yk*¾KdvfwOD;jzpfaMumif;


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ayoHjzifh

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391

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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392

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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393

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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ar;vkdufrd&m

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394

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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395

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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396

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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397

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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398

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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399

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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400

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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401

tjrefodrf;ydkufrS

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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402

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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403

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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404

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

acsmifydwf&dkufcH&aom acG;i,fonf usm;jzpfvmonf....[kqdk\/ uHw&m;\ acsmifydwf &dkufjcif;cH&aom uRefawmfum;..... &efukefNrdKU\ tpGefusaom w&kwfa[mfw,fwckü uRefawmf rl;,pf&rf;um;cJUykHrSm,rumvkvifwdkU avmuü o&zlaqmif;Edkifavmuf ygayonf[k qdkMuyg\/ uRefawmfonf trsm;wumxuf oefrmxGm;usKdif;aom olwa,mufjzpfonfhjyif tm;tifvnf; oefpGrf;ol jzpf\/ pdwf"mwfcufxefaomtcgü xdktm;rSm ESpfqwdk;vm\/ ao&nfwefcdk;jzifh EId;qGaom tcgüum;- usm;rEdkifrif;om; jzpfvmygawmUonf/ uRefawmfonf w&kwfa[mfw,frS ukvm;xdkifrsm;udk &dkufcsKd;ypf\/ yef;uefcGufa,mufrsm;udkvnf; &dkufcJGypf\/ aomufvdkuf pm;vkduf &rf;vkdufjzifh uRefawmftcsdefrJUumv jyKvkyfumae\/ udkBud;atmifESifh udkaqG0if; wdkUu ab;rSxdkifapmifhMuavonf/ w&kwfa[mfw,fydkif&Sifum; uRefawmfhygygESifh aus;Zl;cH aus;Zl;pm; jzpfcJUbl;onfhtjyif- usaemhfukdvnf; oaX;om;wa,muftjzpf rqGuyif oduRrf;xm;ol jzpfaomaMumihf onf;cH&,farmíom aeavonf/ tcsdefwefvQif aemufydkif;u vdkufvmNyD; aiGxkyfaiGaMu;csrf;omol ESvkH;om;wkdufyGJjzpfaomtcgü &IH;&IH;EdkifEdkif yGJMunfhy&dowfu vufckyfMobm ay;wwfMuonfrSmum;- ypöu©avmuxJrS... rnDrQaom taMumif;w&m; wckyif[k qdk&rnfxifygonf/ aiGrsufESm Munfholrsm;um; twGuftcsuf awmfvSygayonf/ tcsdefwefaomtcg rmrmonf aiGtdwfudkifum uRefawmfhaemufodkU vdkufívm\/ rmrmu uRefawmfhudk jyefvkdufcJU&ef rsuf&nfpufvufjzifh..... ac:avonf/ rdrdb0udkwyg;olu zsufqD;\/ 4if;rSm twdwfuH[k qdkMu\/ twdwfuHudk tHrwkEdkif aomtcg jyKoltopf [laomoabmudk tvJGokH;pm;vkyfum jrifjrifu&mudk uRefawmfuwzef zsufqD;\/ oufrJUypönf;rsm;twGufum;...... rmrmonf aiGjzifhavsmfaMu;ay;&Smavonf/ uRefawmfh&ifxJrS uGJtufaeaom toJESvkH;om;twGufudkrl rmrmu rodusKd;MuOfjyKonf[k xifrd\/ ]]rmrmuRefawmfhudk wckyJtvdkvkdufprf;ygAsm? wckxJyJ tvkdvdkufprf;yg? uRefawmfhwoufrSm 'DwcgyJ rmrmhtvdkudk qefUusifprf;yg&ap......? uRefawmf jyefrvdkufyg&apeJUrmrm? uRefawmf[m a,mufsm;wefrJUeJU avSmifcsKdifhxJrSm aeae&olyg? rmrmhrsufESmwckxJeJU 'DtcsnftaESmifudk cHcJUwJUolyg? tckawmU uRefawmf[m vGwfxGufoGm;NyDav? ork', oHa,mZOfe,fu vGwfxGufoGm;NyDav...? uRefawmfhtoJESvkH;awG[m tEdkifusifhwm cH&zef

405

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

rsm;awmU ausaeNyD? ysufaeNyD? uRefawmfhudk toJESvkH;eJUywfoufvdkU avsmfaMu;ay;MurS uRefawmfjyefvmyg&apawmU rmrm&,f.......}} uRefawmfonf arG;ordcif aus;Zl;&Sifudk pdwfESvkH;nId;NcKH;atmif vkyfcJUrdygonf/

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406

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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407

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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408

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ygygu b0wGif ]us}&mudk vG,fvG,fESifh cH,lEdkifpGrf; &SdrSmomvQif a,mufsm;aumif; jzpfayonf[laom qkH;rpum;rsKd;udk &kd;wmvSaom pum;vkH;rsm; wrifa&G;cs,fumajymay\/ acgif;jywfajcjywfwdkU emonfxuf onf;tl;jywfjcif; emonfuydk\/ xkdUxuf oHa,mZOf jywfaomtcgüum; ajymp&myifrvdkawmUay? uRefawmfonf oHjy'g;? aMu;
409

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

rrESif;a&mufvmaomtcgwGif ygygonf b0oHo&mü us&mMur®mudkom rQcH,l&rnf..... [laom qkH;rcsufudk aemufwzefjyefvnf rdefUMum;jyefavonf/ rmrm\ aoG;wdk;ykHpH vkH;0pdwfcs&onfh tajctxd rSefuefvmonf[k od&onfESifh uRefawmfwdkUvnf; wnwmtwGuf tdyfpufem;aetdrfjyef&ef jyifMu&avonf/ ygygum; vlrrmapmifhí tdyfrnf[k usef&pfcJU\/ tdrftjyefwGif uRefawmfu um;udkarmif;um rrESif;u ab;rSNidrfoufpGm xdkifvdkufvmonf/ wOD;udkwOD; pum;rajymrdMuacs? ajymp&mpum;udkvnf; &kwfw&uf&SmrawGUMuacs? rkefwdkif; pJaomtcgü &yf&SpfcGif [mvm[if;vif; jzpfusef&pfcJUonfh oabmyifjzpfayrnf/ uRefawmf þodkUyifxif\/ þodkUxifí wuúodkvf&dyfomvrf;rS tdrfodkU jyefa&mufaomtcg jyKNrJtrI jzpfaom oHvsifodkUul;&eftwGuf a&rdk;oefUpifum t0wftpm;opfrsm; vJvS,f0wfqif rdygonf/ odkUaomftajctaeum; uRefawmfxifouJUodkU at;csrf;NidrfoufoGm;onf r[kwf ygacs? urÇmysufNyD; jzpfíaeonfudk uRefawmfrodvdkufygacs...../ ]]armifxGef;Edkif wniful;tkH;rvdkUvm;.....}} rrESif;onf uRefawmft0wftpm; vJaeonfudk wcsdefvkH; apmifhMunfhaeNyD;rS tdyfcef;rS xGufrnftjyKwGif vSrf;íar;vdkuf\/ xl;jcm;aomavoHaMumifh uRefawmfonf ajcvSrf; wkefUum jyefvSnfhMunfhvkdufrdyg\/ NyD;rS-]]bmjzpfvkdU ar;&wmvJ rrESif;}} [k jyefajymvdkuf& ygonf/ ]]armifxGef;Edkif oGm;zdkUrvdkbl;xifw,f.....}} ]]rrESif;&JU pum;t"dyÜm,f uRefawmfhudk &Sif;jy&if..... aumif;vdrfhr,fxifw,fAsm....}} rrESif;onf [GefUeJ&,fvkdufum..... ]]&Sif;jy&&ifawmU ta&SBuD;yJ armifxGef;Edkif onf;cHNyD; em;axmifEdkifyghrvm;....}} [k qdkavonf/ rrESif;onf uRefawmfhrsufESmudk aphaphMunfhum- uRefawmfhtrlt&mudk tuJcwf&if; ajymaeaomaMumifh uRefawmfhpdwfxJü pEdk;paESmifhjzpfoGm;ojzifh ]]ajymyg}} [k cyfrmrm jyefajym vdkuf&onf/

410

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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411

odcsifwm&Sd&if.....

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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412

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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Mum;rSyif

rcHcsifpdwfjzifh

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413

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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414

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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415

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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416

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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417

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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ndKbmawGa&;cJUw,f

qdkwmudk

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418

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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ukwifay:odkU

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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420

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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421

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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422

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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423

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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424

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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425

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

pkHeHUomNrdKifrSm aemufcHaw; qdkay;&wm&,f? tJ'Drr arhvJvdkU udk,fpm;0ifcJU& wm&,f? ndKUqDudk r&t&a&mufatmif vdkufvmMuawmU tudkOmPfqifrIaMumifh vJGz,fukefMuwmawG&,fudk aygif;pyfvdkufwJUtcgrSm &vm'fuawmU ndK[m wwd,vl ae&mrSm a&mufaeNyDqdkwJU todygyJtudk? rdef;rwdkU&JU todpdwf[m ao;rQifrQifuav; jzpfayr,fhvdkU xufjrufpl;&Swwfygw,f tudk&,f....? a,mufsm; awGu EIwfeJUaA'ifa[mwwfayrJU rdef;rawGusawmU rsufvkH;eJU aA'ifa[mwwf ygw,f....? jrifwmeJU odwJUpdwfrsKd;[m aomuudk tNrJ&if0,fydkufapwwfwmyJaemf/ ndKuawmU tudkuaumif;&if aumif;r,f? tudku raumif;&ifvJ vdkufraumif; rSmyJ? tudkjzL&ifazG;a&m? tudku euf&ifusKwffusKwfarSmifa&m-qdkwJU cH,lcsufu &SdaeawmU tudkpdwfcsrf;omatmif tudkrodapcsifwJUtwdkif; rodovdk aevdkuf ygw,f? waeUus&if tudkeJUvJG&r,fcsnf; tNrJESvkH;oGif;xm;wJUol qdkawmUvJ pdwfxJrSm ur®oum[m eifqif;? Eifwuf jzpfaeygw,f tudka&.... 'gayrJU tudk&JU b0wdkufyGJ[m "m;usKd;vdkUvSHacG yk*Hjynfuol&Jaumif;awGawmif vufrIdifcs&rJU aoe*FAsK[mawG rsm;vGef;vSawmU e,f&kyfuav;jzpfwJU ndKUtzdkUrSm tudka&GU&m qkwf&mrSm vIyf&Sm;&jyefwmyJ? tudku jAKef;pm;jAif;pm;BuD; ndKUudk vufxyf,lr,fqdkNyD; bbudkcGifhawmif;? usKdufacgufywf0ef;usifrSm ausnmarmif; cwfNyD; r*FvmyJGBuD; 0JScsD;usif;yvdkufawmU ndK[m tudkdUudkcspfvdkU ndKUxkHpHtwkdif; acgif;ndwfcJU&w,f...? tudkvkyfaqmiforQ[m ndKUtzkdUrSm aysmf&Tifjcif;okcwyg;yJ jzpf&r,fvdkU ,lqxm;NyD;om;rdkU tvG,fwul tudkUudkvkdufavsmrdwmyJ xifyg&JU? &ufpufyguvm;tudk&,f? &ufpufyguvm;qkdwJU pum;udkokH;vdkufvdkU tudk &ifeifhr,fqdkwmudk ndKodayrJU rokH;rjzpfvdkU okH;vdkufygw,f? tudk ndKUudk &ufpufwmrS r[kwfyJav...../ tudk&ufpufwmu rrar*smyJudk;/ [dkwkef;uawmU ndKb,fvdkrS r&dyfrdygbl;tudk/ wu,fawmU ndKwdkUtudkwdkU[m.... wa,mufb0udkwa,muf ausausnufnuf rodyJeJU vufxyfcJUMuwJUolawG r[kwfvm;&Sif...../

426

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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427

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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428

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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429

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

qdkygawmUuG,f}} vdkU rrar*smu NyKH;NyKH;uav; vmvJajymvkdufa&m? ndKU&ifxJrSm 'def;ueJ jzpfoGm;awmUwmygyJ? ndKUpdwfxJrSm vufOD;uxJu rrar*smudk pdwf"mwf jyif;ysxufjrufwJU rdef;rwa,mufjzpfaMumif; tuJcyfrdygw,f? r,m;BuD; r,m;i,f vifvkzuftaeeJU uufuufvef &efvmawGUrJU rdef;rpm;rsKd; r[kwfbl; qdkwmvJ ndKem;vnfygw,f? 'gjzifh bmjzpfvdkUvmovJ/ tJ'D bmjzpfvdkU vmovJqdkwJUar;cGef;[m ndKUOD;aESmufxJ tajy;tvTm;vJ0ifa&mndKUb0uawmU 'Dae&mwif ed*kH;urÜwf tqkH;owfa&mufNyD qdkwmudk odvkdufyg awmUw,f tudk&,f/ rrar*sm[m ndKwdkUeJU twdwfu trJpufBuD;jzpfcJUwJU ukVElem &mZ0ifBuD;udk oltrSwfrxif odcJU&aMumif; zGifhajymw,f? &kwfw&ufrSmawmU q&mzdk;om*dyJ w&m;cHjzpfayrSmyJvdkU ndKpdwfxJu pGyfpJGrdygao;w,f? wu,fawmU olUcrsm ndKwdkU&JUZpfjrpfudk odayrJUvJ vlom;csif; Muifempdwfudk rarh&SmyJ EIwfydwfa&ikH vkyfaeom;? ADZ0goemaMumifh odcsifrSwfcsif pyfpkcsifwJUpdwf&SdayrJU olUrSmvlqefwJU ESvkH;om;&Sdygw,f? tck[mu qdk;0g;wJU uHtaMumif;w&m;aMumifhvdkUyJ qkd&r,f jzpfygw,f? taMumif;wdkufqdkifvmwJU tcgusawmU rrar*sm[m a&Twd*kHajcawmf &if;u ndKwdkUtod ta':BuD;qD a&mufoGm;&w,f? tJ'Duwqifh &efukefu aq;&kH w&kHudk ndKwdkU vQKdUvQKdU0Suf0Suf oGm;Muw,fqkdawmU rrar*sm&JU odcsifpdwfudk EId;qG ovdk jzpfoGm;awmUwmayghwJU..../ [kwfygvdrfhr,ftudk&,f rrar*smajymwm [kwfygvdrfhr,f..../ ndKwdkUtdrfaxmifpkuav;xJrSm b,folyJElEl ]]tElwdkU&Gm}} qdkwmuawmU trnf wyfvdkU &NyDaygh? 'DtjzpfawGudk waeUrod- waeUodMuawmUr,faygh? a&m*god&if aq;&Sd&r,f? uk&ifaysmuf&r,fvdkU qdkayrJUum- vlwdkU&JUtpJGudk ukEdkifwJUaq; uawmU ray:ao;bl;r[kwfvm;? rrar*sm[m vdr®mpGmeJUqdkqkd? ynm&SdyDopGmyJ ajymajym? r,m;BuD;- r,m;i,f jyóemxufudk t&SufeJUvlvkyfMu&wJU jyóemudk odrfodrfarGUarGUav; wifjyoGm;ygw,f/ ighnDromru,f&if woufvkH; t&Sdeft0grysuf aexdkifrIjrifhjrifheJU yJGv,fwifhcJUwJU tudkwkdU? rrar*smwdkU&JU urÇmBuD;awG ysufpD;ukefawmUr,faygh/

430

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ighnDrvdk tElUorD; (aemifudk El&ifvJEloGm;EdkifwJU) rdef;uav;rsKd;udk aygif;oif; aexdkifwJUol tzkdUrSmvJ arwÅmuwjcm;- a&m*ga0'emu wjcm;rdkU b0qkH;&IH;rIeJU &ifqdkif&&if- tcspfppfqdkwm 'DurÇmrSm aysmufuG,foGm;vdrfhr,faygh/ ndKUrr ewforD;urf;yg;uae ckefcsaoqkH;oGm;wkef;u ndKrodem;rvnfcJUwJU taMumif;t&mawG[m ckrSyJ &Sif;oGm;ygawmUw,f tudk....? b0rSm wif&SdaewJU ta
431

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ndK[m b0udkt&IH;ay;oGm;wm r[kwfygbl; tudk&,f? vl&,fvkdU jzpfvmMuwJUtcg obm0w&m;u wa,mufcsif; wrsKd;wzkH pDpOfay;tyfwJU wm0efudk ausyGefatmif xrf;aqmifoGm;jcif;om jzpfygw,f&Sif/ wu,fwef; ndKUudk ajrvSef&Sm&ifvJ tudkrawGUyJaerSmr[kwfbl;? awGUrSmygyJ...? tJ'DawGUwJUaeU[m ndKUtzkdU vlUavmuBuD;u pGefUcGm&rJUaeUyJ jzpfygvdrfhr,f? 'gaMumifh tzefig;&m ig;urÇmqdkwJU jypfrIBuD;udk ray;ygeJUvdkU awmif;yefygw,f tudk&,f/ ndKoGm;NyD tudk..../ ndKUudkcGifhvTwfygawmU...../ tudkU pkHeHUomNrdKifrif;orD;uav;ndK

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432

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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434

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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435

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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436

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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437

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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438

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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439

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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440

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rdef;rvStrkef;

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443

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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444

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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445

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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446

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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447

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

t0iftxGuf&Sdoljzpf\/ þwGif &SufzG,f0rf;enf;zG,faumif;aom txiftjrifrSm;rIBuD; ay:aygufvm&ayawmUonf/ &Smrmudk rdcif&if;*l&f&SefESifh &nfiHaeonf[k xifbd\/ b0 qdkonfrSm þrQyif &ifoyftHUMozG,f aumif;vSayonfwum;/ uREfkyf\Zpfjrpfudk rodoltzkdkUum; þodkUaom&dk;pGyfrIrSm qef;Mu,fonf[k rqdkomay.....? uREfkyfwdkUtzkdUrSm &SufzG,fvdvd jzpf&onfhtxJwGif ajz&Sif;&cufaom jyóemjzpfí rcHcsdrcHom jzpfaerdMuyg\/ ]]tmZd(pf)? oif\om;i,fonf {u&mZfrif;bk&if\b@mawmfudk usL;ausmfapmfum;ouJUodkU &Sdíaebd\/ þtrIudpörS uif;vGwf&ef &Smrmtm; uREfkyfudktyfrnfavm? odkUr[kwfoifudk,fwdkif *l&f&SefESifh&Smrm a0;uGm&efaqmif&Gufrnfavm.....}} waeUaomtcgü rdzk&m;acgifBuD;\ &mZoHonf uREfkyfxHa&muf&SdívmcJU\/ uREfkyfrSm tvkyfMurf;orm; qifxdef;b0rS vmoljzpfay&m yifudk,frlvuyif &JpGrf;owÅd Murf;wrf; cufrmrI rD;cJjymzkH;jzpfaerIrSm wrk[kwfcsif; vGifhpifoGm;ayawmUonf/ rzG,fr&m &Suf&GUHpzG,faumif;vSaom pGyfpJGcsufBuD;aMumifh uRefkyfrSm qwfqwfcg emusnf;vS ay&um;- þjyómemudk rdzk&m;acgifBuD;ESifh&ifqdkif&ef qkH;jzwfvdkufNyD;aemuf wHcg;r&Sd"m;r&Sd 0ifapxGufapEdkifaom rdrd\tcGifhxl;udk tvJGokH;pm;vkyfum- rdzk&m;acgifBuD;\ taqmifodkU a'gormefjzifh oGm;a&mufcJUygonf/ uREfkyfum;- þrQEke,fi,f&G,faom a,mufsm;ysKduav;udk rdzk&m;[laom taqmifta,mif*kPfyk'fudkrS raxmufyJ acsmufvSefU aoG;aqmifjcif;udk onf;cHEdkifjcif; r&SdawmUaMumif; {u&mZfrif;jrwf tvkH;pkH od&Sd&ef avQmufxm;&vdrfhrnfjzpfaMumif; ajymMum;vdkuf\/ odkUaomfum; rdzk&m;\vufcsufum;OD;íoGm;NyDjzpfay\/ rdzk&m;onf {u&mZfaumuf,lxm;aom uREfkyf\ESri,f *l&f&Sefonf wcsdefwkef;u [dE´LtrsKd;om;wOD;ESifh rSm;,Gif;cJUNyD;umrS rdrdudk,frdrd tysKdpif[kvdrfnmum bk&ifBuD;aumuf,ljcif;udk cH,ljcif;jzpfaMumif;? [dE´LwOD;\ yef;OD;yefNyD;jzpfaom rdef;r[lí od&Sd&ygu uREfkyfwdkU\ waqGvkH;wrsKd;vkH; rnfuJUodkUaom uHMur®mESifh qkHawGU&rnf xifoenf;[k wefjyefBudrf;0g; ajymqdkavonf/ uREfkyfrSmum; þrQtxd 'Da&wufívmNyD jzpfaom tjzpfoepfudk onf;cHEdkifjcif;iSm rpGrf;awmUojzifh ]]toifrdzk&m;BuD;? Oifcspfcif pkHrufvsuf&Sdaom uREfkyf\om;i,fum;-*l&f&SefESifh xdk[dE´LtrsKd;om;wdkU &&SdcJUaom ujym; AE¨wfuav;wOD;om jzpfayonf/ &Smrm[laom trnfuyifvQif tu,fpifppf [dE´Ltrnf jzpfíaeonfudk oifrodavoavm? r*dkvfw0uf [dE´Lw0uf aoG;csif;qufíaeaom &SmrmudkrS pkHrufjcif;um;..... &SufzG,f&mraumif;ayavm}} [k jyefvnfajymqdkrdyg\/ xdktcg

448

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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449

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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450

0if;OD;

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451

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

jzpfaomaMumifh bk&ifrif;w&m;\ jrwfEdk;,k,rIudk tcH&qkH;jzpfavonf/ pE´ma'0Dum; wkrrSDaom &kyfa&&lyum tqif;t*FgESifh jynfhpkHonf[kqdk\/ wq,fh&SpfESpft&G,f jynfhajrmufaomaeUwGif bk&ifrif;w&m;\ pD;awmfqifjzihf NrdKUawmf wcGifvkH; usif;yonfh yGJvrf;obifrsm;udk vSnfhvnf&Ipm;awmfrIcGifh &&Sday&m? &Smrmonfvnf; uREfkyfwdkU\ r*dkvkvif0wfpkHtjynfhjzihf qifxdef;tjzpf vkdufyg&avonf/ r*dkvkvif t0wf tpm;rSm ta&miftaoG; pkHvifvSyonfESifhtrQ yl&dowdkU\ udk,fcE¨mvSyxGm;usKdif;rIudk tpGrf;ukef ay:vGifaponfjzpf&m? NrdKUom;tm;vkH;rSm pE´ma'0Drif;orD;uav;udk ai;arm&onf xuf- &Smrmudk Munfhjrifvdkí usdwfusdwfwdk; jzpfMu&onfu ydkrdkíaeonf/ tpyxrü uREfkyfonf rdrd\yJGvrf;obifü rdrdudk pdwf0ifpm;rI avsmhyg;ap&ef zefwD;ol[lí &Smrm\ tay:wGif pE´ma'0Du NidKjiifpdwfxm;rnfudk pdk;&drfaerdao;onf/ odkU&mwGif aysmfyJGNydKifyJGrsm; jyKvkyf&m uGif;jyifa&SUr@yfü pD;awmfqifay:rS qif;ouf&Ipm;aomtcgwGif rif;orD;uav;\ ajcaxmufrsm;udk &Smrmu vuf0g;ESpfzufcHay;NyD; ajrjyifodkU qif;oufawmfrlapaomtcgürl pE´ma'0Du &Smrmtm;Munhfjrifvdkufaom tMunfhonf uREfkyf\pkd;&drfrIwdkUudk ajymif;jyefjzpfí oGm;aponf/ rajrSmfvifhyJESifh &Smrmum;- udavomtEÅ&,fpufuGif;rS &kef;xGufjcif;iSm rwwfEdkifyJ NidwG,foGm;onfhtaMumif;udk &dyfrdvdkufyg\/ pE´ma'0Dum; &Smrmtay:wGif arwÅmpdwf,dkzdwfoGm;onfh taMumif;udk uREfkyfodjrifouJUodkU yif &Smrm\cspfol qif;&Jolrav; yef;jrjzLuvnf; &dyfrdod&SdoGm;&Smayonf/ tb,faMumifh qdkaomfum; xdkaeUu aysmfyGJNydKifyJGuGif;jyifwGif usifudkifyGJ[laom eyrf;yJGudkMunfh&I&ef pka0; a&muf&SdaeMuonfh vloly&dowfxJwGif yef;jrjzLvnf; yg0ifíaeaomaMumifhjzpfavonf/ &Smrmum;- pE´ma'0Drif;orD;uav;\ yJGMunfhpifab;wGif wcsdefvkH; qifawmfudkxdef;&if; rwfwyf&yfíaecJU&m? oefrmxGm;usKdif;aom ajrmufOD;om;wkdU a,mufsm;*kPf&nfjy tpGrf;owÅd NydKifonfh usifudkifyGJü pdwf0ifpm;vGef;ojzihf bk&ifhorD;awmfxH 4if;yg0ifa&muf,SofNydKifcGifh awmif;ay;&ef uREfkyftm; wylylwpmpm vkyfíaeao;\/ uREkfyfwdkUrSm EdkifiHjcm;om;rsm; jzpfaví taetxdkif qifjcifíae&aomaMumifh rdrdupí bmwcGef;rQr[oifhaMumif; uREkfyfu uREfkyfwdkUbmompum;jzihf jyefajymcdkufwGif yJGMunfhpifay:rS pE´ma'0Donf wcGef;wp Mum;vdkuf&um; a&SUawmfodkUac:íar;avonf/ xdktcgwGif &Smrmuvnf; &J&J0HU0HU ajzMum; ajymqdkavonf/ uREfkyfwkdUum; ajrmufOD;om;wdkU\ pum;udk aumif;pGm wwfuRrf;aeNyD jzpfonf/

452

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

pE´ma'0DrSm &Smrm\tay:wGif wdrf;nGwfNyD;jzpfíae&m? ajrmufOD;wGifaevQif ajrmufOD;om;yif jzpfonf/ usifudkifyGJü EJGvkduEJGcGifhjyKonf[k cGifhjyKcsufudk avQmavQm&l&lESifhay;vdkufonf/ cg;awmif;usKdufaom eHi,fydkif;rSty udk,fcRwfAvmjzihf eyrf;yJGpnf;0dkif;twGif;odkU &Smrm0ifí oGm;aomtcg uREfkyfwkdU\ r*dkaoG;aMumifh ajrmufOD;om;wdkUESifh jcm;em;aom tom;ta&mifESifh udk,fcE¨majyjypfrIwdkUrSm xif;ueJay:vGifí vmonfjzpfaomaMumifh þurÇmavmuwGif uREfkyf\ wluav;onfum; acsmvnf;acsm? vSvnf;vS? usufoa&vnf; &SdvSNyD;vQif cGeftm;AvESifh jynfhpkHaom a,mufsm;xl;? a,mufsm;jrwf jzpfayonfwum;.... [k uREkfyf tzkdU yDwdtBudrfBudrf jzpfvdkufrdygonf/ 4if;udkcspfcifpkHrufaom rdef;ri,frsm;tzdkUwGifum; ajymp&myif &SdawmUrnfrxifay/ &Smrmum; rdrdruRrf;usifygyJvsuf zswfvwfoGufvwfí tuif;yg;rIudk tajcwnfum wzuf vludk tEdkif,lvkduf\/ ajrmufOD;om;wkdUrSmvnf; wcJeufrQ aumif;NcD;Mobm ay;Muavonf/ ajrmufOD;om;wdkU\ MunfjzLrIudk &&Sdonftm; jrifawmfrlaomtcg pE´ma'0Du tyg;odkU cnGwfapum &Smrm\aygif;xkwfwGif pMum0dkif;wHqdyfjzpfaom atmifqkudk wyfqifay; vkduf\/ wzsyfzsyfvufvsuf&Sdaom pE´ma'0D\rsufvkH;rsm;um; &Smrmudkyif rsufvTmcsoGm; apavmufatmif arwÅm&dyfrsm;jzihf jynfhvQrf;íaeav\/ þtjzpfudk eD;uyfpGmawGU&SdcJUonfh uREfkyfrqdkxm;bd? ta0;rStuJcyfíaeaom yef;jrjzLyif aumif;pGm oabmaygufvdkuf rdaMumif; aemiftcgwGif aumif;pGmod&ygonf/ 4if;onfhtjzpftysufrsm; aemufydkif;wGifum;.... &SmrmtzdkUwGif4if;? uREfkyftzkdUwGif4if;? pdwftpOfwkdU at;Nidrf;rI avsmhyg;onfhxuf avsmhyg;vmum aomurD;wdkU pGJNidpjyKí vmyg avawmUonf/ uREkfyfonf pE´ma'0D\ wdrf;nGwfrIudk &Smrmtm; yGifhyGifhvif;vif;yif ajymjy aqG;aEG;yg\/ &Smrmonfvnf; vli,fyDyD uREkfyfxuf wifBudKodjrifíae&um; wwfEdkiforQ a&SmifuGif;&rnf jzpfaMumif;udk oabmayguf em;vnfaMumif;udk 0efcHavonf/ okdU&mwGif oufOD;qHydkife,fy,frS &kef;xGufEdkifMujcif; r&SdMuonfhb0wGif a&muf&SdaeMuonfh tjzpf aMumifh ESpfOD;pvkH;\&ifxJü cJrsm;qJGxm;bdouJodkU av;vHíaeygawmUonf/ þudpöudk yef;jrjzL od&Sdem;vnfap&ef &Smrmu zGifhajymjyxm;vQif aumif;vdrfhrnf[k uREfkfyfuyif tBuHay;&avonf/ yef;jrjzLESifh awGUqkHNyD; jyefvmaomtcgürl &SmrmrSm pdwfESvkH;nId;csKH;onfh toGifoP²mefudk aqmifí aeavawmUonf/

453

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

taMumif;rSmrlum;..... &Smrmonf yef;jrjzLxHodkU awGUaeus? oGm;aeusae&mwGif oGm;a&mufawGUqkH&m vludkrjrif&yJ &dyfueJjzwfajy;oGm;onfh aemufausmydkif;udkom awGU&aomaMumifh ouFmruif;&Sdojzihf aemufrS wdwfwqdwfvdkufí pkHprf;aomtcg ukXElemonfrsm; ausmufxk&mae&modkU qdwfa&jzihfcsKyfíxm;aom a&o,ftdwfudkudkifaqmifí a&SU&loGm;onfudkawGU&\/ xkdae&m wGif yef;jrjzLonf cg;udkif;csdeJUaeaom ukXElemonf tzdk;tdkwOD;udk vljrifuG,f&mae&mü a&pifat;wkdufauR;aeonfudk rsuf0g;xifxif awGUvdkuf&avonf/ yef;jrjzLjyefvmaom vrf;rSqD;í &Smrmu pkHprf;ar;jref;aomtcg xdktzkd;tdkrSm yef;jrjzLESifh wuGJwjym;pD ae&&Sm aom a&m*gonf\ orD;wa,mufjzpfíaeonfudk odaomtcgü rdrdudk cspfcifMuifemrI &yfqdkif;vkdu &yfqdkif;EdkifygaMumif;..... rsuf&nfpufvufjzihf ajymqdkaomtcg &SmrmrSm rdrdtcspfonf urÇmwnfaernfh tcspfrsKd;jzpfygaMumif; ESpfodrfhcJU&\/ þum;-&Smrm jyefajymojzihf uREfkyfod&aom tcsuftvufrsm; jzpfayonf/ &Smrm rsufaphrvS rsufESmrvS jzpfae&onfh taMumif;um; yef;jrjzL ukXElemonf avmuESifh ruif;aomaMumifh &GH&Smonfhpdwfjzihf rcsrf;rom jzpfaejcif;r[kwfay/ odkU&mwGif &Smrm ylyefonfh ylyefrIrsKd;um; uREfkyfvnf; vwfwavm cHpm;vkduf&onfrSm {uefjzpf\/ uREkfyfwdkUonfum; rif;ca,mufsm; vlwef;pm;wGif tBuKH;0ifíaeaom EdkifiHjcm;om;rsm;jzpfí xdef;tkyfolwdkU\ tNrJwap apmifhMuyfMunfh&Ijcif;udkvnf; cH&\/ xdkUjyif wpxufwp uREkfyfwdkU od&Sdem;vnfcJU&onfh tcsufw&yfrSmvnf; &Sdao;\/ 4if;onfum; (&Smrm)[laom uREkfyfwdkU\wlawmfarmif r*dkvkvifuav;ESifh ywfoufaom taMumif;t&myifjzpfavonf/ &Smrmonf rEkóvlom;jzpfonfum;-rSef\/ okdU&mwGif qef;jym;aom t*Fg&kyfjzihf wifhw,f acsmarmolwa,muf jzpfay&m? bk&ifrif;jrwftzkdU pD;awmfqif ZD0Zdk;uJUodkUyif xl;qef;aom owÅ0gwOD;udk ydkifqdkifxm;ouJUodkU todtrSwfjyKjcif;udk cH&onf/ &Smrm\pdwfESifh &Smrm\ udk,fudk bk&ifrif;jrwfom appm;EdkifonfrSm MumvSNyDjzpf\/ ,cktcg vltrsm;ESifhzJMuOfNyD; woD;wjcm;xm;aom ukXElemonfwdkUESifhrS &SmrmqufqHrdonfqkdvQif uREkfyfwdkUtzdkU pkd;&drf vsuf &Sd&awmUonf/ xkdUaMumifh wlt&D;ESpfa,mufrSm tNrJtpOf pdwfMunfvifvef;qef;rI r&SdawmUyJ? waeUrawGU waeUawGU&rnfh ab;tEÅ&m,fBuD;udk rnfodkUuGif;a&Smif &ygrnf enf;....[k awG;awmBuHqvsufom aeMu&av\/ wylay:ESpfylqifhonfh udpö&yfrSmvnf; wzufu&Sdayao;\/ 4if;onfum;......

454

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

O,smOfawmftwGif;ü ZD0Zdk;qifawmfudk a&rdk;oefUpifíay;aeckdkufwGif bk&ifhorD;awmf pE´ma'0D onf &Smrmtm; abmaiGjzihfjyKvkyfxm;aom vufaumuf0wfwGif aomhcwfíqifjref;&onfh vufywfrsm;udk wul;wu vma&mufay;oem;oGm;jcif; jzpfay\/ xdkvufaumuf0wf abmfaiGywfwdkUwGifvnf; bk&ifhorD;awmfu ay;oem;onf[laom pmwef;rsm;xGif;íxm; avonf/ &Smrmum; vufOD;ü 0wfqifjci;frjyKyJ odrf;qnf;íxm;aomfvn;f bk&ifhorD;awmf \ trdefUt& tNrJwap 0wfqifxm;&rnfqkdí uREkfyfudk,fwdkifyifvQif &Smrm\ vufaumuf 0wfrsm;ü wyfqifay;NyD;vQif uRwfrus&ef aomhcavmufrsm; cwfay;&avonf/ þonf um;- eufeJpGmawG;Munfhygurl- pE´ma'0D\ udk,fydkifaus;uRefb0odkU aemufwqifh a&muf oGm;NyDjzpfaMumif; Oyg,fwrnfjzifh ausnmvdkufjcif;yif jzpfavawmUonf/ þabmfaiGvufywfrsm;onfum;- N*dKvfqkd;Mur®marTvmaom vufywfrsm;yifjzpfMuygonf/ ajrmufOD;NrdKUwGif rkd;BuD;onf;xefpGm&Gmum acsmif;ajrmif;rsm;twGif;odkU awmifusa&rsm; 'v a[m qif;um vlaetdrfajctcsKdU a&epfjrKyfonfhumvqdk;jzifh BuKH&aomwaeUwGif NrdKUol NrdKUom;wkdUrSm ausmufavSum;rsm; jyifqifrGrf;rHjcif;? wmwrHzdkUjcif;rsm;wkdUü rsm;pGmrS tvkyfrsm;Mu\/ uREkfyfwkdUrSmvnf; qifrsm;xm;&mae&mudk a&TU&ajymif;&jzihf tvkyfrsm; Mu&\/ &Smrmonfum;.... i,fpOfu r*dkwdkif;jynfwGif a&BuD;aomtcgü avSwpif;ESifh [dk[dk onfonf oGm;vm&onfudk owd&onfqkdum avmif;a&Swpif;udk,lí jrpfacsmif;wdkUwGif vSnfhvnfavSmfcwfae\/ xdktcgwGif owdrrlrdyJ bk&ifrif;jrwf tvSarG;jrLxm;onfh BudK;MumBuD;rsm;udk av;jzihfypfrdavawmUonf/ xkdBudK;MumBuD;rsm;um; O,smOfawmfwGif arG;xm;&mrS avrkd;tusü vGwfxGufoGm;Mujcif;jzpf&m? vwmjyifwckü em;ckdaeMuonfudk awGUaomtcgü t&kdif;xifrSwfí ypfcwfrdjcif;jzpfav\/ tysufysufESifh &Smrmonf &mZ0wfoifhrnfhta&;ESifh BuKHBudKuf&avawmUonf/ bk&ifrif;jrwfonfum; rdrd\BudK;Mumrsm;udk ypfowfpm;oltm; a'gopdwfjzifh axmifoGif; tusOf;csxm;&eftrdefUudk rqkdif;rwG csrSwfvkdufav&m? &Smrmonf tusOf;pcef;odkU ydkUjcif;cH&\/ xkdtusOf;pcef;udk tkyfcsKyf&olum; &Smrmudk usifudkifyGJü t&IH;ay;vkduf&aom ppfAdkvfrSL;uav; jzpfíaeayawmUonf/ &mZ0wfom;wdkUrnfonfrSm axmifrSL;wdkU\vufxJwGif &SdMu&m vGefNyD;umrS rif;{u&mZf oduvnf; axmifrSL;wkdUtzdkU cGifhvTwfcH&wwfonfrsm;jzpfaMumif; eef;wGif;om; wa,muf

455

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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456

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

tvS,f vkyf&ojzihf rausreyfBuD;jzpfí aeayawmUonf/ uREkfyfu ayghapvdkí aMumif&kyf xdk;vkdufjcif;om jzpfav&m? uREkfyf\toufwrQ cspfvSpGmaom wlom;uav;\ aomurD; nD;nD;avmifrIudk rsufpda&SUarSmufwGif awGUíae&aomtcgürl &Smrm\qE´twdkif; jyKvkyfvkdu jyKvkyfygawmU[k cGifhay;vdkuf&ygawmUonf/ &Smrm\tBuHum;-cspfolyef;jrjzLudk ac:aqmifum &dk;rawmifausmudk ausmfjzwfNyD;vQif &mrnwdkif;odkU ajy;0ifykef;a&Smif&efjzpfayonf/ onfwBudrfüum;- uREkfyfrSm touft&G,f BuD;&ifhNyDjzpfí &SmrmESifhtwlwl vkdufEdkifjcif; r&SdawmUay&um; woufwmwGif yxrqkH; tBudrf cJGcGm&ayawmUrnf.....[k 0rf;enf;ylaqG;rd\/ uREkfyfum; Z&mtdkaovljzpfNyD; &SmrmtzkdU a&SUc&D;wGif oufwef;jynfhaexdkifoGm;&ef rsm;pGmtcsdefumvrsm; usef&Sdaeay&m &Smrm\ pdwfcsrf;omrIudkomvQif iJUuGuf&rnfjzpfaomaMumifh &Smrm\oabmudkomvQif vdkufavsm vdkufyg\/ &Smrmonf aemifaoqkH;Muonftxd jyefawGU&awmUrnf r[kwfojzihf uREkfyftwGuf trSwfw&jzpfap&ef abmfaiGvufywfrsm;udk cRwfíay;cJU\/ uREkfyfuvnf; uREkfyfraoqkH;rD &SmrmESifh ykHpHwlaom aMu;&kyfwkwckxkum xdkvufywfrsm;udk 0wfqifay;cJUrnf[k pdwful;í xm;ayonf/ &SmrmESifhyef;jrjzLum; -pE´ma'0DESifh&SmrmwkdU\ r*FvmyGJrwkdifrD w&uftvkdwGif ajrmufOD;rSaeí ta&SUpl;pl;odkU vQKdajrmifrsm;tMum;rS xGufajy;Mu\/ crsmrsm;rSm ajcvsifc&D;jzifh oGm;Mu&jcif; jzpf&m rdef;rom;yg&Sdaeí rsm;pGmc&D;rwGifvS[kqdkay\/ wae&mwGif yef;jrjzL\ajcz0g;rS aoG;rsm;,dkpD;usvmav&m zl;yGifha0qmvsuf&Sdaom tifMuif;yifBuD;wyif\atmufwGif acwÅ em;MuNyD;aemuf temaysmufaponfh aq;jrpfaq;&Gufrsm;udk &Smrmu t&SmxGuf\/ xkdtcg aemufyg;rS xyfcsyfruGm vdkufvmaom ajrmufOD;&Sifbk&if\ wyfom;rsm;jzifh yufyif;wdk;NyD; tzrf;cHvdkuf&\/ &Smrmudk olwdkUonf rif;aejynfawmfodkU tjrefjynfvnf ac:aqmifvmcJU Mu\/ awmBuD;rsufrJxJwGif wa,mufwnf;usef&pfcJUaom yef;jrjzL\ uHMur®mudkum; uREkfyfrod&awmUacs? wudk,fwnf;yif vGwfajrmufxGufajy;oGm;avoavm.....? awmwGif; om;aumifrsm;jzpfonfh opfusm;wdkU\ tpmyifjzpfcJUavoavm...../ rnfolrQ rod&awmUacs/ okdU&mwGif &Smrm þodkU ]tElom;} \orD;ESifh xGufajy;onfqdkaomtcgü pE´ma'0Donf BuD;pGmaom 0rf;enf;ylaqG;rI jzpf&onfESifhtrQ rdrdudk t&SufcJG&ufavjcif;[k &Smrmtay:ü wzufowfemusnf;rIwdkU jyif;xefvSbd\/ wzef rdrdwkdUu t,kwfqkH;twef;tpm;wGif xm;onfh tEltrsKd;tEG,f rdef;uav;udkrS a&G;cs,foGm;jcif;rSmvnf; rcHcsdzG,f? pufqkyf

457

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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458

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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459

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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462

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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463

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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464

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tm;tjzpf

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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465

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

aemifwcwfvlom;rsm;onf uREkfyf\ aMu;0gyk&ydkufudkjzpfap? &Smrm\ ykHwl&kyfwkudkjzpfap? awGUjrifzwf&Iod&SdMuygu 0#ftNrJ w0Jvnfv,f[laom oHo&m\ qef;Mu,fykHudk em;vnf EdkifMuygap...? &kyfqif;&lyum[lonfrSm aumif;usKd;xufqdk;arGudkom qufcHapwwfykHudk oHa0*&Muygap? rdef;rwdkU\ tcspfESifhtrkef;um; nDrQaomwefjyefrI &SdwwfvSonfudk qifjcifEdkifMuygap? pdwfapwodufwkdUudk pkpnf;tm;oGefí wpdkufrwfrwfqE´jyK&mü xkdqE´\ taumif;tqkd;udktajccHí usdefpmqdkonfrSm ay:xGef;vmonf[k uREkfyf,lqrd\/ emusnf; csuf jyif;xefolwdkU t,lvJGaomtcg usdefpmonf b0aygif;rsm;pGmtwGuf tjrSifwef;í aewwfaom uvJUpm;acsrIwrsKd;[kvnf; uREkfyfxifrd\/ rnfodkUyifjzpfapumrl..... uREkfyfwdkU onf edAÁmefbkHudk ra&mufao;orQ b0aygif;rsm;pGmudk usifvnf&rnfjzpf\/ xdktcgü &ef[lí jrLrQr&Sdaomb0udk &,lcsifyg\/ oHo&mtqufquf ygívmrnfh&efudkum; a0;a0;uyif a&SmifusOfvdkyg\/ uREkfyfonf r*dkvlrsKd;jzpfvsuf þtawG;þt,ltqrsm; aygufíaeonfrSm ajrmufOD;a&mufumrS bmomw&m;rsm;pGmwdkU\ a&m,SufqufoG,frI&SdykHudk qifjcifrdaomaMumifh jzpfwef&monf/ xm;awmU? usdefpmqdkonfrsm; &Sdonfxm;awmU...../ þrSwfwrf;udk zwfrdolrSeforQonf.... xdkusdefpmab;qkd;BuD;rS uREkyf\wluav; &Smrm vGwfajrmufygap&ef qkawmif;arwÅm ydkUoMuapvdkyg\/ uREkfyfonfum; uHw&m;udk ,kHMunfoljzpfí bk&ifrif;jrwfESifh orD;awmf pE´ma'0DwkdUtm; jyKoltopf[laom tjypf'Pfudk usa&mufcHpm;jcif; r&SdygapESifh[k vIdufvIdufvSJvSJ arwÅmydkUcJUygonf/ xkH;ausmufwGif;BuD;um;- yljyif;avmifuRrf;rI BuD;rm;oxuf BuD;rm;vmNyDjzpf\/ ajrom; twGif;rS tckd;taiGUwkdU wvlvlxGufvsuf&Sd\/ ajraMumwdkUrSmvnf; tcgrvyf vIyf&Sm;vsuf &Sd\/ a>rjzLBuD;onfum; yl&Sdefjyif;rI'PfaMumifh toufjrSif;jrSif; usefawmUonfhozG,f pefUpefUBuD; Nidrfíae\/ rsm;vSpGmaom vlOD;acgif;cGHwkdUonf rdrdwkdUudk r&PjynfokdU &ufpufpGmydkUay;cJUaom a>rjzLBuD;\ tjzpfoepfudkMunfhum oGm;rsm;NzJí &,farmaeoa,mif uREkfyfawGU&ayonf/ rMumrD uREkfyfvnf; ao&ayawmUrnfjzpf\/ rnfuJUaomenf;jzihf ao&rnfudkum; uREkfyf rodEdkifawmUacs/ uREkfyfpdwftxifüum; þxkH;ausmufwGif; eH&HwdkUonf tyl&SdefaMumifh NydKusum uREkfyf\ tm;jywfvsuf&Sdaom udk,fcE¨mudk zkwfusnf;o*dKvfay;ouJUodkU &SdoGm; ayvdrfhrnfxif\/ ta&;BuD;onfum; uREkfyf\ aMu;0gyk&ydkufcsyfrsm;jzpfayonf/

466

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uREkfyfonf aMu;0gcsyfrsm;udk wcsyfNyD;wcsyf wGif;0odkUausmfí &dSorQtm;jzihf ypfwifcJUygrnf/ awGU&Sdolonf aumuf,lodrf;qnf;um aESmif;vlwkdUudk 4if;rSudk;um;í '@&DozG,f ajymjyEdkif ygapownf;/ atmf&efZpf\ aus;awmfrsKd;? ajrmufOD;bk&if\ uRefawmf..... tmZd(Zf) aMu;0gcsyfrsm;wGif a&;oGif;íxm;aom xl;qef;tHUMozG,faumif;onfh taMumif;t&mrsm;onf vdk&if;wdkcsKHUudk azmfjyxm;onf jzpfaomfjim;vnf; okH;EIef;onfh pum;vkH;t"dyÜm,fwkdUrSm jynfhpkHíae&um; &ifwGif;cHpm;csufESifh qefUxkwfvdkufaomtcgwGif þrQ&Snfvsm;vmonf[k qkd&ayrnf/ uRefawmfhrSmvnf; twefyifav;vHvSaom aMu;0gcsyfrsm;udk wcsyfNyD;wdkif; wcsyf &ifywfay:wGifwifum rarmryef;zwf&IcJU&mü ,ckrSyif &ifav;onfh'Pfudk cH&awmU\/ uRefawmfonf vJavsmif;&mrSyif 0J,meHawmif;rsm;odkU rsufvkH;upm;vkdufrd&m jrpfusOf;rS rnfonfhtcsdefu xGufcJUNyD;onfrod/ rIdif;aqG;nddKnpfaom awmykHawmifykH? ql;NcKH awmifuwkH;? pdrf;opfrIqdwfokOf;aom cifwef;pyfawmifaMumjywfrsm;udk jrpfurf;0J,mü rawGU&awmUacs/ a&S;rif;wkdU tmPmpufjyefU&m ajrmufOD;ac: þajrcsmrS wpxufwp a0;uGmvmcJUonf[kqkdvQif Z&yftkdausmif;tkd &Icif;tdkwkdUESifh a0;uGmvmcJUum ypöKyÜefodkU wzefjyefa&mufvmonfh c&D;oGm;{nfhonfuJUokdU cHpm;&yg\/ NrdKUa[mif;\ jrpfusOf;um;....... armfawmfrS&IMunfhvQif..... wzufwcsufrS urf;yg;wkdUrSm vufwurf;rQom &Sdoa,mif xif&\/ ukvm;wefjrpfum; xkdodkUr[kwfacs/ &kwfw&uf jrifvdkuf&aomtcgü yifv,fjyifBuD;yrm tajymus,fvSonf[k pdwfxJwGif xifa&mifxifrSm; jzpfvkduf&ygonf/ urf;ajcESifh a0;vHvSaom a&aMumif;rS armif;Esif vmaomaMumifh &IrqkH;arQmfrqkH; v,fuGif;wkH;vkH; zkH;zkH;uav;rsm;udkvnf;rjrif&? rD;ckd;wvlvl tvHjzLvGifhwwfonfh &Gmi,fuav;rsm;udkvnf; rawGU&awmUyJ &dk;wdk;&dyfwdwf rIdif;rIdif; rIefrIefom jrif&avonf/ ukvm;wefjrpfum; &ifhMunf&mrS wjznf;jznf; pdrf;ajzmhbufodkU ul;ívmNyDjzpf\/ waumifpESpfaumifp qD;BudKvsuf&Sdaom Zifa,mfwkdUudkyif jrifpjyKaeNyD/ taoG;pkH tuGufqef; jc,fvS,fcsKyfvkyfxm;aom &Gufrsm;wyfxm;onfh &ckdifwdkU\ ukefonf avSwkdUudkvnf; [dkrSonf pkefqefoGm;vmaeonfudk jrifvm&NyDjzpf\/ rMumrDyif ppfawGodkU jyefa&mufawmUrnf jzpfonfwum;...../

467

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

NrdKUa[mif;um;- aemufwGifusef&pfcJUNyDjzpf\/ uRefawmf\ pdwfapwodufrkefwdkif;wdkUonfvnf;.... NrdKUa[mif;wGif usef&pfcJUNyDvm;...../ vufOD;yxr pdwfESvkH;'kH;'kH;cscJUNyD; NrdKUa[mif;rStjyefü uRefawmfhtwGuf t&m&monf jynfzkH;um;cscJUNyD; jzpfonf[k ,kHMunfcsufrSm cktcgü oGufoGufcgatmif vGifhysuf&awmU ra,mif uRefawmfhpdwfwdkU qla0aeMuygNyD/ w&m;cHum;-avmavmvwfvwf zwf&INyD;cJUonfh aMu;0gwcsyfrsm; jzpfownf;/ OD;aomif;wifum; &Sm&SmazGazGyif BudK;pm;yrf;pm;jzihf &aohBuD;xHrS þaMu;0gyk&ydkufudk &,lcJUNyD;..... uRefawmfhudkay;&ef rSmMum;oGm;onfqkd\/ OD;aomif;wifonfvnf; uRefawmf uJUodkUyif aMu;0gcsyfrsm;ü a&;oGif;xm;cJUaom taMumif;t&mrsm;udk aumif;pGmoabmayguf em;vnfrnf jzpfayonf/ 4if;odkUqdkvQif -tb,faMumifh uRefawmfhudkay;í zwfapyg oenf;/ uRefawmfzwfoifhonf[k oluqdk\/ zwfoifhízwfvdkufaomtcgwGif &ifwGif; y#dyu©wdkUrSm ydkrkdítkH
468

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

NrdKUa[mif;odkUtoGm;ü udkBuD;atmifwkdUtzJGUonf umvHa'oESifh vkdufavsmnDaxG&Sdap&rnf [kqdkum a&S;cwfu a
469

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uRefawmfum;.... xGef;Edkif/ xGef;Edkifum;.... &Smrm....../ a&S;ESpfaygif;rsm;pGmu vlom;wOD;jzpfcJUolonf ,aeU- þurÇmBuD;ü vlom;wOD; jyefí jzpfae\/ oHo&mudk ,kHMunfolrsm;onf þtajymudkvG,fulpGmyif vufcHEdkifaumif;yg\/ odkUaomf- xdkvlom;onf ESpfaygif;rsm;pGmaom b0a[mif;uvnf; xkdtjzpftysufESifh BuKHawGUcJU&NyD;? ,ckypöKyÜefb0üvnf; 4if;tjzpftysufrsKd;twkdif;yif waoGrwdrf; wlvSpGm BuKHawGUcHpm;&onfqkdvQifum;- od&Mum;&olrsm;tzkdU rnfodkU,lqMuygvdrfhrnfen;f/ jzpfpOfwkdUudk jyefvSefEIdif;,SOfum.... csdefxdk;MunfhygrS oifhawmfayvdrfhrnf xifyg\/ uRefawmfonfae&mrSxum armfawmf,mzufeHapmif;&Sd ckHwef;vsm;odk UvmcJUNyD; ajcypfvufypf xdkifvdkufum aMu;yk&ydkufudk &ifütyfNyD;vQif ukvm;wefjrpfjyifus,fBuD;udk ai;Munfhaevdkuf rdjyef\/ pdrf;vJUwifharmh us,fjyefUajymaom ukvm;wefjrpfonf a&Zvmc&D;ESifMuolrsm;\ rdwfaqG BuD;jzpfcJU\/ xdkrdwfaqGBuD;um;- tkdrif;&ifha&mfjcif;udk xDrxifonfhozG,f &Tif&,faom toHudkay;um woGifoGifpD;qif;aeonf[k uRefawmfxifvkdufrdayonf/ ,ckacwfwGif {&m0wDuajymaom ykHjyifrsm;? oHvGifuajymaom ykHjyifrsm;? csif;wGif;\ ykHjyifrsm;[lí uRefawmfuvnf; wDxGifcsifvSygayonf/ odkU&mwGif vufiif;jzpf&yfü uRefawmf od& Mum;&aomykHjyifrSm tmZd(pf)uajymaom ykHjyifjzpfygav\/ upäye'Durlum; oufaoomvQif cHaumif;cHygvdrfhrnf/ odkUr[kwfuvnf; (þtaMumif;t&mrsm;onf jzpfNrJysufNrJ avmu "r®wmomvQifjzpfonf/ oifhtzdkU xl;qef;tHUMozG,f&m jzpfaeonfuyif &,fp&maumif;ao; awmUonf) [laomoabmjzifh upäye'Dudk,fyGm; ukvm;wefjrpfonf w[J[J&,farmjy aeonfvm; rodygacs/ &ckdifhtmumjyif jymvGifvGifwGif jzLpifaom udk,fESifhpdwfudk aqmifayaom Zifa,mfwkdUonf wjznf;jznf;wpp rsm;jym;jynfhESufvmonfudk uRefawmfjrif&\/ jrpf0jrpfqkH yifv,fbkH tpGef;&Sd ppfawGodkUa&muf&efyif ra0;vSawmU[k 4if;wkdUudkjrif&jcif;jzihf odvdkuf&ygonf/ tp&SdvQif tqkH;onf a&mufvmpNrJomjzpf\/ uRefawmfhZmwfvrf;NyD;qkH;csdef wefavNyD vm;..../

470

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

tprS jyefvSefcif;í &Sif;jy&jyefavaomf..... tmZd(pf)uajymaom ykHjyifxuf NcKH&kef;&rnf jzpfayaomfvnf; xGef;EdkifajymaomykHjyifrSm EIdif;,SOfp&m tcsuftvufawG jynfhvsuf&Sdrnfudkum; 0efcH&ygrnf/ tmZd(pf)\ &SmrmtaMumif;udkvnf; ESvkH;oGif;xm;NyD;om;qkdygu uRefawmfhb0onf ydkrdkí pdwf0ifpm;p&m aumif;ayvdrfhrnf xifygonf/ uRefawmfhb0um; rnfonfht&G,fu pavoenf;qkdaomf- vlysKdayguft&G,f BuD;aumif0ifp tcgu[k qkd&ygrnf/ tb,fhaMumifhqdkaomfum; uav;t&G,f vlrr,fb0u xGef;Edkifonf wa,mufjzpfavNyD;? vlysKdjzpfvmNyD;onfhaemuf- onfbufydkif;\ b0wGif aemufwa,muf jzpfcJUaomaMumifhjzpf\/ uRefawmfonfi,fpOfu tla,mifief;zsm;zsm;um csd,dao;auG;vS\/ 4if;i,fpOfuwnf;uyif vlBuD;rdzrsm;u uRefawmfESifhrrESif;udk olwdkUtvkdus jref;íxm;\/ uRefawmfum;- xdktcsdefxd rrESif;udkjrifbl;jcif;r&Sd? rrESif;url rawmfwqawGUjrifoGm;umvlpOfrjynfholudkjzifh rMuifvkd[k jiif;qefbl;ao;onfqdkay\/ uRefawmfonf rdzrsm;\ pDrHcsuft& jyifOD;vGifac: yef;NrdKUawmfarNrdKUü pmtHjcif;trIudkjyK&\/ usef;rma&;twGuf ...[k taMumif;jyum ausmif;tdyfausmif;pm; aecJU&av&m wESpfwcgrQom &efukefodkUjyefcGifh& cJUayonf/ 4if;onfhwdkifatmif wvESpfvrQ &moDOwkajymif;vJjcif;onfyif uRefawmfhtwGuf roufomvS[k ,lqcsufjzihf ygygESifhrmrmwkdUonf uRefawmfhudk &efukefodkUrjyefapyJ olwkdUu wufvmawGUqkHjcif; jyKMujyefavonf/ waeUaomtcgwGif uRefawmfhb0onf vlwdkU\ jzpfpOfü &SmrS&Sm;ayaom ajymif;vJrIw&yfjzpfonfh tjzpfqef;ESifh BuKHawGUvdkuf&onf/ uRefawmfonf tjcm;ausmif;om;rsm; uJUodkUyif wvwBudrfrSefrSef aq;ppfcHcJU&mwGif waeUoü q&m0efonf wvESpfBudrf aq;ppfcH&rnf[k ajymonfudk Mum;em&\/ q&m0efu (rif;vlysKdazmf0ifwm olrsm;eJUrwllbl;) [kvnf; vTwfueJ ajymvkdufonfudk ,aeUxdyif rSwfrdaeao;onf/ xdkokdUaq;ppfcH&&mü uRefawmf\t&yftjrifh udk,ftav;tcsdef xGm;usKdif;rIwdkUonf wBudrfESifhwBudrf tHUMoavmufzG,f&m tjcm;em;BuD;jcm;em;vSav&maeUcsif;ncsif; a>rta&cGHvJvdkufonfhyrm vlopfwa,muf jzpfívmcJUonf/ rnfrQtxd BuD;rm;vmygoenf;[lrl touf(16)ESpft&G,fü uRefawmfonf t&uf6ayeD;yg; jrifhrm;í aeum xdkt&yfESifh vkdufzufnDaom udk,fcE¨mtcsKd;tpm;udkvnf; ykdifqdkifíxm;ayonf/ uRefawmf\ rsufvkH;rsm;rSmrl- arG;uwnf;u pdrf;vJUvsuf&Sdonfjzpf&m xkdodkU xGm;usKdif; oefpGrf;vmaomtcgü rZösdrwdkif;om;wa,muf\ toGifoP²mefodkU wrk[kwfcsif; a&muf&Sd oGm;cJUyg\/

471

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

4if;odkU wrk[kwfcsif;[k qdkavmufayaom taMumif;&if;cHaMumifh wnoü uRefawmfwdkU ausmif;om;oli,fcsif;wodkufonf ausmif;a&SUrdk;rcyifBuD;atmufü pka0;xdkifum.... pum; pjrnf ajymíaecJUMu&mwGif wa,mufu ]]xGef;Edkif aeUcsif;ncsif;BuD;xGm;vmwm jrif&awmU 'dkUMunfhbl;wJU buf*'ufNrdKUom; iwufjym; Zmwfum;xJrSm ykvif;xJu xGufvmwJU bDvl;BuD;udk oGm;owd&&,f}} [k ajymvkdufojzifh 0g;ueJyJGusoGm;&ayao;\/ odkUaomfpmBuD;ayBuD;tNrJzwfaom pm*sydk;wa,mufu (trsm;wumxuf *vif;tusdwfrsm; tvkyf vkyfrI azmufjyefolonf omrefxufBuD;xGm;aom vlUbDvl;uav;rsm; tjzpfodkUyif a&mufap wwfaMumif;) ajymjyaomtcgürl- uRefawmfh&ifxJü 'dwfueJckefíoGm;cJU\/ xkdUaMumifhxdknü tdyf&modkU apmapm0ifcJUrdonf/ odkUaomf..... nOfheufBuD;üyif uRefawmf jyefEdk;cJU&\/ &dk;&dk; Edk;cJUjcif;um;r[kwf? tdyfrufqkd;BuD;wckaMumifh aMumufvefUwMum; i,foHygatmif atmf[pf &if;rS vefUEdk;vmcJU&jcif;jzpfonf/ woufrSwcgqdkouJUodkU tHUMozG,f&m tdyfrufqkd;BuD;[k xdkpOfu uRefawmf uifyGef;wyfcJUrd\/ odkUaomf uRefawmfhtwGuf woufwcg[k rqkdEdkif awmUyJ woufwGif tcg&maxmifru tBudrfBudrftzefzef wxyfwnf;wax&mwnf; rufcJUonfh tdyfrufBuD;jzpfcJUyg\/ xkdtjzpftysufum; ,ckuRefawmf zwf&Iod&SdcJU&onfh r*dkvkvif&Smrm\ taMumif;t&m aMu;0gyk&ydkufwGif &Smrm\Zmwfodrf;tjzpfjzihf xyfwlxyfrQ qifwlíaeaMumif;udk uRefawmfawGU&ayawmUonf/ yk&ykdufrS pmwef;rsm;\t"dyÜm,ft& r*dkvkvif&Smrmonf tb0ed*kH; tqkH;owf&mü bk&ifhorD;awmf pE´a'0DESifhtwl t&Sifvwfvwf acgif;oGif;owfcHcJU&\/ uRefawmf\ tdyfrufrSmvnf; xdkenf;4if;yifjzpfonf/ uRefawmfonf tdyfrufrufawmUrnfqkdvQif arT;ysHUcsKdtDaom &eHUwrsdK;udk &SL&Iduf&um tqkH;ü awmifylpmwvkH;a&SuokdU a&mufoGm;\/ awmifylpmay:okdUwufonfh vrf;zkHzkHuav;udk ai;MunfhaepOfwGif uRefawmfhudk aemufzufrS oefrmaomvufBuD;rsm;u awmifylpmay:odkU twif;wGef;wifí a&mufoGm;&\/ &Smrm\ txkyÜwÅdwGifvnf; xkdenf;4if;yifjzpfouJUodkU ausmuf*ltwGif;ü &aohBuD;ESifh qkHawGUpOfu rD;ykHxJwGif aq;jymrIefUrsm;jzL;um t&dyfrsm;xifapNyD;? jyo&müvnf; xdkenf;4if;jzpf&ykHudk uRefawmf jrifawGUod&Sd&ygonf/ &Smrmonf rJeufaomvloefBuD;rsm;\ wGefUydkUrIaMumifh awmifylpmay: a&muf&SdoGm;aomtcg tzkH;w0uf yGifh[vsuf&Sdaom 'dk;,dkaygufazmuf jrif&onfh ovif;tMunfausmufjzifh xGif;xkxm;onfhacgif;wckudk jrif&onfqdk\/ uRefawmfonfvnf; tdyfrufxJü awmifylpmxdyfwGif tzkH;yGifh[vsuf&Sdaom rSefacgif;wvkH;udk jrif&onf/ uRefawmfwkdUacwfjzihfqdkvQif ovif;ausmuf[lí rxifjrifrdyJ rSef[líom omref ,lqrdjcif; jzpfwef&mayonf/ xdkrSefacgif;twGif;ü vlESpfae&mpmrQ us,f0ef;aeonfudk awGU&um wzufü wudk,fvkH; yef;yGifhrsm;jzihfzkH;vTrf;xm;NyD; rsufESmuav;rQom azmfjy

472

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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473

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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474

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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475

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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476

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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477

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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478

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ppfawG&SifrewfuGef;odkU oGm;a&mufMuaomtcgwGif xl;qef;aom a>rtjzLBuD;waumifudk uRefawmfwdkU jrifvkdufMu&\/ tmZd(Zf)onf wluav;&Smrm aovGefaomtcgü ykHwlxkvkyfrI aMumifh bk&ifuGyfrsufjcif;udk cH&aomtcg b0\aemufqkH;&ufrsm;ü a>rjzLBuD;ckdatmif;&m wGif;BuD;xJwGif csxm;jcif;cH&onfqdkayonf/ qwf&dk;usacsmif;twGif;ü uRefawmfonf a&xJodkU tm;vGefusrnfjyKao;\/ wpkHwa,mufu aemufrSqJGxm;onfhtvm; cHpm;vkduf&onf/ 4if;rSm &SmrmwkdUonf ajrmufOD;odkU a&mufjzpf atmif a&mufoGm;ap&ef uHw&m;u ydkUaqmifay;onfh oabmESifh wlnDíaeaMumif; rjiif; omaom tcsufw&yf jzpfvmygavonf/ NrdKUa[mif;odkUoGm;&m jrpfusOf;xJodkU 0ifívm&mü jrpfurf;yg;wGif a&qif;aomufaom qifwaumifonf uRefawmfhudk jrifaomtcg xdkifí&Sdckd;aom tjyKtrludk aqmifíjyavonf/ a&S;b0u uRefawmfonf qifxdef;uav;&Smrm pifppfjzpfcJUavaomaMumifhayvm;...../ uRefawmfwkdU NrdKUa[mif;odkUa&mufMu\/ trSwfrxif NrdKUa[mif;ajrudk uRefawmfvufjzihf aumuf,lMunfhrd&m ylavmifaeí vTwfcscJU&\/ tmZd(Zf) aoqkH;&onfrSmvnf; ylavmifvGef; vSaom xkH;ausmuftwGif;rS ajraiGUwkdUaMumifh [laomtcsufudk yk&ydkuftqkH;owfwGif nTef;jy xm;oa,mif awGU&ayonf/ NrdKUa[mif; jrpfqdyfwae&mwGif a&csKd;a&ikyfvkyfMu&if; uRefawmfESifh udkBuD;atmifonf a&atmufrS tndSwufvsuf&Sdaom &kyfwkwck\vufrS abmfaiGvufywfwckudk jzKwf,l &&SdcJU\/ xdkvufywfwGif (bk&ifhorD;awmf pE´ma'0Du r*dkvkvif qifxdef;uav; &Smrmudk ay;oem;onf) [laompmwef; twdtvif;yg&Sd\/ tmZd(Zf)\ aMu;0gcsyfrsm;rS ajymaom ykHjyifonf rSefuefíaejyefygonf/ uRefawmfwkdUawGUcJUaom a&atmufrS&kyfwkum; &Smrm\ &kyfxkjzpfzG,f&Sd\/ ESpfy&dapä' Mumjrifhí a&ajrtaetxm; ajymif;vJrIaMumifh &kyfxk\ wnfae&m ajymif;a&GUcJU&mü abmfaiGvufywfwzufudk Adkvf*Refudk vTrf;rdk; 'ku©ay;oGm;onf rSmum; txift&Sm;jzpfcJU&\/ uRefawmfwdkU acwfwkdifatmifyif[k 0efcH&csdrfhrnf jzpfyg\/ uRefawmfwkdU NrdKUa[mif;üwnf;ckdaepOf avBuD;rkd;BuD;usaomaMumifh armfawmfBudK;jywfum arsmygoGm;NyD; aomifpGef;wae&mü wifae&m qvifwkdUvlpkonf BudK;MumBuD;waumifudk zrf;qD;&rd\/ uRefawmfhudkvufaqmifay;aomtcg BudK;MumBuD;onf rdrdudk,frdrd tqkH;pD&if oGm;avonf/ ajrmufOD;bk&ifvufxufu &Smrm\ Mur®miifrIrSmvnf; BudK;Mumudk ypfcwf jcif;rS pwifay:aygufcJUonf[k qdkayonf/

479

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uRefawmfESifh omausmfa0wkdU rkd;awGonf;xefpGm&Gmckduf awmifaMumwckudk wufaomtcg awGU&aom ausmufvrf;rBuD;um;...... &SmrmwkdUwl0&D; avSysufí ajrmufOD;odkUa&mufvmpOf wufcJU&aom a&qif;vrf;rBuD;yif jzpfonf/ a&qif;vrf;xdyfrS a&uef....... xkda&uefonfvnf; pE´ma'0D rdrdudk,frdrd tqkH;pD&ifoGm;onfh a&uefyifjzpfonf/ uRefawmfh b0wGif pE´a'0D\tavmif;udk zkH;vTrf;xm;cJUonfhyef;&eHUwkdU pdk;rdk;qJ[kqdkvQif..... þonfwkdUudk oJvGefp[kac:avrvm;? tawmuftxm;rsm;[k qdkavrvm;? ,kwÅdom"u rsm;[k ppfwrf;xkwfavrvm;? uRefawmf cJGjcm;odEdkifjcif; r&SdawmUyg/ uRefawmf &cdkifbk&ifwkdUpkd;pHcJU&m ajrmufOD;ac:NrdKUa[mif;okdU a&mufcJUNyD;onfh aemufydkif;ü awGUBuKHcJU&aom tjzpftysufrsm;onf '@m&Dxufyif '@m&Dydkíqefoa,mif jzpfíaecJU\/ xl;axGqef;jym;onfESifhtrQ &IyfaxG;ayGvdrfívnf; aeayonf/ xdkodkUjcL;vdrftHUbG,f jzpfí aecJU&mwGif uRefawmfhtwGuf oHo,pGufíaeaom udpö&yfrsm;rSm rD;armif;uGufumuGufum xdk;jyouJUodkdU &Sif;vif;vmonfum;-rSefyg\/ jynfhpkHjcif;rlum;- r&SdcJUay/ tmZD(Zf) udk,fwkdif a&;oGif;cJUavonfqkdaom aMu;0gyk&ydkufcsyfrsm; usrSomvQif t&mcyfodrf;onf &Sif;vif;oabmaygufoGm;onf[k qdk&rnfjzpf\/ odkUqdkvQif uRefawmfonf tmZd(Zf)\ rSwfwrf;udk tuRif;rJU,kHMunfvufcHNyD;NyD[k t"dyÜm,f&aeav&m? tu,fyif xdkodkUouf0ifae avovm;[k udk,fhudkudk,f ar;Munfh&\/ uRefawmfwudk,fvkH;onf MuufoD;uav;rsm; tvdyfvdyfxum wkefcgoGm;onf xifygonf/ ukvm;wefjrpfa&um; pdrf;&ifhoxuf &ifhívmavNyD? yifv,faMumESifh wpyfwnf; jzpfí vmaom trSwftom;yifjzpf&um; uRefawmfonf t0Sef;us,foxuf us,fvmaom jrpfjyif udk rsufvkH;upm;Munfhrd\/ [dkwuGuf-onfwuGuf rkd;ajy;uav; rpdkUrydkUpGufrIaMumifh jrpfrsufESm jroifjzL;ü aiGrIefawG zl;zl;xoGm;onfudkawGU&\/ xdktcgwGif vIdif;Muufzudk awmifyH&dkufum jrL;aysmfMuav&um;..... jrpftjyifwckvkH;rSm w0kef;0kef; &kdufcwfaeaom vIdif;ppfyGJwkdUjzihf pDpDnHíaeavonf/ uRefawmfh&ifxJüvnf; pdwfvIdif;yef;csDwkdU uoDu&Djzpfae&mrS [kdwNrKHonfwNrKH yvkHpDcsifwkdif; pDaeygavonf/ uRefawmfonfum;.... &Smrmjzpf\/

480

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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481

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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482

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

xkdtoHrsm;u uRefawmfhudk azsmif;zsMu\/ uRefawmfhrSmrl bmudkrQrjrif? bmudkrQ rqifjcif EdkifawmUay&um;- tm;&Sdyg;&Sd atmf[pfvdkufrdum olwdkUvufwGif;ü aemufwzef arhajrm oGm;rdjyefyg\/ ____

483

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uRefawmfhZmwfvrf;udk 'Dtxd onf;nnf;cHNyD; zwfvmwJU udk0if;OD;udk aus;Zl;wifygw,f cifAsm..../ uRefawmfhtzkdU&mrSm b,fwkef;urS 'gavmufxd pDumywfukH; &Snf&Snfvsm;vsm;BuD; a&;Edkifvdrfh r,fvdkU rxifrdygbl;? uRefawmf[m armifxGef;Edkif jzpfygw,f? &efukefwuúodkvfrSm wwd,ESpf 'óedu oifwef;om;vJjzpfw,f qdkwmudk jyefajymif;rdwfqufjcif;trI jyKyg&apudk0if;OD;? awG;ac:rIynmudk oifMum;&if; udk,fawGUpdwÅZudk rwGef;vSefEdkifvdkU pdwÅaA'udk wzufu vkdufpm;NyD; 'Dtjzpftysuf taMumif;t&mawGudk Zmwfvrf;toGifzefwD;NyD; a&;w,fvkdUrsm; udk0if;OD; xifaumif;xifygvdrfhr,f....? r[kwf&ygbl; udk0if;OD;..../ pmtprSm azmfjycJUwUJtwkdif; uRefawmfhudk,fawGU tjzpftysuftaMumif;t&mqkdwm tckdiftrm 0efcHvkdygw,fcifAsm/ uRefawmf[m pma&;jcif; twwfynmrSma&m? Zmwfvrf;zefwD;jcif; twwfynmrSma&m uRrf;usifrI r&SdcJUygbl;? jzpforQtaMumif; aomif;ajymif;rSeforQudk udk0if;OD;odapzdkU rcsefrcRif;yJ a&;jywmuvJGvkdU wjcm;tydktqmawGudk bmwckrSxnfhrxm;ygbl;...? xnfhbkdU vJ rwwfbl;ayghcifAsm..../ acwfpum;eJU xyfrHNyD; ajym&r,fqkd&if uRefawmf&ifzGihfwmyJaygh/ uRefawmfh&ifxJrSm uRefawmfwa,mufxJ oJrJBudwfrSdwfNyD; cHpm;ae&orQudk &ifzGifhjywmyJaygh? tpueOD;u yPmrcsDcJUwmrSm uRefawmf[m &ifxJrSmcHpm;&orQ uRefawmfhywf0ef;usifrSm awGUqkHjzpfysuf&orQudk NrKhHaphrxm;csifawmUbl;? udk0ifOD;qDrSm &ifzGifhjycsifw,fvkdU qkdcJUygw,f? uRefawmfhudk ajymifrJUavSmifrJUolawGudkrS &ifzGifhjyrd&ifvJ w'ku©? awGUu&m &Spfaomif; aomif;ajymif;udk tusKd;taMumif; tquftpyfr&SdyJ pdwful;ayguforQ a&mufwwf &m&m avQmufajymaew,fvkdU xifwJUolawGeJU awGU&ifvJ uRefawmf[m pma&;q&m&l; qkdwJU bJGUxl;udk woufvkH;qifjref;&rSmrkcs? 'grSr[kwfjyef&ifvJ tvGrf;em? taqG;em? urÇmem BuD;udk &if0,fydkufNyD; NrdKifwdkufpkH,H &Gufa[mif;awGysHwkdif; pdwfolckd;awG
484

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

wu,fawmU uRefawmfhtajz[m pdwful;,Ofxuf ydkrkdqef;Mu,faMumif;udk udk0if;OD; ,kHygNyDaemf/ pdwful;,Ofxuf qef;Mu,fwJU taMumif;t&m[m wu,fhtjzpftysufyJ r[kwf vm;cifAsm/ pdwfwefckd;udk,kHMunf&if 0dnmOf&JU wefckd;udkawmU ,kHMunfEdkifygrvm;vkdU 'Dpm&SnfBuD;&JU tprSm udk0if;OD;udkuRefawmf ar;cJUrdygw,f....? uRefawmf[m aemufqufwJGar;cGef;awG woDBuD;ar;NyD;rS udk0if;OD;udk uRefawmfhtaMumif;t&mawG wifjycJUw,fxifygw,f/ bmwJU...... okH;q,fhwbkH usifvnfukefaom owÅ0gawG trsKd;rsKd;&SdwJUtxJrSm vlta&vJ vlUxufuJ owÅ0grsKd;rsm; &SdMuw,fqdkwmaum vufcHEkdifyghrvm;/ vlUb0eJU tdrfOD;Murf;jyif uRwfwrf;r0ifEdkifyJ w0J0Jwv,fv,f oHa,mZOfawG wG,fae wwfMuwJU &kyfw&m;ukefqkH;NyD; emrfvkH;vkH;omusefwJU avmuqef;udkaum awGUxdodMum; embl;ygovm;..../ onfvkdawG uRefawmfudk0if;OD;udk ar;cJUw,fxifygw,f? onfae&mrSm...... acwfaemufjyefqJG azmufvTJazmufjyef t,l0g'qef;BuD;wckudk rv,fr0,feJU wifjyvmw,f rxif&atmif uRefawmfBudKwifNyD; awmif;yefcJUygw,f/ uRefawmfhtjzpftysufawG[m qef;vGef;vkdU udk0if;OD; tprStqkH; zwfrdapcsifvkdU pum;yv’ifcHcJUjcif;om jzpfygw,fcifAsm/ uRefawmf[m... pdawÅA'ausmif;om;? pdwfynmoifMum;aewJU ausmif;om;wa,muf r[kwfyJ awG;ac:rIqkdif&m 'óeduaA' ausmif;om;wa,muf jzpfaMumif;vJ arhrxm;apcsifygbl; cifAsm? uRefawmfhtawG; uRefawmfhtjrifawGudk ,xmblwusygw,f? rSefuefygw,fvdkU wxpfcsrajym0HUygbl; udk0if;OD;? 'gayrJU uRefawmfhtjzpftysufawG tm;vkH;[m... tu,f{uef jzpfysufcJUwmawGvdkUawmU tmrcH&Jygw,f.../ pdwful;eJU zefwD;w,fqkd&ifvJ 'gavmufudkawmU.... wdusjynfhpkHvdrfhr,f r[kwfbl;qkdwm udk0if;OD; ,kHMunfapcsifygw,f......./ uRefawmf'DpmeJU 'DZmwfvrf;udk &ckdifujyefvmvmcsif; a&;wmyJ? a&;w,fqkdayrJU wxdkifwnf;? wvwnf;qdkovkd qufwkdufa&;&wm r[kwfygbl; udk0if;OD;? vlolav;yg;r&SdwJU tckduf

485

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

uav;eJU? puúLwkdUrSifwdkU &vG,fwJU tckduftwefUuav;rSmrS BudKMum;BudKMum; a&;&wmyg....? 'gaMumifhrkdU uRefawmfhpm&GufxyfBuD;udk Munfhvkduf&if rifa&miftrsKd;rsKd;? pm&Guftpm;pm; jzpfvkdUaewmudk awGU&rSmygyJ? vufa&;udk Munhfjcif;tm;jzihfom uRefawmfwa,mufwnf; b,foludkrS rwdkifyifyJ BudK;pm;zrf;pm;a&;aMumif; od&r,fjzpfygw,f...? uRefawmfh&ifxJ toJxJu vufcH,kHMunfvGef;wJU taMumif;t&mrdkU b,fol htultnDrS vdkw,fvkdU uRefawmf rxifcJUygbl;? xifvkdU awmif;&ifvJ b,folrS uRefawmfvdkcsifwJU tultnDrsKd;udk ay;vdrfhr,f r[kwfygbl;? usaemhftawG; uRefawmfhtjrifawG[m uRefawmfhywf0ef;usifu vlawGeJU uif;uGmvGef;tm;BuD;cJUawmU uRefawmfhudkvJ ywf0ef;usifur,kHMunf? uRefawmfuvJ ywf0ef; usifudk *&krjyKyJ aeusifh&cJUwmrdkU AdkvfaeNrJusm;aeNrJ jzpfcJUwmMumygNyD/ 'gjzihf&ifbmaMumifh udk0if;OD;udkrSa&G;NyD; 'DpmrlBuD;udk a&;ydkUovJvdkU ar;ayvdrfhr,f..../ vlawG[m.... wOD;udkwOD; ,kHMunfudk;pm;zkdU...? cifrifESpfvkdzdkU qdkwmu tajccHtm;jzihf obm0p&kdufcsif; wlzdkU[m ta&;BuD;qkH;vkdU xifygw,f? p&kdufcsif;tBudKufcsif; wlnDMuwJU txJrSm udk,fjzpfcsifwm udk,faqmif&GufcsifwmawGudk wjcm;olwa,mufu aqmif&Guf BudK;yrf; aew,fqkd&if tJ'Doludk tm;ustm;ay;csifwJU pdwf[m.... tvkdvkd ay:vmpNrJyJ r[kwfvm;? uRefawmfwkdU[m udk,fhtm;enf;csufudk tNrJtpOf owday;aerJUolrsKd;udk rcsOf;uyf bl;? udk,hftwGuf tm;wufaprJU olrsKd;udkom csOf;uyfcsifw,fr[kwfvm;? uRefawmfbmudk qkdvdkw,fqkdwm udk0if;OD; odygvdrfhr,fav...? udk0if;OD;vJ pma&;wJU pma&;q&m wa,mufyJ[m...../ tJ..... pma&;q&m[m Zmwfq&m jzpfcsifrSjzpfwmudkawmU udk0if;OD;0efcH&rSmyJ xifygw,f? pma&;q&mwkdUrnfonfrSm... udk,fa&;aewJU ZmwfudkyJ..... udk,ftqkH;owfcsifovkd rowfEkdifyJ ZmwfaumifwkdUawmif;qdk&mudk vdkufavsmauGUaumuf oGm;Mu&wmawmU&SdaMumif; uRefawmf Mum;bl;ygw,f....? b0Zmwfq&musawmU 'Dvkdr[kwfygyJuvm; udk0if;OD;..../ uRefawmfhb0Zmwfq&m[m uRefawmf xGef;EdkifqkdwJU Zmwfaumif&JU oabmudk wcsufuav; rS vdkufavsmcJUjcif; r&Sdygbl;cifAs.../ uRefawmf[m jzpfcsifwmvJrjzpf&wJU avmuw&m;udk od&Sdem;vnfolwa,muf jzpfygw,f? jzpfNyD;wmawGvJ ysufcsifysufEdkifwmudk ESvkH;tNrJ oGif;cJUolwa,mufyg? tJ'gawmifrS avmuDxkyÜwf xGef;EdkifZmwfrSm twdwfeJUypöKyÜef[m csdefcGifvQmrSefuefrIr&SdyJ [dk,drf;onfyg ra&r&mcsnfh jzpfcJUwmudkjzihf ,aeUxd wEkHUEkHUjzpfaerdygw,f/

486

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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487

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

'gayrUJ uRefawmfhudk tdyf&muxcGifhray;Mubl;? uRefawmfhrSm xEdkifwJUtiftm;vJ r&Sdygbl;av? NyD;awmU udkBuD;atmifuyJ q&m0efawGac:vmNyD; uRefawmfhudk tdyfaq;qkdkxifyg&JU? &efukefNrdKU tjyefc&D;rSmawmU av,mOfay:rSm b,fvkdtdyfrufrsKd;udkrS rrufyJ uRefawmf ESpfESpfNcdKufNcdKuf tdyfaysmfNyD; vdkufvmcJUygw,f? odkUayrJU uRefawmfhb0 tJ'DtcsdefupNyD; vGwfvyfrIr&SdawmU ygbl; udk0if;OD;? ygygrmrmwkdUqDudk jyefa&mufwJUtcg q&m0efawG aemufxyfvmNyD; ppfMuaq;Mu vkyfNyD;wJUaemuf uRefawmfhudk t&ifuvkd oGm;oGm;vmvm rvkyfapawmUyJ? tdrfxJrSmwif oufaomifhoufomaeapzkdU nTefMum;csufjcif;udk cH&ygw,f? oufawmifh oufom aeapw,fqdkwJU oabmuvJ wrsKd;ygyJudk0if;OD;? wcgwcgrsm; ygygeJUrmrmudka&m? udkBuD;atmifa&m uRefawmfhudk tus,fcsKyfrsm; csxm;ovm;vkdU ar;,l&wJUtxdygyJ? &Sif;&Sif;ajym&&ifawmU- ygygjzpfap? rmrmjzpfap? udkBuD;atmifjzpfap? tjcm;apmifha&Smuf olrsm; jzpfap? wa,mufa,mufuawmU uRefawmfhab;rSm q,fhESpf&moDem&Dra&G; &SdaeMu ygw,f? xdkifxoGm;vm tpm;tpmrSD0Jwmutp uRefawmhfudk apmifhMuyfMunfh&IaeMuw,f? uRefawmfu tusKd;taMumif;ar;awmU-uRefawmf[m tifrwefrS usef;rma&;csKdUwJUaew,f? &kwfw&ufcsufcsif; wckckjzpf&if ab;rSmvlwa,muf&SdaeawmU.... tcsdefrSD q&m0efqD ajy;Edkif ygw,fqkdwJU tajzudk&yg w,f/ oli,fESyfpm; t&G,fr[kwfawmUvdkU aygufayguf&Sm&Sm taMumif;&if;udk EIdufxkwfar;jref;&if tajzudk&r,fqdkwm uRefawmfodw,f? 'gayrJU uRefawmfudk,füuvJ b,folwOD;wa,muf eJUrS tjiif;tckeftcsDtcs ajymcsifqkdcsifwJU qE´r&SdawmUvdkU at;at;yJaevdkufygw,f? uRefawmfh pdwfqE´twdkif; wZGwfxdk;vkyfjyef&ifvJ uRefawmfhusef;rma&;u tomxm;vkduftkH;? uRefawmfhrmrm&JU usef;rma&;u &Sdjyefao;w,fr[kwfvm;? tJ'DawmU reuftdyf&mux eHeufpmpm;? aeUvnfpmzwf? tanmif;tnmajz? aeUv,fxrifpm;? wa&;warmtdyf? Nae wif;epfupm;&if upm;? rupm;&if a&ul;? nOD;ydkif;xrif;pm;NyD;&if a&'D,dkem;axmif? ntdyfcgeD; pmeJeJzwf? tdyfaysmfcsifwJUtcgusawmU tdyfaq;aomuf? tJ'DvkdeJU oHo&m vnfcJUwm MumygNyDudk0if;OD;? i,fi,f&G,f&G,feJU tNidrf;pm;&wJU oabmrsKd;vm;qkdjyefawmU r[kwfjyefbl;? pdwfvdkvufvdk bmwckrS vkyfcGifhuawmUr&Sdbl;? Oyrmajym&&if tysif;ajy pmzwfr,fqkdygpdkU? em&Daygif;rsm;pGm qufwdkufzwfcGifh r&ygbl;? 0goemt& pmuav; ayuav; a&;csif&ifvJ 'DoabmygyJ? bmvkyfvkyf 0efeJUtm;? jrm;eJUav; oifhwifhatmif qdkNyD;awmU uefUowfcsufeJUvkyf&ygw,f? uRefawmfhudk,fwGif;u uvmyfpD;awG b,frQ ysufpD; csKdU,Gif;aew,fqkdwm uRefawmfawmU rajymwwfawmUygbl; udk0if;OD;a&..../ tckay;ydkUvkdufwJU pmrl&SnfBuD;[m udkBuD;atmifwkdU ygygrmrmwkdUtvpfrSm waeU w&Gufp ESpf&Gufp cdk;aMumifcdk;0Sufa&;cJU&wJU pmrl&SnfBuD;jzpfygw,f? onfxufonf a&;om;azmfjyvdk

488

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

ygao;w,f? udk0if;OD;wkdU a&;avha&;x&SdwJU 0wÅKZmwfaMumif;awG&JU tvdktm;jzifhawmU 'gavmufqdk&ifyJ Zmwfvrf;aumif;wyk'f aumif;aumif;jzpfNyDvkdU ,lqrSmygyJ? 'DrSmwGif Zmwfodrf;NyDvdkUvJ wGufqMurSmygyJ? um,uH&Sif qdkwmrsKd;uawmU em;axmifrJUol&Sd&if udk,fh taMumif;udk rem;wrf;ajymwwfMuwmyJ r[kwfvm;? uRefawmfajymcsif a&;csifygao;w,f udk0if;OD;? 'gayrJU r&awmUbl;? uRefawmfhtzdkU tcsdefqdkwmvJ r&SdwmUbl;vkdUxifygw,f? 'gaMumifh uRefawmfhtjzpftysuf? taMumif;t&mqef;BuD;udk 'DrSmyJ ed*kH;csKyf tqkH;owf ay;vkdufygw,f? BudKufovdkjyifqiftacsmoyfNyD; pmzwfy&dowfa&SUarSmuf a&mufatmif wifjyay;apvdkygw,f cifAsm;/ udk0if;OD; a&;om;rJU uRefawmfhtaMumif;t&m 0wÅK&SnfBuD;udk apmihfajrSmfzwf&IEdkifrJU tcgtcGifh udk vGwfroGm;ygapeJU? rSDjzpfatmif rSDvkdufygaptkH;vdkU udk,hftwGufudk,f qkawmif;aevsuf ygcifAsm;..../ pdwfESvkH;MunfarGU &Tifvef;csrf;ajrUygapcifAsm;...../ xGef;Edkif wwd,ESpf 'óeduaA'? trSwf(...........) wuúodkvf&dyfomvrf;/

489

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

pma&;olonf armifxGef;Edkif\ udk,fawGUtjzpftysufudk uifyGef;wyfíxm;aom taMumif; t&mqef;udk rdrd\ta&;tom;? tzJGUtEJGUwdkUjzihf xyfrHjc,frIef;um rdef;rvStrkef;[lí trnf emrwf ay;NyD;vQif 0wÅK&SnfBuD;tjzpf zefwD;a&;om;cJU&mü armifxGef;Edkif\ yPred'gef;tpESihf ed*kH;csKyfpmwkdUudkrl rl&if;twdkif;yif azmfjyvdkuf&ygonf/ pma&;olonf armifxGef;Edkif\ ed'gef;tpudk zwf&I&uwnf;uyif pdwÅaA' taMumif;t&m qef;wck jzpfayaMumif;udk od&Sdem;vnfcJU&aomaMumihf pmtausmftvTm;? tacsmftuswdkUudk vkH;0r&Sdap&ef aocsmpGmzwf&IcJUygonf/ armifxGef;Edkif\ tjzpftysuf? taMumif;t&mrsm; rSmum; wqpfpD? wyg'pD wdwdusus zwf&Iavav? 0w¦Ktpu pma&;olazmfjycJUonfh twdkif;yif pdwful;,OfqefvGef;onf[kvnf; rac:Edkif? rjzpfEdkifaom xdk;Zmwf? vkyfZmwf [kvnf; rpGyfpJGEdkifyJ urÇmcsOf;onftxd wnfaewwfaom vlwdkU\cspfjcif;arwÅm trkef; oHo&mBuD;udk rdrd\&Iaxmifhu wifjyxm;csufw&yfomjzpfavav jzpfaMumif; awGU&Sd vm&yg\/ xdkodkU zwf&INyD;vQifNyD;csif;yif pma&;olonf armifxGef;Edkif\ tawG;tac:wkdUudk rdrdudk,fxJü arG;pm;,liifvdkufum wxdkifwnf;rem;rae 0wÇK&SnfBuD;tjzpf csa&;vdkufrdygonf/ ,aeU txd pma&;ol\ pma&;onfhoufwrf;ü t&SnfqkH;0w¦K&SnfBuD;wyk'ftjzpf &cJUonf[kum; qdk&ygrnf/ odkUaomf 0w¦Kwyk'fa&;xkwf&mü 0w¦K\oGifjyift*Fg nDnGwfap&efrSm pma&;olwdkU av;pm;vdkufem&onfh rvJGra&Smifomaom pnf;urf;w&yf&Sdí aecJUygonf/ pv,fqkH; zwf&IolwdkUtwGuf tcsuftvufrsm; xm;csef&pfcJUjcif;rsm; rjzpfap&ef rsm;pGmrS *&kpkduf &ygonf/ ]]rdef;rvStrkef;}} [k pma&;ol trnfwyfay;cJUaom armifxGef;Edkif\ Zmwfvrf;udk pdwfygvufyg w0BuD;a&;vkdufNyD;umrS pma&;ol\b0ifü rwifrus jzpfíaeaom okH;oyf csufrsm; usef&Sdaeonfudk awGU&avonf/ 4if;onfhtcsuftvufrsm;udk um,uH&Sif armifxGef;Edkif\xHrS xyfrH&,lvkdonfhqE´rsm; pma&;olü ay:aygufíaeyg\/ armifxGef;Edkifonf ed'gef;pmü ol\vddyfpmudk a&;oGif;rxm;cJUaomfvnf; ed*kH;pmürl tjynfhtpkH azmfjyíxm;avonf/ þtcsufudk orefumvQHumtm;jzifh qdkygurl rnfodkUrQ ta&;rBuD; vS[k xifp&mtaMumif; &Sdaomfvnf; ed*kH;pmusrS vdyfpmjynfhpkHpGm xnfha&;vdkufjcif;oabmrSm ueOD;u rdrd\yif&if;rlvudk azmfjyjcif;r&Sdaomfvnf; pmrlBuD;udk a&;ítNyD;ü tawG;opf wrsKd; ay:aygufvmrdí vdkvdkr,fr,f [laomoabmjzihf xyfrHjznfhoGif; a&;ay;vdkufjcif; jzpfwef&mayonf/ tawG;opfqdkonfrSm um,uH&SifrSty odjrifEdkifp&mvrf;r&Sd? odkUaomf pma&;oltaejzifh pOf;pm;awG;awmMunfhaom tcgürl armifxGef;Edkifonf tcsdef&Sdao;vQif pma&;olESifh xyfrHqufoG,fí ajymMum;vdkaom pdwfqE´&SdíaeaMumif;udk &dyfrdvm&ygonf/

490

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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491

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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492

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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493

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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494

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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495

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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496

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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497

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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498

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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499

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

usifu jzpfaeaMumif;vJod&a&m/ ESif;[m ajcrudkifrdvufrudkifrd jzpfawmUwmyJ? ESif;zufu Munfhjyef&ifvJ oltoufwrQcspf&SmwJU xGef;Edkif[m wpxufwp a&wdrfepfoGm;rSmudk rvdkvm;bl;ayghav? aemufNyD; xGef;edkif[m oleJUvJ vuf&Sdaygif;oif;aewJUoljzpfawmU rodk; roefUvJ jzpfygvdrfhr,fxifyg&JU? xGef;Edkifudk ndKeJU uGJuGmapzkdUta&;rSm rawmfwq &vdkufwJU oJvGefpaMumifh acsmfvJa&mxkdifvdkufwmvJ jzpfEkdifwmygyJ? 'Dae&mrSmawmU ESif;&JUwGufudef;[m trSm;BuD;rSm;oGm;&Smw,f? udk0if;OD; zwf&wJUtwdkif;ygyJ? eD;&ufeJU wu,fhudk a0;oGm;wm awmUjzihf wu,fpdwfraumif;p&myJAsm}} udkBuD;atmifonf pdwfygvufygjzifh wufwuf
500

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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501

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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502

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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503

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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504

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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505

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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506

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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507

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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508

0if;OD;

rdef;rvStrkef;

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