Ruude Gyal

Sunday morning. Church time.

"Destiny, if I do not see you here in the next 5minutes we will go to my church." Boi. That was all the motivation I needed to hurry up. My mum was so annoying. Its not that I didn't try to wake up earlier I did. It's just that time always flopped me. I and the mumzy went to different churches. She went to them 4hour service ones that went on forever. I weren't on that. You know bout them ones that everyone is always shouting "Preach on." Or "Yes Arrmen." To every single thing the pastors ah say. I found that so annoying and the worst thing was when the church finished they would stay and talk. For hours unend about bullshit. Gossiping about people's lives ina rassclart church! I hated her church and the people there were so nosey.

I quickly bathed etc and was dressed in half an hour. She was screwing me. "You have two minutes to leave these premises or else your coming with me." She said. I quickly got everything I needed and run out of my house. I made it to church just in time and stayed and listened to what the priest had to say. I took the bread and wine prayed and left. I looked at the time. My mum came home at 6 and it was 12. I had 6hours to do what ever. I decided to go home and sleep. It was the only option.

I got home really quickly and went to bed. A few hours later I woke up feeling extremely refreshed. I mean, my life was extremely boring. That was a fact. I was a boring person and I couldn't and refused to deny so. There was just nothing for me to do. I went on Msn and dealt with the usual hustle of certain man tryna make movements... I was a virgin and keeping it until I was 25. Yes, my mother and I had planned my future in great detail. I would go to university either Yale Harvard or locally, Oxford. I would study law for 4years or 3 depending on what I decided suited me best then I would get a job at 22 working for a law firm. At 24 I would climb up the ladder and also find my husband, marry at 25, start getting my PHD at 35 and retire at 45 because I would have worked hard enough to guarantee me a very secure pension. O yes, I would also have 3children. 2boys and one girl. Courtney, Brandon and Trinity. My life was very organized. So I hated it when last minute entries popped up. They disturbed my daily flow.

I decided to read. I had bought this book because the blurb sounded sick! And I wanted to read it. It was called Open Minded and it was by this AMAZING writer called 'Jay'C' I hadn't read any of her books before but from what I was hearing she was an excellent writer. I turned to the 1st page and got lost in the book.

Open Minded

You never actually realized how much you like school until you break up. I had a six week holiday and didn't have shit to do. It was the start of the summer holidays. It was day 2 and I was bored as hell. The weather weren't doing no favors either. I wanted to go out party all day and night and come back home in the morning. But I couldn't. My mother was as strict as hell. 'Adisa come here.' My mum boomed. 'Yes mum?' 'Why haven't you cooked?' 'I slept.'

'Your not sleeping now are you?' 'No...I start now.' I hated this so much. I wasn't the only child but I was always doing everything. I had two sisters and a brother. My uncle and his wife and children bought the house next door and ironically my auntie and her husband did the same. So they decided to make the three houses into one big house which meant you could never ever ever ever have any peace and quiet. Someone always stole your shoes, chicken, ice-cream or even earrings. Someone even stole my goldfishes and denied all accusations and said they had bought it. The thieves in my house were ruthless. I had only had two sleepovers which all ended in disaster. My two lil 8year old cousins had decided to wet the bed and not tell me about it. So we all went to bed half naked only to feel water on our backs. I will never forget that day. Then my other cousin decided to bring his friends over after auntie had said no. That time they had all gone Sheffield and left my older brother in charge. He had decided to go out and leave the three annoying children at home. Remel had decided to tell the twins to put water in the bed and invited his brehs over for a 'Wakeover'. A wakeover was basically what he called a sleep over without any sleep. The girls were in the living room playing Wii when the trouble started. The boys came down saying we were making too much noise. We apologized and told them to piss off. They decided to get revenge by playing 21 dares. A dare included me getting soaked. This happened. I switched and called 'A meeting.' We decided to raid their clothes and space. We also took over the fridge basically emptying out everything. Even the eggs. (We had big plans for them). "Disa we want a truce. Low us man." "Hell no." My girls starting laughing. "The mandem are coming with our hands in the air." "You better cah I will egg you under circumstances if you don't." They came out with their hands in the air. I couldn't help but notice Randal my cousin's friend was sexy and with his hands up we could see the v he had cah his shirt was rising. I licked my lips. He winked when he saw me do what I did. "Okay." I said. "We want a prisoner to confirm that this will not happen again or else." I gestured the eggs and my girls followed. "Take him." Randal pointed to Tactics. "No we don't want him." I said. Tactics was linking my breddah and I was 100% sure he would worm his way out. We want Reno I said pointing to that sexy boy. He smiled at me and I smiled back. Nice I though. He was tall. Good. They handed him over and we shut the door to the living room locking it in the process. They started banging on the door. "Bitch." We are going to break in get our spy. We got u on lock." We all started laughing. Including Reno. He was now sitting in a chair having a good view of my bum. I stayed there a bit longer to allow him to see. Our living room had a back door which I could jump through and end up in my room. "Oi girls. Lemme take him to my bedroom while you's do the plan." They all started laughing. Them nigga's was going to get a big shock. "Reno jump through that window if you don't want no trouble". He did and I followed. When I got in my bedroom I locked the room shut and the window and closed the curtains. He was looking at me with his eyes glistening. "You might be my brehs cousin but you're a nasty lil girl you know." I knew. If my cousin weren't Randall I would be a loose girl. He had caught me at least twice. I didn't care. I just continued and waited till I got mine. He was pissed off and didn't talk to me for time. I said sorry and I 'regretted what I did.' Skeen. I just went to my guys house the next time instead. I turned on my stereo and we started listening to some slow jams and just plain and simple jamming. Then Munga came on so a girl had to do what came best. Getting up Pj's and all I started wining pon the air until a hand grabbed my waist and started gyrating with me. I felt his piece go hard. He started kissing on my neck. "Fuck this. I aint on the slow thing today fam... lets get busy." With that I took off my top and pulled down my shorts. I think he was surprised to that I weren't wearing any panties. He took off his shirt to reveal his sexy defined body. I started kissing him and he was gently squeezing my breast, "Hol up." I turned the music up a lil higher. Destiny's Child

Cater to you was on. O man. That was my jam. I quickly pulled down his shorts and saw his dick jump out at me. He was actually big. Bonus. I went on my knees and said hello to my new friend. He started moaning and talking dirty. I loved it. "Uh yh your one dutty girl ... o shit...you suck dick good...argh go on suck this dick." I was. After bout 10mins I got up and laid on the bed and invited him to visit my pussy. He unexpectedly rammed his dick up me. I screamed. I was lucky the music was playing cah I was screaming fam. O that felt so damn good. "You like that?" "Fucking yeah. Fuck this pussy harder." I was the type of girl that liked dirty talk in bed. I found it so damn sexy. "Yah a dutty gal. OOO Your pussy feels soo good. O shit I aint got no protection." "Uh Uh Yhhh I'm on the pill. Don't worry babes."

Then my doorbell rang! Ah, I was getting into the story aswell... I put the book under my pillow and run to open the door. I immediately wished I hadn't. "Hello Destiny." My stupid excuse of a father said. "No mum aint here...Bye" I said attempting to slam the door. "Ey!" he said blocking it with his foot and coming in. "Don't ever attempt to shut the door on me in your life again!" he said, attempting to look menacing. He soo did not scare me. "Go jam with your new wife and step-children...their better than me and mummy alie?" I said to him walking into my room and slamming the door; locking it in the process. I wanted to hit him so badly! He cheated on my mum, well he'd been cheating on her for 7years with some next stupid anorexic Russian model. What pissed everyone off was the fact that she smoked and looked like she was about to die. He was bloody African! He was had a black child, a mixraced child and now, he was catering for someone else's baby. Stupid African man. I thought Africans had morals! He obviously didn't. I wanted to beat him up but I couldn't. I took deep breathes and eventually calmed down. I heard my main door close and I went back downstairs. How could he just abandon me and my mum and expect us to come back to him with open arms. He was smoking pot!

I went downstairs and locked the door properly and went to watch TV. I was watching a documentary on Hurricanes. I dunno why but this shit was getting interesting to me. I heard my mum's keys in the lock and heard her voice saying bye to someone. I quickly unlocked the door and she saw my face. "What's wrong?" she asked. "He stopped by today" I told her. She switched. "HE DID WHAT?" "Yeh and I locked myself in my room." "Good girl" she said. We talked for longer and she went to bed because she had work. I didn't have school. I had finished school and I had months until college started and I was counting down the days...LITERALLY!

I woke up the next day knowing I was going to be bored. I did whatever and left my house. I decided to go shopping...yes on my own. I did this because I found that I went more places and bought more things and conserved more time. I took the bus and got there, I decided to go into Jane Norman because there was a wedding coming up... No not my dad's but my aunt's wedding. I bought a dress for 25pounds. Considering the dress, I had gotten myself a fucking bargain. I walked out of the shop.

"Excuse me miss?" someone said. I turned around. Surrounding me were several boys... I screwed each and every one of them. To me boys were a big fat NONO until I was looking for my husband. "U cool?" one asked. "Not particularly, it's extremely hot don't you think?" they laughed like I was telling a joke. "But I wasn't being funny...I'm dead serious" I said. "She's one of them ones there..." one of them said. They all agreed. I turned back around and continued to walk. Stupid boys...

Someone grabbed my arm. I turned around and my face darkened. "It was me that called you" the boy said. "Well done, your primal extincts are still intact now leave me be." He took a deep breath and smiled. I didn't return the favour; I just looked at my watch. I was running late by 30seconds. "Am I stopping you from going somewhere?" he asked. I nodded. "Ite. Sorry, I just want your number..." he stated. "You can't have it until you need it" I said and started walking off again. This time this asshole had the acrobatic skill and courage and jumping in front of me. "This is a prank right?" I asked. "Huh?" "I mean, Ashton Kutcher is gonna jump out of the shadows and say "Your punk'd" right?" I asked again. He shook his head. He looked so lost. Poor boy. "Na, I'm serious, I want your number, I'd like to get to know you." "The feeling is NOT mutual" I said to him. "FUCK, your bare difficult..." "Good" "I like it..." "Stay liking it...enjoy my back...." I said to him and walked off again. He didn't come back again. Thank God. I finished my shopping at 3:24. I decided to reward myself with some KFC. I caught a reflection of myself.

I mean, I weren't the prettiest girl...but I knew I wasn't ugly either. I didn't have the BIGGEST confidence in myself but at the same time I weren't gonna let anyone's opinion of me bring me down. My mother had taught me to have faith in myself. Fully African and proud, no green blue or gray eyes. Dark brown eyes...I was in tune with my culture and tradition. How do you know where your going if you don't know where you come from?

I walked into KFC with my shopping and saw the same guys! I concluded that the Lord was testing me. I would and was going to pass this test with flying colours.

I went up to the counter and saw all their eyes on me. I ordered my food and waited. "Eat in or takeaway?" the woman asked. "Eat in please" I said... I hated eating outside, allow it! I was a really picky person as you may have clocked. I took my food and went and sat down. He came to sit next to me.

"See, its Destiny! We keep meeting..." he said. I had to laugh cah my name was Destiny aswell. He smiled. "I made you laugh!" he said. "No, don't get happy, your not funny" "So why did you laugh?" he asked. "Cuz of a word within that sentence..." I replied. He looked baffed. "Destiny?" he asked. I nodded. "Why? What's wrong with the word?" he said looking confused. "It's my name." I replied stuffing the chips in my mouth. "Ahh seen, peng name, Mines Harvey..." "I don't care..." I told him. He laughed. "Your bare rude yu'nah." "I know, why don't you go away then cuz your not getting anything from me." I told him. He looked at me with a quizzical expression on his face. "What do I have to do to get your number?" he asked. "Nothing. You won't get it." "MSN THEN?" "Maybe..." I said. "Okay, Destiny, may I please have your MSN, I promise to be a gentleman" he said and I laughed. I got a receipt and wrote my msn on it. He got excited so I reminded him. "Remember, I have a choice to accept or decline" He took off his hat and scratched his head and put it back on. I laughed and he smiled. "See I'm making you laugh." "Don't get too excited lovey." I finished eating threw the rubbish in the bin and said bye to him. "No hug?" "You're saying it like we're friends" I said and walked out.

I forgot to tell him I went on Msn every 2weeks. Since I'd been on it Saturday he was gonna have to wait 2weeks for me to accept. I laughed at myself and got a bus home. I couldn't wait to start reading Open Minded again! It was a banging story even if Adisa was a slag.

---Look how many new things ive given you to read lol.

BTW, YEAH I WRITE DIS ALL BY MYSELF.

some of the stufff is influenced by stuff that happened to me. its got a lil bit of real life to it.

"Open minded" is also written by me if ur wondering.

its basically a story within a story. Iteeee? Get at me if ur baffed innih.

PEACE