WEBVTT 1 00:00:01.000 --> 00:00:04.074 AnoXmous https://thepiratebay. se/user/Zen_Bud/ 2 00:00:29.320 --> 00:00:35.201 When the child was a child, it walked with its arms swinging. 3 00:00:35.410 --> 00:00:40.123 It wanted the stream to be a river, the river a torrent... 4 00:00:40.331 --> 00:00:44.419 and this puddle to be the sea. 5 00:00:44.627 --> 00:00:49.090 When the child was a child, it didn't know it was a child. 6 00:00:49.299 --> 00:00:54.679 Everything was full of life, and all life was one. 7 00:00:54.888 --> 00:00:59.684 When the child was a child, it had no opinion about anything. 8 00:00:59.893 --> 00:01:01.269 It had no habits. 9 00:01:01.478 --> 00:01:05.398 It often sat cross-legged, took off running... 10 00:01:05.607 --> 00:01:10.612 had a cowlick in its hair, and didn't pull a face... 11 00:01:10.820 --> 00:01:12.614 when photographed. 12 00:03:11.649 --> 00:03:13.026 Look. 13 00:03:26.539 --> 00:03:31.920
The consolation of lifting one's head out here in the open... 14 00:03:32.128 --> 00:03:36.091 of seeing the colours enlightened by the sun... 15 00:03:36.299 --> 00:03:39.344 in all men's eyes. 16 00:03:41.221 --> 00:03:43.348 At last mad, no longer alone. 17 00:03:43.556 --> 00:03:48.353 At last mad, at last redeemed. At last mad, at last at peace. 18 00:03:48.561 --> 00:03:50.855 At last an internal light. 19 00:03:51.064 --> 00:03:56.236 We're approaching Berlin Tegel, the no-smoking sign has been turned on. 20 00:03:56.444 --> 00:04:00.824 Please stop smoking until you're inside the airport. 21 00:04:15.922 --> 00:04:22.053 There's a little house with two floors and a terrace. 22 00:04:22.262 --> 00:04:25.724 And every day we go bathing. 23 00:04:25.932 --> 00:04:29.060 The man who lives there is called Peter... 24 00:04:49.706 --> 00:04:51.166 Pretty picture. 25 00:06:24.175 --> 00:06:27.429 Nothing good to see on TV. 26 00:06:30.306 --> 00:06:34.728
You stumble over your colours, and are never punctual. 27 00:06:47.365 --> 00:06:52.245 Still the same smell. But dustier. She collected everything. 28 00:06:52.454 --> 00:06:55.123 Stamps, postcards. 29 00:06:55.290 --> 00:07:01.254 Even U-Bahn tickets. She never threw anything away. 30 00:07:01.463 --> 00:07:06.092 Mother. My mother. She never was. 31 00:07:06.301 --> 00:07:09.846 My father... My father was my father. 32 00:07:10.055 --> 00:07:15.810 She is dead. No tears, no grief. Maybe later. 33 00:07:16.019 --> 00:07:21.649 Dependant on everybody. My sister. I have to get out of here. 34 00:07:46.007 --> 00:07:50.679 She's never loved me. And you also just pretend. 35 00:07:50.887 --> 00:07:53.556 Be glad that they forgot about you. 36 00:07:53.723 --> 00:07:57.894 Want to die immediately, don't want to go on living. 37 00:08:02.357 --> 00:08:08.697 My God, what will become of the boy? He's only got music on his mind. 38 00:08:13.410 --> 00:08:15.870 What does he want now?
39 00:08:16.079 --> 00:08:21.501 I already bought him a guitar. Does he wants drums now? 40 00:08:24.713 --> 00:08:30.677 I'm slowly getting fed up with it. Won't he ever grow up? 41 00:08:32.095 --> 00:08:38.101 No really, I'm getting fed up. I don't want to go on with this. 42 00:08:38.309 --> 00:08:45.275 No really, this has to stop some time. I can't help him any more. 43 00:08:46.818 --> 00:08:50.905 No wonder, he only learnt rock 'n' roll. 44 00:08:51.114 --> 00:08:56.119 Maybe he'll get a grip on himself one day. 45 00:09:06.671 --> 00:09:13.136 When the child was a child, it was the time of these questions: 46 00:09:13.345 --> 00:09:18.058 Why am I me, and why not you? 47 00:09:18.266 --> 00:09:22.979 Why am I here, and why not there? 48 00:09:23.188 --> 00:09:28.401 When did time begin, and where does space end? 49 00:09:28.610 --> 00:09:32.822 Isn't life under the sun just a dream? 50 00:09:35.325 --> 00:09:42.207 Isn't what I see, hear and smell just a mirage of the world before the world? 51
00:09:42.415 --> 00:09:48.004 Does evil actually exist, and people who are really evil? 52 00:09:49.631 --> 00:09:57.631 How can it be that I, the one I am, wasn't there before I was there... 53 00:09:58.098 --> 00:10:05.772 and that some time I, the one I am, no longer will be the one I am? 54 00:10:10.944 --> 00:10:14.656 The child needs oxygen. Breathe deep down. 55 00:10:14.864 --> 00:10:18.076 If I could only suffer in her place. - It hurts. 56 00:10:18.284 --> 00:10:23.540 It'll be over soon. - It's almost over. 57 00:10:23.748 --> 00:10:30.338 Poor little mite, I'm anxious to see you. I wonder what you look like. 58 00:10:30.547 --> 00:10:36.636 You bastard. You bastard. - Women will fuck up your life. 59 00:10:36.845 --> 00:10:42.684 Blackie, I think I got lost. We wanted to go to the cemetery... 60 00:11:13.548 --> 00:11:14.924 Well? 61 00:11:22.098 --> 00:11:28.021 Sunrise at 7.22 am, sunset at 4.28 pm. Moonrise at 7.04 pm, moonset... 62 00:11:28.229 --> 00:11:30.774 Level of the Havel and the Spree... 63 00:11:30.982 --> 00:11:36.780
20 years ago today, a Soviet jet fighter crashed into the lakes at Spandau. 64 00:11:36.988 --> 00:11:41.076 50 years ago, there were... - The Olympic Games. 65 00:11:42.202 --> 00:11:47.207 200 years ago, the first balloon flew over the city. 66 00:11:47.540 --> 00:11:51.711 Like the fugitives the other day. - And today... 67 00:11:51.920 --> 00:11:55.382 A man slows down... 68 00:11:55.590 --> 00:11:59.219 and looks over his shoulder into space. 69 00:12:01.012 --> 00:12:03.765 Someone who wants to put an end to it... 70 00:12:03.973 --> 00:12:06.935 put first-issue stamps on his farewell letters. 71 00:12:07.143 --> 00:12:08.520 A different one on each. 72 00:12:08.728 --> 00:12:13.566 Then he spoke English with an American soldier... 73 00:12:13.775 --> 00:12:17.987 for the first time since his schooldays, fluently. 74 00:12:19.114 --> 00:12:25.578 Just before dashing his head against the wall, a prisoner said: "Now." 75 00:12:25.787 --> 00:12:29.332 Instead of the station's name,
the guard... 76 00:12:29.541 --> 00:12:33.294 - "Tierra del Fuego." - Nice. 77 00:12:33.503 --> 00:12:36.798 An old man was reading the Odyssey to a child... 78 00:12:37.007 --> 00:12:42.012 and the young listener stopped blinking his eyes. 79 00:12:42.220 --> 00:12:44.723 And what do you have to tell? 80 00:12:46.850 --> 00:12:54.065 A passer-by who, in the rain, folded her umbrella and was drenched. 81 00:12:55.608 --> 00:13:01.573 A schoolboy who described to his teacher a fern growing... 82 00:13:01.781 --> 00:13:04.284 and the astounded teacher. 83 00:13:05.952 --> 00:13:11.166 A blind woman, who groped her watch, feeling my presence. 84 00:13:13.376 --> 00:13:16.880 It's great to live by the spirit, to testify for eternity... 85 00:13:17.088 --> 00:13:20.759 only what is spiritual in people's minds. 86 00:13:22.510 --> 00:13:26.181 But sometimes I'm fed up with my spiritual existence... 87 00:13:26.389 --> 00:13:28.350 of forever hovering above.
88 00:13:28.558 --> 00:13:30.977 I'd like to feel a weight in me... 89 00:13:31.186 --> 00:13:34.814 to end the infinity, and to tie me to earth. 90 00:13:35.023 --> 00:13:39.027 I'd like at each step, each gust of wind... 91 00:13:39.235 --> 00:13:42.947 "Now, now and now." 92 00:13:43.156 --> 00:13:45.867 "Forever" and "For eternity". 93 00:13:46.076 --> 00:13:50.914 Sit at the empty place at a card table, be greeted... 94 00:13:51.122 --> 00:13:53.291 even by a nod. 95 00:13:54.793 --> 00:13:58.713 Every time we participated, it was a pretence. 96 00:13:59.839 --> 00:14:04.511 Wrestling, allowing a hip to be put out, in pretence... 97 00:14:04.719 --> 00:14:07.055 catching a fish in pretence. 98 00:14:07.263 --> 00:14:12.769 In pretence, sitting at tables drinking and eating in pretence. 99 00:14:12.977 --> 00:14:18.191 Having lambs roasted and wine served in the tents in the desert... 100 00:14:18.400 --> 00:14:20.276 only in pretence.
101 00:14:20.485 --> 00:14:25.156 I don't have to beget a child or plant a tree... 102 00:14:25.365 --> 00:14:29.911 but it would be nice, coming home after a long day... 103 00:14:30.120 --> 00:14:34.040 to feed the cat like Philip Marlowe... 104 00:14:34.249 --> 00:14:38.753 to have a fever, blackened fingers from the newspaper. 105 00:14:40.630 --> 00:14:44.843 To be excited not only by the mind, but by a meal. 106 00:14:45.969 --> 00:14:50.015 By the line of a neck, by an ear. 107 00:14:52.600 --> 00:14:54.269 To lie. 108 00:14:54.477 --> 00:14:56.771 Through one's teeth. 109 00:14:56.980 --> 00:15:00.775 As you're walking, to feel your bones moving along. 110 00:15:00.984 --> 00:15:04.279 At last to guess instead of always knowing. 111 00:15:04.487 --> 00:15:09.659 "Ah" and "Oh" and "Hey"... 112 00:15:09.868 --> 00:15:13.538 - "Yes and amen." - Yes. 113 00:15:13.747 --> 00:15:16.916 To be able to enthuse for evil...
114 00:15:17.125 --> 00:15:21.004 to draw all the demons from the passers-by... 115 00:15:21.212 --> 00:15:24.215 and to chase them out into the world. 116 00:15:24.424 --> 00:15:26.718 To be a savage. 117 00:15:28.470 --> 00:15:33.475 Or to feel how it is to take off your shoes under the table... 118 00:15:33.683 --> 00:15:38.605 and to wriggle your toes, barefoot, like that... 119 00:15:42.442 --> 00:15:44.319 Stay alone. 120 00:15:44.527 --> 00:15:48.198 Let things happen. Keep serious. 121 00:15:48.406 --> 00:15:53.286 We can only be savages in as much as we keep serious. 122 00:15:53.495 --> 00:15:58.625 Do no more than look. Assemble, testify, preserve. 123 00:16:00.877 --> 00:16:05.507 Remain spirit. Keep your distance. Keep your word. 124 00:16:05.715 --> 00:16:10.303 Look, a convertible. You don't buy that, you steal it. 125 00:16:10.512 --> 00:16:12.889 Or it's stolen from you. - Imagine... 126 00:16:13.098 --> 00:16:17.394
Open the roof, leave the smog behind. - In a pimpmobile. 127 00:21:07.434 --> 00:21:09.769 Tell me, muse, the storyteller... 128 00:21:09.978 --> 00:21:14.065 he who has been thrust to the edge of the world... 129 00:21:14.274 --> 00:21:21.448 both an infant and an ancient, and through him reveal Everyman. 130 00:21:30.498 --> 00:21:36.087 With time, those who listened to me became my readers. 131 00:21:36.296 --> 00:21:40.050 They no longer sit in a circle, but apart... 132 00:21:40.258 --> 00:21:44.179 and one doesn't know anything about the other. 133 00:21:50.685 --> 00:21:54.731 I'm an old man, with a broken voice... 134 00:21:54.939 --> 00:22:00.028 but the story still rises from the depths... 135 00:22:00.236 --> 00:22:03.031 and the slowly opened mouth... 136 00:22:03.239 --> 00:22:07.619 repeats it as clearly as it does powerfully. 137 00:22:07.827 --> 00:22:13.541 A liturgy for which no one needs to be initiated... 138 00:22:13.750 --> 00:22:18.171 to the meaning
of the words and sentences. 139 00:22:27.514 --> 00:22:32.352 Maybe she doesn't have the money to see another doctor. 140 00:22:34.229 --> 00:22:37.774 4 years since I saw her, she's been sick for 2. 141 00:22:37.982 --> 00:22:42.862 When will you pray with your own words, and not for eternal life? 142 00:22:43.071 --> 00:22:48.618 And then these young girls make eyes at men... 143 00:22:48.827 --> 00:22:52.914 So why am I living? Why am I living? 144 00:22:59.629 --> 00:23:02.882 How will I pay? With my small pension. 145 00:23:15.520 --> 00:23:18.398 You're lost, it can go on for a long time. 146 00:23:18.606 --> 00:23:21.359 Abandoned by parents, betrayed by wife. 147 00:23:21.568 --> 00:23:25.822 Friend in another town, your children only recall your stutter. 148 00:23:26.031 --> 00:23:30.410 You could hit yourself as you look in the mirror. 149 00:23:30.618 --> 00:23:35.373 What's that? What's going on? 150 00:23:35.582 --> 00:23:40.128 I'm still there.
If I want it, if I only want it. 151 00:23:41.546 --> 00:23:45.216 I must want it, then I can get out of it again. 152 00:23:45.425 --> 00:23:48.762 I let myself go, I can drag myself out again. 153 00:23:48.970 --> 00:23:51.639 Of course, mother was right. 154 00:24:02.942 --> 00:24:06.154 Hey, two Marks. - No, it's a beer top. 155 00:24:06.363 --> 00:24:08.490 Nonsense, let's pull it up. 156 00:24:13.328 --> 00:24:14.704 Only 10 Pfennigs. 157 00:24:16.414 --> 00:24:22.045 " You bet?" was great last night. - It wasn't on last night. 158 00:24:22.253 --> 00:24:25.215 A few days ago, or a month... 159 00:24:28.051 --> 00:24:33.139 I'm all alone, just mad on my own... 160 00:24:33.348 --> 00:24:37.894 three at play, that'll be the day. 161 00:24:47.237 --> 00:24:52.492 5 years ago. - And they lived happily ever after. 162 00:25:13.013 --> 00:25:16.599 Marion, not like that. Mon dieu. 163 00:25:16.808 --> 00:25:22.480
What is this? With a swing, not with force. 164 00:25:22.689 --> 00:25:26.651 What are you doing? Don't dangle, fly. 165 00:25:26.860 --> 00:25:31.072 You are an angel. - For heaven's sake. 166 00:25:32.365 --> 00:25:35.118 And for my sake, too. 167 00:25:35.326 --> 00:25:39.622 I can't fly with these things. - Yes, you can. 168 00:25:39.831 --> 00:25:45.837 It's easier with wings than without. - Not with these chicken feathers. 169 00:25:46.963 --> 00:25:50.884 What did she say? - These wings bother her. 170 00:25:53.636 --> 00:26:01.561 Marion, just imagine you're a dove. - You bunch of sparrows. 171 00:26:02.687 --> 00:26:07.025 What are you playing at? Sounds like a firemen's ball. 172 00:26:07.233 --> 00:26:12.072 That's enough. Concentrate, Marion. 173 00:26:12.280 --> 00:26:15.367 She works hard with those chicken feathers. 174 00:26:15.575 --> 00:26:20.121 Marion, make an effort. - Make an effort. 175 00:26:20.330 --> 00:26:25.085
Of course, I make an effort. What do you think I'm doing? 176 00:26:26.753 --> 00:26:32.175 I'd have fallen on your heads long ago, if I didn't make an effort. 177 00:26:39.015 --> 00:26:40.392 One moment, please. 178 00:26:41.643 --> 00:26:46.773 Hold everything. We can't pay the rent and the electricity. 179 00:26:46.981 --> 00:26:48.358 We're broke. 180 00:26:49.818 --> 00:26:56.324 So tomorrow we'll take things down, pull the caravans to winter quarters. 181 00:26:56.533 --> 00:27:02.414 The bailiff's been. This is it for the circus this year. 182 00:27:02.622 --> 00:27:04.332 I'm sorry. 183 00:27:04.541 --> 00:27:07.836 It's over. Not even a season. 184 00:27:08.044 --> 00:27:12.257 Once again, no time to bring something to an end. 185 00:27:12.465 --> 00:27:17.220 Tonight the last night of my good old number. 186 00:27:17.429 --> 00:27:19.180 And it's a full moon. 187 00:27:19.389 --> 00:27:24.477 And the trapeze artist comes tumbling down... 188
00:27:24.686 --> 00:27:26.896 Tais-toi. Be quiet. 189 00:27:27.105 --> 00:27:33.361 I never imagined it like that, the farewell to the circus. 190 00:27:35.488 --> 00:27:39.951 The last evening, no one shows up, you play like fools... 191 00:27:40.160 --> 00:27:44.539 and I fly around the ring like a poor chicken. 192 00:27:45.957 --> 00:27:52.881 And then I'm a waitress again. Merde. 193 00:27:54.841 --> 00:27:58.803 Moments like that, like right now... 194 00:27:59.012 --> 00:28:02.766 a beautiful memory in 10 years time. 195 00:28:02.974 --> 00:28:09.439 Time will heal everything, but what if time was the illness? 196 00:28:09.647 --> 00:28:13.985 As if sometimes one had to lean over to go on living. 197 00:28:14.194 --> 00:28:18.948 To live... A look is enough. 198 00:28:19.157 --> 00:28:21.910 The circus... I'll miss it. 199 00:28:22.118 --> 00:28:26.581 It's funny. It's the end, and I don't feel a thing. 200 00:28:26.790 --> 00:28:28.500 An angel passes by.
201 00:28:28.708 --> 00:28:32.504 I must stop having a bad conscience. 202 00:28:38.301 --> 00:28:41.471 As if pain had no past. 203 00:28:41.680 --> 00:28:44.849 It always stops when it's only just starting... 204 00:28:45.058 --> 00:28:48.228 to be too good to be true. 205 00:28:48.436 --> 00:28:51.022 At last outside, in the city. 206 00:28:51.231 --> 00:28:56.152 Find out who I am, who I have become. 207 00:28:56.361 --> 00:29:01.157 Most of the time, I'm too aware to be sad. 208 00:29:01.366 --> 00:29:07.414 I waited an eternity to hear a loving word. 209 00:29:07.622 --> 00:29:09.833 Then I went abroad. 210 00:29:10.041 --> 00:29:15.255 " I love you so much today." 211 00:29:16.381 --> 00:29:20.260 That would be wonderful. 212 00:29:20.468 --> 00:29:26.433 I look up and the world appears before my eyes... 213 00:29:26.641 --> 00:29:29.436 and fills my heart.
214 00:29:32.564 --> 00:29:37.777 As a child, I wanted to live on an island. 215 00:29:39.320 --> 00:29:44.034 A woman alone, gloriously alone. 216 00:29:45.952 --> 00:29:48.204 Yes, that's it. 217 00:30:01.634 --> 00:30:05.096 Everything so empty, incompatible. 218 00:30:05.305 --> 00:30:09.267 Emptiness, fear. 219 00:30:09.476 --> 00:30:13.104 La peur, la peur, la peur... 220 00:30:13.313 --> 00:30:14.689 Fear. 221 00:30:19.694 --> 00:30:23.865 Like a small animal, lost in the woods. 222 00:30:24.074 --> 00:30:26.951 Who are you? I don't know any more. 223 00:30:27.160 --> 00:30:32.749 I will no longer be a trapeze artist. 224 00:30:40.965 --> 00:30:44.511 Must not cry. That's how it is. 225 00:30:44.719 --> 00:30:49.599 It happens, not always as you'd like it. 226 00:30:49.808 --> 00:30:54.104 Emptiness, such emptiness... 227 00:31:42.694 --> 00:31:44.571 What shall I do?
228 00:31:47.782 --> 00:31:52.287 Not think any more. Just be there. 229 00:31:53.621 --> 00:31:58.835 Berlin... Here I'm a stranger, and yet it's all so familiar. 230 00:31:59.044 --> 00:32:04.049 You can't get lost, you always end up at the Wall. 231 00:32:04.257 --> 00:32:10.722 I'm waiting for my photo at a machine, and it comes out with another face. 232 00:32:10.930 --> 00:32:14.601 That could be the beginning of a story. 233 00:32:14.809 --> 00:32:19.272 The faces... I'd like to see faces. 234 00:32:19.481 --> 00:32:22.734 Maybe I'll find a job as a waitress. 235 00:32:34.621 --> 00:32:37.540 This evening scares me. 236 00:32:37.749 --> 00:32:41.294 It's silly, fear makes me sick. 237 00:32:41.503 --> 00:32:46.925 Only part of me worries, the other part doesn't believe in it. 238 00:32:50.845 --> 00:32:56.518 How should I live? Maybe that's not the question. 239 00:32:56.726 --> 00:32:59.437 How should I think? 240 00:33:05.068 --> 00:33:11.324 I know so little. Maybe because I'm always just curious.
241 00:33:11.533 --> 00:33:13.827 Sometimes I think so wrongly... 242 00:33:14.035 --> 00:33:19.249 because I'm thinking as if I was talking to someone else. 243 00:33:23.920 --> 00:33:29.300 Inside closed eyes, close the eyes again. 244 00:33:30.427 --> 00:33:33.304 Then even the stones come alive. 245 00:34:12.677 --> 00:34:15.347 To be with the colours. 246 00:34:15.555 --> 00:34:18.892 Les couleurs. The colours. 247 00:34:21.686 --> 00:34:28.068 Neon lights in the evening sky, the red and yellow S-Bahn. 248 00:34:32.947 --> 00:34:37.827 Longing... longing. 249 00:34:38.036 --> 00:34:41.414 I only need to be ready. 250 00:34:42.749 --> 00:34:47.671 Longing for a wave of love that would stir in me. 251 00:34:50.882 --> 00:34:57.263 That's what makes me clumsy, the absence of desire. 252 00:35:03.853 --> 00:35:06.648 Desire to love. 253 00:35:15.281 --> 00:35:18.118 Desire to love. 254
00:36:04.581 --> 00:36:08.668 Don't stare. Have you never seen anyone die? 255 00:36:08.877 --> 00:36:14.215 I stink of gasoline. I can't just... It was all so clear. 256 00:36:14.424 --> 00:36:18.178 The way they're standing there, staring at me. 257 00:36:18.386 --> 00:36:22.766 I should have told her yesterday that I'm sorry... 258 00:36:22.974 --> 00:36:28.897 I can't simply... I've still got so much to do... 259 00:36:29.105 --> 00:36:34.027 As I came up the mountain out of the misty valley into the sun... 260 00:36:36.780 --> 00:36:42.035 The fire on the cattle range, the potatoes in the ashes... 261 00:36:43.370 --> 00:36:46.915 the boathouse floating on the lake. 262 00:36:47.123 --> 00:36:52.462 The Southern Cross. The Far East. 263 00:36:52.671 --> 00:36:59.469 The Great North. The Wild West. 264 00:36:59.678 --> 00:37:07.602 The Great Bear Lake. The Tristan de Cunha Island. 265 00:37:08.937 --> 00:37:15.735 The Mississippi Delta. Stromboli. 266 00:37:17.445 --> 00:37:24.285 The old houses of Charlottenburg. Albert Camus.
267 00:37:26.538 --> 00:37:33.253 The morning light. The eyes of the child. 268 00:37:35.005 --> 00:37:38.466 Swimming near the waterfall. 269 00:37:40.093 --> 00:37:46.683 The spots of the first drops of rain. The sun. 270 00:37:46.891 --> 00:37:53.064 The bread and wine. Hopping. 271 00:37:53.273 --> 00:37:59.195 Easter. The veins of the leaves. 272 00:37:59.404 --> 00:38:05.869 The blowing grass. The colours of the stones. 273 00:38:06.077 --> 00:38:10.790 The pebbles on the stream's bed. 274 00:38:10.999 --> 00:38:14.669 The white tablecloth outdoors. 275 00:38:14.878 --> 00:38:18.840 The dream of the house in the house. 276 00:38:19.049 --> 00:38:23.219 The dear one asleep in the next room. 277 00:38:23.428 --> 00:38:29.351 The peaceful Sunday. The horizon. 278 00:38:29.559 --> 00:38:33.730 The light from the room in the garden. 279 00:38:33.938 --> 00:38:40.195 The night flight. Riding a bicycle with no hands.
280 00:38:41.905 --> 00:38:44.449 The beautiful stranger. 281 00:38:45.867 --> 00:38:47.243 My father. 282 00:38:49.454 --> 00:38:50.830 My mother. 283 00:38:53.083 --> 00:38:54.459 My wife. 284 00:38:56.795 --> 00:38:58.171 My child. 285 00:39:15.146 --> 00:39:20.026 The world seems to be sinking into dust, but I recount... 286 00:39:20.235 --> 00:39:22.028 as in the beginning... 287 00:39:22.237 --> 00:39:25.865 in my sing-song voice, which sustains me... 288 00:39:26.074 --> 00:39:30.453 saved by the tale from present troubles... 289 00:39:30.662 --> 00:39:34.624 and protected for the future. 290 00:39:48.471 --> 00:39:54.561 Finished with the sweeping over the centuries as in the past. 291 00:39:54.769 --> 00:39:59.524 Now I can think only day by day. 292 00:39:59.733 --> 00:40:05.613 My heroes are no longer the warriors and kings... 293
00:40:05.822 --> 00:40:12.787 but the things of peace, one equal to the other. 294 00:40:12.996 --> 00:40:20.420 The drying onions equal to the tree trunk crossing the marsh. 295 00:40:20.628 --> 00:40:28.628 But no one has so far succeeded in singing an epic of peace. 296 00:40:29.095 --> 00:40:35.101 What is wrong with peace that its inspiration doesn't endure... 297 00:40:35.310 --> 00:40:41.608 and that its story is hardly told? 298 00:40:46.029 --> 00:40:49.157 Must I give up now? 299 00:40:49.366 --> 00:40:54.579 If I do give up, then mankind will lose its storyteller. 300 00:40:54.788 --> 00:40:58.958 And once mankind loses its storyteller... 301 00:40:59.167 --> 00:41:03.046 it will also lose its childhood. 302 00:41:12.847 --> 00:41:18.228 I cannot find the Potsdamer Platz. 303 00:41:20.480 --> 00:41:26.861 Here? This can't be it. 304 00:41:27.070 --> 00:41:32.867 Potsdamer Platz, that's where Cafz Josti used to be. 305 00:41:33.076 --> 00:41:40.041 In the afternoons, I went there to chat and to drink a coffee...
306 00:41:40.250 --> 00:41:42.168 and to watch the crowd. 307 00:41:42.377 --> 00:41:46.297 Before that I smoked my cigar at Loese and Wolf... 308 00:41:46.506 --> 00:41:49.968 a renowned tobacconist. 309 00:41:50.176 --> 00:41:52.178 Just across from here. 310 00:41:53.304 --> 00:42:00.186 This can't be the Potsdamer Platz. 311 00:42:01.438 --> 00:42:07.360 And no one whom you can ask. 312 00:42:09.029 --> 00:42:17.029 It was a lively place. Tramways, horse-drawn carriages... 313 00:42:17.412 --> 00:42:24.294 mine and that of the chocolate shop. 314 00:42:25.712 --> 00:42:30.258 The Wertheim store was here, too. 315 00:42:30.467 --> 00:42:37.307 And then suddenly, the flags appeared. 316 00:42:37.515 --> 00:42:39.309 Here... 317 00:42:40.727 --> 00:42:45.648 The whole Platz was covered with them. 318 00:42:45.857 --> 00:42:51.488 And the people weren't friendly anymore... 319 00:42:51.696 --> 00:42:55.825
and the police wasn't either. 320 00:42:56.034 --> 00:42:59.954 I will not give up... 321 00:43:00.163 --> 00:43:05.335 as long as I haven't found the Potsdamer Platz. 322 00:43:10.423 --> 00:43:15.095 Where are my heroes? Where are you, my children? 323 00:43:15.303 --> 00:43:20.350 Where are my own, the dull-witted... 324 00:43:20.558 --> 00:43:22.560 the original ones? 325 00:43:32.153 --> 00:43:37.033 Name me, muse, the immortal singer... 326 00:43:37.242 --> 00:43:41.913 who, abandoned by his mortal audience... 327 00:43:42.122 --> 00:43:43.623 lost his voice. 328 00:43:43.832 --> 00:43:46.835 He who, from angel of poetry that he was... 329 00:43:47.043 --> 00:43:52.632 became the organ grinder ignored or mocked... 330 00:43:52.841 --> 00:43:57.137 outside, on the threshold of no man's land. 331 00:44:20.869 --> 00:44:27.834 20 Marks, 40 Marks, 80 Marks. In a week I could have 500. 332
00:44:28.043 --> 00:44:30.253 Off to the south. 333 00:44:30.462 --> 00:44:34.049 What a crazy idea to stand here. Too much traffic. 334 00:44:34.257 --> 00:44:37.218 Idiot, three times he's been this way. 335 00:44:37.427 --> 00:44:40.180 I want to get out of here. 336 00:44:40.388 --> 00:44:45.352 If anyone recognises me, I'll be thrown out of secondary school. 337 00:44:45.560 --> 00:44:49.314 I need Klaus, he'd take good care of me. 338 00:44:49.522 --> 00:44:54.611 He was so good, too good. And now he's dead. 339 00:45:03.787 --> 00:45:07.457 Are there still borders? More than ever. 340 00:45:07.665 --> 00:45:13.254 Each street has its own border line. 341 00:45:13.463 --> 00:45:16.966 Between each plot there's a no man's land strip... 342 00:45:17.175 --> 00:45:20.929 hidden by a hedge or by a ditch. 343 00:45:21.137 --> 00:45:24.724 Who dares, will fall on booby traps... 344 00:45:24.933 --> 00:45:27.852 or be hit by laser beams.
345 00:45:28.061 --> 00:45:32.774 The trout in the water are really torpedoes. 346 00:45:32.982 --> 00:45:37.070 Every proprietor, or even tenant... 347 00:45:37.278 --> 00:45:40.031 sticks up his nameplate like a coat of arms... 348 00:45:40.240 --> 00:45:43.284 and studies the paper like a world leader. 349 00:45:43.493 --> 00:45:48.415 The German people are divided into as many states as there are individuals. 350 00:45:48.623 --> 00:45:52.252 And these small states are mobile. 351 00:45:52.460 --> 00:45:54.629 Each one takes his own with him... 352 00:45:54.838 --> 00:45:58.675 and demands a toll when another wants to enter. 353 00:45:58.883 --> 00:46:05.557 In the form of a fly in amber or a leather bottle. 354 00:46:05.765 --> 00:46:07.517 So much for the border. 355 00:46:07.726 --> 00:46:13.815 But one can only enter each state with the right passwords. 356 00:46:33.668 --> 00:46:37.964 Today's German soul can only be conquered and governed... 357 00:46:38.173 --> 00:46:42.677 by he who arrives at each small state
with the password. 358 00:46:42.886 --> 00:46:46.348 Fortunately, no one is now able to do so. 359 00:46:46.556 --> 00:46:53.313 So everyone migrates and raises his own flag all over the world. 360 00:46:53.521 --> 00:46:56.066 Even their children shake their rattles... 361 00:46:56.274 --> 00:46:59.652 and trail their filth around in circles. 362 00:51:19.704 --> 00:51:21.706 The medals reflect the best. 363 00:51:21.915 --> 00:51:24.918 They were elegant, those brothers. 364 00:51:25.126 --> 00:51:27.837 Could I have light? - But no flame. 365 00:51:28.046 --> 00:51:30.340 You're welcome. - Thank you. 366 00:51:32.342 --> 00:51:36.137 The only thing I shall miss from the outside... 367 00:51:36.346 --> 00:51:40.600 from the realm of light, will be sparrows. 368 00:51:40.809 --> 00:51:43.561 Money buys happiness. How to live? 369 00:51:43.770 --> 00:51:46.564 The Man in the Golden Helmet
is a swindle. 370 00:51:46.773 --> 00:51:51.194 You're not natives, you're all refugees. 371 00:51:51.403 --> 00:51:53.905 You're wet from swimming. 372 00:51:54.114 --> 00:51:57.742 I've been sitting here since this morning... 373 00:51:57.951 --> 00:51:59.828 I'm so cold and bored. 374 00:52:00.036 --> 00:52:04.249 Wind in the face, the first snow in the air. 375 00:52:04.499 --> 00:52:06.584 Water in the gutter. 376 00:52:06.793 --> 00:52:09.879 The balcony with the beautiful stranger. 377 00:52:10.088 --> 00:52:14.926 Real ones. They look like it. They could be real ones. 378 00:52:15.135 --> 00:52:18.388 Some stole food from the dogs in the camps. 379 00:52:18.596 --> 00:52:24.352 That would take the grin off your face. Don't be too sure yet. 380 00:52:24.561 --> 00:52:28.857 The Frenchman. I met him in the streets. 381 00:52:29.065 --> 00:52:33.820 " Berlin won't be there any more," Constant said.
382 00:52:34.029 --> 00:52:40.660 The house was half gone. Some of it still stood. For how long? 383 00:52:40.869 --> 00:52:43.288 Yes, I can still see this woman... 384 00:52:43.496 --> 00:52:50.920 who was standing up there in the ruins shaking the duvet. 385 00:52:51.129 --> 00:52:56.217 When was that? May... June 1945. 386 00:53:19.908 --> 00:53:24.829 Is he good at what he's doing? It seems so. 387 00:53:42.389 --> 00:53:46.935 I'd like to see it. Maybe he'll give it to me. 388 00:55:49.265 --> 00:55:52.102 Come, I'll show you something else. 389 00:57:27.280 --> 00:57:33.119 When the child was a child it choked on spinach, peas... 390 00:57:33.328 --> 00:57:36.748 rice pudding and steamed cauliflower... 391 00:57:36.956 --> 00:57:41.628 and now eats all of that, and not just because it has to. 392 00:57:41.836 --> 00:57:46.883 When the child was a child, it woke up once in a strange bed... 393 00:57:47.092 --> 00:57:49.344 but now time and time again. 394 00:57:49.552 --> 00:57:55.141
Many people seemed beautiful then, nowadays it's only the odd one. 395 00:57:55.350 --> 00:58:02.023 It had a precise picture of Paradise, and now can only guess at it. 396 00:58:02.232 --> 00:58:08.029 It couldn't imagine nothingness, and today shudders at the idea. 397 00:58:08.238 --> 00:58:12.951 When the child was a child, it played with enthusiasm... 398 00:58:13.159 --> 00:58:20.500 and now it can only muster it when it concerns its work. 399 01:01:19.179 --> 01:01:21.848 Do you recall our first visit here? 400 01:01:22.057 --> 01:01:25.685 History had not yet begun. 401 01:01:25.894 --> 01:01:30.023 We let mornings and evenings go by, and waited. 402 01:01:30.231 --> 01:01:36.905 It took a long time for the river to find its bed and the stagnant water to flow. 403 01:01:37.113 --> 01:01:43.161 Valley of the primeval river. One day, I still remember... 404 01:01:43.370 --> 01:01:47.957 the glacier melted and the icebergs drifted to the north. 405 01:01:48.166 --> 01:01:53.505 A tree passed by, still green, with an empty bird's nest. 406 01:01:53.672 --> 01:01:57.759 Only the fish had leapt
over a myriad of years. 407 01:01:57.967 --> 01:02:01.471 Then came the moment when the bees drowned. 408 01:02:01.680 --> 01:02:06.351 Some time later, the two stags fought on the bank. 409 01:02:06.643 --> 01:02:12.774 Then the flies and the antlers, like branches, flowing down the river. 410 01:02:12.982 --> 01:02:15.318 All that ever grew again was grass... 411 01:02:15.527 --> 01:02:20.073 growing over the bodies of wild cats, wild boar and buffaloes. 412 01:02:20.281 --> 01:02:25.995 One morning, out of the savannah, its forehead smeared with grass... 413 01:02:26.204 --> 01:02:30.458 appeared the biped, our image, so long awaited. 414 01:02:30.667 --> 01:02:32.961 And its first word was a shout. 415 01:02:33.169 --> 01:02:40.093 Was it "ah" or "oh", or was it merely a groan? 416 01:02:40.301 --> 01:02:45.432 We were at last able to laugh, for the first time. 417 01:02:45.640 --> 01:02:51.146 Through this man's shout and that of his followers, we learnt to speak. 418 01:02:51.354 --> 01:02:53.565 A long story.
419 01:02:53.773 --> 01:02:55.900 Sun, lightning, thunder in the sky... 420 01:02:56.109 --> 01:02:59.738 and below on earth, the firesides, the leaps... 421 01:02:59.946 --> 01:03:03.408 the round dances, the signs, the writing. 422 01:03:05.535 --> 01:03:10.040 Then one broke through the cycle and ran straight ahead. 423 01:03:10.248 --> 01:03:17.088 As long as he ran straight ahead, swerving sometimes perhaps from joy... 424 01:03:17.297 --> 01:03:21.051 he seemed free, and again we could laugh with him. 425 01:03:21.259 --> 01:03:26.973 But then, suddenly, he ran zigzag, and stones flew. 426 01:03:29.976 --> 01:03:35.815 With his flight began the history of wars. It is still going on. 427 01:03:36.024 --> 01:03:41.363 But the story of the grass, the sun, the leaps and the shouts... 428 01:03:41.571 --> 01:03:44.074 is still going on, too. 429 01:03:50.205 --> 01:03:54.459 Do you know how one day the road was built here... 430 01:03:54.668 --> 01:03:59.005 which the next day saw the Napoleon retreat... 431
01:03:59.214 --> 01:04:03.426 and was paved later on? 432 01:04:03.635 --> 01:04:09.849 Today it is covered with grass and sunk in like a Roman road... 433 01:04:10.058 --> 01:04:12.227 with the tank tracks. 434 01:04:13.770 --> 01:04:18.900 But we weren't even spectators. We've always been too few. 435 01:04:24.739 --> 01:04:31.162 You really want... - To conquer a history for myself. 436 01:04:31.371 --> 01:04:34.582 What my timeless downward look has taught me... 437 01:04:34.791 --> 01:04:38.378 I want to transmute, to sustain a glance... 438 01:04:38.586 --> 01:04:42.924 a short shout, a sour smell. 439 01:04:44.009 --> 01:04:48.847 I've been outside long enough. Absent long enough. 440 01:04:49.055 --> 01:04:53.560 Long enough out of the world. Let me enter the history of the world. 441 01:04:53.768 --> 01:04:56.521 Or just hold an apple in my hand. 442 01:04:56.730 --> 01:05:02.068 Look, those feathers, there on the water, already vanished. 443 01:05:02.277 --> 01:05:09.576 Look, the tyre marks on the asphalt, and now the cigarette butt rolling.
444 01:05:09.784 --> 01:05:15.957 The primeval river has dried up, and only today's raindrops still quiver. 445 01:05:16.166 --> 01:05:19.836 Down with the world behind the world. 446 01:06:43.461 --> 01:06:46.631 Only the Roman roads still lead somewhere... 447 01:06:46.840 --> 01:06:50.719 only the oldest traces lead anywhere. 448 01:06:50.927 --> 01:06:53.388 Where is the top of the pass here? 449 01:06:53.596 --> 01:06:59.728 Even the plains, even Berlin, has its hidden passes. 450 01:06:59.936 --> 01:07:06.776 And it's only there that my country, the country of the tale, begins. 451 01:07:06.985 --> 01:07:11.114 Why doesn't everyone see from childhood on... 452 01:07:11.322 --> 01:07:15.744 the passes, doors and crevices... 453 01:07:15.952 --> 01:07:20.081 on the ground and above in the sky. 454 01:07:20.290 --> 01:07:27.714 If everyone saw them, there would be history without murder or war. 455 01:07:27.922 --> 01:07:32.302 This time I'm doing it. Funny I'm so calm. 456
01:07:32.510 --> 01:07:36.639 Why red socks with black shoes? Stupid. 457 01:07:36.848 --> 01:07:40.518 Foggy, cold. Put on a pullover, afraid to be cold. 458 01:07:40.727 --> 01:07:45.273 Very good jacket. A bargain. Just the pocket's torn. 459 01:07:45.482 --> 01:07:47.192 She gave it to me. 460 01:07:47.400 --> 01:07:52.739 Pebbles on the roof. Why? So it doesn't fly away? Nonsense. 461 01:07:53.365 --> 01:07:55.283 Once I'd like to fly. 462 01:07:55.492 --> 01:08:00.163 The plane circles over Berlin, one day it'll crash. 463 01:08:00.372 --> 01:08:04.709 It's cold. My hands were always warm. A good sign. 464 01:08:04.918 --> 01:08:07.671 It crackles underfoot. What time is it? 465 01:08:07.879 --> 01:08:13.426 The sun's setting. Logical, the west. Now I know where the west is. 466 01:08:13.635 --> 01:08:16.888 I always took the U-Bahn to the east to go home... 467 01:08:17.097 --> 01:08:19.557 bought 10 tickets, saved a Mark. 468 01:08:19.766 --> 01:08:22.894 The sun in my back,
on the left the star. 469 01:08:23.103 --> 01:08:26.815 Sun and a star. Her little feet. 470 01:08:27.023 --> 01:08:30.652 Hopping from one foot to the other. She danced so sweetly. 471 01:08:30.860 --> 01:08:32.237 We were all alone. 472 01:08:32.445 --> 01:08:36.157 Has she got my letter? I don't want her to read it. 473 01:08:36.366 --> 01:08:40.662 Berlin means nothing to me... Havel? Is that a lake? 474 01:08:40.870 --> 01:08:45.834 Over there Wedding, or what? The East is everywhere really. 475 01:08:46.042 --> 01:08:50.171 Strange people, they're shouting. I don't care. 476 01:08:50.380 --> 01:08:56.052 All these thoughts. I'd really rather not think any more. 477 01:08:56.261 --> 01:08:58.263 I'm going, why? 478 01:10:27.977 --> 01:10:34.776 Leave me alone, you swine. - Mother. Mother. 479 01:11:08.018 --> 01:11:13.690 I'll never make it tonight. No trapeze on full-moon nights. 480 01:11:13.898 --> 01:11:18.028 Not the last time, the very last time.
481 01:11:18.236 --> 01:11:20.905 I should wake up from this dream. 482 01:11:21.114 --> 01:11:25.827 The end of the circus. Fini. 483 01:11:26.036 --> 01:11:31.374 And once again I feel as if night were falling inside of me. 484 01:11:31.583 --> 01:11:35.837 Fear... Fear of death. 485 01:11:36.046 --> 01:11:39.632 Why not death? 486 01:11:39.841 --> 01:11:42.093 The essential at times... 487 01:11:42.302 --> 01:11:48.475 just being beautiful, and nothing more. 488 01:11:48.683 --> 01:11:54.230 To look at oneself in the mirror is to see oneself think. 489 01:11:54.439 --> 01:11:57.484 So what do you think? 490 01:11:57.734 --> 01:12:03.281 I think I still have the right to be afraid, but not to talk about it. 491 01:12:03.448 --> 01:12:08.411 You're not yet blind, the heart is still beating. 492 01:12:08.661 --> 01:12:11.748 And now you're crying after all. 493 01:12:11.956 --> 01:12:16.503 You'd like to cry like a very sad little girl. 494 01:12:16.711 --> 01:12:20.090
Do you know why you're crying? For whom? 495 01:12:20.298 --> 01:12:24.552 Not for me. I don't know for whom. 496 01:12:24.761 --> 01:12:29.724 I'd like to know. I know nothing. 497 01:12:29.933 --> 01:12:36.815 I'm a little bit afraid. It's gone, gone away. It'll come back. 498 01:12:37.065 --> 01:12:38.900 It doesn't matter. 499 01:19:15.130 --> 01:19:21.553 Just to be able to say, like right now, I'm happy. 500 01:19:21.761 --> 01:19:27.851 I have a story, and I'll go on having one. 501 01:24:27.567 --> 01:24:31.363 There it is again, this feeling of well-being... 502 01:24:31.613 --> 01:24:37.619 as if inside my body a hand was softly tightening. 503 01:25:25.417 --> 01:25:33.049 When the child was a child, it was the time of these questions: 504 01:25:33.258 --> 01:25:37.679 Why am I me, and why not you? 505 01:25:37.846 --> 01:25:42.559 Why am I here, and why not there? 506 01:25:42.767 --> 01:25:47.188 When did time begin, and where does space end?
507 01:25:47.439 --> 01:25:53.486 Isn't life under the sun just a dream? 508 01:27:11.022 --> 01:27:13.983 Isn't that Columbo? - Don't think so. 509 01:27:14.234 --> 01:27:19.197 Not with that moth-eaten coat. - He wouldn't be out here. 510 01:30:01.568 --> 01:30:05.155 Well? - I'm going to enter the river. 511 01:30:05.321 --> 01:30:09.451 An old human expression that I only understand today. 512 01:30:09.659 --> 01:30:11.536 Now or never, moment of the ford. 513 01:30:11.745 --> 01:30:15.707 But there is no other bank, there is only the river. 514 01:30:15.915 --> 01:30:19.044 Into the ford of time, the ford of death. 515 01:30:19.252 --> 01:30:22.297 We're not yet born, so let's descend. 516 01:30:22.464 --> 01:30:25.967 To look is not to look from on high, but at eye-level. 517 01:30:26.134 --> 01:30:29.429 First, I'll take a bath. 518 01:30:29.637 --> 01:30:33.808 Then I'll be shaved by a Turkish barber... 519 01:30:33.975 --> 01:30:37.645
who will also massage me down to the fingertips. 520 01:30:37.854 --> 01:30:44.110 Then I'll buy a newspaper and read it from the headlines to the horoscope. 521 01:30:44.361 --> 01:30:50.241 On the first day, I'll only be served. For requests, ask the neighbour. 522 01:30:50.450 --> 01:30:54.329 If someone stumbles over my legs, he'll apologise. 523 01:30:54.537 --> 01:30:56.748 If pushed, I'll push back. 524 01:30:56.915 --> 01:31:00.043 The bartender will find me an empty table. 525 01:31:00.251 --> 01:31:04.339 A car will stop, and the mayor will give me a lift. 526 01:31:04.547 --> 01:31:07.342 I'll be familiar to everyone, suspect to no one. 527 01:31:07.550 --> 01:31:10.720 I won't say a word, will understand every language. 528 01:31:10.970 --> 01:31:16.309 This will be my first day. - But none of it will be true. 529 01:31:47.549 --> 01:31:53.471 I'll take her in my arms, and she'll take me in her arms. 530 01:32:38.975 --> 01:32:41.686 I think he's drunk. - Yes. 531 01:33:06.294 --> 01:33:07.671
Let's go. 532 01:33:38.576 --> 01:33:40.036 It's got a taste. 533 01:33:43.206 --> 01:33:46.042 Now I begin to understand. 534 01:33:53.091 --> 01:33:55.593 Is that red? - Yes. 535 01:33:55.802 --> 01:33:57.929 Did you hurt yourself? 536 01:33:58.138 --> 01:34:00.598 Is today a good day? - It's okay. 537 01:34:02.142 --> 01:34:05.145 And the pipes? - They're yellow. 538 01:34:05.353 --> 01:34:08.398 Yellow. What about him? - He's grey-blue. 539 01:34:08.606 --> 01:34:11.651 Grey-blue. This one? - Purple. 540 01:34:11.860 --> 01:34:13.653 This one? - Orange. Ochre. 541 01:34:13.862 --> 01:34:16.614 Ochre or orange? - Ochre. 542 01:34:16.823 --> 01:34:20.118 Yellow, red... this one? - It's green. 543 01:34:20.326 --> 01:34:24.622 And what's that over the eye? - That's blue.
544 01:34:25.874 --> 01:34:27.250 Blue. 545 01:34:27.834 --> 01:34:30.962 Is it very cold? - It'll soon be over. 546 01:34:31.171 --> 01:34:33.089 I'd love to have a coffee. 547 01:34:33.298 --> 01:34:37.135 Do you have money? - Yes... no. 548 01:34:41.806 --> 01:34:44.642 I'm glad everything is fine today. 549 01:34:55.195 --> 01:34:56.571 Beautiful. 550 01:35:23.515 --> 01:35:26.393 Coffee. - With milk and sugar? 551 01:35:26.601 --> 01:35:28.061 Black. 552 01:36:10.395 --> 01:36:18.395 When the child was a child, it lived on apples and bread, that was enough. 553 01:36:18.862 --> 01:36:21.114 And it is still that way. 554 01:36:23.450 --> 01:36:31.450 When the child was a child, berries fell only like berries into its hand. 555 01:36:31.624 --> 01:36:34.461 And they still do now. 556 01:36:36.504 --> 01:36:42.594 Fresh walnuts made its tongue raw, and they still do now. 557
01:36:42.802 --> 01:36:49.559 Atop each mountain it was longing for a higher mountain. 558 01:36:49.768 --> 01:36:55.982 And in each city it was longing for a bigger city. 559 01:36:56.191 --> 01:36:59.694 And it still does. 560 01:37:03.114 --> 01:37:06.493 Reached in the treetop for the cherries... 561 01:37:06.701 --> 01:37:11.081 as excitedly as it still does today. 562 01:37:13.625 --> 01:37:19.381 Was shy in front of strangers, and it still is. 563 01:37:22.050 --> 01:37:28.890 Waited for the first snow, and still waits that way. 564 01:37:35.772 --> 01:37:43.772 When the child was a child, it threw a stick like a lance into a tree. 565 01:37:44.239 --> 01:37:48.243 And it's still quivering there today. 566 01:38:28.867 --> 01:38:33.830 How do I get to Akazienstrasse? - Go up Potsdamer to Kleistpark. 567 01:38:34.039 --> 01:38:39.627 Right at Grunewald past Gleditsch, no right turn at Goltzstrasse. 568 01:38:39.836 --> 01:38:42.213 Turn left, and there you are. 569 01:39:15.455 --> 01:39:20.460 This entrance is for the crew. Extras, the other way, please.
570 01:39:29.469 --> 01:39:32.555 Extra. - That's just what you look like. 571 01:39:32.764 --> 01:39:34.474 They all want autographs. 572 01:39:35.600 --> 01:39:36.976 Lousy cop. 573 01:42:11.131 --> 01:42:15.051 Come on, Marion. Don't worry. It'll be alright. 574 01:42:15.260 --> 01:42:18.888 I'll send you a postcard of the Eiffel Tower. 575 01:42:19.097 --> 01:42:23.935 See you next season. Don't forget the Alekan Circus. 576 01:42:24.144 --> 01:42:28.857 Bye Archie, see you next year. - Au revoir. 577 01:42:29.065 --> 01:42:30.525 A thousand kisses. 578 01:42:30.734 --> 01:42:35.947 I'll send you a parcel. With some Camembert cheese? 579 01:43:36.591 --> 01:43:42.013 I couldn't say who I am. I don't have the slightest idea. 580 01:43:42.222 --> 01:43:48.103 I am someone with no roots, no story, no country... 581 01:43:48.311 --> 01:43:50.897 and I like it that way. 582 01:43:51.106 --> 01:43:57.779
I am here, I am free. I can imagine anything. It's all possible. 583 01:43:57.987 --> 01:44:03.868 I only have to raise my eyes, and once again I become the world. 584 01:44:04.077 --> 01:44:07.956 Now, in this very place... 585 01:44:08.164 --> 01:44:14.379 a feeling of happiness that I could always have. 586 01:46:14.624 --> 01:46:17.544 What are you doing? - I'm sitting. 587 01:46:17.752 --> 01:46:20.213 Are you sad? - No. 588 01:46:20.422 --> 01:46:24.092 Are you sick? - Yes. 589 01:46:24.300 --> 01:46:26.886 What's the matter? - A need. 590 01:46:27.095 --> 01:46:29.681 Oh, that's it. 591 01:46:29.889 --> 01:46:33.685 A double knot is the only way to make it hold. 592 01:46:38.106 --> 01:46:42.527 A need. A need of food perhaps. - Or a need of drink. 593 01:46:45.405 --> 01:46:49.367 She isn't gone, Cassiel. I know it. 594 01:46:49.576 --> 01:46:51.911 I'll find her.
595 01:46:52.120 --> 01:46:56.666 Something will happen, something important, tonight. 596 01:46:59.544 --> 01:47:02.505 She'll teach me everything. 597 01:47:03.631 --> 01:47:08.345 There are other suns then the one up in the sky, Cassiel. 598 01:47:08.553 --> 01:47:13.183 In the deep of the night, spring will begin today. 599 01:47:13.391 --> 01:47:16.728 Other wings will grow in place of the old ones. 600 01:47:16.936 --> 01:47:20.815 Wings that will at last astound me. 601 01:56:30.740 --> 01:56:33.910 It must finally become serious. 602 01:56:37.706 --> 01:56:42.794 I've often been alone, but I've never lived alone. 603 01:56:46.881 --> 01:56:50.635 When I was with someone I was often happy... 604 01:56:50.844 --> 01:56:54.222 but at the same time it all seemed a coincidence. 605 01:56:54.431 --> 01:57:00.311 These people were my parents, but it could have been others. 606 01:57:00.520 --> 01:57:03.898 Why was the brown-eyed one my brother... 607 01:57:04.107 --> 01:57:08.945
and not the green-eyed boy on the opposite platform? 608 01:57:10.488 --> 01:57:13.992 The taxi driver's daughter was my friend... 609 01:57:14.200 --> 01:57:21.416 but I might as well have put my arm around a horse's neck. 610 01:57:21.624 --> 01:57:26.504 I was with a man, I was in love... 611 01:57:26.713 --> 01:57:29.799 and I might as well have left him there... 612 01:57:30.008 --> 01:57:36.181 and gone off with the stranger we met in the street. 613 01:57:39.684 --> 01:57:42.729 Look at me, or don't. 614 01:57:42.937 --> 01:57:46.024 Give me your hand, or don't. 615 01:57:47.525 --> 01:57:52.906 No, don't give me your hand, and look away. 616 01:57:58.745 --> 01:58:01.706 I think tonight is the new moon. 617 01:58:03.249 --> 01:58:05.543 No night more peaceful. 618 01:58:08.963 --> 01:58:12.550 No bloodshed in all the city. 619 01:58:12.759 --> 01:58:15.470 I've never played with anyone and yet... 620 01:58:15.679 --> 01:58:21.017
Now it's serious. 621 01:58:24.229 --> 01:58:27.440 At last it's becoming serious. 622 01:58:30.652 --> 01:58:33.363 So I've grown older. 623 01:58:35.990 --> 01:58:39.369 Was I the only one who wasn't serious? 624 01:58:40.787 --> 01:58:44.040 Is it our times that are not serious? 625 01:58:45.417 --> 01:58:51.047 I've never been lonely, neither alone, nor with someone else. 626 01:58:51.256 --> 01:58:54.342 But I would have liked to be lonely. 627 01:58:54.551 --> 01:58:59.556 I am whole at last. 628 01:58:59.764 --> 01:59:05.770 Now I can say it, as tonight I'm lonely at last. 629 01:59:05.979 --> 01:59:10.025 I must put an end to coincidence. 630 01:59:14.029 --> 01:59:17.365 The new moon of decision. 631 01:59:17.574 --> 01:59:22.537 I don't know if there is a destiny, but there is a decision. 632 01:59:22.746 --> 01:59:25.331 Decide. 633 01:59:25.540 --> 01:59:29.502 Now we are the times. 634
01:59:29.711 --> 01:59:36.009 Not only the whole town, the whole world is taking part in our decision. 635 01:59:36.217 --> 01:59:42.140 Now we are more than the two of us. We incarnate something. 636 01:59:42.349 --> 01:59:45.560 We are sitting on the People's Square... 637 01:59:45.769 --> 01:59:51.649 and the whole place is full of people whose dream is the same as ours. 638 01:59:51.858 --> 01:59:56.071 We are deciding everybody's game. 639 01:59:56.279 --> 02:00:03.745 I am ready. Now it's your turn. 640 02:00:03.953 --> 02:00:07.123 You hold the game in your hand. 641 02:00:07.332 --> 02:00:10.794 Now or never. 642 02:00:15.590 --> 02:00:22.514 You need me. You will need me. 643 02:00:22.722 --> 02:00:30.063 There is no greater story than ours, that of man and woman. 644 02:00:30.271 --> 02:00:34.359 It will be a story of giants. 645 02:00:34.567 --> 02:00:39.614 Invisible, transposable. 646 02:00:39.823 --> 02:00:43.743 A story of new ancestors. 647
02:00:45.870 --> 02:00:48.998 Look, my eyes. 648 02:00:51.042 --> 02:00:55.505 They are the image of necessity... 649 02:00:55.714 --> 02:00:59.884 of the future of everyone in the place. 650 02:01:03.096 --> 02:01:08.101 Last night I dreamt of a stranger. 651 02:01:11.813 --> 02:01:14.107 Of my man. 652 02:01:14.315 --> 02:01:17.569 Only with him could I be lonely... 653 02:01:17.777 --> 02:01:19.904 open up to him... 654 02:01:20.113 --> 02:01:24.701 wholly open, wholly for him... 655 02:01:24.909 --> 02:01:28.663 welcome him wholly into me... 656 02:01:28.872 --> 02:01:36.872 surround him with the labyrinth of shared happiness. 657 02:01:37.172 --> 02:01:40.383 I know... 658 02:01:40.592 --> 02:01:43.136 it's you. 659 02:02:10.580 --> 02:02:12.582 Something happened. 660 02:02:14.417 --> 02:02:21.132 It is still going on. It binds me. 661 02:02:21.341 --> 02:02:28.556 It was true at night, and it's true
in the day, even more so now. 662 02:02:28.765 --> 02:02:35.021 Who was who? I was in her and she was around me. 663 02:02:36.940 --> 02:02:41.945 Who in the world can claim that he was ever together with another being? 664 02:02:42.153 --> 02:02:45.281 I am together. 665 02:02:45.490 --> 02:02:52.664 No mortal child was begot, only an immortal common image. 666 02:02:52.872 --> 02:02:56.918 I learned astonishment that night. 667 02:02:57.127 --> 02:03:02.382 She came to take me home, and I found home. 668 02:03:06.052 --> 02:03:08.346 It happened once. 669 02:03:11.099 --> 02:03:15.353 Once, and therefore forever. 670 02:03:17.772 --> 02:03:22.736 The image that we created will be with me when I die. 671 02:03:24.487 --> 02:03:27.699 I will have lived within it. 672 02:03:29.451 --> 02:03:36.499 The amazement about the two of us, amazement about man and woman... 673 02:03:36.708 --> 02:03:39.544 has turned me into a human being. 674 02:03:44.215 --> 02:03:50.430 I know now...
675 02:03:50.638 --> 02:03:52.432 what... 676 02:03:52.640 --> 02:03:59.230 no angel knows. 677 02:04:05.070 --> 02:04:10.408 Name the men, women and children who will look for me... 678 02:04:10.575 --> 02:04:15.497 me, their storyteller, their cantor, their spokesman... 679 02:04:15.705 --> 02:04:23.705 because they need me more than anything in the world. 680 02:04:25.048 --> 02:04:28.927 We have embarked. 681 02:04:30.595 --> 02:04:38.595 AnoXmous https://thepiratebay. se/user/Zen_Bud/