Modern Shaman Journey - Finding God In Synchronicities

Finding God in Synchronicities Overview: What is a shaman? "A member of certain tribal societies who acts as a medium between the visible world and an invisible spirit world and who practices magic or sorcery for purposes of healing, divination, and control over natural events." (ref http://www.thefreedictionary.com/shaman ) I would say a shaman is a person who divines information from the other side, one who can consciously manipulate the physical realm by thought and intention, one who helps others transcend (trance end). A shaman is initiated on a vision quest, when the oversoul helps your soul actualize. What are shamans up to? They are always on a journey. But there is no need to travel to Kathmandu to reach the summit, the experience is with you right where you are. Shamans are continuously trying to connect with the other side and divine information. This is done by using your free will to emote information. Emoting (or classically called divining) is a shamanic technique to gather information using your bodies energy field to bring information up to the conscious mind. Emotion could be conbstrued as energy in motion, when we have feelings within the universe organizes arround those feelings and presents opportunities and synchronicities for us. So what a real shaman can do is move energy fields with the heart and feelings. heart chakra projects an energy field, human emotion is the soul's feelings and orders the intentional field

In order to divine one must establish a state of being without prejudice or condition. The main problem humans have with divining is that they are completely prejudiced on just about everything. Most people frame an extraordinary experience in terms of the myth they been taught. So if they are Hindu and have a powerful synchronicity, they frame that event in terms of the myth, they conclude that Krishna did the "miracle" and that leads their mind deeper into a state of memetic possession. I find it laughable when someone

says they have "krishna consciousness". If you want to find god first you must find yourself which means you must find your soul which means you must allow your soul to resonate your being. A true shaman must overcome the cultural barrier of religion, all indoctrinated myth blocks conscious evolution. The shaman can enter a state of direct knowingness by shifting into a will less state. (Some frame this as opening the crown chakra). The shaman must shut off the ego to “see” which is not easy to do because we believe that our willful ego to be our self. This is exactly like mediation, the mind must be quieted so we can “hear”. Quieting the ego and the mind lifts the veil to the other side. Doing this has nothing to do with the indoctrinated cultural god, seeing is automatic for the practitioner. There seems to be an extreme danger of the ego less state. An authentic vision quest can only happen if the participant reaches a near ego less state, that means the person's will is near zero while their awareness is near 100%. But it's the ego and the will that enables us to survive while we are in physical form. Overcoming one's ego is the most difficult part of spiritual practice. The perfect song that feels exactly like my own vision quest is by Dishwalla, Counting Blue Cars (listen here: http://www.youtube.com/watch? v=c5MjVyqByzU&feature=related ) Every time I hear this song it time travels my heart back to those moments. My own vision quest was an amazing experience. Spirit provided sustenance without my rational mind being aware. My experience was quite amazing, whenever I needed food it just happened to manifest by any means available to the other side. I'll give you an example, one day I on my own quest I was hungry and started praying non-stop for food as I was walking randomly through an unknown town, all of a sudden a young man in an apparent trance walks out of nowhere and hands me a pizza. I often share that experience as an example of spiritual awareness, that young man allowed spirit to operate through him. Being trained as an engineer I found it difficult quiet my mind, I was analyzing the phenomenon as it happened, I put my "self aware" self in a compartment that watched my body self act out the walkabout. I wanted to find "god", to know just what is “spirit”. I found out that my body could exist in this other state of consciousness. My willful conscious mind that organizes "my life" is a babe in comparison to the capability of the unconscious self. Years later I concluded that our willful state of being was quite capable of blocking the spiritual side of life, that modern day materialism has put us in a state of resistance to the organizing ability of our unconscious self. Everyone has moments when they let go and allow spirit to act, but our material realm keeps most in a near constant state of willfullness.

The rational mind and god Our rational mind is new evolutionary speaking and it has that it is not yet integrated to our larger and much older subconscious mind that we term instinct of animals. We are self aware creatures unlike the rest of the animal kingdom. Your pet dog or cat are not self aware, they don't see their reflection in the mirror as themselves. Often a dog will bark at its own image. The rational mind is a babe, the latest creation from a rapidly expanding brain volume. Unlike animals, the human brain is capable of self awareness, speech, mathematics and abstract thought. Could it be that it's gaining awareness of the higher mind not as our mythical god but as as an extension of the self. God is the collective mind of the group, the analogy I penned 3 years ago in “Comprehensive Theory of God” is that a cell in your body is to your brain as you are to God. Thus “god” and "you" are one in the sense that you are one aspect of the whole, like a holographic shard broken off the larger mirror. it's time to examine our god concepts

But how can god have experience if it's omniscient and omnipresent? God must shatter itself into a million bits and forget everything. Evolution is god coming

back together metaphysically speaking. This is the Humpty Dumpty Theory of God, god is remembering itself through us. Get it? You are a fragment of god, it's mirror image, that's why you feel empty when existing in the soul less state of materialism. In this weird reality god (your soul) can't leave you alone when you are consumed by material world. God isn't out there - somewhere - it's in you, it is you, it's your soul, and it's outward expression of your soul is your emotion. That means your emotions are a second order derivative of your soul - a real thing. But this implies a horror that god really isn't all that powerful. Since god is our collective soul it is only powerful as we are since we are it. So that means praying for peace or blaming god for the world's ills is a waste of time because god really can't fix anything. Only you can. Action on your part is required. Our previous concepts of god are very outmoded, we may think that a judgemental god might soon judge planet earth but that's because we have a serious misperception of god. Will we ever reconcile our external god for misleading us into the Apocalypse? Our minds in conjuncture with the ego structure itself from what appears to be reality. We learned "reality" from our upbringing, our experiences, and from the cultural indoctrination that structures everything within the context of separateness. Unless you were raised by hippies, your upbringing was: "there's me and everything outside of me". Half of you is cut off at the start because our culture is blinded by the memes. Quantum Awareness The level of our intelligence and awareness is rapidly evolving and many are postulating that humans are making a quantum jump to a higher consciousness right now. One of my theories is that the Apocalypse may happen because the fundamentalist meme strength is preventing the natural voluntary shift to the new higher consciousness. Conflict on the physical plane resolves this psychic logjam. A perfect example is the American Civil War where 550,000 combatants died to end slavery when 60 years earlier Europe ended slavery voluntarily, no one died because they simply changed the laws reflecting the new state of consciousness that all men are born free. Therefore the more we resist change the more probable the Apocalypse. If we have a personal Apocalypse then that lessons the bigger cultural one because one more ego has been transported across the cultural barrier into a new higher vibe. Whenever there's a roadblock to conscious expansion a conflict occurs on the physical plane to resolve a problem. Thus big wars are caused by big mental blocks. Resistance to change is the force driving the Apocalyptic conflict so our minds can get through the threshold forcing us to leave myth behind. Currently in America at least 100 million souls fervently believe that we live in end times and

are supporting the conflicts in the Middle East as fulfillment of prophecy. As a modern shaman, I intuit that the god-spirit-collective soul knew this when the Christian myth was being forged, St. John's purported vision Revelation is a vision of the end of newly created religion. When the Biblical writers applied their will against the spirit then they got a message back of what was to transpire. That means that the so-called "end times" is really about the end of Christianity and NOT about the end of the world. At the end of the Piscean Age a huge conflict on the physical plane would ensue destroying the Judeo-Christian memeplex that is a hoax of monumental proportions. This is certainly unfolding now. And it may be already past tense since modern philosophers have already killed god. The past centuries of wars that cumulated in WW2 and the Holocaust lead to the Death of God movement (ref: http://www.mb-soft.com/believe/txn/deathgod.htm) . Thus when humans punched through the self awareness threshold they also became “aware” of “god”. Becoming self aware has the unintended consequence of god awareness. Animals have no problem with death because they are not aware of their existence. They just act instinctively. Humans, however, have a huge problem with death, that's why there's religion. Religion is the solution to the fear of death. Every culture has beliefs in god and spirit and those beliefs become institutionalized into religion. That cycle is at it's end so now it's time for all the world's religions to transform, a quantum jump to a new consciousness is underway. Overcoming Memetic Possession Those who gain this god awareness are enlightened beings, those who learn the ability to control and direct it are wizards. Unfortunately most are trapped in religious fear memes that prevent them from actually remembering who they really are. Apocalypse Now! Believers are possessed by the memes. Just talk to them. Facts and reason fall on deaf ears because they only allow the meme. The memetic code is a closed system that shuts off all inquiry until the possessed experience becomes so painful they shuck fear and consciously choose to live life. Eventually all indoctrinated either die or deal with their programming. A movie that illustrates this perfectly is “Commandments” starring Adrian Quinn. His faith is shattered when his beloved wife dies so he decides to break all the commandments. (NY Times review: http://movies.nytimes.com/movie/review? res=9A02E7D91E31F931A35756C0A961958260) Observe that the god fearing are unable to manifest directly so they pray to god hoping for results. They can't seem to grasp that if god is all powerful why would they have to pray over and over for the same thing? Is god deaf? Isn't god supposed to be omniscient? So wouldn't god already know what you want before you ask? These paradoxes arise because the question arose from the wrong initial premises.

Christians are adamant that you must pray, they don't see the connection to their action and the result. If you have to pray then you are doing it. Figure it out! But I say faith and prayer are no match for knowingness. If you know that your thoughts manifest then you don't have to pray or even wait for results. Knowingness restructures the field to your intention. Religion teaches faith as a technique. Shamans on the other hand to learn the ropes by trial and error, and believe me at this point in the cycle we are all becoming shamans in training. Dealing with Hell and Black Magic As a modern shaman, I must unfortunately deal with the number one affliction of Western culture, that is the Judeo based faiths that are pouring vials of judgment onto mankind. This is the reason I was selected and trained, to bring awareness into the physical realm. Presently, the Evangelical Christianity are totally lost and acting in conjuction with Zionists, raising holy hell while seemingly holding good intentions. Modern Christians are empowering the violent State of Israel, the brainwashing goes on in mega churches, the apocalyptic Christian cult joined with Israel in the end times:

Many modern Christians are empowering the Jews to wage holy war on their Islamic brothers. This is terribly dangerous and could easily lead to nuclear world war. The Jews have no real power unless they are backed by the huge Christian majority. Millions of Christians are actually praying for this terrible tragedy as a way to force unbelievers into faith (which by the way, results in the annihilation of Israel). This is serious black magic using collective prayer as a weapon, using prayer as a way to cast will into the intentional field.

The Evangelicals are using black magic to cause the Apocalypse when in fact they need to have their own personal awakening and they need to stop projecting evil intent! The only way to stop this insanity is to become more aware of ourselves and how our thoughts and actions are creating the so called "end times". Christians believe that prophecy is manifesting and not realizing that they are causing prophecy to manifest. My insight into the Judeo based religions is they are intellectual highways to atheistic hell. The Judeo based religions include all the Hebrews, Catholics and Christian denominations, and Muslims who derived all or part of their holy text from the Torah or Old Testament. All preach the separate god theory. First of all god is not found in the mind. Secondly I've observed from personal experience that the longer you are a Catholic or a Jew the more likely you are going to become a hard core atheist. The holy rollers are even worse off, they can't escape the severity of blind belief so they are one step away to the funny farm. Believers soon find out that god is doing nothing about their problems (or the world's ills) and become angry with god. They fall away from their faith and sleepwalk through the daily grind of the materialistic hell realm. Complete disillusionment is a prime path to atheism but it is a path for those escaping religious indoctrination and memetic possession. Those who relish the power and glory of materialism are often viewed as demonic by the spiritual. Even though Judaism is only 0.22% it was the base for Christianity and Islamic religions which are over 50% of the worlds population.

Judaism is the matrix center of soul death because it teaches a judgmental external god. What this leads to is soul less materialism, the affliction of Western culture. Just look at who's in charge politically and you'll see straight atheistic greed and power consuming the materialists who are without spiritual redemption. Cynicism of spirit reigns supreme in this age, human political culture is far from the divine during this time period. The sad fact is that we are ruining our earth home and pure evil is at the helm of the United States. Very clearly we can witness that those in charge are making earth a hell and making life miserable for so many, and in the center of every controversy and war are the money&power worshippers. Those trying to escape this hell are often chasing Shadows of the Beast (see http://beastshadows.blogspot.com/ ) unable to comprehend that their religious upbringing caused their trauma.

Interconnectedness of the Judaic religions, all of Christianity sprung from the Judaic root, this is why Christians are unable to resist Jewish rule.

The end times is when this Judeo-Christian tree has reached a fractal limit of expansion then dies. No thing in Nature is eternal, all things follow a path of birth, expansion, maturity then collapse. Myth is no exception, religious memes no longer can stand up to scientific inquiry. The vibe is slowly changing, as god fear evaporates, many are letting go of fear of god because they are transcending their own judgement. Once they self realize that if they are capable of unconditional love so must be god. At that point religion has no hold over their being, they let it go voluntarily. The manipulators know this that is why the fundamentalists are demanding uncondiontional loyalty to the word, especially the Old Testament memes. Many religious are praying for the troops or Israel or end times or more converts. Prayer for a certain outcome is black magic, that is, prayer being a form of psychic control. I call it "preying". Those who do so are violating free will and creating massive karma for themselves. Hell is the world psychically controlled by the memetically possessed religious freaks. The subconscious mind and emotions The much older mind, the larger subconscious mind is what a shaman taps as his guide on a vision quest, this is exactly the same phenomenon as the aborigine finding water on a walkabout. Since it's our subconscious mind that is tapped into the field, it has a tremendous amount of power yet it appears to be

subordinated to the immature rational mind and it's ego. Spiritual maturity is recognizing the creative process and owning it's consequences. I am amazed how most everyone is disowning. Since our culture has reached a nadir of pitch black, darkness to the extreme, where war and torture are acceptable it is unlikely that many will own what they are doing. Hindu's term for this Age of Darkness is the Kali Yuga, but it's the darkness that forces those in light to find a way out of hell. Hell is not an afterlife alternative, it's the product of our choices here and now. That should now be obvious to any enlightened person and if you've read this far you on the path. I know most Christians will disagree, they believe hell to be a place in the afterlife, but that is an unproved meme. What is known is that the hell is a fear concept created to control the masses. Our bodies are made of matter which is a collection of energetic particles in motion, matter is really condensed energy as it can be converted back to energy. Our bodies are condensed energy packed with information, and our language is this information encoded. Language arises from our will, we emote by our will to speak and convey. Thus a shaman is constantly analyzing words and phrases for hidden meaning. In this fractal universe, there's infinity in the word and the text. More and more people are picking up on this, just recently they made the connection that General Petraeus really meant betray-us. That's what I call shamanizing a word. Emotion is the key to understanding the link between what your thinking and feeling to what you are seeing and experiencing. That which appears to be outside and separate from self isn't. A shaman recognizes this and moves energy by his/her feelings/emotion in conjunction with will. Observations our body's will sends out energy that creates a field the field strength is the level of our emotion thoughts in our mind has intention stapled to it, it's the way we wish to proceed so our wishes are our intentions so it's impossible to fake out the universe that which is in motion becomes ordered by this intentional field intention is the vector given to the energy flow of our emotions a coincidence isn't, there's no random to the universe, just your lack of awareness

seeing a synchronicity is your rational mind becoming aware of your intention manifesting your amazement to serendipity is the training of your mind to connect to the subconscious while awake dreams are the subconscious energies crossing over your brain circuits you are dreaming all of the time, not just when you are asleep thus your dreams often are about your intentions and the roadblocks to them we are all shamans in training, hiding behind myth won't cut it anymore a shaman sees the flow and understands he created it a shaman in a high emotional state is bending the universe to his will a spiritual person is of spirit which knows it is free of rules and regulations recognizing a spiritual person: a free thinker who's not religious freedom is spiritual, control is evil and religion is all about control recognizing evil: “evil is as evil does” Conclusions We literally create our reality through our thoughts, will, intentions, and it's speed is governed by the field strength of our soul's emotion. Synchronicities are the phenomenon of our rational mind recognizing the subconscious creation or energy flow. The initiated learn to see these flows and are amazed as they see them in real time. Our rational mind is the last part of the self that knows what is going on. This is because survival forces us to subordinate the subconscious mind to the rational mind and it's ego. When you witness a synchronicity, and you own it by realizing that your thoughts and intentions created it, that's the first time your rational mind is getting cued in to what this other part of self has been working on. Then you have found god. The new language forming is the bridge between the subconscious and rational minds. This might be the shift to the next age. We are all quantum shamans (see this link: http://quantumshaman.com/) in training now, very rapidly the group will be gaining rational awareness that the self is directing the patterns outside of the body.

Phishna 28 July 2008 (updated 20,22 May 2009) ps1 - to read my other essays click on this link: http://www.blogger.com/profile/16312560191165755438 or search the internet for keyword "phishna", please save my writings to your hard drive so they don't just disappear, I am constantly censored by those mysterious controllers who are obsessed with what we think

ps2 Phishna's Compendium of Modern (Urban) Shamanic Terms: updated version here: http://phishnascompendium.blogspot.com/

akashkic record – the file drawer of the universal mind that is accessed in meditative, dream or shamanic states atheist – someone who ditches their soul to escape indoctrination automatic writing – the body mind writing instead of the usual brain mind automatic walking – the whole body being moved by the body mind or outside mind belief - not knowing, a state of mind where reason is suspended blind belief – a form of mental illness where the beLIEver thinks he knows but is only infected by the religious mind virus brain – collection of neurons in the 4th dimension that emanates the mind in a higher dimension consciousness – an infinite field of mind, individual consciousness is the localized point/receptor in the field deity - a previous earthbound consciousness that becomes a god/specific personality on the other side direct knowingness – a state of consciousness in which information is received directly, like yogis downloading the Mahabharata divination – direct knowing is achieved by quieting the mind dream state – the soul's energetic field free of ego

ego – attribute of the mind that assists the body to survive in physical reality egoless state – the vision quest state of consciousness where ego is turned off resulting in a will less state of being, the soul precense while awake emotion – energy in motion, the presence of the soul evil - ignorance, devil = a being in a state of ignornance, d evil, since d=4, devil = 4 evil = for evil, evil is live backwards, so evil is against life faith – the state of belief, another state of not knowing but it's the feeling of the soul often mistranslated to the mind fractating memes - religious memeplexes that mutate into new forms free will – state of choice, a belief that you have a choice if there's no free will god – the collective soul of humanity or even larger universal group (yes Virginia there's a hierarchy to the gods, the gods have a god) heaven - the other side, the 5th or higher dimension hell – the current state of the world caused by the belief in hell or fundamentalist religion intuitivenss – a quality of knowing by feeling, the soul's intuition knowingness – being 100% certain (opposite of belief), 2+2 = 4 meditation – technique to quiet the mind, a first step to direct knowing memebot – a human memetically infected that thinks or acts predictably like a robot memes – mind viruses, cultural ideas repeated from one mind to another memetics - the science of memes memeplex - meme complex, a set of related memes memetic possession – a fully installed meme on the brain hard drive that is over write protected (a locked brain that disallows new memes) memetic veil – the memetic barrier of the memetically possessed that puts the

infected in a state unable to comprehend or reason, a blind believer is veiled memetrance - memetic trance - trance state of mind caused by the memes mind – a localized point of consciousness that is usually collocated with the brain while awake mind chatter – the minds constant conversation with itself, it blocks hearing and knowing and other states of consciousness, the grounded state of consciousness mindlessness – state of lack of mind so as to achieve ecstasy or allow god consciousness omniscience – state of all knowingness, direct knowingness taps this state for information omniscient being – attainment of the highest level of knowingness, what gurus and yogis are up to prayer - focused thought preying - the black magic technique of using prayer as a weapon, often used by Christians or other fundamentalist cultists to catch new victims, a metaphysical recruiting technique quantum shaman – a shaman who recognizes quantum effects that the mind has on physical reality spirit guides – modern spirit guides are real personalities from your culture that you can identify with but are located on the other side. They are assigned to your case and provide assistance, the shaman can actually remote view and converse with his guides. shamanizing - the act of apply shamanic principles to our culture veil – a mental barrier vision quest - when your soul takes you on a walkabout will less state – a state of being where the subconscience mind or soul can direct the body you – a multidimensional being, a part of the whole, your soul or your ego in lower states