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mh49pdew ------------------------------------------albums: 2006 alabama dry dock 2006 on the way to atlanta alicia's party at barnie's beau rivage in biloxi, ms biloxi, ms corpus christi, tx foley, al mobile, al on and at texas treasure pensacola, fl port aransas, tx san antonio, tx texas state aquarium trips to mexican waters uss alabama uss lexington ------------------------------------------to download: rv duplex the body cocoon 2 brokeback mountain the game if these walls could talk ------------------------------------------to look at/for: http://www.filexoom.com/ free stuff ares software movie mistakes (at youtube.com) ear/eye files player ------------------------------------------my dearest omar, i choose to write this letter in english so that without a doubt what i intend to say will be written porperly. if you need any part translated or decide to respond in spanish (which i find extremely romantic) then just let me know. first of all i want you to know that i adore you with all of my soul and being. i have never met anyone that i found so absolutely wonderful. i never believed in love at first sight until i met you. the night that our eyes first gazed upon each other, i knew instantaneously that you were the man that i wanted to share my life and my heart with. secondly, since i met you two weeks ago this past every single night for bringing you into my life. ever dreamed of, and so much more. i honor you, i and you have unconditonally won my heart in every moment that i wake up each morning until the time and have been the only thought on my mind.

saturday, i have thanked god you are everything that i have trust you, i have faith in you, single aspect possible. from the i dirft off into sleep, you are,

such a pitty, everything that i have ever prayed to god for i recieved, but within a week it is taken from me. please tell me the justifacation within this? i want you, i adore you, and by what i know, i love you (quizas es tan temperano para decir). but that is how i feel. you are everything, and so much more that i wanted in my soul mate. to my omar... you have exhibited every characteristc that i hold so dear and true to my heart in a partner that i wish to spend my life with. everything i could've possibly have dreamed of. yet, at the same time i am so aggravated. why do i only get to spend one week with the man that i cherish, the man that i so desparately want to spend my life with? one week only, why? is god out to get me? yet, i know that everything happens for a reason, a reason in which i spend every waking moment searching for. it breaks my heart and soul knowing that you leave tomorrow. i adore you, i worship you, i want you in my life so badly. i am petrified that once you return to texas or to lima that you'll find someone to replace me, someone who is close by, who can fulfill the emotional and romantical needs that you so desire. it breaks my heart. i would do or give anything to be with you and show you much i care for you. we both have been in long term relationships. you know the story of mine, and you ended yours with esteban because of the distance, and i am so fearful that the distance between us, and the fact that you cannot leave texas will cause a great dilema in the one man in which i have found everything in which i have prayed for. you captured my heart the moment our eyes met, a moment in time i would give anything to hold on to, a moment in which i wish our first could would never end. each kiss we share is like the first, it makes my heart palpatiate and praise the lord jesus for bringing you into my life. yet as i have said, i am scared beyond belief that once you return to corpus that you will find someone who is in near proximity and able to share their life with you. how heart broken that even thought makes me. te deseo, te querio, please be mine... the mine i adore, the man that i cherish, and the person who i want to share my heart nad life with. perhaps i cannot give you the excitement and adventure you so desire, but i promise to you to give you every joy that is within my power. my dearest omar, it shall be two days that i will not have any form of communication with you as you sail back to texas and into mexican waters. pero te suplico recoder que desde te conci, you have have such a difference in my life. you have gave me such hope, and such ambition, and my life i want to spend with you. i am nothing spactuaclar, i am just me. pero durante todo el tiempo te prometo estar fiel, loyal, y darte mi corazon completamente sin duda. te quiero, te adoro, y cada momento de cada dia estas dentro mis pasamientos. eres el mejor hombre que he conocido en mi vida, y tengo miedo que te perdere. no te quiero estar conmigo para residencia ni siquiera cosa como esa, pero te quiero saber que eres todo que he pedido el dios, y que eres mi hombre de mis suenos de realidad. please write me before you leave from mobile. a day without a word from you is a slash in my heart. i love you. vincent your alabama boy for life -------------------------------------------