Raju

Raju,

Life is strange, rather stranger than anything. But still it's simple with many complexities. Take all the complexity as a unit of learning process. More you learn more, more you be simple. In case of love and affection related complexity it is applicable.

Actually, this is the way of thinking. It differs from man to personality to brought up to education and experience. When, first time I felt in love with Jayita, which was immature and platonic. That's why it dissolved in time, now I can't remember her face also. But when I had a face to face affair with Panchali and there was a room, drizzling outside and suddenly load shedding occurred, she hold my hand tightly and…….. I felt, I can do anything to carry this relation to a prosper future. Then you know what happened. In case of other one, (Rikhiya) she was adamant about me, I was not able to afford that relation. I belief, love and affection needs a sexual support to take relation to the maturity.

Now I'm having a relation with a girl (Mampi), she is good, cool, poor and as bad reputed as me in Jalpaiguri. Studying in Class XII. I want to enjoy life with her in a same room, on the same bed. I love her. This is my 10 or 12th love incident. Yes, love is a INCIDENT always in my lie. Still honestly I can agree with my point of view, whatever I have written to you.

And from the heart- I never loved anybody in this FUCKING WORLD. Wright now, love is a pleasure to me, and I'm enjoying it with dedication. Ha ha

Jeet