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rFkk ,d NksVh cgu Fkh vkfJrk tks vkBoha es i<+rh Fkh bu i ds okctwn Hkh ve`r dks ckgj Hkstuk mUgksaaus Lohdkjk rkdh og dqN cu lds dqN dj lds mudk lgkjk cus mldh ek¡ rFkk cguks dh Hkh ;gh bPNk Fkhlknk os’k&Hkw"kk esa ve`r tc igyh ckj ckgj vk;k Fkk rks ;g¡k dh jgu&lgu mls vthc yxh Fkhtks fd xk¡o ls dkQh fHkUu Fkh mls 'kq:& 'kq: esa ,MtLV gksus esa dkQh fnDdr gks jgk FkkA Ckkj&ckj vius ?kj ifjokj dh ;kn dj eu nzfor gks mBrk ]fo’ks"kdj viuh nksukas cguska ds ckjs es lkspdj viuh nhnh rFkk NksVh cgu ds lkFk /kek&pkSdM+h epkuk] ,d nwljs dks fp<+uk&fp<+kuk rFkk >xM+k yM+kbZ rFkk I;kj trkuk ;g lc ckrs mls ;gk¡ dpksV jgh Fkh/khjs&/khjs ve`r ckgj ds jaxhu nwfu;k esa jaxrk pyk x;k lk/kkj.k lVZ&isaV iguus okyk ve`r dc 'kksVZ&'kVZ rFkk thaUl iguus yxk- irk gh uk pyk- bu lc mlds nksLr latho rFkk fodk’k dk T;knk ;ksxnku jgk Fkk- pqfda dk¡fyt igys gh fnu ls ?kfu"Brk gks x;h Fkh] latho rFkk fodk’k nksuksa fcxM+s jf;l T;kns Fksa vius firk ds iSls dks ;w gh jasLrjkvksa ] 2

fQYeks rFkk ikfVZ;ksa vknh esa tk;k djrs Fksa i<+kbZ mu yksxska ds fy, egt ,d vkSipkfjdrk cudj jg xbZ Fkh A os yksx vf/kdrj Dykl ,IlsaV dj fdlh gk¡y ] jsLrjk vFkok xYlZ gkWLVy ds pDdj yxkrs gh utj vkrs Fksa ve`r 'kq:& 'kq: eas rks budk lkFk nsus ls rks budkj dj fn;k exj /khjs&/khjs og Hkh buesa jerk pyk x;k og Hkh iwjh rjg ls i<+kbZ ls fceq[k gks pqdk FkkfM;j LVqMsaV vkt latho dk cFkZMs gS vkt latho dh vksj ls ge lHkh LVqMsaVks dks 'kkunkj VªhV gS ] fodk’k vius Dykl esa LVqMsaVks ls eq[kfro gksrs gq, cksykgqj~jsZ-------------- iwjs Dykl ds LVqMsaVksa us ,d lkFk [kq’kh dk btgkj djrs gq, fpYyk, ] rFkk lHkh us latho dks 'kqHkdkeuk,sa nh- yap vkoj esa latho us dSafVu esa tkdj lkjs LVqMsaVks dks 'kkunkj VªhV nh lkjs LVqMsaVks ds lkFk ve`r Hkh bl iy dk yqIr mBk;kve`r vkt 'kke dks esjs ?kj ij ikVhZ gS rqe t:j vkuk] latho us veqr ds ikl vkrs gq, cksykve`r dh Lohd`fr ls lj fgyk;kckgj ds chpks&chp vk/kqfud lq[k&lqfo/kk ls lqlfTtr ,d 'kkunkj caxyk Fkk- vanj gk¡y esa ckgj 3

ds vusd x.kekU;~ O;fDr ekStwn FksA xkSjryc Fkk fd bl ckgj ds ukeh m/kksxifr;kas esa ,d muds csVs dk tUefnu Fkkve`r dks bruh cM+h ikVhZ es 'kfjd gksus dk igyk volj Fkk tkfgj lh ckr Fkh f>>d gksuh gh Fkhosyde ve`r] latho vfHkoknu djrs gq, cksykgSIih oFkZ Ms Vq ;w latho] ve`r mls cwQs nsrs gq, cksyk- FkSDldqN le; nksuks es vkSipkfjd ckrs gqbZ fQj latho nqljs esgekuks ds lokxr djus pyk x;k A ve`r pqipki vdsys [kM+k Fkk lHkh yksx b/kj m/kj dh ckrksa esa e’kxqy Fks mls ml oDr dk¡Qh f>>d gks jgh Fkh rHkh ve`r dh utj ,d fugk;r gh [kqclwjr glhu yM+dh ij x;k] tks mlh dh rjQ vk jgh FkhgSyks tsafVyeSu vki ;gk¡] og [kqclqjr yM+dh cksyh- th gk¡ fel ‘ 'gf"kZrk’ vius QzsM ds cFkZ Ms es buHkkbVsM gw¡A vksg rks vki esjk uke Hkh tkurs gS] gf"kZrk vius psgjs ij vk’p;Z dh Hkko ykrs gq, cksyhth gk¡ eksgrjek vki esjs lkFk dkfyt es i<+rh gS esjk QtZ curk gS fd vius lkFk i<+us okyks dk igpku j[kw oSls Hkh vki tSls [kqclqjr lDl dks dksbZ Hkyk dSls ugh tkusxk-

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cgqr [kqc--- vPNk rks yxs gkFk viuk Hkh uke crk gh nhft, eS ve`r-osjh O;wVhQqy use- lks vkbZ ,e osjh gSIih- FkSDlgf"kZrk vkius vHkh rd crk;k ugh fd vki ;gkWa dSlsvksg~ vkbZ ,e lkSjh fe- ve`resjs ikik rFkk latho ds ikik nksuks cpiu ds nksLr gS- ge nksuks ds ifjokj es dkQh DyksTM fjys”kuf”ki gS gj vksdstu es geyksx ,d nqljs ds ;gkW vkrs tkrs gS ] clgf"kZrk eq>s ;g tkudj cM+k gh rkTtqc gqvk fd latho vkSj vkids ifjokj es ?kfu"Brk gksus ds ckctwn Hkh u latho dHkh vkids ckjs es ftdz gh fd;k vkSj u gh d¡Wkyst es dHkh ckrs djrs ns[kk] vkf[kj D;ksa] D;k eS tku ldrk g¡w cl tku fyft, dh latho ls ckr djuk eq>s ilan ugh gS- rks fQj ;gk¡ D;ks vkbZ] ve`r fQj gf"kZrk ls iz’u fd;k- ;g¡k vkuk esjh etcwjh Fkh] [kSj NksfM+;s bu ckrks dks vc eS pyrh gw¡ vady vk¡Vh ls feydj lh/ks ?kj ykSV tkmxh] dgdj gf"kZrk ogkWa ls pyh xbZcl] --- ve`r mls tkrs ns[krk jg x;k-

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ve`r---- ve`r vjs dc ls [kkst jgk gw¡ dgk¡ [kks x, Fks] py mij dejs es latho cqyk jgk gSa] fodk’k us ve`r ls dgk¡vksg~---- vjs fodk”k eS rks ;gh Fkk] py pys] dgdj ve`r fodk’k ds lkFk py fn;k[kkuk [kkus ds Ik’pkr rhuksa ,d dejs es igqpslatho us fodkl ds vk[kksa esa b’kkjk fd;k- cxy ls fodk’k 'kjkc ds dbZ cksrysa ysa vk;k;g D;k latho ;g¡k 'kjkc D;ks eaxok;s gks] ve`r vk’p;Z ls cksykns[k ;kj fcuk 'kjkc ds D;k dksbZ ikVhZ gksrh gS oSls Hkh ;g bEiksZVsaV 'kjkc gS] nks ?kqV fi;ksxs rc irk pysxk fd --- latho rqe rks tkurs gks dh eS 'kjkc ugh ihrk gwWa

;kj rq>s jkst&jkst ihus ds fy, dksbZ FkksM+s gh dgrk gS vkt latho dk cFkZ dk cFkZMs gS bl [kq'kh ds ekSds ij FkksM+s ihus ds fy, vkxzg dj jgk gS vkSj rq eSa fd cPpks dh rjg gB dj jgs gks] fodk'k cksyk“Iyht fodk'k eq>s ekQ dj nks ]eS ugh ih ldrk “ ve`r yxHkx fxM+fxjkrs gq, cksyk-

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u --- ugh --- ve`r ds fpYykus ds ckotwn fodk'k us tcnZLrh ve`r ds eq¡g esa 'kjkc ds cksrysa mMsyus yxk- dqN mlds eq¡g ls ckgj fxM+s exj dqN ?kq¡V mlds eq¡g ds vanj gh pyk x;kFkksM+h nsj ckn ve`r ns[kk fd gf"kZrk f[kM+dh ls mldh rjQ gh ns[k jgh gS og blls igys dh dqN cksyrk fd og tk pqdh Fkhuhan mldh vk¡[kks lsa dks"ksk nwj Fkhvkt dh lkjh ?kVuk fQYe dh Hkk¡rh fnekx es py jgh Fkh- fdruk ukt Fkk ml ij mlds firk dk] ek¡ dk viuh cguks dk rHkh rks ;gh ds la;qDr iz;kl ds ne ij og bruh nwj 'kgj vk;k Fkk liuk dks gdhdr nsus exj lc [akf.Mr gks x;k- vkt mlds nksLrks ds foPkkj O;ogkj ls rkas mlds dqpzd es Q¡lrk x;k ftldk [kkfe;ktk mls vkt Hkqxruk iM+k] vkt rd ftl ifjokj ds yksxks ds tqoka es 'kjkc dk uke u vk;k Fkk vkt og mls vius gyd es mrkj fy;k Fkk irk ugh tc mls ekrk&firk dks irk pysxk rks muij D;k chrsxh- lksprs&lksprs ve`r ds vk¡[ksa Mc&Mck vk;hvkt ve`r tSls gh dkfyt igq¡pk- fd xsV ij gh mldh eqykdkr gf"kZrk ls gks xbZ- gf"kZrk ns[krs gh cksy iM+h “rks dfg, ve`r dSlh lgh dy dh ikVhZ ? “

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“cl ;www¡ le> fyft, dy dh ikVhZ es 'kjhd gksuk esjs ftanxh dk lcls cM+k nqHkkZX; Fkk] ve`r jksvk¡l ’ gksrs gq, cksyk“rks vki c[kwch ;g le> x, gksxs fd vki ds nksLr fdl fdLe ds balku gS] gf"kZrk pqVdh ysrs gq, cksyh“gk¡] gf"kZrk”os yksx esjs lkFk ,Slk djsxs liuk esa ugh lkspk Fkk- dy dh ml ?kVuk ls vanj gh vanj vijk/k cksN ls nck tk jgh gw¡ - fdruh vis{kkvks dk xyk ?ksV fn;k] ve`r dh vk¡[ksa McMck vkbZ og ogk¡ yxHkx Hkkxrk gqvk Dykl :e esa pyk x;k yap vkoj esa ve`r esa pqi&pki xzkmaM esa isM+ ds uhps cSBk Fkk- mlds psgjs ij xgM+h mnklh NkbZ Fkh rHkh mls fdlh ds Li'kZ dk ,glkl gqvk fins eqM+dj ns[kk rks gf"kZrk Fkh ] tks [kM+h&[kM+h eqLdqjk jgh Fkh“vki ;gk¡ vdsys es cSBs D;k dj jgs gSa eS vkidks [kkst&[kskt dj ijs'kku gks jgh gw¡”] gf"kZrk e¡qg fcpdk dj cksyhcl dqN [kkl ugh “ve`r yxHkx ckr Vkyrs gq, cksyk- fQj cksyuk 'kq: fd;k] nsf[k, “ve`r viuh xyfr;ksa dk ,glkl dj ysuk gh fdlh izk;f'pr ls de ugh gksxk c'krsZ fd ml xyfr;ksa dks dHkh Hkfo"; es u nksgjkus dk <`< ladfYir gks viuh xyfr;ks ds ckjs es lksp lksp dj viuk le; tk;k djus 8

esa dkSu lh cqf)ekuh gS vxj vki ,Slk djrs gS rks ;g mlls Hkh cM+h xyrh gksxh- ;kFkkZr es Hkjkslk jf[k, vkSj ;kFkkZr esa thuk lhf[k,pqdha vkidks vius ekrk&firk ds liuks dks lkdkj djuk gS u rks vius dkcfy;r dks fl) fdft,;w¡ vkj xzsV gf"kZrk] lp vkius rks esjh vk¡[ks [ksky nh ] ve`r cksykrks ve`r eq>ls nksLrh djksxsagf"kZrk vki tSlh nksLr rks ulhc okyks dks gh feyrs gS exj eS cqM+k gw¡ u mlfy, vki ls nksLrh ugha dj ldrkdkSu dgrk gS fd vki cqjs gks] tc vkius viuh cqM+kbZ;ks dks nwj dj fy;k rks vki cqjs dgk jgsa] gf"kZrk yxHkx fp[krs gq, cksyhrks fBd gS vki eq>ls nksLrh dj ldrh gSaexj ve`r nksLrh djus ls igys esjh Hkh dqN 'krZs gS D;k----? ve`r] gf"kZrk dh ckr lqudj vk'pZ; ls cksyk- gk¡ ve`r igyk rks ;g fd geyksx ds chp ;g tks vki&vki yxk gS ;g eq>s vPNk ugh yxrk gS] blfy, geyksx chp flQZ rqe dk iz;ksx gksxk le>s- nqljk rqEgs vius oks lHkh nksLrks

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ls laca/k rksjuk gksaxk] tks fd rqEgsa lnSo xyr dke djus ds fy, izsfjr djrs gSa] fBd gS--- dqN lkspdj cksykvxysa lIrkg ls VsLV isiM+ 'kq: gksus okyk Fkk- lHkh LVqMsaV blds rS;kjh es twVs Fks gf"kZrk Hkh rS;kjh es iqjh rjg twVh FkhfdUrq ve`r dks rks dqN le> es u vk jgk Fkk- fd og isiM+ks dh rS;kjh dSls djsa ? pwdha u gh mldk fdlh Hkh lCtsDV dk dksbZ Hkh Vk¡fid dEiyhV Fkk] pwdha og vf/kdrj Dykl volsaV dj vius nksLrks ds lkFk flusek vknh es le; tk;k djrk Fkk] bXtke 'kq: gks x;k Fkk- ve`r ds isiM+ dqN [kkl ugh tk jgs Fks] m/kj gf"kZrk ds lHkh isiM+ dkfQ vPNs tk jgs Fksa- bXtke ds vfrae fnu gf"kZrk csgn [kq'k Fkh og pgdrs gq, ve`r ds ikl vkdj cksyh ] ve`r isiM+ dSlk tk jgk gS \ Ckl dqN [kkl ugha] ve`r vueus
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vkt bXtke dk ifj.kke vkusokyk Fkk- lHkh LVqMsaV dks viuk ifj.kke tkuus dh mRlqdrk Fkh- ve`r ds psgjs ij Ik;kZIr ruko fn[k jgs Fksgf"kZrk lcls T;knk ekDlZ ds lkFk vOoy vk;h Fkh m/kj ve`r viuk ifj.kke es uke u ns[k cSpsu Fkk rHkh Ldwy ds ih;wu vkdj ve`r ls dg¡k fd mls fizflaiy lkgc vk¡fQl es cqyk jgs gS- ve`r /kjdrs fny ds lkFk fizflaiy ds vk¡fQl igqpk" es vkbZ de bu lj ? " ve`r cksyk" ;l de bu " fizflaiy lkgc cksyslj vkius eq rel="nofollow">s cqyk;k] ve`r cksykrqe ve`r gks Iyht lhaV Mkmu] fizflaiy lkgc ve`r dh vksj b'kkjk djrs gq, cksysFkSaDl ljns[kska ve`r VsLV bXtke es rqe pkj lCtsDV es Qsy gks- eSus rqEgs psrkouh nsus ds fy, cqyk;k gqWa ;fn ;gh joS;k rqEgkjk ,sU;qvy bXtke es jgk rks eq>s etcqju rqEgs ;gk ls fudkyuk iM+sxk- ns;j bt ekbZ ykLV okjfuZx] ;wWa dSu xks uko] fizflaiy lkgc ve`r ij fcxM+rs gq, cksysve`r nq[kh eu ls pyk x;k- vkt mlds lkjs vjeku ] lkjs lius VqV ds fc[kM+ pqds Fksafizflaiy lkgc dh ,d&,d yCt mlds fnyks fnekx ij gFkkSM+s dh rjg PkksV dj jgs Fksa11

,s ve`r D;k gqvk ? Bl rjg vdsys es eq¡g yVdk dj D;ks cSBs gks gf"kZrk ve`r ds ikl vkrs gq, cksyhgf"kZrk ns[kks eSus dgk Fkk- eS cqM+k gw¡ rHkh rks pkj&pkj lCtsDV es Qsy gks x;k gw¡ - fizflaiy lj us eq>s okfuZx fn;k gS ,uqvy es eSa ikl ugh gqvk rks Ldwy ls fudky nsxsavc eS D;k d: gf"kZrk vc eS D;k d: ? esjs ekrk&firk ] cgusa lHkh Hkh fdruh bPNk Fkh fd eS cnulhc muds Hkkoukvksa dks dqpy fn;kmuds vjekuks ij ikuh Qsj fn;k- ;fn esjs ekrk firk dks irk pyk fd eS pkj&pkj lCtsDV es Qsy gks x;k gWWWw- rks og thrsth ej tk,sxs- mUgksus viuks ij reke dfBukbZ;k >sydj eq>s ;gkWa gj lk/ku eqgS;k djok jgs gS vkSj eS------dgrs dgrs ve`r QqV&QqV dj jksus y

ugha ve`r rqe cM+s u gks ;g lc cqjs laxfr dk urhtk gS] gf"kZrk ve`r dh dh vkWalw iksNrs gq, cksyh fQj dqN :ddj gf"kZrk cksyh] ns[kks ve`r vc Hkh oDr lHkyus dk gS] vHkh rks dqN ugh fcxM+k gS- izR;sd O;fDr ds vanj vlhe laHkkouk Nqih jgrh gS-t:jr gS rks flQZ mls le; ij ij fu[kkjus dh viuh lkFkZdrk fl) djus dh- vHkh ls 12

rqe vius iqjkus xyfr;ksa ls lcd ysdj iqjs /ks;Z ] yxu ls esgur djks eS Hkh oknk djrh gwWa fd rqEgs ;Fkk laHkao enn d:xh- eq>s fo'okl gS fd rqe t:j euksokfPNr lQyrk ikvksxsgf"kZrk dh ckrs lqudj ve`r ds psgjs ij vk'kk dh ubZ ydhjs mHkj vk;h – og iqjs tks'k&[kjks'k ls HkhM+ x;k dqN cuus ds fy, ] vius ekrk&firk ds liuks dks lkdkj djus ds fy, vpkud gh ,d fnu latho rFkk fodkl ve`r ds ikl vk igqpk – rHkh latho cksyk- D;ks ;kj ve`r ,d ubZ glhu nksLr fey xbZ dh iqjkuh nksLrh dks Hqyk x,ns[ks latho eS rqeyksxks ls dksbZ okLrk ugh j[kuk pkgrk] Iyht vc rqeyksx ;gkWa ls tkvksa] ve`r nks Vqd es cksykugh ve`r rqe esjs nksLrh dks Bqdjkdj ugha tk ldrs- geyksx tks ml fnu rqEgkjs lkFk tks O;ogkj fd;k mlds fy, geyksx 'kfeZnk gS eq>s ekQdj nks] ve`r eq>s ekQ nks] latho fxM+fxMk+rk gqvk cksykgk¡ ve`r vkt geyksx rqels ekfQ ekWxus gh vk, gSa] vc geyksxsk dh Hkh vk¡[ks [kqy pwdh gS vc geyksx Hkh vPNk cuuk pkgrs gS] fodk'k cksyk-

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fBd gS tc rqEgsa viuh xyfr;ks dk ,glkl gks pqdk gS rks ;gh dkfQ gS] ve`r cksykve`r rqe cM+ egku gks tks xyrh djus ds ckotwn Hkh geyksxksa dks ekQ dj fn;k] rqe tSls nksLr rks ulhc ckyksa dks gh feyrs gS] laatho ve`r ds rkfjQ ds iqy cka/krs gq, cksykve`r vkt bl [kqlh ds ekSds ij ge nksuks pkgrs gS fd rqe Hkh geyksxks ds lkFk fQYe ns[kus pyks] latho cksykugha latho es ugh tk ldrk rqeyksx tkvkasa] veqr latho dh ckr dkVrs gq, cksyklatho yxrk gS fd ve`r vHkh Hkh geyksxks ls ukjkt gS] fodk'k ve`r dh udkjkRed ckr lqudj latho ls cksyk vjs NksM+ ;kj ge cqjs yksx gS u gekjh nksLrh buds fy, D;k vgfe;r j[krh gS] py pysa ] latho vk[kksa es vk¡alw ykus dk midze djrs gq, vkxs c<+ x;kve`r dks latho ds vk[kska es vk¡lw dh cwWans ns[k mlds dkfyt es /kd ls yxk tSls dksbZ cM+k xqukg fd;k gks ] mlus latho rkdh fodk'k dks jksdrs gq, cksyk ] ,s ---- latw vkbZ ,e lkSjh ;kj eq>s iDdk ;dhu Fkk fd rqe gekjh ckrs Vky gh ugh ldrs] fodk'k pgdrs gq, cksyk14

mlds ckn rhuks fQYe ns[kus pys x,;g ckr tc gf"kZrk dks irk pyk rks mls cgqr nq%[k gqvk ] mls ve`r ij dkfQ xqLlk Hkh vk;kog nks rhu fnu rd mlls mqj nqj gh jgh- tc Hkh ve`r mlls ckr djuk pkgrk og eqWg Qsjdj ogkWa ls nqj gV tkrh- vpkud gf"kZrk es vk, cnykok ls ve`r dkfQ vkgr gqvk- og gf"kZrk ls feydj bl cnyko dk dkj.k tkuuk phrk FkkbfrQkd ls yap vkoj esa dSf.Vx esa ve`r dk lkeuk gf"kZrk ls gqvk ve`r gf"kZrk ds ikl tkdj cksyk] " ,d feuV gf"kZrk eS rqels ckr djuk pkgrk gqWa" exj eS rqels dksbZ ckr ughaa djuk pkgrh gq¡" D;ks vkf[kj crkvksa rks lgh eSus D;k xqukg fD;k] tks ltk fn, tk jgh gks" ve`r ds Loj esa dkfQ xqLlk Fkk,Sls cksy jgs fd dqN tkurs gh ugha] nksLrh cM+h gh uktqd ca/ku ls cuh gksrh gS ftls fuHkk ikuk cM+k dfBu gksrk gS- eSus rqels igys gh dgk Fkk- eq>ls nksLrh djksxs rks vius iqjkus nksLrks ls lEidZ fcydqy gh ugh j[kuk gksxk fQj Hkh rqe latho rFkk fodk'k ls feys] fQYe ns[kus x;s muds lkFk ?kaVks 15

lsLrjkvksa es le; tk;k fd, rqEgsa FkskM+h Hkh esjh Hkkouk dh ijokg u jgh- gf"kZrk ,d gh lkWal es ve`r ls lkjh ckrs dg Mkyhns[kks gf"kZrk 'kq:&'kq: esa rks latho rFkk fodkl ls eS fdlh izdkj ds laca/k cukus ls budkj dj fn;k exj mu nksusk es viuh xyrh ij Ik'pkrki rFkk mlds vk[kksa dh Hkkoqdrk esjs fny dks fog~oy dj fn;k- rqeus gh rks dgk Fkk fd vius xyrh;ksa dk ,glkl dj ysuk gh fdlh izk;f'pr ls de u gksxkveqr 'kk;n rqe Hkwy x, fd blls vkxs eSus ;g Hkh dgk Fkk fd c'krsZ vkeqd O;fDr ml xyfr;kas dks Hkfo"; esa u nqgjkus ds fy, <`< ladfYir gksD;k eryc gS rqEgkjk ? ve`r iz'ukRed ygta es iqNk gk¡ ve`r mlds vk¡[kks rFkk yCtks dh Hkkoqdrk ls rqe Hkkoqd gks x, - rqeus ;g Hkh ugh lkspk fd og Hkkoqdrk <+ksx Hkh gks ldrk gSfQj gf"kZrk cksyh] ns[kks ve`r eq>sa rqEgkjs O;fDrxr thou es gLr{ksi djus esa dksbZ fnypLih ugh gS exj eS mu lHkh phtks ls nqj jguk pkgrh gqWa ftlls dh eS uQjr djrh gq¡] og mlds djhc gks] tkuuk pkgrs gks rks lwuks]

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rqe tkurs gh gks fd esjs rFkk latho ds ikik cpiu ds gh nksLr gS rFkk gekjs ifjokj ds chp vPNs rkYyqd Hkh jgs gS- 10oha rd geyksx dh nksLrh lhfer Fkh - ;gk¡ vkrs gh latho esa dkQh [kqykiu vk x;k u, u, nksLr] xyZQsz.M] ikVhZ eqfot vkSj Hkh u tkus fdrus dkeksa es mldh lafyIrk c< xbZ ;gk¡ rd rks yxHkx fBd Fkk] vc vkxs lwuks] ,d fnu latho us vkdj eq>ls dgkWa] gf"kZrk vkt 'kke dks vkeqd jsLrjk esa u, lky ds lsfycszV djus ds fy, ,d NksVh lh ikVhZ j[kh gSa cksyksa vkvksxh u] mlds vkxzg dks eS BqdM+k u ldh- fuf'pr le; ij eS ogkwaxbZigys ls ogkWa 5&7 yMdsa rFkk yM+fd;k ekStwn Fks] ;gk¡ lc ,d&nqljs dks 'kjkc ihus &ihykus es O;Lr Fks eS ;g ns[k vk'pZ;&pfdr Fkh rHkh latho u'kk esa >qerk gqvk vk;k vkSj eq>ls cksyk ] gSIih U;w bZ;j gf"kZrk- vkt geyksx [kqc lsfycszV djsxs yks rqe Hkh fiyks u 'kjkc dh fxykl esjh vksj c
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djksxs- eS Hkh ns[krh gwQa fd rqe D;k djrs gks] dgdj eS okil pyus dkas gqbZvpkud latho nkSM+dj esjh gkFk idM+ fy;k fQj dqN yM+fd;ks us esjk gkFk idM+h jgh rFkk latho 'kjkc dk fxykl esjs eq¡g es Mkyus dh dksf'k'k djus yxk- eSus fdlh rjg gkFk NqM+kdj latho ds xky ij Fkikd ls FkIiM+ yxk nh - ogk¡ ds okrkoj.k es lUukgV lh Nk xbZ] mlds gkFkks ls fxyk'k fNVddj Nukd ds lkFk VqdM+ksa esa fc[kM+ xbZ eS mlds lUukgV~ dks fpM+rs gq, ?kj pyh vk;h- ml fnu eS dkQh nq%[kh FkheS pkgrh rks latho ds eEEkh&ikik ls dgdj mlds bl vks)h gjdr ds ckjs es crk ldrh Fkh exj eS vius rFkk muds ifjokjks ds chp ca/kuks dks fygkt dj pqi jguk gh mfPpr le>htkurs gks ve`r fQj D;k gqvk - ,d fnu latho esjs ikl vk;k fxM+fxM+krs gq, cksyk gf"kZrk eq>s ekQ dj nks ml fnu eq>ls cM+h Hkqy gks xbZ rqe cM+h egku gks eq>s mEehn gS fd rqe eq>s ekQ dj nksxh- dgrs dgrs mlds vkW[kks ls vklw dh cqans >yd vk;smlds Hkkoqd psgjk rFkk vk¡[kks esa vklw ns[k esjk Hkh fny ilht x;k- eSus dgk fBd gS latho tc rqEgs viuh xyrh dk ,glkl gks gh x;k gS rks ;gh esjs fy;s dkfQ gS dgdj eS ogkW ls pyh x;h18

exj vkxs mlus esjs lkFk --- dgdj gf"kZrk vpkud pqi gks x;h vkxs D;k gqvk gf"kZrk] ve`r mRlwdrk ls i`Nk- fQj dqN lkspdj mlus vkxs cksyuk 'kw: fd;k ] ml fnu dkWfyt vk¡Q gks pqdk Fkk- eq>s ykbZcszjh ls dqN fdrkcs ysuh Fkh - pqdh ml oDr ykbZczsjh;u ogk¡ ekStwn u Fksa bl fy, eS vdsyh ogk¡ cSB dj jgh Fkh ml oDr dfjc ik¡p lkBs ik¡p dk oDr gks jgk gksxk] pqdh dkfyt vkQ gq, dqN nsj gks pqdk Fkk lHkh LVqMs.V tk pqds Fks vr% ogkWa Ik;kZIr lUukVk Fkk- vpkud eq>s latho rFkk fodk'k utj vk;k] tks esjh vksj gh vk jgk Fkk mlds pky Bky ls mldh fu;r eq>s fBd ugh yx jgh Fkh ] vr% eS mBdj ykbZczsjh ls ckgj vktkuk gh mPphr le>h- ex jog nksuks rks rcrd esjs lehi vkdj cRreth djus yxas - fQj latho cksyk ] D;ks rqe vius vki dks cM+h LekZV curh gks u] ml fnu ikVhZ es lcds lkeus rqe us esjh csbZTtrh dh vc crk ] ml fnu dk vieku dk cnyk rqels dSls yq¡esjh rks gks'k gh mM x,- eS ml oDr fcydqy vlgk; Fkh- dqN lkspdj eS vanj gh vanj lge xbZ – blls igys dh og ogk¡ dqN djus dh lksprs dh og fdlh dh vkgV ikdj ogkWa ls jQQq pDdj gks x, ,Slh oDr ij ykbZczsjh;u ogk igqp x, Fks] irk ugh ;fn og lgh oDr ij ugh vkrs rks D;k gksrk lksp

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&lkspdj eq>s jksuk vk jgk Fkk eS pkgrh rks mlh oDr ykbZcszfj;u ls f'kdk;r dj mls dkWfyt ls js"VhdsV djok ldrh ugh exj ,Slk uk dh vkSj uk gh bl ekeyks es gh muls dksbZ ftdz u fd;k] ugh pkgrh Fkh fd fdlh rjg esjh rFkk esjh ifjokj dh :lokbZ gks – exj eS mls NksM+us okyh Hkh u Fkh bruh vklkuh ls ,d fnu 'kke ds oDr latho ds ?kj tk ig¡wph vk¡Vh ls irk pyk fd vady ( ;kuh latho ds firk) dgh ckgj x, bl fy, ogk¡ cSB dj bUrtkj djus yxs] eS ;g ckr flQZ mUgs gh crykuk pkgrh Fkh u dh latho dh eEeh dks mUgksus iqNk Hkh D;k uke gS csVh exj eSus ;g dgdj py x;h fd dqN [kkl ugh gS- rHkh dejs es vpkud latho vk igqpk esjs ij utj iM+rs gh mldk psgjk lQsn ij x;k- mlus cM+h eklqe;r las eq>ls cksyk D;k ckr gS gf"kZrk rqe ;gkWa gks vady dqN t:jh ckrs djuh gS bl fy, pyh vk;h - ;gkW vkus ij irk pyk dh og ;gk¡ ugha lks eS bUrtkj dj jgh gqWaa] eS Hkh lgt cukrs gq, cksyhlatho dh eEeh ogkW ls tk pqdh Fkh- latho NksM+dj esjs ikl vk;k vkSj esjs iSj idM+dj cksyk ] Iyht gf"kZrk eq>s ekQ dj nks esjs ikik ls dqN uk dguk ojuk eSa eq¡g fn[kkus yk;d u jgq¡xk-

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vjs okg ml fnu ;fn le; ij ykbZczsfj;u uk vkrs rks D;k eS eq¡g fn[kkus yk;d jgrh rqeyksxksa dh ml fnu dh gjdr eS dSls Hkqy ldrh gw¡ gf"kZrk eS tkurk gq¡ fd esjh ml fnu gjdr ds fy, tks Hkh ltk nh tk, de gSa exj fQj Hkh gks lds rks ekQ dj nks eS rqEgs fo'okl fnykrk gq¡ fd vc ,Slh gjdr dHkh u d:xkugh latho eS igys Hkh rqeij fo'okl djds ns[k pqdh gw¡ bl fy, rqeij eq>s drbZ fo'okl u gksxkeq>s cs:[kh ls dgkWa mlds psgjs rFkk vk[kksa es i;kZIr [kSkQ >yd jgk Fkk- mlus eq>ls fxM+fxM+krs gq, cksyk ] gf"kZrk eS dle ls dgrk gqWa fd eS dHkh Hkh rqEgkjs jkLrs u vkm¡xk] cl vkf[kjh ckj eq>ij fo'okl djdj ns[k yks] eq>s ml oDr ,Slk yxk fd 'kk;n og lp cksy jgk gS ,d ckj fQj eS mls ekQ dj nh Fkh ] mldh yCt rFkk vk[kksa es ,d xgjh lPpkbZ dk ,glkl gqvk Fkk eq>s] 'kk;n bl fy,- latho rFkk mlds nksLr ges'kk 7 ges'kk ds fy, gekjs jkLrs ls gV x;sa"vc rqEgh crkvksa ve`r D;k oSls yksxks dh Hkkouk es cguk D;k mPphr gS " gf"kZrk us ve`r ls iqNh" lp gf"kZrk rqEgkjh ckrsa lwudj rks eq>s ,Slk yxk fd eSus fQj ,dckj xyrh dj nh gS"

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" ugha ----ugh---- ve`r ,Slk ugh cksyrs gS rqeus rks tTckr es vkdj ;g dne mBk;k gS- ,Sls yksx Hkkoqd O;fDr;ks ds Hkkouk dh xyr bLrseky djrs gS- cl rqe ls ;gh dgqxh fd vkxs ls dksbZ Hkh dne mBkuk blls igys dh fnekx vkSj fny ls [kqc lksp vkSj fopkj dj mBkuk uk dh Hkkouk es cgdj" vkbZ ,e izkmM vkWQ ;w¡ ] ve`r ds e¡qg ls vuk;kl gh fudy iM+svPNk&vPNk cgqr gks x;h geyksxsk dh fQyksLih vc py dSaf.Vu es xjekxje leksls dk yqIr mBkrs gSa] gf"kZrk ukVdh; vankt es cksyh - fQj nksuks f[kyf[kkykrs gq, dSf.Vu dh rjQ py iM+ve`r es fQj ls ,d ubZ 'kfDr dk lapkj gqvk og rueu ls i<+kbZ ds izfr tkx:d gks x;k og latho] fodk'k rFkk vU; lHkh iwjkus nksLr ls vius vki dks vyx dj fy;k- 'kq:&'kq: es rks os yksx bls cgqr iFkHkzfer djus dh dksf'k'k dh fdaUrq ve`r ds B`B bPNk 'kfDr rFkk gf"kZrk ds lefUor iz;kl ds vkxs muyksxsk dh ,d uk pyh le; fcrrk x;k - v/kZ&okf"kZdh ijh{kk 'kq: gks x;k Fkk- lHkh LVqMsaV bXtke esa iwjh rjg O;Lr Fks ] bXtke ds ckn Ldwy ds lHkh LVqMs.V dks nl funks ds fy, fVªd ij tkuk Fkk og Hkh fgy 22

LVs'ku ij] lHkh LVqMs.V mRlkfgr Fks- bXtke [kRe gks pqdk Fkk- lHkh LVqMs.V vius Dykl Vhpj ls feydj viuas viusa uke fVi ij tkus ds fy. Fy[k jgs Fksa- ve`r dk uke dgh uk ikdj gf"kZrk dks cM+k vk'pZ; gqvk- og ve`r ds ikl tkdj yxHkx MkWaVrs gq, cksyh ] D;ksa cj[kqjnkj D;k rqEgsa fVªi ij ugh tkuk gS D;k? gkWa] gf"kZrk] eSus QSlyk fd;k gS fd blokj eS bl Vqj ij ia tkWam D;ksa ] gf"kZrk vk'pZ; trkrs gq, cksyhCkl dqN izk¡Cye gS] ve`r cs:[kh ls cksykiWzkCye dSlk izkWCye ve`r] tjk gesa Hkh rks crkvksa lkWaYo djus es rqEgkjh enn d:xha cl dqN [kkl ugh gS- ,sls Hkh ogkWa tkus ls D;k feysxkdSlh fujl ckrs djrs gks ve`r ] ogk¡ dh glhu okfn;k] eneLr dj nsus okyh vfizre lkSn~;Zie.kZ izkd`frd n`';] dydy djrh >juk 'kkar okrkoj.k Hkyk bruh fnyd'k txg dkSu tkuk ialan u djsxk'kgj dh HkkxnkSj okyh ftnaxh iznq"k.k ;qDr okrkoj.k ftles .e ?kqVrk gS oSls txg ds rqyuk esa rks ;g ldh dks dkfQ vkuane;h yxrh gS vkSj rqe gks fd ml dh mi;ksfxrk ij gh iz'u fpUg yxk jgs gksaa

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ugh---- ugh--- esjk dgus dk ;g eryc drbZ ugh Fkk vc rqEgh crkvks gf"kZrk tks cpiu ls gh bUgh okfn;ksa es [ksydj iydj cM+k gqvk gS Hkyk mlds fy, vHkh tkuk D;k vgfe;r j[krk gwWa ,Sls Hkh eS pkgrk gwQa fd bUgh NqVh ds njE;ku viusa NqVs dkslZ dks Hkh iwjk dj ywxkWaA vHkh vHkh D;k cksys rqe ve`r bu okfn;ksa esa iy dj rqe cM+s gq, gks ] gf"kZrk dkSrqgy Hkjh utjks ls iwNhfcYdqy – eS ftl xkWao ls rkYyqd j[krk g¡w ogk¡ pkjks vksj m¡ph mW¡ph igkM+s gS nqj nqj gjk Hkjk taxy >juk ftldk dydy djrh izkd`frd /kqu fdlh laxhr ls de u yxrh gSafjvyh] gf"kZrk pgdrs gq, cksyh vQdkslZ ;kj ] ve`r viuh ckrks dk /kSkl tekrs gq, cksyklp ve`r rqe fdrus ydh ilZu gks tks bl izkd`frd lksnZ; dh xksn es clk rqEgkjk xk¡o gS irk gS cpiu ls eq>s ?kus rFkk gjs Hkjs taxy mlesa fopj.k djrs lHkh tho tUrq] mWph mWph xxupqoh igkM+s dy&dy >juk bu lcks ls cgqr yxko gSa cpiu ls gh esjs vWak[kks es ,d liuk gS bu okfn;ksa es esjk ,d ?kj gks tgk ls cSB dj eS viuh bu lHkh phtks dh iqjh yqIr mBk yqQr mBkm¡a24

ve`r ,d ckr cksyw vc tc dHkh Hkh NqVVh feys rks D ;k eS rqEgkjs lkFk rqEgkjs xkWo py ldrh gwWa? Rkfd dqN fnu jgdj ;g lc phtks dks dkQh utnhd ls ns[kus dkekSdk feysxk] gf"kZrk FkksM+h f>>drh gqbZ cksyheS rks pkgrk gWw fd rqe ftanxh Hkj ds fy, esjs xkWo esa gh vk tkvksa] ve`r f/kjs ls cqncqnk;kD;k--- D;k cksys rqe? Ukgh --- ugh dqN ugh- gk¡a --- gk¡ pyuk u eq>s Hkh cgqr vPNk yxsxk] rqe t:j pyuk ] ve`r gdykrs gq, cksyk- mls ,Slk yxk fd mldh ckr 'kk;n gf"kZrk lqu rks u yhLkp ;g lc lkspdj eS vHkh ls gh jksekafpr gks jgh g¡aw- [kSj ;g rks ckn dh ckr gS pyks rqe tYnh ls viuk uke fVi tkus ds fy, ,M djok yks vkSj gkW tgk rd loky bu NqVh;ks ds njE;ku i<+us dk eS rks dgwWaxh i<+uk rks lc fnu gS ,lk ekSdk rks dHkh dHkh gh vkrk gS vkSj ;g lc Hkh rks iBkbZ dk gh ,d vax gS- gesa viuh izd`fr dks utfnd ls ns[kus le>us dk ekSdk feysxk- oSls Hkh ;fn r qe u x, rks es Hkh u tkmWaxh rqEgkjs chuk---- tkucq>dj gf"kZrk us bl okD; dks v/kqjk Nksj nh-

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veqr dks gf"kZrk ds ftna ds vkxs >qduk iM+k- mlus Hkh tkdj viuk uke fVi ij tkus okysk es ,M djok fn;kdkWfyt ls cl x.krO; txg ds fy, py iM+h- lHkh ' xkbt' dkfQ mRlkfgr Fks- ckgj ds izkd`frd n`'; rFkk cl ds vanj ds LVqMsaVks ds chp xhr laxhr dk dk;Zdze dqy feykdj dkfQ [kq'kuqek ekgkSy Fkk- ve`r rFkk gf"kZrk dh bl Nu dk iqjk iqjk yqIr mVk jgs Fks nks fnu ckn os yksx fu'pr LFkku ij igwpsaogk¡ dk euksje n`'; ns[k lHkh vk'p;Zpfdr Fks – og glhu okfna;k jaxhu fQtkvksa mPkh&mph cfQZyh igkM+ks ij iM+rh lw;Z dh fdj.ks ?kVk fc[ksjrh gqbZ] lHkh dks vius eksgikl es cka/kus ds fy;s iz;kIr Fkh gf"kZrk rks izd`fr dh O;kid lqUnjrk ns[k HkkofHk;ksj gks jgh Fkh – ns[krs ns[krs le; dSls chr x;k irk gh uk pyk- bu de funks es gh izkd`frd lkSUn;Zrk ds chp jgrs jgrs dc ve`r rFkk gf"kZrk ,d nqljs dh vksj vkd`f"kr gksus yxs] bldk rfud Hkh ,sglkl u gqvk mu nksuks dks] oks rsk Dykl vkSj LVwMsaVks us tc mu nksuks ds chp c<+rs utfndh;kWa ls tc muds ckjs es dkWesaV djrs rc mUgsa bldk ,glkl gksrk26

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rHkh og pkgrh fd ve`r ges'kk mlds ikl vkrk jgsa mlds papy eu esa veqr ds fy, I;kj iuius yxk Fkk exj og dg ugha ik jgh Fkh- ve`r dh Hkh 'kk;n ;gh n'kk Fkh- le; chrrk x;k blh chp ,uqvu bXtke 'kq: gks x;k Fkk- lHkh LVqMsaV bXtke esa O;Lr Fks- b/kj ve`r Hkh bXtke esa yxk Fkk mlds lHkh isiM+ vcrd dkQh vPNs tk jgs FksabXtke ds cks> gVus ls LVqMsV vius dks gydk Qhy dj jgs Fks pqfd bXtke [kRe gksus ds ckn 1 eghus dh NqV~Vh Fkh mlds ckn ifj.kke vkuk Fkk] NqV~Vh izkjaHk gks pqdk Fkk lHkH LVqMsV vius vius ?kj ykSV jgs Fks ve`r Hkh viuk ?kj ykSV jgk Fkk- mlds lkFk gf"kZrk Hkh tk jgh Fkh - pqdh gf"kZrk ds ekrk firk ve`r ij dkQh fo'okl djrs Fks blfy, og gf"kZrk dks ve`r ds ?kj tkus dh btktr ns nh Fkh - gf"kZrk vHkh ls gh lksp lksp jksekafpr gks jgh Fkh gf"kZrk O;xzrk ns[k ve`r dks Hkh dkfQ vPNk yx jgk Fkkve`r rFkk gf"kZrk fuf'pr le; ij LVsa'ku igq¡p x, ogkWa ls os yksx Vsu idM+dj ?kj dh rjQ py iM+s- yxHkx 10 ?kaVs ds ;k=k ds Ik'pkr os yksx ,d NksVs ls exj izkd`frd lqUnjrk ls ifji`.kZ LVs'ku ij igqps tSls gh gf"kZrk xkM+h ls uhps mrjh ogkWa pkjksa rjQ m¡ph&m¡ph igkM+s

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ns[k og LrC/k jg xbZ] vpkud gh cksy iM+h lp ve`r bruh lqUnj Hkh txg gks ldrh gS eSus lksph u Fkhigys ls LVs'ku ij ve`r ds firkth rFkk mldh Nksvh cgu vkfJrk ogkWa ekStwn Fkh – vkfJrk vius Hkb;k dks ns[k nksM+dj ve`r ls fyiV xbZ HkkbZ cgu ds chp fu'py izse ns[k gf"kZrk dh Hkh vkW[ks Nyd vk;h- blh chp ve`r us vkxs cBdj vius firk dk iSM+ Nw dj vkf'kZokn fy;kfQj mlus gf"kZrk dk ifjp; djkrk gqvk cksyks] firkth ;g esjh nksLr gf"kZrk tks fd esjks gh lkFk i
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rqe pqi jgks Hkb;k eS rqEgs ugh cksyrh eS rks viuh nhnh ls ckr dj jgh gw¡] vkfJrk psgjs ij cukoVh xqLlk ykrs gq, cksyhgkW dgkW--- fcYdqy lgh dg jgh gS vkfJrk rqe chp es D;ks cksy jgs gks] gf"kZrk ] vkfJrk ds rjQnkjh ysrs gq, cksyh] vPNk HkbZ tSlk ejth rqeyksxks dh oSlk djks vktdy rks HkykbZ dk tekuk gh u jgk ] ve`r vthc lk psgjk cukrk gqvk fQj lc ,dlkFk f[kyf[kyk gWl fn, ] ve`r dSlh iBkbZ py jgh gS vkSj rqEgkjk bErgku dSlk x;k] vcrd pqi ve`r ds firkth us ve`r ls cksysa] th firkth i<+kbZ rks vPNh py jgh vkSj bXtke ds isiM+ lc Hkh vPNs x, gS] cgqr vPNs csVs ] eq>s rqels ;gh meehn Fkh bl xk¡o ls vcrd dksbZ i
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vWk[ks u [ksyh gksrh rks mlls fdruh cM+h xyrh gks tkrhfdruh cM+h vjeku latks;s j[ks gS esjs f, firkth eu esa gf"kZrk ds fy, d`r'krk ds Hkko meM+ iMsa lkeus cSBh gf"kZrk mldh eu dh gypy dks HkkWai jgh Fkh mls og vk[kksa ls gh eqDr lkRouk nhlcyksx ?kj igqWps – ogkW ls ekWa rFkk mldh nhnh vfdrk cSBh Fkh ekuks bartkj ghdj jgh Fkh] ve`r dks brus fnu ckn ns[[k mldh ekQa us mls vius vius xys ls yxkk yh ] mudh vkWa[kks ls vk¡lw Nyd vk;h- vafdrk Hkh vius HkkbZ dks bruh funks ds ckn ns[k cgqr [kq'k Fkhve`r us ek¡ rFkk cgu ls gf"kZrk dk ifjp; djk;k- lHkh yksx gf"kZrk ls feydj cgqr [kql Fksgf"kZrk Hkh muyksxsk dk vius izfr I;kj o lEeku ns[k cgqr gh [kq'k Fkh mls ,Slk yx jgk Fkk- tSls og buyksxsk ls o"kksZ ls ifjftr gSml fnu ;k=k ds Fkdku dh ctg ls ?kqeus fQjus dgh u x;sa- ?kj ij gh ek¡ rFkk cguks ls viuh ogkW dh vkichrh lqukus es gh le; fudy x;k- dy ls ve`r ] gf"kZrk vafdrk rFkk vkfJrk us cM+h igkM+h ds ikj tkdj fidfud eukus dh ;kstuk cukbZ lHkh yksx iqjs leku ds lkFk fiduhd eukus x;s rFkk iqjs fnu mUgksaus tedj bUtk; fd;k lp 31

gf"kZrk dks rks dkQh etk vk;k – og igkM+h ls fudyrk >juk dk ikuh ] dks;y dh e/kqj laxhr b/kj vkfJrk dk cdcd tks gf"kZrk dks dkQh Hkkrk Fkkgf"kZrk dks ;g xk¡o csgn ilan vk;k Fkk rFkk mlls Hkh dgh T;knk bl xkWo ds yksx- ,d rks izkd`frd ds xksn es clh Fkh ;s xk¡o rFkk nqljh bl xk¡o ds yksxsk ds chp HkkbZ pkjk fjLrk FkklHkh yksx veu pSu rFkk izse lkSgknZ ds chp jgrs Fks rHkh rks gf"kZrk ve`r ls cjkcj dgrh Fkh " ve`r ;g xkWo rks izkd`frd lqUnjrk ls ifjiw.kZ gS gh exj mlls Hkh dbZ T;knk lqUnj gS ;gkW ds yksxks dk fny - ,d vksj tgkWa 'kgj dh HkkxnkSj okyh fujl ftanxh ;gk¡ ,d Nr ds fups jgus okyks ds fny esa fdlh ds fy, dksbZ txg ugh gksrh gSve`r ] gf"kZrk ds lkFk bruk oDr xqtkjus ds dkj.k mldh pkgr vkSj Hkh c< xbZ og mlls vius pkgr dk btgkj djuk pkgrk Fkk exj og fgEer ugh tqVk ikrk ve`r vius pkgr dks ekW ls u Nqik ldk ,d fnu og mlls iqN gh cSBh ] D;ks js ve`r vius fny dh ckr dguas dgha buuh Hkh le; yxrk gS tYnh ls dg ns ojuk ,Slk uk gks dh nsj gks tk, ughaa---- ugh--- ek¡ rqe ;g D;k cksy jgh gks eq>s dqN le> ugh vk jgk gS] ve`r ek¡ ds bl iz'u ls ?kcjkrs gq, cksyk32

vPNk ---- rks rqe vius ekW ls Hkh NqV cksykssxs vjs cq)q ;fn csVk dks FksM+k Hkh nnZ gksrk gS rks mldk igyk ,sglkl mldh ekWa dks gh gksrks gS le>sa gk¡ ek¡---- rqe lPk gh dg jgh gks ] ve`r dh tqck ij bruh gh yCt vk;h csVk eq>s Hkh cgw ds :I es gf"kZrk cgqr ialan gS cl tYnh ls rq mls dg nsa ojuk eS gh dg nqWaxh uk----uk--- ekW rqe ;g D;k dg jgh gks eS mlls lgh le; dg nqxk u] ve`r ekWa dks yxHkx jksdrs gq, cksykvPNk rq mls tYnh gh dg nsuk ojuk eS rks mls crk gh nqaxh rqe esjh cgq gks] ekW us mls /kedh nsrs gq, cksyhdkSu fdldh cgq gS ekWa tjk ges Hkh crkuk] vkfJrk vpkud dejs es vkdj cksy iM+hoks---oks ekWa ,Slh gh dqN cksy jgh Fkh py ;gk ls rq dgkWa ls chp es Vid iM+h ] ve`r vkfJrk dks MkVrs gq, cksyk – vPNk HkS;k vc eS le>h ekWa fdls cgq¡ cukus tk j gh gSa ] gf"kZrk nhnh dkSu ] lp HkS;k eq>s Hkh HkkHkh pkgh;s rks og gf"kZrk

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nhnh gh gksxh og eq>s Hkh cgqr ialan gS- vc eS tk jgh gq mls crkusvjs--- vjsa :d NqVdh ;g D;k djus tk jgh gks rqe ,Sls gh fcuk tkus le>s ;g ckr dSls mls dg nksxha mldh Hkh bPNk tkuus gksxh u- cl rqe yksx vHkh T;knk mrkcyk er gksvksa eS lgh oDr ij mlls ;g ckr d:xkWa ve`r vkfJrk dks le>krs gq, cksykvPNk HkS;k fBd gS exj ,dckr vHkh lquyks ;nh eq>s HkkHkh gksxh rks gf"kZrk nhnh gh gksxh le>s ] fcYdqy fBd gd jgh gSa NqVdh ] veqr eq>s Hkh gf"kZrk cgqr ialan gS] vcrd pqids ls lqu jgh vafdr cksy iM+hvPNk rks vki Hkh tku x;h egkjkuh th ] exj ;kn j[kuk rqeyksx es ;g ckr mls dksbZ u cksysxk ] ve`r fgnk;r nsdj pyk x;k b/kj bu fnuks ve`r ds dfjc jgdj gf"kZrk Hkh mls viuk fny ns cSBh exj mls Hkh ve`r dh rjg cksyuas dh fgEer u Fkh ml fnu lkea dk ekSle dkQh [kqluqek Fkk ve`r dks ?kj u ikdj gf"kZrk us vkfJrk ls iqNk ] " ve`r dgkWa x;k" 34

tkurh gks nhnh HkS;k dk ;gk¡ lcls QsojsV txg gS xk¡o ds mrjh Nksj ij ,d NksVh lh igkM+h gSa mlds ikj – HkS;k dks tc Hkh eu dgh uk yxrk gS rks og ogh tkdj ?akVks cSBrs gSa] gks ldrk gS og bl oDr Hkh ogh gksxsa vPNk vkfJrk D;k rqe esjs lkFk vHkh ogkW py ldrh gks? gf"kZrk iz'ukRed ygts es iqNk- D;ks ugh nhnh yks vHkh pyks- fQj nksuksa ogk¡ py fn;sa lpewp ml oDr vdsys ve`r ogh cSBk vius fopkjksa es [kks;k Fkk vPNk nhnh eS rqEgsa ;gk rd igqpk nh vc eS pyrh gw¡ dgdj gf"kZrk ds jksdus ds okctwn Hkh pyh xbZ- izdfr dh lqUnjrk vius pje ij Fkh ml oDr lwjt Mwcrh yky&yky fdj.ksa izkd`frd lqUnjrk esa vkSj pkj pkWn yxk jgh Fkhgf"kZrk ve`r ds cxy es dc ls cSBh Fkh vpkud gh mldh ranzk Hkzx gqbZ vius cxy esa gYdh uhyk jax dh lyokj lwV igus cSBh gf"kZrk dks viyd ns[krk gh jg x;k- vpkud vius bl xqLrk[kh ij >sairs gq, mlus cksyk gf"kZrk rqe ;gkW dc vk;h vkSj ;g txg rqEgs fdlus crk;kD;ksa ? eS ;gkW rks dc ls vk;h gw¡ vkSj eS ;gkW vkfJrk ds lkFk vk;h Fkh- eq>s NksM+ og

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pyh x;h ] exj rqe ;gkW vdsys cSB fdlds [;ky esa gkssa Ukgha & ugha dqN ugh cl ,Sls gh cSBk gw¡ bu okfn;ks ls ,slk yxrk gS fd o"kksZ ls esjk fjLrk gS ;gkWa ;gkW dqN iy cSB dj eS dkfQ dqN ldqu ikrk gwWa] ve`r cksykve`r eq>s ;gk vk;s yxHkx ,d lIrkg gks x, gS eS pkgrh gqWa fd dy rqe e>s ?kj NksM+ vkvksa] gf"kZrk ve`r ve`r ls cksyh] D;k ---- rqe dy gh tkuk pkgrh gksa ] D;k rqe dqN fnu vkSj ugha :d ldrh? Ukgha ve`r ikik eEeh Hkh fpark dj jgs gksxsa lp rks ;g gS ve`r fd ;gkWa ls rks tkus dk e ugh ugh djrk ] exj :d Hkh rks ugha ldrh g¡wa ufBd----- gS ] dgdj ve`r us gf"kZrk ls b/kj m/kj dh dqN vkSipkfjd ckr djds nksuks ?kj py x,HkS;k------- rqeus vHkh rd gf"kZrk fnfn ls dqN cksys ;k ugha ] vkfJrk ve`r ls mrkoyh gksrh gq, iqNh---cksywxk¡ lgh oDr Hkh vkus nks uk bruh d;ks mrkoyh gksrh gks ] ve`r MkVus dk ukVd djrs gq, cksyk-

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ns[ksasaak HkS;k ;nh rqe u cksys rks vHkh tkdj cksyrh gwWa ] fdls D;k cksyuk gS HkbZ tjk ges Hkh rks crkvksa ] gf"kZrk dejs vkrs gq, cksyhoks nhnh ---- dqN ugh gf"kZrk cl ;g ixyh ,Slh gh dqN dqN cksy jgh gSa ] ve`r vkfJrk ds ckr dkVrs gq, cksyk- bruk dqN gksus ds okctwn Hkh ve`r gf"kZrk ls dqN dgus dh fgEer u tqVk ik;k vkt gf"kZrk ve`r ds lkFk vius ?kj ykSV jgh Fkh- ?kj ds lHkh yksx mnkl Fks pqdha brus de fnuksa es gf"kZrk vius dq’ky O;ogkj ls lHkh dk fny thr yh Fkh [kkl dj vkfJrk dkQh nq%[kh Fkh tSls mlls mldk nqfu;k ds lcls fiz; fpt fcNM+ jgk gks og rks gf"kZrk ds xys fyiVdj jks iM+h ] gf"kZrk Hkh cgqr nsj rd mlls fyiVh jksrh jghavafdrk] vkfJrk mu nksuks dkas NkasM+us LVs’ku vk;h Fkh pqdhaa mlds firkth fdlh dke ds flyflys es dgh x;s gq, Fks vU;Fkk ogh vkrsa fu’pr le; ij Vsu vk;h nksuks Vsu es lokj gksx;s rHkh vkfJrk gf"kZrk ds ikl vk;h nhnh eS vkils ,d ckr dguk pkgrh gw¡ esjh ,d [okfgl gS D;k vki iwjk djsxha \ gk¡ vkfJrk rqe cksyks rks lgha ] nhnh D;k vki esjh HkkHkh cusxh] vkfJrk ,dlkla es cksy nh] vpkud gf"kZrk vkfJrk ds eqgW ls ;g ckr 37

lqudj pqi gksxbZ ] Vsu flVh ns nh] vr% fcuk mlds mRrj lqus og Vsu ls fups mrj xbZ- Vsu viuh iqjh jQrkj idM+ pqdh Fkh – nksuks ds chop dkQh lUukVk O;kIr Fkk rHkh ve`r ml luukVs dks rksM+rk gqvk cksyk- gf"kZrk rq>s vkfJrk dh ckrksa dk cqjk yxk “ vkbZ ,e lk¡jh cqjk dSlk cqjk ----ve`r eq>s vkfJrk dh dkasbZ ckr cqjh uk yxh gS cqjk rks vc eq>s rqEgkjs bl fQtwy es ek¡Qh ek¡xus ls yx jgk gS- D;k eryc gS rqEgkjk gf"kZrk – Mw ;w yo eh ve`r] gf"kZrk viush utjsa >qdk dj cksyh ] vkbZ yo ;w gf"kZrk] lp gf"kZrk vkt eS cgwr [kql gwWa vkt eq>s ,Slk yx jgk gS fd eS lc dqN ik fy;k gqWa ] ve`r pgdrs gq, cksyk ] fQj dqN :d dj ve`r cksyk] gf"kZrk ,d ckr crkvksa vpkud vkfJrk fd ckrsa lwudj rqe bruh [kkekas’k D;ks gks x;h Fkh vjs cq)w tks dke ge nksuks brus funks ls ugha dj ik jgsa Fks og vkfJrk bruh tYnh dg nh lp dqN iy ds fy, rks eq>s fo’okl gh ugh gqvktkurh gks gf"kZrk esjh nksuks cgus pkgrh gS fd rqe mldh HkkHkh cudj vkvksa vkSj rks vkSj ekWa rks rqEgs vHkha ls gh viuh cgw¡ eku pwdha gSaD;k ---- vPNk vc le>h ;g rqe lc dh feyhHkxr Fkh ] gf"kZrk eqg¡ cukrs gq, cksyh- gk¡ ;g Hkh dg 38

ldrh gks – fQj nksuks f[kyf[kykdj gl fn, - ve`r us gf"kZrk dsk mlds ?kj NksM+ dj fQj okil vius xkWo pyk vk;k] f/kjas&f/kjs le; fcrrk x;k- dy mlds dkQfyt [kqyus okys Fks blfy, vkt og tk jgk Fkk-] dy mlds fjtYV vkuk Fkk bl fy, og mRlqd Fkk ve`r 97-5 % ekdZl ds lkFk iqjs dk¡fyt es Vki fd;k Fkk- gf"kZrk Hkh nqljs uacj ij vk;h Fkh] dkWfyt ds dkWeu :e Qqyks ls nqYgu rjg ltk Fkk- vusd x.kekU; gLrh ogkW ekStwn FksalHkh ds le> ve`r dks iqj dk¡fyt ds cslV LV`MsaV dk Vk¡Qh nh xbZVk¡Qh ysrs le; ve`r dh vk¡[ksa Hkj vk;h fQj vkius ij dkcw djrs gq, ekbd ij tkdj cksykfM;j lj ] ,>M Qzs>Ml vkt eq>s csLV LVqMsaV dk f[krkc ls uoktk x;k gS pqfda vkids utj es eS csLV Fkk exj eq>ls dgha T;knk Hkh dksbZ csLV gS ftlus eq>s csLV cuk;k- vr% eS phgrk gq¡ fd bl csLV LVqMsaV dk VkQh eS vius ml csLV Qsz.Ml~ dks nwWa og gS esjh nksLr gf"kZrklkjk gk¡y rkfy;ksa dh xM+xM+kgV ls xw¡t mBk- gf"kZrk dh vk¡[ksa Nyd vk;h- ve`r us VkQh gf"kZrk ds gkFkksa esa Fkek fn;k12 oha ikl djus ds ckn ve`r rFkk gf"kZrk us bftafu;fjax dk¡fyt es izosa’k dh rS;kjh 'kq:dj nh – nksuks us iwjh rjg dkUlVsaV gksdj dzec) 39

rjhdska ls viuh i<+kbZ tkjh j[kh le; chrrk x;k os yksx bftafufjax dkfyt es bXtke ns pqds FksdkQh vPNk x;k Fkk mu yksxks dk,d lke gf"kZrk pgdrs gq, ve`r ds ikl vk;h cksyh ] ve`r ---- ve`r---- pyks esjs lkFk ,d xqM U;qt nsuh gSa dqN ugh lquuk gS eq>s vkt iqjs pkj fnu ckn esjk [;ky vk;k rq>s- nks rhu ckj rsjs ?kj ij Hkh x;k ogk¡ Hkh rw u Fkh - bu pkj fnuksa es rks fcYdwy cksj gks x;k g¡w] ve`r ukjkt gksrs cksykvPNk ckck vkbZ ,e lkSjh - exj bl oDr rqe esjs lkFk pyks ckn tks Hkh xqllk gS trkrs jguk] gf"kZrk mldh ckgs idM+ dj [khprha gqbZ cksyh- os nksuksa utnhd ds ,d ikdZ es igwpsa gk¡ gf"kZrk vc cksyksa D;k gs xqM U;qt] ve`r cksykvPNk ;g crkvks fd eS rqEgs ;g crkmWa rks rqe eq>s D;k nksxsa ? D;k nw¡xk ? pyks vkbZLdzhe f[kykmxkde gS] gf"kZrk eq¡g fcpdk dj cksyhD;k --- de gS vPNk rqEgkjsa ilan ds dksbZ cM+k lk egaxk lk fxQV nw¡xk vc rks crk ;kj- ;s --- Hkh de iM+ tk,sxk]

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vksg ---- vPNk gf"kZrk eS rqEgsa cgwr I;kj nq¡xk D;k og Hkh de iM+ tk,xk] ve`r vpkud xaHkhj gksrk gqvk cksykugha ve`r I;kj rks vueksy vuqHkwfr blds lkeus rks lHkh de iM+ tkrs gS ;g dSls de iM+ ldrk gS- vPNk lwuks ve`r] r`e baftafu;fjx baVs’k bXtke essa ikl dj x;s gks vkSj eS Hkh ikl dj xbZ gw¡aD;k----- ve`r vk’p;Z ls cksykgk¡ ve`r vkt FksM+h nsj igys gh eSus baVjusV ij fjtYV ns[kdj vk;h gwWa ;g yks mldk fizaV vkmV dgdj mlus dkxt dk VqdM+k ve`r dks cs ,Slk yx jgk gS fd esjk lkjk liuk lkjs [;kc iqjs gks x;s gS ekWa firkth Hkh cgqr [kq’k gksaxs ;g lqudj - gf"kZrk ;g lkjk Js; rqEgsa tkrk gSvPNk& vPNk cgqr gqvk vc vkxs D;k djuk gS ? 41

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