Rant

My mind fuzzes, brain tap on an unforgiving friend, I lie awake, waiting for the next day, my body goes numb, AM I FADING OUT? I finaly go to sleep, dreams so real and twisted, my brain blisters, cant remember, lost another meaningful dream for a meaningless day, I weep, no just kidding, I have'nt cried in years, not to macho, I want to shed tears, just cant, wont, I'm just hollow there, so fade if I may, in and out of daze.