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‫ﭼﻬﺎﺭ ﺳﺎﻋﺖ ﺑﻐﺮﻭﺏ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻩ ﭘﺲ ﻗﻠﻌﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﻛﻮﻩﻫﺎ ﺳﻮﺕ ﻭ ﻛﻮﺭ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺟﻠﻮ ﻗﻬﻮﻩﺧﺎﻧﺔ ﻛﻮﭼﻜﻲ ﺗﻨﮕﻬـﺎﻱ ﺩﻭﻍ ﻭ‬ ‫ﺷﺮﺑﺖ ﻭ ﻟﻴﻮﺍﻧﻬﺎﻱ ﺭﻧﮓ ﺑﺮﻧﮓ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻣﻴﺰ ﭼﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﮔﺮﺍﻣﺎﻓﻮﻥ ﻓﻜﺴﻨﻲ ﺑﺎ ﺻﻔﺤﻪﻫﺎﻱ ﺟﮕﺮ ﺧﺮﺍﺷﺶ ﺁﻧﺠـﺎ ﺭﻭﻱ‬ ‫ﺳﻜﻮ ﺑﻮﺩ ـ ﻗﻬﻮﻩﭼﻲ ﺑﺎ ﺁﺳﺘﻴﻦ ﺑﺎﻻﺯﺩﻩ ﺳﻤﺎﻭﺭ ﻣﺴﻮﺍﺭ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ‪ ،‬ﺗﻔﺎﻟﻪ ﭼﺎﺋﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺭﻳﺨﺖ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﭘﻴﺖ ﺧـﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﻨـﺰﻳﻦ‬ ‫ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺳﺘﺔ ﻣﻔﺘﻮﻟﻲ ﺑﻪ ﺁﻥ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﺴﻤﺖ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﻓﺖ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺁﻓﺘﺎﺏ ﻣﻴﺘﺎﺑﻴﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ ﺻﺪﺍﻱ ﺯﻣﺰﻣﺔ ﻳﻜﻨﻮﺍﺧﺖ ﺁﺏ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺭ ﺗﻪ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﻭﻳﻬﻢ ﻣﻴﻐﻠﻄﻴﺪ ﻭ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﺗﺮ ﻭ ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﺑﺂﻧﺠﺎ ﺩﺍﺩﻩ‬ ‫ﺑﻮﺩ ﺷﻨﻴﺪﻩ ﻣﻴﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﻧﻴﻤﻜﺘﻬﺎﻱ ﺟﻠـﻮ ﻗﻬـﻮﻩﺧﺎﻧـﻪ ﻣـﺮﺩﻱ ﺑـﺎ ﻟﻨـﮓ ﻧـﻢﺯﺩﻩ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺻـﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﻛﺸـﻴﺪﻩ ﻭ‬ ‫ﺁﺟﻴﺪﻩﻫﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺟﻔﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﭘﻬﻠﻮﻳﺶ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﻧﻴﻤﻜﺖ ﻗﺮﻳﻨﺔ ﺁﻥ‪ ،‬ﺯﻳﺮ ﺳﺎﻳﺔ ﺩﺭﺧﺖ ﺗﻮﺕ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭ ﻧﻔـﺮ ﭘﻬﻠـﻮﻱ ﻫـﻢ‬ ‫ﻧﺸﺴﺘﻪ ﻭ ﺑﺪﻭﻥ ﻣﻘﺪﻣﻪ ﺩﻝ ﺩﺍﺩﻩ ﻭ ﻗﻠﺒﻪ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻄﻮﺭﻱ ﭼﺎﻧﻪﺷﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﺑﻨﻈـﺮ ﻣـﻲﺁﻣـﺪ ﺳﺎﻟﻬﺎﺳـﺖ‬ ‫ﻳﻜﺪﻳﮕﺮ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﺸﻨﺎﺳﻨﺪ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻬﺪﻱ ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﻻﻏﺮ‪ ،‬ﻣﺎﻓﻨﮕﻲ ﺑﺎ ﺳﺒﻴﻞ ﻛﻠﻔﺖ ﻭ ﺍﺑﺮﻭﻫﺎﻱ ﺑﻬﻢ ﭘﻴﻮﺳﺘﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﺔ ﻧﻴﻤﻜﺖ ﻛﺰ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﺩﺳﺖ ﺣﻨـﺎ ﺑﺴـﺘﻪﺍﺵ ﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ ﻭ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﺩﻳﺮﻭﺯ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻣﺮﻍ ﻣﺤﻠﻪ ) ﻣﻎ ﻣﺤﻠﻪ؟ ( ﭘﻴﺶ ﭘﺴﺮ ﺩﺍﺋﻴﻢ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﻳﻚ ﺑﺎﻏﭽﻪ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ ﭘﺎﺭﺳﺎﻝ ﺳﻲ ﺗﻮﻣـﺎﻥ ﻣـﻚ‬ ‫ﺁﻟﻮﭼﻪ ﺯﺭﺩ ﺁﻟﻮﻱ ﺑﺎﻏﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻓﺮﻭﺧﺖ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺴﺎﻝ ﺳﺮﻣﺎﺯﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﺔ ﺳﺮﺩﺭﺧﺘﻴﻬﺎ ﺭﻳﺨﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻴﻚ ﺣﺎﻝ ﻭ ﺯﺍﺭﻳﺎﺗﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺯﻧـﺶ ﻫـﻢ‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻣﺒﺎﺭﻙ ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﺴﺘﺮﻱ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻛﻠﻲ ﻣﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺁﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﻋﻴﻨﻜﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺟﺎﺑﺠﺎ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎ ﺗﻔﻨﻦ ﭼﭙﻖ ﻣﻴﻜﺸﻴﺪ‪ ،‬ﺭﻳﺶ ﺟﻮ ﮔﻨﺪﻣﻴﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺧﺎﺭﺍﻧﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﺍﺻﻼ ﺧﻴﺮ ﻭ ﺑﺮﻛﺖ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﻴﺰﻫﺎ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺗﺼﺪﻳﻖ ﺗﻜﺎﻥ ﺩﺍﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﻗﺮﺑﺎﻥ ﺩﻫﻨﺖ‪ .‬ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭ ﺩﻭﺭﻩ ﺁﺧﺮ ﺯﻣﺎﻥ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺭﺳـﻢ ﺯﻣﺎﻧـﻪ ﺑﺮﮔﺸـﺘﻪ‪ .‬ﺧـﺪﺍ ﻗﺴـﻤﺖ ﺑﻜﻨـﺪ ﺑﻴﺴـﺖ ﻭ ﭘﻨﺠﺴـﺎﻝ ﭘـﻴﺶ ﺩﺭ‬ ‫ﺧﺮﺍﺳﺎﻥ ﻣﺠﺎﻭﺭ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﻏﻦ ﻳﻜﻤﻦ ﺩﻭ ﻋﺒﺎﺳﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺗﺨﻢﻣﺮﻍ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩﻧﺪ ﺩﻩ ﺗﺎ ﺻﺪ ﺩﻳﻨﺎﺭ‪ .‬ﻧﺎﻥ ﺳﻨﮕﮓ ﻣﻴﺨﺮﻳﺪﻳﻢ ﺑﺒﻠﻨـﺪﻱ‬ ‫ﻳﻚ ﺁﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﻛﻲ ﻏﺼﻪ ﺑﻲﭘﻮﻟﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ؟ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻴﺎﻣﺮﺯﺩ ﭘﺪﺭﻡ ﺭﺍ ﻳﻚ ﺍﻻﻍ ﺑﻨﺪﺭﻱ ﺧﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺩﻭ ﺗﺮﻛﻪ ﺳﻮﺍﺭ ﻣﻴﺸـﺪﻳﻢ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻦ ﺑﻴﺴﺖ ﺳﺎﻟﻢ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮﻱ ﻛﻮﭼﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺑﭽﻪﻫﺎﻱ ﻣﺤﻠﻪﻣﺎﻥ ﺗﻴﻠﻪﺑﺎﺯﻱ ﻣﻲﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺟﻮﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻝ ﻭ ﺩﻣﺎﻍ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﻨـﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ‬ ‫ﻏﻮﺭﮔﻲ ﻣﻮﻳﺰ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﺯ ﻫﻢ ﻗﺮﺑﺎﻥ ﺩﻭﺭﺓ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﺎﻥ‪ ،‬ﺑﻘﻮﻟﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺧـﺪﺍ ﺑﻴـﺎﻣﺮﺯ‪ :‬ﺍﮔـﺮ ﭘﻴـﺮﻡ ﻭ ﻣﻴﻠـﺮﺯﻡ ﺑﺼـﺪ ﺗـﺎ ﺟـﻮﺍﻥ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺎﺭﺯﻡ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﭘﻚ ﺯﺩ ﺑﭽﭙﻘﺶ‪ ،‬ﮔﻔﺖ ‪ » :‬ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﺴﺎﻝ ﺩﺭﻳﻎ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺎﺭﺳﺎﻝ! «‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺧﺪﺍ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺑﻨﺪﻩﻫﺎﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻋﺎﻗﺒﺖ ﺑﺨﻴﺮ ﻛﻨﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﻗﻴﺎﻓﺔ ﺟﺪﻱ ﺑﺨﻮﺩﺵ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ » :‬ﺑﺠﺎﻥ ﺧﻮﺩﺕ ﻳﻜﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺩﺭ ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺎﻥ ﺳـﻲ ﻧﻔـﺮ ﻧـﺎﻥ ﺧـﻮﺭ ﺩﺍﺷـﺘﻴﻢ‪ ،‬ﺣـﺎﻻ ﻓﻜـﺮﻳﻢ‬ ‫ﺭﻭﺯﻱ ﻳﻜﺮﻳﺎﻝ ﭘﻮﻝ ﺗﻮﺗﻮﻥ ﻭ ﭼﺎﺋﻲﺍﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻛﺠﺎ ﮔﻴﺮ ﺑﻴﺎﻭﺭﻡ ﺩﻭ ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺳـﻪ ﺟـﺎ ﻣﻌﻠﻤـﻲ ﻣـﻲﻛـﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻣـﺎﻫﻲ ﻫﺸـﺖ‬ ‫ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﻣﻴﺂﻭﺭﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﭘﺮﻳﺮﻭﺯ ﻛﻪ ﻋﻴﺪ ﻗﺮﺑﺎﻥ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻋﻴﺎﻥ ﻛﻪ ﭘﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﻣﻌﻠﻢ ﺳـﺮﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑـﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﻤـﻦ‬ ‫ﮔﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﻭﻡ ﺩﻋﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﮔﻮﺳﻔﻨﺪ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻗﺼﺎﺏ ﺑﻲﻣﺮﻭﺕ ﺣﻴﻮﺍﻥ ﺯﺑﺎﻥ ﺑﺴـﺘﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻠﻨـﺪ ﻛـﺮﺩ ﺑـﺰﻣﻴﻦ ﻛﻮﺑﻴـﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﺍﺷـﺖ‬

‫ﻛﺎﺭﺩﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻴﺰ ﻣﻲﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺣﻴﻮﺍﻥ ﺗﻘﻼ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺮ ﭘﺎﻳﺶ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺯﻣﻴﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳـﺪﻡ ﭼﺸـﻤﺶ ﺗﺮﻛﻴـﺪﻩ‬ ‫ﺍﺯﺵ ﺧﻮﻥ ﻣﻴﺮﻳﺨﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﻟﻢ ﻣﺎﻟﺶ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺑﺒﻬﺎﻧﺔ ﺳﺮﺩﺭﺩ ﺑﺮﮔﺸﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﻪ ﺷﺐ ﻫـﻲ ﻛﻠـﺔ ﺧـﻮﻥﺁﻟـﻮﺩ ﮔﻮﺳـﻔﻨﺪ ﺟﻠـﻮ ﭼﺸـﻤﻢ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ‪ .‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﺍﺯ ﺩﻫﻨﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺭﻓﺖ ﻛﻔﺮ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻛﻔﺮ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ … ﻧﻪ ﺯﺑﺎﻧﻢ ﻻﻝ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭ ﺧﻮﺑﻲ ﺧﺪﺍ ﻛﻪ ﺷﻜﻲ ﻧﻴﺴـﺖ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣـﺎ ﺍﻳـﻦ‬ ‫ﺟﺎﻧﻮﺭﺍﻥ ﺯﺑﺎﻥﺑﺴﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﮔﻨﺎﻩ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﺪﺍﻳﺎ‪ ،‬ﭘﺮﻭﺭﺩﮔﺎﺭﺍ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮ ﺧﻮﺩﺕ ﺑﻬﺘﺮ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ ﺍﻧﺴﺎﻥ ﻣﺤﻞ ﻧﺴﻴﺎﻥ ﺍﺳﺖ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺁﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﻟﺨﺘﻲ ﺑﻔﻜﺮ ﻓﺮﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺁﺭﻩ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﻣﻴﺘﻮﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺩﻟﻢ ﻫﺴﺖ ﺑﮕﻮﻳﻢ…! ﺁﺧـﺮ ﻧﻤﻴﺸـﻮﺩ‬ ‫ﻫﻤﻪ ﭼﻴﺰ ﺭﺍ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ .‬ﺍﺳﺘﻐﻔﺮﺍﷲ ﺯﺑﺎﻧﻢ ﻻﻝ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺣﻮﺻﻠﻪﺍﺵ ﺳﺮﺭﻓﺖ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺑﺮﻭ ﻓﻜﺮ ﻧﺎﻥ ﻛﻦ ﺧﺮﺑﺰﻩ ﺁﺏ ﺍﺳﺖ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺑﺎ ﺑﻲﻣﻴﻠﻲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺁﺭﻩ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳﺖ ﻣﺎ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺮ ﻣﻴﺂﻳﺪ؟ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄﻮﺭ ﺑﻮﺩﻩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﻣﺎ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺍﺯﻣﺎﻥ ﮔﺬﺷﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻘﻮﻟﻲ ﻣﺮﺩﻡ ﭘﺎﺗﻴﻠﻤﺎﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺑﻲﻛﻔﻨﻲ ﺯﻧﺪﻩ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻩﺍﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﭼﻪ ﺣﻘﻪﻫـﺎﺋﻲ ﻛـﻪ ﺩﺭ‬ ‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻧﻴﺎﻱ ﺩﻭﻥ ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻢ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜﻮﻗﺖ ﺗﻬﺮﺍﻥ ﺩﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﻘﺎﻟﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺧﺮﺝ ﺩﺭ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﻱ ﺷﺶ ﻗﺮﺍﻥ ﭘﺲﺍﻧﺪﺍﺯ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻡ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺣﺮﻓﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﻳﺪ ‪ » :‬ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ؟ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺟﻤﺎﻋﺖ ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻧﻤﻴﺂﻳﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫»ﭼﺮﺍ؟«‬ ‫» ﻗﺼﻪﺍﺵ ﺩﺭﺍﺯ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﺗﻮ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺣﺮﻓﺖ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻤﺎﻡ ﺑﻜﻦ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻟﺔ ﺳﺨﻦ ﺭﺍ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ :‬ﺑﻠﻪ‪ ،‬ﺩﻛﺎﻥ ﺑﻘﺎﻟﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺮﻡ ﻣﻲﮔﺬﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﻛﻢﻛﻢ ﻳﻚ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻭ ﻻﻧﻪﺍﻱ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﻣﺎﻥ ﺩﺳﺖ‬ ‫ﻭ ﭘﺎ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ ،‬ﭼﻪ ﺩﺭﺩﺳﺮﺗﺎﻥ ﺑﺪﻫﻢ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﻮﻗﺖ ﻳﻚ ﭘﺘﻴﺎﺭﻩﺍﻱ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﻻﻥ ﭘﻨﺞ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺯﻧﻢ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﺨﺎﻙ ﺳﻴﺎﻩ ﻧﺸـﺎﻧﺪﻩ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻥ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺁﺗﺸﭙﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﺎﺯﻩ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﻥ ﺩﻝ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﺳﺎﻣﺎﻧﻲ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺭﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﭘﻨﺒﻪ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﺨﻠـﺺ‬ ‫ﻛﻠﺜﻮﻡ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﻟﺪﺓ ﺍﺣﻤﺪ ﻳﻚ ﺷﺐ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺎﻱ ﻭﻋﻆ ﺑﺮﮔﺸﺖ‪ .‬ﭘﺎﻫﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺗﻮﻱ ﻳﻚ ﻛﻔﺶ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ‪ » :‬ﺣﻀـﺮﺕ ﻣـﺮﺍ ﻃﻠﺒﻴـﺪﻩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﻳـﺪ‬ ‫ﺑﺮﻭﻡ ﺍﺳﺘﺨﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺳﺒﻚ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ « ﭘﻴﺴﻲﺍﻱ ﺑﺴﺮﻡ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻧﮕﻮ ﻭ ﻧﺸﻨﻮ … ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﮕﻮ ﻛﻪ ﻋﻘﻠﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻥ! ﻫﺮ‬ ‫ﭼﻪ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﺁﺩﻣﻴﺰﺍﺩ ﺷﻴﺮ ﺧﺎﻡ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻦ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺳﺒﻴﻠﻬﺎﻳﻢ ﺧﻮﻥ ﻣﻴﭽﻜﻴـﺪ‪ .‬ﻳـﻚ ﺯﻥ ﻋﻘﻠـﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺯﺩﻳـﺪ…‬ ‫ﺧﺪﺍ ﻧﻜﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺯﻥ ﺯﻳﺮ ﺟﻠﺪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﺮﻭﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺷﺐ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ » ﺍﻳﻦ ﭼﻴﺰﻫﺎ ﺳﺮﻡ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻬﺮﻡ ﺣﻼﻝ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻳﻚ‬ ‫ﺍﻟﻨﮕﻮ ﺑﺎ ﮔﺮﺩﻥﺑﻨﺪ ﺩﺍﺭﻡ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﻔﺮﻭﺷﻢ ﻣﻴﺮﻭﻡ… ﺍﺳﺘﺨﺎﺭﻩ ﻫﻢ ﻛﺮﺩﻩﺍﻡ ﺧﻮﺏ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ‪ ،‬ﻳﺎ ﻃﻼﻗﻢ ﺑﺪﻩ ﻳـﺎ ﺑﻬﻤـﻴﻦ ﺳـﻮﻱ‬ ‫ﭼﺮﺍﻍ ﺑﭽﻪﺍﺕ ﺭﺍ ﺧﻔﻪ ﻣﻲﻛﻨﻢ‪ « .‬ﺁﻗﺎ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻣﮕﺮ ﺣﺮﻳﻔﺶ ﺷﺪﻡ؟ ﺩﻭ ﻫﻔﺘﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻣﻦ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻧﻜﺮﺩ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻛﺮﺩ‬ ‫ﻛﻪ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻓﺮﻭﺧﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﭘﻮﻝ ﺟﺮﻳﻨﮕﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ ﺑﺪﺳﺘﺶ‪ ،‬ﭘﺴﺮ ﺩﻭ ﺳﺎﻟﻪﺍﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﻛـﻪ ﻋـﺮﺏ ﻧـﻲ‬ ‫ﺑﻴﻨﺪﺍﺯﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﻛﻪ ﭘﻨﺠﺴﺎﻝ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺭﻓﺘﻪ‪ ،‬ﻧﻤﻲﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺴﺮﺵ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺧﺪﺍ ﻛﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺷﺮ ﻋﺮﺑﻬﺎ ﻣﺤﻔﻮﻅ ﺑﺎﺷﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫» ﺁﺭﻩ‪ ،‬ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﻋﺮﺑﻬﺎﻱ ﻟﺨﺘﻲ ﺯﺑﺎﻥ ﻧﻔﻬﻢ ـ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻋﻤﺮﻳﻬﺎ ـ ﺑﻴﺎﺑﺎﻥ ﺑﺮﻫﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺁﻓﺘﺎﺏ ﺳﻮﺯﺍﻥ ! ﺍﻧﮕـﺎﺭ ﻛـﻪ ﺁﺏ ﺷـﺪ ﺑـﺰﻣﻴﻦ ﻓـﺮﻭ‬ ‫ﺭﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﺭﻳﻎ ﺍﺯ ﻳﻚ ﺍﻧﮕﺸﺖ ﻛﺎﻏﺬ‪ .‬ﺭﺍﺳﺖ ﻣﻴﮕﻮﻳﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺯﻥ ﻳﻚ ﺩﻧﺪﻩﺍﺵ ﻛﻢ ﺍﺳﺖ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺗﻘﺼﻴﺮ ﻣﺮﺩﻫﺎ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺍﻳﻨﺠﻮﺭ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﺂﻭﺭﻧﺪ ﻭ ﻧﻤﻴﮕﺬﺍﺭﻧﺪ ﭼﺸﻢ ﻭ ﮔﻮﺷﺸﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﺯ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﮔﺮﻡ ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ » :‬ﭼﻴﺰﻳﻜﻪ ﻏﺮﻳﺐ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻥ ﺍﺻﻼ ﺧﻞ ﻭ ﭼﻞ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﭼﻄﻮﺭ ﺷﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻜﻤﺮﺗﺒﻪ‬ ‫ﺁﺗﺸﻲ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﺗﻨﻬﺎﺋﻲ ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﮔﺎﺱ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺍﻭﻟﺶ ﺑﻮﺩ … «‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪ‪ » :‬ﻣﮕﺮ ﺗﻮ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺩﻭﻣﻴﺶ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ؟«‬ ‫» ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺑﻠﻪ‪ ،‬ﭼﻲ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺣﺮﻓﻢ ﻳﺎﺩﺕ ﺭﻓﺖ ‪« .‬‬ ‫» ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺍﻭﻟﺶ ﮔﻔﺘﻲ‪« .‬‬

‫» ﺑﻠﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻭﻝ ﺧﻴﺎﻝ ﻣﻲﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺍﻭﻟﻴﺶ ﺑﻮﺩﻩ… ﺩﺭ ﻫﺮ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺰﺑﺎﻥ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺣﺎﻟﻴﺶ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪،‬‬ ‫ﺍﻧﮕﺎﺭﻳﻜﻪ ﺑﺎ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﺭ ﺣﺮﻑ ﻣﻴﺰﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﭼﻴﺰﻳﻜﻪ ﺍﺟﻞ ﭘﺲ ﮔﺮﺩﻧﺶ ﺯﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻧﻤﻲﺩﺍﻧﻢ ﭼـﻪ ﺑﺴـﺮ ﭘﺴـﺮﻡ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﻳـﺎ ﺭﻭﺯﻱ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺂﻳﺪ ﻛﻪ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺗﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﺶ ﺑﻴﻔﺘﺪ؟ ﭘﺴﺮﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻨﻬﻤﻪ ﻧﺬﺭ ﻭ ﻧﻴﺎﺯ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺑﻤﻦ ﺩﺍﺩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﻫﺮ ﻛﺴﻲ ﺭﺍ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﺑﻜﻨﻲ ﻳﻚ ﺑﺪﺑﺨﺘﻲ ﺩﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻟﺐ ﻛـﻼﻡ ﺁﻧﺴـﺖ ﻛـﻪ ﻣـﺮﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﻳـﺪ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺑﺸـﻮﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﺳـﻮﺍﺩ‬ ‫ﺑﺸﻮﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺁﺧﺮ ﺗﺎ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺧﺮ ﻫﺴﺘﻨﺪ ﻣﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺳﻮﺍﺭﺷﺎﻥ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﻮﻗﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﻣﻨﺒﺮ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻫﺮ ﻛـﺲ ﻳـﻚ ﺳـﻔﺮ‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺘﺒﺎﺕ ﺑﺮﻭﺩ ﺁﻣﺮﺯﻳﺪﻩ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺟﺎﻳﺶ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻬﺸﺖ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ‪» :‬ﺷﻤﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻋﻠﻤﺎﺀ ﻧﻴﺴﺘﻴﺪ؟ «‬ ‫» ﺍﻳﻦ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺖ ﻣﺎﻝ ﺩﻭﺍﺯﺩﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﻣﻲﺑﻴﻨﻲ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻌﻤﻢ ﻧﻴﺴﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻫﻤﻪ ﻛﺎﺭﻩﺍﻡ ﻭ ﻫﻴﭽﻜﺎﺭﻩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺯﺑﺎﻥ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻭﺭ ﺩﻫﻨﺶ ﮔﺮﺩﺍﻧﻴﺪ ﻭ ﺑﺎ ﺣﺎﻟﺖ ﺍﻓﺴﺮﺩﻩ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﺯﻧﺪﮔﺎﻧﻲ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻫﻢ ﻳﻚ ﺯﻥ ﺧﺮﺍﺏ ﻛﺮﺩ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ‪ » :‬ﺍﻣﺎﻥ ﺍﺯ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺯﻥ! «‬ ‫» ﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺧﻠﻲ ﺑﺰﻥ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺑﺪﺑﺨﺘﻲ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﺳﺖ ﺍﮔﺮ ﺗﻬﺮﺍﻥ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ‪ ،‬ﻻﺑﺪ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﺑﻮﻱ ﺭﺍ ﺷﻨﻴﺪﻩﺍﻱ… ﻣﺎ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻳﺮ‬ ‫ﺑﺘﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻧﻴﺎﻣﺪﻩﺍﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﭘﺪﺭﻡ ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻌﻠﻴﻦ ﺟﻠﻮ ﭘﺎﻳﺶ ﺟﻔﺖ ﻣﻲﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻴﺒﺮﺩﻧﺪ ﻳﻜﻲ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺘﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺻﺪ ﺗﺎ‬ ‫ﺍﺯ ﺩﻫﺎﻧﺸﺎﻥ ﻣﻲﺭﻳﺨﺖ‪ .‬ﻭﻗﺘﻲ ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﻣﻨﺒﺮ ﻣﻲﺭﻓﺖ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺳﻮﺯﻥ ﺑﻴﻨﺪﺍﺯﻱ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﺔ ﻛﻠﻪﮔﻨﺪﻩﻫﺎ ﺍﺯﺵ ﺣﺴﺎﺏ ﻣﻲﺑﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻘﺼﻮﺩﻡ ﺍﻳﻦ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻴﺨﻮﺩﻱ ﻗﻤﭙﺰ ﺩﺭ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ‪ ،‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﺁﻥ ﻣﺮﺣﻮﻡ ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﺑﻮﺩ‪:‬‬ ‫ﮔﻴﺮﻡ ﭘﺪﺭ ﺗﻮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻓﺎﺿﻞ‬

‫ﺍﺯ ﻓﻀﻞ ﭘﺪﺭ ﺗﺮﺍ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﺻﻞ؟‬

‫» ﺑﻬﺮ ﺣﺎﻝ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻓﻮﺕ ﻣﺮﺣﻮﻡ ﺍﺑﻮﻱ ﻣﻦ ﺟﺎﻧﺸﻴﻦ ﺍﻭ ﺷﺪﻡ ﻭ ﺩﺭ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ـ ﺧﻮﺏ ﻳـﻚ ﺧﺎﻧـﻪ ﺑـﺎ ﻳﻜﻤﺸـﺖ ﻭ‬ ‫ﺧﺮﺕ ﺧﻮﺭﺕ ﻫﻢ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﻃﻠﺒﻪ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻣﺎﻫﻲ ﭼﻬﺎﺭ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﺎ ﭘﻨﺞ ﻣـﻦ ﮔﻨـﺪﻡ ﻣﺴـﺘﻤﺮﻱ ﺩﺍﺷـﺘﻢ‪،‬‬ ‫ﺑﺎﺿﺎﻓﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻣﺤﺮﻡ ﻭ ﺻﻔﺮ ﻧﺎﻧﻤﺎﻥ ﺗﻮﻱ ﺭﻭﻏﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﻟﻔﺖ ﻭ ﻟﻴﺴﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﻣﻌﺮﻭﻑ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﻧﻔـﺲ ﻣﺮﺣـﻮﻡ‬ ‫ﺍﺑﻮﻱ ﻣﺠﺮﺏ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﺸﺐ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺳﺮ ﺑﺎﻟﻴﻦ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺷﻲ ﺑﺮﺩﻧﺪ ﺗﺎ ﺩﻋﺎ ﺑﺪﻫﻢ‪ .‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﻫﺸﺖ ﻳﺎ ﻧـﻪ ﺳـﺎﻟﻪﺍﻱ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻥ ﻣﻴـﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﭙﻠﻜﻴﺪ ـ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺑﻴﻚ ﻧﻈﺮ ﮔﻠﻮﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﻭ ﮔﻴﺮ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺟﻮﺍﻧﻲ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻭ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﭼﻢ ﻭ ﺧﻢ … «‬ ‫» ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﻭ ﺩﻭ ﺗﺎ ﺻﻴﻐﻪ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻛﻪ ﻫﺮ ﺩﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻄﻠﻘﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﺍﻳﻦ ﭼﻴﺰ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﻱ ﺑﻮﺩ ـ ﻣﻴﮕﻮﻳﻨﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻟﻴﻠﻲ ﺭﺍ ﺑﭽﺸـﻢ‬ ‫ﻣﺠﻨﻮﻥ ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺩﻳﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﺭﻱ ﺩﻭ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺑﻌﺪ ﻳﻚ ﺩﺳﺘﻤﺎﻝ ﺁﺟﻴﻞ ﺁﭼﺎﺭ ﻭ ﺳﻪ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﭘﻮﻝ ﻧﻘﺪ ﻓﺮﺳﺘﺎﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻋﻘﺪﺵ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺷـﺐ ﻛـﻪ‬ ‫ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺁﻭﺭﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﻛﻮﭼﻚ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﻐﻠﺶ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﺧﺠﺎﻟﺖ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﺷﻤﺎ ﭼﻪ ﭘﻨﻬﺎﻥ؟ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﺗﺎ‬ ‫ﺳﻪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻲﺩﻳﺪ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺟﻮﺟﻪ ﻣﻲﻟﺮﺯﻳﺪ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﻣﻦ ﻛﻪ ﺳﻲ ﺳﺎﻟﻢ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺟﻮﺍﻥ ﻭ ﺟﺎﻫﻞ ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺁﻥ ﻣﺮﺩﻫﺎﻱ ﻫﻔﺘﺎﺩ‬ ‫ﺳﺎﻟﻪ ﺭﺍ ﺑﮕﻮ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺟﻮﺭ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺷﻲ ﺩﺧﺘﺮ ﻧﻪ ﺳﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﻲﮔﻴﺮﻧﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫» ﺧﻮﺏ ﺑﭽﻪ ﭼﻪ ﺳﺮﺵ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻋﺮﻭﺳﻲ ﭼﻴﺴﺖ؟ ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻟﺶ ﭼﺎﺭﻗﺪ ﭘﻮﻟﻜﻲ ﺳﺮﺵ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺭﺧـﺖ ﻧـﻮ ﻣﻴﭙﻮﺷـﺪ ﻭ ﺩﺭ‬ ‫ﺧﺎﻧﺔ ﭘﺪﺭ ﻛﻪ ﻛﺘﻚ ﺧﻮﺭﺩﻩ ﻭ ﻓﺤﺶ ﺷﻨﻴﺪﻩ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺎﺯ ﻭ ﻧﻮﺍﺯﺵ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ ﻭ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺳﺮﺵ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺍﺭﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧـﺪ ﻛـﻪ‬ ‫ﺧﺎﻧﺔ ﺷﻮﻫﺮ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺩﻳﮓ ﺣﻠﻮﺍ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻧﮕﺬﺍﺷﺘﻪﺍﻧﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫» ﺑﻬﺮﺣﺎﻝ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﺯﺣﻤﺖ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺭﺍﻡ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ :‬ﺷﺐ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻦ ﻣﻴﺘﺮﺳﻴﺪ‪ .‬ﮔﺮﻳﻪ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻣـﻦ ﻗﺮﺑـﺎﻥ ﺻـﺪﻗﻪﺍﺵ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﻓﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﻲﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ :‬ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﻏﻴﺮﺗﺖ ﺁﺑﺮﻭﻱ ﻣﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺒﺎﺩ ﻧﺪﻩ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺏ ﺗﻮ ﺁﻥ ﺑﺎﻻﻱ ﺍﻃﺎﻕ ﺑﺨﻮﺍﺏ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻳﻦ ﭘﺎﺋﻴﻦ‪ ،‬ﭼﻮﻥ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺴﻮﺧﺖ‪ .‬ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺧﻮﺩﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺠﺒﺮ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻭ ﺭﻓﺘﺎﺭ ﻧﻜﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﻧﮕﻬﻲ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﭼﺸﻢ ﻭ ﺩﻟﻢ ﺳﻴﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﻛﺎﺭ ﻛﺸﺘﻪ ﺷـﺪﻩ‬ ‫ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﻬﺮ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﻧﺼﻴﺤﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﮕﻮﺵ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺷﺐ ﺍﻭﻝ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﻳﻚ ﻗﺼﻪ ﻧﻘﻞ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺍﺑﺶ ﺑﺮﺩ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺷﺐ ﺩﻭﻡ ﻳﻚ ﻗﺼﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺷﺮﻭﻉ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻧﺼﻔﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺷﺐ ﺑﻌﺪ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪.‬‬

‫ﺷﺐ ﺳﻮﻡ‪ ،‬ﻫﻴﭻ ﻧﮕﻔﺘﻢ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳﺎﺭﻭ ﺑﺼﺪﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺁﻣﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ :‬ﺗﺎ ﺁﻧﺠﺎ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻠﻚ ﺟﻤﺸﻴﺪ ﺭﻓﺖ ﺑﺸﻜﺎﺭ‪ ،‬ﭘـﺲ ﺑـﺎﻗﻴﺶ ﺭﺍ ﭼـﺮﺍ‬ ‫ﻧﻤﻴﮕﻮﺋﻲ؟ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻣﻲﮔﻮﺋﻲ ﺍﺯ ﺫﻭﻕ ﺗﻮﻱ ﭘﻮﺳﺖ ﻧﻤﻴﮕﻨﺠﻴﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ » :‬ﺍﻣﺸﺐ ﺳﺮﻡ ﺩﺭﺩ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺻﺪﺍﻳﻢ ﻧﻤﻴﺮﺳﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﺍﺟـﺎﺯﻩ‬ ‫ﺑﺪﻫﻴﺪ ﺑﻴﺎﻳﻢ ﺟﻠﻮﺗﺮ «‪ .‬ﺑﻬﻤﻴﻦ ﺷﻴﻮﻩ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺟﻠﻮﺗﺮ‪ ،‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺟﻠﻮﺗﺮ ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺭﺍﻡ ﺷﺪ‪« .‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺧﻨﺪﻩﺍﺵ ﮔﺮﻓﺖ‪ .‬ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺖ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﺑﮕﻮﻳﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺟﺪﻱ ﻭ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻱ ﺍﺷﻚﺁﻟﻮﺩ ﻣﻴـﺮﺯﺍ ﻳـﺪﺍﷲ ﺭﺍ ﻛـﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺸـﺖ‬ ‫ﺷﻴﺸﺔ ﻋﻴﻨﻚ ﺩﻳﺪ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺩﺩﺍﺭﻱ ﻛﺮﺩ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺑﺎ ﺣﺮﺍﺭﺕ ﻣﺨﺼﻮﺻﻲ ﻣﻴﮕﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﺣﻜﺎﻳﺖ ﺩﻭﺍﺯﺩﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭﺍﺯﺩﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ! ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﭼﻪ ﺯﻧﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ‪،‬‬ ‫ﺳﺮﺟﻮﺭ‪ ،‬ﺩﻟﺠﻮﺭ ﺑﻬﻤﺔ ﻛﺎﺭﻫﺎﻳﻢ ﺭﺳﻴﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﺥ ﺣﺎﻻ ﻛﻪ ﻳﺎﺩﻡ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﺪ… ﻫﻤﻴﺸﻪ ﮔﻮﺷﺔ ﭼﺎﺩﺭ ﻧﻤﺎﺯ ﺑﺪﻧـﺪﺍﻧﺶ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺭﺧﺘﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎ ﺩﺳﺘﻬﺎﻱ ﻛﻮﭼﻜﺶ ﻣﻴﺸﺴﺖ‪ ،‬ﺭﻭﻱ ﺑﻨﺪ ﻣﻴﺎﻧﺪﺍﺧﺖ‪ .‬ﭘﻴﺮﺍﻫﻦ ﻭ ﺟﻮﺭﺍﺑﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻭﺻﻠﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻳﺰﻱ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﻴﮕﺬﺍﺷـﺖ‬ ‫ﺩﺳﺖ ﺯﻳﺮ ﺑﺎﻝ ﺧﻮﺍﻫﺮﻡ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺳﻠﻮﻙ‪ ،‬ﭼﻘﺪﺭ ﻣﻬﺮﺑﺎﻥ! ﻫﻤﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻓﺮﻳﻔﺘـﺔ ﺍﺧـﻼﻕ ﺧـﻮﺩﺵ ﻛـﺮﺩﻩ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﭼـﻪ‬ ‫ﻫﻮﺷﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ؟ ﻣﻦ ﺧﻮﺍﻧﺪﻥ ﻭ ﻧﻮﺷﺘﻦ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﻭ ﻳﺎﺩ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺳﺮ ﺩﻭ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻗﺮﺁﻥ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺷﻌﺎﺭ ﺷﻴﺦ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺮ ﻣﻲﻛـﺮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺳـﻪ‬ ‫ﺳﺎﻝ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺳﺮ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ ،‬ﻛﻪ ﺍﻟﺬ ﺍﻭﻗﺎﺕ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﺩﺳﺖ ﺑﺮ ﻗﻀﺎ ﺩﺭ ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻭﺍﻥ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻭﻛﻴﻞ ﺑﻴﻮﻩ ﻣﻴﻮﻩﺍﻱ ﺷـﺪﻡ‬ ‫ﻛﻪ ﺑﻲ ﭘﻮﻝ ﻧﺒﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻫﻢ ﺁﺏ ﻭ ﺭﻧﮕﻲ ﺩﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﺁﻗﺎ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﺶ ﺩﻧﺪﺍﻥ ﺗﻴﺰ ﻛﺮﺩﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﺗﺎ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺑﺨﻴﺎﻝ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻡ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺤﺒﺎﻟﺔ ﻧﻜﺎﺡ‬ ‫ﺩﺭ ﺑﻴﺎﻭﺭﻡ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻢ ﻛﺪﺍﻡ ﺧﺪﺍﻧﺸﻨﺎﺱ ﺧﺒﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﺯﻧﻢ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺁﻗﺎ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺑﺪ ﻧﺒﻴﻨﻲ‪ ،‬ﺍﻳﻦ ﻛـﻪ ﻇـﺎﻫﺮﹰﺍ ﺧـﻞ ﻭﺿـﻊ ﺑﻨﻈـﺮ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻲﺩﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﺣﺴﻮﺩ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺰﺑﺎﻥ ﺧﻮﺵ ﺧﻮﺍﺳﺘﻢ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺷﻴﺮﻩ ﺑﻤﺎﻟﻢ‪ ،‬ﻣﮕﺮ ﺣـﺮﻳﻔﺶ ﺷـﺪﻡ؟ ﺑـﺎ‬ ‫ﻭﺟﻮﺩ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺍﺯ ﺑﺎﺑﺖ ﺣﻖﺍﻟﻮﻛﺎﻟﻪ ﻣﻘﺪﺍﺭ ﻭﺟﻬﻲ ﺁﻥ ﺿﻌﻴﻔﻪ ﺑﻤﻦ ﺑﺪﻩﻛﺎﺭ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﺎﺭ ﺻﺮﻑ ﻧﻈـﺮ ﻛـﺮﺩﻡ ﻭ ﻣﻴﺎﻧـﻪﻣـﺎﻥ‬ ‫ﭘﺎﻙ ﺑﻬﻢ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﻳﻚ ﻣﺎﻩ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺯﻥ ﭼﻪ ﺑﺮﻭﺯ ﻣﻦ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ!‬ ‫» ﺷﺎﻳﺪ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻳﺎ ﭼﻴﺰ ﺧﻮﺭﺵ ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩﻧﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﻜﻠﻲ ﻋﻮﺽ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻜﻤﺮﺵ ﺯﺩ ﻭ ﺣﺮﻓﻬﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﺎﺭ ﻣﻦ ﻛﺮﺩ‬ ‫ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﻗﻮﻃﻲ ﻫﻴﭻ ﻋﻄﺎﺭﻱ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﺪ‪ .‬ﻣﻲﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﺍﻟﻬﻲ ﻋﻴﻨﻚ ﺭﺍ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻧﻌﺸﺖ ﺑﮕﺬﺍﺭﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻋﻤﺎﻣﻪ ﭘﺮ ﻣﻜﺮﺕ ﺭﺍ ﺩﻭﺭ ﮔﺮﺩﻧﺖ‬ ‫ﺏﭘﻴﭽﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺍﻭﻝ ﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺗﻮ ﺗﻴﻜﺔ ﻣﻦ ﻧﻴﺴﺘﻲ‪ .‬ﺭﻭﺡ ﺁﻥ ﺑﺎﺑـﺎﻱ ﻗﺮﻣﺴـﺎﻗﻢ ﺑﺴـﻮﺯﺩ ﻛـﻪ ﻣـﺮﺍ ﺑﺘـﻮ ﺩﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﻣـﻦ‬ ‫ﻳﻜﻮﻗﺖ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺯ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﻳﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮﻱ ﺑﻐﻞ ﺗﻮ ﻗﺮﻣﺴﺎﻗﻢ‪ .‬ﺳﻪ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺁﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﮔﺪﺍﺋﻲ ﺗﻮ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﻪﺍﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﻳﻨﻬﻢ ﺩﺳﺖ‬ ‫ﻣﺰﺩﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ؟ ﺧﺪﺍ ﺳﺮ ﻭ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺎﺁﺩﻣﻬﺎﻱ ﺑﻴﻐﻴﺮﺕ ﻧﻴﻨﺪﺍﺯﺩ ـ ﺩﺍﻍ ﭘﺸﺖ ﺩﺳﺘﻢ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺰﻭﺭ ﻛﻪ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ؟ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺑﺎ ﺗـﻮ‬ ‫ﻧﻤﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺯﻧﮕﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﻢ ـ ﻣﻬﺮﻡ ﺣﻼﻝ‪ ،‬ﺟﺎﻧﻢ ﺁﺯﺍﺩ ﺑﻬﻤﻴﻦ ﺳﻮﻱ ﭼﺮﺍﻍ ﻣﻴﺮﻭﻡ‪ ...‬ﻣﻴﺮﻭﻡ ﺑﺴﺖ ﻣﻲ ﻧﺸﻴﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ ﺍﻻﻥ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﻻﻥ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﺁﻧﻘﺪﺭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ ،‬ﮔﻔﺖ ﻛﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺍﺯ ﺟﺎ ﺩﺭ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﺟﻠﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺗﻴﺮﻩ ﻭ ﺗﺎﺭ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄﻮﺭ ﻛﻪ ﺳﺮ ﺷـﺎﻡ ﻧﺸﺴـﺘﻪ ﺑـﻮﺩﻡ‪،‬‬ ‫ﻇﺮﻓﻬﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﭘﺎﺷﻴﺪﻡ ﻣﻴﺎﻥ ﺣﻴﺎﻁ‪ ،‬ﺳﺮ ﺷﺐ ﺑﻮﺩ ﭘﺎ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺭﻓﺘﻴﻢ ﺑﺤﺠﺮﺓ ﺁﺷﻴﺦ ﻣﻬﺪﻱ ﺩﺭ ﺣﻀﻮﺭ ﺍﻭ ﺯﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺳﻪ ﻃﻼﻗﻪ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﺩﺳﺖ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﻣﻴﺰﺩ‪ » .‬ﻓﺮﺩﺍﻳﺶ ﭘﺸﻴﻤﺎﻥ ﺷﺪﻡ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﭼﻪ ﻓﺎﻳﺪﻩ ﻛﻪ ﭘﺸﻴﻤﺎﻧﻲ ﺳﻮﺩﻱ ﻧﺪﺍﺷﺖ ﻭ ﺯﻧـﻢ ﺑﻤـﻦ‬ ‫ﺣﺮﺍﻡ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺗﺎ ﭼﻨﺪ ﺭﻭﺯ ﻣﺜﻞ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺩﺭ ﻛﻮﭼﻪ ﻭ ﺑﺎﺯﺍﺭ ﭘﺮﺳﻪ ﻣﻴﺰﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﺁﺷﻨﺎﺋﻲ ﺑﻤﻦ ﺑـﺮ ﻣﻴﺨـﻮﺭﺩ ﺍﺯ ﺣـﻮﺍﺱ‬ ‫ﭘﺮﺗﻲ ﺳﻼﻣﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻤﻲ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻢ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻣﻦ ﺭﻭﻱ ﺧﻮﺷﻲ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﻧﺪﻳﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﺩﻗﻴﻘﻪ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺟﻠﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﺭﺩ ﻧﻤﺸﺪ‪ ،‬ﻧـﻪ ﺧـﻮﺍﺏ‬ ‫ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﺧﻮﺭﺍﻙ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻴﺘﻮﺍﻧﺴﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﻨﺪ ﺷﻮﻡ‪ .‬ﺩﺭ ﻭ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﺭ ﺑﻤﻦ ﻓﺤﺶ ﻣﻴﺪﺍﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻭ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻧﺎﺧﻮﺵ ﺑﺴﺘﺮﻱ ﺷﺪﻡ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺗﻮﻱ ﻫﺬﻳﺎﻥ ﻫﻤﻪ ﺍﺵ ﺍﺳﻢ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﺂﻭﺭﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻫﻢ ﻛﻪ ﺭﻣﻘﻲ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻣﻌﻠﻮﻡ ﺑﻮﺩ ﺍﮔﺮ ﻟﺐ ﺗﺮ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺻﺪ ﺗﺎ ﺩﺧﺘـﺮ‬ ‫ﭘﻴﺸﻜﺸﻢ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﺍﻣﺎ ﺍﻭ ﭼﻴﺰ ﺩﻳﮕﺮﻱ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﻻﺧﺮﻩ ﻋﺰﻣﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺟﺰﻡ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﺗﺎ ﺑﻬﺮ ﻭﺳـﻴﻠﻪ ﺍﻱ ﻛـﻪ ﺷـﺪﻩ ﺩﻭﺑـﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪ .‬ﻋﺪﺓ ﺍﻭ ﺳﺮ ﺁﻣﺪ‪ .‬ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﺭ ﺑﺰﻥ ﺁﻥ ﺩﺭ ﺑﺰﻥ‪ ،‬ﺩﻳﺪﻡ ﻫﻴﭻ ﻓﺎﻳﺪﻩ ﺍﻱ ﻧﺪﺍﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺟﻞ ﻭ ﭘﻼﺱ ‪ ،‬ﻛﺘـﺎﺏ ﭘـﺎﺭﻩ ﻭ‬

‫ﺗﻪ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻳﻢ ﻣﺎﻧﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻓﺮﻭﺧﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﻫﮋﺩﻩ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﭘﻮﻝ ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﭼﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﻱ ﻧﺪﺍﺷﺘﻢ ﻣﮕﺮ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﻳﻜﻨﻔﺮ ﻣﺤﻠﻞ ﭘﻴﺪﺍ ﺑﻜـﻨﻢ‬ ‫ﻛﻪ ﺯﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ ﺑﻪ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻋﻘﺪ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﻃﻼﻗﺶ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ‪ ،‬ﺗﺎ ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻧﻘﻀﺎﻱ ﺳﻪ ﻣﺎﻩ ﻭ ﺩﻩ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺑﺘﻮﺍﻧﻢ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪.‬‬ ‫»ﻳﻚ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺍﻟﺪﻧﮓ ﭘﻒ ﻳﻮﺯﻱ ﺩﺭ ﻣﺤﻠﻪ ﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻫﻔﺖ ﺗﺎ ﺳﮓ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻣﻴﻠﻴﺴﻴﺪ ﺳﻴﺮ ﻣﻴﺸـﺪ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﺁﻧﻬـﺎﺋﻲ‬ ‫ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻳﻚ ﭘﻴﺎﺯ ﺳﺮ ﻣﻴﺒﺮﺩ؛ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑﺎ ﺍﻭ ﺳﺎﺧﺖ ﻭ ﭘﺎﺧﺖ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺭﺑﺎﺑﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻋﻘﺪ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ‪ ،‬ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﻭ ﺭﺍ ﻃﻼﻕ ﺑﺪﻫﺪ ﻭ ﻣـﻦ‬ ‫ﻫﻤﺔ ﻣﺨﺎﺭﺝ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺿﺎﻓﻪ ﭘﻨﺞ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﺎﻭ ﺑﺪﻫﻢ ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﻗﺒﻮﻝ ﻛﺮﺩـ ﮔﻮﻝ ﻣﺮﺩﻡ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺒﺎﻳﺪ ﺧﻮﺭﺩ ﻫﻤـﻴﻦ ﻣـﺮﺩ ﻛـﻪ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤـﻴﻦ ﭘـﻒ‬ ‫ﻳﻮﺯ‪«...‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺑﺎﺭﻧﮓ ﭘﺮﻳﺪﻩ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺩﺭ ﺩﻭ ﺩﺳﺘﺶ ﭘﻨﻬﺎﻥ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺑﻮﺩ؟ ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ؟ ﭼﻪ ﺑﻘﺎﻟﻲ ﺑﻮﺩ؟ ﻣﺎﻝ ﻛﺪﺍﻡ ﻣﺤﻠﻪ؟ ﻧﻪ‪ ...‬ﻧﻪ‪ ...‬ﻫﻴﭻ ﻫﻤﭽﻨﻴﻦ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ ‪«...‬‬ ‫ﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺑﻄﻮﺭﻱ ﮔﺮﻡ ﺻﺤﺒﺖ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﭘﻴﺶ ﺁﻣﺪﻫﺎ ﺟﻠﻮ ﭼﺸﻤﺶ ﻣﺠﺴﻢ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻧﺒﺎﻝ ﺣﺮﻓﺶ ﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻗﻄﻊ ﻧﻜﺮﺩ‪:‬‬ ‫»ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﻣﺮﺩ ﻛﺔ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺯﻧﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻋﻘﺪ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻧﻤﻴﺪﺍﻧﻲ ﭼﻪ ﺣﺎﻟﻲ ﺷﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﺯﻧﻴﻜـﻪ ﺳـﻪ ﺳـﺎﻝ ﻣـﺎﻝ ﻣـﻦ ﺑـﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔـﺮ ﻛﺴـﻲ‬ ‫ﺍﺳﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺰﺑﺎﻥ ﻣﻲ ﺁﻭﺭﺩ ﺷﻜﻤﺶ ﺭﺍ ﭘﺎﺭﻩ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺩﺭﺳﺖ ﻓﻜﺮ ﻛﻦ ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﺎﻳﺪ ﺑﻪ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺧـﻮﺩﻡ ﻫﻤﺴـﺮ ﺍﻳـﻦ ﻣﺮﺩﻛـﻊ‬ ‫ﮔﺮﺩﻥ ﻛﻠﻔﺖ ﺑﺸﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﻡ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﺷﺎﻳﺪ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺍﻧﺘﻘﺎﻡ ﺻﻴﻐﻪ ﻫﺎﻳﻢ ﺍﺳﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺑﺎ ﭼﺸﻢ ﮔﺮﻳﺎﻥ ﻃﻼﻕ ﺩﺍﺩﻡ ـ ﺑﺎﺭﻱ ﻓﺮﺩﺍ ﺻﺒﺢ‬ ‫ﺯﻭﺩ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺩﺭ ﺧﺎﻧﺔ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ‪ .‬ﻳﻜﺴﺎﻋﺖ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺳﺮ ﭘﺎ ﻣﻌﻄﻞ ﻛﺮﺩ ﻛﻪ ﻳﻚ ﻗﺮﻥ ﺑﻤﻦ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﻭﻗﺘﻴﻜﻪ ﺁﻣﺪ ﺑﺎﻭ ﮔﻔﺘﻢ‪ :‬ﺍﻟﻮﻋﺪﻩ ﻭﻓـﺎ‪،‬‬ ‫ﺭﺑﺎﺑﻪ ﺭﺍ ﻃﻼﻕ ﺑﺪﻩ‪ ،‬ﭘﻨﺞ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﭘﻴﺶ ﻣﻦ ﺩﺍﺭﻱ‪ .‬ﻫﻨﻮﺯ ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﺷﻴﻄﺎﻧﻴﺶ ﺟﻠﻮ ﭼﺸـﻤﻢ ﻫﺴـﺖ‪ ،‬ﺧﻨﺪﻳـﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔـﺖ‪ » :‬ﺯﻧـﻢ‬ ‫ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﻳﻚ ﻣﻮﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻫﻢ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪ .‬ﭼﻨﺎﻥ ﺑﺮﻕ ﺍﺯ ﭼﺸﻤﻢ ﭘﺮﻳﺪ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﻣﻴﻠﺮﺯﻳﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪» :‬ﻧﻪ‪ ،‬ﻫﻴﭻ ﻫﻤﭽﻴﻦ ﭼﻴﺰﻱ ﻧﻤﻴﺸﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺭﺍﺳﺘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﮕﻮ‪...‬ﺍﻭﻩ‪«...‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪» :‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﺩﻳﺪﻱ ﺣﻖ ﺑﺠﺎﻧﺐ ﻣﻦ ﺑﻮﺩ؟ ﺣﺎﻻ ﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻱ ﭼﺮﺍ ﺍﺯ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺟﻤﺎﻋﺖ ﺑﻴﺰﺍﺭﻡ؟ ﻭﻗﺘﻴﻜـﻪ ﮔﻔـﺖ‬ ‫ﻳﻚ ﻣﻮﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻧﻤﻴﺪﻫﻢ ﻫﺰﺍﺭ ﺗﻮﻣﺎﻥ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﻡ‪ ،‬ﻓﻬﻤﻴﺪﻡ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻫﺪ ﺑﻴﺸﺘﺮ ﭘﻮﻝ ﺑﮕﻴﺮﺩ‪ .‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻛـﻲ ﻓﺮﺻـﺖ ﭼﺎﻧـﻪ ﺯﺩﻥ ﺩﺍﺷـﺖ؟‬ ‫ﻧﻤﻲ ﺩﺍﻧﻲ ﻛﺠﺎﻱ ﺁﺩﻡ ﻣﻴﺴﻮﺯﺩ‪ .‬ﺩﻭﺩ ﺍﺯ ﻛﻠﻪ ﺍﻡ ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ‪ .‬ﺑﺎﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﺍﻱ ﺣﺎﻟﻢ ﻣﻨﻘﻠﺐ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺑﺎﻧﺪﺍﺯﻩ ﺍﻱ ﺍﺯ ﺯﻧﺪﮔﻲ ﺑﻴـﺰﺍﺭ ﺷـﺪﻩ‬ ‫ﺑﻮﺩﻡ‪ ،‬ﻛﻪ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺟﻮﺍﺑﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺪﺍﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﺑﺎﻭ ﻛﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﻫﺮ ﻓﺤﺸﻲ ﺑﺪﺗﺮ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺭﻓﺘﻢ ﺑـﺎﺯﺍﺭ ﺳﻤﺴـﺎﺭﻫﺎ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻋﺒﺎ ﻭ ﺭﺩﺍﻳﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻓﺮﻭﺧﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻳﻚ ﻗﺒﺎﻱ ﻗﺪﻙ ﺧﺮﻳﺪﻡ‪ .‬ﻛﻼﻩ ﻧﻤﺪﻱ ﺳﺮﻡ ﮔﺬﺍﺷﺘﻢ‪ .‬ﮔﻴﻮﻩ ﻫﺎﻳﻢ ﺭﺍ ﻭﺭ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻡ ﺭﺍﻩ ﺍﻓﺘـﺎﺩﻡ‪ .‬ﺍﺯ ﺁﻥ‬ ‫ﻭﻗﺖ ﺗﺎ ﺣﺎﻻ ﺳﻠﻨﺪﺭ ﻭ ﺣﻴﺮﺍﻥ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺷﻬﺮ ﺑﺂﻥ ﺷﻬﺮ ﺍﺯ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻩ ﺑﺂﻥ ﺩﻩ ﻣﻴﺮﻭﻡ‪ .‬ﺩﻭﺍﺯﺩﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ ﺁﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺗﻮﺍﻧﺴـﺘﻢ‬ ‫ﺩﺭ ﻳﻜﺠﺎ ﺑﻤﺎﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﻧﻘﺎﻟﻲ ﻣﻴﻜﻨﻢ‪ ،‬ﮔﺎﻫﻲ ﻣﻌﻠﻤﻲ‪ ..‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﺮﺩﻡ ﻛﺎﻏﺬ ﻣﻴﻨﻮﻳﺴﻢ‪ ،‬ﺩﺭ ﻗﻬﻮﻩ ﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﻫﺎ ﺷﺎﻫﻨﺎﻣﻪ ﻣﻴﺨﻮﺍﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﻧﻲ‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺰﻧﻢ‪ ،‬ﺧﻮﺷﻢ ﻣﻴﺂﻳﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﻭ ﻣﺮﺩﻡ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺭﺍ ﺳـﻴﺎﺣﺖ ﺑﻜـﻨﻢ‪ .‬ﻣﻴﺨـﻮﺍﻫﻢ ﻫﻤﻴﻨﻄـﻮﺭ ﻋﻤـﺮﻡ ﺑﮕـﺬﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺧﻴﻠـﻲ ﭼﻴﺰﻫـﺎ ﺁﺩﻡ‬ ‫ﺩﺳﺘﮕﻴﺮﺵ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻭﺍﻧﮕﻬﻲ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﭘﻴﺮ ﺷﺪﻳﻢ‪ .‬ﺑﺮﺍﻱ ﻣﺮﺩﻩ ﻫﺎ ﻣﺮﺩﺍﺭ ﺳﻨﮓ ﻣﻴﺴﺎﺯﺋﻴﻢ‪ .‬ﻳﻚ ﭘﺎﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﺍﺳﺖ‪ ،‬ﻳﻜـﻴﺶ‬ ‫ﺁﻥ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ‪ .‬ﺍﻓﺴﻮﺱ ﻛﻪ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﻪ ﻫﺎﻳﻤﺎﻥ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺑﻪ ﺩﺭﺩ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺩﻧﻴﺎ ﻧﻤﻴﺨﻮﺭﺩ‪ .‬ﺷﺎﻋﺮ ﭼﻪ ﺧﻮﺏ ﮔﻔﺘﻪ‪:‬‬ ‫ﻣﺮﺩ ﺧﺮﺩﻣﻨﺪ ﻫﻨﺮ ﭘﻴﺸﻪ ﺭﺍ‬

‫ﻋﻤﺮ ﺩﻭ ﺑﺎﻳﺴﺖ ﺩﺭ ﺍﻳﻦ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ‬

‫ﺗﺎ ﺑﻪ ﻳﻜﻲ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﻪ ﺁﻣﻮﺧﺘﻦ‬

‫ﺑﺎ ﺩﮔﺮﻱ ﺗﺠﺮﺑﻪ ﺑﺮﺩﻥ ﺑﻜﺎﺭ‪«.‬‬

‫ﻣﻴﺮﺍﺯ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺑﺎﻳﻨﺠﺎ ﻛﻪ ﺭﺳﻴﺪ ﺧﺴﺘﻪ ﺷﺪ‪ ،‬ﻣﺜﻞ ﺍﻳﻨﻜﻪ ﺁﻭﺍﺭﻩ ﻫﺎﻳﺶ ﺍﺯ ﻛﺎﺭ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ﭼـﻮﻥ ﺯﻳـﺎﺩﺗﺮ ﺍﺯ ﻣﻌﻤـﻮﻝ ﻓﻜـﺮ‬ ‫ﻛﺮﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ ﻭ ﺣﺮﻑ ﺯﺩﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﺳﺖ ﻛﺮﺩ ﭼﭙﻘﺶ ﺭﺍ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺖ‪ ،‬ﺑﻪ ﺁﺏ ﺭﻭﺩﺧﺎﻧﻪ ﺧﻴﺮﻩ ﺧﻴﺮﻩ ﻧﮕﺎﻩ ﻣﻴﻜﺮﺩ ﻭ ﺑﻪ ﺁﻭﺍﺯ ﺩﻭﺭ ﻭ‬ ‫ﺧﻔﻪ ﺍﻱ ﻛﻪ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺸﺖ ﻛﻮﻩ ﻣﻴﺂﻣﺪ ﮔﻮﺵ ﻣﻲ ﺩﺍﺩ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﺍﺯ ﻣﺎ ﺑﻴﻦ ﺩﻭ ﺩﺳﺖ ﺑﺮﺩﺍﺷﺖ‪ .‬ﺁﻫﻲ ﻛﺸﻴﺪ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫»ﻫﻴﭻ ﺩﻭﺋﻲ ﻧﻴﺴﺖ ﻛﻪ ﺳﻪ ﻧﺸﻮﺩ !«‬

‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﻣﻨﮓ ﻭ ﻣﺎﺕ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻣﺘﻮﺟﻪ ﺍﻭ ﻧﺸﺪ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺑﻠﻨﺪﺗﺮ ﮔﻔﺖ‪ » :‬ﻳﻚ ﻣﺮﺩ ﺩﻳﮕﺮ ﺭﺍ ﻫﻢ ﺑﻲ ﺧﺎﻧﻤﺎﻥ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﺪ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺑﺨﻮﺩﺵ ﺁﻣﺪ‪ ،‬ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪ‪» :‬ﻛﻲ ؟«‬ ‫»ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺭﺑﺎﺑﺔ ﺁﺗﺶ ﺑﺠﺎﻥ ﮔﺮﻓﺘﻪ ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺍﺯ ﺣﺪﻗﻪ ﺑﻴﺮﻭﻥ ﺁﻣﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﻫﺮﺍﺳﺎﻥ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪ‪» :‬ﻣﻘﺼﻮﺩ ﭼﻴﺴﺖ؟«‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻬﺪﻱ ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺧﻨﺪﺓ ﺳﺎﺧﺘﮕﻲ ﻛﺮﺩ‪ » :‬ﺭﺍﺳﺘﻲ ﺭﻭﺯﮔﺎﺭ ﺧﻴﻠﻲ ﺁﺩﻡ ﺭﺍ ﻋﻮﺽ ﻣﻲ ﻛﻨﺪ‪ .‬ﺻﻮﺭﺕ ﭼﻴﻦ ﻣﻴﺨـﻮﺭﺩ‪،‬‬ ‫ﻣﻮﻫﺎ ﺳﻔﻴﺪ ﻣﻴﺸﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﺩﻧﺪﺍﻧﻬﺎ ﻣﻴﺎﻓﺘﺪ‪ .‬ﺻﺪﺍ ﻋﻮﺽ ﻣﻲ ﺷﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻧﻪ ﺷﻤﺎ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺷﻨﺎﺧﺘﻴﺪ ﻭ ﻧﻪ ﻣﻦ ﺷﻤﺎ ﺭﺍ‪«،‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﭘﺮﺳﻴﺪ‪» :‬ﭼﻄﻮﺭ؟«‬ ‫»ﺭﺑﺎﺑﻪ ﺻﻮﺭﺗﺶ ﻣﻬﺮ ﺁﺑﻠﻪ ﻧﺪﺍﺷﺖ؟ ﭼﺸﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ ﻣﺘﺼﻞ ﺑﻬﻢ ﻧﻤﻲ ﺯﺩ ! «‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﭘﺮﺧﺎﺵ ﻛﺮﺩ‪» :‬ﻛﻲ ﺑﺘﻮ ﮔﻔﺖ؟«‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻬﺪﻱ ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺧﻨﺪﻳﺪ‪» :‬ﺷﻤﺎ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺷﻴﺦ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ‪ ،‬ﭘﺴﺮ ﻣﺮﺣﻮﻡ ﺁﻗﺎ ﺷﻴﺦ ﺭﺳﻮﻝ ﻧﻴﺴﺘﻴﺪ ﻛﻪ ﺩﺭ ﻛﻮﭼﺔ ﺣﻤﺎﻡ ﻣﺮﻣﺮ‬ ‫ﻣﻨﺰﻝ ﺩﺍﺷﺘﻴﺪ؟ ﻫﺮ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺻﺒﺢ ﺍﺯ ﺟﻠﻮ ﺩﻛﺎﻧﻢ ﺭﺩ ﻣﻲ ﺷﺪﻳﺪ؟ ﻣﻨﻬﻢ ﻣﺤﻠﻞ ﻫﺴﺘﻢ‪ ،‬ﻫﻤﺎﻧﻢ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺳﺮﺵ ﺭﺍ ﻧﺰﺩﻳﻚ ﺑﺮﺩ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪:‬‬ ‫» ﺗﻮ ﻫﻤﺎﻧﻲ ﻛﻪ ﺩﻭﺍﺯﻩ ﺳﺎﻝ ﻣﺮﺍ ﺑﺎﻳﻦ ﺭﻭﺯ ﺍﻧﺪﺍﺧﺘﻲ؟ ﻫﻤﺎﻥ ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺑﻘﺎﻝ ﺗﻮ ﻫﺴﺘﻲ؟ ﻳﻜﻮﻗـﺖ ﺑـﻮﺩ ﺗـﻮﻱ ﻫﻤـﻴﻦ‬ ‫ﻛﻮﻩ ﻛﻤﺮ ‪ ،‬ﺍﮔﺮ ﺑﺪﺳﺖ ﻣﻦ ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩ ﺑﻮﺩﻱ ﺣﺴﺎﺑﻤﺎﻥ ﭘﺎﻙ ﺷﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺍﻓﺴـﻮﺱ ﻛـﻪ ﺭﻭﺯﮔـﺎﺭ ﺩﺳـﺖ ﻫـﺮ ﺩﻭﻣـﺎﻧﺮﺍ ﺍﺯ ﭘﺸـﺖ‬ ‫ﺑﺴﺘﻪ‪«.‬‬ ‫ﺑﻌﺪ ﺩﻳﻮﺍﻧﻪ ﻭﺍﺭ ﺑﺎ ﺧﻮﺩﺵ ﻣﻲ ﮔﻔﺖ‪» :‬ﺑﺎﺭﻙ ﺍﷲ ﺭﺑﺎﺑﻪ‪ ،‬ﺗﻮ ﺍﻧﺘﻘﺎﻡ ﻣﺮﺍ ﻛﺸﻴﺪﻱ‪ .‬ﺍﻭ ﻫﻢ ﻭﻳـﻼﻥ ﺍﺳـﺖ ﺑـﺮﻭﺯ ﻣـﻦ‬ ‫ﺍﻓﺘﺎﺩﻩ‪ «.‬ﺩﻭﺑﺎﺭﻩ ﺧﺎﻣﻮﺵ ﺷﺪ ﻭ ﻟﺒﺨﻨﺪ ﺩﺭﺩﻧﺎﻛﻲ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻟﺒﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﻧﻘﺶ ﺑﺴﺖ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻛﺴﻴﻜﻪ ﺭﻭﻱ ﻧﻴﻤﻜﺖ ﺭﻭﺑﺮﻭﻱ ﺁﻧﻬﺎ ﺧﻮﺍﺑﻴﺪﻩ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ ،‬ﻏﻠﺖ ﺯﺩ‪ :‬ﺑﻠﻨﺪ ﺷﺪ ﻧﺸﺴﺖ‪ ،‬ﺧﻤﻴـﺎﺯﻩ ﻛﺸـﻴﺪ‪ ،‬ﭼﺸـﻤﻬﺎﻳﺶ ﺭﺍ‬ ‫ﻣﺎﻻﻧﺪ‪.‬‬ ‫ﻣﺸﻬﺪﻱ ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﻭ ﻣﻴﺮﺯﺍ ﻳﺪﺍﷲ ﺩﺯﺩﻛﻲ ﺑﻬﻢ ﮔﺎﻩ ﻣﻲ ﻛﺮﺩﻧﺪ‪ ،‬ﻭﻟﻲ ﻣﻲ ﺗﺮﺳﻴﺪﻧﺪ ﻛﻪ ﻧﮕﺎﻫﺸﺎﻥ ﺑﺎ ﻫﻢ ﺗﻼﻗﻲ ﺑﻜﻨﺪ ـ‬ ‫ﺩﻭ ﺩﺷﻤﻦ ﺑﻴﭽﺎﺭﻩ ﺍﺯ ﻫﻨﮕﺎﻡ ﻛﺸﻤﻜﺶ ﻋﺸﻖ ﻭ ﻋﺎﺷﻘﻲ ﺷﺎﻥ ﮔﺬﺷﺘﻪ ﺑﻮﺩ‪ .‬ﺣﺎﻻ ﺑﺎﻳﺴﺘﻲ ﺑﻔﻜﺮ ﻣﺮﮒ ﺑﻮﺩﻩ ﺑﺎﺷﻨﺪ‪.‬‬ ‫ﺷﻬﺒﺎﺯ ﺑﻌﺪ ﺍﺯ ﻛﻤﻲ ﺳﻜﻮﺕ ﺭﻭ ﻛﺮﺩ ﺑﻘﻬﻮﻩ ﭼﻲ ﻭ ﮔﻔﺖ‪» :‬ﺩﺍﺵ ﺍﻛﺒﺮ‪ ،‬ﺩﻭ ﺗﺎ ﻗﻨﺪ ﭘﻬﻠﻮ ﺑﻴﺎﺭ‪«،‬‬