ეკა ჭკადუა დათო აბულაძე
გაფრენილი ჩიტი
sagamomcemlo saxli
Tbilisi 2009
mT. redaqtori maia malaciZe gamocemis redaqtori dima benaSvili mxatvar-dizaineri giorgi wowkolauri
© eka Wkadua, daTo abulaZe, gafrenili Citi © gamomcemloba `triasi~ saavtoro uflebebi daculia
`kamaTeli 6 000-jer rom aagdo, SesaZloa 6 000-jerve iaganze dajdes... SeuZlebelia? magram SesaZlebelic xom aris?.. anu, sadac SesaZlebels igulisxmeb, iq SeuZlebelic aucileblad unda igulisxmo~... maqs friSi
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_ Tormeti. _ ra Tormeti? _ Sexvedra... Tormeti. _ geSleba, cameti. _ mecamete romelia? _ mecamete ara, pirveli... _ ho, kargi, pirveli... _ didi xnis win iyo.
I cecxlisferTmiani TxuTmeti da albaT, ufro meti wlis win... maRlivi korpusi. uh, rogor mezareba axla leqcia!.. TiTqmis auditoriis karTan misuli, viRac ucxo biWs vxedav (biologebSi biWi iSviaTia). ratomRac me amomarCia. modis Cem4
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Tan, Tvals mikravs da mekiTxeba: _ filologebs icnobT? (ra SuaSia filologebi biologebTan ver vxvdebi). _ ara! _ vupasuxe da cota iWvneulad Sevxede. _ auh, rogor civa, ara? auditoriaSi SevideT da iq visaubroT, Zalian gTxovT. ara, amas namdvilad aklia _ gavifiqre da mereRa davakvirdi. warmoudgeneli silamazis WroRa Tvalebs SeveCexe. sevdiani da Tan TvalismomWreli sinaTliT iyo savse es ori siRrme. ratomRac davyevi mis nebas da cariel auditoriaSi SevediT. yvelaferze erTad laparakobda: siyvarulze, silamazeze, siamovnebaze, musikaze... leqcia daiwyo. 45 wuTi Zalian gaiwela. kidev mindoda misi naxva. zari daireka. derefanSi gamovedi. Cemi nacnobi imave adgilas damxvda. miTxra, rom dRes albaT aRar movidoda misi megobari gogona da damemSvidoba. ucnauri grZnoba dameufla. mindoda kidev rame gamego mis Sesaxeb. davuZaxe da erTad gaseirneba SevTavaze. man gamiRima Tavisi ucnauri Tva5
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lebiT da gavuyeviT gzas. mxolod TviTon saubrobda. me vusmendi. Semdeg damemSvidoba da uceb gaqra. didxans veZebdi Tbilisis quCebSi mis Tvalebs, magram arsad, aRarasdros, aRar Semxvedria... ra advilia furclis da kalmistris aReba magididan da ra Znelia misi Sevseba im ganwyobiT, rasac grZnob. sityvebi, gamocdileba da rwmena ar myofnis. isic vici, rom arasdros meyofa, magram dacla, gaTavisufleba, Cemive azris srulyofa (SeZlebisdagvarad) maqvs miznad dasaxuli da mainc vbedav. davakvirdi... TviTon vqmni situaciebs am yvelafrisTvis. axlac oTaxSi Cems Zalian axlo megobarTan erTad var. Tumca xmas ar vcem da albaT, misi azriT, `arafrad vagdeb~ mis gverdiT yofnas. arada, es ubralod gverdiT yofna me xom saRerRels miSlis, fiqris saRerRels... egoisti var?.. ra azri aqvs sityvas, roca is zedmetia? ra vqna, mivide da davelaparako? ara, dRes xom siCumis dRea... vusmen musikas, da isic 6
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ar mesmis. ufro sworad mesmis, magram es musika Cems siCumes ufro did siCumed ayalibebs. me axla sakuTari gonebis paleontologi var da misi qanebis SeswavliT verTobi. ratomRac maxsendeba Cemi bavSvobisdroindeli `vinme~ _ feTxumis, mouwesrigeblisa da gauzrdeli Tanatolis mimarT zizRiT gadasrolili fraza: gaTxrebs atareb?.. axlac wuTiT zizRiT mebruceba qveda tuCi. Semdeg vTavisufldebi am SegrZnebisgan da isev sakuTari gonebis mecnier-paleontologi vxdebi. ho, gaTxrebs vatareb, magram, ara cxvirSi, aramed warsulSi, bavSvobaSi... safrTxe unda iynoso. Cemma gonebam es albaT igrZno da sanam `qvebis srolas~ daiwyebda, manamde iTxova rCeva da daxmareba... da axla ra? aTasi rCeviT miTiTebul trankvilizatorebs vylapav da arc ki vici sad davfrinav. albaT Cemi CasaxvisTanave Serwymuli dnm-s tripletis romeliRac nukleotidma `sasargeblo~ mutacia ganicada da me misi msxverpli 7
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var. vxumrob, Tumca, albaT cotaTi giJi mainc var. aba, ras mivawero aseTi fantaziebi?.. ai, axlac, sul cota xnis win, renesansuli ZeglebiT daxunZlul, melodiurobiT gamaognebel, mzis Warbi sxivebiT ganaTebul, samxreTuli temperamentiTa da xalisiT gaJRenTil samyaros, manamde qveyanas, kunZuls, saxls, ojaxs vekuTvni. es albaT Cemi gamogonili bavSvobaa. Cemi fantaziis nayofi, jer kidev bavSvi, berZnuli miTologiis Temaze Seqmnili qandakebebis gverdiT dgeba da mondomebiT baZavs maT. xan xels awevs, xanac cerebze dgeba. mis irgvliv Tavs uamravi adamiani iyris. mcvelebs policiis gamoZaxebac surT, magram viRac droze Caereva. gogona enawyliani aRmoCnda. ar rcxvenia, ar eSinia da ambobs: me momavlis cekva aRmovaCine, me genialuri var!.. ar vici iq saidan gavCndi. ar vici dabnelda Tu ganaTda am dros Cemi goneba. mxolod erTi vici, momwons iqauroba... mere... mere TavSi isev raRac gadatrial8
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da da ai, ukve amas vxedav: Cems garSemo mZinare adamianebi sawolidan vardebian... Semosasvleli oTaxidan viRac qalamnebs isvris... aguris natexebi mamas TavSi xvdeba... TefSebi bzrial-bzrialiT dafrinaven... kedlebidan saSineli xmauri ismis... Rmuili... sicili... tirili... viRac gabrazebuli uCinari saxls `alagebs~... ar vici romeli saukunea. am saxlSi coli, qmari da ori qaliSvili cxovrobs. maT dedaCemis, mamaCemis, Cemi disa da Cemi garegnoba aqvT. umcrosi me var... erT Rames sawolis ucnauri moZraoba gamomaRviZebs. SeSinebuli das vaRviZeb. Ramis ganmavlobaSi saidumloebiT moculi movlena ramdenjerme ganmeordeba. Cvens saZinebel oTaxSi drodadro braxuni ismis, TiTqos iatakze mZime sagani vardeba. ucnauri xmebi Zils gvifrTxobs da ramdenime uZilo Ramis Semdeg deda da mama TavianT saZinebel oTaxSi gadagviyvanen. gava ramdenime dRe. saxlSi simSvide daisadgurebs. Tumca, erT gvian Rames Cven raRac xmauri isev gamogvaRviZebs _ 9
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TiTqos viRacam taSi Semohkra. imave wuTs me (romelmac, albaT, mSoblebis garemocvaSi usafrTxod vigrZeni Tavi) daviyvireb: `aba, saZagelo, boroto arsebav, gaimeore is, rasac me gavakeTeb~ da samjer Semovkrav taSs. pasuxad igive ganmeordeba. Cemi saqcieliT gaTamamebuli Cemi da `mas~ gaubedavad mimarTavs: `axla is gaimeore, rasac me gavakeTeb~ da magidaze xeliT oTxjer daakakunebs. pasuxad magida haerSi aiweva da ukan dabrunebisas oTxi dakakuneba gaismis. mSoblebi SiSisa da gaocebisgan xmas ver iReben, Cven ki `masTan~ garTobas ganvagrZobT... roca deda gons moego, `eqsperimentSi~ monawileobis miReba manac isurva da uxilav Zalas Svilebis asakze miniSneba sTxova. pasuxad, karze jer 14-jer... Semdeg 12-jer daakakunes... wlebi gairbens... Cemi fantaziis gogona kompoziciaSi `siyvaruli~ ganSorebis scenas asrulebs. cekvavs Zalze ubralod, bunebrivad da rogorc Cans, siyvaruli Tavad masSi bu10
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dobs. is sxeuliT `laparakobs~ da TiTqos ambobs: siyvarulSi adamianebi iseve Tavisuflebi unda iyvnen, rogorc cekvaSi. aranairi dapireba, araviTari valdebuleba... mas sayvareli adamiani ultimatums wauyenebs: an is, an cekva. gogonas egona, rom igi CitiviT Tavisufali sWirdebodaT. sayvarelma adamianma ki misi `Sinaur qaTmad~ monaTvla moindoma. `qalis Wkua maSin Cans, Tu igi mas saguldagulod malavs~ _ ityvis viRac. manamde ki raRacaze Tu viRacaze gabrazebuli Seqspiri wamoiZaxebs: `araraobav, dedakaci unda gerqvas Sen!~ _ arada... gonebiT kidev ufro Sors mivdivar... xom arsebobdnen amorZalebi. ai, gazafxulis is mziani dRec. zRvis sanapiro. Tvaluwvdeneli midamo _ gmiris mier dapyrobili naxevari msoflio. is daiRala. nuTu ver miaRwia imas, razec ocnebobda?! fiqrebSi garTuls msaxuri miuaxlovda: `viRac warmosadegi qalbatoni gewviaT~ (gmirs igi samas meomar qalTan erTad ewvia). `SemouSviT~ _ brZana batonma. gmiri aleq11
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sandre makedoneli iyo. misi banaki im dros kaspiis zRvis sanapiroze iyo ganTavsebuli. ucxoqveyneli ki amorZalebis dedofali falestrisi, romelic `kavkasiasa da mdinare faziss~ Soris teritorias ganagebda. mxolod misi Cacmuloba badebda eWvs mis didgvarovnebaze. mxedars mokle qvedabolo ecva, xelSi fari eWira, moSiSvlebuli mkerdi mouCanda. maTi Sexvedra Cvens welTaRricxvamde 330 wels moxda... ra unda qnas gogonam? igi moxiblulia epoqaluri qalbatonebis simtkiciTa da brZolisunarianobiT. mas surs daumtkicos samyaros, rom sapirispiro sqess arafriT da araferSi Camouvardeba, magram sayvarel adamianTan ganSorebam suli daumZima. uceb aRmoaCina, rom aRar SeeZlo mayureblis atireba, roca `ganSorebas~ cekvavda, an SiSisgan TrTolva, roca `SiSs~ asrulebda. bolo moeRo yvelafers. mas yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan gaqceva unda. sakuTar Ria avtomobilSi Cajda. yelze ulamazesi, oqrosfrad mo12
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livlive Sarfi moigdo. manqana daZra, siCqares umata, TiTqos gafrinda... Sarfi saburavma CaiTria da gogona gaguda... tragedia, saSineli tragedia... eh, kidev ramdenjer mokvdeba da gacocxldeba CemSi es gogona?.. ra xdeba?!. gamovdivar. ar vici saidan, albaT, hipnozidan... dedas eubnebian, rom me didi fsiqologiuri wnexis qveS var. is nerviulobs. me ara. mxiblavs iqauroba da sulac ar vgrZnob Tavs cudad. Semdeg dedas gareT uSveben. miTiTebul savarZelze isev vjdebi, romelsac odnav waxrili forma aqvs. Tvalebis daxuWvas mTxoven. vxuWav. `Cemi mSveleli~ 16 sityvis CamoTvlas mTxovs. da mec viwyeb: guli sivrce mTvare Tvalebi mze wvima qariSxali zRva 13
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cixe Tavisufleba samoTxe vardi nami Txunela (ratom? ar vici. ise, ubralod) arwivi mTa... eqimi TiToeuli sityvis axsnas mTxovs. mec vpasuxob. Semdeg maT or-orad ajgufebs da asocirebul sityvebs furcelze gulmodgined iwers. guli da sivrce _ siyvaruli mTvare da Tvalebi _ siRrme mze da wvima _ cremli qariSxali da zRva _ tornado cixe da Tavisufleba _ Citi samoTxe da vardi _ simyudrove nami da Txunela _ miwa arwivi da mTa _ irao Semdeg asocirebul sityvebs ajgufebs da kvlav Cems pasuxs elodeba: siyvaruli da siRrme _ usasruloba cremli da tornado _ depresia 14
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Citi da simyudrove _ bude miwa da irao _ samyaro da isev... usasruloba da depresia _ SeSlili bude da samyaro _ saxli da bolos: SeSlili da saxli _ ? ...ara, ara, oRond eg ara!!! saSinlad vbrazdebi, giJiviT gamovrbivar oTaxidan da karSi viRacas vejaxebi. WroRa Tvalebi... sad minaxavs? gonebaSi didi xnis winandeli ambavi amotivtivda. davapire ukve Sexmianeba, magram oTaxSi Semaswro. me ki iq dabrunebis survili ar maqvs... nariyalaze avedi. turistebis jgufi Camodioda. gverdi avuare maT da erT ganmartoebul adgilas gavCerdi. Rrmad CavisunTqe sufTa haeri, davwynardi, davmSviddi da mivxvdi, rom Cemi Tavis `mSveleli~ TviTonve var...
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