4´4I : /ek svRnam vhalnI /ek nvI prIwaßa : æqe"k yu pPpaÆ
––rIva bxI
ª/agamI qo4a j dIvsoma' /ek nvtr puStk æqe"k yu pPpaÆ P®ka=It q0 r˙u' ]e. jema' gujrat tqa wartwrnI ≠eÍ3tr dIkrI/o/e temna pIta vI=e vhal d=aRVyu' ]e /ne /avu' vhal vrsavvanI -2na gujratI puStk Svrupe sO P®qm var /avI ]e. jema'na mo2a wagna le[ [as /a s'G®h ma2e l[ayela ]e, /e /a puStknI 8plB`I ]e. /a puStkma' gujratI /ne gujratetr, je ≠eÍ3tr $^ dIkrI/o/e potana pIta vI=e klm clavI ]e, /ema' vßaR /4alja, 9la /arb mheta, hIma'=I =elt, =rIfa vIj\Iva\a, /dItI desa0, v'dna pa3k, purbI jo=I, rIva bxI, rIna mheta, kajl /oza–vEÁ, /mIßa =ah, mnIßa mnIß, rajul mheta, me-na gulzar, n'dIta das, dIPtI nvl, =bana /azmI, nI=a dku6Iya shIt 0NdIra ga'`I, benzIr wu†o /ne m6Ibhen p2elna le[o /hI" s'G®hayela ]e. xe> sahITynu' hoy ke rajkar6nu' ke s'gIt–na2»y ke /wIny ke p]I /Ny ko0, drek xe>nI dIkrI/onI vat tme va'co to [br p4e /enu' rol mo4el /eno pIta j hoy ]e, lgwg... /e /eva j pa>nI mheC]a ra[tI hoy ]e. pIta–pu>Ina s'b'` vI=e /a phela' p6 ædIkrI vhalno drIyoÆ /ne /ek /no[o vataRs'G®h æpPpa–4e4I–pItaÆ p6 qya' ]e. /am p6 pIta–pu>Ino s'b'` vI¡wrma' sOqI vI=eß s'b'` g6ayo ]e /ne /ema'y Ôyare /ek pxe /tI P®sIŸ VyKtI pIta ke dIkrI trIke hoy Tyare /e s'b'` v`u lag6Iswr bne ]e. /ne /ema' Ôyare /a[a wartvßRnI pu>I/o potanI klm P®sadI /apI rhI hoy Tyare /a saca /qRma' njra6u' bnI rhe ]e. æqe"k yu pPpaÆ /e /avu' j /ek mo"-eru' /ne nvlu' njra6u' ]e. tajetrma' /akSmIk /vsan pamela gujratI waßana /tI lokP®Iy sahITykar Sv. c'∂ka't bxIna' pu>I rIva bxI/e p6 /a puStkma' P®dan kyuR" ]e. /avo ma6I/e, rIva bxI/e l[ela ke2lak wavswr /'=..º
rju/at : prIxIt jo=I
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4´4I : /ek svRnam hu' rIva bxI... rIva c'∂ka't bxI1 mara nam pa]\na namne /ne /e namna vjnne hu' fIl krI =ku' ]u'. P®em kru' ]u'... /e nam mara lohIma'na rKtk6nI jem mara /StITv ma2e jvabdar ]e. æ4´4IÆ... [re[r ke2lo mo2o =Bd hoy ]e1 bolta' bolta' ¡as wra0 /ave /e2lo mo2o kdac1 æ4´4IÆ =Bd nqI... /e ]e =Bdno /qR...æ4´4IÆ between the linesno /qR ]e. =u' hoy ]e /a æ4´4IÆ =Bd?.../evu' kyu' vjn hoy ]e, je J'dgI /a[I tmne, tmara smG® beingne /ek /no[o /qR /aPya kre ]e, stt? sav nanp6ma' mara va\ma'qI re=mI rIbIno [olI, /ek p]I /ek herpIn ka5I, va\ ]u2a krI, maqama' `Ire`Ire haq fervta mne ∆te bnavI c5avIne prI/onI vataR kheta 4´4Ine hu' pu]tI ke prIne c+ma' hoy ]e? /ne 4´4I prIne c+ma' pheravI deta, kar6 ke mMmI p6 c+ma' phertI1 /ne /e p]I /emnI l[elI vataR/o, nvlkqa/ona' c´P2sR roj rate me" sa'w|ya' ]e... /aje hu' p6 mara 4´4InI jem pa'c–] waßa/o ∆6u' ]u'– /eno s'pu6R y= /emne ]e. /em6e mne =I[Vyu' waßane P®em krta'... 4´4I maru' -4tr ]e1 ∆e ke 4´4I /ne c'∂ka't bxI /em be sav judI VyKtI/o p6 me" ∆e0 ]e... 4´4I... /ek perfectionist ... /ek ˚Iye2Iv soLjr1 ...4´4I, /aje J'dgI [u=numa bnI cukI ]e Tyare /ap6e saqe j ]I/e ne? mMmI wle =rIr Svrupe hajr nqI, p6 hu' to tmne b'nene saqe j ∆e8' ]u'...kar6 ke Jvnna' tmam su[du[ /ap6e /ap6a >6 ma6sona nana 2a02 prIvarma' saqe saqe wogVya' ]e..ma§ya' ]e1 $& vßRma' lGnJvnma' tme /ne mMmI to stt saqe j r˙a'–hme=a', suv6Rmu∂anI be baju/onI jem. yad ]e, mMmI hme=a' mne khetI ke tu' hme=a' tara 4´4Ine j spo2R kre ]e1 p6 kdac /e ∆6tI j h=e ke ]ev2e to hu' 4´4I Q®u /ene j spo2R kru' ]u'1 [ru' ne 4´4I?
mne ko0 to khI btave ke v¨x sacu' ke /enu' mu\ sacu? bs1 mara ma2e maru' v¨x /ne mu\ /e mara' 4´4I /ne mMmI ]e... /ekbI∆na j pyaRy1 ....prIvar ma2e jvabdarI, doSto ma2e vfadarI /ne [ud ma2e [uDarI 1 4e4Ine me" 4MbeLs /ne barbeLs l0ne /admkd /ayna same Vyayam krta joya ]e... /emna =rIrsOÍ3v P®TyenI mdaRna JDne ∆e0 ]e, /ne /evI j mdaRna klm pr NyoC]avr qtI /a[I pe5Ine p6 jo0 ]e. 4e4Ino /avo tejtraRr mIjaj JNsma' ke2lo /nayas v6a0 gyo ]e ke, bIlkul /emnI mafk, hu' p6 tklIfna smye maru' ≠eÍ3tm P®dan kru' ]u' 1 4e4I hme=a' khe ke : never escape from the crisis...face it and today I operate my
best during the crisis.
4e4I/e khelu' ,æJvn jevI mo"-I mIratne /ap6e bxI/o slamtI jevI sStI cIj ma2e gIrve n mukI =kI/e.Æ 4e4I =I[ve ]e– Live dangerously ! ....mara' dadIma /ne mana' m¨Tyu sIvay 4e4InI /a'[o wInI qta' me" kdI nqI ∆e0; p6 /emnI lag6I sday lIlI]m. v¨xna q4nI k3or de[atI ]al p6 /ena' mu\Iya'ne kar6e /'drqI to wInI j rhetI h=e ne1 4e4I /ap6u' v¨xTv /ne tenI wIna= hoy ]e. /ne 4e4I /'gt mI> hoy ]e. ....govanI ho2elma' phelIvar bIyr /emnI saqe pI`o ]e.../emnI saqe klk†anI resma' phelIvar g0 ]u'... /e2laN2Ik sI2Ina kesInoma'Ñ jugar rmI ]u'–Ôya' hu' JttI htI /ne 4e4I harta r˙a hta... l'4nna sohoma', perIsna pIglma', Nyu yokRnI fo2IR sekN4 S2ÂI2ma' /me saqe pEdl fyaR" ]I/e... fa`r /ne 4ø2r– 2uge`r1 4e4I/e dunIya [olI /apI ]e, mara ma2e, /ne te ]ta' /e j 4e4I/e mne =I[Vyu' ke, dunIyama' 4´4I /ne mMmI sIvayna p6 ma6so ]e /ne dunIya sara /ne [rab b`a j P®karna ma6sonI bnelI ]e. /em6e mne cøpS2IkqI ca0nIz [ata' =I[Vyu'...2a0nI no2 ba'`ta' =I[Vyu'...bIyr /ne va0nno frk sm∆Vyo...vL4R lI2recrnI sEr kravta' kravta' vacn roPyu'... ˚a0sIsna smyma' krejnI mhanta sm∆vI...Kyarey tu2I n =kvanI JDna' bIj vaVya'...gujratqI dur rhIne p6 0zraylna ÔyuznI jem gujratne P®em krta' =I[Vyu'...0mandarI /ne [uDarIna pa3 =I[Vya...pEso fe"kta' =I[Vyu'.../ne dIldarIne g\e lgavta' =I[Vyu'. ha–– æ4e4IÆ /e =Bd ]e je6e mne k˙u' ke, æsrs s'gIn Jvvu'... /enaqI v`Ine ko0 kla nqI, ko0 sahITy nqI 1Æ kla /e fKt prfomR krvanI vStu nqI... /ene JvI p6 =kay... /avu' vjn hoy ]e ––æ4´4IÆ =Bdnu' 1 /a c'∂ka't bxI ]e... mara æ4´4IÆ... nam nhI"–p6 svRnam 1 –rIva bxI æsN4e mhefIl –$%Æ ma2e , ta. @ /eP®Il @))^na ædIVy waSkrÆ dEnIknI æmhefIlÆ namk rvIvarIy putIR ma'qI /ne ta.! /eP®Ilna æcI>le[aÆma'qI qo4a 8mer6 saqe; æ8'za∆e46IÆma' /ne ævIjyaÆ foN2ma', sawar April 16, 2006 /xra'kn :
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