Satire 1

bfdl df Pon nMbr -----------------------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-------------------------“jwj sfihb, myry muvwkl df nfm s

bhupwKI aprfDI df mukwdmf -----------------------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-------------------------“jwj sfihb, myry muvwkl df nfm snmfn Kfn hY. vYsy snmfn ienHF dy nfm nfl jLrUr lwigaf hY, kMm ienHF ny KUb bdnfmI dy hI kIqy hn. iesy krky ieh awj ktihry ivc hn, aqy iesy krky mYN vI quhfzy snmuK hF, ienHF dy vkIl vjoN. pr ies df mqlb ieh nhIN ik mYN JUT swc bol ky afpxy muvwkl dI ijwq hfsl krvfAux leI quhfnUM mnfAux dI koisLsL krFgf. sfihb, mYN jo vI khFgf, swc khFgf aqy swc dy isvf jo vI ho sikaf, Auh vI khFgf.” mYN jwj sfihb awgy Pirafd kIqI, pr jwj sfihb ny mYnUM shuM shI ZMg nfl lYx leI ikhf. ksm Kfx dy ikhVf zflr lwgdy ny. KfxI hI hY, ies qy aml QoVHf krnf hY! myry mvwkl snmfn Kfn qy dosLF dI JVI lwg rhI sI, “ieh iek kfql hY, blfqkfrI hY, amIrjLfdIaF nUM qMg krdf hY, AunHF dy Gr jf ky vI, BfvyN ik AusdI iek pRiswD iPLlmI grl PrYNz df qF iek vwzy iPLlmI hsqI dy Gr ivafh vI ho cuwkf hY. guwsy ivc ies ny keIaF nUM ijAuNidaF afpxI gwzI hyTF imwiDaf hY, keI durlB kfly ihrn mfry hn aqy sB qoN vwzI gwl ieh hY ik iPLlmF ivc aMg pRdrsLn qy bl idwqf hY. pihlF qF aMg pRdrsLn df aiDkfr isrPL iPLlmI aiBnyqrIaF nUM hI sI. Gwt qoN Gwt kwpVy pf ky iPrn dI afdq ienHF hIroienF qoN ies nUM vI pY geI hY. cMgf Blf vsdy rsdy Gr df muMzf hY, iPr vI kwpVy KrIdx vyly pqf nhIN ikAuN kMjUs ho jFdf hY.” myry muvwkl qy dosL qy dosL lwg rhy sn. jokf Xug iesLiqhfrI df Xug hY, mIzIaf df

iesLiqhfr nMbr 420 -----------------------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-------------------------ajokf Xug iesLiqhfrI df Xug hY, mIzIaf df Xug hY, msLhUrI df Xug hY. kuJ lokF leI ieh iesLiqhfr afpxy kMm jF ruJyvyN bfry jnqk pRcfr krky afpxy kfrobfr nUM hor mjbUq krnf huMdf hY, pr keIaF leI ieh lokF nUM Brmf ky Twgx df jLrIaf huMdy hn. aijhy iesLiqhfrF dI igxqI sDfrx jF iemfndfr iesLiqhfrF qoN keI guxF vwD huMdI hY. asIN aKLbfrF ivc rojLfnf qOr qy hI aijhy iesLiqhfr vyKdy hF ijnHF ivc bfhr lY ky jfx dy nF qy ivdysLI lVky jF lVkIaF df ibErf idwqf huMdf hY. bfhr jfx dy sLOkIx vI aijhy iesLiqhfrF qy bfjL awK rwKdy hn. jdoN hI iksy aYn afr afeI ‘kuVI’ jF ‘muMzy’ df iesLiqhfr dyKdy hn qF Pon KVkx lwg jFdy hn. aYny Pon qF sLfied sI aYm jF pI aYm dy ahudy qy bYTx qy nhIN afAuNdy hoxy, ijMny ik ienHF aYn afr afeIaF dy vwjdy hn. Bfrq ivc af ky qF ieh aYn afr afeI qoN vI afeI pI bx jFdy hn. vI afeI pI hI nhIN, sgoN vI vI vI afeI pI. vYrI vYrI vYrI iemportYNt prsnjL! myrI iek dosq ggndIp dI gwl suxo. pVH ky quhfzy dMdF ivc AuNglF sLfied nf Psx, ikAuNik aijhf awjkwlH afm ho cuwkf hY, qy ho skdf hY ik quhfzy nfl vI ikqy aijhy hoieaf hovy. iPr vI gwl dwsxI sfzf PrjL hY. suxo, kMn KolH ky! sLfied quhfzIaF awKF KuwlH jfx. hoieaf ieMj ik Ausqy awj kwlH bfhr jfx df BUq svfr hY. Ausdf ipE qF Aus df vI ipE hY, Auh vI puwq nfl iGE iKcVI hY aqy afpxy puwq nUM bfhr Byjxf Ausdf ‘tfrgYt nMbr vwn’ hY. Auh afeIilt tYst dI iqafrI vI pUry jLorF-sLorF nfl kr irhf hY, BFvyN ik aMgryjLI qF kI, AusnUM pMjfbI vI cwj nfl nhIN afAuNdI hY. clo, kMm dI gwl krIey! Ausdy ipqf jI dI aYnkF dI dukfn hY aqy ivhly smyN aKLbfrF ivc iesLiqhfr vyKdy rihMdy hn, ik ikqy koeI ivdysLI kuVI hI iml jfvy aqy muMzy dI gwl bx jfvy. iek idn iek Pon nMbr pVH ky imlf ilaf. iliKaf sI beI kYnyzf dI 18-sflf kuVI leI sohxy aqy jcdy, pVHy ilKy muMzy dI loV hY. ipE nUM lwigaf ijvyN kfrU df KjLfnf lwB igaf hovy. socx lwgf ik puwq myrf piVHaf iliKaf vI hY, sohxf jcdf vI hY. ieh vwKrI gwl hY ik Cy sflF ivc aMgryjLI dy do awKLr, Auh vI puwTy (bI[ey[), iswKy. sLkl dI gwl nf hI kIqI jfvy, cMgf aKLbfrF aqy kMDF qy afm qOr qy ‘motfpf GtfE’ dy iesLiqhfr cmkdy huMdy hn. golI KfE qy motfpf cfr idnF ivc CU mMqr. hux, ishq ivigafnIaF duafrf kIqIaF KojF nUM JuTlf ky ieh jfdU dI CVI vFg aijhy dfavy krdy hn qF guwsf afAuNdf hY ienHF JUT dy vpfrIaF qy aqy hfsf aqy qrs afAuNdf hY, jo ienHF dy jfl ivc Ps jFdy hn, kbUqr vFg. aKLbfr ivc Poto pihlF slvfr kmIj pvf ky aqy guwq krvf ky iKcvf ky iek pfsy lwgI huMdI hY aqy dUjy pfsy Ausy kuVI dy jIn pvf ky vfl grdn qwk ktvf ky afeI bRo bxvf ky lgvf idwqI jFdI hY. jLIn pihx ky aqy swj sMvr ky KVI kuVI

dyK ky BrmfeIaF vDyry muitafrF jF jLnfnIaF vI iesy JFsy ivc Ps jFdIaF hn. myrI iek shylI vI mogy qoN brnfly vwl jFdI sVk qy lwgy iesLiqhfr nUM dyK ky Brmf geI. Auh vI Aus zfktr kol jf phuMcI, jo ik aijhy dfavy krdf sI. zfktr ny AusnUM dyiKaf aqy iPr kuJ golIaF dy idwqIaF. golIaF Kf ky Auh hor motI ho geI. ivcfrI zfktr kol geI. zfktr ny ikhf, ‘golI kdoN KfDI sI?’ myrI shylI kihx lwgI, ‘iek svyry KfDI sI, aqy dUjI sLfm nUM cfh nfl.” zfktr kihx lwgf, ‘iehI qF gLlq kIqf hY. jIn pvf ky ies rMg brMgI dunIaF ivc rMg brMgy lokF nfl BrI hoeI hY. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf sposkmYn ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (9888569669) 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

pRo: aYc aYs izMpl dIaF cfr imMnI khfxIaF:-

grmI kflj dI kMtIn df mflk lflf rfkysL kumfr vrHdI grmI leI rwb df sLukrIaf adf kr irhf sI. mOsm QoVHf ijhf TMZf ho igaf sI, aqy sfrf skUl KusL sI, pr Auh Gbrfieaf iPrdf sI. grmI qoN qrHfa-2 krdy bwicaF nUM QoVHf suwK df sfh afieaf sI, pr lfly dy ichry qy AudfsI dI iebfrq pVHI jf skdI sI. pr ies AudfsI df kI kfrx sI, ieh jfxn leI mYN lfly nUM puwiCaf, qF Ausdf jvfb sLIsLy vFg spwsLt sI, “dyKo pRoPYsr sfihb, awgy msF do zfly ivkdy sI, hux idn ivc ds-ds zfly bwqy ivk jFdy ny. jy mINh pY igaf qF iPr ibjnYs AuQy hI vfps af jfxf hY. rwbf, grmI df pRsLfid deI jfh, ijMny pYsy bxdy ny, bxndy. iehI qF sIjLn af.” kMtIn ivc bYTf bwqf pI irhf iek ividafrQI kdy myry vwl aqy kdy kMtIn dy mflk dy mUMh vwl Jfk irhf sI. pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (9888569669)

dosLI kOx? jI[tI[ roz qy rfq smyN nfkf lfeI bYTy ispfhIaF ny jYly qy kYly nUM rok ilaf, jdoN Auh dovyN alwg alwg skUtrF qy ipMz muV rhy sn. ispfhIaF ny skUtr rukvf ley. kihx lwgy, “dE qlfsLI! jLrUr qusIN smwglr hovogy.” jYly ny inzr ho ky qlfsLI idwqI, pr puils ny Aus nUM rok ilaf aqy iPr kYly dI qlfsLI leI. Aus koloN iqMn iklo aPLIm inklI. kYly ispfhIaF dIaF imMnqF krn lwgf, “bKsL lvo, sfhb!” ispfhI ieko sur ivc boly, “jfh, jfh, qYnUM PVvf ky asIN afpxy pYrIN kuhfVf nhIN mfrnf. afh kflf sonf hI sfzy leI sB kuJ ey. jfh!” jYly ny dbvIN sur ivc puwiCaf, “sfhb, jf skdf hF?” mUMh ivc aPLIm pfAuNdf AunHF coN iek boilaf, “Es ny qF sfnUM afpxf sfrf smfn dy idwqf, qy qUM?” jYly kol ‘ptrol jogy ruupey’ vI nhIN sI. Auh kI krdf?

agly idn dy aKbfrF ivc KLbr sI, “nfky ivc PVy jrnYl isMG jYly koloN aPLIm brfmd kIqI geI hY aqy adflq nUM Aus nUM swq sfl dI jylH dI sjLf suxfeI hY.” pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (9888569669)

dosL “aYqkIN pMcfieq coxF ivc qF Xfr bVI luwt mwcI, hrnyk isaF.” ruldU ny aKLbfr pVHidaF aYnkF ivcoN hrnyk vwl JfkidaF Ausdf pRqIkrm jfxn leI Aus vwl vyiKaf. hrnyk boilaf, “hF, bws ijs df rfj huMdf hY, Auh cMm dIaF clfAuNdf hY. ipClI vfr rfjy vyrF AunHF ny ikhVf Gwt kIqI sI. pr hY qF ieh mfVf hI. lokqMqr df arQ hY beI ibnF iksy dbfE qoN….” ajy Aus ny gwl mukfeI hI nhIN sI ik ruldU nUM kuJ Xfd afieaf, “swc Xfd afieaf, ies vfr ngr pfilkf dI itkt cfcy nUM imlI ey. hux AusnUM ijqfAuxf ey, pYsy-sLrfb dI pRvfh nhIN krnI. afpxf ivroDI AumIdvfr aYqkIN vI mjbUq hY, pr afpF ijwqxf aYqkIN. ieh hux qUM dyKxf ey beI ikvyN afpF qoV-mroV krky ijwq skdy hF. swc, qUM kihMdf sI, qyry mfmy dI aYs zI aYm nfl cMgI jfx pCfx hY, awj jf ky afAuxy aF, aqy aYs aYs pI nUM AuqoN mYN Pon krvf dUM.” mYN kdy AunHf dI pihlI gwl vwl iDafn idMdf, kdy dUsrI vwl! pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (9888569669)

swc df tIkf

zfktr subrfmnIam KusLI dy nfl pfgl ho AuWTy. keI sflF dI koisLsL aqy sKq imhqn dy bfad afKLrkfr AunHF ny aijhf tIkf eIjfd kr hI ilaf, ijs nUM lgfAux qoN bfad afdmI JUT nhIN bolygf. zfktr subrfmnIam zblU aYNz aYl kMpnI dy ivc bqOr ivigafnk kMm krdy sn aqy kMpnI dy mfilk Drmn jI dI vI KusLI df koeI iTkfxf nf irhf jd . afKLrkfr AunHF ny vI qF ies Koj qy kfPLI pYsf lgfieaf sI. nfl hI Drm jI dny ies tIky df pytYNt vI krvf ilaf. KuJ ivigafnIaF ny ies tIky dI jFc vI kIqI. Drm jI spinaF ivc Koey hoey sn. pRDfn mMqrI jI ny KusLI KusLI afAUxf mnjLUr kr ilaf. AudGftn smfroh df jLorsLor dy nfl pRcfr jIqf igaf, qF jo ijLafdf qoN ijLafdf BIV iekwTI KiqI jf sky. ies qoN bfad qfVIaF dI gVgVfht ky ivckfr DrmjI ny afpxI kursI Cwz ky mfeIk sMBifalaf aqy pRDfn mMzrI, aPLsrsLfhI aqy nyzfvF df sLukrIaf adf krdy hoey boly, “pihlf tIkf pRDfnmMzrI jI nUM lgfieaf jfvygafm ies dy bfad hI tIkf ivkrI dy leI bjLfr dy ivc Byijaf jfvygf.” ieqnf suxn dI dyr sI ik pRDfn mMzrI jI dy pYrF hyToN jLmIn iKsk geI. AunHF dy mn ivc qrHF qrHF dy svfl AuTx lwgy, “ swc bolFgf, qF rfjnIqI df kI hovygf? qy jykr BIV dy sfhmxy ienkfr krdf hF, qF jnqf qy ies df burf asr jfvygf…………” kuJ soc ivcfr krn qoN bfad pRDfn mMqrI jI boly, “asIN bVI soc ivcfr bfd PLYslf kIqf hY ik ieh tIkf kuJ idn dy bfad lgfeiaf jfby. hux sfzy dUjy mmzrI aqy aPLsr sfihbfn ieh tIkf lgvf ky ies smfroh nUM kfmXfb bxfAUx.” ieqnf kih ky pRDfn mMqrI jI ny jldI nfl dUjf kMm dws dy Drm jI qoN jfx dI iejLfjLq lY leI. AuQy mOjUd qmfm mMqrI aqy afhlf drjy dy aPLsr iek dUjy dy vwl dyKx lwgy. sMpfdk jI, myrIaF Auprokq qfjLf, mOilk aqy apRkfisLq rcnfvF Cfp ky hONslf vDfAuxf jI. ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (9888569669) 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

aYzhfk aiDafpk dI afqm-kQf ivaMg/ivaMg nhIN

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aYzhfwk aiDafpk mOjUdf Xug dI Koj hY. pMjIpqI qfxy-bfxy dI iek Aupj. afpxf KLrcf bcfAux leI skUlF aqy kfljF ny awj kwlH pwky aiDafpk BrqI krn dI QF pUrI Xogqf vfly aiDafpkF nUM nFmfqr qnKfh qy rwiKaf jFdf hY. aijhy aiDafpkF ivc mYN vI sLumfr hF. aYzhfk df jLmfnf hY, PYsLn hY, aqy mYN vI ies PYsLn dI ndI ivc nhf irhf hF. bI aYs sI, bI aYz, aYm aYs sI aqy aYm aYz bfad pI aYc zI aqy XU jI sI afid dI pVHfeI mYN ieh soc ky kIqI beI iswiKaf dI poVI df koeI zMzf rih nf jfvy. mYN ikqfbI kIVf bixaf irhf, ikqfbI jok bixaf irhf, pr jd nOkrI dI vfrI afeI qF pwlf vI jokF nfl hI ipaf, jo aiDafpkF aqy ividafrQIaF df KUn ‘pRoPYsLnl’ jokF vFg incoVdy hn, aqy sI vI nhIN krn idMdy. pVfeI pUrI krn AuprMq srkfrI dPLqrF/skUlF/kfljF awgy moty moty ‘no vkYNsI’ dy ltkdy PwitaF nUM dyK ky

mYnUM XkIn hox lwgf ik dfl qF ieQy glxI nhIN, bwuqf sfrx leI koeI hor ZMg qrIkf lwiBaf jfvy. cfry pfsy srkfrI BrqI bMd hY df rOlf-gOlf aqy byrujLgfr aiDafpkF dIaF XUnIanF dIaF hVqflF bfry aKLbfrF ivc piVaf qF mYN vI ijwm juafien krn dI QF byrujLgfr aiDafpk XUnIan juafiek kr leI. iksy ny sUh idwqI beI iksy eyizz skUl ivc iek aYzhfk aiDafpk dI afsfmI inklI hY. ieh aYzhfk kI blf hY, rwb jfxy? pihlI vfrI ieh sLbd suixaf qF lwgf ik koeI vwzI sfrI post hovygI- aYzhfk aiDafpk! mYN kMipAUtr qy afpxf bfieE-zftf kory kfgjL qy rMgdfr awKLrF ivc isMgfr-2 ky bxvfieaf. afpxIaF pRfpqIaF, qmigaF, ienfmF aqy pRkfsLnfvF dy vyrvy dy ky bfieE zftf bxfieaf, jo ik iek ikqfbVI df rUp ivc jdoNM zfk rfhIN skUl dI pRbMDkI kmytI kol puwjf qF AunHF dI KfinEN geI. myrf iKLafl sI ik myrIaF pRfpqIaF dI sUcI dyK ky Auh mYnUM ipMsIpl qoN vI koeI Auqlf ahudf dyxgy, pr iek mhInf AuzIkx bfad vI jd mYnUM swdf pwqr nf puwjf, qF mYN afpxy ‘sUhIey’ nfl Pon qy gwl kIqI. Ausdf jvfb sux ky myry pYrF hyToN jmIn iKsk geI. Aus df kihxf sI, ik ienHF postF leI vI isPLfirsL cldI hY, aqy jdoN koeI ijLafdf piVHaf iliKaf AumIdvfr aplfeI kr idMdf hY, qF Aus dy dsqfvyjL hI guMm kr idwqy jFdy hn aqy jF ‘imly nhIN’ kih ky kys rPLf-dPLf kr idwqf jFdf hY. ies df ielfj puwCx qy Ausny ikhf, “jF qF afpxI arjLI rijstrI duafrf Byjo, jF afpxI Xogqf kfPLI Gtf ky Byjo, aqy jF iPr iksy vwzy bMdy dI isPLfirsL lgfE.” mYnUM pihlf ZMg kfrgr jfipaf aqy mYN duafrf sB kfgjL pwqr rijstrI krvf ky Byj idwqy. qIjy idn mYNnUM skUl vloN pwqr imilaf, aqy jd mYN KusLI KusLI pwqr KLolH ky piVHaf qF iek vfr muV myry pYrF hyT ijMnI ku jmIn bcI sI, Auh vI iKsk geI. iliKaf sI, “quhfzy kfgjL ieMtrivAU hox qoN bfad imly hox krky quhfnUM asIN bulf nhIN sky, ijs leI sfnUM aiqaMq Kyd hY.” iesy dOrfn mYnUM iek hor skUl ivc aYzhfk vkYNsI inklx bfry pqf lwgf. hoieaf ieMj ik ies bfry aKLLbfr ivc inkilaf sI. kfnUMn muqfbk vkYNsI kwZx smyN iksy ‘pfpUlr’ aKLbfr ivc ies bfry iesLiqhfr dyxf lfjLmI huMdf hY. pr pRbMDk ijs nUM rwKxf huMdf hY, AusnUM pihlF hI ies bfry dws idMdy hn ik Aus aKLbfr ivc iesLiqhfr idwqf hY, aqy Auh Aus idn dy sfry aLKLbfr Aus sLihr dI Aus aKLbfr dI mwuK eyjMsI qoN svyry-sfjLHry hI KrId ky dUijaF nUM pqf lwgx df ikwlf hI kwZ idMdf hY. pr ieqPfk vws Aus idn dy Aus ‘pfpUlr’ aKLbfr ivc myrf lyK Cpx krky myry Gr mwuK dPLqr vwloN sMpfdk vloN hI Aus aKLbfr dI kfpI imlI qF Aus ivc myrI njLr acfnk hI Aus iesLiqhfr qy pY geI aqy mYN ‘vfk-ien’ ieMtrivAU ivc phuMc igaf, ijQy ik ieko iek isPfirsLI AumIdvfr dy pYrF hyToN mYnUM dyK ky Ausy qrHF jLmIn inkl geI sI, ijvyN ik hux qoN pihlF do vfr myrI inklI sI. myry pYrF hyT qF koeI jLmIn bfkI bcI hI nhIN sI, inkldI-iPsldI ikQoN? ieMtrivXU lYx leI Cy jixaF dI tIm sI, ijnHF ivc cfr qF pRbMDkI kmytI dy moty-zfZy anpVH pr amIr lfly sn, ijnHF dIaF bodIaF sroN dy qfjLy qyl nfl ilsLkfeIaF hox krky cmk rhIaF sn, aqy iek ivsLf mfhr aiDafpk sI. sB qoN ivckfr ipRMsIpl mYzm bYTI sI, ijs dI ividak Xogqf ienHF ivcoN sB qoN vwD sI, pr myrI kuwl aiDafpn Xogqf AusqoN duwgxI qoN vI vwD sI. Aus dy vfl moiZaF qwk kwty hox krky idlksL lwg rhy sn, aqy husn vI TfTF mfrdf smuMdr hI sI. dohF AumIdvfrF nUM iekwTy hI bulf ilaf igaf. sLfied Gwt AumIdvfr hox krky AunHF iek-iek krky AumIdvfr bulfAux df inXm AunHF ny CyqI ieMtrivAU mukMml krn leI kIqf hovy, pr bfad ivc AunHF nUM aihsfs hoieaf ik ies qoN vwzI gLlqI qF koeI ho hI nhIN sI skdI, ikAuNik AunHF mYnUM aOKy qoN aOKy aqy dUsry AumIdvfr qoN sOKy qoN sOKy pRsLn puwCx dI koisLsL kIqI, pr iPr vI Auh keI svflF dy jvfb dyx ivc asPLl sI, aqy mYN iek vI svfl hyTF nf izwgx idwqf. aOKy, axcfhy aqy Bry mn nfl mYnUM hI ‘inXukqI pwqr’ dyxf ipaf AunHF nUM! iek awg df diraf pfr krn vrgI ieMtrivXU pfs krky vI myrI ijMdgI dI syj qy PuwlF dI QF kMzy hI hn. idn ivc nON ivcoN ds pIrIaz lgfAuxy pYNdy hn. dsvF pIrIaz CwutI dy bfad ipRMsIpl mYzm dI boirMg mIitMg huMdI hY. CotI ijhI gLlqI dI gwl Cwzo, skUl dy pRbMDkF nUM axcfhI lwgx vflI CotI ijhI gwl df mwudf bx jFdf hY, aqy ‘nOkrI qoN kwZ’ dyx dy zrfvy nUM ey[ky[sMNqflI vFg vriqaf jFdf hY. CuwtIaF ivc vI skUlF ivc af ky pRbMDkI kmytI dI cmcfigrI krnI pYNdI hY. sLYsLn Kqm huMdy sfr, irlIv krky agly sfl iPr Ausy qnKfh qy bulf ilaf jFdf hY. ijs idn qoN mYN ieQy ‘aYzhfwk’ aiDafpk lwgf hF, qnKfh vDxI qF dUr dI gwl, qnKLfh GtI hI hY. aKy hux skUl dy KLrcy vD gey hn. puwCx vflf hovy, mihMgfeI vI vDI hY, sfzy KLrcy vI vDy ny, ividafrQIaF dIaF PLIsF vI qusIN vDfeIaF hn. pr, kOx khy rfxIey, awgf Zwk? AuDr srkfr ny awgf qF kI Zkxf hY, afpxf iZwz vI nMgf krky idKfeI jf rhI hY, hor kflj KolH ky sfzy sLrIk jMmI jf rhI hY. hor bI aYz aiDafpk pYdf krI jf rhI hY! sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf spoksmYn ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl (mobfeIl kRmFk 9888569669) 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

jfdUgr df guwsf/bdlf hfs-ivaMg

“lyzIjL aYNz jYNtlmYn, awj quhfzy sfhmxy mYN kuJ jfdU dy idRsL pysL krn jf irhf hF. ieh sB idRsL quhfnUM KusL krn leI aqy quhfzI idn dI Qkfvt nUM dUr krn leI hn. jy qusIN kuJ puwCxf hovy, qF mYnUM bfad ivc puwC skdy ho, ikAuNik jfdU dy Kyz dOrfn mYnUM qMg kIqf qF mYnUM cMgf nhIN lwgygf. bfkI qusIN Kud isafxy ho.” kih ky jfdUgr ny afpxf jfdU df Kyz afrMB kr idwqf. “lyzIjL aYNz jYNtlmYn, myrI pihlI afeItm hY, tuwitaf zMzf joVxf.” ieh kih ky Aus ny iek lwkV df zMzf afpxy myjL qoN cuwikaf aqy drsLkF ivcoN iek nUM bulf ky Aus nUM tukVy-2 krn leI ikhf. iPr Ausny tukVy PV ky hyTF suwt idwqy. pr hyTF zMzy dy tuwkVy nhIN zMzf izwgdf hY. sB hYrfn ho ky qfVIaF mfrdy hn, “vfh, bhuq hI vDIaf. ikMnf vDIaf jfdUgr hY.” pr pihlI kqfr ivc bYTf iek aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI, ijsdy isr qy top aqy srIr qy kot pihixaf hoieaf sI boilaf, “sLryafm DoKf! mYN Kud dyiKaf hY ik ies ny myjL dy hyTF dI iek zMzf jmIn qy suwtidaF dyiKaf hY. jfdUgr dy ichry qy guwsy dy hfv-Bfv afey, ijvyN ik Ausny pihlF ikhf hI sI, pr Auh guwsy nUM ivcy ivc pINdf hoieaf, afpxI aglI afeItm pysL krn lwgf. afpxI dUjI afeItm pysL krn smyN Auh boilaf, “lyzIjL aYNz jYNtlmYn, hux ieh myrI dUjI afeItm hY, rumfl ivcoN kbUqr kwZxf.” ieh kih ky Aus ny iek rumfl KolH ky drsLkF nUM idKfieaf, aqy puwiCaf, “ies ivc kuJ hY qF nhIN?” sfry drsLkF ny nFh ivc isr ihlfieaf. iPr Aus ny rumfl dI qih lgfeI aqy iek hor qih lgf ky drsLkF nUM idKfieaf. iPr Ausny drsLkF nUM ikhf, “hux ies rumfl ivcoN iek pMCI inklygf. iek kbUqr!” ijAuN hI Aus ny rumfl KoilHaf qF iek kbUqr ies ivcoN inkl ky jfdUgr dy moiZaF qy bYT igaf. sB hYrfn ho ky qfVIaF mfrdy hn, “vfh, bhuq hI vDIaf. ikMnf vDIaf jfdUgr hY.” pr pihlI kqfr ivc bYTf iek aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI, ijsdy isr qy top aqy srIr qy kot pihixaf hoieaf sI boilaf, “sLryafm DoKf! mYN Kud dyiKaf hY ik ies ny myjL dy hyTF dI iek kbUqr jo ik QYly ivc pfieaf sI, KolH idwqf sI, jo Aupr Auzky ies dy moiZaF qy bYT igaf. jfdUgr dy ichry qy guwsy dy hfv-Bfv afey, ijvyN ik Ausny pihlF ikhf hI sI, pr Auh guwsy nUM ivcy ivc pINdf hoieaf, afpxI aglI afeItm pysL krn lwgf. afpxI qIjI afeItm pysL krn smyN Auh boilaf, “lyzIjL aYNz jYNtlmYn, myrI qIjI afeItm hY, aMzy df afmlyt Kf ky mUMh coN aMzf kwZxf.” ieh kih ky Aus ny iek aMzf ilaf. aMzy dI jrdI kwZ ky afmlyt bxfieaf, qy sfiraF dy sfhmxy Kf ilaf. iPr Ausny afpxy mUMh ivcoN iek aMzf sB dy sfhmxy kwiZaf. sB hYrfn ho ky qfVIaF mfrdy hn, “vfh, bhuq hI vDIaf. ikMnf vDIaf jfdUgr hY.” pr pihlI kqfr ivc bYTf iek aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI, ijsdy isr qy top aqy srIr qy kot pihixaf hoieaf sI boilaf, “sLryafm DoKf! mYN Kud dyiKaf hY ik ies ny afmlyt Kfx bfad luk ky iek sfbqf aMzf afpxy mUMh ivc pf ilaf sI. jfdUgr dy ichry qy guwsy dy hfv-Bfv afey, ijvyN ik Ausny pihlF ikhf hI sI, pr Auh guwsy nUM ivcy ivc pINdf hoieaf, afpxI aglI afeItm pysL krn lwgf. BfvyN ik aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI dy vfr-2 ‘DoKy bfry kihx’ dy bfvjUd kuJ iek lokF qy Ausny afpxy jfdU df lohf mnvf ilaf sI aqy hux sB nUM XkIn ho igaf sI ik Auh hwQ dI sPLfeI nhIN kr irhf sgoN swcmuwc hI jfdUgr sI. iesy leI Aus ny hux aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI nUM sMboDq hoieaf, “kI qusIN iek imnt leI afEgy.” Auh Jwt AuT ky af igaf, ijvyN ikqy Auh jfdUgr dy Zol df pol KolH ky sfh lvygf. jfdUgr boilaf, “ieh myrI afKLrI afeItm hY. iDafn nfl dyKxf.” ieh kih ky Ausny aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI nUM ikhf, “kI qusIN afpxf kot lfhogy.” Ausny KusLI KusLI afpxf kot lfh idwqf. jfdUgr ny ikhf, “afh lvo imwtI df qyl, aqy afh hY mfics. ies qy qyl iCVk ky awg lgf dvo.” Ausny AuvyN kIqf. plF ivc hI hjLfrF rupey df kot sV ky svfh ho igaf. hux Ausny aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI nUM ikhf, “ikrpf krky afpxf top lfho.” Ausny top lfh ilaf. jfdUgr boilaf, “ies nUM jLmIn qy suwt ky pYrF nfl msl dvo.” Ausny AuvyN hI kIqf. top nsLt ho igaf, cMgI qrHF. iPr Aus ny Ausny aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI nUM ikhf, “afpxy bUt Auqfr ky ienHF nUM prHy CwpV ivc suwt dvo.” Aus ny bUt CwpV vwl vgfh ky mfry. iPr Auh aMgryjL tfeIp afdmI hwsdf hoieaf drsLkF vwl Jfikaf, ijvyN kihMdf hovy, beI hux sB kuJ mYN hwQF nfl nsLt kIqf hY, hux dyKdf hF ieh sB kuJ ikvyN vfps ilafAuNdf hY. jfdUgr drsLkF vwl Jfikaf, qy boilaf, “DMnvfd. ieh sI myrI afKLrI afeItm. hux qusIN sB jf skdy ho.” kih ky Auh Ausny aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI nUM kihx lwgf, “quhfzf vI DMnvfd. myrf guwsf pihlF bdly dI awg ivc aqy hux TMZk ivc bdl igaf hY. quhfzf iek vfr iPr DMnvfd.” nMgy pYrIN, nMgy isr aqy srdI ivc ibnF kot dy KVf aMgryjL-tfeIp afdmI kcIcIaF vwt irhf sI. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf spoksmYn ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

……… jy iensfn aMzy idMdy huMdy! hfs-ivaMg

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–awj ieQy iek BfrI iekwT dy sfhmxy aFzfDrI mihlfvF (grBvqI nhIN) ny iek ibafn ivc srkfr nUM cyqfvnI idwqI ik jykr iek mhIny dy aMdr aMdr bwsF ivc aFzy rwKx leI alwg zwby pUCF itkfAux dy leI hr sIt dy mgr ‘tyl bfks’ nf lgfey gey qF Auh afpxI pUC ktvf dyxgy| soco, aijhIaF KLbrF afm pVx nUM imldIaF jykr mnuwK dy pUC huMdI qF! prmfqmf ny kusLl idmfg bKLsL ky sfnUM jfnvrF qoN AuWcf cwuikaf pr ies df durAupXog krn vfilaF hr qrF jfnvrF dI brfbrI krn dI koisLsL kIqI| bws pUC dI ksr rih geI| jy mnuwK dy pUC huMdI qF………… PLOj ivc BrqI dI ieMtrivXU qoN inrfs ho ky muVy nOjvfn ny mfipaF nUM kihxf sImYN mYzIkl coN qF pUrI qrF iPLwt sI, bws awDf ieMc pUC CotI hox krky ‘irjYkt’ ho igaf| mfipaF ny kihxf sI, “qYnUM kihMdy nI sI huMdy beI pUC nUM QoVf ihlfieaf-julfieaf kr| sfrf idn kwTI krI rwKU! jy mMn lYNdf qF awj .3 afh idn nf dyKxf pYNdf| pfRiemrI skUl ivc lyt afeI mYzm nUM stfPL sfQxF ny puwCxf sI, “Byx jI pUC ikwdF lbyVI ey?” qy ptwk dyky jvfb imldf, “Auho! mMYN lyt huMdI sI kfhlI ivc pocf nI lwBf qy mYN pUC nfl eI sPLfeIaF kr afeI|” pRyar grFAUNz dy ivc mYzm ny kihxf sI, “bwicE! afpxy qoN agly agly dI pUC PV ky isWDI lfeIn bxfE|” iek bwcy ny roNdy hoey isLkfieq lgfAUxI sI, “mYzm, rfmU myrI pUC iKwcI jFdY|” skUlF dy ivc iek ivsLf hoxf sI-pUC ivigafn| mYzIkl kfljF aqy hspqflF dy ivc vwKLry ‘kfAuzOlOjI’(pUC nfl sMMbMDq bImfrIaF df ivigafn) ivBfg huMdy| imltrI pryz dy ivc iksy nyqf df svfgq kuJ ies qrF hoieaf krnf sI, “pryz dfeyN sy bfeyN pUC ihlfeyNgy, pUC ihlf|” aKLbfr dy ivc mYtrImonIal huMdf, “kwd 5’8”, rMg gorf, pUC 5 Puwt pOxy do ieMc sfPL guMdvIN aqy BfrI Cwb vflI dy leI mor numf, koml qy suinhrI kMinaF dI loV hY| do rMgI pUC nUM qrjIh idwqI jfvygI| sws nUMh dI lVfeI vI Kub mjLydfr hoieaf krnI sI| nUMh afKdI, “swsy qyrI pUC tuwt jfey, myry vIr nUM suwkI KMz pfeI|” aqy sws ny cuglI krnI sI, “hfey nI sfzI nUMh qF puWCo nf sLudYx aY sLudYx| sfzy Bjny nUM aYN pUMC ‘qy ncONdI ey|” qy guaFZx ny awgoN afKxf sI, “Qozf Bjnf vI inrf BONdU ey, igwitaF qwk pUC afeI ey , akl ajy qwk nhIN afeI|” kdI KLbr afieaf krdI- sws nUMh dI lVfeI dy ivc ivcolf pUC gvf bYTf| suwpr ihwt iPLlmF huMdIaF- pUC kf Jtkf, hm pUC py mrqy hYN, pUCvIr, pUC kI ksm, pUC kf jLor! qy supr ‘sYvn’ gIq hoxy sn: 1) qyrI pUC qy lfl prFdf, nI idl luwtdf jFdf 2)afh lY pUC qy cVf lY, nI puCfnI Xfr dI 3)kflI kflI pUC gfl gory gory 4)pUCF vfly afAux luwzIaF, qUM pf bolI muitafry 5)jy muMizaf myrI pUC qU dyKxI, pfeIp cVf dy cFdI dI, pUC ihwly mjfjx jFdI dI 6) nI mYN afvF afvF afvF, nfly pUC nUM ihlfvF 7)pUC vfhuMdI ny iDafn jdoN mfiraf, nI sLIsLy ‘c qryV pY geI

vwzy sLihrF dy ivc iek ‘pUC bfjLfr’ hoxf sI| ‘tyl zfeIarjL’, ‘tyl klInrjL’ aqy ‘tyl zrYsrjL’ dI KUb kmfeI huMdI| kMDF qy iesLiqhfr huMdyisrPL 7 idnF ivc pUC nUM lMbI aqy cmkIlI kry sfbx pUC inKLfr - pUC lMbI/CotI jF pqlI/motI krvfAux dy leI hr vIrvfr imlo sfzy ‘kOzOlOijst’ zf tylO rfm - pUC df hr ielfj ieQy huMdf hY| sLrqIaf ielfj! hHyar bYNzjL dI qrHF ‘tyl bYNzjL’ huMdy| bwsF dy ivc iliKaf hoxf sI-svfrI afpxI pUC dI afp ijMmyvfr hY| iksy df qKLwls huMdf-sLyr isMG pUC bhfdur| sLihr dy ivc msLhUr ibjLnYsmYn huMdf-pMnf lfl ieMdfr sYn lMmIaF pUCF vfly| kuVIaF afpxI pUC isry qoN tirwm krdIaF, aYsLviraf rfey vFg. pRItI ijMtf hr nvIN iPLlm dy ivc nvF tyl kwt apxfAuNdI, qy kuVIaF dy ivc bPYlo kwt, got kwt, ibwc kwt, , tfeIgRYs kwt msLhUr huMdyu! -

pUC df gLlq jF CyVCfVI leI iesqymfl krn vfilaF leI sjLf huMdI- ies dI pUC klm kr ky cOrfhy dy ivc ltkf idwqI jfvy| iPr myry vrgf klm GsIt kdI nf ilKdfjy pUC nf huMdI qF kI huMdf? iensfn iek aijhf pRfxI hY, ijs vloN iswDy bwicaF nUM jnm idwqf jFdf hY, sB rIVHDfrI pRfxIaF vFg. pr, gYr-rIVHDfrI pRfxIaF, pMCIaF aqy jIv-jMqUaF vloN aFzy idwqy jFdy hn. sLLfied rwb ny kuJ soc ivcfr ky hI aijhf kIqf hovy. pr, ieh gwl socx vflI hY beI jykr iensfn vI aFzy idMdy huMdy qF kI huMdf…. jLrf soco qF shI. jykr ieMj huMdf qF kI huMdf! iPlmF dy nF hoxy sI, “aFzf ho qo aYsf, aFzy kf PMNzf, jYsf aFzf vYsf bwcf, aFzy kf kmfl, aFzf nMbr vwn.” sws ny kihxf sI, “afh sfzy vflI qF bVI TMZI af. Cy mhIny ho gey ny aMizaF qy bYTI nUM, ajy iek bwcf nhIN inkilaf. mYnUM qF lwgdf beI jfx ky eI KyKx krdI af. Pyr aFizaF dI skYinMg hoieaf krnI sI. srkfr ny ies qy rok lgfAuxI sI aqy hspqflF awgy borz lwgy idKxy sI, “ieQy aMizaF ivcly bwcy df ilMg inrDfrx nhIN kIqf jFdf.” aMzy KrIdx vfly rwdI KrIdx df hok dyx smyN ‘aMzy vyc, lohf vyc, boqlF vyc, aKLbfrFkfpIaF-ikqfbF dI rwdI vyc’ df nfarf lfAuNdy. iksy kihxf sI, beI qusIN aMzy vycxy ny aqy gvFZx df jvfb huMdf, “nf BfeI asIN qF bwcy kwZxy ny.” gIq vI iPr ies qrHF dy hox, “qyry aFizaF qy mr igaf nI, gwBrU jwt puwq nI!” aFizaF nUM isLMgfiraf jFdf aKLbfrF dy Gr isLMgfr pMny qy lyK huMdy, “aFizaF dI rwiKaf ikvyN krIey. jykr koeI bMdf kmjLor huMdf qF mF bhfnf mfrdI, “iehdy vfly aMzy dI prq QoVHI hlkI sI. afh lMg ijhf ikAuN mfr ky qurdf Qozf muMzf? “eyhdy vfly aFzy dI sfeIz Bur gI sI. BUcfl afieaf sI nFh Es sfl, qF krky…. gflF vI ies qrHF dIaF huMdIaF, “qyrI vhutI dy aFzy gly inklx, bwcf nf inkly qyry aMizaF coN, qyry aMzy qoV jy koeI.” ijs qrHF bwcf Gr huMdy hn, iPr aMzf Gr hoxf sI. “mYN sRI TMZU lfl, spuwqr sRI grm lfl, vsnIk BwTI roz, sLihr kVfhfN, pUry hosLo hvfs nfl ilK irhf hF ik ieh KudksLI mYN pUrI qrHF afpxI mrjLI nfl aqy sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

KudksLI not hfs-ivaMg

“mYN sRI TMZU lfl, spuwqr sRI grm lfl, vsnIk BwTI roz, sLihr kVfhfN, pUry hosLo hvfs nfl ilK irhf hF ik ieh KudksLI mYN pUrI qrHF afpxI mrjLI nfl aqy isrPL afpxy hI dbfE hyT af ky kr irhf hF. myry irsLqydfr, dosq aqy sLrIk myry afpxy hI hoey! pr mYN iksy qy dosL nhIN lgfAuxf cfhuMdf. ienHF mrjfixaF ny qF kdy myry ijAux ivc mdd nhIN sI kIqI, mrn ivc kI krnI sI. AuNj, qusIN smJdfr ho, iekwlf bMdf kI kr skdf hY? AuNj mYN ijMdgI df hr PLYslf dUijaF dI, isafixaF dI rfey lY ky hI krdf hF. aqy ieh PLYslf qF afKr mOq df sI, aqy ies leI mYN dUijaF dI mdd ikAuN nf lYNdf. hux qusIN khogy, iksy Xfr bylI ny roikaf nhIN. rokxf kI sI? awj dy jmfny ivc iks kol aYnf smF hY beI iksy nUM smJfAuNdf iPry beI jIvn awCf hY, jF mOq, jF dovyN hI awCy hn, jF mfVy hn. afqmhwiqaf df PLYslf krn qoN pihlF mYN keIaF nfl rfey kIqI. iek pMzq jI ny dwisaf beI ies qrHF awDvfty mrn nfl afqmf BtkdI rihMdI hY. mYN soicaf ieQy dunIaF ivc ikhVf Gwt Btkx hY. hr QF Dwky hn, ihMsf hY, ainaF hY. Gwto Gwt ‘nrk’ ies dunIaF qoN qF cMgf hI hoAU! mYN pMzq jI qoN afqm hwiqaf df sLuB smF puwiCaf qF Auh kihx lwgy, “ies bfry qF sLfsLqr cuwp hn. mYN pMzq jI nUM smJfieaf beI ieh sLfsLqr Bly vyilaF ivc ilKy gey ny, jdoN lokIN suKI huMdy sn, sqXug sI, hux klXug hY. hux lok afpxy afp nUM mfrx lwgy hn. ies leI sLfsLqrF ivc vI smyN dI loV anusfr soD kIqI jfvy. pMzq jI kihx lwgy, ‘quhfzI isPLfirs/rfey not kr leI geI hY, aqy Bgvfn qwk phuMcf idwqI jfvygI.’ iPr mYN afpxf ihsfb-ikqfb lgf ky ijMdgI df ieh aihm PLYslf kr irhf hF. nfly, pMzq jI nUM mYN ikhf, “Bgvfn kol quhfzy qoN pihlF mYN puwj jfxf hY, ies leI qusIN sLfsLqrF ivc ies bfry ilKx dI isPfirsL ilK ky afpxy hsqfKLr kr dvo, mYN rwb jI nUM dy dyvFgf.” ishq bfry koeI vI inrxf krn qoN pihlF zfktr dI rfey dI vI loV pYNdI hY. hux qF ies rfey dI sB qoN vwD loV sI, afKLr ijMdgI df, sOrI mOq df, svfl hY. mYN zfktr kol jfx df PLYslf kIqf, pr srkfrI hspqfl ivc mrIjLf dI kqfr dyK ky zr igaf. mOq qoN aYnf zr nhIN lwgdf, ijMnf srkfrI dPLqrF, hspqflF dIaF lMmIaF kqfrF qoN. pqf nhIN lok ikQoN-2 af ky ieQy KVy ho jFdy hn. clo, pRfeIvyt zfktr dI sLrn lYx df PLYslf kIqf, pr Aus ny PLIs leI ijMny pYsy mMgy, Aus nfl qF myrI jyB sfrI KflI ho jfxI sI, iPr ‘jLihrIlI dvfeI’ df ieMqjfm vI krnf sI. ies krky myrI KudksLI ivc zfktr vI koeI BUimkf inBfAux ivc asPLl irhf. mYN iek pwqrkfr dosq nUM ikhf, ik mYN afqm-hwiqaf df PLYslf kIqf hY. jykr myrI afqm hwiqaf krn vyly dI ‘lfeIv’ sLUitMg krky tI vI qy KLbrF ivc idKf ky qYnUM pYsf, pRiswDI aqy pfvr imlygI, qF myrf kI jFdf hY, qUM ijvyN mrjLI, ijs pojL ivc khyNgf, mYN KV ky (jF bYT ky) jF ltk ky KudkusLI krFgf. jykr jIvn ivc kdy kMm nf af sikaf qF mrn smyN qF qyry kMm jLrUr afvFgf. pr, Auh zrpok sI, kihx lwgf, myry qoN ieh nhIN hoxf. pr Aus ny afpxy pwqrkfr dosqF nUM dws idwqf, mYnUM Pon qy Pon afAux lwgy. mYnUM awj qwk iksy ny bImfr hox qy, mrn iknfry phuMcy hox qy iksy ny Pon nhIN sI kIqf, hfl qwk nhIN sI puwiCaf, pr awj myry kol vwzy vwzy tI vI cYnlF vfilaF dy Pon af rhy sn. koeI kih irhf sI ik ieh ‘aYksklUisv sUeIsfeIz dy sIn aqy sUitMg’ isrPL myry cYnl

leI kro. koeI kih irhf sI ,sfzy leI kro. sB mUMh mMgI rkm qwk dyx leI iqafr sn. ijAuNdy jIa qF iksy ny DylI dI mdd nhIN sI kIqI, hux zflr dy rhy sn. myry vloN KudksLI krn dI KLbr jMgl dI awg vFg PYl geI. iek nyqf jI df Pon afieaf, “pqf lwgf hY TMZU rfm jI, qusIN KudksLI krn lwgy ho. ikrpf krky ieMj nf kro. ipClIaF ngr pfilkf dIaF coxF ivc mYN iek vot qy hfr igaf sI. mYnUM pqf nhIN qusIN iks AumIdvfr nUM vot pfeI sI. pr, ies vfr myrI arjL hY, qusIN votF hox qwk afpxI KudksLI mulqvI kr dvo aqy mYnUM vot pfE. mYN quhfnUM pUrf pUrf XkIn dvfAuxf hF, beI quhfzy leI votF huMdy sfr, iek vDIaf ‘afqm hwiqaf Gr’ bxf ky dvFgf, ijQy isrPL qusIN nhIN sgoN, koeI vI ‘duKI’ iensfn jdoN cfhy af ky afqm hwiqaf kr sky. ies ivc dfKLlf muPLq hovygf, aqy jihr puVI, pwKy nfl ltkx leI rwsI, slPLfs, nINd golIaF aqy hor KudksLI krn dy XMqr muhweIaf kIqy jfxgy. ikrpf krky myrI ies vfr iewjLq rwK lvo, mYN vfadf krdf hF ik….” puils nUM qF bhfnf cfhIdf hY. pqf nhIN iks muKbr ny ieh jsUsI kIqI sI! jdoN hI AunHF nUM sUh lwgI, Auh lwgy DmkIaF dyx, “sfnUM pqf lwgf hY ik qUM mrn lwgf eyN afpxy afp. asIN qyry qy kys pf qf ey. jy bcxf ey qF huxy af ky syvf pfxI kr ky jfh, nhIN qF qYnUM pqf hI aY, beI puls qF mry nUM nhIN CwzdI. qUM qF ajy ijAuNdf hYN.” mYN pltvF vfr kIqf, “kOx kihMdf hY, mYN mrn lwgF hF. lgdY, Qozf gLlq Pon iml igaf.” hux lwgdf hY ik Auh ‘Cfpf’ mfrx leI Gr afAuxgy, aqy ies qoN pihlF ik Auh phuMcx, mYN KudksLI kr irhf hF. bs do gwlF hor…. ies qrHF mYN afpxI ijMdgI ivc pihlI aqy afKLrI vfr KudksLI kr irhf hF. agly jnm dI agly jnm ivc dyKI jfvygI. afp moey jwg prlo huMdY! myrI mOq bfad iksy nUM qMg pRysLfn nf krnf, ijMdgI awgy hI sB nUM rwj ky qMg krdI hY. mYN QoVHf bhfdur sI, jr igaf, qy hONslf krky mr vI igaf. pr sB dI aYnI iksmq ikQy? awjkwlH jLihr ikhVf ssqI hY? afh slPLfs dIaF ds golIaF hI pYNqIaF dIaF imlIaF ny. jykr kYimst nUM sLwk ho jfvy beI mrn-murn leI KrId irhf hY, qF pMdrF vIh rupey irsLvq vI dyxI pYNdI hY. qy, sLuwDqf dI koeI grMtI nhIN. iGE, dfl, vysx dI gwl Cwzo, jLihr vI sLuwD nhIN imldI. soco, jLrf! bMdf golIaF Kf ky ipaf rhy, kfl dI AuzIk krdf rhy qy afpF Aus qy rfjsI lIzrF vFg lyt-lqIPL hox df jF hvfeI trYiPk ivc Psy hox dy ieljLfm lgfeI jfeIey, qy AuDr nklI dvfeI hox krky ‘kfl’ nUM sunyhf hI nf imilaf hovy. mYN hux ‘Auqy’ jf ky rwb nfl gwl krFgf beI rwb iek iek sDfrx Pon, mobfeIl Pon, iek ieMtrnYWt knYksLn vflf kMipAUtr rwKy aqy aYs aYm aYs pVHx leI aMgryjLI vI iswK lvy. qF jo, jy iksy kol qYnUM sunyhf dyx jogy (jLihr KrIdx jogy) vI pYsy nf hox qF Gwto Gwt Auh aYs aYm aYs krky jF iek kfwl krky hI….. clo bws, hwQ duKx lwgf hY, aYnf vwzf lyK qF kdy mYN skUl ivc pVHidaF nI sI iliKaf. bfkI mYN kI kihxf cfhuMdf hF, anumfn hI lgf lYxf. mYN ikhVf ies dunIaF qoN vwKLrf hF, quhfzy vrgf hI hF. KLq bMd krdf hF, ijAuNdy rhy qF Pyr imlFgy vI nhIN kih skdf. bfkI Pyr kdI nhIN…. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf ‘rojLfnf spoksmYn’ ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

shurf vI kdI ‘jvfeI’ sI!

hfs-ivaMg

kOmI shurf XUnIan dI iek hMgfmI bYTk df afXojn kIqf igaf ijs ivc mOjUd ‘shuiraF’ ny AuWGI sIrIal inrmfqrI aqy inrdysLkf mYzm eykqf kpUr dy iKLlfP srbsMmqI nfl mqf pfs krky Aus dy ‘ky’ sIrIal qd qwk bfeIkft krn df PLYslf kIqf igaf hY. shuiraF dy bulfry ny pwqrkfrF nUM sMboDn kridaF ikhf hY ik stfr plws ‘sfs BI kBI bhU QI’ sIrIal dIaF qF iek hjLfr lVIaF pysL kr cuwkf hY, pr ‘shuiraF’ qy koeI vI sIrIal ajy qwk nhIN bxfieaf. AunHF dfavf kIqf ik AunHF ipCly sfl vI bfeIkft df zrfvf idwqf sI, pr mYzm eykqf vloN ies bfry CyqI aqy POrI kdm cuwkx df Brosf idvfieaf sI. AunHF ikhf ik iek sfl bIq igaf hY, pr lIzrF dy lfry vFg ieh vfadf vI vPLf nf hoieaf. AunHF eykqf dy vfady dI qulnf bfdl dl vloN coxF qoN pihlF byrujLgfrF nfl kIqy vfaidaF nfl kridaF ikhf ik dovyN ieko QYlI dy cwty vwty hn. AunHF ieMksLfPL kIqf ik sfzy smfj ivc shuiraF df ruqbf swsF qoN iksy qrHF vI Gwt nhIN hY. AunHF ikhf ik swsF df ijLkr jykr pMjfbI lok-gIqF ivc (‘swsy qyrI mihM mr jy, myry vIr nUM suwkI KMz pfeI)hY, qF ‘shuiraF’ df sLumfr pMjfbI gflHF ivc hY aqy ‘shurI idaf’ iek cricq gflH hY. XUnIan afgU shurf bicwqr mwlH ny afpxy ivcfr pysL kIqy, “mYN afpxf shury vjoN kYrIar ds sfl pihlF afrMB kIqf. asl ivc myrI khfxI ‘Gr Gr dI khfxI’ nhIN hY. mYN pihlF jvfeI bixaf. jvfeI qoN vI vwD, bhU jvfeI. myrI ijMdgI dI khfxI ivc duwK hn, ibrhf hY, kMzy hn, kuwt hY, krjLf hY, jylH hY. myry ipqf jI bhuq kMjUs sn. AunHF dI cMgI afmdn sI, pr AunHF ny mYnUM kdy Kotf iswkf vI nhIN sI idwqf, jyb-Krc vjoN. iesy krky mYN skUl ivc sfQIaF dIaF jybF ivcoN corI krdf-2 iek cor bx igaf. iek qrHF nfl ieh myry leI cMgf hI hoieaf, ikAuNik myry ipqf jI ny mYnUM nONvIN ivc hI htf ilaf, aqy mYnUM nOkrI qF koeI imlxI nhIN sI, Gr df koeI ibjLnYs vI nhIN sI. corI kr kr ky mYN mfhr ho igaf sI. so, ‘jyb kqry’ dI iek nOkrI inklI. mYN aplfeI kr idwqf qy anykF AumIdvfr hox dy bfvjUd, mYnUM nOkrI iml geI.”

“jyb kqry dI nOkrI inklI?” pRYs kfnPrMs ivc iek pwqrkfr ny hYrfnI jLfhr kIqI. shurf bicwqr boilaf, “ieh dunIaF bVI vicwqr hY, pwqrkfr sfihb. sfzy kfrobfr ivc jubfnI-klfmI nOkrI inkldI hY. iksy rojLgfr pwqr jF dPLqr ivc ies bfry sUcnf nhIN huMdI. bws ijhVy ies PLIlz ivc huMdy hn, Auh iek dUjy nUM dws idMdy hn, aqy iPr ies PLIlz ivc hwQ ajLmf cuwky AumIdvfr afpxy pYr jmfAux leI iPrdy PrfAuNdy ienHF nUM lwB jFdy ny aqy iPr BrqI ho jFdI hY. pihlF pihl keI sfl PLIlz jfwb sI myrI. ds bfrF sfl bwsF-rylF ivc Dwky Kfx bfad jdoN ies KLyqr bfry cwpf-2 jfx igaf qF mYN jybkqrf XUnIan dy pRDfn nUM qnKfh vDfAux leI ikhf. Aus vloN ienkfr krn qy mYN vwKrI XUnIan bxf leI. iek vfr myry kuJ jyb kqry PVy gey aqy AunHF myrf Byq KolH idwqf aqy ijMnf ds-bfrF sflF ivc kmfieaf sI, sfrf mukwdmy qy lwg igaf. ieh hY myrI dwuKF dI khfxI. kI iksy sws dI ieho ijhI khfxI ho skdI hY?” “ieh qF quhfzI khfxI hY? ies df shurf-jvfeI khfxI nfl kI sMbMD?” iek pwqrkfr ny jLor dy ky ikhf. bicwqr afpxy vicwqr aMdfjL ivc boilaf, “ies sfs-bhU sIrIal ivc jykr bwcy, aprfDI aqy jokr af skdy hn, qF sfzI khfxI ivc nhIN? clo, afpF kyNdrI nukqy qy afeIey. pr ies df ipCokV jfxnf jLrUrI hY. ieh qF khfxI df Bfg nhIN sgoN, ies df atuwt aMg hY. mYN duwK dy nfl ibrhf df ijLkr kIqf hY. jyb kqry vjoN nOkrI kridaF myrf iesLk pycf iek cornI nfl pY igaf. Auh bws awzy qy mMgqI bx ky bYTdI, bwsF ivc cVH ky mMgdI, aqy iek-do rupey mMgdI-2 dyK lYNdI ik iksy ny prs ikwQy lukoieaf hY, rupey ikQy rwKy hn, ikhVy-2 gihxy pfey ny, aqy Auh iek idn ivc keI vfr hjLfr rupey qwk bxf lYNdI sI, aqy Aumr msF ‘mr ky awg dI’ sI.” iek pwqrkfr boilaf, “ieh isLv kumfr btflvI dI kivqf dy alMkfr ivc ikQoN af gey?” bicwqr boilaf, “hF, Auh msF 18 sfl dI hovygI. AusdI afmdn aqy cusqI qoN mYN bhuq pRBfivq hoieaf. mYN Aus nUM pRpojL kr idwqf. pr Auh ikwQy mMnx vflI sI. “iPr ikvyN PsfeI?” iek nOjvfn pwqrkfr ny zUMGI idlcspI nfl puwiCaf qF Aus ny ikhf, “bws iek idn mYN nklI pulsIaf bx ky Aus nUM dboc ilaf aqy Ausdy Zol df pol Kolx dI DmkI idwqI. qy, AUT phfV dy hyTF af igaf. pr hux cwkr ieh pY igaf beI Auh iek cornI sI aqy myry Gr dy myrI sLfdI iek cornI nfl krn leI iqafr nhIN sn. afKLr Gr idaF qoN bfgI ho ky mYN ivafh krvf ilaf Aus nfl. Auh vI afpxy Gr idaF qoN awz iek Gr ivc ikrfey qy rihMdI sI. bfad ivc Ausny ieh mkfn ivafh qoN kuJ dyr pihlF hI KrId ilaf sI. AusdI kmfeI hI aYnI sI ik BfvyN Auh mihl bxf lYNdI, pr iPr sLwk ho skdI sI. mYN ivafh bfad Aus dy Gr hI rihx lwgf aqy ies qrHF ijQy lok jvfeI jF Gr-jvfeI bxdy hn, mYN bhU-jvfeI bx igaf.” “iPr sfzy bwcy hoey. iek lVkI hoeI, iek lVkf. lVkI nUM pVfieaf, ilKfieaf aqy iPr ivafh kr ky shury qor idwqf. iPr lVky nUM hwtI KolH ky idwqI. Ausdf ivafh kIqf, qF sfzy Gr iek nUMh afeI. sfzf Gr Ausdf shurf Gr bx igaf. myry pYr DrqI qy nhIN lwg rhy sn. mYN gIq gfieaf, mYN shurf bx igaf beI loko, mYnUM nwcx qoN nf hux roko. ies qrHF mYN iek jvfeI qoN shury qwk df sPLr sPLlqf sihq pfr kIqf, pr ies ivc, ijvyN ik mYN ijLkr kIqf hY, keI pVfa afey. ienHF sB krky hI myrI ijMdgI Auslvwty lYNdI rhI. hux mYN KusL hF, KusL nsIb hF. ijs qrHF hr kfmXfb iensfn dI ijMdgI qy ikqfbF ilKIaF jFdIaF hn, iPLlmFsIrIal bxdy hn, Ausy qrHF myry qy vI bxn. iehI myrI jIvn dI afKLrI iewCf hY. ieh kih ky Auh pwqrkfrF vwl Jfikaf. “dyKo, shurf sfihb jI, sOrI shurf bicwqr isMG sfihb jI, qusIN jo ikhf hY, asIN aKLbfrF duafrf eykqf kpUr jI qwk phuMcf dyvFgy. bfkI jo quhfzI rIJ hY ik quhfzy Auqy iek ikqfb ilKI jfvy, Auh mYN pUrI kr dvFgf. ies df pihlf cYptr ilK ky mYN jnqf dy sfhmxy pysL krFgf. jykr pfTkF nUM psMd afieaf, qF ies dy agly cYptr ilKx leI quhfnUM CyqI hI ilKFgf. qy ies leI quhfzy nfl lgfqfr kuJ mulfkfqF krnIaF pYxgIaF. ” ieh kih ky mYN Aus qoN pqf aqy Pon kRmFk ilaf aqy hux pfTko! AusdI khfxI df iek vrkf quhfzI kcihrI ivc pysL hY. bfkI inrxf qusIN krnf hY… sMpfdk jI, myrf ieh mOilk, apRkfisLq, apRsfirq aqy qfjLf lyK pRkfisLq krky hONslf vDfAuxf jI. ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRoL aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplikn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfEN – 142026 (pMjfb) 9888569669

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khfxI

kfr dy styirMg qy myrf hwQ sI aqy gwzI pUrI spIz qy jf rhI sI. cONk qy lfeIt jgI qF lfl bwqI dyK ky mYN ruk igaf. sfhmxy iek kwty vflF vflI kuVI KVI sI. gorI inCoh, ijvyN hwQ lfieaF mYlI huMdI hovy! Ausdy ksvIN jLIn aqy slIvlYWs sLrt pfeI hoeI sI. cldI sVk qy AuzdI DUV qoN bcx leI Ausny afpxf ichrf awDf rumfl nfl Zikaf hox krky AusdI pCfx krnI aOKI sI, iPr vI mYnUM JAulf ijhf ipaf, ijvyN mYN AusnUM jfxdf hovF. mYN kfr coN bfhr afieaf. Auh myry vwl vyK ky muskrfeI. myrI Aumr cflIaF nUM ZukdI hox dy bfvjUd mYnUM lwgx lwgf beI Auh vIhF sflF dI muitafr jF qF mYnUM cMgI qrHF jfxdI hY, jF myry qy Ausdf idl …… hux Aus ny afpxy ichry nUM nMgf kr ilaf sI, aqy ichry qy afey awDy vfl ipCFh vwl vI suwt ley sn, pr mYnUM ajy qwk AusdI pCfx nhIN sI afeI, pr ieh vI vfr-2 jfp irhf sI, beI AusnUM mYN jLrUr ikqy vyiKaf hY, imilaf hF, jF …. pr mYnUM kuJ Xfd nf afieaf. Auh lVkI hux myry kol af geI sI. mYN pihlF ihckcfieaf, pr iPr mYN ‘sLrm’ df muKOtf lfh idwqf. loV vI kI sI? mYNnUM qF sgoN loV sI. ivafh dy do sfl bfd hI pqnI dI mOq ho geI sI, aqy koeI bwcf-bcUMgVf vI nhIN sI. hr rojL dI qrHF awj vI mYN akwlf hI sOxf sI. hr rojL iksy sfQ nUM qrsdf sI, pr dUjf ivafh krfAux df mOkf-myl nf lwgf, jF kih lE tfeIm hI nhIN lwgf. ibjLnYWs ivc qF rojL kupwqKfnf huMdf hY. AusnUM dyxy, AusqoN lYxy. hr rojL nvF isafpf. rojL nvIN idwkq, rojL hwl qy hor smwisafvF. jwt nUM qF vfZI dy idnF ivc mrn dI ivhl nhIN huMdI, vpfrIibjLnsmYn leI qF sfl df hr idn hI ieho ijhf huMdf hY. qF hI qF sLfied iksy ny awj qoN hjLfrF sfl pihlF ‘niKwD vpfr’ kih ky ies nUM BMizaf sI. hF, myry kol hux sB kuJ hY, bYNk bYNlYNs, prfprtI, irlysLn, sBkuJ!!! isrPL ‘mjLf’ nhIN ijMdgI ivc, ipafr nhIN, ivafh nhIN, qy qF hI bwcy nhIN. hF, aijhIaF bhuq kuVIaF hn, jo ik myrIaF rcnfvF dIaF pRsMsk hn, ibjLns pfrtnr hn, jF AuNj dosq hn. AuNj ‘ibjLnYs’ df nsLf hI ieho ijhf beI rojL pYsf afeI jFdf ey qF iehI quhfzf idl lfeI rwKdf hY. pr awj pqf nhIN ikAuN sdIaF bfad ieklfpf mihsUs hoieaf sI, qy sdIaF bfd hI hoieaf sI, ik koeI myry vwl vyK ky muskrfieaf sI. sLfied awgy vI muskrfAuNdy hox, pr mYN kdy iDafn nhIN idwqf hoxf, pihlF. AuNj mYN afpxI ijMdgI dy Auh pl, ijhVy ibjLnYs qoN bcdy sn, ilKx vwl smrpq kr idMdf sI. mYN hux qwk cflI dy krIb khfxIaF aqy nfvlF dIaF ikqfbF Cpvf cuwkf hF aqy kuJ iek nUM Cwz ky ieh sB KUb lokipRa hoeIaF hn, aqy lgBg sB dI hI rfieltI myry bYNk ivc hr sfl juVdI rihMdI hY. myrI ilKq ivc rs vI huMdf hY, pr ies df aMq hmysLf hI afdrsLk hox krky myrI CvI iek ‘afdrsLvfdI’ vjoN bxI hoeI hY. mYN hF vI afdrsLvfdI. pr awj KOLry ikAuN mYnUM afdrsL df swp gloN lfh ky prHy suwtx nUM jIa kr irhf sI! ‘ikhVI gwzI hY quhfzI?’ pqf hox dy bfvjUd Ausny myry qoN gwzI bfry puwiCaf. mYnUM vI Ausdy pwuCx dy arQ smJ af gey sn, qy mYN gwzI vwl iesLfrf kIqf aqy gwzI vwl qur ipaf. Auh nfl vflI sIt qy bYT geI aqy mYN iPr afpxy itkfxy vwl rvfnf ho igaf. husIn sfQ ny Xfqrf nUM husIn bxf idwqf. mYN Aus nfl gwl-bfq krdf irhf, lgfqfr. Ausdy bfry pwuCdf irhf, pr Ausdy jvfb ‘sIrIas’ nf ho ky AuprlI sqh dy sn. lgBg iek GMtf asIN gwlF krdy rhy. Ausny gwlF-2 ivc dwisaf beI Auh iek bhuq hI grIb Gr dI

jMmpl hY, aqy pVHI-ilKI hox dy bfvjUd nOkrI nf imlx krky ieh ‘DMdf’ krdI hY. mYnUM Ausqy KUb qrs afieaf. mYN hor puwCx dI koisLsL kIqI, pr Aus ny myrIaF vDyry gwlF dy jvfb gol-mtol hI idwqy. Ausny do iqMn vfr myrIaF gwlHF qy afpxy hwQ vI Pyry, ijs nfl myrI Aus ivc iKwc vDx lwgI. mYN afdrsLk qoN ‘sDfrxqf’ vwl kUc krdf-2 keI vfr bicaf. pr ieh gwl mMnx vflI hY ik Ausdy sfQ ny mYnUM ds sfl pihlF df vylf cyqy krvf idwqf, jdoN myrf nvF nvF ivafh hoieaf sI, pr mYN afpxy afp qy kMtrol rwiKaf. mYN sDfrx spIz qy gwzI clfAuNdf irhf aqy awDy GMty dy aMdr-2 asIN PlYt puwj gey. mYN rsoeI ivc jf ky TMZf pfxI glfsF ivc pfAux lwgf. Ausny ivvhfirk aMdfjL ivc AuWcI afvfjL ivc ikhf, “quhfzy kol do GMty hn. iPr mYN clI jfvFgI.” jdoN mYN Aus kol ilaf ky TMZf imwTf pfxI rwiKaf, Auh hYrfnI nfl myry vwl JfkI. Ausdy Kwby hwQ ivc isgrt sI, aqy afpxy vflF nUM hwQF ivc GumfAuNdI mYnUM puwCx lwgI, “vfl KuwlHy hI rwKF jF….” mYN ‘qyrI mrjLI’ kih ky jdoN tRya Aus vwl kIqI, Auh hYrfnI nfl myry vwl JfkI, “koeI hfwt zirMk nhIN hY. afAuNdy hoey PV lYxI sI.” Aus ny bVy sLrIPL ijhy lihjy ivc ‘sLrfb’ bfry puwiCaf qF myry buwlH Prky, “sOrI, mYN zirMk nhIN krdf.” Ausny koeI jvfb nf idwqf. mYN lgfqfr AusdIaF awKF vwl Jfkdf irhf. nvyN-2 puwty hoey BrvwitaF krky sylIaF lfl-2 hoeIaF peIaF sn. afeIbRo afDuink PLYsLn anusfr bhuq hI bfrIk rwKy hoey sn, Ausny. mYN gwl afrMB krn dy lihjLy nfl ikhf, “quhfzy afeIbRo bVy jcdy ny. kI qusIN hmysLf hI aYny bfrIk ….” myrI gwl pUrI hox qoN pihlF hI Aus ny ikhf, “hF afeI lfeIk iet pYnisl iQn. zoNt XU lfeIk iet?” mYN kI afLKdf, “ijvyN jcx, AuvyN cMgy lwgdy ny. quhfzI qF idwK hI bVI ibAUtIPuwl hY. quhfzy qF hr stfeIl jcygf.” Ausny vfl sMvfrx leI bFh Aupr cuwkI qF myrI ingfh AusdIaF kwCF qy peI, ijQy ik qfjLI-2 syLv kIqI hoeI sI. Auh ksvIN jIn ivc vI bVy afrfm nfl bYTI sI, aqy mYN kuVqf pjfmf pf ky vI kisaf-2 mihsUs kr irhf sI. Ausny myry nyVy afAuNidaF ikhf, “tfeIm lMG irhf hY. qusIN gwlF hI krI jf rhy ho.” mYN afiKaf, “kI qYnUM gwlF qoN nPLrq hY?” Ausdf jvfb bVf sLpwsLt aqy inzr sI, “gwlF qoN koeI nPLrq nhIN, pr smF ikAuN Krfb krdy ho. qusIN mYnUM adfiegI kr rhy ho, qF iPr mYnUM aYnjvfey vI kro.” myrf jvfb vI sLpwsLt sI, “mYN qYnUM qyrI pUrI adfiegI krFgf. iek pl vI vwD nhIN lvFgf, isrPL gwlF krFgf, pr. mYN aOrq dI kdr krdf hF. mYN Aus df sLosLx nhIN kr skdf. mYN iek sLfier hF, icMqk hF, lyKk hF. qUM suMdr hYN, qyry vflF dy lwCy dyK ky hI myrf jIa hOlf ho igaf hY, mYN iehI ienjvfey krdf hF. kI ieh cFdI dy cfr tuwkVF bdly mYN qyry ijsm nUM cUs lvF. mYN dUijaF vrgf nhIN hF. qyry pfrdrsLI kwpiVaF ivcoN hI mYnUM qyry srIr df iek iek aMg idK irhY, idK irhY ik iks qrHF idn df iek iek pl, qUM qupkf qupkf krky KUnI dirMidaF dy hvfly kr idMdI hY? iks qrHF qUM afpxy lhU nfl afpxI ijMdgI dI jmIn nUM isMjdI hYN….” mYN bolI jf irhf sI, aqy Auh afpxy agly plF aqy agly idnF dy gfhkF dy Pon nMbrF aqy nfvF nUM zfierI qoN dyK-2 ky Bugqy aqy axBugqy gfhkF dI sUcI pUry pRoPYsLnl ZMg nfl kRmbwD krdI rhI. myrI gwl muwkidaF Auh mYnUM sMboDq hoeI, “dyKo mYN iek pRoPYsLnl lVkI hF. quhfzf afdrsLvfd myry sLbdkosL ivc nhIN hY.” mYN Ausdy ichry vwl dyKdf rih igaf, pr Auh afpxy kwty hoey vfl mwQy qoN pfsy krdI hoeI, mYnUM GVI idKfAuNdI hoeI bolo, “nON vwj gey ny. myrf smF hux Kqm huMdf hY. DMnvfd!!!” sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf spoksmYn ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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gwl Aus smyN dI hY, jdoN mYN srkfrI nOkrI leI hwQ pYr mfr irhf sI. kfgjL pwqr pUry krky ijLlHy dy vDIk izptI kimsLn

awj moihxI Audfs hY

gwl Aus smyN dI hY, jdoN mYN srkfrI nOkrI leI hwQ pYr mfr irhf sI. kfgjL pwqr pUry krky ijLlHy dy vDIk izptI kimsLn

jdoN iek dsqKq ZFeI sO rupey df ipaf

gwl Aus smyN dI hY, jdoN mYN srkfrI nOkrI leI hwQ pYr mfr irhf sI. kfgjL pwqr pUry krky ijLlHy dy vDIk izptI kimsLn

…………cskf gwlF krn df! -----------------------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-------------------------ies rMg brMgI dunIaF ivc rMg brMgy lokF dI koeI Gft nhIN hY, pr kuJ lok dUijaF nfloN kuJ ijLafdf hI rMg –brMgy hox krky cyiqaF ivc sdf leI vs jFdy hn. Auh mfVy jF cMgy nhIN, idlcsp huMdy hn. aijhf hI myrf iek nvF-2 bixaf dosq qIrQI hY. Aus df suBfa bVf cMgf hY, mn pfxI vFg inrml hY pr idl iqqlI vrgf hY, jo kdy iek qy aqy kdy ‘dUjI’ qy af jFdf hY. mYN ijs kflj ivc pVHfAux lwgf hF, Auh AuQy purfxf pRoPYsr hY. ijs qrHF jUafrI nUM jUey df, amlI nUM aPLIm df aqy avfrf nUM gyVy kwZx df cskf huMdf hY, AuvyN AusnUM gwlF krn df cfa hY. qF hI sfry AusnUM ‘gflVHI’ kihMdy hn, pr sB qoN rOick gwl ieh hY, ik AusnUM ies gwl df pqf vI nhIN! pqf vI ikvyN lwgy, Auh iksy dI gwl qF suxdf hI nhIN, bws suxfAuNdf hI hY. gwlbfq krn df Auh sOLkIx hY, pr gwlbfq qF do jixaF ivc huMdI hY. Auh qF dUjy nUM gwl krn df mOkf hI nhIN idMdf. Auh gwl qF krdf hY, pr suxn vfly nUM afpxy ivcfr pysL krn df mOkf nhIN idMdf, ihtlr vFg! qF hI AusnUM keI gwlF df ihtlr vI afKdy hn. myrf Aus nfl koeI iglf nhIN. bws iek hI iglf hY, ik Auh mYnUM mUMh vI KolHx nhIN idMdf. afpxIaF suxf suxf ky myry kMn duKx lf idwqy hn. dUjf Ausdf dosq hY PrId, jo ik muslmfn hY.

Auh qF Ausdf vI ipE hY. qIrQI qF iPr vI suxn vfly nUM hF/nhIN kihx df mOkf dy idMdf hY, PrId dI qF gwl hI Cwzo. gnImq ieh hY ik qory Pyry df sOLkIx hox krky Auh kflj ivc ijLafdfqr ieDrAuDr quiraf iPrdf rihMdf hY. iesy krky sfzy vrgy AusdIaF gwlF dy do mUMhyN qIrF qoN bc jFdy ny, pr qIrQI qoN nhIN. Aus dy svfl vI ajIb huMdy hn. iek idn pMjfbI dI lYkcrfr nUM kihx lwgf, “mYzm, vfie pIpl spIk ien ieMgilsL? afeI hyt idwm. vI hYv pMjfbI, swc aw ibAUtIPuwl lYNgvyj!” (Bfv: lok aMgryjLI ivc ikAuN boldy ny? mYN aijhy lokF nUM nPLrq krdf hF. sfzy kol aYnI vDIaf BfsLf pMjfbI hY.) ies qoN pihlF ik mYzm koeI jvfb idMdI, Ausdy bolF dI aruwk rylgwzI rOsLnI dI qyjL spIz qy Bwjx lwgI, “qusIN socdy hovogy, mYN ikAuN…(qy lgfqfr Auh ds imMt boldf irhf)” aqy afpxy ies gwlbfq rUpI BfsLx df aMq ienHF sLbdF nfl kIqf, “swcmuwc pRsLn qF quhfzf vI jLfiejL hovygf, jykr qusIN puwCoN ik mYN vI qF afpxf pRsLn aMgryjLI ivc kIqf hY, pr ikAuN kIqf hY, ieh qF socx vflI gwl hY. mYN vI iehI socdf hF, pr mYnUM ies df ajy qwk jvfb nhIN lwBf. asl ivc iesdy keI kfrx ho skdy hn, ijvyN ik……” ies qoN pihlF ik Auh ies dy kfrx dwsdf, GMtI vwj geI aqy mYzm nUM Ausdy cwldy BfsLx ivc hI AuWcI afvfjL krky kihxf ipaf, “sr, myrf pIrIaz lwgf hY. mYN jf rhI hF.” hux, qIrQI ny afpxy bolF dI kmfn myry vwl kIqI, qF ‘pIrIaz nf hox dy bfvjUd’ mYN jLor dy ky afiKaf, “qy sr myrf vI!” AusdIaF gwlF idlcsp hox dy bfvjUd sroqy nUM gMBIr rUp ivc bor krdIaF hn, ikAuNik ieh lMbIaF hox dy nfl nfl sroqy nUM afpxy idl ivc AuTdy guwsy aqy KusLI nUM pRgt krn df mOkf nhIN idMdIaF. sfzI qF gwl Cwzo, Auh qF ipRMsIpl nUM vI nhIN bKsLdf. ividafrQIaF qy kI bIqdI hovygI, ijnHF nUM Auh pVHfAuNdf hY, rwb jfxy, pr jo Ausdy bwicaF aqy GrvflI qy gujLrdf hovygf, Aus bfry soc ky hI idl kMbx lwgdf hY. kwlH mYN pusqkfly ivc bYTf koeI aKLbfr pVH irhf sI. acfnk Auh af igaf. burI iksmq smJo jF rwb dI rjLf, mYN puwC bYTf, “kI hfl hY, qIrQI sr? ikvyN cwl rhI hY ijMdgI?” bws ijvyN ‘ims pUjf’ dI kYsyt clf idwqI hovy, “bhuq hI vDIaf, sr. hF, Auqfa-cVfa qF afAuNdy hI ny. Pyr vI vDIaf hY.” “vDIaf hI cfhIdI hY. clo cMgf.” kih ky mYN afpxf iDafn aKLbfr ivc kyNdrq krn dI koisLsL kIqI. “nhIN, aYnI vI vDIaf nhIN, ikAuNik myry ipqf jI dI mOq ho geI.” “E ho, bVf mfVf hoieaf.” “nhIN, aYnf mfVf vI nhIN, ikAuNik AunHF dI mOq bfad AunHF dy Kyq, jfiedfd, psLU aqy Gr myry kol af gey ny.” “vfh! Pyr qF vDIaf.” “nhIN aYnf vDIaf vI nhIN, ikAuNik sB psLU bImfr ho ky mr gey ny.” mYN gwl rokxf cfhuMdf sI, pr Auh amr vyl vFg… “E ho, ieh qF mfVI gwl hoeI.” hoieaf sI.”

“nhIN, aYnI mfVI vI nhIN, ikAuNik sB jfnvrF df bImf

“clo! Pyr qF vDIaf.” “nhIN aYnf vDIaf vI nhIN, ikAuNik Auh bImf kMpnI tuwt geI hy aqy kMpnI df cyarmYn vI mr igaY.” “E ho, ieh qF mfVI gwl hoeI.” mYN sLfdI kr leI hY.” “clo! Pyr qF vDIaf.” guwsy vflf hY.”

“nhIN, aYnI mfVI vI nhIN, ikAuNik AusdI pqnI nfl “nhIN aYnf vDIaf vI nhIN, ikAuNik Ausdf suBfa bVf

“E ho, ieh qF mfVI gwl hoeI.” “nhIN, aYnI mfVI vI nhIN, ikAuNik Aus kol ZyrF dy Zyr dOlq hY, sonf hY, cFdI hY, mihl ijwzf Gr hY. “clo! Pyr qF vDIaf.” “nhIN aYnf vDIaf vI nhIN, ikAuNik Gr nUM awg lwg geI qy sfrf kuJ ivwcy sV ky svfh ho igaf.” “E ho, ieh qF mfVI gwl hoeI.” sV ky ivwcy hI ….”

“nhIN, aYnI mfVI vI nhIN, ikAuNik Auh vI awg nfl

“clo! Pyr qF vDIaf.” “nhIN aYnf vDIaf vI nhIN…………….” ajy AusdI gwlbfq ivckfr hI sI, qy GMtI lwgx krky mYnUM lYkcr lYx leI jmfq ivc jfxf ipaf. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf rojLfnf sposkmYn ivc pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl

2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

ikRkt PYn dy nfl rUbrU

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mulfkfqI-quhfzf nfm kI hY? PYn- sicn qMdUllr|

mulfkfqI-kI afiKaf? kI quhfzf nfm swcmuwc sicn qMdUlkr hY? PYn- jI hF! AuNj GridaF ny qF myrf nfm sicn kumfr rwiKaf sI, pr ikENik myrI Kyz aYn ‘mfstr blfstr’ dy nfl imldI hY, ies leI myry dosq mYnUM qMdUlkr kih ky hI bulfAuNdy hn| mYN qF aKLbfr ivc nF bdlI dy leI kZfAux df PLYslf vI kr ilaf sI, pr Gr idaF ny rok idWqf| mulfkfqI- qusIN kI kMm krdy ho? PYn- mYN iek ikRkt PLYn hF| AuNj mYN pfrt tfeIm skUl ivc ividafrQI hF. mulfkfqI- quhfzIaF pRIiKafvF bhuq njLdIk hn aqy qusIN afpxf kImqI smF ivsLv kwp vyKx ivc ibqf idMdy ho? rwb nf kry jy ikqy PylH ho gey? PYn- dyKo jI, ieh slfnf pypr qF hr sfl eI afeI jfxy ny, vrlz kwp msF cfr sfl bfad afAuNdf hY| mulfkfqI- iPr jy quhfnUM ikRkt df aYnf hI sLONk hY qF qusIN BfrqI ikRkt tIm dy mYNbr bx ky Kyzdy ikEN nhIN? PYn- aYnI kfhlI kfhdI aY, aYh ikhVf kuMB df mylf ey, jo 12-13 sfl bfd afAuNdf hY| drasl myrf aglI vfr jfx df ierfdf hY| mulfkfqI- kI qusIN ies leI iqafrI vgYrf kr rhy ho? PYn- hF, mYN sfry ikRkt dy mYc ibnF nfgf dyKdf hF| mYNnUM sfry irkfrz aqy iKzfrIaF dy nfm phfiVaf dy vFg rty pey hn| phfVy qF Buwl gey ny, pr ieh irkfrz nhIN Buwly| mulfkfqI- myrf mqlb pRYkits qoN sI| kI qusIN kdI mYdfn ivc jf ky pRYkits vI kIqI hY? PYn- dyKo jI, kdI kdI bYt-bfl lY ky gvFZIaF dy sLIsyL qy bfrIaF vI BMNn deIdIaF ny| pr jd dy sport cYnl sLurU hoey ny, mYc dyKx qoN hI ivhl nhIN imldf| iPr vI kdy kdy sicn jF sOrv dI rIs krky dyK leIdI ey| mulfkfqI- Bfrq dI kOmI Kyz ikhVI hY? PYn- aYny sOKy svfl ikEN puWC rhy ho? ieh qF sfrf Bfrq jfxdf hY ik ikRkt sfzI rfsLtrI Kyz hY| AuNj cfr idn pihlF jmfq dy ivc mYzm ny vI ieh svfl pwuC ilaf sI, qy do iqMn nUM Cwz ky bfkI sfiraF df iehI jvfb sI ik ikRkt hI sfzI ‘nYsLnl gym’ hY| pr mYzm kih rhI sI ik hfkI sfzI kOmI Kyz hY, pr mYN ieh ikMj mMn lvF, ikENik ieh lokqMqr hY aqy ieQy ‘mjOrtI’ dI hI mMnI jfvygI| mulfkfqI-quhfzI mnpsMd iPLlm ikhVI hY? PYn- lgfn, ies iPLlm ivc amIr KF ny KUb cOky iCWky lgfey hn| mulfkfqI- pr ieh iPLlm afskr purskfrF dy leI nfmjLd hox dy bfvjUd koeI ienfm btorn ivc asPLl ikEN rhI? PYn- asl ivc ienfmF dI vMz smyN AuQy sfzy vrgy PYn nhIN sn, nhIN qF asIN AuWQy hI rOlf pf lYxf sI| ijWqx vfilaF qy boqlF suwtdy jF kuJ hor! mulfkfqI- Bfrq dy iKzfrI dysI ipWcF qy qF keI vfr ijWq jFdy hn, pr bfhr jf ky ienHF nUM KOLry kI ibWlI iCWk jFdI hY ik hr vfr hfr ky vfps af jFdy hn? PYn- dyKo jI, ies ipWCy vI AuhI kfrx hY jo ik Auprokq svfl df sI| ieDr jd vI sfzy iKzfrI hfrx lwgdy hn qF asIN rOlf pf idMdy hF, KrUd mcfAuNdy hF aqy boqlF, sotIaF jF hor cIjLF dUjy iKzfrIaF qy suwt idMdy hF| qy afpxy iKzfrIaF dy iek jF do rMn bxfAux qy vI sItIaF mfrdy hF, pr jy koeI bfhrlf iKzfrI iCwkf vI mfr dvy, qF vI sfzy ivc mfqm Cf jFdf hY, ijvyNik kuJ hoieaf hI nf hovy| mulfkfqI-sfzy BfrqI iKzfrI msLhUrIaF dy ivc aYnf ikEN afAuNdy hn? PYn- drasl ikRkt dy mYcF dy dOrfn qF sfzy iKzfrI ryq dy mihl vFg Jt Zih jFdy hn, qy iPr sfzf ienHF nUM vyKx df cfa nhIN pUrf huMdf| iesy leI ieh skIm kwZI geI lwgdI hY| nfly msLhUrIaF ivc ieh iKzfrI nklI cOky iCwky lf ky afpxy Jws vI pUrf kr lYNdy hn. mulfkfqI-hr vfr jd BfrqI tIm koeI mYc hfr jFdI hY qF kYptn aglI vfr vDIaf kfrgjLfrI jF pRdrsLn df rfg alfpdf hY, pr aglI vfr iPr hfr jFdy hn| ies df kI kfrx hY? PYLn- dyKo jI, asl ivc sfzy iKzfrI Aus khfvq qy aml krdy hn ijs anusfr vfr vfr hfrn qy hI sPLlqf imldI hY| rfbrt brUs swq vfr hfrx qy awTvIN vfr ijWq igaf sI| ilMkn vI sfrI Aumr votF lVdf qy hfrdf irhf| pr 60 sfl dI Aumr ivc Auh jd dysL dy sB qoN Aucy ahudy leI liVaf qF ijWq igaf| mulfkfqI- pr sfzy iKzfrI qF aYnI vfr hfr hfr ky vI…… PLYn- sbr kro, sbr df PLl imWTf huMdf hY| ijMnf guV vwD pfEgy, AunI cfh imWTI bxU| ijSnf vwD hfrxgy, BivwK ivc ijWq dy cfns Auny vDxgy| jy qusIN ikRkt PYn nf huMdy qF kI huMdy ?

PYn- ikRktr! PYn nUM qF iPr vI mYc dyKx dI imhnq krnI pYNdI hY, ikRktr ny qF iek gyVf ijhf mYdfn df lf ky afAuxf huMdf hY. mulfkfqI- PYn sfihb, AuNj qF Bfrq dI tIm kdy kdy hI ijWqdI hY, pr jy kdI Buwl BulyKy ijwq jfey qF qusIN ptfKy ikEN clfAuNdy ho? PLYn- dyKo jI, awjkwlH dIvflI vyly qF lok ptfKy ptUKy clfAuNdy nhIN| qy qF krky KrId vI Gwt hI huMdI hY| jy iehI hfl irhf qF ptfKy bxfAux vflIaF PyktrIaF bMd ho jfx gIaF| iesy leI asIN Bfrq dy ijWqx vyly hI ptfKy clfAuNdy hF, qy ptfKy clfAux df sLONk pUrf kr lYNdy hF| sfzI tIm ikhVf inWq inWq ijWqdI ey| dIvflI sfl c iek vfr afAuNdI hY| sfzI BfrqI tIm vI msF ieWk awDf sIrIjL hI ijWqdI hY, sfl ‘c! mulfkfqI- ipWCy ijhy cMzIgVH dy ivc iek smfgm dy ivc cMzIgV dy sfry ikRktrF nUM swdf pwqr Byijaf sI pr Xogrfj qy idnysL mONgIaf nUM Cwz ky koeI vI iKzfrI AuWQy nhIN phuMicaf| Xuvrfj isMG, kipl dyv aqy cyqn afnMd vrgy iKzfrI AuWQy ikEN nhIN gey? PLYn- aOr BI gLm hY (AunHyN, ikRkt ky) iesLk ky isvf! nfly sLihd dIaF mwKIaF qF PuwlF kol hI jFdIaF ny| ies smfgm ivc iek iek trfPLI dy ky ivcfiraF nUM qor dyxf sI| trfPLIaF qF ivkdIaF vI nhIN bfjLfr dy ivc! mulfkfqI-afm qOr qy suxIdf hY ik ikRkt dy iKzfrI iPLlmI aiBnyqrIaF dy nfl iesLk ivc bhuq msrUPL rihMdy hn| ies df kI kfrx hY? PYn- dyKo jI, aiBnyqf qF iPLlmF dy ivc aiBnyqrIaF nfl gwlF guwlF mfr lYNdy ny, pr ikRktr ivcfry kI krn? ikRkt dy mYdfn ivc qF koeI ikRktrnIaF nhIN huMdIaF| AuNj myrf suJfa hY ik ikRktrF dy mnorMjx leI Kyz dy dOrfn ikRktrnIaF jF aiBnyqrIaF vI sLfml kIqIaF jfx, BfvyN Auh kuJ krn jF nF| zFs zUMs kr idaf krn, mnorMjn leI| AuNj iPLlmF ivc vI ieh isrPL zFs hI krdIaF ny! Pyr sLfied quhfzI isLkfieq kuJ hwd qwk dUr ho jfvy| mulfkfqI- sfzy dysL ivc awj anykF smwisafvF df sfhmxf kr irhf hY, ies df kI kfrx hY? PYn- drasl bhuq dyr qoN sfzy dysL ivc lokqMqr cwl irhf hY| pr smwisafvF AuvyN ijvyN hn| qbdIlI kudrq df inXm hY| myrf iKLafl hY ik hux ieQy ikRktqMqr kr idWqf jfvy| gFDI jI ny rfmrfj df nfarf idWqf sI| mYN ikRktrfj df nfarf idMdf hF| mulfkfqI-koeI sMLdysL? Pyn- bws iehI beI sfiraF nUM mYc jLrUr dyKxy cfhIdy hn, aqy BfrqI tIm dI ijWq dI KusLI mnfAuxI cfhIdI hY| hfr qy vI bfhlf aPsos nhIN krnf cfhIdf, ikAuNik ‘Kyzxf’ aihm hY, hfrxf ijwqxf nhIN. jo hfr ky vI KusL rhy, AuhI aslI iKzfrI huMdf hY. so sdf KusLI mnfE. mulfkfqI-pr jd hfr jFdy ny, qF kfhdI KusLI mnfAuxI hoeI? PLYn- sfnUM tIm dy duK ivc vI sLrIk bxnf cfhIdf hY| mulfkfqI- ipCly kuJ smyN dOrfn quhfzI jfqI dy ivc KUb vfDf hoieaf hY| iesdf kI kfrx hY? PYn- ieh qF quhfzf BulyKf hY| ajy qF isrPL awsI ku PLIsdI BfrqI ies Kyz nUM Drm mMnx lwgy hn, jd sfry dy sfry ies Kyz leI pfgl ho jfxgy, Pyr mYN ies bfry kuJ sLfied kih skF| hux mYnUM afigaf idE, dwKxI aPLrIkf-afstRUylIaf df mYc sLurU hox vflf hY… mulfkfqI- ajy qF quhFQoN hor keI svfl puwCxy sn…. PYn- nhIN jI, mYN rotI KuxoN rih skd hF, mYc dyKy ibnF nhIN| mulfkfqI- isrPL iek svfl hor? PYn- dyKo jI, ieQy hor myry vrgy bQyry qury iPrdy ny, iksy hor df isr KfE jf ky, mYnUM mfPL kro,(GVI vwl dyKdf hoieaf) E ho isrPL do GMty rih gey ny mYc sLurU hox nUM…(Bwj jFdf hY)

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GriudaF nUM lwgf beI muMzf hux kmfAux lwg igaf hY, aqy ies dI sLfdI kr idwqI jfvy. ies leI iek sLusLIl aqy suMdr lVkI dI cox kIqI geI. lVkI vfikaf hI sLrIP sI. sfnUM qrs af irhf sI ivcfrI qy beI ikQy sonf aqy ikQy jMg KfDf lohf. iPr vI dosq smJ ky asIN BfnI mfrxI mfVI smJI. AuNj BfnI mfr idMdy qF lVkI vfilaF vloN ‘sIsF eI imldIaF, pr ivafh qwk vI sLyrU qoN afpxIaF krqUqF lukoeIaF nf geIaF. jdoN anMd kfrj dy bfad sLLyrU aqy AusdI nvivafhuqf Drm pqnI nUM styj qy sLgn ‘iekwTf’ krn leI ibTfieaf igaf qF dovyN styj qy ‘kyrF qF bYT gey, pr jdoN nfl dI styj qy ‘swiBafcfr’ vfilaF ny pRogrfm sRI gxysL kIqf, qF do swpxIaF vrgIaF muitafrF dy asLlIl iesLfiraF dy mMqr mugD sLyrU gfiek pqnI nUM AuQy sIt qy hI Cwz ky muitafrF nfl nwcx qy gfAux lwg pey. KOry kIhnUM ‘iempRYs’ krnf cfhuMdf sI sLyrU? Drm pqnI dy ichry qy keI rMg afey aqy keI rMg gey aqy afKLr lfl-pIlf rMg Ausdy ichry qy itk igaf aqy guwsy ivc styj qoN hI afpxy bfp nUM sMboDq krdI bolI, “bfpU jI, mYnUM nI cfhIdf ieho ijhf nwcfr, jo huxy eI dUjIaF ipwCy quiraf iPrdf hY, ivafh ipwCoN KOry kI guwl iKlfAUgf!” qy aYnf kih ky Auh afpxf lfm-lsLkr lY ky vfps clI geI. qy tuwt gI, qVwk krky. ivafh qoN pihlF hI qlfk ho igaf sLyrU df… …. pr hOLslf nf Cwizaf sLyrU ny. ivafh df ryVkf qF sUq nI sI afieaf, kYsyt kwZx df BUq svfr ho igaf. cfr ieDroN aqy cfr AuDroN qukF corI krky AunHf nUM iek purfxy lok gIq dI qrjL qy cfV ky iek cwkvF ijhf gIq iqafr kIqf, “nI kuVIey qyrI guwq vyK ky, mYnUM nfgx iPlm cyqy afvy. hfie nI qyrI guwq gorIey, kfly swp df BulyKf pfvy. hfey nI ibwlo, hfeI nI sMLmo, hfeI nI myrI mr jfxIey!” iek vIzIE bxfAux vfly nfl vI pihly aqy dUjy gIq df vIzIE bxfAux df Tykf kr ilaf aqy kYsyt df nfm rwiKaf ‘swp ik guwq.’ vIzIE bxfAux vfly nUM kMn ivc hdfieq kIqI, “vyKo jI, afpF vIzIE bxfAuxf cwkvF ijhf. kuVI dy srIr qy kwpVy nhIN hoxy cfhIdy, pYsy cfhy cfr pMj hjLfr ijLafdf eI lwg jfx.” aqy vIzIE vflf boilaf, “qusIN insMg gwl kro, AuWcI bol ky, jd bysLrmI vflf kMm krnf ey, qF sLrm kfhdI? kwpVy pUry qF lfhy nhIN jf skdy, hF nF dy hI kwpVy hoxgy, qusIN dyKdy jfeIE, sB kuJ idKygf, sB kuJ.” qy iPr lMmI guwq qy swp dI qulnf vflf gfixaf iPLlmf ky sfry cYnlF qy idKfieaf igaf. gfxf lMmI guwq ny pvfiVaF qy sI aqy gfxy dy vIzIE dI mwuK aiBnyqrI jUMzy iKlfrI ibAUtI pfrlr ivc bYTI vfl ktvf rhI idKfeI geI aqy jF vfl KolH ky ipafr dIaF pIGF Jut rhI. iek hor gfxf cuMnI jF dupwty df sI pr ies ivc vI idKfeI dyx vflI kuVI df isr dupwty dy nfl Zikaf idKfAuxf jF isr Zkxf qF dUr dI gwl, GuMgrfly vflF vflI kuVI jILn tfwp dy ivc idKfeI geI, ijs df hyar stfeIl dupwtf sLfied Krfb kr skdf sI. jfpdY sI ijvyN ikqy AUsny dupwtf kdy dyiKaf vI nf hovy. ieEN kYsyt dy awT gIqF coN doaF qy ‘GYt’ ijhy vIzIE bxf ky kYsyt irlIjL kr idwqI geI. qy jdoN ieh vIzIE cYnlF qy cwlx lwgy qF sLyrU nUM vihm ho igaf beI Auh hux ‘mhfn gfiek’ bx igaf hY. iPr ‘ihwt’ hox dy cwkr ivc iek pRogrfm ivc Aus ny isLrkq kIqI, ijQy Aus ny iek gfxf vI gfieaf. jdoN styj sMBflx vflI kuVI ny Aus dI PokI pRsMsf kIqI, qF sLyrU cOVf ho igaf. kuVIaF dI iewjLq rolx vfly gIq gf gf ky Aus dy mn ivc BulyKf ijhf pY igaf sI beI sfrIaF kuVIaF ieko ijhIaF huMdIaF hn, isLplf sLYtI jF aYsLviraf rfey vrgIaF. ijsnUM jdoN mrjLI cuMm lvo. iesy BulyKy ivc Aus ny styj vflI kuVI df ‘DMnvfd’ kridaF AusnUM Guwt ky PiVaf aqy cuMmx lwgf hI sI, ik drsLkF ivcoN iek AuzdI horI kursI Ausdy isr qy af vwjI, iPr kuJ ‘swiBafcfr’ df asl arQ smJx vfly nOjvfn styj qy af gey aqy AunHF ivcoN do qF sLyrU nUM styj qoN hyyTF lY gey, Ausdf mUMh kflf krky gDy qy bYTf ky sLihr ivc jlUs kwiZaf igaf. hIro bxdf bxdf syrU iPr jIro bx igaf. dUjy do nOjvfn styj qy KVy rhy aqy drsLkF-sroiqaF nUM sMboDn huMdy hoey boly, “ajy vI smF hY ik aYho ijhy vyKxf suxnf bMd kr deIey. ajy vI zuwlHy byrF df aYnf kuJ nhIN ivgiVaf. afE sMBl jfeIey aqy gYk bxn leI qwqpr nOjvfnF nUM sMBfl leIey aqy afpxy bwicaF nUM vI ienHF ipwCy lwg ky ivgVx qoN bcf leIey.” nhIN qF…… sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI|

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pMzq dy nOkrF ny sfrf smfn bfhrly pfsy sVk dy pfsy jIp dy kol rwK idwqf. pMzq jI ny pihlF ikhf sI beI smfn iswDf jIp ivc hI itkf idMdy hF, pr gfhk df kihxf sI ik smfn bfhlf cfhIdf hY, aqy qusIN smfn bfhr kwZo. adfiegI krky Auh trwk jF trflI mMgvf ky smfn lYjfvygf. aYnf smfn jIp ivc ikvyN lwidaf jfAU! moty iCwlV kmfAux dy lflc ivc pMzq ny afsy pfsy vyKy ibnF srdfr sfihb dI gwl qy XkIn kr ilaf. adfiegI dI vfrI afeI qF gfhk ny ikhf, "dyLKo pymYNt cYWk rfhIN krnI ey. aYnf kYsL jybF ivc pf ky QoVHf GuMimaf jFdf hY." ies qy pMzq jI nUM qrylIaF AuWTx lwgIaF. cYWk df kI Brosf. kihx lwgy, " nhIN jI, pymYNt qF kYsL eI kro." gfhk df jvfb bixaf bxfieaf sI, "clo, afVHqIey qoN pymYNt rihMdI sI, cfr lwK rihMdy sI, afpxf smfn ZfeI lwK df bxdf hY. mYN huxy igaf, huxy afieaf. nfly trwk df ieMqjLfm krdf hF. 2 vjy qoN 7 vjy qwk pMzq jI ny gfhk dI AuzIk kIqI. pr nf Aus afAuxf sI, nf afieaf. bws iek sunyhf afieaf. pMzq jI dy Pon dI GMtI KVkI. pMzq jI PLon vwl lpky. AuDroN sKq afvfjL sI, "pMzq jI, aPLsos, asIN sfmfn nhIN lY jf skdy. sfnUM smfn dI loV nhIN. sfzf kMm ho igaf hY." pMzq dI afvfjL ivc zr aqy mn ivc dihsLq aqy ichry qy hYrfnI sI, "kI ikhf? iPr aYnf smfn kZvfAux dI kI loV sI. sfzf sfrf idn Krfb krvf ky rwK idwqf." hux pMzq jI dI afvfjL ivc qlKI sI aqy guwsf vI, ijs nUM Auh rwj ky PLon qy hI kwZ dyxf cfhuMdy sn, BfvyN ik mUq coN mwCIaF kwZx vfly pMzq jI nUM pqf sI, beI ies 'bol-kbol' df hux koeI PLfiedf nhIN, ikENik isLkfr qF hwQoN inkl cuwkf hY, jF Auh KLud isLkfr ho cuwky hn. Auh boly,"quhfnUM do vfr kolz zirMk, iek vfr zIlks lMc aqy hor inwk suwk Kvfieaf ipafieaf. nfly, smfn bfhr kZfAux leI do mjLdUr ilaFdy. qy hux qusIN…." qy ieMj mn df guwB guBft kwZx bfad AunHF afKLr puwC hI ilaf, "ikhVf ipCly jnm df vYr ey qyrf-myrf? afKLr ieMj qUM ikEN kIqf?" ies qy jwt dI gMBIr afvfjL Pon ivc ibjlI vFg kVkI aqy pMzq iek dm TMZf pY igaf, "cyqy kr, kwlH qYnUM bursL moVx afieaf sI!" qy kih ky Aus ny PLon rwK idwqf. Auh idn qy afh idn, pMzq ny Buwl ky vI iksy gfhk nfl durivvhfr nhIN kIqf. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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myry dosq nUM kihx lwgI, "jy iehI gwl ey, qF qUM hux qwk CVy ikEN bYTy ho. CyqI kro, koeI slmfn, aiBsLyk jF ivvyk af ky tMg nf aVf ley." hux myry dosq kol koeI jvfb nhIN sI. qy ieh afdq isrPL mrdF ivc hI nhIN mihlfvF ivc vI kwut kuwt ky BrI peI hY. jdoN sfzI mym sfihb ny vfl ktvf ky aYn Coty Coty buafey kwt krvf ley, qF iek gvFZx qoN dyK ky Aus dI KULbsUrqI jrI nf geI, "ieh gLlq kIqf jy qusIN! quhfzy qF lMmy vfl aYny jwcdy sI. nfly, jy kitMg krvfAuxI hI sI, qF pihlF dwsdy. myrI kuVI ibAUtI pfrlry lwgI hoeI ey. AunHy muPLq ivc kitMg kr dyxI sI. nfly, aYn vDIaf." qy ivc vflF nUM sYt krdI hoeI bolI, "afh kI, dyKo, mYN huxy tirMimMg krvf ky ilafeI hF. pihlF dwsxf sI!" myrI DI aMdroN vfl vfhuMdI vfhuMdI bfhr af geI, "aMtI jI, kitMg qF mYN vI krvfAuxI ey, awj sLFm df pRogrfm sI. jy BYx hI kitMg kr dvygI, qF myry pMjfh rupey bc jfxgy." hux gvFZx qOr BOr ho geI, pr nfl hI mOkf sMBflx dI asPLl koisLsL vI, "awj qF qfnIaf ikqy bfhr geI hoeI ey. awj pfrlr qoN kitMg krvf lE, Pyr aglI vfr vyKFgy." myrI DI vI koeI Gwt nhIN sI, "aYnI kfhlI kfhdI ey, aFtI jI. mYN qF pihlI vfr kitMg krvfAuxI ey. awj iPr guwq kr lYNdI hF. ijwdx BYx PrI hoeI, bulf lYxf. mYN kitMg krvf lvFgI. bvfey kwt." myrf dosq jgsIr iek iswiKaf sMsQf df pRojYkt kr irhf sI. Ausny mYnUM kuJ prPfrmy idwqy BrvfAux dy leI. ieh syvf mukq mihlfvF qoN BrvfAuxy sn. mYN keIaF nUM puwiCaf, "hY koeI syvf mukq aOrq quhfzy njLr ivc?" sB df ieko tky vrgf jvfb huMdf, "pihlF dwsdy, hux qF koeI hY nhIN. pqf lwigaf, jLrUr dwsFgf." qy iPr koeI kuJ kihMdf, koeI kuJ. hor nhIN qF ies qoN lokF dI gwl GVx dI sLkqI df mujLfhrf jLrUr ho jFdY. imsfl dy qOr qy guirMdr isMG df kihxf sI,"sfzy gvFZ ivc sI iek irtfierz mfstrnI, bVf kihMdI huMdI sI, beI koeI kMm hoieaf qF dwsIN. mYnUM qF kdy koeI kMm ipaf nf, hux qF Auh bfhr cly geI af. jdoN afeI, mYN PLon kr dvFgf, Pfrm cuwk ky phuMc jfeIN, Brf dvFgf." ieho ijhy lok iek Coty ijhy kMm leI vI aijhf JuwjU pfAuNdy ny, beI ijvyN iksy nfl aihsfn krnf hovy! jdoN mYN ipCly sfl nvF motrsfeIkl KrIidaf, qF myrf iek njLdIkI sMbMDI rfh ivc twkr igaf. kihx lwgf, "ikEN, nvF motr sfeIkl ilaf eI?" mYN hF ivc isr ihlfieaf qF sLrIk df PrjL inBfAuNidaF Ausny aMdroN aMdr eIrKLF ijqfeI, ijs df asr Ausdy bolF qy sLpwsLt njLr af irhf sI, "clo, cMgf. cwj df vhIkl qF hovy, agly kol. nfly, jy qUM motr sYkl lYxf eI sI, qF pihlF ikEN nhIN dwisaf. afpxf suirMdr mtrsYklF df hI qF zIlr hY, vpfrI hY. pihlF kihMdy, do hjLfr rupey ssqf krvf dyxf sI." pr jd mYN dwisaf ik suirMdr qF PlfxI kMpnI df zIlr hY, qy afpF qF 'Prftf' kMpnI dI bfeIk kZvfAuxI sI, qF Ausny iek hor pYNqVf bdilaf, "Pyr ikhVI gwl sI. afpF imltrI koty coN kZvf idMdy. myrf dosq cYNcl POjI irtfier hoieaf hY." mYnUM iKLafl afieaf ik myrf dosq JuwzU vI iek bfeIk KrIdxf cfhuMdf hY. mYN ikhf, "qy iPr kZf dE, mYnUM iek hor bfeIk cfhIdI hY." ies qy Ausny iek vfr muV pYNqVf bdilaf qy iZwlf ijhf ho ky kihx lwgf, "asl ivc aYNqkI qF Ausny iek gwzI lYNhbr dy vwzy muMzy nUM kZf ky idwqI hY. jy mhInf pihlF dwsdf qF kMm jLrUr ho jfxf sI, hux cy mhIny dI AuzIk krnI pAU." mYnUM AusdI pihlI gwl cyqy afeI, "awCf iPr ieMj kro, afpxy dosq dI dukfn qoN do hjLfr ssqf idvf dvo. afpF qF bfeIk lYxI ey. kMpnI df koeI cwkr nhIN." hux Aus kol koeI jvfb nhIN sI, bws aYnf hI siraf, "awj kwlH myrI Aus nfl QoVIH axbx cwl rhI hY. afpF koeI hor dyKdy hF. nfl hjLfr do hjLfr df kI PLrk pYNdf hY. kwlH nUM koeI nuks pY igaf, Xfr-dosq nUM kihMdy cMgy nhIN lwgdy, isLkfieqF lgfAuNdy!" mqlb iehI inkldY beI ieh dunIaf qF ajIb sLYa hY. hr koeI afpxy rMg ivc rMigaf hoieaf hY. qusIN vI ijExf hY, qF ies rMg brMgI dunIaF df qmfsLf vyKdy jfvo. nhIN qF iPr, qxfE hI qxfE hY. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

kumYNtrI (imMnI khfxI) kflj qoN inklidaF hI pihly moV qy qyjLI nfl dUjy pfisE af rhI kfr dI cpyt ivc afAux krky bI[ey[Bfg qIjf dI jvfn-jhfn ividafrQx rojLI Aus smyN jLKmI ho geI jdoN Auh afpxI moipz qy kflj qoN vfps af rhI sI. awDmrI hflq ivc cONk dy awD ivckfr lhU dy CwpV ivc peI sI Auh aqy Ausdy afsy pfsy vyKx vfilaF dI vwzI BIV vI AumzI hoeI sI. iek buwZI aOrq ny ies afKLrI sfh lY rhI muitafr vwl qwikaf aqy afiKaf, “vyK PYsLnfpwtI, ikvyN vfl muMn ky Coty Coty kIqy ny, vwzI aYsLviraf rfey. jLrUr afpxy afsLk nUM imlx cwlI hoAU.” dUjI ny hF ivc hF imlfeI, “qy hor, hfho, hor kfljF ivc kI krn jFdIaF ny, afhI svfh Kyh krn eI qF jFdIaF ny, awKF mtkfAux! lwCx eI ivgVy ny nvIN kuwl dy, qFhI qF afh jfnvrF vflI mOqy mrdIaF ny. mr hux!” `“sLfa…hfie, ikaf pIs ey, ptfkf inrf. jIa krdY huxy jf kry jwPI pf lF. afh vyK jLIn ‘c gorIaF-2 lwqF cmkF mfrdIaF.” iek kfljIeyt ny afsLkfnf aMdfjL ivc ikhf, “vfh, dyK afhF vI bVy stfeIl nfl Br rhI af.” dUjy ny itwpxI kIqI. iekwT ijhf dyK ky kol dI lMiGaf jFdf iek pRYs irportr afpxy PotogRfPr nUM lY ky BIV ivc sLumfr ho igaf, kihx lwgf, “vfh! PrMt pyjL dI inAUjL afh sVkF qy eI rulI jFdI ey aqy Auh vI ptolf. aYNEN kr Auh nMgI ijhI CfqI kol kYmrf krky Poto iKwc iewk. prsnl XUj leI. nfly Poto ivc kruxf rs dy nfl nfl sONdrX rs vI hoxf jLrUrI huMdf hY.” kihMdy hoey dovyN aKLbfr leI ‘msflf’ lY ky qurdy bxy. lVkI ny iek hor afh BrI aqy iPr jKLmF dI qfb nfl JwldI hoeI cwl vsI. AusdI ijMdgI df mYc Kqm ho igaf, pr duafly KVy drsLkF dI kmYNtrI ajy vI cldI peI sI. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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“imsyjL Tfkur, kI hfl hY? bVy ibjLI lwg rhy ho!” sLvyqf ny afpxy kwty hoey vflF ivc hwQ PyridaF puwiCaf. “hF, kwlH nUM aYNtI-smoikMg zy aY nFh, mYN svyr dI spIc iqafr kr rhI hF. bVI imhnq krky aYh kuJ qwQ iekwTy kIqy ny…….” mUMh ivc pfeI isgrt nUM qIlI lfAuNidaF, hyTF nUM Juk ky kfgjLf vwl iesLfrf kridaF imsyj Tfkur ny afiKaf, “bVy iBafnk qwQ hn, hux qF mihlfvF vI isgrt pIx lwgIaF ny, sLrfb pIx lwgIaF ny, hor qF hor vfl vI ktvfAux lwg geIaF ny, PokI afDuinkqf, pwCmI pRBfv aqy tIvI iPlmF df asr, iek dUjy dy dyKf dyKI ieh afdq vDdI jFdI hY,” kihMidaF Aus ny afpxy sLolzr kwt vfl Jtky aqy sLvyqf nUM zrfar ivcoN iek lyblz bfwtl kwZ ky PVfAuNidaF kihx lwgI, “aYh brFz ajLmfieaf eI, inrf nsLf ey.” “awCf! awj myrf vI KUb mUz sI, qUM aYh nisLaF-nuisLaF bfry lyK ijhf Kqm kr, Pyr ‘kwTy bih ky pIvFgIaF. hF, aYh qyrf hyar kwt bVf sYksI aY, qyrI gwuq qF KUb lMmI sI, Pyr qUM pty krvf ley, Pyr bvfey kwt, Coty Coty, qy hux qF aYn igwcI kZfeI iPrdI eyN, bVy jwcdy ny qyry, mYN vI slfh qF bxf rhI sI, pr……hF, aYh lyK Kqm ikMj krF?” “kuVIaF, sLrfb, nsLy, pty. swcIN, bVI mfVI gwl ey, nfly iLlK dy beI sLrfb qF mUq ey, qmfkU jLihr ey, qy vflF bfry……hF kdy ivDvf dy isr muMndy huMdy sI, isr muMnI gflH sI gflH! ieh kys qF snmfn, suMdrqf, sLrm aqy sohj df icMnH hn, sOgfq dsmyN guru dI! ienHF dI qOhIn krn vflf pfp df BfgI bxdf ey”

“pr afpF vI qF,” ies qoN pihlF ik sLvyqf gwl sLurU krdI, imsyj Tfkur ny kwty vflF nUM ipCFh krky rbV bYNz ivc PsfAux dI asPLl koisLsL kridaF (vfl bVy Coty hox krky) afiKaf, “E ho! afpF afm jLnfnIaF ‘c ikWQy rl gey? hYN! afpF qF skfwlr hF. ivdvfn.” “nfly afpxy ‘hyar kwt’ jwcdY bVY, nfly lMmy vfl sMBflx df jwB kOx krU?” dohF ny ‘cIars’ ikhf qy lwgIaF gt gt krn. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

nF ivc kI ipaY? 'nF ivc kI ipaY?' df ivvfdgRsq kQn AuWGy ivdvfn nftkkfr ivlIam sLykspIar df iliKaf hY, jo ik dunIaF Br ivc afpxI bybfk rfey rwKx leI sB qoN cricq lyKk mMinaf igaf hY.

lupq ho rhy smfijk pRfxI mnuwK iek smfijk pRfxI hY, ijs dy anykF gux hn, Zyr sfry aOgux hn. ienHF guxF, aOguxF jF hor ivsLysLqfvF dy afDfr qy mnuwK nUM keI vrgF ivc vMizaf jf skdf hY. pVHy ilKy, anpVH, isafxy, mfVy, jvfn, bjLurg, bwcy, mrd, mihlfvF, lMmy, pqly aqy moty iensfn. purfxy vyilaF ivc isafxy, eImfndfr, cMgy, nYiqk aqy Dfrimk iksm dy lokF dI bhuqfq sI, pr awj pdfrQvfdI soc vfly lflcI lokF dI Brmfr hY. pihlF hr sfKL py AuWlU bYTf huMdf sI, hux hr sLfKL qy do do iqMn iqMn bYTy hn. kOx khy rfxIey, awgf Zwk? hux gwl vI iks iks dI krIey, iek nUM kI ronI eyN, Auq igaf eI afvf vflI gwl hY. eImfndfr nyqf hux dIvf lY ky ZUMizaF vI nhIN lwBdy. hr nyqf cODr, dOlq aqy kursI df BuwKf hY. afm jnqf leI nyqf df arQ agvfeI, rfhnumfeI jF mfrgdrsLn krn vflf nhIN, sgoN 'pYsy lY ky kMm krvfAux vflf' dlfl bx cuwkf hY. ieMj nyqfvF dI CvI 'kfly qvy qoN kflI aqy dPLqrI klwrk qoN mfVI' ho cuwkI hY. qy iswty vjoN eImfndfr nyqf vI lupq pRfxIaF dI sLyRxI ivc af cuwkf hY. ieh bImfrI iksy iek jF do jixaF, ngrF jF sUibaF qwk sImq nhIN hY, sgoN smwucy Bfrq mhfn ivc sB nyqfvF dI rg rg ivc PLYlI hoeI hY. pihlF pihl qF dUijaF dI syvf krn leI nyqfigrI kIqI jFdI sI, pr hux afpxI . ieh nyqf afpxI buwkl ivc roVIN kuwtx ivc mfhr huMdy hn, dUijaF qy qvy lgfAuxf, dosL lgfAuxf, ieljLfm lgfAuxf ienHF df sLONk vI huMdf hY aqy iek qrHF nfl ikwqy dI loV vI. ieh afpxI pIVHI hyT qF sotf nhIN mfrdy, pr dUijaF dIaF pIVHIaF sotIaF mfr mfr ky BMn suwtdy hn. dfavy aqy vfady krnf ienHF df jnm iswD aiDkfr huMdf hY. votF qoN pihlF vfady aqy votF dy bfad dfavy krky iehf afpxf 'pUVf KLIr' (qorI PLulky ieh psMd nhIN krdy) qordy hn.

Jwtpwt kMm kr dyx vfly klwrk bfbU qF sLfied AuNglF qy igxn jogy vI nf lwBx! iksy dPLqr jF srkfrI sMsQf ivc cly jfE, kMm krn leI aiDkfrI dI muwT grm krnI pYNdI hY. irsLvq idwqy ibnF koeI PLfeIl nhIN qurdI. aKy, 'phIey lfE jI, aYEN ieh PLfeIl nhIN ruVHxI jI!' hux iensfn ivcfrf kry qF kI kry. kMm vI krvfAuxf huMdf hY aqy pYsy dyx nUM vI jIa nhIN krdf huMdf. ijQy loV hY, AuQy qF dyxy hI ny, pr 'vfDU' ikEN? nfly, ienHF krmcfrIaF nUM motI qnKfh dy gwPy kfhdy leI imly ny? kihx nUM qF jnqk syvk ny ieh, pr hukm smrftF vFg clfAuNdy hn aqy irsLvq lYNdy hn. ieh 'axGoisLq' pYsf kflf Dn bx ky afm jnqf dI ihwk qy swp vFg lytdf hY. ieh mfVI gwl hY. ies nfl srkfr nUM vI nuksfn huMdf hY aqy afm jnqf nUM vI. srkfr nUM cfhIdf hY ik irsLvq nUM kfnUMnI bxf idwqf jfvy. ies nfl 'irsLvq' duafrf hoeI kmfeI vI sfhmxy af jfvygI aqy ies qy lwigaf vyqn kr srkfrI afmdn ivc vfDf krygf. jnqf nUM adfiegI krn ivc vI ihckcfht nhIN hovygI. bfkI cOksI ivBfg dy Cfpy df vI iPLkr nhIN pvygf. lMmI guwq vflIaF kuVIaF ivc Zyr sfrI kmI afeI hY. pwCmI swiBafcfr dI rIso rIs awj kwlH dIaF kuVIaF vfl ktvfAux lwg geIaF hn, jLInF pihx ky skUlF kfljF ivc jFdIaF hn aqy kwt slIv, slIv lYWs ilbfs pihxdIaF hn. pMjfbI pihrfvf qyjLI nfl lop ho irhf hY. cuMnI iksy iksy kol idKfeI idMdI hY, aqy Auh vI gl ivc lpyt ky rsmI qOr qy pihxI huMdI hY. jy iehI ruJfn irhf qF iek idn iehI cuMnI dupwtf ajfieb Gr ivc hI idiKaf krygf. kuVIaF dy srIr jF ijsm nUM Zkx leI kwpVy bxfey jFdy hn, pr awj kwlH kuVIaF ienHF dI vrqoN srIr Zkx leI Gwt aqy idKfAux leI vwD krdIaF hn, ijs krky ibknInumf kwpiVaf dI mMg lgfqfr vD rhI hY. kdy vylf huMdf sI, jd DI mF nUM puwCdI sI, "mF, jLIn pihx ky clI jfvF?" awj vDyry kuVIaF nUM mfvF iehI arjL krdIaF hn, "DIey, kuJ pihx lY, pr pihx jLrUr lY!" aijhI siQqI af geI hY, ik keI vfr qF muMzy qy kuVI dI pCfx hI nhIN afAuNdI. muMzy sMjy dwq tfeIp vfl ktvf ky hIro bxdy hn aqy kuVIaF aYsLviraf rfey vFg vfl ktvf ky 'ims vrlz'! swcmuwc lMmI guwq vflIaF kuVIaF dI igxqI ivc Zyr sfrI kmI drj kIqI geI hY. qy AunHF dI igxqI awj kwlH lupq pRfxIaF ivc huMdI hY, aqy ieh purfxIaF pMjfbI iPLlmF jF pMjfbI swiBafcfr nfl sMbMDq qsvIrF ivc hI idKfeI idMdIaF hn. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

hr sLfK py ‘nyqf’ bYTf hY(hfs-ivaMg) nyqfvF dI sfzy Bfrq dy ivc koeI kmI nhIN hY. kihMdy ny beI nyqf qy ryqf Bfrq ivc hr QF iml jFdy ny. quhfnUM ieh hr glI muhwly, dysL dysLFqr, ipMz, sLihr jF dukfn dy ivc iml jfxgy. iksy skUl kflj jF dPLqr dy ivc jfE, ieh quhfnUM Qok dy Bfa iml jfxgy. ienHF dI pCfx krn ivc koeI smwisaf nhIN afAuNdI. qusIN koeI gwl kro, Auh quhfzI gwl QoVHy sLbdF dy hyr Pyr nfl quhfnUM hI suxf dyxgy. sPLl hoxgy ik nhIN ieh bfad dI gwl hY, pr koisLsL krnf ienHF dI afdq hY PLrjL hY, buinafdI hwk hY, jF kih lvo ik izAUtI hY ienHF dI. ienHF dy isrF qy isMg nhIN lwgy huMdy, nf hI bfhF dy nfl KMB lwgy huMdy ny, pr jubF dy nfl jLrUr kuJ lwgf huMdf hY. kI lwgf huMdf hYY, ieh qF sLfied ieh vI nhIN jfxdy. Kud qF sLfied ieh kuJ vI nhIN jfxdy huMdy, pr dfavy ieMÖ krdy ny, ijvyN ienHF qoN ibnHF iksy nUM ies dunIaF dy ivc kuJ pqf hI nf hovy. pqf BFvyN ienHF nUM afpxy bfp df nfm vI nf hovy, dfdy df qF dUr dI gwl hY, pr gwlF gwlF ivc ieh asmfn nUM gMZF bMnidaF sikMt nhIN lfAuNdy. ienHF df qjrbf qF bhuq huMdf hY, pr isrPL dfavy aqy vfady krn df. ies kr ky ieh iek hI kMm jfxdy hn, aqy Auh hY vfady qy dfavy krnf. hor qIjf kMm ienHF nUM nf afAuNdf hY aqy nf hI ienHF nUM iksy kMm dI loV huMdI hY. AuNÖ gwlF ivc, ijvyN ik pihlF dws cuwky hF, ieh asmfn nUM tfkIaF lfAuNdy hn. keI vfr qF tfkIaF ivc vI glIaF kr idMdy hn. iek smF sI jd sfzy Bfrq dy ivc nyqfvF dI Gft pfeI jFdI sI. bws afty ‘c lUx vflI gwl sI. hux qF hV hI afieaf hoieaf hY. ieWt puwty qy nyqf inkldf hY. keI keI QF qF iek iek iewt qy hI iqMn iqMn nyqf bYTy iml jfxgy. iek vDIaf kYrIar hY ieh. lokqMqr ivc sB nUM srkfr ny votF c KVx dI afigaf idwqI hoeI hY. jo ijwiqaf so aYm[aYl[ey[ jF aYm[pI[ jF aYm[sI[ jF mYNbr, qy jo nf ijwqy so nyqf. jo jIqf vo iskMdr, jo hfrf vo bMdr. Auh bMdrF dy vFg dUjy nyqfvF dI nkl krdf hY. KUb bFdr tpUsIaF lfAuNdf hY. qy rwj ky nyqfigrI krdf hY. ies sfl nhIN qF agly sfl! ieh votF ikhVf kuMB df mylf eI, awgy qF pMj sfl lgdy sI, hux qF srkfr sfl ku bfd KwKVI kryly ho jfdI hY. ieh nyqf vI ajIb sLYa huMdy ny. bws mOky dy anusfr Jwt bdlx vfly. kuVIaF dy hyar stfeIlF dy vFg. mihMgfeI dy vFg ienHF dI pRiswDI inwq vDdI hI hY. hF, sLyar mfrkIt dy sUckFk dy vFg kdy kdy AuCfl qy kdy zfAun, pr zfAUn ho ky vI ieh ‘bdnfm vI hUey qo ikaf nfm hogf’ anusfr hor cricq ho jFdy hn. ienHF nyqfvF dI dunIaF bVI inafrI hY. iehnF nUM lok nyqf afK ky bulfAuNdy hn aqy ieh afpxy afp nUM ‘lIzr’ vjoN vfkPLIaq krvfAuNdy hn. ieh afpxI mfq BfsLf qoN ibnF koeI hor BfsLf cMgI qrHF nhIN bol jF smJ skdy, pr aMgryjLI nMU mUMh mfrx dI koisLsL bhuq krdy hn. bVy asPLl Xqn krdy hn. ieh nyqf afpxf nF cmkfAux dy leI KUB pfpV vyldy hn. koeI smfgm hovy, iksy df Bog hovy, jnm idn hovy qy jF ivafh, ieh afm krky ibn bulfey mihmfn bx ky pDfrdy hn aqy aksr sB qoN vwD crcf ivc rihMdy hn. ‘swdI nf bulfeI’ hox dy bfvjUd ieh ‘lfVy dy qfey’ bx ky afAuNdy hn, qy ‘qfey’ bx ky jFdy hn. ijQy mrjLI phuMc jfE, bVy ruldy iPrdy ny nyqf. ieh aijhy zwzU huMdy hn, ijnHF leI hr mOsm brsfq df huMdf hY, Kfs krky coxf dy idn! afm qOr qy ieh nyqf hr idn iqEhfr dy mOky qy hr Aus smfgm dy ivc isLrkq krn dI koisLsL krdy hn, ijQy ieh phuMc skx. qy AuQy jf ky sB qoN pihlF ienHF df kMm ieh pqf lgfAuxf huMdf hY ik kI ienHF nUM bolx df mOkf iml skdf hY. ieh afm krky BfsLx rwtf lgf ky boldy hn. jF iPr aYmrjYNsI hox qy AuvyN iliKaf ilKfieaf hI pV idMdy hn. pr jy ikqy BfsLx ilKfAux df mOkf nf imly, qF ieh afpxy ichry qy pRysLfnI df icMn nhIN afAux idMdy, bws do ku sqrF vfr vfr rpIt krdy rihMdy hn. jd ieh sqrF bol bol ky Gs jfx qF iPr ieh ivroDI pfrtI qy qvy lfAuxy sLurU kr idMdy hn. ienHF dy ivc ‘kuwqy dI vylxy ivc 12 sfl rihx vflI pUC’ df gux jLrUr huMdf hY. Kud qF nhIN bdldy, pr pfrtI bdlx nUM imMt lfAuNdy hn, sikMt hI lfAuNdy hn, hr cox vyly nvIN pfrtI. ieh nyqf vI bVI ajIb sLYa huMdy hn. jy ienHF nUM iksy smfgm dI sUh lwg jfvy qF CyqI qoN CyqI phuMcx dI koisLsL krdy hn. pr ijQy ienHF ny smF idwqf huMdf hY, jF ilaf huMdf hY, AuQy ieh lyt qoN

lyt phuMc ky hfjLrI lvfAuNdy hn. ijs mOky qy smfgm ho irhf hovy Ausdf ijLkr krnf qF BfsLx dyx smyN BFvyN Buwl jfx, pr afpxI pfrtI df nfm lYx qoN nhIN Buwlxgy, nf hI Ausdy muwK nyqf dI pRsMsf krn df koeI mOkf Cwzdy ny. ieh pRYs dy ivc afpxf nfm cmkfAux dy ivc KUb rucI rwKdy hn. ieh iehI socdy hn ik aKLbfr pVx vfly isrPL nyqfvF dy nfm hI pVdy hn. ies leI ieh pwqrkfrF nUM iek GtIaf ijhf ibafn dy ky afKdy ny, “myrf nfm motf ijhf krky ilK deIN do iqMn vfrI. pfrtI df nfm vI pf deIN.” qy jd pwqrkfr ibafn dy bfry puwCy qF kfr stfrt krdy hoey afKxgy, “bws afpy bxf lY, pfrtI dI nIqI dy ihsfb jHy dy nfl. sfnUM kI pqf ey, asIN qF anpV bMdy aF. bws nfm qwk mqlb ey afpF nUM!” Auh vI afpxy nfm dy nfl, dUjy dy nfm nUM qF itwc nhIN jfxdy, BFvyN afpxy ipE df … vsoN idvs qy lokF nUM vDdI vsoN pRqI icMqf jLfhr krdy hoey ieh afKdy hn, “vsoN ivwqoN bfhr jf rhI hY. kMtrol kro kMtrol.” qy sfhmxy AunHF dy afpxy ds-ds, drjn-drjn bwcy sroiqaF ivc bYTy Kwp pfAux dy ivc msrUPL huMdy hn. pr AunHF nUM kMtrol kOx kry, kMtrol krn vflf pfpf qF styj qy bwbr sLyr dy vFg dhfV irhf huMdf hY. ieho ijhy nyqfvF qy iPLlmF vI bxdIaF hn aqy nftk vI, pr ieh iPr vI bfjL nhIN afAuNdy! ienHF dI pCfx koeI bfhlI aOKI nhIN, iZwz motf aqy srIr kuVqy pjfmy nfl Zikaf. aksr ieh ivhly hI huMdy hn pr hmysLf ibjLI Bfv ruwJy hoey ivKfeI idMdy hn. ienHF dy hwQ ivc mobfeIl aqy dUjf iesLfry krn leI irjLrv huMdf hY. ieh kMm koeI krdy nhIN, pr sB qoN vwD mfl hVwp kr jFdy hn. ienHF krky hI qF dysL df BwTf bYTf hoieaf hY. quhfzy ies klm GsIt sLfier ny ikMnf sohxf iliKaf hY, hr sLfK py nyqf bYTf hY, aMjfLmy ihMdusqF ikaf hogf! (ieh ivaMg asl nyqfvF qy nhIN, sgoNN afpxy afp nUM ‘lIzr’ khfAyux vfly cODr qy dOlq dy BuwKy iensfnF qy hY) sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

ieMgilsL ieMgilsL krdI nI mYN[[[[[[[‘ryjLI ‘ryjLI krdI nI mYN [[[[[[[[[ ---------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-----------------------------“aYh mwJ kI krdI ey?” cfcI ny Gr aMdr vVidaF hI puwiCaf. “Gfa nUM mUMh mfrdI peI ey.”mF QoVf soc ky bolI. “qy afpxI vwz[[[zI kuVI?” “Auh ‘gryjLI nUM mUMh mfrdI ey.” mF ny ptfk jvfb idwqf. mYN swcmuwc awjkwlH ‘gryjLI nUM hI mUMh mfrdI hF. mYN bfhr jfx leI keI hwQ pYr mfry. GridaF ny myry leI bfhr muMzy vyKx leI dUr dI mfsIaF, BfbIaF, mfmIaF, cfcIaF dy nfl KUb sfeIaF vDfeIaF lfeIaF pr ‘vDfeIaF’ df vylf nf afieaf. afKLr ijMmyvfrI myry moiZaF qy af peI. iksy qoN pqf lwgf qy mYN vI ‘aYgjLfm’ dyxy sLurU kr idwqy. tOiePLl, afeIlYt aqy jI[afr[eI[ vrgy tYst. pr ‘gryjLI nf afAuxI sI aqy nf afeI. Pyr kfl sYNtr jfwb dI sUh lwgI. EDr vI ‘trfeIaF’ mfrIaF. gwl nf bxnI sI, nf bxI. hIroien bxn leI vI KUb trfeIaF mfrIaF. afpxy lMmy vflF nUM iqlFjlI dy ky mYN iek iswDI sfdI pyNzU kuVI qoN pitaF vflI mym df sPLr sPLlqf sihq qYa kIqf. kmIjL slvfr Cwz ky jLIn, tI sLrt afid pihxn lwg geI. sLfm nUM gurduafry jf ky pfT krn dI QF klwb ivc jf ky zFs krnf myrf nym bx igaf. inwq nym dI QF qy zFs nym. awgy hr hPLqy vfl DoNdI aqy qyl lgf ky sMvfrdI sI. hux hPLqy ivc cfr vfr kitMg krvfAux leI jFdI hF. hux qF vfl aYn kwt krvf idwqy hn, bvfie kwt! mfwz bxn leI mYN KOLry ikhVy ikhVy pfpV vyly. pr prnflf AuQy df AuQy hI hY. hF, Kud jLrUr pfpV vrgI bx geI hF. mYN aMgryjLI aiDafpk kol koicMg stfrt kIqI. qy Ausny mYnUM lgfqfr pVfAuxf sLurU kr idwqf. mYN ‘mhIny Br ivc ‘gryjLI iswKo’ nF dI ikqfbVI KrId leI. do mhIny lf ky mYN vI ikqfb dy pihly do pMny Xfd kr ley. pihly pfT, ijhVf ik pihly idn dy leI sI, dy do pMny. Pyr agly iqMn ku mhIinaF ivc pUrf jLor lf ky mYN pihly idn df pfT pUrf mukMml kr ilaf. dUjy idn df vI agly Cy mhIny dy aMdr aMdr Bog pY igaf. myrI Xfd krn dI spIz bVI qyjL sI. zyZ mhIny dy aMdr aMdr CotI ‘ey bI sI’ Xfd kr leI, qy vwzI nUM msF mhInf lwgf. awKLr BfvyN vwzy sI, iPr vI koeI Kfs idwkq nf afeI. sfzy mfstr jI ny qF pihly pfT nUM Xfd krn leI hI sLfied pUrf sfl lfieaf sI. mYN qF

sfl ivc pihly do pfT qoqy vFg rt ley sn. ‘gurU ijnHF dy twpxy’ khfvq aYvyN hI QoVy iksy ny GVI ey. kihMNdy huMdy ny beI ijDr jF ijwQy imwTf hoey, mwKIaF AuQy hI bYTdIaF ny. KLOry ‘gryjLI ‘c sfnUM ikhVI imTfs idsI ik mF bolI ivsfr ky prfeI mF dI buwkl c jf bYTy. Pr ieh ivdysLI sOqylI mF hfsy TwTy vyly eI sfQ dyNdI ey. Auh vI kdy kdy. jd KUB hwsxf hoey jF KUb roxf hoey qF mF bolI awgy Jukxf pYNdf ey. mF dy isrhfxy bYTxf pYNdf hY. prsoN mYN shuM Kf leI beI jy bolxI ey qF ‘gryjLI, nhIN qF bolxf nI. pr jd isr qy afeI qF ‘gryjLI ny qF bhuVxf nhIN sI qy nf hI bhuVI. kihMdy ny iZWz nfloN gozy awgy nhIN huMdy qy ivcfrI pMjfbI mF hI bhuVI, “hfey mF!” mYN sLuwD pMjfbI ivc bolI. iehI hfl myrI shylI df sI, jd 106 drjy df buKLfr sI qF hmysLf ‘gryjLI dI pUCV PVI rwKx vflI mndIp qoN monf bxI myrI shylI ‘hfey mYN mrjLF! pfxI!!” dI afvfjL dy rhI sI. mYNnUM pUrI qrHF Xfd hY ik iek idn iesy monf ny myry nfl sLrq lf leI ik mYnUM koeI pMjfbI bulvf ky nhIN idKF skdf. hOstl dy ivc Aus idn Auh myry kmry ivc hI suwqI aqy svyr dy smyN jd Auh GUk suwqI hoeI sI qF mYN pfxI dI iek bfltI Br ky Ausdy mUMh qy Tfh mfrI qy monf cIkI, “E mF! mYnUM bcf” sLfied Aus nUM afpxI mF (bolI) cyqy af geI sI, ijs nUM Auh bulf ky bcfAux leI afK rhI sI, aMgryjLI qoN bcfAux dy leI! KrbUjy nUM dyK ky KrbUjf rMg PVdf hI hY aqy myry qy vI ‘gryjLI iswKx df BUq svfr ho igaf. aMgryjLI iswKx dy leI mYN vI hwQ pYr mfrxy afrMB kr idwqy. gwlF gwlF dy ivc gryjLI GotxI sLurU kr idwqI. iek idn butIk qy bYTI sI qF iek Pon afieaf. mYN Pon cuwk ky kMn nfl lf ilaf. gfhkxF bYTIaF sn pr mYN AunHF dy sfhmxy nMbr bxfAux dy leI tuwtI PuwtI ‘gryjLI JfVxI sLurU kr idwqI. hF, hF kihx dI QF qy ‘jHf, jHf’ krdI rhI aqy pqf AudoN lwgf jd myrI ‘jfh jfh’ sux ky sB gfhkxF clIaF gieaf. hux jy iksy nUM qusIN vfr vfr jfh jfh khI jfEgy, qF agly ny jfxf hI hY. sfry sfzy vrgy bysLrm QoVf eI huMdy ny! iek vfr qF hwd hI ho geI. sfzy muhwly dy ivc mrdm sLumfrI krn vfly afey qf AunHF ny puwiCaf, “qy qusIN bolI ikhVI boldy ho?” ieDr EDr dyK ky (ik koeI dyK qF nhIN irhf) mYN jvfb idwqf, “aMgryjLI! koeI sLwk?” qy nfl hI svfl vI kr idwqf, ijs dy AuWqr ivc mrdm sLumfrI vfly ny aMgryjLI dy ivc kuJ afiKaf, jo ik mYnUM smJ nf lwgf. aYny nUM gvFZIaF dI nUMh vI AuQy af geI sI. so afpxI byiewjLqI hox dy zroN mYN aMgryjLI dy ivc gF df lyK hI AusnUM suxf idwqf jo ik kdy swqvI dy ivc Xfd kIqf sI. pr mrdm sLumfrI vfly ny AuqoN ieh afK ky mYnUM pfxI pfxI kr idwqf, “mYnUM qusIN gF df lyK ikEN suxf rhy ho?” clo hux mYN QoVf suDr geI hF. mF bolI pRqI ipafr jfigaf hY. rfq geI, bfq geI. ieh soc ky mn smJf lYNdI hF. pr qusF mF bolI qoN kdy nfqf nF qoVxf! plIjL. sOrI, nhIN nhIN, mfPL krnf, ikrpf krky myrI gwl mMn lYxf! sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

rwb JUT hI bulfey! sfzy dysL dy pRiswD dysL Bgq mhfqmf gFDI dy bfry sB nUM pqf ey ik AunHF ny afpxI svY-jIvnI ‘swc nfl kuJ qjrby’ ilKI sI aqy ies pusqk dy ivc AunHF afpxI ijMdgI dy kuJ swcy qjrby Bfv anuBv drj kIqy sn, qy swc dy pujfrI dI ieh pusqk KUb ivkI sI. AudoN sqXug sI, sqXug hI hovygf, jo swc iliKaf igaf aqy ivikaf vI aqy pRiswD vI hoieaf aqy swc df pujfrI vI KUb pRiswD hoieaf. pr awj qy Gor klXug hY, klXug df smF hY, aijhI hflq dy ivc qF isrPL JUT hI ivkdf hY. so gFDI jI qoN AuqsLfhq ho ky asF ny vI afpxI ijMdgI dy kuJ JUTy qjrby ilKx dI shuM KfDI. BfvyN ik kYst qF asIN puwTI hI Gumf rhy hF. klm cuwkI aqy ‘JUT dy nfl myry qjrby’ ilKy, jo ik quhfzy hwQ ivc hn. XkIn jfxnf ieh qjrby aYn JUTy hn, rwb JUT hI bulfey! swc nUM nf koeI suxdf hY, nf pVdf hY aqy nf hI ilKdf hY. qy asIN vI jLmfny dy nfl cwl rhy hF! JUT bolxf iek klf hY, adf hY, qknIk hY. ‘kUV iPry pRDfn’ df jLmfnf hY ijs dy ivc swc bolxf iek Bolfpx hY, byvkUPLI hY, nfsmJI hY. sqXug dy bfpU gFDI jI ny qF afpxI pusqk dy ivc swc dy nfl afpxy anuBv sFJy kIqy hn pr awj JUT df bolbflf hY. swc imrcF qy JUT guV. JUT bol, kUV qol, nf rhy QuV, qy nf koeI Gft. pMjy nhIN, dsy AuNglF iGE ivc hoxgIaF. qy 'kwlf isr nhIN, qusIN sfry hI kVfhI ivc hovogy. AuNglF kI, qusIN sfry hI iGE dy ivc hovogy, ieh BfvyN vwKrI gwl hY ik iGE nklI hovygf. hor quhfnUM aslI iGE imlygf? bfjLfr ivc aslI kI imldf hY? hor qF hor, jLihr vI

aslI nhIN imldf. ‘aslI’ kih ky nklI vyicaf jFdf hY.sLuwD nklI! qy iGE grm hovygf, ik TMZf, rwb jfxy! ies dunIaF dy ivc isrPL do qrHF dy iensfn hn, swc bolx vfly aqy swc nf bolx vfly Bfv swc dy pujfrI aqy JUT dy pujfrI. vkflq, nyqfigrI aqy pulIs dIaF dukfnF JUT dy nfl hI cwldIaF hn. ichry qy JUT df iek mKOtf pihx lvo, qusIN smfn qF kI Kud vI ivk jfEgy. awj df jLmfnf qF aYn ‘gFh lMiGaf hoieaf hY. kdy kwpVy pihx ky, mykawp krky, lMmI guwq krky aiBnyqrIaF drsLkF nUM lwtU bxfAuNdIaF sn. pr awj qF kwpVy Auqfrx df Xug hY. ibknI df Xug hY. iZwz Brn dy leI iZwz nMgf krnf pYNdf hY! grIbxF grIbI krky nMgIaF ny, aqy amIrjLfdIaF PYsLn krky. kwpVy pfAux df smF nhIN, vfl sMvfrx df vI smF nhIN. guwqF qF kI vfl vI muMn ky mymF bxdIaF hn aqy iPLlmF dy ivc nklI guwqF lf ky ‘myrI guwq ny pvfVy pfey, ikwQy rwKF sFB eys nUM.’ df gIq gfAuNdIaF hn. Blf, ibAUtIsLIan dI zst ibwn dy ivc sFBI qF peI hY! ieh nklI guwq qF sLUitMg huMdy sfr inrdysLk dy ‘vYintI bfks’ df isMLgfr bx jfvygI. kiihMdy ny jy iksy aflock nUM shI qy shI aqy gLlq nUM gLlq kihxf cfhIdf hY. pr jy kvI sfihb swc suxn dy leI iqafr hI nf hox aqy bws cmcf igrI dy leI hI sfihqk pusqk qy aflocnf smfroh rwKx qF aijhy smfgm dy ivc swc bolx dI koisLsL krn vfly myry ijhy klm GsIt df kI hovygf, aMdfjLf lgfAuxf musLkl nhIN hY. KUb AuBry hoey AudXogpqI pr AuBr rhy sLFier GsItf rfm jI dI pihlI pusqk dI GuMz cukfeI dy mOky qy sfnUM vI bulfieaf igaf sI qF asIN AusdI aYvyN aYNvy pRsMsf kr idwqI sI. koeI rcnf qF pVI nhIN sI, AunHF dI. soicaf, AudXog dy ivc mfhr ny, klm dy ivc vI Gwt nhIN hoxy, pr jd pusqk coN motI ijhI ingfh lMGfeI qF inrfsLf hI pwly peI. aflocnf smfroh qy phuMcy Zyr sfry lyKkF dy ivc sfzf vI nMbr sI aqy sI vI igafrvFH. pihly ds aflockF ny qF GsItf jI dI ‘pihlI hI ajLIm sLfhkfr pusqk’ nUM ‘dIvfny gfilb’ df drjf dy ky sLfier jI aYnf pMp kr idwqf ik AunHF df iZwz soPLy qoN bfhr vwl afAux lwgf qy Auh swqvyN afsmfn qoN hyTF afAux qoN nfm hI nf lYx! ijEN ijEN aflock af af ky bwukl ivc roVI BMndy rhy, AuBr cwuky AudXogpqI qoN AuBr rhy sLfier df lybl lgfAux leI qrlomwCI sLfier GsItf rfm jI Puwl Pwul kuwpf qoN kwupVf bxdy gey. qy Pyr mOkf imilaf eys klm GsIt nUM. zridaF zridaF rsmI qOr qy QoVI JUTI pRsMsf krn dy bfad jd iek vwzI qknIkI gLlqI nUM ‘quwC ijhI gLlqI’ kihx dI gLlqI kr leI, juarq kr leI qF sLfier jI df hwQ ijs dy ivc klm Jul rhI sI, df iek GsuMn bx igaf aqy Ausdy ‘msl aYNz mnI’ pfvr dy nfl lYs smrQk myry vwl ieMj vDy ijvyN ikqy kFgrs dy kYNp dy ivc Bfjpf nyqf vV igaf hovy, jF BfjpfeI smfroh dy ivc kFgrsI isLrkq kr dyvy! lwgy rPLlF syDx myry qy! agly smfgm dy ivc nf inEqf imlx dI afs sI qy nf hI imilaf. dUjy sfihqkfrF nUM zrf Dmkf ky myry ivrwuD BVkf idwqf, aKy ieh qF cMgy Bly dI lfh ky rwK idMdf hY, ies nUM bulf kyu qF afpxI bykdrI hI krvfEgy. smJdfr sfihqkfr smJ gey aqy bfkIaF nUM GsuMn jF DMn dy shfry afpxy pfsy krky myry ivroDI bxf idwqf. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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Poto vI lfE jI iksy dysL df nfm lY lvo. ajy vI AuQy lokF nUM kfnUMn dI pflxf krnI pYNdI hY. sVk qy shI spIz dy ivc gwzI dOVfxI pYNdI hY. dyKxf pYNdf hY beI gwzI afvfjL pRdUsLx jF vfXU pRdUsLx qF nhIN PYlf rhI? bfhF PYlf ky sVk qy qurx smyN vyKxf pYNdf hY ik bfhF dUijaF dy qF nhIN vwjdIaF. qurn vfly nUM vhIklF vfilaF df aqy vhIklF vfilaF nUM pYdl jfx vfilaF df iKLafl rwKxf pYNdf hY. pr sfzy ihMdusqfn dy ivc aijhI koeI bMdsL nhIN. qF hI qF hfdisaF dy ivc vI sfzf nMbr dunIaF dy ivc nMbr iek hY. dUjy dysLF dy ivc qF amIrF nUM grIbF nfl iensfnF vfg pysL afAuxf pYNdf hY. iensfn nUM iensfn smJxf pYNdf hY. nyqfvF nUM votrF nUM iensfn smJxf pYNNdf hY, jdik sfzy Bfrq mhfn dy ivc hr nyqf nUM pUrI pUrI afjLfdI hY ik Auh votr nUM ‘Byz bwkrIaF’ smJ ky AunHF df sLosLx kry. coxF dy idnF dy ivc vfady aqy dfavy krn dy bfad, pMj sfl AunUF nUM lwuty aqy afpxy Gr nUM Bry. dUjy dysLF dy ivc ieMÖ ikQy? ipsqOl df GoVf nwpx qoN pihlF do vfr socxf pYNdf hY. Bfrq dy ivc qF GoVf nwpx qoN bfad vI koeI Kfs icMqf dI loV nhIN, jy quhfzy kol ‘pfvr’ hY qF! dukfndfrF nUM vI ieQy pUrI afjLfdI hY. gfhkF nUM dohIN hwQIN lwutx dI pUrI KulH hY, pUrI afjLfdI hY. jy cfhux qF cfry hwQF nfl vI lwut skdy hn. rwb ny hwQ hI do idwqy hn. AuNÖ bMdsL koeI nhIN hY. Kurfk ivBfg dI jyB grm kro aqy cfhy imTfeI vyco aqy BfvyN jLihr, koeI rokx vflf nhIN, tokx vflf nhIN. koeI iqEhfr hovy, koeI qrfsdI, mOkf pCfxn vfly mOkf hwQoN nhIN KuMÖx idMdy. PMz iekwqr kr ky vgdI gMgf dy ivc hwQ DoNdy hn. iek do PLIsdI srkfry drbfry Byj ky bfkI df jyb dy ivc Byj idwqf jFdf hY. KusLI dy mOky qy vI lgBg iehI isDFq dI pflxf kIqI jFdI hY. motI rfsLI spurd-ey-jyB krn dy bfad bfkI dI lokF nUM KvfAux Kfx qy KLrc idwqI jFdI hY. ihsfb iks ny lYxf hY? iBRsLtfcfr dy mfmly ivc sfzy dysL df nMbr vI kfPLI awgy hY. ipwCy ijhy iek kOmFqrI srvy dy ivc ivsLv dy ivc iBRsLtfcfr dy KLyqr dy ivc CyNvF sQfn hfsl krn qoN pqf lwgdf hY ik Gwto Gwt ies Kyz dy ivc qF sfzy iBRsLt iKzfrI PfzI nhIN hn. CyqI hI pihlf sQfn hfsl krFgy asIN, ies gwl df sfnUM pUrf pUrf XkIn hY. dUjy dysLF dy mukfbly idn ds guxI aqy rfq sO guxI qrwkI krdy hoey, ies KLyqr dy ivc CpwVy mfrdy, CflF mfrdy awgy hI awgy jf rhy hF aqy iek qoN bfad iek iBRsLt ichrf pysL kr rhy hF. rfjsI nyqfvF aqy srkfrI aPLsrF ny ies KLyqr dy ivc KUb muhfrq hfsl kIqI hY aqy nvIaF ivigafnk qknIkF dI vrqoN krky ‘gurU ijnHF dy twpxy, cyly jfx CVwp’ dI khfvq nUM JUT nf sfbq hox dI shuM Kf ky afpxy mfVy hunr, aigafn aqy koJy anuBv df pUrf lfB AuTf rhy hn. swcmuwc, sfnUM ienHF qy mfx hY, iehI sfzy dysL dI sLfn hn, afn hn, jfn hn! afbfdI dy mfmly dy ivc vI ‘bfby dI Puwl ikrpf’ hY. lflU dI pfeI iprq nUM qoVx dy leI anykF nyqfvF ny bIVf AuTfieaf jfpdf hY. lflU dy ds, aflU dy vIh, kcflU dy qIh. bwcy mn dy swcy huMdy hn aqy so ieh ijLafdf hI cMgy hn. aijhy mMqrF qy aml krn vfly sfzy dysL dy lokF dI soc dI dfd dyxI bxdI hY. qF hI qF ies afjLfdI df lfB AuTf ky asIN ies KLyqr dy ivc vI dUjy dysLF qoN keI keI kdm awgy hF. vrnf dUjy KLyqrF dy ivc qF jfpfn, isMÕfpur vrgy dysL hI sfzI awzI nhIN lwgx idMdy. kMm corI dI vI sfnUM KUb afjLfdI hY. sfzf mMqr vI ajIb hY, “afj krnf so kwlH kr, kwlH krnf so prsoN. ieqnI vI ikaf kfhlI hY, jb pVy hY brsoN.” CuwtIaF vI byaMq hn. tIcr zy, ivmn zy, Pfdr zy, mdr zy, aqy bfkI sYcr zy jF mMzy, sfzy leI qF hr idn hI sMzy hY. iks iks dI gwl krIey, sfrf afvf hI AUiqaf hoieaf hY, afjLfd hY, afjLfdI dy jsLn mnf irhY. hr idn sfzf CuwtI vrgf hY. sfzy hPLqy dy ivc swq aYqvfr huMdy hn. iniqsL kumfr jd ryl mMqrI sn qF AunHF ny rylvy plytPfrmF qy Cfpy mfr ky ies swcfeI qoN prdf AuTfieaf. anykF stysLnF qy krmcfrI dPLqrI kMm krn dI QF qy suwqy pey sn. AunHF df kMm idhfVI qy rwKy idhfVIdfr kr rhy sn. qnKLfh koeI hor lvy, qy nOkrI koeI hor kry. AunHF ny jo kMm krnf sI, Auh kIqf hoieaf sI. aOKf kMm qF nOkrI lYxf sI, Auh kIqf hoieaf hY. KLYr! rylvy vfilaF nUM bwuqf sfrx leI idhfVIdfrF dI mdd lYxI pYNdI hY. pr qfimlnfZU dy ivc ishq mMqrI jI ny ishq ivBfg dy anykF kyNdrF qy Cfpy mfr ky vyiKaf ik zfktr jF qF inwjI pRYkits kr rhy sn, jF dPLqrF dy ivc GurfVy mfr rhy sn aqy jF gfieb sn. ieQy qF idhfVIdfr rwKx dI vI loV nhIN. ies df kfrx dwsx dI loV nhIN. afjLfdI ijMdfbfd hY! dMgy PLsfd krn dI aYnI afjLfdI Blf ikQy lwBxI hY? iek vfr iek nyqf dI murgI gvfc geI. Aus ny dUjy nyqf dI ibwlI qy dosL Tok idwqf, beI eys dI njLr myry murgy qy bVI dyr qoN sI, mOkf imlidaF hI ingl geI. ieh JUT inglx Xog qF nhIN sI, pr iPr vI Dwky dy nfl nyqf jI ny sLihr dy ivc hVqfl krvf idwqI sI. afKLr AunHF dI srkfry drbfry vI KUb cwldI sI. sB dukfrdfrF ny zrdy mfry dukfnF bMd rwKIaF. nyqf jI dI murgI mrI ik nhIN, rwb jfxy pr ienHF dI iek idn dI rojLI jLrUr mr geI. ijnHF ny dukfnF bMd krn qoN cUMa cFa kIqI, AunHF qy pfrtI vrkrF ny lfTIcfrj kr idwqf. keI QF qy BMn qoV aqy mfr kwut vI hoeI. dMgy BVk pey. awT ds mfry gey, qy ds guxF jLKmI ho gey. qIjy idn nyqf jI dy zbl bYWz dy hyTF aMizaF qy bYTI murgI lwB geI. nyqf jI ny ‘kuJ lokF’ dI aduwqI sLhfdq ajFeIN murgI rUpI BMg dy BfVy jfx qoN muafPLI mMgI aqy nfl hI aglI vfr aijhf hox qy, hVqfl dy ‘hukm’ qoN pihlF sI[afeI[bI[jFc krvfAux df Brosf idwqf, dfavf kIqf. ieh vI ikhf ik pfrtI PMz Gwt hox krky ies vfr qF muafvjLf dyx dI siQqI ivc Auh nhIN hn, pr aglI vfr aijhf hox qy muafvjLf dyx leI pihlF hI pfrtI vrkrF nUM PMz iekwqr krn df hukm suxf idwqf. iek

pwqrkfr ny nyqf jI qoN svfl puwCx leI iejLfjLq mMgI qF nyqf jI iKVKVf ky hws pey, “Pyr kdI”, pr ies ‘gMvfr hfsy’ dy ivcN ‘icVIaF dI mOq’ df koeI asr nhIN sI idK irhf. iehI qF afjfdI df pRqwK pRmfx hY. afjLfdI lYx dy leI bos jI ny ‘qusIN mYnUM Kun idE, mYN quhfnUM afjLfdI dyvFgf’ df nfarf idwqf sI. afjLfdI qF iml geI pr KUn df lYx dyx Ausy qrHF jfrI hY. afKLr Bfrq iek Drm inrpwK dysL hY aqy hr Drm nUM pRcfr dy leI dMigaF dI loV hY. nhIN qF pdfrQvfdI Xug dy ivc Drm qF sB qoN ipClI sIt qy hI bYTdf hY. muMizaF nUM kuVIaF CyVx dI KUb afjLfdI hY. qF hI Auqny muMzy iek ‘muMizaF dy kflj’ ivc nhIN idKfeI idMdy, ijMny ik kuVIaF dy kfljF dy gytF dy awgy idKfeI idMdy hn. kflj jfx smyN jF vfps afAux smyN ienFH ‘afsLkF’ dIaF zfrF sVkF dy duafly AunHF nUM KusLfmdId, alivdf kihx dy leI KVIaF ivKfeI idMdIaF hn. ieh Kfxf Kfxf Buwl skdy hn, pr kuVI nUM GroN kflj qwk aqy vfpsI smyN vfps Gr qwk Cwz ky afAuxf nhIN Buwl skdy. afpxIaF BYxF df ienFH nUM koeI iKLafl nhIN huMdf. iehnF nUM sLfied ieh nhIN pqf huMdf ik koeI ‘ienHF vrgf’ ienHF dIaF BYxF nUM vI! AuNj kuVIaF vI koeI Gwt nhIN hn, krImF, kilwp jF kfjl KrIdx dy smyN qF kdy kMjUsI nhIN krdIaF, pr kwpiVaF dI vfrI afAux qy ienHF dy prsF dy ivc pYsy muwk jFdy hn aqy awD kjIaF hI kflj phuMc jFdIaF hn. mfipaF dy vloN vI ienHF nUM KUb afjLfdI iml jFdI hY. cuMnI dupwtf qF sLihrF dy ivc aidwK hI huMdf jf irhf hY. sLfied iksy ajfieb Gr dy ivc jLrUr iml jfvy. sfry kflj hI ‘afksPorz’ bxy lwgdy hn. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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grmIaF dIaF CwutIaF sn. CfvyN bYTf aKLbfr pVH irhf sI ik njLr iek KLbr qy atk geI. dunIaF ivc AuWlUaF dI igxqI lgfqfr Gt rhI hY. mYN iekdm nyqf sRI AuWlU pRsfd jI df Pon KVkfieaf. GMtI KVkx sfr nyqf jI ny Pon cuwikaf qy boly, “dwso jnfb, AuWlU bol irhf hF!” mYN iekdm lwgy Jtky qoN sMBilaf, qy smwisaf dwsI qF nyqf jI hwsy qy mYnUM JfVx lwgy, “lE kI pfp krn zhy ho sfjHry-sfjHry! Auh vI sfzy snmuwK. AuWlU Gt rhy ny aKy. AuWlU qF sgoN vD rhy ny. qy ies gwl df ishrf sfnUM jFdf hY. sB nUM qF AuWlU bxfeI jFdy hF. aYny vfady qy dfavy kIqy coxF vyly, qy mMqrI vI bx gey, pr kIqf koeI vfadf pUrf, nhIN nFh? ikMny AuWlU bxf idwqy, ieko cutkI dy nfl. QoVI AuzIk hor kro[[[[[[ votF df mOsm afAux eI vflf ey. hor AuWlU bxfvFgy, Qok dy Bfa. vfadf irhf. ieh mYN solF afny swc afhxF aF, AuWlU nHI bxf irhf Qozf.” qy mYN irsIvr hyTF rwiKaf. pr sLwk kfhdf ijsdf ielfj hI lwB igaf. mn c rihMd KUMhd sI aqy mYN sfeIkl nUM awzI lfeI qy jf puwjf skUl. soc irhf sI, sLfied skUl c koeI iml jfvy. pr skUl ivc vI AuWlU bol rhy sn[[[[[[[[[. mYnUM nyqf jI dI bfxI shI jfpI. skUl dy ruwKF vwl vyK ky mYnUM iekbfl df iek sLyar cyqy afieaf, “hr sLfK py AuWlU bYTf hY!” pr idl mMnx df nF nf ley. skUl KulHidaF mYN afpxf AuWlU iswDf krn leI iek pihlI jmfq nUM pYNqI suxfAux leI ikhf. A, AuWlU! Ausny afiKaf. mYN afiKaf, “AuWlU alop ho gey ny. A, AUT ikhf kro.” bwcy ny dihlf mfiraf, mYN koeI nihlf qF mfiraf nhIN sI, iPr vI Aus df guwsf dyKx vflf sI, “ikhVf AuWlU df pwTf kihMdf ey. dyK lE, sfry bwicaF dy kYidaF ivc AuWlU ey.” qy Ausny afpxf kfiedf myrIaF awKF ivc vfV idwqf. mYN afpxIaF motIaF aYnkF ivc dI vyKx dI koisLsL kridaF ikqfb nUM aYn awKF nfl hI lf ilaf sI, ik mYnUM jfipaf ijvyN bwcf kih irhf hovy, “AuWlU nUM dINhdf vI nHI.” qy lwgf ijvyN tIcr nUM itwcr krdf hovy, “rfq nUM vyKIN.” mYnUM hux pUrf XkIn ho igaf sI beI AuWlUaF dy alop hox dI KLbr JUTI hY. mYN nyqf jI nUM afpxI ikqfb dI GuwMz cukfeI dy mOky qy bulfieaf. nyqf jI ny pihlF qF kuJ nhIN puiCaf pr ikqfb df GuMz cuwikaf qF ikqfb df tfeItl dyK ky AunHF dy imrcf lVx lwgIaF, “irhf nFh AuWlU df AuWlU. sfzI AuWlU nfl qulnf kr rhy ho. ies df tfeItl bdlo. “hr sLfK py ‘nyqf’ bYTf hY” nhIN cwlxf. AuWlU kro AuWlU.” mYN swcmuwc AuWlU bx igaf sF sLfied! awKF dI bImfrI ny bVf qMg kIqf sI. skUl ivc bwicaF dy sfhmxy sLrimMdf hoxf ipaf sI. so mYN bfbf AuWlU sLfh jI dy zyry puwjf. hor vI anykF lok sn AuQy. bfbf jI sB nUM AuWlU bxf rhy sn. mYN vI bfbf jI kol puwjf qy afpxI smwisaf dwsI. bfbf jI ny ‘aYzvFs kYsL pyamYNt’ mMgI qy pYsy Ptf Pt jyb ivc suwtidaF dUjy KIsy coN puVI kwZ ky myry hvfly kr idwqI. mYN pfsy qy ho ky afpxy awKF dy ivc dvf pfeI, pr myrI njLr hor DuMdlI ho geI. muV bfbf jI nUM arjL kIqI, qF bfbf jI boly, “sLfm qwk sB TIk ho jfeygf.” ijEN ijEN sLfm huMdI geI, bfbf jI dy bol shI huMdy njLr afAux lwgy, njLr sfPL hox lwgI. rfq nUM vI aYn idn vFg idsx lwgf. hnyry ivc vI mYnUM AuWlU dy vFg idsx lwgf. mYN bfbf jI dy KUb sohly gfey. ijEN hI svyr hoeI, mYN AuiTaf, lwK vfr awKF ivc iCwty mfry, pr njLr DuMdlI qy aspwsLt hI nhIN, nFh vrgI sI. pihlF mYN bfbf jI vwl jfx dI slfh bxfeI. acfnk sfrf mfmlf myrI smJ ‘c af igaf. bfbf jI ny mYNnUM AuWlU bxfieaf sI. myry mUMhoN afp muhfry alPfjL inkly, “AuWlU AuWlU krdI nI mYN afpy AuWlU hoeI.” swcfeI qF ieh hY ik AWlU iek bhuq hI isafxf pMCI huMdf hY, ijs nUM pwCm dy ivc iek isLkfrI pMCI mMinaF jfdf hY jo ik sUrjvMsLI pMCI iewl qoN vI vwD isafxf huMdf hY, BfvyN ik AuWlU iek cMdrvMsLI pMCI hY. ieh XUnfn dI isafxp dI dyvI aYQInf df pRqIinD vI hY aqy ies krky ies nUM KUb mfnqf idwqI jFdI hY. Bfrq dy ivc AuWlU nUM mUrK pMCI mMnx df iek vwzf kfrx ieh vI hY ik ieh mF lksLmI dyvI df vfhn hY, aqy dOlq hmysLf nfjLfiejL ZMgF dy nfl hI iekwqr kIqI jFdI hY. AuNj qF lksLmI hmysLf sLuwD mnF ivc hI invfs krdI hY pr jd ieh AuWlU dI svfrI krdI idKfeI idMdI hY qF Auh dOlq dy iBRsLtfcfr df sMkyq bxdI hY. ies leI Bfrq dy ivc AuWlU mUrKqf, bdsUrqI aqy bdiksmqI df pRqIk hY. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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anpVqf ijMdfbfd -----------------------------pRo: aYc aYs izMpl-------------------------kuJ nOjvfn ‘kflj bMd kro, jF nOkrIaF kwZo’ dy nfary bulMd kr rhy sn. AunHF df nyqf AuWcI afvfjL ivc ‘anpVqf ijMdfbfd’, ‘anpVqf ijMdfbfd’ df rfg alfp irhf sI aqy bfkI Aus dI rIso rIs iehI vfk duhrf rhy sn. KUb rOlf gOlf mwicaf hoieaf sI. qIaF vrgI rOxk sI. mYN vI ies ros mfrc dy ivc jf viVaf aqy jf ky ies rYlI dy pRDfn dy hwQoN Auh prcf ipCoN dI corI iKwc ilaf, ijs qoN pV ky Aus ny BfsLx dyxf sI. Auh aqy Ausdy sfQI ipCy ipCy aqy jnfb klm GsIt, quhfzy dfs lyKk sfihb jI awgy awgy. anpV hox krky mYN qF AunHF nUM ckmf dyx dy ivc sPLl irhf pr Auh ivcfry lwg gey bihs krn, iek dUjy qy ieljLfm lgfAux, qUM AusnUM nhIN PiVaf, qUM prcf hwQoN Kuhfieaf eI ikEN? qy iehI prcf hux quhfzI syvf dy ivc hfjLr kr irhf hF. myry ivaMgF dy ivc qF ivaMgF vflI koeI gwl nhIN huMdI pr aYh pVy ilKy byrujLgfr duKIaF df aYlfnnfmf sLfied quhfzy kMn kuJ KolH sky, Kfs krky srkfr dy aqy srkfrI bMidaF dy. bfkI ‘mudeI lfK burf (jF cMgf) cfhy, ikXf hoqf hY. hoqf vhI hY, jo mnjLUr-ey-Kudf hoqf hY.” pV ky iehI jvfn nOkrIaF mMgxgy aqy nOkrIaF qF awgy hI hY nhIN qy ieh byrujLgfr dI qKqI gl ivc ltkf ky kdI ieDr qy kdI EDr iPrngy. iPr hwQIN kwK BMn ky dUhrf krnf vI afpxI byiewjLqI smJx lwgxgy, ijvyN ik awj kwlH dy izgrI jF izplomf holzr krdy hn. ieh pVy ilKy anpV hn, ikENik skUlF kfljF dy ivc ‘gyVy kwZ ky afAux’ vfly ijLafdfqr ividak sMsQfvF dy ivc sYr krn, smF lMGfAux jF afsLkI krn jFdy hn aqy pyprF dy idnF dy ivc ‘AuNgl tyZI krky’ iGE kwZ lYNdy hn. nkl mfr ky AusqfdI krdy hn. aijhy pVy ilKy anpVF nfloN qF anpV hI sO, hjLfr guxF ibhqr hn. Gwto Gwt kMm krn qoN sLrmfAuNdy qF nhIN. sB kuJ afAuNdy hox df Pokf qy JUTf dfavf qF nhIN krdy. KOry ikEN srkfr nUM anpVqf nUM lgfm lfAux df ieMnf cfa ciVaf hoieaf hY. Blf srkfr nUM kI loV ey lokF dIaF smwisafvF ‘c vfDf krn df. awgy musIbqF Gwt ny jo horF nUM swdf dy rhy hn, jI afieaF nUM, vYlkm, KusLfmdId afK rhy hn. Blf jy lok pV ilK gey qF lohVf af jfxf ey. hF, jy iksy nUM pV ilK ky nOkrI iml geI qF iPr CokrI vI imlygI qy iPr Gr ivc muMzf jMmx qy lohVI qF sLfied af jfvy, pr aijhy cfns bhuq Gwt hn, iek qy jF awDf, afty c lUx qy jF Auh vI nhIN, pr lohVf qF Pyr vI nhIN afAuxf……… aYvyN sfrI dunIaF pVfeI dy mgr peI hoeI hY. kI ipaf ey pVx pVfx dy ivc. mYnUM qF srkfr hI bfvrI hoeI jfpdI ey, aKy pVfeI df psfr krnf hY. kI rwiKaf ey ienHF pVfeIaF pVUeIaF dy ivc? smJ nhIN afAuydI. aYvyN AuWc isiKaf, pRfiemrI isiKaf aqy mYzIkl isiKaf dy ipCy hwQ-mUMh Do ky pey hoey ny. mYnUM bxfE nFh pRDfn mMqrI jF isiKaf mMqrI, qy mYN lfvFgf pfbMdI pVfeIaF qy. aYvyN pVx pVx lfeI ey. srkfr vI kmlI ey. beI jy nOkrIaF nhIN qF pVfAyx df kI Pfiedf. afpxy kflj ikhVf amrIkI skUlF vrgy hn, ijQy kflj dy ivc koeI ivrlf hI jFdf hY aqy jo jFdf hY Auh aYn isry df bxky hI inkldf hY. asIN hjLfrF dI igxqI dy ivc bwicaF nUM kfljF dI sYr df mOkf idMdy hF, pr kI AuhnF nUM aYnI isiKaf jF isKLlfeI idMdy hF, ijs dy nfl Auh afpxy pYrF qy KV skx, kuJ kr skx. nhIN? Pyr pVfAyux df kI PFiedf. kfgjLI sLyr iks df isLkfr krngy? ikMnf cMgf hovy jy dysL df hr sKsL anpV hovy. nf koeI rOlf, nf koeI gOlf, nf nOkrI dI mMg aqy nf bMd aqy nf hVqflF[[[[[[[[[[[. ies dy nfl amn sLFqI brkrfr rhygI aqy kfnUMn jF anusLfsLn dI koeI smwisaf vI pYdf nhIN hovygI. pVy ilKy lok afpxy hwkF dy leI lVxgy, hwk mMgxgy aqy jdojihd krny. afKLr cyqMn iensfn hI hwkF dy leI duhfeI idMdf hY. so, sfzI ieh isPLirsL hY ik kflj aqy skUl bMd kIqy jfx aqy ienHF dI QF qy kuJ hor KolHo.

nyqfvF nUM vI lokF nUM anpV rwKx dy ivc hI BlfeI hY. anpVF nUM sOKf Brmfieaf jf skdf hY aqy ipCy lfieaf jf skdf hY. pVy ilKy lok soc ivcfr ky votF pfAuxgy. Auh Kud vI votF dy ivc KVx df jyrf kr skdy hn aqy ies dy nfl nyqfvF nUM afpxI kursI df iPLkr vwZ vwZ ky sqfAux lwgygf. pVy ilKy cyqMn lok dfj dI ivroDqf krngy aqy ies dy nfl ivafh dy mfmilaF dy ivc vI smwisaf afvygI. keI brfqF nUM sbk isKfAux dy leI vfps moV idwqf jfvygf aqy ies qrHF kuVIaF dy ivafhF dy ivc hor smwisaf afvygI. muMzy vfly vI pihlF sLrqF rwiKaf krngy, “vyK lE, jy brfq vfps moVI qF. awgy sfzf muMzf bfrHF vfr KLflI hwQ afieaf hY. qyrHHF asLuB huMdf hY. hux qF sfzI zorI quhfzy qy hI hY!” aMgryjLI sLfier alYgjLYNzr pop ny ikhf sI ik aigafnqf iek vr hY, vrdfn hY. swc qF ieh hY ik ies aigafnqf df Pfiedf aigafnIaF Bfv anpVF nUM Gwt aqy dUijaF nUM vwD hoieaf hY. anpVF nUM lwutxf sOKf hY aqy anpV nUM luwty jfx df aihsfs vI nhIN huMdf. jy ikqy sfry lok pV ilK gey qF adflqF dy awgy kqfrF hor lMmIaF ho jfxgIaF. vkIlF nUM qF pihlF hI sfh nhIN afAuNdf. iPr qF vkIlF df sfh Guwtx lwgygf. iPr iksy surjIq pfqr vrgy gLjLlgo nUM vI afpxI gLjLl nUM bdlxf pvygf aqy ‘ies adflq ivc bMdy ibrKL ho gey, PLYsly suxidaF suxidaF awk gey’ dy ivc ‘awk’ dI QF qy ‘mr’ sLbd hI vrqxf pvygf ikENik dhfikaF dI QF PLYsilaF df kRm sdIaF ivc ltk jfvygf. ieh ihMdusqfn hY ijs dI nINh hY iBRsLtfcfr, qy jd buinafd dy ivc hI byeImfn sIimMt ipaf hovy qF rwb vI sLfied rfKf nhIN bxygf. qrwkI df ssqf qy sOKf rsqf hY byeImfnI aqy kMm krfAux leI ‘cFdI dI juwqI dI Koj kr leI aY asF ny.’ kql huMdy ny rojLfnf, Gutfly hjuMdy ny, hfdsy huMdy ny. muwK dosLI qF srkfry drbfry pYsy cVf ky sfPL brI ho jFdy ny aqy grIb qy grIb mfr hMdI hY. jy grIb pV igaf qF cIKygf, iensfPL mMgygf. nf pVy qF, nf rhygf bFs, nf vwjygI bFsurI! sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

lwqF iKwcx vfly lwqF iKwcx vfilaF dI ies dunIaF dy ivc koeI kmI nhIN hY. quhfnUM ieh hr glI muhwly, dysL dysLFqr, ipMz sLihr, dPLqr skUl, kflj kfl afiPs jF dukfn dy ivc iml jfxgy. ienHF dI pCfx krn ivc koeI smwisaf nhIN afAuNdI. qusIN koeI gwl kro, Auh quhfzI gwl kwtx dI koisLsL krngy. sPLl hoxgy ik nhIN ieh bfad dI gwl hY, pr koisLsL krnf ienHF dI afdq hY PLrjL hY, buinafdI hwk hY, jF kih lvo ik izAUtI hY ienHF dI. ienHF dy isrF qy KMB nhIN lwgy huMdy, nf hI bfhF dy nfl KMB lwgy huMdy ny, pr jubF dy nfl jLrUr kuJ lwgf huMdf hY. kI lwgf huMdf hY, ieh qF sLfied ieh vI nhIN jfxdy. Kud qF sLfied ieh kuJ vI nhIN jfxdy huMdy, pr dfavy ieMj krdy ny, ijvyN ienHF qoN ibnHF iksy nUM ies dunIaF dy ivc kuJ pqf hI nf hovy. pqf BFvyN ienHF nUM afpxy bfp df nfm vI nf hovy, dfdy df qF dUr dI gwl hY, pr gwlF gwlF ivc eih asmfn nUM gMZF bMnidaF sikMt nhIN lfAuNdy. ienHF df qjrbf qF bhuq huMdf hY, pr isrPL lwqF iKwcx df. ies kr ky ieh iek hI kMm jfxdy hn, aqy Auh hY lwqF iKwcxF

cuglI krnf vI iek klf hY cuglI krnf vI iek klf hY, iek adf, iek ivigafn. hr koeI cuglI nhIN kr skdf. cuglKorF dy bfry pRiswD hY, “duglKLor nf cuglIEN bfjL afAuNdy, BfvyN kwt dE porIaF porIaF jI.” ipMzF dy ivc ksibaF dy ivc qy sLihrF dy ivc mhF ngrF dy ivc sB Qf cugl KLor iml jFdy hn, jo ik BfnImfrF dy Brf huMdy hn. ieh srvivafpk qF huMdy hI hn, srbjfxU hox df dfavf vI krdy hn. AuWGy ivdvfn sLYkspIar dy anusfr, dunIaF dy ivc do qrHF dy lok huMdy hn, iek cuglI krn vfly qy dUjy cuglI nf krn vfly. cuglIKLor rwj ky svfrQI aqy kmIny hI nhIN, BuwKy vI rwj ky huMdy hn. aflU aqy cuglKLor dunIaF dy hr kony dy ivc iml jFdy hn. ipMz dI swQ aqy sLihr dy klwb mrd jLfq vfly cuglKLorF dy awzy hn aqy pyMzU mihlfvF dy leI qF AuhI Gr muhwilaF dIaF dyhlIaF hI cuglKLorI dy aKfVy huMdy hn, pr sLihrxF ny KUb qrwkI kr leI hY aqy ibAUtI pfrlr jF butIk cuglKLLorI dy rijstrz awzy sQfpq kIqy hn. cuglKLorI dy mukfbly huMdy hn aqy ivsLysL cuglI smfgm krn dy leI ‘ikwtI pfrtIaF’ df afXojn kIqf jFdf hY. ienHF ikwtI pfrtIaF dy ivc dUjIaF dI imwtI plIq krn dy leI awzI cotI df jLor lgfieaf jFdf hY. awj kwlH qF ihMdI iPLlmF nUM qd qwk aDUrf smiJaf jFdf hY jd qwk ik ies dy ivc koeI cuglIKLor nf hovy. iPLlm inrmfqf khfxIkfr nUM afKdf hY, “iek cotI df cuglIKLor vI jV dIN. lokF df jIa lgfAux dy leI, BfnIaF mfr ky Auh nftkI loVF vI pUrIaF krygf.” AuNj arsqU ny vI nftk dy ivc iek cuglIKLor dI aihmIaq qy mohr lgfeI hY. jIvn vI iek nftk hI hY, rfs lIlHf aqy ies dy ivc qF cuglIKLLorF dI koeI kmI nhIN hY. kihMdy ny sfihq smfj df drpx huMdf hY. hr BfsLf dy sfihq dy ivc cuglIKor ikrdfrF dI Brmfr hY. hIr df mfmf kYdoN iks nUM Buwl skdf hY. aMgryjLI nftkkfr sLYrIzn ny qF cuglIKorF qy iek motf cOVf nftk ‘skUl Pfr skYNzl’ ilK mfiraf aqy iPr ies dI apfr sPLlqf qy iek hor nftk ‘rfeIvljL’ pRkfisLq krvf ilaf. jyn afstn vI ies KLyqr dy ivc ipwCy nf rhI. Ausdy pMjy nfvl hI cuglIKorF duafly GuMmdy hn. sYkspIar dy hr nftk ivc nfiek BfvyN nf hovy, cuglIKLor jLrUr huMdf hY. tYNgo, isLpr aqy rfieMg ijhy amr cuglILKor pfqrF nUM kOx Bulf skdf hY. aMgryjI sfihq dy ivc qF ‘kfmyzI afP mYnrjL’ pRcwlq ho igaf hY ijs dI pMjfbI kIiqaF ‘cuglI sfihq’ bxdf hY. kihMdy ny cuglIKLor awq df duKI iensfn huMdf hY. hflfq qoN duKI, iksmq df mfiraf, smfj qoN lfcfr bMdf svY-sMqusLtI dy leI jF bdlf lYx dy leI cuglI krdf hY. cuglI krnf iek bhfdrI hY. dunIaF ivc do qrFH dy bMdy hn. cuglI krn vfly aqy cuglI nf krn vfly. dUjI sLRuyxI vfly zrpok hn, aiq dy zrU, kfier! Zr jFdy hn afpxy afp qoN. aKy mYN afpxIaF njLrF dy ivc izwg pvFgf aqy dUijaF dIaF njLrF ivc vI. pr cuglKLor ies pwK qoN KUb bhfdr huMdy hn. Auh sVk qy izwg pYx

qF cuPLyry dyK ky AuTdy hn ik ikqy iksy ny vyK qF nhIN ilaf, roNdy vI nhIN. smfj dy sfhmxy izwgx qoN zrdy hn, pr smfj jF svY dIaF awKF dI AunHF nUM koeI pRvfh nhIN huMdI. AuNj lVx mrn dy ivc qF iBwjI ibwlI nUM vI mfq pfAuNdy hn. AuNj ieh votF dy idnF dy ivc ieh iekdm brsfqI zwzUaF dy vFg inkldy hn, qy iPr afpxy GorinaF ivc vV jFdy hn. myrf XkIn hY ik ienHF ny isKlfeI jLrUr leI huMdI hovygI. DrqI qF aijhf koeI skUl, kflj hY nhIN hY pr AuWqy surgF dy ivc jLrUr hovygf. pr ies KLyqr dy ivc kihMdy ny ik munfPLf bhuq hY qF hI cuglKLorF dI igxqI vI mihMgfeI dy vFg idnoN idn vD rhI hY. ikRkt buKLfr aqy cuglI buKfr kfPLI lokF nUM ciVaf hoieaf hY. pr ijvyN ijvyN ienHF dI loV mihsUs ho rhI hY, Kfs krky lokF nUM cuglIKLor bxn df PqUr ciVaf hY, iek idn jfpdf hY kuJ sflF qwk kOmI cuglIKor XUnIan vI hoNd dy ivc af jfvygI aqy srkfrI cuglI mhFividafilaf, mhMq cuglI dfs XfdgfrI skUl Pfr bYkbfeIitMg afid vI hoNd dy ivc af jfxgy. ies KLyqr dy mfhr motI qnKLfh qy rwKy jfxgy. BfnImfrF nUM qrjIh idwqI jfvygI. anuBv vjoN vyiKaf jfvygf ik AunHF ny ikMnIaF sLfdIaF quVvfeIaF, ikMny irsLqy KUh Kfqy pvfey, ikMinaF dy iCwqr pvfey aqy ikMinaF qoN KfDy. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

iksmF pqnIaF dIaF (hfs-ivaMg) iek purfxf pr pRiswD pMjfbI cutklf numf lok-kQn ey beI sLfdI iek aijhf lwzU ey, ijs nUM ijhVf KFdf ey Auh vI pCqfAuNdf ey qy jo nhIN KFdf, Auh vI pCqfAuNdf ey. ivafh krvfAux leI iqafr br iqafr myry iek dosq nUM icVfAux leI myry dosqF ny AusnUM iek cutklf suxfieaf. iek vfr iek gDf qy iek gDI kol kol KVy sn, qy dovyN ieko tokry dy ivcoN Gfa PUs KfeI jf rhy sn. nfl hI iekdm nvyN ivafhy dosq qoN puwCx lwgy, “jfxdf ey Auh gDI df Aus gDy dy nfl kI irsLqf sI. Auh Aus dI pqnI sI.” sfzIaF sB dIaF njLrF aqy ivaMgF df kyNdr bxy dosq ny iekdm hYrfnI dy nfl puwiCaf, “hYN? gDy vI ivafh krfAuNdy ny?” asIN iekdm iewk afvfjL ivc afiKaf, “isrPL gDy hI qF[[[[” sfzy iek imqr ny gwl dI tMg iKwcidaF afpxI tMg aVfeI, “Auh vyly lwd gey Xfr. kwlH sfzy muhwly ivc iek gDy vfly ny KUb rIxk lgfeI. aKy ies gDy df isr ihlf ky idKf dE. dohjLfr rupey nkd ienfm. sfry muhwly ny jLor lf qf, pr gDf jI ny isr nf ihlfieaf. mYnUM qrkIb suwJI, mYN iekdm gDy dy kMn PLUk mfrI qy gDy ny lgfqfr do iqMn vfr isr ihlf idwqf, Auh vI bVy jLor dy nfl.” jd asIN AusnUM ieh puiCaf beI gDy nUM Ausny kI ikhf sI qF Ausny bVy suBfivk ijhy aMdfjL ivc afiKaf, “bws iehI beI, ivafh krfEgy jnfb?” hux sfzy dosq kol koeI jvfb nhIN sI. pr XfrF ny afpxy Xfr dI rYigMg qF ajy sRI gxysL kIqI sI, qy Aus dy vfr vfr ‘Cwzo mYnUM, bKsLo mYnUM’ qy ‘Pyr shI’ jF ‘awj myrI hflq shI nhIN’ dy jvfb ivc XfrF kol ieko hI rt ‘Pyr dI Pyr shI’ sI. ‘afgy afgy dyKIey hoqf hY ikaf’, ‘awj hwQ afieaYN, Pyr kd afAuxY’, ‘Pyr qF qYnUM ipMjry c hI imilaf krFgy’ jF ‘Pyr qF BfbI dy awgy lwigaf eI idKyNgf’ ijhy vfkF dI koeI kmI nhIN sI. iek dosq ny afpxf mobfeIl kwZidaF nMbr imlfAuxf sLurU hI kIqf sI, ik sfzy ivafh leI iqafr dosq nUM Aus qy qvf lfAux df bVf vDIaf mOkf lwBf, qy Ausny afiKaf, “XfrL, qyrf mobfeIl df mfwzl bVf purfxf ey, nvF nhIN lY huMdf.” pr awgoN Auh ikhVf Gwt sI, “dyK Xfr, pqnI qy mobfeIl ivc iek cIjL sFJI hY. pqY?” qy jd Auh isr Kurk irhf sI, Ausny nfl hI gwl awgy vDfeI, “mobfeIl KrIdx qoN bfad aqy ivafh krvfAux qoN bfad bMdf iehI socdf ey, beI QoVI dyr hor AuzIk kr lYNdf, sLfied koeI hor vDIaf nvF mfwzl iml jFdf. myry nfl qF ieMj hI hoieaf ey, (kI qyry nfl vI ieMj hI hoieaf ey )qy mYN qF aYh vyc ky nvF lYx df PLYslf kIqf hY. qyrI afpxI mMgyqr bfry kI slfh ey?”

clo Aus dI jo slfh hovygI, Auh krygf. Ausny ikhVf sfzI mMnxI ey! jy mMnygf vI qF vI pCqfAU, jy nf mMny qF vI. AuNj aksr asIN pqIaF dIaF iksmF dy vfry qF pVdy suxdy rihMdy hF, nyqfvF, cuglKLorF qy pMCIaF dy vFg pqIaF dIaF vI anykF iksmF huMdIaF hn, qy ieh sB nUM sLfied pqf vI hn, qy ijnHF nUM nhIN pqf, AunHF leI kdI Pyr ilKFgy. awj qF asIN pqnIaF dIaF iksmF dy vfry gwl sLurU krn lwgy hF. pqnIaF dIaF anykF hI nhIN axigxq iksmF hn, pr jykr moty rUp ivc vyiKaf jfvy qF inmnilKq iksmF dIaF pqnIaF aksr ivKfeI idMdIaF hn. zfktr Guwdf rfm ny ies ivsLy qy afpxf pI[aYc[zI[ QIss ‘pqnIaF dIaF iksmF’ huxy huxy mukMml kIqf hY aqy Auh mYnUM pVx leI dy ky igaf, pr asF aflsIaF ny kI pVxf sI, bws ‘sfr’ vflf vrkf pfV ilaf aqy AuhI quhfzI Kycl ivc pysL kr rhy hF. pVx dI Kycl qF sfzy kdy dfdy pVdfdy ny nhIN kIqI, Pyr asIN qF AunHF dy vI ipE hF,[[[[[ sOrI, poqy hF. AuNj sfzy vwzy vzyry qF sfzy Ausqfd sn, qy qusIN qF jfxdy hI ho, ‘gurU ijnHF dy twpxy, cyly jfx CVwp.’ hux asIN CVwpy qF mfrxy hI ny. KLYr!! asIN afpxy dosq nUM pqnIaF dIaF iksmF bfry ivsqfr ivc jfxkfrI idwqI. sB qoN zrfAuxI aqy vwD pRcwlq iksm hY ‘vylxf’ tfeIp iksm. ieh pqnIaF dy afkfr, afieqn jF idwLK ivc kuJ vI aijhf nhIN huMdf ik AunHF dI qulxf vylxy nfl kIqI jf sky. Auh hor iksy vI cIjL vrgIaF ho skdIaF hn, pr vylxf ienHF cIjLF ivcoN sLfied afKLrI cIjL vI nf hovy. vylxy nfl ienHF dI nhIN, sgoN ienHF dy hwQ dI sFJ hY. jy qusIN socdy ho ik qusIN iblkul shI aMdfjLF lfieaf hY, qF mYN vI afpxy anuBv, moty idmfg aqy motI cmVI dy afDfr qy ieh gwl pUry ivsLvfsL dy nfl kih skdf hF ik quhfzf aMdfjLf sO PLIsdI gLlq hY, ikENik iehnf dy hwQ df vylxy nfl irsLqf rsoeI qoN bfhr sLurU huMdf hY aqy bfhr hI Kqm ho jFdf hY. rsoeI ivc qF ieh Aus smyN hI jfdIaF hn, jd nOkrfxI nUM KLrIaF KLrIaF suxfAuxIaF hox qy jF ikqy BulyKy vws pqI dyv kuwt KFdy KFdy rsoeI ivc Bwj ky lukx dI koisLsL krn. “rwb bcfey aijhIaF pqnIaF qoN”, sfzy dosq ny ibnF puwiCaF hI afK idwqf. dUjI iksm hY ‘mfzrn’ tfeIp. ieh idn dy cOvI GMitaF ivcoN12 GMty bYWz qy gujLfrdIaF hn, ikENik iehnF nUM afpxy husn qy mfx huMdf hY aqy zr vI huMdf hY ik kMm krn dy nfl ienHF dy hwQ Krfb ho jfxgy, nONh tuwt jfxgy, JrIt JrUt lwg jfeygI jF hyar stfeIl ivgV jfeygf. bfkI bcy 12 GMitaF ivcoN 6 GMty ikwtI pfrtIaF, strIt gfwisp klwb jF ‘imsjL XunIvrs’ vrgy mukfbilaF dI iqafrI bfry bihsbfjLI ivc. bfkI dy 6 GMty ieh ibAUtI pfrlr dy ivc vflF nUM sMvfrx, cmVI dy gorypx ivc vfDf krn aqy PysLIal, msfj qy tirimMg afid dy ivc gujLfrdIaF hn. jy koeI ienHF nUM smJfey beI bMdy df kMm krn df aMdfjL sB kuJ huMdf hY, hyar stfeIl jF PysLIal bfhrI idKfvy hn qF ieh nihly qy dihlf mfridaF imnt nhIN lgfAuNdIaF, “quhfzI nflyj bVI vIk ey, stfeIl iej ey mYn. no zfAUt, vwhwt[[[[[[hyar stfeIl iejL ey vomYn.” aKy aOrq dI pihcfx qF Ausdy hyar stfeIl qoN huMdI ey, sLolzr kwt, bfwb kwt, vI kwt, stirps, msLrUm kwt, pYrll kwt, lMmI gwuq, ponI tyl afid afid[[. hux iPr sfzy dosq dy hoT ihwly, “rwb bcfey aijhIaF pqnIaF qoN.” qIjI iksm hY ‘cuglI’ tfeIp, qy ieh pqnIaF cuglIaF krn dy ivc mfhr huMdIaF hn. ienHF dy nf KMB lwgy huMdy hn, nf hI sLfied ienHF ny kdy pMCIaF dIaF zfrF vyKIaF hox. pr KMBF dIaF zfrF bxfAuxIaF hox qF koeI ienHF qoN iswKy. PrI koicMg sYNtr. Gr dIaF gwlF bfhr qy bfhr dIaf aMdr. pr bxdI ienHF dI nf bfhr ey nf aMdr. ‘muwlf dI dOV msIq qwk’ dy vFg ieh sws dy jUMzy puwtdIaF hn qy sws ienHF dy puwtdI hY. afKLr dovyN qMg af ky jUMzy ktvfAux df PLYslf kr lYNdIaF hn.

qy iPr sws bfhr jf ky cuglI krdI ey, “vyK PYsLnF pwtI, ajy kwlH ivafhI afeI ey, pihlF cuMnI isroN lfh idwqI, qy hux isr vI munf ilaf ey. sLrm qF ies dy igwitaF ivc vI nhIN, hF akl jLrUr igwitaF ivc hY. nf isr qy lIVf nf vfl, pqY isrnMgI jF isrmuMnI ivDvf nUM afKdy ny. ieh (myry pqI) qF clo hux hY nhIN, pr myrf puwq qy suwK nfl cMgf Blf ey!” ijEN hI sws afpxI gwl mukf ky aMdr vVdI ey, nUMh ipCly bUihEN bfhr afAuNdI ey qy iPr AusdI ‘KuMZ crcf’ sLurU ho jFdI ey, “sfzI sws vyKo! buwZI GoVI lfl lgfm, hux kbr c lwqF ny qy lwgI ey hyar stfeIl bxfAux. vwzI aYsLviraf rfey. myry vfl kwty iehdy cUMZIaF vwZdy ny, mYnUM mwqF idMdI ey, qy afp ieh ikhVy pfisEN duwD DoqI ey.” suxidaF sfr sfzy dosq ny kMn PV ley, “E nhIN. rwb bcfey aijhIaF pqnIaF qoN!” cOQI iksm hY ‘jfgrUk’ tfeIp. ieh Auh aOrqF hn, ijnHF nUM shI mfainaF dy ivc ‘mfzrn’ Bfv pRgqIvfdI afiKaf jf skdf hY. ieh afpxy hwkF dy pRqI sucyq huMdIaF hn. pr asl dy ivc ieh ‘Evr-sucyq’ huMdIaF hn. ieh aksr ‘aOrq jfgrUkqf klwb’ jF ‘mihlf afjLfdI kYNp’ dIaF aYkitv mYNbr huMdIaF hn aqy afpxy pqIaF dy KMGx qy vI nfrfjLgI jfhr krdIaF hn aqy keI vfr qF ‘ivmn sYWl’ ivc jF kort dy ivc GsIt ky lY jFdIaF hn. ieh pqIaF nUM qF kI, swsF nUM vI AuNglF qy ncfAuNdIaF hn, qy gwlF mfrx, BfsLx dyx dy ivc mfhr huMdIaF hn. jd ieh pqI qy ibafnF aqy qohmqf dI vfCV kr rhIaF huMdIaF hn qF pqIdyv ‘iBwjI ibwlI’ bxy afpxy bcfE leI koeI qrqIb nhIN socdy, bws iehI duaf krdy ny rwb nUM ik ies dy idl ivc myry leI jLrf qrs af jfvy, ikENik ‘zIbyt’ dy ivc ienHF nUM koeI nhIN ijwq skdf aqy jy ijwq vI igaf qF kort ivc hfr jfvygf. ieh vI rsoeI ivc koeI Kfs kMm nhIN krdIaF, bws bxI bxfeI lwsI hI irVkdIaF hn. sfzy dosq df ijvyN isr ckrf igaf hovy, “bws kro Xfr, rwb bcfey aijhIaF pqnIaF qoN!”

pMjvI, afKLrI aqy afdrsL iksm hY ‘pqIvrqf’ tfeIp, ijhVIaF afpxy pqI dI KUb syvf, kdr aqy siqkfr krdIaF hn aqy afpxy pqI nUM pRmysLvr hI smJdIaF hn. isr qoN dupwtf iqlk jfvy qF ienHF leI sB qoN pihlf kMm ies nUM isr duafly lpytxf huMdf hY. Drm c vI pwkIaF BgqxIaF aqy Gr df kMm krn ivc vI sB qoN awgy. ieh dUijaF dIaF BfvnfvF dI kdr krdIaF aqy smJdIaF hn qy sdf kurbfnI dyx leI iqafr rihMdIaF hn. ieh Gr ivc rotI sB qoN bfad dy ivc KfdIaF hn qy sB qoN pihlF AuTdIaF, sB qoN ipCoN sONdIaF hn. ienHF dy ivc rsmI pqnI vfly sfry gux huMdy hn, jo ik afpxy hwkF pRqI nhIN afpxy PrjLF qy ijMmyvfrIaF pRqI hI sucyq huMdIaF hn. jy nOkrI krdIaF hox qF afpxI sfrI kmfeI afpxI sws jF pqI dyv dy hwQ PVf idMdIaF hn. pr aPLsos ieh hY ik awj dy Xug ivc ieh pqnIaF isrPL eykqf kpUr dy iksy iksy sIrIal dy ivc kdy kdy sLfied idKdIaF hn. pr aslI ijMdgI dy ivc ieh nhIN, isrPL ienHF dI axhoNd hI pfeI jFdI hY. sfzy dosq dy ijvyN kMn KulH gey hox, “rwb bcfey ienHF pqnIaF qoN.” qy puwCx lwgf, ‘hor koeI iksm vI dwso?’ pr dosq iek dUjy dy mUMh vwl vyKx lwgy, ijvyN ikqy hor koeI iksm hovy hI nFh aqy afKLr sfzy dosq ny afpxf PLYslf suxfieaf, “rwb bcfey pqnIaF qoN. myrf ivafh df pRogrfm kYNsl.” hux sB dy ichiraF qy rOxk sI, ikENik sfnUM qF koeI psMd nhIN krdf sI qy jd sfzf dosq sfzy qoN awgy lMG cwlf sI, qF ies ivc sfzI sB dI byiewjLqI sI. kOx sihMdf mfipaF, lokF aqy irsLqydfrF dy qfany, imhxy aKy ‘dyK qyrf imwqr vI qF[[[[[[[[[qy iesy leI asIN Ausdy vI hwQ pIly nF hox idwqy.” mMndy ho sfzI klf, sfzI adf, sfzf aMdfjL. iehI qF kfrx ey ik sfnUM koeI psMd nhIN krdf. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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geI. sLfm nUM gurduafry jf ky pfT krn dI QF klwb ivc jf ky zFs krnf myrf nym bx igaf. inwq nym dI QF qy zFs nym. awgy hr hPLqy vfl DoNdI aqy qyl lgf ky sMvfrdI sI. hux hPLqy ivc cfr vfr kitMg krvfAux leI jFdI hF. hux qF vfl aYn kwt krvf idwqy hn, bvfie kwt! mfwz bxn leI mYN pqf nhIN ikhVy ikhVy pfpV vyly. pr prnflf AuQy df AuQy hI hY. hF, Kud jLrUr pfpV vrgI bx geI hF. mYN aMgryjLI aiDafpk kol koicMg stfrt kIqI. qy Ausny mYnUM lgfqfr pVfAuxf sLurU kr idwqf. mYN ‘mhIny Br ivc ‘gryjLI iswKo’ nF dI ikqfbVI KrId leI. do mhIny lf ky mYN vI ikqfb dy pihly do pMny Xfd kr ley. pihly pfT, ijhVf ik pihly idn dy leI sI, dy do pMny. Pyr agly iqMn ku mhIinaF ivc pUrf jLor lf ky mYN pihly idn df pfT pUrf mukMml kr ilaf. dUjy idn df vI agly Cy mhIny dy aMdr aMdr Bog pY igaf. myrI Xfd krn dI spIz bVI qyjL sI. zyZ mhIny dy aMdr aMdr CotI ‘ey bI sI’ Xfd kr leI, qy vwzI nUM msF mhInf lwgf. awKLr BfvyN vwzy sI, iPr vI koeI Kfs idwkq nf afeI. sfzy mfstr jI ny qF pihly pfT nUM Xfd krn leI hI sLfied pUrf sfl lfieaf sI. mYN qF sfl ivc pihly do pfT qoqy vFg rt ley sn. ‘gurU ijnHF dy twpxy’ khfvq aYvyN hI QoVy iksy ny GVI ey. kihMNdy huMdy ny beI ijDr jF ijwQy imwTf hoey, mwKIaF AuQy hI bYTdIaF ny. KLOry ‘gryjLI ‘c sfnUM ikhVI imTfs idsI ik mF bolI ivsfr ky prfeI mF dI buwkl c jf bYTy. Pr ieh ivdysLI sOqylI mF hfsy TwTy vyly eI sfQ dyNdI ey. Auh vI kdy kdy. jd KUB hwsxf hoey jF KUb roxf hoey qF mF bolI awgy Jukxf pYNdf ey. mF dy isrhfxy bYTxf pYNdf hY. prsoN mYN shuM Kf leI beI jy bolxI ey qF ‘gryjLI, nhIN qF bolxf nI. pr jd isr qy afeI qF ‘gryjLI ny qF bhuVxf nhIN sI qy nf hI bhuVI. kihMdy ny iZWz nfloN gozy awgy nhIN huMdy qy ivcfrI pMjfbI mF hI bhuVI, “hfey mF!” mYN sLuwD pMjfbI ivc bolI. iehI hfl myrI shylI df sI, jd 106 drjy df buKLfr sI qF hmysLf ‘gryjLI dI pUCV PVI rwKx vflI mndIp qoN monf bxI myrI shylI ‘hfey mYN mrjLF! pfxI!!” dI afvfjL dy rhI sI. mYNnUM pUrI qrHF Xfd hY ik iek idn iesy monf ny myry nfl sLrq lf leI ik mYnUM koeI pMjfbI bulvf ky nhIN idKF skdf. hOstl dy ivc Aus idn Auh myry kmry ivc hI suwqI aqy svyr dy smyN jd Auh GUk suwqI hoeI sI qF mYN pfxI dI iek bfltI Br ky Ausdy mUMh qy Tfh mfrI qy monf cIkI, “E mF! mYnUM bcf” sLfied Aus nUM afpxI mF (bolI) cyqy af geI sI, ijs nUM Auh bulf ky bcfAux leI afK rhI sI, aMgryjLI qoN bcfAux dy leI! KrbUjy nUM dyK ky KrbUjf rMg PVdf hI hY aqy myry qy vI ‘gryjLI iswKx df BUq svfr ho igaf. aMgryjLI iswKx dy leI mYN vI hwQ pYr mfrxy afrMB kr idwqy. gwlF gwlF dy ivc gryjLI GotxI sLurU kr idwqI. iek idn butIk qy bYTI sI qF iek Pon afieaf. mYN Pon cuwk ky kMn nfl lf ilaf. gfhkxF bYTIaF sn pr mYN AunHF dy sfhmxy nMbr bxfAux dy leI tuwtI PuwtI ‘gryjLI JfVxI sLurU kr idwqI. hF, hF kihx dI QF qy ‘jHf, jHf’ krdI rhI aqy pqf AudoN lwgf jd myrI ‘jfh jfh’ sux ky sB gfhkxF clIaF gieaf. hux jy iksy nUM qusIN vfr vfr jfh jfh khI jfEgy, qF agly ny jfxf hI hY. sfry sfzy vrgy bysLrm QoVf eI huMdy ny! iek vfr qF hwd hI ho geI. sfzy muhwly dy ivc mrdm sLumfrI krn vfly afey qf AunHF ny puwiCaf, “qy qusIN bolI ikhVI boldy ho?” ieDr EDr dyK ky (ik koeI dyK qF nhIN irhf) mYN jvfb idwqf, “aMgryjLI! koeI sLwk?” qy nfl hI svfl vI kr idwqf, ijs dy AuWqr ivc mrdm sLumfrI vfly ny aMgryjLI dy ivc kuJ afiKaf, jo ik mYnUM smJ nf lwgf. aYny nUM gvFZIaF dI nUMh vI AuQy af geI sI. so afpxI byiewjLqI hox dy zroN mYN aMgryjLI dy ivc gF df lyK hI AusnUM suxf idwqf jo ik kdy swqvI dy ivc Xfd kIqf sI. pr mrdm sLumfrI vfly ny AuqoN ieh afK ky mYnUM pfxI pfxI kr idwqf, “mYnUM qusIN gF df lyK ikEN suxf rhy ho?” clo hux mYN QoVf suDr geI hF. mF bolI pRqI ipafr jfigaf hY. rfq geI, bfq geI. ieh soc ky mn smJf lYNdI hF. pr qusF mF bolI qoN kdy nfqf nF qoVxf! plIjL. sOrI, nhIN nhIN, mfPL krnf, ikrpf krky myrI gwl mMn lYxf! sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

ieh qF kuJ vI nhIN. aMgryjLI ny qF mYnUM hor vI keI rMg idKfey ny. pr bysLrmF df kI aY. myrf qF hux ‘bdnfm hUey qo ikaf nfm hogf’ vflf hfl hY. myry sfhmxy Pfrm kr idwqf ijs nUM BridaF mYN

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jyb motI krdy hoey puwCdy hn, “ kd nMbr lwgU” qy “CyqI hI, bws kuJ sLrqF pUrIaF kr.” df vfadf sux ky pMzq jI dI ‘syvf’ afrMB kr idMdy hn. mfieaf iek jF do nhIN, sO hwQF nfl lutfAuNdy hn. ieh islslf qd qwk cldf hY jd qwk koeI lftrI nhIN inkldI aqy jd hjLfrF dy ivcoN iksy iek df nMbr lwgdf hY qF cfry pfsy DMn DMn ho jFdI hY, aijhy bMdy dI jY jY kfr ho jFdI hY. dUjy socdy hn, “Es nUM kroV inkly ny, asIN ikhVy rwb dy mFh mfry ny.” qy iPr lftrI df DMdf hor cmk AuTdf hY aqy ies dy ivc hor jfn PUkI jFdI hY aqy hr not afAux lwgdy hn, QwibaF dy rUp dy ‘c. pMzq jI kol gyVy lfAux vfilaF dI igxqI vI vD jFdI hY qy AunHF dI vI cFdI nhIN sgoN sonf hox lwgdf hY. sony qy suhfgf… jy qF lftrI inkl jFdI hY qF pMzq jI nUM iek ihwsf iml jFdf hY aqy jy nhIN inkldI qF pMzq jI AupdysL idMdy hn, “bwcf, BgqI dy ivc Kot rih geI, sfzy vloN koeI ksr bfkI nhIN CwzI geI. Es CwjU nfQ dI vI iksmq KulHI ey, Aus dI BgqI pUrI sI, syvf vI sO drjy. qUM vI AuzIk kr, sfzI syvf kiraf kr. Kot nf rhy, Gft nf rhy. kroVF dI lftrI ijwqx dy leI Gwto Gwt hjLfr dy not qF mwQf tyikaf kr. hor syvf kr, qyrI iksmq dy ivc kroV rupey nhIN, zflr ny, dyrI hY bws. kfhlI awgy vI toey huMdy hn, izwg pYNdf hY bMdf.” qy iPr 10-12 hjLfr lftrI dIaF itktF KrIdx vflf iZwlf ijhf ho ky hor pYsy Krcx dy loeI kmr kws lYNdf hY. ivsLvfsL hI KusLhflI ilafvygf. iek dI KusLhflI aqy lwKF dI brbfdI. Gr PUk qmfsLf vyKx vfilaF dI igxqI idn ds guxI aqy rfq sO guxf vDdI hY. Gr ivc pqnI dwuD, afty, dfl afid dy leI qrsdI hY aqy rfq nUM jvfk BuwKy soNdy hn. pr mjLdUr sfry idn dI kmfeI lftrI dy ivc roV ky KLflI jyb, KLflI hwQ Gr prq ky pqnI nUM idlfsf idMdf hY, “iek idn rwb suxygf. Aus ibwkr isMG dI vI lftrI inklI hY. roV pqI qoN kroV pqI bx igaf hY iek idn dy ivc. pr pqnI mn hI mn socdI hY ik jy nf KulHI iksmq” aqy iPr Xfd afAuNdf hY jdoN ‘pr ibwkr isMG qF Aus idn df hI bImfr ipaf hY! nf afAuNdI hY aqy nf hI jfg. lohVI bMpr dy zyZ kroV df ienfm dyK ky hI guMm suMm hoieaf. awj AuTdf hY.” soc prysLfn ho geI. “ikqy qusIN vI……” ieh ikho ijhI ijMdgI hY. mhfrfjf pfrs dy vFg ijsny rwb qoN vr mMigaf ik ijs cIjL nUM Cohy sony ho jfvy aqy bfd ivc rwb nUM hI ieh dfq vfps lYx dI apIl krI jfvy. pr PuMmx dfs mjdUr dI qF lftrI lwgx qoN pihlF hI ieh hflq hoeI peI ey, nf sox, nf jfgx vflI hflq! bfd dy ivc kI hoxY, rwb jfxy. smJfAux vfly vI Gwt nhIN, pr iksy dI suxdf kOx hY. Kfs krky cMgI gwl. iek awD hovy qF smJfAux df Pfiedf vI idsdf hY. jd afvf hI AUiqaf hovy, qF iPr kI khIey. lftrI inkly qF duKI, nf inkly qF vI. ivafh dy lwzU dy vFg. AUN vI ijLafdfqr Aucy ‘kroVI’ supny vyKx vfly kroVF rupey dy CqIr nUM jwPy mfrx vflIaF ijLafdfqr ‘jfq dIaF kohV ikrlIaF hI huMdIaF hn. qy jdoN kroV df iek dm krMt Jtkf lgdf hY qF ijnHF ny sO rupey df not kdy Bly vyly hI vyiKaf huMdf hY, kroV sux ky hI Jurl murl ho jFdy hn. JurlU rfm dI DI df ivafh sI aqy msF kuJ pYsy joV ky ‘sLuB idn qYa kIqf sI. pr lftrI inklidaF hI Es dy qyvr bdl gey. sLfdI qoV idwqI aKy, “asIN Coty lokF dy nfl irsLqf joV ky nwk nhIN ktvfAuxI. iewjLq nUM vwtf nhIN lgfAuxf. sfnUM qF kroV kroV dIaF lftrIaF inkldIaF hn. kroVpqI dI DI kroVpqI dy kol hI jfvygI.” hux qF aKy iksy syT dy nfl hI irsLqf jcygf. hux asIN iksy dI nUMh DI qoN Gwt nhIN hF. pr jd dUjy idn lftrI dI dukfn qy kYsL lYx igaf qF pqf lwgf beI ruldU nF dy iksy vkIl dI lftrI inklI sI aqy ruldU mjLdUr nUM qF gLlq sUcnf Byj idwqI geI sI ijs dy leI lftrI vfly ny jLbfnI klfmI muafPLI mMg leI. sMXog, ivXog vws Ausny vI lftrI pfeI sI aqy nMbr lwg igaf sI. hux ruldU dI hflq nf Gr nf Gft vflI sI. ikrfey qy irksLf mMg ky clfAux vfly rozU df ibafn sI, “hux ikrfey qy tuwtf ijhf irksLf nhIN clfvFgf. nvF afpxf irksLf kZfvFgf. nfly pF pF vI nvF lvfAUNgf. qy Duwp dIaF aYnkF vI lvFgf. aYnkF lf ky irksLf vfihaf krFgf.” dInUM mocI vI lwK dI lftrI inklx qy ‘nvyN sMd’ lYx dIaF skImF bxfAux lwgf. bFdr kI jfxy, adrk df svfd! lftrI ivc ivsLvfsL rwKx vfilaF dy isr qy hI qF lftrI vfilaF df aqy sfDF sMqF df qorI Pulkf cwlI jf irhf hY. ipMzF sLihrF dy ivc bYTy ieh sfD sMq DMdy dy nMbr dwsdy hn. ienHF dy stfeIl vI iPLlmI hn. mflf mfl hox dy cwkr dy ivc keIaF df mlIaf myt krfAuNdy hn. qy lok ivcfry idn rfq mn dy ivc lwzU Bordy rihMdy hn ik nMbr lwgygf, lwgygf, lwgygf. nINd hrfm, idn byafrfm aqy BuwK Krfb. sLFqI KMB lf ky AuWz jFdI hY aqy AumId df pwlU PV ky ieh sfry idn afpxy hI bxfey cwkrivXU ivc Psy rihMdy hn. rwb lftrI dI bImfrI iksy nUM nf lfey. ies df nf ielfj hY, nf hI tIkf! pRhyjL jLrUrI hY. sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

zfktr mhysL sMiKafDr vloN iliKaf iek ihMdI ivaMg afpxI idRsLtI iek afm ihMdusqfnI dI ingfh hY jo ik hmysLf hyTF vwl hI itkI rihMdI hY| Aupr AuWTx df hONslf iek qF lCmx sMsikRqI krky nhIN kr pfAuNdI aqy dUsrf ‘jy qp nIco hoeI clY…… ……’ dy cwkr ivc rihMdI hY| ies leI jd asIN Bgvfn dy drsLn krn puwjy qF juiwqaF dI hI icMqf hoeI| juwqy bfhr rwKx dI ivvsQf sI ies leI suBfa aqy anuBv dy anusfr juiwqaF dI rKvflI leI aiTafnI, cuafnI, rupeIaf jyB ivc hI rwK ilaf aqy rKvflI vfly dI AuzIk ivc sMgmrmr dy PrsL qy tihlx lwgy| iesI cihl kdmI ivc pqf nhIN lwigaf ik ikMj idRsLtI Aupr AuT geI ,iblkul Ausy qrF ijvyN kQf krdy hoey pMizq jI dI, pRsfd vMzx smyN pujfrI dI jI aqy Xog krn smyN pMizq jI dI ingfh iksI suMdr iesqrI nUM vyK ky nf cfhuMdy hoey vI AuT jFdI hY| iekdm ieMj lwigaf ijvyN ik Bgvfn dy ‘sLfKsLfq’ drsLn ho gey hox| hy pRBU ! ieh kyhf cmqkfr hY? kI klXug hY?asIN ijs Xug aqy ijs sMsfr ivc jI rhy hF AuQy jykr koeI rsqf/ mkfn/ivakqI jF dPLqr pWuCy qF iek GtIaf qoN GtIaf afdmI vI iehI khygf, “awgy pwuC lvo|” ibnF kfrx qF koeI iksy dy pMj juwqy mfrx leI vI iqafr nhIN| purfxy jLmfny ivc vwzy vwzy reIsF amIrF nUM KusL krn (AuNunHF df mnorMjn krn leI) leI grIbF nUM ruKF nfl bMn ky kuitaf jFdf sI aqy kuwtx vfilaF aqy kuwt Kfx vfilaF nUM bfkfiedf imhnqfnf imldf sI|qy PfsI qy iksI nUM ltkfAux vfly jwlfd nUM qF purfxy jLmfny ivc vI qy awjkwlH vI afkrsLk tI ey , zI ey imldf sI qy hY| qusIN iksy nUM kutfAuxf hY qy jF gflHF idvfAuxIaF hn, pYsy dyxy hI pYxgy| cfhy ieh kMm srkfrI vrdIDfrI qoN krvfE qy jF pRfeIvyt guMizaF qoN; ibnF ley-dey qF koeI iksy nUM GuUrygf vI nhIN| ies leI sfnUM lwigaf ik ikqy rfm rfj af igaf hY! rfm df nfm Xfd afAuNidaF hI Aus dy juwqy Xfd afey jo ik kTor kfT dy sn| Pyr vI Brq ny mMg ley qy rfm ny Auh juwqy muPq hI Aus dy hvfly kr idwqy| iblkul muPq! hux aXuwiDaf dy lok juiqaF qoN bhuq zrdy sn aqy ies leI juiqaF nUM isMGfsn qy rwK idwqf igaf qF jo lok ienHF nUM dyK skx|Brq nUM ienHF nUM hwQ ivc lYx dI jLrUrq kdy vI nhIN peI| jykr peI huMdI qF koeI DobI srIKf ivroDI rfm nUM ieh isLkfieq krdf aqy jykr Auh ieh isLkfieq nf suxdy qF crcf df ivsLf bxdI aqy iksI nf iksI rfm kQf ivc ies gwl df vrxn imldf| aXoiDaf vfps afAux qy Auh juwqy sRI rfm ny kI kIqyKud pihxy jF iksy nUM dy idwqy jF isMGfsn qoN blpUrvk Auqfr idwqy? – kuJ nhIN ikhf jF skdf| ies gwl qy Koj ho skdI hY| bihs vI krvfeI jf skdI hY| afXog ibTfey jf skdy hn| JgVy krvfey jf skdy hn| anumfn iehI hY ikAuh juwqy suwt idwqy gey sn| ies qy AunHF (juiwqaF) df zr Kqm hox krky lok jo mn ivc afieaf bolx bkx lwgy aqy dusLt-pRxfm svrUp (aiswty vjoN) rfm nUM agnI pRIiKak sIqf nUM bnvfs dyxf ipaf jo ik rfm dy bnvfs ivc afpxI ieWCf nfl nMgy pYrIN Ausdy ipwCy ipwCy GuMmdI rhI aqy rfvx dI suinhrI afkrsLq vYBvsLflI lMkf Cwz ky muV Aus aXoiDaf ivc af geI ijwQy hmysLf inrdosL nUM sjLf imldI rhI hY|

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korf kfgjL ipMz dy ivc qF bcpn qoN hux qwk dI Aumr bIqI hI sI pr koeI rujLgfr nf imlx krky bfhr df jugfV lgfieaf aqy rwb dI ikrpf hoeI. jugfV lwg igaf aqy mYN kYnyzf dy ivc jf puwjf. lgfqfr ds sfl KUb imhnq kIqI.

cutklyy 1)iek vfr iek aOrq dUsrI nUM kihx lwgI, “suixaf hY ik qyry pqI awj jyl coN Cuwt ky Gr af rhy ny?” dUjI mihlf: hF ,moieaf ikqy vI cfr idn itk ky nhINM rih skdf!

2)iek vfr iek afdmI Qfxy ivc afieaf aqy Qfxf ieMcfrj nUM afiKx lwgf, “ sfihb myrI pqnI iek sfl pihlF ikqy guMm ho geI sI| irport ilK lvo|” “ iek sfl pihlF qyrI pqnI guMmIU sI qy qU hux irport ilKf irhf hY?” ivakqI isr Jukf ky boilaf, “sfihb sfl Br qF mYnUM ieh XkIn nhIN sI af irhf ik mYN vI ieqnf KusLiksmq ho skdf hF!” 3)iek vfr rfhul dy kuJ dosq sLfmn nUM Ausdy Gr afAux vfly sn aqy Gr vVidaF hjI Aus ny afpxf sfrf smfn ijvyN ik GVI , ryzIE aqy kYmrf afid lukfAuxf sLurU kr idwqf aqy Aus dI pqnI puWCx lwgI, ikAuN quhfzy dosq cor hn “ aqy rfhul afKx lwgf, “ nhIN, mYnUM zr hY ik ikqy Auh afpxf smfn pCfx nf lYx!” 4)pRymI qy AusdI pRyimkf bhuq dyr bfd imly jd pRyimkf ny puCaf, “awj kwl kI kr rhy ho?” aqy pRumI yny jvfb idwqf, :”sfihq qy kMm kr irhf hF” aqy jd pRyimkf ny ikhf, “iPr myry qy iek njLm hI ilK dyE” qy Auh boilaf, “asl ivc mYN sfihq kfrF dIaF ikqfbF qy ijld bNMndf hF|” 5)iek iensfn sony df kwl hwQ ivc lY ky hPdf hoieaf afpxI bIvI qy bwicaF kol afieaf aqy DVMm krky Ausdy hwQ ivc kwp PVf ky izwg igaf| bIvI ny KusL ho ky puWiCaf, “dOV ivc ikMny jfxy sn” aqy pqI dyv boly “isrP iqMn” “iqMn kOx kOx?” “sBqoN aawgy mYN aqy ipwCy puilsvflf qy iPr kwpdf mflk!” 6)iek gMjf smglr afpxI pqnI nUM sLyKIL mfr ky afLKx lwgf, “dunIaf df koeI aijhf kMm nhIN hY jo mYN nhIN kr skdf” qF pqnbI qurMq bolI, “qusIN myry vFg kMGI nhI vfh skdy!” 7) isnymf stUzIE dy iipwCy do dImkF kuJ Kfx dIO qlfsL ivc sn ik acfnk iek purfxI iPLlm nUM Kfxf sLurU kr idwqf| qF dUjI bolI “ kiho ijhI hY?” qF Auh bolI “koeI Kfs awCI qF nhIN hY pr mYnUM nfvl svfdI lwigaf sI|” 8)iek suJfa pqIaF dy leI: jd lVfeI dI iqafrI rwKI jfvy qF kdy lVfeI kol nhINM afAuNdI, ijvyN iek aOrq kol hoey qF dUjI kol nhIM afAuNdI| 9)iek mihlf df pwqr aKbfr dy sMpfdk nUM afieaf ijs ivc aOrq ny kuJ lyKF ivc asLlIlqf hox krky isLkfieq kIqI sI| sMpfdk ny jvfb idwqf, “asLlIlqf qF hr ikqfb ivc imlyugI quhfnUM, isvf tYlIPon zfierYktrI dy!” iek vfr gulfb nbI afjLd kol KVI sonIaf gFDI pRYs kfnPrMs nUM sMboiDq kho rhI sI aqy acfnk bolI, “hmfry bgl myN jho Kvy hYN vo gulfm nhIN afjLfd hYN|” lflU pRsfd Xfdv ny rfbVI dyvI nUM puiCaf, “aijhI ikhVI cIjL hY jo ik pMjF ivc pihxI jf skdI hY?” aqy rfbVI socx lwg geI, qy lflU afKx lwg, “dsqfnf” aqy nfl hI puiwCaf, “ qy dsF AuglF ivc pihxI jf skx vflI?” aqy Aus vloN asmrQf pRgt krn qy boilaf, “ kmlIey aYnf vI nhIN pqY! do dsqfny!” aqy qIjI vfr kihx lwgf, “ ieh dws ik ibhfr df muwK mMqrI kOx hY” aqy zrdI mfrI rfbVI ny iekdm jvfb idwqf, “3 dsqfny!” iek vfr iek mrIjL iek zfktr kol igaf aqy afKx lwgf, “zfktr sfihb, myrIaF awKF df ielfj kro, pqf nhIN ikEN mYnUM do do idsdy ny…………” zfktr ny afpxf pYz cukidaF puiCaf, “quhfnUM cfrF nUM iehI ibmfrI hY?” iesqrI idvs qy iek aOrq ny BfsLx idMidaF puiCaf, “afKr sfnUM socxf cfhIdf hY beI aOrqF vwzIaF postF qy ikAuN nhIN phuMcdIaF?” aqy iek nOjvfn KVf ho ky boilaf, “dysL dI sB qoN vwzI post rfsLtrpqI dI hY aqy Aus leI Aumr 35 sfl hoxI jLrUrI hY pr kI krIey koeI aOrq 30- sfl qoN vwD Aumr dwsdI hI nhIN!”

mYN ‘kflj grl’ bol rhI hF! mYN iek kflj grl hF| myrf nfm sYt ivn hY| myry vfl Coty aqy nhuM lMmy hn| mYN pMjfbI ivc socdI hF, ihMdI dy ivc pVdI hF aqy aMgryjLI bolx dI koisLsL krdI hF| pr muhfrq mYNnUM iksy vI BfsLf dy ivc nhIN hY| myry nfl dIaF kuJ lVkIaF jLrUrq smyN aMgryjLI aqy bfkI smyN afm sfDfrx gwl bfq krn smyN pMjfbI hI boldIaF hn| pr aijhIaF lVkIaF afty ivc lUx dy brfbr hI hn| idKfvf nf krn vflIaF ieh lVkIaF pRIiKafvF vyly vI sB qoN vwD aMk hfsl krdIaF hn pr iPr vI Auh isrPL pRoPYsrF, lYkcrfrF dy ivc hI mkbUl hn, afm lVkIaF ivc nhIN| vDyry lVkIaF qF myry vrgIaF hI hn| kflj afAux qoN pihlF asIN ieho ijhIaF nhIN sF| pihlF qF asIN cMgIaF BlIaF sF, pr kflj dfKl hox qoN bfad asIN ‘mOzrn’ bx geIaF hF| mYnUM hI lY lvo| mYN afpxy ipMz dy srkfrI skUl ivc dsvIN pfs kIqI| dsvIN qwk myry bVy vDIaf nMbr afAuNdy rhy| hr ivsLy nfl mYN ipafr krdI sI| sB ikqfbF bVy iDafn nfl pVdI sI| hr rojL svyry

nhf Do ky skUl jFdI sI| hux qF keI vfr bws sYNt iCVk ky hI kflj cly jfeIdf hY| hF, pitaF qy iek vfrI kMGI jLrUr Pyr leIdI hY| pr ieh kMm ijLafdfqr rfh ivc hI krIdf hY| ieMj tOar bxdI hY| skUl ivc pVx smyN myry vfl kfPI lMmy sn| kdy isr qoN cuMnI lih jfxI qF sLrm nfl isr nIvF ho jfxf| hr rojL guwq krky skUl jfxf aqy skUloN pV ky Gr afky Gr df kMm vI krnf qy pVfeI vI krnI| iesy krky mF bfp KUb KusL sn aqy jd mYN igafrvIN ivc kflj pVx leI afigaf mMgI qF ipqf jI ny Jwt afigaf dy idWqI aqy kihx lwgy, “sfzI kuVI dUjIaF vrgI nhIN hY| ies nUM ipSz dy afdr siqkfr, rsm irvfj qy prMprf df pUrf pqf hY| ieh kdy vI sfzf isr Jukx nhNI dyvygI|” aqy mfx nfl kihx lwgy, “mYnUM myrI lVkI nUM smJfAux dI loV nhIN | ieh smJdfr hY|” bfd ivc myry nfl dIaF dUjIaF kuVIaF ny mYnUM dwisaf ik AunHF dy mfipaF ny vI AunHF nUM ieMj hI ikhf sI| jd pihly idn mYN kflj geI qF iksy ny vI myry vwl iDafn nf idWqf| mYN soc rhI sI ik pihlf idn hox krky mYNnUM iksy ny pCfixaF nhIN| dUjy idn mYN afpxf sB qoN vDIaf sUt kwiZaf aqy iek dI QF do guwqF krky kflj geI, pr hux vI iksy ny myry nfl isWDy mUMh gwl nf kIqI| jo vI dyKdf ieSj mUMh Pyr lYNdf ijvyN ikqy mYN koeI ijMn Buq hovF! mYN kuVIaF kol geI qF sB nwk buwlH cVfAux lwgIaf aqy jd muMizaF koloNlMGI qF Auh mKOLl krn lwgy, “aYh dyKo ims ieMzIaf”, “ieh ims ‘guwq’ hY, iehdI slvfr dyKo! vwzI vYjMqI mflf|” mYnUM kuJ smJ nf lwgf| mYnUM iksy ny vI ‘mfDurI’ jF ‘krInf’ nhIN ikhf| sB myrI qulnf purfxIaF aiBnyqrIaF dy nfl kr rhy sn| qIjy idn mYN kwpVy bdly aqy nvF sUt KrId ky kflj geI aqy hxu vI myrI puwC igWC ivc koeI vfDf nf hoieaf| kdI iek guwq, kdI do guwqF, kdI jlybI jUVf aqy kdI aMgryjLI jUVf| pr iksy vI stfeIl ny iksy kfljIeyt df iDafn myry vwl afkrsLq nf krvfieaf| sgoN sfry AunHF do iqSn sLihrF dIaF kuVIaF dy nfl gwlF kr rhy sn, ijnHF dy vfl vI bVy Coty Coty sn aqy bVy byhUdf kwpVy pihxy hoey sn| mYN qF aijhIaF kuVIaF kol KVxf vI psMd nhIN krdI sF| mYnUM bVf afcMBf hoieaf| mYN kuJ iDafn nfl dyiKaf qF mYnUM pqf lwgf ik myry qoN kflj ivc sInIar lVkIaF dy kwpVy vI byZMgy sn, qor vI aqy vfl vI lgBg sB ny KulHy Cwzy hoey sn, aqy ijLafdfqr dy vfl qF kwty hoey sn| myry vrgI pMjfbI posLfk qF isrPL nvIaF dfKLl hoeIaF kuVIaF dy pihxI hoeI sI aqy ijEN ijEN idn lMGdy rhy, kuVIaF dI posLfk CotI qy byhUdf huMdI geI aqy vflF dI lMbfeI vI GtdI geI qy ienHF kuVIaF dI puWC prqIq vDdI geI| myrf mwQf Txikaf| mYN dUjy idn hI iek jLIn KrIdI aqy iek sLrt vI| mYN afpxI ijMLdgI dy ivc kdI aijhy kwpVy nhIN pihxy sn, pr mYN alwg Qlwg vI nhIN sI rihxf cfhuMdI| jd mYN agly idn ‘mfzrn’ kwpVy pihx ky kflj afeI qF kuJ ividafrQIaF ny myry nfl gwl kIqI| mYnMU kuJ hONslf hoieaf| pr sInIar myry qoN ajy vI dUr hI nws rhy sn| iek bI ey dI ividafrQx kih rhI sI, “sI sI ies ky vfl ! jYsy iksI zrfmf myN pfrt krnf ho|” qy iek hor bolI, “ikaf kry, pUar grl, ies ky gFv myN ivc sLfied koeI ibAUtI pfrlr nhIN hY|” qIjI kih rhI sI, “aOr Gr myN kYNcI vI nhIN hogI sLfied!” qy mYN msF AunHF qoN ipWCf Cuzf ky bfg ivc af ky bYT geI| kuJ lVkIaF AuWQy bYTIaF sn| iek puWCx lwgI, “Xoar nym kXf hY?” pihlF qF mYnUM AusdI BfsLf hI smJ nf lwgI pr jd mYnUM iek tIvI qy dyKI iPLlm df iek idRsL cyqy afieaf qF mYNnUM smJ afeI ik ieh ihMdI iPLlm aiBnyqrIaF dI nkl kr rhI hY| qy mYN jvfb idWqf, “sqivMdr kOr|” qy Auh afpxy awDy kwty vflF dy ivc hwQ mfrdI hoeI iek dm Jtky nfl myry vwl JfkI, ijvyN ikqy Ausny rotI leI hwQ awzy hox aqy mYN Ausdy hwQ ivc TUMaF suwt idWqf hovy! Auh bolI, “vhwt! sqivSdr……. Xy kXf nym hUaf| iesy cyNj kro|” “sYt ivSzr TIk rhygf|” “nhIN sYt ivSz” “AU hUM ! Xy nhIN” “awCf!sYt ivn” “hF sYt ivn TIk hY| XhI PfeInl hY| ” qy ieMj myrf nfm sYt ivn ‘PfeInl’ kr idWqf igaf| qy iPr mYnUM puiCaf igaf, “khF sy ho qum?” qy jd mYN ‘pMjfb qoN’ ikhf qF sB myry lMmy vflF vwl JfkdIaF hoeIaF kihx lwgIaF, “qBI qBI ! Xy nvfbI jLulPLyN qo pMjfb kI grljL kI hI ho skqI hYM| so ibAUtIPuwl!” pihlI vfr myry lMmy vflF dI iksy qoN mYN ieQy afky qfrIPL suxI sI, pr nfl hI Ausny ieko vfk nfl myrI soc nUM gLlq sfbq kr idWqf, “pr Xy pMjfb myN hI suMdr lgqy hYN, agr afp ny vhF py gFv myN rhnf hY| dUD conf hY Xf KyqoN myN kfm krnf hY| agr XhF py rhnf hY qo ‘hyar kwt’ hI krfny pVyNgy| XhI jhF kf sbsy bVf ‘stytws isSbl’ hY| lMmy vfloN ko koeI psMd nhIN krqf jhF| Xy PYLsLn ab purfnf ho gXf hY| vfl ktf do|” mYnUM jsvMq kMvl dI khfxI ‘lMymy vflF dI pIV’ cyqy afeI| myry kol vI hux khfxI dI nfiekf hrijMdr dy vFg koeI cfrf nhIN sI| iek sInIar lVkI ijs dIaF awKF gfgljL dy ipWCy CupIaF hoeIaF sn aqy srIr qy kpiVaF dy nF qy isrPL iek jLIn pihxI hoeI sI, aqy iek bfrIk ijhI bunYx ijhI| qy vfl Ausdy msF hI iek iek ieSc hoxgy| jy ikqy Ausdy kMnF ivc vwzIaF vwzIaF vflIaF nf pihxIaF huMdIaF qF mYN Aus nUM lVkf hI smJxf sI, ny myry vwl vyK ky ikhf, “agr afpko pVxf hY qo vfl ktfny jLrUrI hYN| eyk kfm hI hogf, Xf vfloN kI kyar Xf stwzIjL| iblIv mI, jb mYN jhF py afeI QI qo myry BI vfl qyry jysy hI Qy, lyikn jhF py afqy hI sb sy phlf kfm jo mYnyN kIaf, vo Qf hyar kwt|” bfd ivc mYnUM pqf lwgf ik Aus df nF sMdIp sI aqy Ausny afpxf nfm sYNzI kIqf hoieaf sI aqy do vfr Pyl hox qoN bfd vI ajy bI ey pfrt vn ivc hI sI| kuVIaF dy vfr vfr kihx qy mYN vI afpxy vfl ktvfAux df PLYslf kr ilaf| jd mYN ibAUtI pfrlr ivc vVI qF mYN zr nfl kMb rhI sI| mYnUM zr lwg irhf sI ik jy myry Gr pqf lwg igaf ik mYN afpxy vfl ktvf idWqy ny, qF myrf kI hfl hovygf| pr mYnUM shylIaF ny hONslf vI idWqf hoieaf sI ik jd kdI mF bfp nUM pqf lwgygf qF Auh sB sFB lYxgIaF aqy JUT mUT kih dyxgIaF ik “ies dy

isr qy swt vwjI sI aqy zfktr dy jLoor dyx qy…ieh qF vflF nUM kYNcI nhIN sI lwgx dyxf cfhuMdI, pr zfktr ny ikhf ik jfn qoN vwD ky kI jLrUrI hY| jF kih dyvFgIaF beI nftk ivc pfrt krnf sI, muMzy df| jF ibAUtI pfrlr ivc jUVf krfAux geI sI aqy BulyKy nfl Ausny ies df isr hI muMn qf!” qy ieMj socF dy smuMdr ivc goqy KfdI mYN aMdr vVI| sfhmxy kursIaF qy keI nvIaF kfljIeyt bxIaF kuVIaF vfl ktvf rhIaF sn| jy ieh vfl ktvf skdIaF ny qF mYN ikEN nhIN| qy mYN ibAUtIsLIan nUM puiCaf ik kI myry ‘buafey kwt’ stfeIl jcygf qF Ausny ikhf, “hF, awCf lgygf|” aqy iPr Ausny myrf jUVf Koilaf aqy kYNcI lY ky ies nUM kwt ky pfsy tybl qy rwK idWqf aqy iPr vflF nUM qrfsLx lwgI| myrf idl Dwk Dwk kr irhf sI| ijEN mYN sfhmxy vwzy sLIsyL ivc Jfikaf qF mYN zr geI| mYN aYn sYNzI vFg lwg rhI sI| qy AusqoN bfd ayh idn af igaY, hux kdI vI mYnUM vfl ktvfAux lwigaF zr nhIN lwgdf| GridaF nUM vI JUT mUT bol ky mnf ilaf| Auh kr vI kI skdy sI? ies qoN bfd mYN iek sYNtr dy ivc ‘ieMgilsL spIikMg kors’ kr ilaf aqy hYlo, Xfh qy hfie afid kihxf isWK ilaf, BfvyN ik aMgryjLI dIaF ikqfbF qoN qF mYnUM Aunf hI zr lgdf hY ijMnf ik pMjvIN CyvIN ivc lgdf sI| sgoN hux qF motIaF motIaF ikqfbF nUM hwQ lfAux nUM vI jIa nhINM krdf| kuVIaF ivc qF hux mYN bhuq msLhUr ho geI sI, pr aiDafpkF ivc nf qF mYN kdI siqkfr hfsl krn df Xqn kIqf aqy nf hI kdI iksy aiDafpk ny myry bfry kdI gwl kIqI| pr muMizaF qy kuVIaF ivc myry hyar stfeIl, kwpiVaF aqy PysLn bfry aksr gwlF huMdIaF rihMdIaF| hr qIjy idn iPLlm dyKxf mYN nym bxf ilaf hY aqy awj qwk koeI vI nvIN irlIjL hoeI iPLlm nUM do idn dy aMdr aMdr dyK ky iek nvF irkfrz vI bxfieaf hY| jd vI isnymf dyKx, jLInj jF sLrtF KrIdx leI pYisaF dI loV pYNdI hY qF Gry icwTI ilK idMdI hF ik pVfeI leI ikqfbF KrIdxIaF hn aqy PIs vI aYNqkI kuJ vwD geI hY| bhfinaF dy leI iek zfierI lfeI hY ijs ivc mYN afpxIaF shylIaF qoN sux ky bhfny not krdI hF aqy ienHF dI vrqoN pRoPYsr nUM kMm nf krn qy, kuJ Xfd nf krn qy jF iksy hor mOky qy, aqy mfipaF qoN pYsy mMgvfAux jF PylH afid hox qy mfipaF nUM mnfAux leI lgfqfr krdI hF| ieSj iswKx isKfAux, iPLlmF dyKx, nvyN PYsLn isWKx aqy hor kMmF ivc hI smF lMG igaf aqy jd pRIiKaf njLdIk afAux lwgI qF mYN prcIaF bxfAux dI tryinSg dy leI kuJ hMZIaF hoeIaF (Bfv ipCly sfl PylH hoeIaF) lVkIaF qwk phuMd kIqI| keI nvyN qrIky lwBy| kfPF dy ipWCy ilKxf, hQylI qy ilKxf aqy not krky imtf dyxf aqy hor anykF purfxy ajLmfey ZMg cyqy kIqy, ilK ky rwKy qF jo pyprF c kMm af jfx| qy keI nvyN ZMgF dI Koj dy leI ivsLysL mIitMgF vI hoeIaF aqy nkl mfrx dy keI nvyN qrIky vI eIjfd kIqy jo ik ieQy dwsxf TIk nhIN hovygf cUMik ies nfl aiDafpkF nUM sfzy ‘gupq ZMgF’ bfry vI jfxkfrI iml jfvygI aqy aglI vfr sfzI cYikMg krn vyly ienHF qrIikaF nUM iDafn ivc rwiKaf jfvygf| pypr hoey| sB ZMg qrIky apxfey| pr iPr vI qswlI nf hoeI| keI svfl qF ieho ijhy sn jo ik sfnUM pypr dyx qoN bfd vI gfeIzF coN nf lwBy| kuJ ividafrQI kih rhy sn ik AunF ny Kud ivsLlysLx krky ieh svfl hwl kIqy, pr mYN qF ivsLlysLx sLbd hI pihlI vfr sux rhI sF| nqIjf afieaf aqy mYN PylH ho geI | sLrm af rhI sI ik kflj iks mUMh nfl jfvFgI| myrf isr sLrm nfl Juk irhf sI ik iks mUMh dy nfl Aus klfs dy ivc jfvFgI ijs ivc mYN iek sfl pihlF gujLfiraf sI| mYnUM jfipaf ik jUnIar myrf mKOl AuzfAuxgy| mYN sLsLopMj ivc sF| pr jd mYN kflj ivc geI qF mYnUM bVf afcMBf hoieaf ik sfry jUnIar myry qoN zr rhy sn| mYN smyN df Pfiedf AuTfAuxf TIk smiJaf| qdy pqf lwg ik myrIaF kuJ pwkIaF shylIaF df nqIjf vI ‘P’ hI afieaf hY| KusLI nfl myry pYr hux DrqI qy nhIN sI lwg rhy| mYnUM ipClf sfl cyqy afieaf| mYN vyiKaf ik anykF nvIaF kuVIaF Ausy qrF pMjfbI pihrfvy ivc sn, aqy lgBg sB dy vfl lMmy lMmy sn| acfnk iKafl afieaf ik jykr mYN afpxf ‘ibAUtI pfrlr’ hI KolH lvF, qF sfl df KLrcf vDIaf inkl afvygf ikENik hux ienHF sB nUM vfl ktvfAux dy leI asIN mjbUr qF krnf hI hY| pr ieh ivcfr mYN BivWK qy Cwz ky afpxIaF purfxIaF shylIaF nfl ivcfr crcf kIqI aqy lVkIaF dy mKOl AuzfAuxy afrMB kr idwqy| hPLqy dy aMdr aMdr keI lVkIaF nUM ‘mfzrn’ bxf idWqf| dUsry sfl vI mYN pfs nf hoeI qF ivsLy bdlx df ivcfr bxfieaf| pr iek myrI hI klfs dI iek ‘sInIar’ jo myry qoN do vfr vwD PyLlH ho cuwkI sI, aqy sfzI klfs dI nyqf sI, ny smJfieaf, “jy do sfl hor lfeyNgI qF nyqf bx jfeygI| lok nyqf bxn leI sB kuJ dfa qy lf idMdy hn| kI qUM do sfl hor Krfb krn qoN zrdI hYN|” myrf hONslf viDaf aqy mYN ivsLy nf bdlx df PLYslf kr ilaf| do sfl hor bIq gey qy mYN Ausy jmfq ivc hF, pr nyqf hF|

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siqkfr hfsl krn df Xqn kIqf aqy nf hI kdI iksy aiDafpk ny myry bfry kdI gwl kIqI| pr muMizaF qy kuVIaF ivc myry hyar stfeIl, kwpiVaF aqy PysLn bfry aksr gwlF huMdIaF rihMdIaF| hr qIjy idn iPLlm dyKxf mYN nym bxf ilaf hY aqy awj qwk koeI vI nvIN irlIjL hoeI iPLlm nUM do idn dy aMdr aMdr dyK ky iek nvF irkfrz vI bxfieaf hY| jd vI isnymf dyKx, jLInj jF sLrtF KrIdx leI pYisaF dI loV pYNdI hY qF Gry icwTI ilK idMdI hF ik pVfeI leI ikqfbF KrIdxIaF hn aqy PIs vI aYNqkI kuJ vwD geI hY| bhfinaF dy leI iek zfierI lfeI hY ijs ivc mYN afpxIaF shylIaF qoN sux ky bhfny not krdI hF aqy ienHF dI vrqoN pRoPYsr nUM kMm nf krn qy, kuJ Xfd nf krn qy jF iksy hor mOky qy, aqy mfipaF qoN pYsy mMgvfAux jF PylH afid hox qy mfipaF nUM mnfAux leI lgfqfr krdI hF| ieSj iswKx isKfAux, iPLlmF dyKx, nvyN PYsLn isWKx aqy hor kMmF ivc hI smF lMG igaf aqy jd pRIiKaf njLdIk afAux lwgI qF mYN prcIaF bxfAux dI tryinSg dy leI kuJ hMZIaF hoeIaF (Bfv ipCly sfl PylH hoeIaF) lVkIaF qwk phuMd kIqI| keI nvyN qrIky lwBy| kfPF dy ipWCy ilKxf, hQylI qy ilKxf aqy not krky imtf dyxf aqy hor anykF purfxy ajLmfey ZMg cyqy kIqy, ilK ky rwKy qF jo pyprF c kMm af jfx| qy keI nvyN ZMgF dI Koj dy leI ivsLysL mIitMgF vI hoeIaF aqy nkl mfrx dy keI nvyN qrIky vI eIjfd kIqy jo ik ieQy dwsxf TIk nhIN hovygf cUMik ies nfl aiDafpkF nUM sfzy ‘gupq ZMgF’ bfry vI jfxkfrI iml jfvygI aqy aglI vfr sfzI cYikMg krn vyly ienHF qrIikaF nUM iDafn ivc rwiKaf jfvygf| pypr hoey| sB ZMg qrIky apxfey| pr iPr vI qswlI nf hoeI| keI svfl qF ieho ijhy sn jo ik sfnUM pypr dyx qoN bfd vI gfeIzF coN nf lwBy| kuJ ividafrQI kih rhy sn ik AunF ny Kud ivsLlysLx krky ieh svfl hwl kIqy, pr mYN qF ivsLlysLx sLbd hI pihlI vfr sux rhI sF| nqIjf afieaf aqy mYN PylH ho geI | sLrm af rhI sI ik kflj iks mUMh nfl jfvFgI| myrf isr sLrm nfl Juk irhf sI ik iks mUMh dy nfl Aus klfs dy ivc jfvFgI ijs ivc mYN iek sfl pihlF gujLfiraf sI| mYnUM jfipaf ik jUnIar myrf mKOl AuzfAuxgy| mYN sLsLopMj ivc sF| pr jd mYN kflj ivc geI qF mYnUM bVf afcMBf hoieaf ik sfry jUnIar myry qoN zr rhy sn| mYN smyN df Pfiedf AuTfAuxf TIk smiJaf| qdy pqf lwg ik myrIaF kuJ pwkIaF shylIaF df nqIjf vI ‘P’ hI afieaf hY| KusLI nfl myry pYr hux DrqI qy nhIN sI lwg rhy| mYnUM ipClf sfl cyqy afieaf| mYN vyiKaf ik anykF nvIaF kuVIaF Ausy qrF pMjfbI pihrfvy ivc sn, aqy lgBg sB dy vfl lMmy lMmy sn| acfnk iKafl afieaf ik jykr mYN afpxf ‘ibAUtI pfrlr’ hI KolH lvF, qF sfl df KLrcf vDIaf inkl afvygf ikENik hux ienHF sB nUM vfl ktvfAux dy leI asIN mjbUr qF krnf hI hY| pr ieh ivcfr mYN BivWK qy Cwz ky afpxIaF purfxIaF shylIaF nfl ivcfr crcf kIqI aqy lVkIaF dy mKOl AuzfAuxy afrMB kr idwqy| hPLqy dy aMdr aMdr keI lVkIaF nUM ‘mfzrn’ bxf idWqf| dUsry sfl vI mYN pfs nf hoeI qF ivsLy bdlx df ivcfr bxfieaf| pr iek myrI hI klfs dI iek ‘sInIar’ jo myry qoN do vfr vwD PyLlH ho cuwkI sI, aqy sfzI klfs dI nyqf sI, ny smJfieaf, “jy do sfl hor lfeyNgI qF nyqf bx jfeygI| lok nyqf bxn leI sB kuJ dfa qy lf idMdy hn| kI qUM do sfl hor Krfb krn qoN zrdI hYN|” myrf hONslf viDaf aqy mYN ivsLy nf bdlx df PLYslf kr ilaf| do sfl hor bIq gey qy mYN Ausy jmfq ivc hF, pr nyqf hF| sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

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ZITF ivcoN ZIT suxINdf!

AuWGy mUrKL sRI buwDU rfm ny afpxI bdnfm pusqk ‘mUrKbfxI’ ivc iliKaf hY ik ies dunIaF ivc do qrHF dy lok hn- ZIT aqy aZIT. ieh ZITF df mnoivigafnk cirwqr icqrx qF awj qwk sLfied iksy vI sLfier jF lyKk ny afpxI ilKq ivc nf kIqf hovy, pr ienHF bfry gwlF mUMhoN-mUMhIN KUb suxn nUM iml jFdIaF hn aqy ienHF dy ‘sdfbhfr ikwsy’ vI lgBg hr jLubfn qy huMdy hn. ieh rwj ky mfVy huMdy hn pr afpxy afp nUM ‘sfry jhF sy awCf’ aqy rwj ky mUrK hox dy bfvjUd ‘muwlf nsIrUdIn’ dy bfp jF bIrbl dI aOlfd vjoN vI pysL krdy vyKy gey hn. ienHF dI cwpxIidlI qF bws aYnI ku huMdI hY ik bws ies ivc nwk zubo ky ieh Kud cMgI qrHF mr skx. myrf iek dosq sRI ZIT pRsfd kOmFqrI ZIT XUnIan df jnrl skwqr cuixaf igaf qF asIN AusqoN pfrtI mMgI, “Xfr qUM hux numfieMdf cuixaf igaf hY. ieh vwKrI gwl hY ik sfzy nfl qyrf koeI srokfr nhIN pr bMdf qF sfzy smfj df hI hYN. dws, kdoN dvygf pfrtI?” Ausdf jvfb sI, “tYm nI ajy, iek idn tfeIm kwZ ky sB nUM pfrtI dvFgf, aqy Auh vI luiDafxy pfrk plfjLf!” pr nf nON mx qyl hovy, nf rfDf nwcy.

iek idn mYN bjLfr ivcoN motr sfiekl qy lMG irhf sI qF rfh ivc iml igaf. aKy, “ikDr nUM qMU?” mYN dwisaf beI myrf zrfieivMNg lfiesMs aYkspfier ho igaf hY aqy ies nUM rIinAU krvfAUxf hY. ies qy Auh boilaf, “qF iPr jnfb jI nUM jfx dI kI loV hY? asIN ikhVy mrjL dI dvf hF. qusIN Gr jf ky BfbI jI kol bYTo, jF AunHF nUM sLihr idKfE, quhfzf huxy nvF nvF ivafh hoieaf hY. awj sLfm nUM PVf jfvFgf.” mYN Aus dI gwl mMn ky Ptf Pt lsMs Aus dy hvfly kIqf qy Kud Gr af igaf. Gry afieaf qF mYzm jI bfhr QRYizMgsLRYizMg krvfAux gey hoey sI, aqy jnfb nUM tI[vI[vyK ky gujLfrf krnf ipaf. hPLqy bfad jdoN Auh imilaf qF mYN soicaf beI hux lsMs kwZ ky hfjLr krky mfPLI mMgygf, beI kMm ‘c ruwiJaf hox krky nhIN af sikaf, pr Auh mF df ‘bfp’ ZfeI GMty gwlF krdf irhf, qy ‘awCf jnfb! koeI kMm hovy qF dwisE!’ kih ky iKskx lwgf qF mYN ‘lsMs’ bfry puwiCaf. inmUMJxf ijhf mUMh bxf ky kihMdf, “Eh lsMs, iPkr nf kro! idwqf hoieaf kcihrI ivc. kwlH dupihr qwk Gry PVf jUM1” qy sfl qo vwD ho igaf hY, svyry imly khU sLfm nUM aqy sLfm imly qF khU ‘svyr nUM PVf jfvFgf.’ iqMn vfr qF cONk qy puils qoN ‘pRYs’ df vfsqf pf ky msF msF bicaf hF. iek idn bjLfr ivc iPr iml igaf. kihx lwgf, “quhfzy kol pMj sO rupey tuwty hoxgy?” puwCx vflf hovy, qf puwCy vI kI? mYN pMj sO df not, jo ik pihlI vfr nOkrI lwgx bfd qnKfh imlx qy hI vyKxf sI, bfry sux ky iek vfr ‘afh’ BrI qy iPr ikhf, “sO-pMjfh vfly not imlf ky 500 kr ky dyKdf hF.” qy ptwk dy ky Auh boilaf, “nykI aOr pUC pUC!” qy Auh idn aqy afh ien, pYsy qF vfps kI krny hn, dUroN vyLK ky hI pfsy dI inkl jFdf hY. keI vfr mn ‘c afAuNdf ey, beI clo Cutkfrf qF ipaf, cfhy mihMgf hI ipaf. ZITF nUM bolx dI vI qmIjL nhIN huMdI. mOkf bymOkf qF vyK lYx! iekyrF afpxI bygm nUM lY ky mYN bfeIk qy sLihr ivKfAux jf irhf sI, qF rfh ivc nfkf lfeI bYTf sI. ‘GrvflI’ nfl hox dy bfvjUd GMtf Kf igaf. kihx lwgf, “BfbI jI QozI sLkl iksy nfl imldI ey!” mYN vI gMBIr ho igaf, beI ieh kI lwPV pfeI jFdf hY? ieDr asIN lyt ho rhy sI aqy AuDr jnfb ZIT pRsfd idmfg qy ‘Pwul pRYsLr’ pf rhy sn, aqy pUry 50 imMn soc ivcfrx bfad boly, “hF Xfd af igaf, aYEN qF Xfd sLkqI bVI qyjL hY, bcpn ivc sfl ivc mYN iek phfVf cyqy kr lYNdf sI. jy pihlI ivc do sfl hor lwg jFdy, pMj qwk phfVy pihlI ivc hI Xfd kr lYxy sI.” mYN Xfd krfieaf, “sLkl iks nfl imldI hY?” qF gMBIr ijhf ho igaf, “Edn ivafh vfly idn qyry nfl ‘nMdF ‘qy ijhVI kuVI qyrf pwlU PV ky qyry ipwCy ipwCy gyVy kwZdI sI! aYn Ehdy vrgI aY, EhI lwgdI hY, Edn lihMgf pfieaf sI, awj jLIn aY1” dwso, ieho ijhy ZITF koloN CtfAux nfloN axCitaf hI Kf lvo, cMgY! jdoN Aus ny nvF nvF mobfeIl ilaf qF sVk qy jf irhf sI. EDroN iksy df Pon af igaf, beI ikQy aYN? Kihx lwgf, “bfQrUm ivc nfh irhf hF?” EDroN qyjL rPLqfr ivc af irhf skUtr af irhf sI aqy ieDr ieh Gbrf ky kdy ieDr qy kdy EDr nUM. pqf EdoN eI lwgf jdoN skUtr ‘Ptfk dy ky af ky jnfb dy vwjf, qy ZIT pRsfd dy mUMhoN cIk inklI. mobfeIl df ‘lfAUz spIkr’ afn sI. aMdroN afvfjL afeI, ‘afh kI?’ kihMdf, “skUtr af ky vwjf?” AuDroN afvfjL iPr afeI, “ikEN, sVk qy nfh irhf sI, ik skUtr bfQrUm ivc af viVaf?” pqf Pon krn vfly nUM vI sI, bws itwcrf kr irhf sI. smJdf ieh hY beI Auh dunIaF nUM byvkUPL bxf irhY, pr byvkUPL Auh bx cuwkf hY aqy sB qoN cUnf lgvf lYNdf hY. mobfeIl vflI iek hor suxo. iek idn mYN Pon kIqf, beI ikQy aYN? bYTf sI sLihr ivc hI jUs bfr ivc qy kihMdf, “idwlI qoN bol irhf hF, kfl bMd kr, mYnUM ‘roimMg afAUitMg’ pY rhI hY.” asl ivc Ausy bfr ivc hI mYN bYTF sI, qy ikhf, “glfs ijhy KVk rhy ny, lgdY BFzy mFjdf ipaf eyN?” kihMdf, “nhIN nhIN bfr ‘c sI.” mYN ikhf, “afdqF nhIN geIaF, AuhI ipClI sIt qy sVk vwl ipwT krI bYTF eyN. awgy ipwCy vI vyK ilaf kro, ho skdY mYN vI idwlI afieaf hovF?” qy jdoN Aus ny mUMh Gumfieaf qF mYnUM vyK ky pihlF qF sLrimMdf ijhf ho igaf, iPr iCwQf ijhf pY ky boilaf, “mYN soicaf sI, beI dyKIey, pqf lwgdY ik nhIN.” sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

jdoN iek dsqKq ZfeI sO rupey df ipaf

gwl Aus smyN dI hY, jdoN mYN srkfrI nOkrI leI hwQ pYr mfr irhf sI. kfgjL pwqr pUry krky ijLlHy dy vDIk izptI kimsLnr dy dPqr ivc jmHF krvfAuxy sI. afKLrI idn sI, aqy ies krky srdIaF df dsMbr mhInf hox dy bfvjUd mYN psIno psInI hoieaf ipaf sI. qyjLI aqy Gbrfht krky

pqf vI nhIN sI lwg irhf ik kI ho irhf hY aqy kI krnf hY. AuNj kdy mYN ds iklomItr vI jfxf hovy, qF qur ky jfx nUM hI qrjIh idMdf hF, pr hux smF bcfAux aqy iksy nf iksy qrHF mOky qy nOkrI leI arjLI jmHF krn dI llk krky mYN awDf iklomItr jfx leI vI Jwt irksLf jF QRI vIlHr lYNdf irhf. drasl hoieaf ieMj ik myry kol kfgjLfq qF pUry sn aqy sB dsqfvyjLF dIaF asl-nkl kfpIaF vI sn. pr mOky dy aPsr ny kfgjL vyKdy vyKdy iek nkl ieDr EDr kr leI, kihx lwgf, “afh bI[aYs[sI[ dy pRmfx pwqr dI nkl nhIN hY.” mYN Bwj ky iek hor Poto styt krvf ky ilaf idwqI, qF kihx lwgf, “ies nUM atYst krvfE.” mYN ikhf, ieQy ijLly ivc myrI koeI Kfs jfx pCfx nhIN, qusIN Kud hI kr idE, asl snd quhfzy kol hY hI hY, qy bfkI quhfzy kol ‘atYst’ krn dy aiDkfr vI hn. pr aPLsr jy afm jnqf dI suxn lwg jfx qF AunHF nUM aPLsr kOx khy? ……qy iPr sLurU hoieaf myrf ‘sPLr!’ dupihr dy sfZy bfrF vwjy sn. mYN sfhmxy hI iek srkfrI dPLqr dy muwK aPLsr kol jf pwujf. aPLsr iek mihlf sI. mYN rwb df sLukrIaf adf kIqf, beI mihlfvF df idl kuJ nrm huMdf hY, pr ieh kI pqf sI, beI aPLsrI df roab ‘mom’ nUM vI ‘lohf’ bxf idMdf hY. mYzm jI ‘XMg’ vI sI aqy ‘husIn’ vI. moiZaF qwk kwty vfl bVy idlkwsL aMdfjL ivc ichry duafly iKlry hoey sn. mYN gMBIr ho ky arjL kIqI, “mYzm jI, kI mYN aMdr af skdf hF?” mYzm jI sLIsLy ivc vyKky afpxy BrvwitaF nUM pwut rhy sn, aqy myry vwl vyKky boly, “dwso, kI kMm hY?” mYN ‘hYrfn vI hoieaf aqy pRysLfn vI’ beI jnqk dPLqrF ivc jnqf nUM ‘dUroN hI kMm puwC ky’ qorx dI gwl hux qwk suxI hI sI, hux sLfied! mYN zridaf AuWqr idwqf, “mYzm jI, snd dI nkl ‘atYst’ krvfAuxI sI!” srkfrI aPLsr ‘ibAUtI’ qoN ‘izAUtI’ bxn dI QF ‘PUlx dyvI’ bx geI, “nhIN, sfzy kol hor pMjfh sO kMm huMdy hn. jfE, iksy hor qoN krvf lvo. myry kol smF nhIN.” iek vfr qF myry mn ivc afieaf, beI kih dvF, ik mYzm jI qusIN myrI nkl qy hsqfKLr kr dvo, mYN quhfzy Brvwty muMn idMdf hF, jo qusIN kr rhy ho! koeI ZoeI nf imldI dyK ky mYN dPLqr ivcoN bfhr inkilaf aqy iksy aYm bI bI aYs, jF aYm zI zfktr df hspqfl lwBx lwgf. nyVy qF koeI hspqfl lwBf nhIN. iek dukfn vfly nUM puwiCaf qF Auh afKx lwgf, “mYnUM qF pqf nhIN, iksy dvfeIaF vflI dukfn vfly qoN pqf kr lvo.” nyVy hI iek Pfrmfisst dI dukfn qy jf KVf hoieaf, qF dukfndfr iswDf ijhf ho igaf, beI koeI gRfhk-gfhk afieaf hY, pr mYN qF iksy hor df gfhk sI. Ausny do iqMn hspqflF dy pqy dy idwqy. zf: vflIaf df hspqfl nyVy sI, pr AuQy BIV bhuq sI. iPr vI mYN bcdf, inkldf lfeIn ivc kfPLI awgy phuMc igaf. GMty bfad myrI vfrI afeI. mYN zfktr dy sfhmxy KVf sI, “hF dwso, kI bImfrI hY?” mYN afpxI ‘bImfrI’ dwsI. zfktr sfihb boly, “quhfzI bImfrI df myry kol koeI ielfj nhIN. ies kMm bfry mYN quhfzI shfieqf nhIN kr skdf.” mYN bQyrI arjL kIqI pr zfktr sfihb dy moty moty kMnF qy koeI jUM nf srkI. afKr afpxf ijhf mUMh lY ky mYN zf: gupqf dy hspqfl jf puwjf. hux qwk iqMn vwj cwuky sn. mYN shfiek nUM ikhf, “zfktr sfihb nfl imlf idE. myrI nOkrI df svfl hY. nkl ‘atYst’ krvfAuxI hY. pqf nhIN kI gwl hY, sfry nFh krI jFdy ny. jy awj kfgjLfq nf jmHF krvfey gey, smJo nOkrI geI, aqy sfrI Aumr mjLdUrI krnI pAU!” pr shfiek cMgf Blf huMdf hoieaf vI ‘bolf’ ijhf bx ky boilaf, “ieQy bYT jfE, zfktr sfihb nUM afpxI ‘prfblwm’ dws dIE. GMty ku qwk af jfxgy. iqMn qoN cfr bryk ey.” mYN do vfr sIsLy ivc afpxy vwl aqy do vfr Aus ‘jmdUq’ vwl, qy iPr vfps sVk qy af ky afpxI iksmq nUM kosx lwgf. qdy sfhmxy borz lwgf vyiKaf, ‘zfktr cfvlf sfihb, sfeIkYtirst’ aqy nfl CotI ijhI PwtI qy iliKaf sI, ‘zfktr sfihb Pfrm vI atYst kr idMdy hn.” mYNnUM ieMj lwgf ijvyN mfrUQl ivc ‘nKilsqfn’ lwB igaf hovy. mYN Xkdm hspqfl ivc viVaf. iek kwcI ijhI Aumr dI kuVI mobfeIl qy aYs aYm aYs pVH rhI sI. mYN afpxf pircY idwqf, smwisaf dwsI aqy KusLI-2 ivc Aus dy jcdy sUt dI qfrIPL vI kr idwqI. Auh zfktr sfihb dI shfiek sI aqy sLrmfAuNidaF-2 Aus ny ‘qfrIPL’ svIkfr kr leI aqy nfl hI bolI, ‘quhfzf nfm?’ mYN ikhf beI nfm puwC ky kI krnf ey, mYN qF isrPL hsqfKLr krvf ky cly jfxf hY. mYN ikhVf koeI ielfj krvfAuxf hY. afpxy vflF nUM sMvfridaF Ausny inMmHf ijhf muskrf ky ikhf, “zfktr sfihb iek pRqI atYst krvfAux dy sO rupey lYNdy hn.” mYNnUM iekdm Jtkf ijhf lwgf, qy iKLafl afieaf beI sO rupey aYvyN ikEN Krfb krny hn. iksy hor zfktr qoN puwC lYNdf hF, qy jy iPr vI gwl nf bxI, qF ieh zfktr qF hY hI. dUjy pfsy smF qyjLI nfl lMGI jFdf sI. sI qF ieh myrI byvkUPLI hI! mYN iesy qrHF hspqfl lwBdf lwBdf iek vwzy hspqfl kol jf pwujf. AuQy jf ky AuhI pwuCigwC kIqI. ieh vwzf hspqfl sI, ijQy sB mrjLF dy zfktr sn. pihlI vfr hspqfl mYNnUM ‘svrg’ lwgf. iek vfr qF lwgf beI ieQy kMm rfs af jfvygf. GuMmdf GumfAuNdf mYN sB zfktrF dy kYibnF ivc qwkdf irhf. sB dy awgy bYTI jF bYTf shfiek kih idMdy, beI ‘zfktr sfihb bfhr gey ny’ jF ‘rotI Kf rhy ny’ qy jF ‘aYmrjYNsI kys atYNz kr rhy ny.’ mYN AunHF nUM ikvyN smJfAuNdf beI, myrf kys sB qoN vwD aYmrjMsI vflf hY. qdy iek zfktr dI shfiek ny ‘hfmI’ BrI, pr nfl hI kih idwqf, “zfktr sfihb sfeIn vI kr dyxgy, qy jo puwCogy, dws vI dyxgy, pr zfktr nUM imlx qoN pihlF bfhroN pRvysL duafr qy prcI ktvfAuxI jLrUrI hY.’ mYN Ptf Pt igaf aqy nfm ilKf ky prcI mMgI, qF jvfb imilaf, “ZfeI sO rupey, tuty PVfE.” mYN qOr BOr ho igaf, qy sfhmxy GVI twk-twk kr rhI sI. sfZy cfr vwj gey sn, aqy jy pMj vjy qoN pihlF mYN dPLqr kfgjLfq jmHF nhIN krvfAuNdf sI qF srkfrI nOkrI krn df supnf sfrI ijMdgI supnf bixaf rihxf sI. Auh ‘sO rupey vflf’ hspqfl vI mYN iqMn-cfr iklomItr prHy Cwz afieaf sI. mYN PtfPt pYsy adf krky ‘sfeIn’ krvf ky srkfry-drbfry af puwjf. AuQy iek vwzf borz lwgf sI, ijs qy aksr noits ilKy jFdy hn. iPwky ijhy cfk nfl kuJ iliKaf sI, aqy bfhr kuJ hor AumIdvfr muMzy aqy kuVIaF aqy AunHF dy Gr dy jF sfk sMbMDI KVy sn. mYnUM iekdm Jtkf ijhf lwgf ieh soc ik KLOry kI iliKaf hovygf. iDafn nfl hONslf ijhf krky piVHaf,

iliKaf sI, ‘cox jLfbqf lfgU hox krky srkfrI inXukqIaF qy pfbMdI lwgx krky hux koeI inXukqI nhIN hovygI.” myrI hflq kI sI, ies nUM sLbdF duafrf ibafn qF nhIN kIqf jf skdf, qusIN aMdfjLf lgf skdy ho. (not: ieh iek swcI kQf hY, pr nfm bdly gey hn.) sMpfdk jI, ikrpf krky myrf ieh qfjLI, mOilk qy ajy qwk apRkfisLq rcnf pRkfisLq krky myrf hONslf vDfAuxf jI| ieh axCpI qy mOilk rcnf hY| ivsLvfsLpfqr, pRo: aYc aYs izMpl 2919, iplkn strIt, anfrklI bjLfr, jgrfAuN-142026 (pMjfb)

rwb ny KUb bxfeI joVI iek aMnHf qy iek kohVI srdfrnI aqy srdfr cfxn isMG ‘hnyrf’ DoKy nfl bynqI krdy hn ik AunHF dy nlfiek kpuwqr kfkf zrpok isMG ‘sLyrf’ poqrf srdfrnI PUlx dyvI pqnI svrgI dIvf mwl hnyrf df asLuB ivafh bIbI pwqJV kOr ‘bhfr’ spuwqrI srdfrnI aqy srdfr tuwcr mwl ‘JwKV’ invfsI ‘Zih jixaf muhwlf’ dy nfl Dwky nfl inXq hoieaf hY. so, afp jI ny sfzy vwloN Dwky nfl Byijaf rUVIaF dI mihk vrgf swdf kbUl krdy hoey smsLfn Gft pYlys muridaF vfly bfeIpfs roz bysLrmpurf ivKy aPsos Biraf mUMh lY ky phuMcx dI ikrpflqf krnI. so, aijhy asLuB mOky qy quhfzy vrgy luwicaF lPMigaF aqy kwitaF vwiZaF nfl hI sLoBf idMdy hn. asIN nf cfhuMdy hoey vI Dwky nfl quhfzf DMnvfd krFgy. pRogrfm: kuwt kutfpf 8 vjy svyry brfq nUM kwiZaf jfvygf 10 vjy svyry not: jlUs rfq nUM kwiZaf jfvygf. iCwqrF df hfr nfl lY ky afAuxf drsLn aiBlfsLI pRyq isMG ‘BUqF vfly’ afAuNidaF dI ryl bxfAux leI sR: cOOOV cVIqf sR: sfgr isMG ‘QwpV mfr, koml isMG ‘hwzI qoV’ muridaF vflf roz, bysLrmpurf Pon: lwgx qy dwisaf jfvygf.

tIikaF ivc PsI kfmyzI hfsf mjLfk ijMdgI dy leI iek ‘splImYNt’ dI qrHF kMm krdf hY, iek tfink dy vFg! joV qoV ky bxfeIaF gwlF, cutkilaF nfloN asl ijMdgI dIaF kuJ GtnfvF vwD hsfAuxIaF huMdIaF hn. ieh gwl jy qusIN ies hQly afrtIkl nUM pV ky mMn jfE qF mYN afpxI koisLsL nUM sPLl smJFgf. ZfktrI ikwqy nUM AuNj qF bVf nIrs aqy gMBIr ijhf ikwqf mMinaF jFdY, pr myry vwzy vIr jI jo ik aYm bI bI aYs zfktr hn, aksr afpxy kfwlj aqy hspqfl dIaF rOick gwlF suxfAuNdy hn, ik sux ik lgdY,ijvyN Auh eIsLr BfeIey dIaF kivqfvF jF lfl isMG kmlf akflI dy lyK suxf rhy hox. iekyrF iek mrIjL df afprysLn krn bfad ivcfry nUM vfrz ivc ilaFdf igaf. vrqy gey asbfb dI ilst ivc iqMn mombwqIaF aqy do sYWl vI ilKy hoey sn. puwCx qy dwisaf igaf ik aprysLn Qytr ivc lfeIt clI geI sI aqy so pihlF tfrc vrqI geI aqy sYWl Kqm hox qy mombwqIaF dI lft dy shfry aprysLn sMpMn hoieaf. afprysLn Qytr ivc gfAUn aqy mfwsk (nkfb) pf ky zfktr qy cOQy drjy dy muljLmF dy ivc koeI PLrk njLr nhIN afAuNdf. sB ieko ijhy jfpdy ny. Aus

vI afprysLn Qytr dy drvfjLy qy mrIjL cOQy drjy dy mulfjLmF dy hI drsLn krdy ny. zfktr qF Kory ikhVI Kuzy lwgy huMdy ny. zfktr sfdy kwpiVaF ivc aMdr jf ky gfAUn vgYrf cfVdy ny. qy gfAUn aMdr hI Auqfr ky AuvyN hI sfdy icwt kwpVIey bx ky bfhr af jFdy ny. ieMÖ cOQy drjy vfly afm jnqf ivc zfktr dI pdvI hfsl krdy ny. iek vfr iek afdmI ivBfg dy iek muKI nIUM ieh puwCdf dyiKaf igaf ik, “BfeI sfihb, zfktr rfjU (iek cOQf drjf krmcfrI) ikWQy imlxgy?” iek vfr qF hwd hI ho geI. iek 65 ku sfl dy bfbf jI df icwty moqIey df aprysLn kIqf igaf. jd AunHF nUM vDIaf cMgf Blf idsx lwg ipaf qF sLIsyL awgy afpxIaF rMg brMgIaF aYnkF nUM TIk krdf hoieaf, sLOkIx bfbf boilaf, “pwuq zfktrf, vy qUM ingHf qF bVI vDIaf bxfeI af, hux jy koeI vfl kfly krn dI dfrU ilK dvyN qF bVI myhrbfnI!!!” afprysLn qoN bfad iek mrIjL dI hflq kfPLI gMBIr sI. Ausdy idmfg qy bImfrI df asr cVx krky Auh itkdf nhIN sI. lwqF bfhvF vfhvf mfrdf sI, qy nwk dI nflI bfhr kwZ ky suwt idMdf sI. AusdIaF lwqF, bfhvF bMnH idwqIaF geIaF aqy GridaF nUM qIjI nflI ilafAux dI arjL kIqI geI. Auh ajy rupieaF df pRbMD kr hI rhy sn ik mrIjL sMBldf hoieaf boilaf, “zfktr sfihb, mYnUM KolHo, ieh nhIN jFdy qF mYN afpy lY afAuxY…………” jwcf bwcf ivBfg dy ivc iek vfr rfq smyN iek grBvqI aOrq nUM bhuq qyjL pRsUq pIVF nfl ‘aYmrjYNsI’ rFhI ilaFdf igaf. izAUtI qy sfry zfktr qy