My Story 1

Intro Before I start, I would like to say that I have never had any interest in the 4th dimension or anything related to it. However, due to very unusual circumstances, in the 1950's, in south Florida, I have, sort of, been forced to make sense of it. I am not a writer, as anyone reading this can tell, and have no aspirations about being a writer. I can only make an educated guess about most of what was said, even though I lived in the house, as a part of a family, at 1458 SW 1 9TH AVE, FT LAUDERDALE, FL, and, as far as I know, no one, not even the US Government, knows what really happened in the south Florida, to this day. Mike always assumed that if Pam and Neil and Eleanor knew who I was, then I knew who they were at 7 years old, and for that reason, I was responsible for Mike getting in trouble, and from the start tried to find a way to get out of what Mike thought I caused. Mike was allowed to use a device, given to Mike by Neil that showed an image of me as a hologram because our mom was extremely What I am about to tell you comes close to what I have been through, as a child, and now as an adult. I am definitely not doing this to try and get your attention. My goal, if I have one, is to pass on to you what I know is

true. If it helps someone else then I guess that is as much as I can do. I have tried the NSA and the CIA, and the FBI, and they won't help. The world we live in today, and the world, at least as far back as Nazi Germany, cannot be explained only in historical terms . It definitely cannot be explained by our 5 senses alone. I think we have a responsibility to ourselves, and to the world, to see a "bigger picture" If we don't, then we have lost before we start, and all the people that have died in wars, have died for nothing. What I am trying to say is that Mind Control is a very powerful weapon if used by the wrong people, and can in fact even start wars. I think there are a lot of people that do not want the truth to be known, and that goes back even before the bible was written, for one reason or another. We have to realize that even though Einstein is familiar to everyone as being the one that proved the 4th dimension existed he was not the first. What is God? Physics of the 4th dimension is definitely not only about bombs

Life Out Of Balance MINDCONTROL INJUSTICE

Koyaanisqatsi INTERVAL USED AGAIN IN THE 1950'S 1923-1953*1983

also about proving that things like electrons might be smarter than we are, and the people that know that, can use it for their own ends

ALPHA AND OMEGA THE BEGINNING AND THE END

SYMBOLS INCLUDED IN MOST

CHURCHES, BUT THE MEANING HAS BEEN LOST

USED IN MATH TO DESCRIBE THE VALUE OF ZERO, WHICH IS UNDEFINED.

GONE WITH A SPIN OR "GONE WITH THE WIND" A CIVIL WAR BOOK

MIKE ALSO ASSUMED I KNEW THE DONNELLY’S LONG BEFORE THEY FIRST CAME OVER TO THE HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE, BUT HE WAS WRONG, AND FOR THAT REASON HE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WAS CONSPIRING AGAINST HIM TO GET HIM IN TROUBLE. SO THE CALLS STARTED COMING TO THE GATES HOUSEHOLD, AND I HAVE TO SAY I ONLY KNOW OF A FEW. I AM SURE THERE WERE OTHERS. I REMEMBER THE PHONE RINGING IN ABOUT 1959, AND I HAD JUST COME IN THE DOOR, MIKE PICKED UP THE TELEPHONE, AND THEN REPEATED WHAT HAD BEEN SAID, I HAVE TO ASSUME. HE SAID "HE HAS TO STAY IN THE PROGRAM" OUR MOM LOOKED VERY SCARED, AND I DON'T REALLY THINK SHE KNEW WHAT TO DO. BUT I THINK THE REASON SHE LOOKED VERY SCARED IS THAT SHE HAD MADE ONE PHONE CALL HERSELF, BECAUSE SHE HAD OPENED THE LAW DOCUMENT, AND FOUND A TELEPHONE NUMBER ON IT, AND CALLED THE NUMBER. I THINK THAT WHATEVER WAS SAID WAS NOT SOMETHING SHE LIKED AT ALL THEN ABOUT THAT TIME, AND I WAS NEVER IN THE HOUSE AT THE TIME THIS STUFF WAS BEING DONE SO I CAN ONLY GUESS MIKE CALLED PAM AND NEIL, AND TOLD THEM HE WAS BOSS, AND WAS GOING TO PROVE THAT PAUL WAS NOT STEALING THINGS AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE MIKE DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING AT ALL, AND WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON USING THE TELEPHONE. THEY WERE DIRECTING TELEPHONE CALLS ALL AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD, AND CONTACTING EVERYONE, AND I DO MEAN EVERYONE BECAUSE MIKE MIGHT HAVE CONFUSED SOMEONE INTO THINKING THAT I WAS SOME SORT OF PHYSICIST OR SOMETHING, RATHER THAN SOMEONE JUST OUT PLAYING IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE SOMEONE CALLED AND ASKED IF THERE WAS A PHYSICIST LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD. THEN THERE WAS THE CALL TO MR BRIDGES'S TV REPAIR SHOP IN THE GARAGE, AND THE TELEPHONE RANG ASKING MY BEST FRIENDS DAD IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. MY BROTHER WOULD NEVER HAVE CALLED MR BRIDGES GARAGE ASKING IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT. THE TELEPHONE CALLS WERE BEING DIRECTLY FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE, MAYBE OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES. I ALSO REMEMBER, AT LEAST I THINK THEY DID THE SAME THING WITH A TELEPHONE CALL TO A HOUSE DOWN THE STREET FROM STEVE BRIDGES HOUSE, THAT HAD AN IN GROUND TRAMPOLINE. I HAD USED THE TRAMPOLINE ON SEVERAL OTHER OCCASIONS, AND NO ONE CARED, AS A MATTER OF FACT, I THINK THE PEOPLE THAT OWNED THE HOUSE INTENDED IT FOR THE CHILDREN IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. THEY DID LIVE IN A LARGER HOUSE BECAUSE IT WAS SORT OF ON THE EDGE OF ANOTHER NEIGHBORHOOD, BUT THEY, AS FAR AS I KNOW WERE REAL NICE PEOPLE. BUT SUDDENLY, ONE DAY THEY CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE, AND ASKED WHY I WAS AROUND, AND ESSENTIALLY ASKED ME TO LEAVE. THAT IS WHERE I THINK THE LAWSUITS STARTED, BUT I THINK THE PEOPLE THAT WERE FILING THE LAWSUITS WERE THE SAME PEOPLE THAT WERE CAUSING THE LAWSUITS. THE REASON I SAY THAT IS THAT DAVID SVETLICK MOVED INTO THE NEIGHBORHOOD ABOUT THAT TIME WITH A "TV REPAIR TRUCK" WITH SPUTNIK ON

about. Neil had set me up the first time I met Neil with giving me a guillotine for a 12th birthday present. Coincidentally, or maybe not coincidentally, I ended up in a YMCA about 6 months after I came to Cincinnati. Remember in 1964 thirty years earlier Neil, had thought, that going to a YMCA was a good idea. You see Mike had thought in early 1964, while we were still living in Plantation that if I was the only person in a bedroom with him, and that was not the bedroom we shared before our mom died, and Neil had said to Mike something like "If U put in his mouth it will be all over", and Mike was then blamed for what when on in the bedroom Mike thought that I had conspired against him, and that I was just some sort of little fagot. This is after Neil, for almost a year prior to that had tortured me daily with the reason “that’s what they think” as be the rationale, and do mean torture in the physical sense of the word. It wasn't just bruises on my arm though. It was the use of a note our mom had left behind that asked that Mike wake me up for

AT 13 YEARS OLD, AND NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING ON AT ALL SOMEONE CAME UP TO ME OUTSIDE AND SAID "WE ARE GOING TO USE YOUR HEAD AS A BACKSTOP THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATIION AND ALSO THE TIME THAT THE BROTHER BY FRAUD SET UP A TELEPHONE CALL WHILE I WAS OUT OF THE HOUSE IN WHICH HE KNEW MIKE WOULD ANSWER, AND MIKE, I THINK, SAID TO SOMEONE OVER THE TELEPHONE, AFTER SOMEONE ASKED WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE RESPONDED WITH I WANT PAUL'S ASS KICKED, BUT WHAT HE WAS REALLY ASKING FOR IS PAUL GEPSON'S ASS KICKED SOMEONE DID COME UP TO ME, AND SAY "I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS" HE KNEW EXACTLY WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME.

My husband is a manly man. Of course, this is part of the reason I married him. I'm not into dainty men who I can "out-man" around the house. Ya know what I mean? Anyway, he fixes things around the house, does all the heavy lifting and most importantly kills bugs when LA. Toddler and I are running in fear of said insect. This is especially important in my current prego condition. I'm hereby relieved of changing the cat's litter, lugging laundry to and from the laundry room, taking out the trash and other such labor intensive or 'ewwww-y1 things. But I'm straying from the subject-Back to the bug killing. My husband is really good at this. He can actually smack flying flies between his hands in mid-air. They fall to the floor and remain there until the cat comes to dispose of them. Gross - but convenient! I need to add here that LA Daddy doesn't bend over to pick anything up. He uses his finger-toes and lifts whatever item is on the floor up to his hand. He's quite good at it really. Anyway... the weather has finally warmed up here and it's feeling like spring. So the insects are

My neighborhood was my world so it could be any boat because in essence crying for the world from the gut level. When Eric Schwing came to Columbus he started off telling me it was about "I cried when Martin Luther King died, not when John Kennedy died. So if a vortex is the issue like what is mentioned in the song One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple People Eater, or possibly mentioned at the beginning of "The Wizard of Oz" that came out in theaters in 1 939. then maybe a different kind of torture would be the issue. A different kind of torture because the vortex would meet the people I came in contact with before I had a chance to meet them for the rest of my life. That is torture for someone that cares enough about enough about the world to cry for it To cry for the world, because I saw someone suffering, at least at the time it looked like my brother and everyone else in the homemade boat were suffering. Paul Gerson Jr helped Nell Donnelly In Florida. Paul Gerson Jr Just after our mom died called Mike, and said that I killed someone at a bowling alley. Mike had Roger and Pat Sloan, then Roger's girlfriend, and Pam and Nell, and me Paul Gates go to the bowling alley together because he told Mike that I could not remember killing someone at the bowling alley. What really happened was that Paul Gerson Jr was partially responsible for killing Betty Gates because she used to drive us to the Bowling alley on Saturdays. Which, in turn, when Eric Schwing came to Columbus caused Bowling for Columbine

Scapegoats - Archetypal Transference Figures He had, indeed, become the scapegoat, the immediate villain, the sponge which absorbed all malice and irritability abroad -just as the most frightened person in a party seems to absorb all the others' fear, seems to be afraid for them all. - F Scott Fitzgerald The role of a scapegoat is never easy, often a scapegoat goes through a real hell, alone, isolated, ostracized... Usually scapegoaters choose a victim who is unable to fight back, or is targeted by a torturer, and is thus forced to accept whatever accusations or punishments others are meting out to him. Unconscious interchanges within the group determine who will be chosen to carry group disturbances as its scapegoat.Unfortunately horrible violence, like psychological maltreatment, can be Truly random. And scapegoating even more so, as a scapegoat is an archetypal type, a transference figure, upon which others project everything they can't face in themselves. Sometimes almost anyone nearby can be chosen as a scapegoat if he or she happens to be around just when the group is anxiously searching for a scapegoat. In many c a s e s you can just forget assumptions sometimes made in psychology and psychological astrology about an unconscious collusion between scapegoaters and their victims. They are unproven theories that just lead to an unfortunate practice of blaming the innocent.

WAT E R Water in astrology is similar to what physics calls the Ether in the 4 dimension, because in a transcendental point of view it flows like water. It is the gut feelings of a person, and I, whether for good or bad, have that element dominant in my astrological chart. There is a branch of astrology that uses what are called Cosmodynes, and is based on the factors that make up a chart, it creates a report that shows the most important parts . Cosmodynes as well as astrology creates a chart or report based on a person’s time, date, and place of birth. I think water has a transcendental part of it that religions have known for thousands of years, but have forgotten the meaning of baptism or wholly water There is a very important symbol that astrology uses that shows up in every doctors office, and on every prescription. It is the symbol for retrograde planets. I have Jupiter in the 12th house in Pisces. It is probably most of the most important parts of my chart. The 12th house is also associated with sleep, or in my case sleep deprivation because of torture. It has been an issue in my life since I was about seven years old. My parents, because the 4 dimensional world, were accused unfairly for this when I was that age in Florida. For some reason they thought I was accusing them of causing me not to able to sleep. I slept fine then, and they were very caring people, I only wish I would have had a chance to tell them. Then Neil started torturing me using the note left behind by or mom to wake me up for school, and he had invaded our house long before. Usually retrogrades do not have the effect for long periods of time because, at some point in a person's life they go direct. Unfortunately, Jupiter in my chart, stays retrograde With moon in the 1Oth house, and Jupiter that rules my 9th and 10th house The 1 2th house shows abuse of power and hidden enemies by someone else.. Unfortunately, Jupiter in my chart, stays retrograde for a long time.