Mission Of Suicide

cÙvi Zxi| nvév Av‡jv| Zxi w`‡q GKRb f`ª‡jvK †n‡U hv‡”Q& Zvi †Pv‡L gy‡L A¯úóZvi Qvc| nv‡Z GKUv `wo Ges Kjm| [ Kjm I `woUv gvwU‡Z ivL‡e| Zvici wKQz¶Y cvqPvix Ki‡e| ] 1g Rb:- bvn! GLb‡Zv g‡iB hv‡ev| Avgvi gZ AfvMvi G c„w_ex‡Z †e‡uP †Kvb jvf †bB| Mjvq `wo evau‡ev Avi Kjwm Wyev‡ev e¨vm| wKšy— g‡iB †Zv hv‡ev, Zv givi Av‡M GKUv wmMv‡iU †L‡q wbB| (c‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU †ei Ki‡e Ges c‡K‡U w`qvkjvB LyR‡e, wKšy— cv‡e bv|) bvn! w`qvkjvBUv wb‡q Avwmwb| †`wL Av‡k cv‡k †Kvb †jv‡Ki Kv‡Q w`qvkjvB Av‡Q wKbv ? (Kjm †i‡L cÖ¯’vb Ki‡e)| GKUz c‡i Av‡iKRb †jvK Avm‡e| Zi“Y GB †jvKUvi †cvkv‡K I fv‡e _vK‡e d¨vk‡bi fve, †Pv‡L mvbMvm, Pzj¸‡jv nvjKv eo eo mvg‡bi w`‡K `yjv‡bv , nv‡Z GKUv g‡`i †evZj I Mjvq GKUv RyZvi gvjv| “Acting K‡i Mjvav°v †cjvg, †cjvg RyZvi gvjv | ZvB cvb K‡iwQ ivg-imvqb, fyj‡Z g‡bi R¡vjv|-----------“ [g` †L‡q Mvb MvB‡Z MvB‡Z g‡Â Avm‡e| KjwmUvi Dc‡i †PvL co‡e|] 2q Rb:- †Kvb nvjvq KjwmWv GLv‡b ivL‡Q‡i? `woI Av‡Q †`wn| hvDKMv GLv‡b _vKvq fvjB nB‡P| GB Kjwm Mjvq evBܨv giv hvB‡ev| †n †Lv`v, †Zvgvi wK `qv, Ógi‡ev eBj¨v w`jv `wo Kjwm| Avgvi gi‡Y bvB †Zvgvi †Kvb gvqv|Ó hvDKMv, GLb ZvovZvwo giv fvj; †jU Ki‡jB †`wi nBq¨v hvB‡ev| (Kjwm nv‡Z †b‡e) bvn ! GB †Pnvivq gigy ? evsjv‡`‡k †h wUwf P¨v‡bj, givi ci Avgvi jvk KZ P¨v‡b‡j `¨vLvB‡ev, KZ cwÎKvq Avgvi Qwe Qvc‡ev| ZvB givi Av‡M GKUz Pzby-cvDWvi gvBL¨v jB| ( c‡KU n‡Z †QvU Avqbv I GKwU †mœvi †KŠUv †ei K‡i gy‡L †mœv gvL‡e| wPi“wb †ei K‡i Pzj¸‡jv wVK Ki‡e| PkgvUv cwi®‹vi K‡i †Pv‡L w`‡e| Zvici `wo Avi Kjwm wb‡q Svc †`Iqvi †Póv Ki‡e wKš‘y Svc w`‡Z fq Ki‡e Ges cv Kvcu‡e|) bvn! eÇ fq KiZv‡Q GKUz ivg imvqb LvBqv jB| &(`wo Mjvq jvwM‡q Kjwmi Dc‡i em‡e Ges g` Lv‡e&) evn! `woUv wK my›`i, UvB Gi jvMvb| GUv cBi¨v Avgv‡i bvq‡Ki gZ †`Lv hvB‡Z‡Q| Bm‡i! wK‡mi Rb¨ †h gi‡Z AvBjvg| kvjvi Avwg Gev nBjvg K¨v? Avwg Ggwb K¨v? ‡g Gmv wKD ûy? †g Gmv wKD ûy? ------‡g †hmv ûy‡g †dmv wKD? I-G-B-qv-I‡qBI-I-G-B-qv-I‡q-B‡qv-I‡q-B‡qv----------|[GKRb †jvK‡K †`‡L Mvb †_‡g hv‡e|] 1g Rb:- fvB Avcbvi Kv‡Q wK w`qvkjvB n‡e ? 2q Rb:- bv| 1

1g Rb:- ‡mwK K_v Avcwb wmMv‡iU Lvb bv ? 2q Rb:- Avwg wmMv‡iU LvB bv , Avwg WvBj LB| 1g Rb:- Lye fvj,Wvj LvIqv ¯^v‡¯’¨i Rb¨ DcKvi; Wv‡j A‡bK †cÖvwUb Av‡Q| Zv †Kvb Wvj Lvb, gymy‡ii Wvj bv gU‡ii Wvj ? 2q Rb:- †dbwmWvBj| 1g Rb:- GUv Avevi wK iKg Wvj ? (LvwbK¶Y c†i) bvn! Rxe‡bi †kl kL c~iY Ki‡Z cvijvg bv| wmMv‡iUUv Avi LvIqv nj bv| (wmMv‡iUUv †d‡j w`‡e| LvwbK¶Y c†i|) GwK Avcwb Avgvi Kjwm w`‡q wK Ki‡Qb ? 2q Rb:- b`xi NvU nB‡Z cvwb wb‡Z AvBwP| Avc‡bi †Kvb Amyweav Av‡Q| 1g Rb:- GUv Avgvi Kjwm| 2q Rb:- GUv Avc‡bi ? 1g Rb:- n¨uv| 2q Rb:- K¨vgb KBi¨v| 1g Rb:- Avwg G‡bwQ ZvB| 2q Rb:- Avc‡b wK gvBqv, †h Kjwm jBq¨v b`xi Nv‡U AvB‡Pb| 1g Rb:- Avgvi Kjwm Avgv‡K w`b|

2q Rb:- G Kjwm †`Iqv hvB‡ev bv| GB Kjwm w`q¨v Avgvi Kvg Av‡Q| 1g Rb:- fvB ,G Kjwm Qvov Avwg evPu‡ev bv| Avgv‡K KjwmUv w`‡ZB n‡e| Avwg GB Kjwm †e‡ua b`x‡Z AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡ev| wcR, KjwmUv Avgv‡K w`‡q w`b| (Kv‡u`v Kv‡u`v Mjvq|) 2q Rb:- Av‡i fvB AvgviI†Zv GKB †Km| 1g Rb:- AvcwbI wK GLv‡b gi‡Z G‡m‡Qb ? 2q Rb:- n¨v ? wKš‘y `yBR‡b GKmv‡_ gi‡j _vbv cywjk, jvk KvUvKvwUi e¨vcvi Av‡Q| ZvQvov a‡ib `yBRb GKmv‡_ gi‡j wUwf‡Z Ges cwÎKvq `yBRb‡i GKmv‡_ †`LvB‡ev| Avi Avjv`v gi‡j Avjv`v Avjv`v †`LvB‡ev| 1g Rb:- mwZ¨! Avgv‡`i wUwf‡Z †`Lv‡e ? 2q Rb:- wUwf‡Z †`LvB‡ev bv gv‡b , evsjv‡`‡k KZ wUwf P¨v‡bj| Avi Avgv‡Mv gZ gvb¨, Mb¨, RNb¨ mwi, wb®úvc e¨vw³‡Mv Avevi wUwf‡Z †`LvB‡ev bv; Zv wK nq| Avgv‡Mv jv‡ki Qwe †`LvB‡ev Avi KB‡ev, †kvK msev` R‡j Wyweqv Igy‡Ki g„Zz¨: Avgiv †kvKvMÖ¯—| cvwb‡Z gi‡j miKvi nB‡Z QvMjI cvgy| Av‡i givi ci wUwf‡Z †`LvB‡ev eBj¨vB †Zv gy‡L Pyby gvLwQ| Pzby gvL‡eb ? (c‡KU n‡Z Avqbv I †mœv †ei K‡i †`q|) 1g Rb:- w`b ,GKUz gvwL| ( ‡mœv gvL‡Z _vK‡e|) 2q Rb:- fvBRvb, `yBRb GKmv†_ gi‡j cywjk m‡›`n Ki‡ev| Avc‡b Kvj g‡ib| 1g Rb:- Avgv‡K AvR gi‡ZB n‡e| 2

2q Rb:- wVK Av‡Q, Avgvi Kv‡Q wel Av‡Q| GB wel LvBq¨v g‡ib Mv| 1g Rb:- bv bv Lv‡ev bv, Avcwb hw` †PvL jvMvb Zvn‡j †Zv †cU Lvivc n‡e| 2q Rb:- Zvn‡j `~‡i wM‡q Lvb| 1g Rb:- Avwg Rvwb wel †L‡j †cU R¡vjv Ki‡e , M¨vw÷ªK n‡e| 2q Rb:- wVK Av‡Q, `yRb GLv‡bB gigy‡b| 1g Rb:- wVK Av‡Q| Zv fvB Avcbvi bvg wK ? 2q Rb:- evevq bvg w`wQj iZb †cvÏvi| wKš‘y mK‡j Avgv‡i wiwËK †cqvR e‡j wP‡b| 1g Rb:- wKš‘y iZb †cvÏvi n‡Z wiwËK †cqvR †Kb ? ‡cqvR:- (j¾v †c‡q) Av‡i fvB, Avgv‡i wiwËK imy‡bi gZ †`Lv hvq ZvB| ZvQvov wiwËK †cqvR ïb‡j mK‡j g‡b K‡i wiwËK imy‡bi AvZ¥xq| Av‡i †cqvR Avi imy‡bi g‡a¨ wgj Av‡Q bv ? Zv fvB Avc‡bi bvg wK? 1g Rb:- Avgvi bvg n‡”Q Avjx †gvnv¤§` Avjx ˆmq` Avjx Avnmvb Avjx Lvb| ‡cqvR:- Av‡i wgqv , wRÁvmv Kijvg Avc‡bi bvg, Avi KBq¨v w`‡jb evc `v`v †PŠÏ †Mvôxi bvg| 1g Rb:- wR¡ bv meUzKzB Avgvi bvg| ‡cqvR:- Zv Avc‡bi bv‡g †`wL Avjxi msL¨v GK nvwji Kg bv| 1g Rb:- H AvjxB Avgvi WvK bvg| ‡cqvR:- Zv Avjx †gvnv¤§` nvwj fvB P‡jb AvZ¥nZ¨vi KvgWv mvwi dvjvB| †ewk †jU Kiv hvB‡ev bv| †jU Ki‡jB †`wi nB‡ev| Avjx:- ‡cqvR fvB GKUz †jU Ki‡Z nB‡ev| ‡cqvR:- K¨v ? Avjx:- cÖK…wZ Avgv‡K WvK‡Z‡Q| ‡cqvR:- KB WvKZv‡Q ? Avwg‡Zv wKQzB ïbjvg bv| Avjx:- Av‡i fvB GB WvKv †mB WvKv bv| GB Wv†Ki gv‡b Avwg GLb ev_i“‡g hv‡ev| ‡cqvR:- fvZ c‡i LvB‡qb Av‡M P‡jb myBmvBW Kwi | Avjx:- Av‡i fvB Avwg fvZ Lv‡ev bv , Avwg cvqLvbv Ki‡ev| ‡cqvR:- Av‡i wgqv, KBjvg bv GLb †jU Ki‡jB †`wi nB‡ev| nvMv ai‡P myBmvBW Kivi ci nvBM¨v wb‡qb| GLb P‡jb‡Zv SUcU myBmvBW Kwi dvjvB| Avjx:- fvB `yB wgwbU GB hv‡ev GB Avm‡ev| (†`Š‡o P‡j hv‡e| GKUz c‡i GKRb †jvK G‡m †cqvR‡K †UvKv gvi‡e|) ‡jvK:- AvmvjvgvjvBKzg fvBRvb| ‡cqvR:-I‡i evev‡i, f~Z f~Z, Helop,Helop.

‡jvK:- fvBRvb Avwg f~Z bv, Avgvi bvg KzÏyQ|

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‡cqvR:- H wgqv Ggwb KBi¨v †KD †UvKv gv‡i, fq cvBq¨v †MwQ| ‡jvK:- fvBRvb GLv‡b wK Ki‡Z‡Qb ? ‡cqvR: -eBm¨v eBm¨v †Nvovi Nvm KvU‡ZwQ| Avc‡bi †Kvb Amyweav Av‡Q| †hLv‡b hvB‡ZwQ‡jb PBj¨v hvb| ‡jvK:- wK GË eo mvnm, µvBg gv÷vi gMv KzÏyQ‡K Acgvb| ( wc¯—j ‡ei K‡i ) hv wKQz Av‡Q w`qv †`| ‡cqvR:- KzÏyQ fvB, GwK Ki‡Z‡Qb ? Av‡i e›`y‡Ki gv_v Nyivb, wUwe jvBM¨v hvB‡ev| KzÏyQ:- GB e¨vUv µvBg gv÷vi KzÏyQ ej, µvBg gv÷vi KzÏyQ | Avwg cvwi bv Ggb †Kvb µvBg c„w_ex‡Z bvB| Bm&! µvBg †h wK wRwbm hw` eySwZ| ‡cqvR:- In,gv÷vi, gv÷vi, µvBg gv÷vi| nvRvi n‡jI Avcwb µvBg gv÷vi| c„w_ex‡Z µvBg gv÷vi KÕRb nq| (Mv‡q myimywi w`‡q|) ‡jvK:Ñ (Lywk‡Z M` M` n‡q) Av‡i wgqv Qv‡ob K¨vZz KzZz jv‡M| ‡cqvR:- Av‡i Avcwb Ávbx, Avcwb ¸Yx, Avcwb mK‡ji †bZv, Avcwb gnvb, Avcwb cyi“lB bv| ‡jvK:- Avwg Ávbx, Avwg ¸Yx, Avwg mK‡ji †bZv, Avwg gnvb (Lywk‡Z M` M` n‡q), Avwg cyi“lB bv| (†i‡M )wK! Avwg cyi“lB bv| ‡cqvR:- bv bv Avc‡b cyi“l bv gv‡b Avc‡b gnvcyi“l, gnvcyi“l| ‡jvK:- PvUz †g‡i Avgv‡K †fvjv‡Z cviwe bv| hv Av‡Q ZvovZvwo w`‡q †`? ‡cqvR:- wek¦vm K‡ib µvBg gv÷vi fvB, GB Nox Avi Kjwm Qvov Avgvi Kv‡Q Avi wKQzB bvB| ‡jvK:- †Zvi gvwbe¨vM †ei Ki| ( gvwbe¨vM c‡KU †_‡K †ei K‡i †`L‡e) †cvkv‡K g‡b nq eo‡jv‡Ki cyjv| gvwbe¨v‡M `yB UvKvi K‡qb Qvov Avi GKUv cqmvI bvB| IB e¨vUv , GB gvwbe¨v‡M Avi †Kvbw`b `yB UvKv wbqv Nyiwe K , Avi †Kvbw`b Nyiwe|(_vài gvi‡e Ges †cqvR Kv`‡e| ) ‡cqvR:- Avgv‡i Avi gvB‡ib bv| (Kv`‡e ) KzÏyQ:- †` NwoUv w`‡q †`| g‡b ivwLQ µvBg gv÷vi GB cÖ_g †QvU †Kvb wRwbm wQbZvB Kij| Gici hw` gvwbe¨v‡M 2,000 UvKvi wb‡P †`wL †Zv Lei Av‡Q| g‡b ivwLQ Avgvi bvg µvBg gv÷vi gMv KzÏyQ| µvBg ‡h wK wRwbm| Bm! (wc¯—j †i‡L P‡j hv‡e) ‡cqvR:- kvji givi mgqI wQbZvB| (wc¯—j †`L‡e, nv‡Z wb‡e, ¸wji e· †ei Ki‡e) Av‡eŸ nvjvq GKUv ¸wj jBqv wQbZvB Ki‡Z AvB‡P Avevi bvg w`‡P µvBg gv÷vi; Xs †`‡L evwP‡b| ( Avjxi AvMgY NU‡e) Avjx:- †cqvR fvB, Avcbvi Kv‡Q wK m¨vjvBb n‡e ? ‡cqvR:- K¨v ? Avjx:- Avgvi †eva nq Wvqwiqv n‡q‡Q|

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‡cqvR:- iv‡Lb Avcbvi Wvqwiqv, Gw`‡K Avgvi Ae¯’v †Kivwmb| Av‡iKUz Av‡M Avm‡Z cvi‡jb bv| eyKUv ïKvBqv †M‡Q, `yB †XvK ivg imvqb LvBqv jB|‡bb AvcwbI GKUz Lvb| Avjx:- Avwg g` LvB bv| g` LvIqv nvivg| g` LvB‡j c‡ii R‡b¥ k~Ki nBqv Rb¥vB‡Z nB‡ev| ‡cqvR:- Av‡I iv‡Lb wgqv, gvby‡li _vBK¨v k~Ki nBq¨v Rb¥vb A‡bK fvj| gvbyl gvbyl‡i m¤§vb w`‡Z Rv‡b bv| Avgvi gZ cÖwZfvai, Ávbx e¨vw³‡i Mjvav°v , RyZvi gvjv|(†K‡u` w`‡e) Avjx:- gvbyl gvby‡li Rb¨, Rxeb Rxe‡bi Rb¨ GKUz mnvbyf~wZ wK gvbyl †c‡Z cv‡i bv †Mv eÜz------| wVK Av‡Q †`b LvB| (g` LvIqv ïi“ Ki‡e| Lvwb¶Y c‡i ) ‡cqvR:- GK nvwj fvB Avjx:- Avgvi bvg nvwj bv Avgvi bvg Avjx| ‡cqvR:- mwi, Zv Avjx fvB Avc‡b givevBi Pvb K¨vb ? Avjx:- wK n‡e Kvwnbx ï‡b| G `yt‡Li Kvwnbx ï‡b Avcbvi ey‡Ki nvU© gv_vq DV‡ev| ‡cqvR:- Av‡i fvB, ejyb GKUz ïwb| Avjx:- Rxe‡b GKUv eo f~‡ji Rb¨ AvR Avgvi GB Ae¯’v| ‡cqvR:- wK f~j ?

Avjx:- g‡b K‡iwQjvg Rxe‡b we‡q Ki‡ev bv ; ZeyI we‡q K‡iwQ| wKš‘y H kvjvi eD GZ `R©vj †h Avg‡K ïay e‡K Avi a‡i a‡i ïay gv‡i| (Kv‡u`v Kv‡u`v Mjvq) ‡cqvR:- Zvici| Avjx:- Avgv‡K w`‡q ivbœvevbœv Kivq, Ni gyQvq, nvwo-cvwZj _vjv-evmb gvRvq| Avi KvR bv Ki‡j a‡i a‡i ïay jvw_ gv‡i Avi GB eo jvwV w`‡q evwo gv‡i| GB †`‡L wc‡V KZ `vM| ( wcV †ei K‡i ) ‡cqvR:- †mwK! G †`wL wbN©vZ cyi“l wbh©vZb| eD Avcbv‡i gv‡i, Avcwb gvi‡Z cv‡ib bv| Avc‡bi kw³ bvB| Avjx:- eD gviv †h cvc| ‡cqvR:- eD‡qi gvBi LvIqv wK ? cyY¨| Avjx:- eD‡qi nv‡Zi gvi mn¨ Ki‡Z bv †c‡iB †Zv cÙvi R‡j Wy‡e gi‡Z AvmwQ| Zv †cqvR fvB AvcwbI wK Avgvi gZ eD‡qi gvi †L‡q— ‡cqvR:- Av‡i wgqv Avwg †Zv weqvB Kwi bvB| Avwg ‡Kvbw`b weqvB Kigy bv| Avgvi bv weqv Ki‡Z j¾v jv‡M| Avjx:- Zvn‡j wK‡mi Rb¨ gi‡Z Avm‡Qb ? ‡cqvR:- Avc‡bi Kvwnbx ïBb¨v hw` Avgvi ey‡Ki nvU© gv_vq D‡V ZvB‡j Avgvi ïb‡j Avc‡bi nvU© gv_v dzWv nBq¨v AvKv‡k

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i‡K‡Ui jvMvb PBj¨v hvB‡ev| Avjx:- e‡jb bv fvB givi Av‡M GKUv `yt‡Li Kvwnbx ïwb| hw` Avcbvi Kvwnbx ï‡b Kó Kg wb‡q gi‡Z cvwi| ‡cqvR:- g‡b KiwQjvg, eo nBq¨v Kwe ngy, †bv‡ej cÖvBR cvgy| KweZv †jLjvg – Ó†eov‡j `yay Lv‡”Q, PzKPzK K‡i| †eov‡j `yay Lv‡”Q| Avn! wK Avb›`|Ó Avjx:- G ‡Kvb KweZv nj| KweZvq †Zv †Kvb im, Dchy³ kã, cÖv‡Yi mgvnvi wKQzB †bB| ‡cqvR:- Av‡i wgqv Avc‡b KweZvi wK †ev‡Sb ? wK †ev‡Sb? Av‡i H `y‡ai g‡a¨B †Zv im jywK‡q Av‡Q, †eov‡ji g‡a¨ wK cÖvY †bB, Avi PzKPzK K‡i LvIqvi g‡a¨ wK †Kvb kã n‡”Q bv ? Rv‡bb Avwg Bswj‡kI KweZv wjLwQ-Avn wK gRv! Its winter, Mother will cooking wcVv| Need oil, need ¸o Need rice Gi ¸ov| acvm acvm †XwKi Sound, In the †XwK, Two women nvcyi ûcyi, One women wnjvbx| Avn how funny! Today’s Lv‡ev wcVv| Avjx:- Zvn‡j †Zv Avcwb A‡bK eo Kwe| ‡cqvR:- Zv Avi n‡Z cvijvg ˆK| Avjx:- n‡Z cvijvg gv‡b, Avcbv‡K n‡Z n‡e| ‡cqvR:- Rv‡bb, GK †fvi †ejv Lv‡ji av‡i KweZv wjL‡Z eBwP, †`Ljvg GKRb Lv‡ji cv‡o e‡m cvqLvbv Ki‡Z‡Q| ZLb KweZv wjLjvg, Av‡av Av‡av AÜKv‡i, †K nv‡M‡i Lv‡ji cv‡o| jyw½Lvbv DPz K‡i, e`bvUv nv‡Z a‡i| Av‡av Av‡av AÜKv‡i, †K nv‡M‡i Lv‡ji cv‡o| wKš‘y hvi bv‡g wjLjvg †m G‡m Avgv‡K c¨v`vwb GKUv w`j bv, †m c¨v`vwb †Pv‡U KweZvi bvg ch©š— fy‡j †MwQ|

‡cqvR:- Rv‡bb Avwg bv my›`i Mvb MvB‡ZI cvwi| Avjx:- †mwK Avcwb Mvb MvB‡ZI cv‡ib ? `vovb Avwg Avi GKUz cvqLvbv nB‡Z Avwm, Zvi ci gRv K‡i Avcbvi Mvb ïbe|

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(†`Š‡o P‡j hv‡e| GKUz c‡i †cqvR `yRb †jvK‡K Avm‡Z †`L‡e| GKRb eq° gwnjv Ges GKRb bv`ym by`ym cyi“l|) gwnjv:- Kvnv‡Mv, `yBw`b aBi¨v wKQzB LvB b¨v| `yMv wf¶v †`b| ‡cqvR:- Avcbvi †cQ‡bi Rb †K? gwnjv:- Kvnv GWv Avgvi eybcyZ igRvb ; eo fvjv cyjv| `¨v‡Lb bv `yBw`b bv LvBqv wK nvj nB‡P Avgv‡Mv G GwZg cyjvWvi? ‡cqvR:- `yBw`b aBi¨v bv LvB‡j H iKg bv`ym by`ym ¯^v¯’¨ nBj K¨vg‡b? gwnjv:- (igRv‡bi Mv‡q _y _y w`‡q) G Avjvn GZ ïKbv cjvWv‡i †PvL jvMv‡qi bv| `¨vb bv `yBWv wf¶v| igRvb:- (Mv KPuwj‡q) Lvjv, Lvjv Mig jvM‡P GKzk dz †`I Lvjv GKzk dz †`I| (Lvjv Mv‡q dz w`‡e)| Lvjv nB‡P Avi dz jvM‡ev bv| ‡cqvR:- wf¶v bvB PBjv hvb| igRvb:- (†cU nvwZ‡q) Lvjv, Lvjv w¶`¨v jvM‡P GKUv ¸jv †`I bv LvB| (Lvjv ˆSvjv n‡Z †Mvjv igRv‡bi gy‡L cy‡i †`‡e)| igRvb:- (†Mvjv Pvev‡Z Pvev‡Z) Lvjv, ¸jv evjv bv; ¸jv PzBn¨v| Avwg PzBn¨v ¸jv Lvgy bv, Avwg wgV¨v ¸jv Lvgy| ( Kvu`‡e) Lvjv:- evev igRvb, Pvevb †`I; evev Pvevb †`I| ‡cqvR:- wK R¡vjv, GLv‡b eK eK ïi“ Ki‡P| †bb `yB U¨vKv, GLb fvM| igRvb:- Lvjv‡Mv, Zzwg KBe¨v bv Avgvi nvMv ai‡P| Lvjv:- KLb KBgy evRvb, Zzwg‡Zv LvB‡ZwPjv| igRvb:- Zzgv‡i bv KBwP, nvMv ai‡j WvK w`qv w`ev| Gnb KB nvwM, KB nvwM| (igRvb †`Š‡o P‡j hv‡e| wcQ‡b wcQ‡b Lvjv igRvb‡K WvK‡Z WvK‡Z P‡j hv‡e| GKUzc‡i Avjx Avm‡e|) Avjx:- †cqvR mv‡ne Avgvi †eva nq Wvqwiqv n‡qB †M‡j| ‡cqvR:- Avc‡bi Av‡iKUv weqv nB‡jv! Avwg weqvi Rb¨ GKUvI cvÎx cvB bv Avi Avc‡b `yBLvb weqv KBi¨v dvjvB‡jb| Avjx:- Av‡i GUv weqv bv Wvqwiqv gv‡b cvZjv cvqLvbv| ‡cqvR:- w`Iqvbv cvZjv cvqLvbv nvM‡Z †M‡j e`bv jv‡M bv|( †cqvR Mvb ai‡e|) Avjx:- hvK †m K_v, Avcwb bv ejwQ‡jb Avcwb Mvb MvB‡Z cv‡ib| Zv †kvbvb bv GKUv Mvb| ‡cqvR:- cvwi bv gv‡b, Avgvi Mvb ïBb¨v mK‡j †`ŠovBqv cjvq| GKevi nBwPj wK Rv‡bb| Avjx:- wK n‡qwQj? ‡cqvR:- GKevi Avwg e‡bi g‡a¨ eBm¨v †PvL eyBR¨v Mvb MvB‡ZwQ| †PvL LyBj¨v †`wL Avgvi mvg‡b jvBb aBi¨v evN, fvjyK, wmsn, †bK‡o, wkqvj,cvwL, mvc, Li‡Mvkmn KZ cï AevK nBqv Avgvi Mvb ïb‡Z‡Q| Avn! †mwK myi, †mwK Zvj, †mwK gvayh©| Avwg‡Zv AevK, Avbw›`Z| Avjx:- Igv ZvB| ïbvb bv GKUv Mvb|

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‡cqvR:- Av-Lv- gv- Pv-cv-Avgvi KvRj †Kk | cv-gv-Lv-bv-wb-Pv-Lvdz-mv- Avgvi KvRj †Kk| Avjx:- (Kvwb AvOMyj w`‡q) Av‡i _v‡gb, G Mvb ï‡b ROMjv KzKyi Qz‡U Avm‡e| ZLb giv n‡e bv| ‡cqvR:- Avcwb hLb KB‡jb Mvb MvIqv ev` w`jvg| Avjx:- fvB Avcbvi givi KviY GL‡bv Rvb‡Z cvijvg bv| ‡cqvR:- KviY Avi wK, H Kwe‡Z B¯—dv w`‡q bvqK nB‡Z PvBjvg| wc¯—j w`‡q Vym Vvm ¸wj Kigy| wKš‘y K¨v‡givi mvg‡b Avm‡jB Avm‡jB Avgvi bv cv Kv‡uc Avi mvZ Uwb bvwqKv‡K †Kv‡j wb‡Z nB‡ev †`‡L cvwj‡q Avmvi mgq cwiPvjK a‡i Avgv‡i †e`g wcUvwb gvi‡jv , Avi H RyZvi gvjv cwi‡q w`j| Avgvi gZ cÖwZfv‡K Acgvb| wQt wQt wQt| Avi GB Acgvb mB‡Z bv †c‡i myBmvBW Ki‡Z AvBwP| Avjx:- Avcbvi KóI †`wL Avgvi †P‡q Kg bv| ‡cqvR:- wVK Av‡Q Avjx fvB, `yBR‡bi Kvwnbx-B†kvbv nB‡jv, GLb P‡jb ZvovZvwo myBmvBW Kwi| Avjx:- bv, wVK bvB, †Mvjgvj ïi“ n‡q‡Q| ‡cqvR:- KB †Mvjgvj, Avwg‡Zv †Kvb kãB cvBZvwP bv| Avjx:- Avgvi †c‡U †Mvjgvj ïi“ nB‡P| kvjvi cvZjv cvqLvbv, Rxe‡bi †kl cÖv‡š—I wcQz Qvowj bv| ( †`Š‡o P‡j hv‡e|)

‡cqvR:- bvn! GB Avjxi fimvq _vK‡j AvR giv nB‡ev bv| Avgv‡K GKvB gi‡Z nB‡ev| AvBwP GKv hvgy GKv| (Mjvq `wo evau‡e Avi gi‡Z †Póv Ki‡e| wKš‘y fq cv‡e|) bvn! GKv GKv gi‡Z fq Ki‡Z‡P, Avjx fvB AvBmv wbK| (wKQz¶Y ci Avjx Avm‡e|) Avjx:- ‡cqvR mv‡ne, Avgvi Wvqwiqv K‡g †M‡Q| †eva nq g‡` KvR K‡i‡Q| Avm‡j g` m¨vjvB‡bi †P‡qI DcKvix| ‡cqvR:- Avwg‡Zv g`, Ggwb Ggwb LvB| Avjx:- †cqvR fvB nvMvi mgq A‡bK wKQz fvejvg| †f‡e hv †`Ljvg, Avcbvi mv‡Z Avgvi giv n‡e bv| Avcbvi K_v Avgvi mviv Rxeb g‡b _vK‡e| GLb Avcwb Avcbvi iv¯—v †`‡Lb Avi Avwg GLv‡bB gi‡ev| ‡cqvR:- iv¯—v †`Lyg gv‡b! GUv wK Avc‡bi ev‡ci RvqMv| e¨vUv fvM; GLv‡b Avwg gigy| Avjx:- Mvwj w`‡eb bv ejjvg| Avwg GLv‡b Av‡M AvmwQ, †m‡nZz Avwg GLv‡b gi‡ev| Avcwb GKUv cvMj Avcbvi g‡i †Kvb jvf †bB| ‡cqvR:- (cv‡qi w`‡K ZvwK‡q) KB Avgvi cv †Mvj ? Avgvi cv bv †`wL j¤^v| Avgvi mv‡_ Zvgvkv K‡ib| g‡Mi gyjyK cvB‡Pb|

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w`gy bvwK GKLvb gyw°| Avjx:- wK GZ eo mvnm! evwo‡Z eD‡qi gvi LvB e‡j fve‡Qb Avcbvi nv‡ZI gvi Lve| AvwgI †`e `yUv ewm‡q| ‡cqvR:- kvjvi GK nvwj Z‡i AvR LvBwP| (†cqvR Avjxi mv‡_ gvivgvwi ïi“ K‡i w`‡e| GK chv©‡q Avjx †cqvR‡K Nywl †g‡i †d‡j w`‡e| †cqvR wc¯—j †ei Ki‡e|) nv, nv, AvR Avc‡b‡i Avwg gvBi¨v dvjvgy| givi Av‡M GKUv Lyb Kigy, nvnv- nv-| †jMm Avc| (Avjx cv Dc‡i DVv‡Z †P÷v Ki‡e|) Avjx:- fvB cv †Zv Dc†i DVv‡Z cvwi bv| ‡cqvR:- mwi, n¨vÛm Avc| Avjx:- (nvZ Dc‡i DwV‡q) †cqvR fvB, Gev‡ii gZ Avgv‡K gvd K‡i †`qv hvq bv| ‡cqvR:- bv, Avc‡b Avgv‡i gvBi¨v mviv Mv e¨v_v KBi¨v dvjvB‡Pb| Avc‡bi ¶gv bvB| Avjx:- (†cqv‡Ri cv‡q jywU‡q) †cqvR fvB, Avgv‡K gvi‡eb bv| Avgv‡K gvi†j Avgvi eD ev”Pv Abv_ n‡q hv‡e| Avgv‡K gvi‡eb bv| ‡cqvR:- GLb Avevi evPuvi kL K¨vb| GKUz Av‡M bv gi‡Z PvB‡jb| Avjx:- In! Avgvi g‡bB †bB| wVK Av‡Q Avgv‡K gv‡ib| ‡cqvR:- (wKQz¶Y †f‡e) Avcbv‡i gvi‡j Avgvi dvwum nBe| Avgvi †cÖw÷m bó nBe| eis Avc‡b Avgv‡i gv‡ib| Avjx:- bv, Avcwb Avgv‡i gv‡ib| ‡cqvR:- bv, Avgv‡i gv‡ib| (wc¯—j KvovKvwo K‡i ¸wj dyU‡e) GwK Ki‡jb, G wc¯—‡j GKUvB ¸wj AvwQj| (cywj‡ki evuwuk evRu‡e) Avc‡bi Rb¨ Avwg gi‡Z cvijvg bv| Avjx:- Avcbvi Rb¨ AvwgI †Zv gi‡Z cvijvg bv| GLb †R‡ji Nvwb Uvbv ev` w`‡q P‡jb cvjvB| ( †cqvR gv_v jywK‡h kixi †ei K‡i cvwj‡q _vK‡e|) ‡cqvR:- Avwg cjvBwP, cjvBwP| Avjx:- (†cqvR‡K av°v w`‡q) Av‡i Gfv‡e cvjv‡j n‡e bv| Avgvi wcQ‡b wcQ‡b †`Šo †`b| (`yR‡b †`Š‡o cvjv‡e| c`©v bvg‡e|)

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